An unexpected Romance (Empecool×Jin.)

[Jin.]

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Short summary:

Akiya (19) who is the son of the Kurakumo's (Yakuza gang) head boss, has been friends with Takeo (18) for 10 years now. They grew up together, went to school together... since then and now.

 

But both of them have a huge secret inside, and that will be discovered in the story.

Name: Asashi Akiya

Age: 19 years old

Delinquent, mafia child, is a girl magnet, likes to play around a.k.a. bad ass type.

 

Name: Nakamura Takeo

Age: 18 years old

Class president, full time student, he's a closet otaku.

 

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[empecool]

(hnn I am so excited! This will be perfect, remember no grammatical murder this time ~

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[Jin.]

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[Jin.]

06:30

...wake up...

06:40

...It's time for school...!

06:50

...You'll be late...

 

 

7:00

 

BEEP BEEP BEEP!!!

 

It was only 7:00 AM, Akiya was still in deep sleep and seemed to be wandering around in this lone dream.

 

BEEP BEEP BEEP!!!

"Hgn..."

A groan escaped Akiya's dry mouth, I think he was able to escape from that dream, a dream he got stuck in, for a long... long time.

 

BEEP BEEP BEEP!!!

 

Obviously, the alarm did not stop beeping. "... owny fef mor mines..." 'Only five more minutes' was what he tried to spout out...

"-mum..."

Wait, 'mum'? you do remember you lost her several years ago do you?

 

"...!"

Akiya woke up remembering, his wide eyes were directed to the ceiling. He didn't seem to remember his dream very well, but he did remember about who. This woman with beautiful long golden hair that waved through the wind. Her smile and her laughs, those eyes and that gaze. Those... scars and ...bruises. His mother... "-I'm... so-"

 

"-Akiya-!"

 

He heard someone yelling his name and he knew this voice.

 

It was from Takeo, his friend he made a promise with that they would walk together to school.

 

[empecool]

It is always hard to wake up from your nightmares,

but the dreams you really want to live always seems to slip through your fingers...

 

Mornings were always the same old same. The alarm clock sounding like a train which hits him hard at the end of his nightmares. Never remembering his dreams, just knowing it was something he'd rather forget; for real, forever.

 

Yeah, mornings were always the same. His sister was always waiting for him in the kitchen with breakfast ready, lunch boxes on the bench. Friendly conversation between siblings. A peck on his cheek from his 12 year old sister Asuka when he was leaving.

 

Same old same. Boring, so boring. Extremely boring and tiring.

 

Takeo sighed as he made his way through the building. He lived on the second floor but before leaving he had to get up to the top one just to get his friend. That one friend that wasn't boring or tiring, there was something about him that kept pulling Takeo in. That one friend that he could be serious with, but at the same time they weren't. That one friend who was kind of cute. That one friend that...

 

"Akiya!" He shouted as knocked on the door. No signs of the other boy. The silver-haired boy was probably still asleep, as usual... "Hey, AKIYA!" Takeo yelled as he shoved his hand down his pocket in search of Akiya's spare key. "Come one, I know I have it somewhere..." He murmured as he roamed around in his bag where he finally found it.

 

The brunette shouted his friends name once more as he unlocked and opened the door, before stepping into the hallway. "Seriously..." Takeo muttered and turned his footsteps to an already decided destination; Akiya's bedroom.

 

"Akiya! Get your lazy ass out of bed this instance or I'll leave without you." Takeo banged his fist against Akiya's bedroom door repeatedly.

[Jin.]

Everything felt fake, it felt vague...

 

Is this reality? or is this the dream I'm trying to live in...

Trying to get accepted... to be loved... for what I am... and that I am a living being...

 

Sorry for being alive, sorry for being even able... to be born.

 

I don't ask for forgiveness... all I want you to know is that I'm sorry...

 

That's everything... for now.

-

Knock knock...

"What time is it now?"

 

-Akiya!

He tilted his head to the side where his loud alarm was standing the sight was hazy... Rubbing his eyes one or two times making it even more hazy.

He didn't realise why it felt wet around his eyes, how did this happen. don't remember.

 

How̃̌ͮ̉͗ͩ҉̘͕̳͍ͅ howh͔̙ͅo̗̝͚̺w̞̣ ho̡̺̯̬͎̙̝ͭ̾̓w... h̹́̾̊̀o̺͍̳̭͙̻̐ͅw̧̜̠̖̲ͩ͌̊ ...?

 

"-Hey Akiya!"

snap

 

he snapped out of it and remembered that Takeo was waiting for him, right... the promise. He stood up and rubbed his eyes, wiping them off with the end of his sleeve. When the vague was lesser, he wandered to the alarm to see the time and it was ticking against 08:10.

 

"I'm coming..." his voice was hoarse and now he actually notices... his throat hurts as if he screamed and not to mention... he smelled bad... he had been sweating a lot and his shirt actually feels drenched in sweat. Smelling himself didn't do things better either.

 

Takeo was getting inside the apartment of the silver haired lad, he heard every movement and step that the Brunette made, he made the door of his bedroom open, staring directly at the Brunette with his hazel eyes.

 

"I'm going to take a shower first... okay?"

 

Akiya was already undressing himself saying that.

 

 

[empecool]

Takeo was already used to the scene. It was the same old same. Akiya had, apparently, had a nightmare. That was something new though, or at least very unusual. Something that he'd love to know more about but, due to the mutual respect between them, never asked a single question.

 

He was always looking for something new in an ordinary situation. It didn't take long this time.

