.:MY SPOILED BIG BROTHER:. 18+ (Private RP: Lickmychocoberry and azuneko)

[azuneko]

Fai smiled as he kisses Damien's cheek. "I can be all yours until you graduate. I mean once your in New York, I am sure you'll meet tons of new people." he said not really liking that idea but it was the truth. He knew Damien might meet someone special in New York. Though the same could be said for himself when the other wasn't around any more. The thought wasn't a happy one but he had to focus on reality from time to time. "As long as you are here I am all yours. Lets spend as much time together as we can. I wish to treasure every moment spent with you." he said shyly

[Choco Berry]

It seems Fai was really shaken by the fact that he will be gone for a long time for college. It slowly sunk in him that he really needs Fai more than anything. And Fai seems to feel the same way. Fai will still have his family and friends here, but then again, he's the only one that Fai really trusts and is genuinely happy to be with. He held the boy close by his waist and rested his face on the crook of his neck. "You will always be my special love. Even if I meet tons of people there, no one can ever replace you." he whispered against Fai's neck.

[azuneko]

Fai blushed a bit as he felt Damien whisper against his neck. "Hey that tickles. Though it does make me feel special when you say that." he said softly. He wonders just how much closer he could become to Damien before he left. This way he could make sure they were always connected. Fai tilts his head a bit as he closed his eyes. "Anyway, now that you and I are both awake we should probably being getting ready for the day." he said not realizing just how early they had gotten up.

[Choco Berry]

"Oh. Yes. Well, you can take the shower first." he smiled, letting go of the other. "He stood up and stretched once again, his shirt riding up, slightly showing his tummy. "So what would you like for breakfast? Ah..." he blushed once more seeing Fai have no pants on. He was so focused on Fai's face that he didn't realize the boy was back to wearing just this huge button up shirt. He couldn't help but to gaze over the young male's legs.

[azuneko]

Fai leaned his cheek upon his hand. "I guess whatever you make is fine. I never get picky with things I eat. Although I always have a sweet tooth. So keep that in mind whenever you make me something." he said sticking his tongue out playfully. He slowly rolled over a bit as he crawled to the edge of the bed. "I shall go shower first. If we were younger I'd say come with me." he said with a light giggle. Fai was serious about that. He would ask it anyway but didn't want to trouble Damien.

[Choco Berry]

Damien's blush got worse. He wondered if Fai realizes what he's doing or he's just teasing him again. He started fidgeting wondering what to respond to that. "Uhm... Yeah if you were younger it'd be fine... B-but I guess... I uhm..." he couldn't say it directly at all that he wanted to join him in the shower. He really wanted too, though. But it would be very dangerous. He would definitely get aroused when he sees Fai naked! And what excuse would he have by then? He was so conflicted now but then he closed his eyes and groaned, finally making a decision. "F-fine. I'll go with you." Damien felt shameless.

[azuneko]

Fai's face lit up. He walked over to Damien and practically glomps him. "Are you serious!? I am so happy. I thought I was going to have to ask you directly. Your like a mind reader. Come on!" he said taking his hand and walking out the room. He walked to the bathroom with him and closed the door behind them. "Come on Damien. The shower won't wait for us." he said smiling as he unbuttoned his shirt.

[Choco Berry]

For a moment, Damien was in pure bliss. Every step he makes towards the bathroom was like taking a step to heaven. But then reality snapped back into him as Fai closed the door and began to strip. Fai's defenses went down and disappeared. His innocent take on showering together felt so wrong in so many levels, but still, for Damien...

 

He stripped down quietly before stepping closer to Fai, reaching out to run a finger from his neck down to his waist. "Fai.. you're so cruel, you know." he whispered, leaning over to bite on Fai's shoulder gently. His voice was low and serious that no one would mistake him to be joking. As he stepped closer, his hard on pressed against Fai's rear, stating without a word, that Damien wants Fai. Now.

[azuneko]

Fai went to turn on the shower before feeling Damien right behind him. "Huh, why would you say that? Did I do something cruel without realizing it?" he asked shivering some as he felt Damien touch him. This was a bit odd but he didn't inch away. He was trying to make sense of where the other was coming from. Fai suddenly realized something poking him from behind. 'I suppose this Damien's natural morning reaction.. It makes me second this idea...' he thinks to himself. He wasn't worried that his brother's morning wood was against him. More so that his brother was bigger than him. The embarrassment grew. "Shall we get in the shower now?" he asked trying to keep focused on the reason they are in the bathroom together.

