Happily Ever... What? (Pigeon & JohnlockForLife)

[Kotorichan]

Laurence sat down in the bed and rested his head in his hands. "I'm sorry... I'm so sorry Felix... I don't want things to be like this, I don't want you to be a prisoner..." His eyes started to fill with tears. "I'm turning into my father and I don't know what else to do... please forgive me"

[JohnlockForLife]

Felix looked over at Laurence, and fliced his forehead. "Didn't I tell you before, you're nothing like him." Felix dropped what he was doing, and sat on the bed next to Laurence. Grabbing his hand, Felix looked down at it. "I understand you're doing what's right. I'm just stubborn..." Felix smiled slightly, peeking up at Laurence. "Laurence, I love you. I'm just worried that... I'm worried that you'll chase after them, and they'll kill you. What of it does happen, and I could have saved you?" The smaller prince brought Laurence's hand to his lips, and kissed his ring finger softly.

[Kotorichan]

"I'm not chasing after them Felix... That's why I came back here, I would rather be here and protect you than go out there" Laurence blinked back years and looked away. "I yelled at you... I want to stay with you and protect you but I'm going to make you miserable by keeping you away from people..." he pulled his hand away slowly. "why do things have to be like this?"

[JohnlockForLife]

Felix watched every movement his beloved made, and listened to every word he spoke. After he was done talking, Felix got up, only to sit back down on Laurence's lap, and straddle him. "Laurence, you're not going to make me miserable. Honestly, the only person j know in your country is you so, it isn't like I was with a bunch of people to begin with. You're just worried, that so ething might happen, just like I was with you. I'll be happy to be locked away, as long as you're besides me." Felix was only half telling the truth, when he said that he wound be miserable. Felix was the kind of guy that enjoyed socializing, and meeting new people - of course being locked away sounded terrible!

 

Felix kissed Laurence softly on the lips, "let's get going? My eyes feel a little tired... besides, if we falk asleep in the carriage, it will go a lot slower." Felix said as he nuzzled Laurence's neck affectionately.

[Kotorichan]

Laurence wrapped his arms around the other prince's waist, holding him close to his chest. "Maybe I'll pick out a few servants that I've known long enough to trust... Then you could have a little more company than just me..." He murmured, pressing his face into Felix's shoulder to calm himself. "Someone will come tell us when the carriage is ready..." He sighed and lifted the boy off his lap. "I'll pack our things, you should get dressed"

[JohnlockForLife]

Felix sat on the bed with a large grin. "I'm already dressed! They're pajamas, but I'm dressed!" He jumped off the bed, and as soon as his feet touched the ground he did a little turn to see Laurence. "Besides, being locked away means I get to wear pajamas all the time, which is kind of cool. Skirts are pretty comfy." Felix took a step closer to Laurence, his arms wrapping around his waist in a hug. It was his own way of trying to make Laurence feel better! The new arrangement may not have been the best, but Felix loved Laurence enough to be locked away.

[Kotorichan]

Laurence sighed and turned to him. "Felix, please get dressed for the carriage..." He sounded tired, all the stress was starting to exhaust him. He managed a gentle smile. "I'm glad your clothes are comfortable, and you'll be able to wear whatever you want when we get home... okay?"

[JohnlockForLife]

Felix looked at the tired Laurence for only a second, before he turned away and began to undress. Now that the two had sex, getting naked in front of Laurence was no problem! It was as if all his embarrassment melted away. Grabbing a simple purple dress, Felix slipped into it, and even tried his best to lace it up in the back. After his dress was on, Felix grabbed two hankercheifs and stuffed the dress with them. "My... my sister used to stuff her chest. Guess I'm no better." Felix said in an attempt at a joke, his face turned so it looked back at Laurence to see his reaction.

 

"Your highness', your carriage awaits." A man said through the other side, of the thick wooden door.

[Kotorichan]

Laurence gave him a slight smile and stood up, wrapping an arm around Felix's waist. "Let's go, stay close to me" He led Felix out of the room and glanced at the guard. "Grab our luggage for me" He ordered, keeping his free hand on his sword in case anyone tried anything. He began to walk out to the carriage, fully alert in case anyone attacked.

[JohnlockForLife]

Felix looked at Laurence's hand, which was securely on his sword for protection. A soft sigh escaped from his lips, feeling incredibly bad for his lover... he looked so strained. When the two got to the carriage, Felix looked over at Laurence and softly whispered in his ear, "go to sleep when you're in there. My darling, you look like you've been up and running for a few days..." Felix smiled softly, before he hopped into the carriage, and sat down on the cushioned seats. A million and one thoughts ran through his head, so even if his body felt exhausted, his brain made it impossible.

[Kotorichan]

Laurence gaze a slight nod at his wife's request, but he knew he wouldn't be able to sleep until they were safely at the castle. He kept his arm firmly around Felix's waist when they got into the carriage, his hand still on his sword as he looked out the windows for any sign of danger. He didn't even know if he could trust the driver.

[JohnlockForLife]

Felix looked over at his husband, a deep frown spread across his face. After the door to the carriage closed, Felix grabbed Laurence's cheeks, and looked deeply into his eyes. "Get. Some. Sleep." Felix said sternly, before he smiled softly. "We're fine. If I get scared, or suspicious I'll wake you up. So please, my one and only, go to sleep. You can even use my lap as a pillow." Felix offered, with a little pat on his lap. "I'll try real hard nit to pop a boner," Felix whispered, with a joking tone.