 

"...take a shower first... okay?" Nothing unexpected... or YES! Something new!

Takeo's eyes widened, tried to take everything in, as the silver haired boy decided that now was time to successfully give him an awkward boner.

 

He just turned around, facing the kitchen. "Breakfast afterwards.. " was the only thing he said. The brunette felt a need to escape quickly before shit went crazy. Akiya's action pattern were always a bit unexpected but this? He didn't even know if it was a positive or negative thing. He wasn't supposed to get turned on by the sight of his childhood friend's naked upper body.

 

The green eyed teen stopped walking when he heard the bathroom door slam shut. "Fuck..." He whispered to the shameful being that was himself. "Fuuck." It had been something new alright, he couldn't really complain if it wasn't for the fact that he'd gotten a fucking hard-on by it. By Akiya's body.

 

Somewhere along playing friends, which is the way Takeo had looked at it, he had actually started to feel something for the other. Something that he usually managed to suppress; his desire, but... NO, just no. He furrowed his brows, "you're so fucked up Takeo, you know that don't you..."

 

((DID HE EVER MAKE IT TO THE KITCHEN? WHAT IS THIS SUDDEN FACT ABOUT THEIR CHILDHOOD?

THIS AND MORE WILL BE REVEALED IN THE FUTURE!!!.... lol))

[Jin.]

He wasn't looking at Takeo, he didn't even bother looking at him. He thought that human relationships were useless. It was just a game, he often did play with girls and even though he didn't ask for it; it happened. He also made them cry in the end...

 

But, Takeo was different; he was the first person he could tell jokes to but it was hard to keep their relationship going, he'll ruin it, he'll destroy it all, if something bad would happen... it'll be Akiya's fault. After all it's all Akiya's fault, it's his fault that he became like this, it's his fault that people who are dear to him will go... through thin air, or blood.

 

He arrived in the bathroom, looking at the mirror viewing his pale... tired and sweaty ugly face, his eyes were swollen and red. He got grossed out of it and clenched his fists trying not to look at himself, ignoring the mirror.

 

He turned on the Shower and hot water came sprayed out. Taking a deep breath and caressed his body, limbs and back.

He had few scars on his back, he remembered that his dad once threw him against a mirror, ah...

 

Those memories... every day when you remember more...

 

It gets worse...

 

10 minutes later he turned the shower off, hoping his face cleared up, drying himself off and he smelled something... delicious.

 

His stomach growled, 'wow how embarrassing...' he thought, after he wiped himself dry and he put on his boxer brief, opening the bathroom door to the living room / kitchen.

 

Having the cold air touching him felt refreshing, apart from the warm steam that's escaping the bathroom.

 

"What are you making? smells... good."

 

(WILL TAKEO BE ABLE TO SUPPRESS HIS NAUGHTY FEELINGS FOR AKIYA? WILL HE? EVEN IF AKIYA ISHALF NAKED NOW!? thAT WE'LL SEE NEXT TIME)

[empecool]

Takeo was humming when Akiya came up from behind, "smells good..." to which he replied with a "I hope bacon-pancakes float your boat." The green eyed boy turned his head to look at his friend. Oh, oh! He stared at the other. For 5 seconds, 10 seconds; almost a minute. He looked away, looked back down to see how the pancakes were doing.

 

"G-go put on some clothes." Takeo scowled; tried to act less startled than he was. Not that he cared. Oh why would he care, it wasn't like he had trouble to hold himself back already. Of course not. Of course he didn't care and the sight wasn't pleasing for the eyes. He did not have trouble to keep his gaze from Akiya's well shaped body. Neither did the smell bother him. He had no problems to keep himself from leaning in and sniffing the seductive smell of the silver haired boy's shampoo or after shave...

 

"Why, it's not like someone will see me like this?" The half naked, hazel eyed teen said calmly. 'So I am nobody to you' he thought and distanced himself from the boy which damp hair seemed to flip his switches. He did not need an incident. Holding back was hard already...

 

"Guess, I'll just call my sister and tell her that I don't exist then." He tried to joke, tried to laugh slightly. But it only sounded unnatural, struck in his throat. It wasn't like he had told Akiya about his odd preferences, so of course his reaction were natural. Being in just your underwear with a male friend nearby was as natural as breathing to some. He was just being weird, a freak; gay.

 

((WILL AKIYA EVER PUT HIS CLOTHES ON? WILL TAKEO ATTACK HIM OR WILL THE TEENAGER LEAVE THE KITCHEN SAFELY?! TUNE IN ON THE NEXT EPISODE OF AN UNEXPECTED ROMANCE!))

[Jin.]

Still drying his hair with the towel around his shoulders, getting a drink from the refrigerator. Smelling the scent of good baked Bacon, he could taste the salt on his tongue.

"Sounds great to me..." Taking a sip from this bottle of milk. Noticing the hazel green eyes brunette was staring... quite intensive at the silver boy.

 

"-G-Go put on some clothes." The brunette scowled, is it weird to see him like that, he tilted his head a bit staring back at the boy.

 

"Why, it's not like someone will see me like this, right?" I mean, he's not gay right.

He stared at the food and his stomach began to growl again, god this feels embarrassing! He could hide himself but it's Takeo... He's pretty much free around him.

 

Staring at the brunette, hearing this 'joke', "Well, we are both men so it's not a big problem right?"

 

They have been friends for a long time, all Akiya is wearing is a boxer brief, nothing bad. I mean, Takeo must have seen Akiya butt naked before, by accident or not. A boxer brief is nothing compared to that!