[Choco Berry]

Gulping nervously, Damien let Fai lead then in the shower. He let the water soak their hair at the same time as he was still holding Fai close to him. He reached for the other's sakura-scented bath gel before letting Fai turn to face him so he could see how red his face is now that it almost reached his neck. Damien wore this different facial expression as he squeezed some of the gel all over Fai's chest.

 

"You seriously are crazy innocent..." His chocolate brown eyes gazed directly on Fai's eyes as he worked up on a lather before his thumbs ran over Fai's nipples, circling around them teasingly. Leaning against the younger boy's ears, he purred. "I so badly want to tarnish that innocence..."

[azuneko]

Fai climbed into the shower and felt so calm as the water washed over him. It was seriously relaxing. He turned to face Damien noticing the other was red in the face. "Oh my... what's wrong Damien? Is the water too hot?" he asked him. He watched as he spread shower gel over his chest. It was a bit cold but he didn't say anything. His gaze shifted as he felt the other touch his nipples. "Is being innocent a bad thing?" he asked softly before hearing the rest of his brother's words. Fai didn't understand the reason for them. Fai wonders to what extent did Damien wish to tarnish his innocence.

[Choco Berry]

Damien didn't bother answering the other's question. He was so lost now that he's nipping on Fai's neck as his arms slide across the boy's back, pulling him closer. The slippery bath gel makes it even more erotic that his own body slithers across Fai's, his own erection poking against the other's member and before he know it, he had pinned Fai against the wall. His breathing was heavy and his heartbeat was running wild.

 

"Fai... Clearly, your definition of 'like' and my kind of 'like' aren't the same." he whispered, meeting the other's eyes. His hand slide down Fai's stomach; his fingertips stopping right below his navel. "This is my declaration of love. You can stop me now. But if you don't... I won't hold back any longer." he said, furrowing his brows.

[azuneko]

Fai wasn't sure what to do. Suddenly being pinned like this was a bit awkward for him. His gaze upon Damien as something became clear to him. He understood the difference in their likes for one another. Even knowing this Fai didn't try to stop him. He didn't want to stop him. "It's okay if our meaning of like is different. I'm not going to stop you. So you don't have to restrain yourself anymore." he said. Fai didn't expect this from Damien. It confused him to think his older brother saw him in such a way. Fai realized this must mean what Damien considered to be tarnishing his innocence. He prefers it to be Damien than anyone else.

[Choco Berry]

Damien closed his eyes as he heard those words. God, what would he do if Fai stopped him? He'd be insane! He was nervous. The images flashing on the back of his mind were all perverted and foreign to him and thinking of doing this to his younger brother, of course he would be nervous. But he want Fai so much right now, he couldn't bear to just think about it. He could never even think of him as his little brother anymore.

 

With that, he leaned in closer, meeting the boy's lips. He kissed him lovingly as his arms pulled him in closer, their hips grinding in an arousing fashion. It nearly sent him at the edge of his sanity. He didn't want this to end. "Ah.. Fai..." he moaned against the other's mouth, somehow managing to let Fai stick out his tongue as he was able to suck on it.

[azuneko]

Fai felt their lips touch and could only give into the kiss. It was clear his body was responding to Damien's touch. It surprised him since for as long as he knows nothing ever aroused him. This was a first for him. He could feel his tongue touching his brother's. Fai knew this was beyond a simple brotherly complex. Not knowing how far Damien planned to take this, Fai continued to let things happen. At least for now nothing seemed too different from normal between them.

[Choco Berry]

The older male panted hard as his body heated up from desire. Fai's body looks so fragile compared to his as he tries not to hold him too tight. "Fai... Fai, I want you..." he whispered, looking straight at the boy before his hands trailed down, lowering as his fingertips started grazing over Fai's member. Damien's brow were furrowed, still hoping that Fai would let him do more. "Fai.. tell me what's on your mind. Tell me you don't hate me for doing this... Tell me... If I am allowed to do more than this..." he lightly ran his fingertip from the underside of Fai's member up to the hilt of the head then stopping at the sensitive slit at the tip where he decided to let it linger by swirling at the spot ever so slightly.

[azuneko]

Fai stares at Damien. He closed his eyes shaking his head. "It's okay to continue as much as you want. I won't stop you. I also don't hate you. You'll still be my big brother no matter what happens." he said softly. He was nervous to say what was on his mind. He currently wasn't thinking much of anything. Yet one thing clearly on his mind was making sure Damien wouldn't hate him either. That's one thing he didn't want. Fai bit his lip trying not to make any sounds. He was worried the housekeeper might hear them.