[Kotorichan]

Laurence chuckled softly and took his hand off his sword, pulling Felix into a gentle hug. "You really know how to make me feel better don't you?" He murmured. The prince pulled away a little to give the other a gentle kiss on the lips. "Wake me up if anything happens... Even if you feel a tiny bit uneasy and even if someone starts talking to you... Just shake me or pull on my hair and I'll wake up... okay?" He slowly laid his head down on his wife's lap. "I won't be able to sleep if I don't think you're going to do that"

[JohnlockForLife]

Felix smiled at the kiss, with a sweet blush covering his cheeks to compliment it. "Of course," Felix softly said, feeling a bolt of happiness sweep over him when Laurence laid his head on his lap. Felix ran his slender for gets through Laurence's hair, in hopes that it would soothe him. As his fingers ran through Laurence's hair, Felix couldn't help but hope his family was okay. He hoped with every ouce of his being, that the ones causing Laurence and himself grief, steered clear away from them. "Sweet dreams, my love. I'll tell you if anything is making me feel unease, that's a promise."

[Kotorichan]

Laurence gently caught the boy's hand and brought it to his lips, lightly kissing his finger tips before letting go. "Thank you... I'll be awake again soon..." He finally closed his eyes and relaxed completely, snuggling close to Felix's body. Within just a few moments he was fast asleep.

[JohnlockForLife]

Felix smiled softly when his fingertips were kissed, and in return he kissed his forehead softly. He looked down at Laurence, his fingertips caressing his cheek until he heard Lawrence's soft, sleepy breaths. Instead, he moved back to run his fingertips through his hair again. "When I was growing up," Felix said in a soft whisper, "anytime I would cry, my oldest brother or mother would sit on me in their lap, and run their fingers through my hair until I fell asleep, until even after I would wake up. I miss them, but I ready can't go home anymore. I'm a bit shy to tell you this, while you're awake. Maybe one day, but you're so stressed..." Felix whispered in an almost inaudible voice. "I guess, what I'm trying to tell you, is to feel better."

Felix smiled sweety at the sleeping male, and watched him sleep. The ride was smooth - Maybe even too smooth. But, Felix didn't mind. Be rather enjoyed enjoyed it!

[Kotorichan]

The carriage stopped in front of the castle after a couple hours. Laurence was still fast asleep on Felix's lap, completely relaxed in the boy's presence. One of the guards opened the door and cleared his throat, making Laurence awake with a start. He quickly sat up and looked around, completely panicked until he saw where they were. "Oh... Good..."

[JohnlockForLife]

Felix was a task bit startled when the Hayes opened up the carriage doors. He swallowed the lump in his throat, feeling a little uneasy to be around Laurence's parents, almost completely forgetting about being locked away. "Thank you," Felix said softly, bowing his head thankfully, before stepping out if the carriage. "Did you sleep well, my love?" Felix softly asked, as he held his hand out for Laurence to grab.

[Kotorichan]

Laurence chuckled softly as he stepped out of the carriage."I slept well my dear, but I must say that usually the husband should be helping his wife out, not the other way around" he once again wrapped his arm around Felix's waist and began to lead the prince to the castle. "I think I should leave you with my mother while I talk to my father... Things may get rather heated and I wouldn't want to upset you"

[JohnlockForLife]

Felix rested his head on Laurence's shoulder, when his arm wrapped around the smaller prince's waist. "Are you sure?" Felix asked, feeling concerned. "I don't mind if things get heated, I just want you to be okay." Felix said, holding Laurence's free hand tenderly. "But, if you want me to stay with your mother, I will do so." Felix said, dropping his voice into a whisper. Felix wanted to finally meet Laurence's father, but perhaps they could meet under better circumstances.

[Kotorichan]

Laurence sighed and looked down at Felix. "Honestly I don't want you to ever meet my father... Especially not under such strained circumstances" He stopped in the hallway and lightly chewed his lip. "My mother will probably be with him right now... So if things get too bad I'll have her go to another room with you... Would that be alright?"

[JohnlockForLife]

Felix looked down sadly, his heart hurting for Laurence. Was his father really that bad? Taking a deep breath, the smaller male looked up at Laurence and grabbed his face gently, with his thumbs running across his cheeks. "You're so stressed," Felix said in a soothing tone, his eyes brimming with tears. "If you want me to step out, I will do as you say. Just, calm down a little... I'll be in the other room." Felix kissed him softly on the lips, blinking back his tears. It truly hurt Felix, knowing that Laurence and his father weren't close. What hurt him most of all, was how Laurence was feeling at the moment... was he always thus way, when he was about to see his father?

[Kotorichan]

Laurence frowned and quickly grabbed Felix's hand. "Wait, I don't want to leave you alone and I especially don't want to leave you when you're crying..." He leaned in and gently kissed the prince, moving his arm to wrap around his waist. "Please tell me what's wrong my love... I only want to protect you... not hurt you more"

[JohnlockForLife]

"I just feel really bad for you," Felix said, wiping away his tears. "Don't mind me okay! I'm just a sympathetic feeler." The prince flashed the other a little smile, "sorry for worrying you. Just, get this done, okay? I'm just a big baby." Felix let out a little laugh, as if he was trying to shake it away. "But don't you let him get to you for even a second. And if you end up coming back to me in a bad shape, remember I'll be there to wipe your wounds or tears, and maybe even cry a little for you." Felix said, as he began to play with Laurence's shirt, before burying his face into his chest, "I love you."

[Kotorichan]

"I love you too..." Laurence held Felix tightly and pressed a kiss to the top of his head. "You can come with me if you'd like... I'm just worried, especially since he hates your country... I don't want him to upset you, it would break my heart for my own father to make you cry"