 

He sat down by the table.

 

"Thanks for the meal!"

 

---

 

Eating the meal made by someone else, is a gift... food that's been made with love, it's a wonderful thing that not everyone can ask, dream... or wish for it.

 

Sometimes, girls make food for him or a lunch box, specially made for him, because they love him. It feels sad, and disgusting how love can be something so wonderful.

 

Even a slight thank you change someone's bad day to something... wonderful...

 

Even a slight mistake... can make someone's wonderful day... to something very... very bad.

 

The smell, the colour, the disgusting taste of grass he had to choke down.

 

Will he accept me now?

[empecool]

He could feel Akiya's gaze piercing him as he answered "Well, we're both men so it's not a big problem right?" Takeo felt like he was forced to make a decision, either he told him... "Y-yeah.. Of course not!" ... or he didn't.

 

It was hard to hold everything in. No one knew... or well, almost no one knew. There was an exception. But only one. He'd talk to them later, he needed to get this out of his system. His doubts and insecurities; everything.

 

His thoughts got slapped away by Akiya's gratefulness over the food. It was useless to think about that now... But he needed to tell him. Takeo felt like he was deceiving him, even more than when they had played as children. He felt like he lied to him by not telling him who he really was, by hiding important facts that may or may not cause Akiya to leave him. But he didn't want to be left alone, not by the person he liked the most. Not again. But he knew that he had to, so he swallowed his pride...

 

"Akiya, I'm gay."

 

-

 

'It is always hard to remember terrible things that happened to you...

it hurts... it hurts so much!

Kaoru, why? Why would you do this to me?

Why chose my father over me...?

WASN'T MY LOVE ENOUGH FOR YOU? WHY?!

[Jin.]

Tick, tock, tick, tock....

 

Time went by as he ate his breakfast, he can't go to school with an empty stomach, and food is what makes him happy. A good day starts with good food.

 

It was quiet, you only could hear Akiya munching on the food and Takeo being puzzled by something. It did feel awkward.

 

-"Y-yeah.. Of course not!" Takeo spouted out, afterwards it was quiet, again. Akiya just kept on eating, he shouldn't be bothered by the silence. It's rather quite comfortable...

 

t̖̻͍ͅi͇̹̘̹͎͘ck, ̡to͟c͟k tic̃͋ͫ͐ͤ͛͡k̅ͫ͡ tó̹̙̤̲͢c̦͓k, time flie̦͈̠͖͈̟̙̕͢s̜̭̱ by... a̯̦̖͜͡n̖̱̪̗͎̱ͅd so d҉̶̩̝͕̩̬o͈ peo̵͘͏̜̻̤̯̪̟̥̞͇p̪͕̬̝͕̙͝ĺ̵̦̮̘͞e̵̖̣̺̮ y͍̼͞ͅͅo͕̮̺͈u̺̹̻̞͘̕ͅ l̛̟̰̗̟̩̱͔͔̯̳͕̰̠͍̤̗͂̋̀ͧ̓͜ơ̜̲͎̣̺̮͍̥̭͙̮̬̫̳̪͙̩̊̒̉͂ͩ̀́̑̊͗ͬͦ͢ͅv̶̷́͒ͤ͒̏̊̿̽̾̃̇́̍̅̾ͦͯ͏̸̤͕͈͝ë̡͇̦̹̱̩̦́͗ͩͯ͌͒̀̚͞

 

be quiet.

---

 

"-Akiya, I'm gay"

 

Akiya stared at him not seeing what's the problem with being gay, what's wrong with being gay? You're my friend...

 

"As long you aren't aiming on me," He laughed, sad.

 

---

Don't touch, don't think and don't love.

Whatever you do, is wrong.

 

Remember that time you held a rose? that beautiful rose... that rotted immediately?

 

Your touch is cursed, it's evil and it's gross.

 

Don't touch, don't think and don't love...

ever...

...again

you'll only hurt people, y'know?

you do

you do

you do.

 

 

---

[empecool]

Takeo waited for the reply he knew was coming. The 'eww get out from my home you fucking homo' or the 'wow no wonder you were so fucking weird all the time'... What he wasn't expecting was that Akiya would take it so calmly.

 

"As long as you aren't aiming on me." The boy laughed but Takeo saw right through it. He was disgusted... 'I am disgusting...' he thought as his heart started to ache. It was hard. But he was used to it. No one liked people that was different, except Takeo himself. Different was interesting, and Akiya was not like any other he had ever met before. Maybe that was the reason for him to feel so... so... betrayed? No, not the correct word for how he felt, how it felt. Heartbroken? No, that wasn't it either... But it was something, something that made his heart hurt.

 

The brunette just stood there, quietly. It was hard, painful. To be 'rejected' before even 'confessing'... Being rejected as a human for not being like other guys. The confessing part was irrelevant. What would he confess anyway? That he wanted to rip of Akiya's clothes and taint him...? No. That was never gonna happen.

 

"Pfff... you're not really my type anyway." He chuckled, this time hiding his real thoughts way better than the last. "I'm actually seeing someonealready." Takeo lied. Not lied, he told himself. Created a world worth living, where he didn't have to seem so lonely. But he knew... and there was no escape for the fact that the only one on his mind was Akiya. If you didn't count him...

[Jin.]

I think you hurt him-?

Poor Takeo-!

Hey Akiya didn't you get it? He likes you!

Nah, who would like Akiya?

After all...

He hurts everyone he loves.