[Choco Berry]

With that, Damien pulled Fai close, letting his nose rest against the young man's neck. "Ah..." he let out a small moan but it almost echoed in the room. With that, he bit on Fai's neck, sucking on a spot until it left a mark, then going for a different one before licking on it and sucking again. While his mouth were busy on Fai's neck, his other hand held both their members, stroking them together at once, feeling really hot at the moment. Even if he only does some minor movements, the pleasure was too much, since he's doing it with Fai. "Ah.. Fai... Mhm..." He cried out softly, clinging onto the other male, his knees shaking as it got weaker by the minute.

[azuneko]

Fai moved his hands to hold onto Damien. This was seriously too much for him to handle. he as finding it hard to keep his voice in. Suddenly panting as soft moans slipped pass his lips. Fai couldn't focus on any ring but Damien's touch. It was like fire as the other left an unforgettable heat everywhere he touched. "Damien.... ngh...." he moans out softly trying his best not to slip against the soap that had washed off his body and was now beneath his feet.

[Choco Berry]

Damien held Fai close so the other won't slip from the soap on the tiled floor. His hand went faster as he started shivering from immense pleasure, his member already twitching for climax. "F-Fai... Ahh..." he moaned hotly against the boy's ear as his thumb twirled around the tips of their members. He pulled away, hazy eyes looked straight at Fai before tensing up and groaning breathily, finally coming to his climax. It was so intense that it had stained up to his chest. he didn't stop knowing Fai was yet to cum. "Fai... Fai... I love you..." it was all Damien could manage to say before locking their lips once more into a fiery kiss.

[azuneko]

Fai shivers as he felt Damien moving his hand faster. He stares at the other as he noticed he suddenly released. He moved to touch his cheek gently as he felt Damien touching him. Fai felt himself close to release as well. His cheeks heating up as he blushed brightly. "I love you too." he said as they shared yet another kiss. Fai couldn't help but cum as he kisses Damien back

[Choco Berry]

"Ooh..." Damien whispered as soon as Fai came, continuing on kissing the young man as his hand was stained by the other's cum. He felt immensely happy that it clearly showed on his eyes when they pulled away, panting really hard. He bit his lower lip and asked softly, "Am I evil... for feeling this way, Fai? A-am I a bad person? I don't understand why I feel this way for my own brother, but... but I never, ever want to take it back... I don't regret this because it's with you." he whispered, pushing some of Fai's wet hair off his face and placing a gentle kiss on his cheeks. "I am so in love with you, it's crazy. See?" he took Fai's limping hands and placed it on his chest so the other could feel his heart fluttering. Damien could only give out the brightest smile.

[azuneko]

Fai looked at Damien as he spoke. He wasn't sure exactly what to say about this. He didn't see anything wrong with how Damien felt about him. He knew society and their parents might find it strange. Even so he didn't dislike it. "I never once thought you were evil or a bad person. I'm sure we both can tell these feelings aren't normal for brothers to have but even so I never once questioned it. I like you as an older brother and that won't change for that meaning only." he said as he felt Damien's heartbeat. His cheeks flush a bit. "I can tell your in love with me Damien and I don't mind it one bit. Just promise me you won't forget me when you leave." he said leaning his head against his brother's shoulder. That was one thing that scared Fai the most. That once Damien left for college he would forget these moments they shared.

[Choco Berry]

He held Fai close as he felt the sadness in his tone. He knew Fai would be really sad when he leaves for college. But then one thing's for sure. "Fai... You have made a mark in my life and had claimed half of my heart for me to ever forget you. I will always think of you fondly. Call you whenever possible." he pulled away smiling gently at him. "Like I said, you're my special love." with that he kissed the other's forehead gently before realizing they still need to finish bathing. "I'll wash your back. Turn around." he smiled, pouring some bath gel onto his palms and working up on a lather.

[azuneko]

Fai looked at Damien before turning around. For now he would continue to spend time with the other. As much as possible until he graduates. His attention turned towards the side as Damien washed his back. "I wonder what I am going to do about these. I have to try one the festival outfit today so it can be fitted to my size. Maybe a band-aid could do the trick." he says more to himself but still out loud. He didn't want to cover them but he knew his friends would ask about it.