Everyone that loves him

d̥̱̰̄͊ͬ̅ͪ̓ȋ͉̤̲̖̘͆͑̏̍ͅͅe̥͉̼͔̹͙ͮͫ͟s̠̎ͣ́͡

 

Hahaha....hahahaa̜̹ha̼̞a͊͐͌̐ͨh̡ͨ̈ͮͤ̉̌a̅ͯͪͣͤ̊hͨ̾ͪa͘h͊̅a͊̊ͨ́ahahahahahahḧ̵̖̼a̹̖͓̖̥̺̹͝h̨a͙͞h̢͓̹̖̞͈͎ͅa̫̻̲̮̗ḥa̙͜ahahahḧ̯́ͬ̾̀ǎ̛͍ͬͣ͆ä͎͙̥͔̲͍̲́̄͆͗ͭ̊h̡͉͈a̰͉̒͆̎ͭh͌ͣ̈ͤͪ̐͊҉̦͙̗ͅaͣ̃͏h̰͓̯̞̃͗a͔͔͙̪͓͎͔̔ͭ͐ͥͦh̺̠͉̼ͪͨͣ̕ȃ̃ͬ̋!!!

 

Of course.

 

---

 

But he did not know he was laughing in front of his friend Takeo. 'cause if you do, you only get hurt... so despise me... hate me...'

 

"Pfff... you're not really my type anyway." The brunette chuckled saying that, shortly afterwards he spoke out something else. That he already got someone else he liked. Akiya tilted his head.

"Good... it would be fucking gross if it were me." he laughed off spouting those harmful words.

hahahaha!!!

I'm...

So

fucking

Gross...

Tick, tock, tick, tock.

 

It was time for school.

[empecool]

A maniacal laugh filled the room. Even after Takeo had stopped talking. Even after Akiya told him that "It would be so fucking gross if it were me!"

 

Tick, tock, tick, tock. Time passed.

Akiya's laugh did not tone down, it only grew louder and more panicked.

Takeo said nothing. He looked down, not sure how to react. It was like a train had hit him. He felt so hopeless, so boring; so uninteresting. 'Maybe this is why Kaoru left me...' Akiya's laugh fucked him up in ways it shouldn't, it was terrifying yet beautiful... The green eyed teen furrowed his eyebrows; 'Jeez, calm down! Act like a man, woman; whoever is tougher.'

 

Tick, tock, tick, tock.

It had taken awhile but Akiya had stopped laughing. Maybe he'd finally noticed that it was time to leave. "Are you finished?" Takeo asked, his voice hinted his 'anger'. ((who would be angry with themselves for being attracted to a dude that's gone mental)) "I don't want to be late because of you acting like a psycho first thing in the morning."

 

Being tardy was not his thing, should not be anyone's thing. "Hurry up or I'll leave without you."

[Jin.]

...

How did time pass by so quickly, what happened the last 30 minutes? His memory is vague. Has he gone crazy?

'psycho?' Who? Me? Why?

 

---

 

"Right..." although Akiya was still half naked. He seemed different more calm and... ḩ̋ͥͭ̃ͦͥ͊̽͘͡҉̤̱̫͙̪̳̥͔̞̥̺͍̟̱͉̘̪̱e̷̛̳̪̥͉͎̩̠̳̖͉̥̫̣̜̟ͫͪ̆̆̐͂ͭ̊̏̌̄͒̾̒́ͯ̀l̓ͥͥͥͦ̆̍ͤͨ̄̇̄ͭ̌͆͗ͨ͗ͭ҉̵͓̯̠̹̪͓̗̫p̝̥̫̬̗̱̹̞̮̭̞̟̮̜̻̻̱̱ͭ̍ͥ͋̓͛ͯ̀͡...

walking to his room getting ready for school. He started doubting himself. Was he that obsessed with the food that time went by?

I... don't remmeber..

 

What made Takeo call him a psycho? He felt stuck in an eternal leap. Fall as you jump, how higher you jump how scarier everything gets... and how harder you fall. There is no escape in this eternal leap, you are there... forever.

 

Staring at his own reflection, taking his school uniform as everyone else, the same costume so you blend in... be no different.

I'm ready for today... at least I hope so as he took his notebook to read what his classes are... somehow he keeps forgetting those.

 

He took a step out of his room, to where Takeo is. That's strange, when did they actually make the promise?

 

"Let's go" silent few words escaped his dry mouth, opening the door to a new day.

 

---

 

Meanwhile they were walking towards school, a girl with quite big breasts and was wearing a miniskirt, jumped on Akiya.

 

"Akiya--- when d'ya wanna play again~ ne..." The words escaped her pouted glossy big lips playfully, it was like a song. Her breasts were pushed against his arm, on purpose.

 

Akiya didn't really seem to remember her though.

 

"Eh-"

[empecool]

Silence... everything was quiet, like the peace before a storm. Akiya had calmed down remarkably, and it scared him. Akiya was not supposed to be this calm about being called a 'psycho', Akiya would've shouted something inappropriate and stormed off like he'd stay mad forever. But he didn't this time. He calmly left the table, went upstairs, came back fully dressed and told him that they should leave. So they did.

 

What he didn't expect was Akiya's 'lady friend' jumping him on their way to school. Or well, it was a regular occurrence by now. The silver haired boy didn't seem to recognize her though. But she knew his name... 'Did Akiya sleep with that?!' Takeo groaned loudly, showing his annoyance. But he didn't say anything, he didn't want to soil his reputation.

 

"Excuse me, but we need to leave." He smiled gently, acting the part of the gentlemanly personality that everyone thought he had. "You may join us, if you want to that is..." He looked over at Akiya, trying to read him. But in vain...

[Jin.]

It was bright outside and birds were singing, bee̡̪̬͈̗̤p͕̲̬̟͞ beẹ̯̰̞́p -What is this annoying noise...

 

bȅ̷̡̘̪̯̖ͮ̀̽͂̏̂̊͋̑ͮͨ́͜ep b̷̰̳̠ͤͤ̀ě̗̝̜̖͗̾̒̀ěͥͧͣ̉̑͛͒̆͝҉̹͎̙̥̭͚̰͚p̗̱̦̤ͩ̉͜͞ b̵̼̫̬̮̌͌̉͌ͣͥ̽ͬ͜͢͡è̸̦̠̰̬͙ͧ̍̂ͬ̍͊̈̍̆̈͞e̢̡̛̥̼̘̣̠̤̙̯̖̪̫̲̙̝̦͉͉̖͌͐̌̿̏̌͜͠ͅp͍̝̠̥̱̤ͨ̂̂̀͑ͧͭ̃͌̄ͣͦ͂̚͠ͅ...

 

-ugh

His head felt exploding, he put his hands against both of his ears. Trying to block out the beeping. It felt painful, and everything felt so hazy...

 

I hear... people talking... what do they say?

 

.̭̩͇̗͎̹̹̓͑̄̓ͮ͐.̶ͬͮ̋̚.̱̻͇̬̓͑ͪͥͮ̈̑͜.̓̒̈́̿͏̰͇.̿͐ͬ͑̂.̢̝͕͙̟̬͍̼̏ͣ̇.͓̫̫͉͎̙̣̈́͒ͫ̈́ͮ͂͂͝Ȟ̴͔͓̪̬̘̠͍̦̬͙͈ͣͮ̍ͬ̀̓͗̇̆̆̓ͯͤͤͬ́ḙ̜̻̭͉̦͍̯̗ͮ̋̋͛ͯ̎͋̔ͪ́̎̏̓̔ͭ͛͂ͫ́̚͠a̷̧̐ͦ̇ͫ̽͊͗ͧͥ͢͞҉͈̜͇͓̩͔r̵̴͚̦̖̥̋͗ͫ̉ͪ̀͐̒̀̇͢ͅt̸̵̞͙̦̮̣̼̜͙̼̣̱ͤ̆ͥ̌͌͊ͫͮ̎́͝ͅ ̦̞̹̱̯̥̪͈̯͈͉̯̤̝̟̲̘ͣͯ̓̈́̈́̃̚͜ͅr̃̽̋̿̄͗̑̀̏͑͌̋͐̈́̆̆ͥͫ̎͟͏͓̰̳̱̞̝̞͚͙̯̯̙̞̗̠̤̮a̧̧̛̼̲̝̦̱͖̝ͬ͂ͫͥ̀t̛̥̣̖͖̼̳͓̲̩̜̼̥̱̦ͫ͂ͯ̎̅̏̍͗̊̈́ͨͭͦ͂ͨ̚͡͝͞ė̵̝͍͔͍̫̗͉̳̈́̉̋͊̃ͩ̄͛ͮͩͤ̏͒͝?͒͐̑̓ͥ̏̈ͨͦͯͫ̍͑̍̆͗̓͏̛͕͚̣̰͎̝̗̻͉͙́ͅ

help me...

D̸̨̨̧̟͚̭͍̲͇̩̖͇̊̈ͣͯͮ͟ͅỡ̷̜͕̻͍̥̗̥͚̪̞̖̩̻̙ͦ̃̂̍ͨ̏ͭ̅ͬ̑͊̇̈͑̔̚̚ͅṇ̴̛̫͎̼͎̠͍͈͖̰̹̜͇̪̽ͥ̃̂ͮ̆ͥ́̊͊́̕͟'̷̴̧̰̭̪̣̩͇̜̥̯̏̓͂̔͊̀̇̍̎ͪ͒ͪͤ͌ͤͫ͡ţ̶̪̤̠̖̝̭̬̱̞̯͚̝͇̦͔̹͓̀̒ͥ͋̋̎̐́̈́̇̎ͤ̆͂̃ͦ͜͞ ̡̢̛̝̮̠̫̮̣̘͋̍ͥ̅̑ͦ̄ͧ̔̿̐̐͋ͥ͟l̬͕̼̭̝̞͙͖̺̞̩̺͖͐̓ͮ̽ͨ̈́̈̈́̓͑̾̄̐͆͐ͪ̚̕͡͠ȇ͇̳̗͍̖̹̩ͥ̑ͦ̎͗̎̆̾ͧͧ̂̂͛͆ͨ͟͡t͉̻̼͖̲̹̮̝͕̭̱̰̖̞̩̰̫̪͈̀͌ͤ̓͐̍ͨ̇̎̂ͣ̋̉̚͜͟ ͬͨ̓̂ͩ҉̷̩͉̺̗̳̦̬̜͙̯͞h̷̷̡̥̲͈͍̹̬̲͎̥͈̻͉͖̥̩̯̪̣͇͒ͤ̂ͨͬͦ͛̌̀ͦͦ͗̋̅i̡̛̅̈̊͌́ͣ̔ͭ́̽ͤ̄͐̏̔́ͩͦ͛͏̵̞̞̘̼͉̫̘̞̳̯͡m̡̗̳̘̥̻̠̬̪̫͚̠͙͚̫̙̈́̀ͮ̆͡ ̢͉̥̻̣͙̜͖̬͉ͯͨ̎̈́ͩͭ̑ͦ̊͌̒́̃ͬ̅͑͘͘ͅd̴̨̡͈̭͖̪͇̤̥̣̞̪ͪ̎ͫ̒͆̍ͥͥ͐̇̓̀͑̚̚͞ͅͅḭ̡̱̦̠̣͇̘ͩͧ̒̀ͧ͂̌̾̉͠e̬̮̭͍̱͆̊͗ͩ͒͆͛͛͗͒̑́̀͘.̭̩͇̗͎̹̹̓͑̄̓ͮ͐.̶ͬͮ̋̚.̱̻͇̬̓͑ͪͥͮ̈̑͜.̓̒̈́̿͏̰͇.̿͐ͬ͑̂.̢̝͕͙̟̬͍̼̏ͣ̇.͓̫̫͉͎̙̣̈́͒ͫ̈́ͮ͂͂͝

I'm dying

.̭̩͇̗͎̹̹̓͑̄̓ͮ͐.̶ͬͮ̋̚.̱̻͇̬̓͑ͪͥͮ̈̑͜.̓̒̈́̿͏̰͇.̿͐ͬ͑̂.̢̝͕͙̟̬͍̼̏ͣ̇.͓̫̫͉͎̙̣̈́͒ͫ̈́ͮ͂͂͝B̵̖̮̰͇͉͇̣̮̜̯͕̬̩̪̺͎͆͑̒̑ͬ̅͛̆̌͑̀̾̋̓ͫͧͭ̅͢͠͡l̿̅͒̀ͪͮͮͬ͏̴̵̳͇̳͖͡o͂̀͊̆̄̀̎̃ͨ̍͆҉̰̭͍̲̦̲̖̮̪́͝ͅͅͅo̡͍̙̲̭̜̠̙̬͈͕̙̮̺̍̆̽͒̐͐͂͗̾ͩ̔̃͛̅́́͘d̸̨͎̣̤̟̜͕̙̺͉̈͐̒ͪ̽ͨ̒͠͞ ̷̛̤͓̜͇ͨ͆͂̉ͧͦ͌ͪ̕p̄̄̇̽̐̇ͥ̃̅ͯ̓ͭ͑̐̌͆̑͟͏̟̬͚̬̯̦̱́͠͠r̸̪̬̖ͪ̅̐ͥ͠ḛ̼͉̱̲̱͍̪̗͖̘̫̠̪͇̮̖̣͂̂ͬ̈͂̌ͦ͆̌͐̊ͧ̀̚̚͢͝͝ͅs̃ͫ̏̄҉̴͎͈̯̰̪̻̫̭͓̱̼̮̲̻͠s̸̢̫̳̖̩̗͎͓ͣ̍̄̎͆ͤ͒̑̓͝u̴̥͓̝̞͙̳̥̼ͣ̌̈ͦ̈́̈́ͭ͑͛ͪ̏̎̉̓̓̃̐̚̚͜͡͡r̨ͮ͂̈́͊̑̿̌̈͋̇͋̽̾̓̌̀̚͏̤̲͕͚̪͍͇̞̘͉̙̮̘͓͖̹ę̨̡͚̟̪̜̼ͬ̽͌͌ͪ̌̇ͧͦ̍̑̓̒̈̒̆̕ ̷̢̱̫̟̫̮ͤ́̃ͬͪ̐ͣ̈ͤͦ̊̿ͭ̍͒̍ͭ̒̀̚l̗͖͙͕̬̗͑͂̏̀̑̏̎͆̔̆̽ͨ̏ͬͭ̃̕͞o̶̤̦̮̗̙ͧ͊̓ͤ̔̿ͮ͑ͣ̿̓͑͑̇͑̚̕͟w͛͐ͭ̈́̓ͣͮ͑́͋͆҉̼̖̜̫̯̪͖̥̦͖͚̬́͜!̵̂̎ͤ̾̅̂̍̐̆ͪ͛ͨ҉͈͔̩̳̹̝̖̺̼̼͎̱͔͖̝͉̝̯.̭̩͇̗͎̹̹̓͑̄̓ͮ͐.̶ͬͮ̋̚.̱̻͇̬̓͑ͪͥͮ̈̑͜.̓̒̈́̿͏̰͇.̿͐ͬ͑̂.̢̝͕͙̟̬͍̼̏ͣ̇.͓̫̫͉͎̙̣̈́͒ͫ̈́ͮ͂͂͝

I'm sorry...

 

.ͫ̆ͮ̍̾̓̀҉̝̳.̸͍̿ͨͅ.̪͙̝͇͚͖͙̻̟̅̒̏ͬ̂̚̕bͨ̾ͭͤ͆̄́ͨ́̾̀ͮ̋̈ͣͭ͒̚͏̴̺͎̲͖͍͎̜͓͔̺͖͢͠͡ę̴̜̝̺̣̩͇̱̠̼̺̱̭̰̣̹͍͋ͬ̀̅͗̉ͦ͌ͯ́͞͝ͅę̛̛͚̤̜͉͉͖̤̝̗͍̼̰ͮ̽̇̋̊͐̂̀̕e̵̵̔͋̿̉͗̊͏͈͍̞̳͕͈̻̞͍͔̼͇̠e̒ͧ͆͐̎̽͒̈́ͣͪͯ͋̽̃͑̌͛̒̂҉̷͈̝̪̤͎̮̱̲̪̥͠͡ͅe̷̛̘̜͚̳̘̰͍͖ͫ͐̿ͣ̾̽̚̚ėͯ̌ͦ͒̂ͭ̀ͭ̋͛̿͟͏̙̜̜͕̯̘̕͠͞ͅͅe̘̣̲͉̮̦̞̣̤̲͖̲͎̲̣̺͓̔̈́̈̇̌̏̊͛́̈̊̒̃͐́͡ͅe̡̐ͣ͛̓̉̏ͮ̑͗̂͒ͮ҉̢̧͏͈̮͉̻̟͓̹̤̣ë́ͪ̿ͥ̊ͮ̑ͤ̾͊̓͋̏̂͌̅̃ͬ҉̘̖̤̤͎͙̞̬̪͖͇̳̭̝̱̀ͅe̛͕̩̮̝̱̠͇̲͐ͥ̊̃̏̓̑ͣͣ́ͅe̵̡̫̗̱̹̖̤̪̠̠̻͉̪̘͕̥͓̦ͯ̂̆͋̃͐̉̊̊͊́͢͞ͅe̡͉̬̖̫̺̗̯̪̗̥̺̼ͩ̇͒͆͌̔̆̈͆̍ͤͤ͐̉̀̚̚̕ͅe̡̘̝̰͙͍̗͕̭ͥ́̈́̒͒̽̃̚͘͠eͬ̅̉͋̊ͨ̇ͨͦ̋͂͞͝͡͏̘̬̲̦̺̦̘͎͙͙͕̞͎̼̖͖͕ȩ̍̅́̐ͦ̑ͧ͋̔̿̀ͩ͌͊ͦ̉ͥͤ́̚҉̟͇͉̻̗̪̗̰̱͕̖̮̻̥̻ë̷̡̡͙͖̝͈̃̉̆ͣ͂̒̽ͥ̓ͪê̏̓͐̈͠͠҉̷̠͖͇͕̠̟̰̦̤̜̙͍ͅe̴͆ͬ̉̊ͥͫ̓ͨ̇͌͋̓̈́͘͏̤̜̟̱̥̜͇͕͈̺̗̟̺ë̷̸̡̯͚̩̮̫̠͉̰̂̌͑ͭ̑ͫ̇̍̋ͤ̀ͅë́͆̑ͫ̀̉̀͆ͭ͆̂́͑͏̵̢͖͈͙̲͕̠̯͈̰̪̻̭̫̲̕͞e̸̱̪̟̘̭̩̿͒ͦ͑́̔̏ͣ͋ͧ̒͢p̞̯̱̰̭̹̼͓̗̯̱͇͉̤͑̐̔ͭ̓̆̕͘

"-Hey Akiya!"

He snapped out when the painful beeping stopped. The girl still was clinging on him, nothing changed the last few minutes.

 

"He's telling me to leave you alone~ I can't leave you alone, can I? my playboy..."

Her whole body was pushed on his, that would made any 'straight' guy hard, but it was quite a hindrance for Akiya himself,

 

"I'm sorry, but we really have to go... forgive me, okay?" He winked, that's what girls like right, a charming prince, loving and sexy.

 

"-If you kiss me!" those words she spouted out immediately made Akiya freeze for some seconds, why do people want to be loved by... someone like me? I'm pathetic! They only will get hurt... I hurt people... I don't deserve love...

 

I don't...

deserve

love...

[empecool]

Takeo froze at the spot. 'Shut your trap bitch.'

 

"I did nothing of the sort sweetie. I even said that you could join us, or how about letting me please you in ways Akiya can't..." He bent forward and whispered the last part, voice husky with pretended amusement. Still showing of that perfect personality of his that the girls at school seemed to love. Being a little naughty, yet still giving out that proper image. Not quite a bad boy and neither the gentleman, but something in between. Something dark yet attractive. 'You're not going to get between me and Akiya...'

 

-

 

"If you kiss me!" The girl shouted and pressed herself against Akiya, who was obviously startled and almost disturbed by her pleas. The green eyed man knew that he had to do something before the other did something that he'd regret later. Takeo pulled the slut away from Akiya and leaned in. "You want a kiss, right?" He purred against her disgusting lips and leaned in closer to her ear. "Baby, I could do so much more than that to you... But only if you leave now." He lied and slipped a note with his number down between her huge breast before turning around. "You alright Akiya?"

[Jin.]

The girl's eyes met Takeo's green eyes, her cheeks got hotter and she clearly was blushing. 'Oh the goodboy but yet... bad type... that's also so hot... but he isn't hotter than Akiya though~!' Her mind was filled with such subject.

 

Akiya was staring at Takeo's different act, he was startled by it. But he shouldn't care, should he?

​Who is this girl?

You forgot?

...hah̃̃͗ͦa̯͖͈͔̙̬̳̿̒h̗͛̒͐ͥ͋̀a̲̾͐̔̒h͘ȁ̷̼ͨ̊ͨ̚h͍͉̭̪̙͇̥̍ͤ̂̃͐͢hahahh̵̯͇̞̤̼̠̦͐͋ͪ̂͆̀̓͒͜à̢̦̻̰͉̒̽ͨ̊ͩͬ̚h̳͈̦̥͒ͣ͞a̫̫̫̜ͦ̅ͅh̸̘̤̦̯̝̥̯̀̿͆ͤ̒̔̀͡ͅa̡̼̻̤̯̤̼̼͙͛̈͂ͪ͐͌͑́ḥ̴̢͈͈̘͔͗͊ͨͩha

You are disgustingly pathetic!

Isn't she-

Yeah! the one you fucked

...-what?

He really forgot!

How gross! People like you...

Should just

ḍ̡͉̞̦̱̮̎ͬͮ́ͦͦͬͤͨͪ̒́ͮ̄̀̚͜͢͠ͅį̘͈̥̞̺̳͔̟̤͕͚ͯ̇ͯ́́͐̂ͪ̆̇͂͝͞ͅe̵͒͋̓̃͛ͦ͌̒́ͮ̽͑̀͑͘҉̯̖̫̳̪͉̗͜ͅ

hahahahaha

"-Are you okay, Akiya?"

Ah, right... I spaced out -again. The silver haired boy nodded, whispering the word 'yes'. He looked at the girl and tried to smile friendly.

 

"I'm sorry, Shizu-chan" He apologized to her as she pouted, but her pout changed to a wide smile, if she was a dog her tail would be shaking crazy. He remembers me! Out of happiness she forced a kiss on the boy. Mouth on mouth, and sneaked her tongue inside.

 

He felt kinda shocked though, he really didn't know why, or how... they ended up together. He tried processing things, it felt so weird. So unreal. Is this real?

 

Push her away

...Ba-dump...ba-dump...ba-dump...

You'll get filthy

 

Before he tried to push her away she jumped off.

"-Play with me once again just like last week! See ya later!" She ran off licking her lips, she was hopping so happily. It's all one sided though.

 

He tried to forget it he didn't knew what just happened, her glossy pink lipstick was stuck on his dry lips.

 

Play it cool

-Yeah play it cool

He can't-

-expect less from you!

Yeah, after all. You just play around. That's what you get from playing with people...

You are just like him

-you mean him

Yes, that person.

him.

 

---

 

F̴̸̡̡̬͇͍̥̻̜͙̗̜̹͔̃͆ͣ̒̂̔ͤ̌͊̔̅̃̅̌̆̀͌a̛̜̬̗̗͉̺̬͓͙̭̯̮̬̗͕̤ͨͫ̍̾̑͐ͩͫ͝t̶̡͎̦͓̠̮̞͖̫͙̳̜́̐͑̄̒ͮͦ̅́̎ͥ͊̊̚ͅh̓ͬ͊̑ͧͦ̐̐̈́̓̒̄ͮ́̊̌͠҉̴̩̳̼̥͖e̷̸̺̦̦͚̹̬͖͓͉̱̖͓̼̼̰̫͖̔͐ͭ̂ͧ͊͐͋ͧ̎ͪ̀̒̅̅̏ͨ́̕̕ͅr̋̈͐͋ͥ̓ͪ͗ͬ̎̊̐͏̶̡̹̼̪̗̙͖̙͠͞ I͓͎̘͕̪̮̩͆̋̎̾̐͂̉͢ͅ ̅̑͑̍̎ͥ҉͙͍̲͚̬̼͉a̰͎̭̱͎ͬ͊̽̆̓̈́̿̚̚͟m̡̟͉̼̬̈́̄̾́ ̵̬̝̟̖̬̻̌ͬͧ̿́ş̗͍ͭͭͥ͂͆ͯ͑ͦ̑ö̡͉̮ͣ͘r̨͎͔̮̥͉͙̱͚̭ͭ̚͜͢ṙ̫̯̝̣͇̼ͭ͋̅ͧ̄̈y͈͍̌͊̃͑̽̚͜͠ͅ

[empecool]

'So the bitch's called Shizu... wait what? Shizu, that Shizu?!' He stared at her. He knew this girl, not personally but through what Akiya had told him about her. The notorious Shizu, the flexible Shizu, the cougar, the beast... He felt himself sink deeper and deeper into thought of jealousy and anger. The though of her being beneath, above and all over Akiya was sickening, disgusting and he'd rather picture himself there; instead of her but with switched positions..

 

And when she finally kissed him... It was maddening, gross. Akiya's reaction was golden, but the blush on her cheeks and her next sentences killed the brunette's excitement. '"Last week" she says... Is that why he cancelled our 'date'..?' The green eyed man completely lost it. But he couldn't freak out here, not in the middle of the street... Not less than 500 meters from their school.

 

"Pink doesn't fit you..." he whispered against a pair of lips. Akiya's lips, which had just met with his own. Unconsciously. The moment he realized it, it was already too late. He had kissed Akiya. Kissed him. Kissed...

 

He backed away. "I.. I'm sorry?" Confused, shocked, afraid. "I need to go..."

[Jin.]

After the happy hopping girl had left with a big smile, he could not believe what just had happened...

 

Soft, warm lips had touched his dry yet just ravished pink damaged lips, his friend –his best friend, who just had kissed him.

 

Who had KISSED him

How disgusting!

Disgusting

Disgusting

Disgusting

D̗͎̦̩̍͒ͬ̐̅̍͝i̝̭ͩ̽̈́ͫ̚ș́g͎̬͍̗̳̥͈͗ͥ͆ȗ͎͍͉̟̮͉͇̇̈́s̒͂͏͖̟̬̮̟͚̘t̲ͦ͐i̱̮̟̅̋̏͒n̵̹͙̺̱̏ͧg͉ͤ͂

Why did he kiss him, why did he?

-I told you before! He likes you!

How dumb… it’s your fault if he’ll get hurt...

And you hurt him…

It’s all

Y̡͎̰̻̘̥͈͉͍̦̻̳̹̺̭͔̤͎ͭ̒̈ͨ̑͒ͭ̄̉̔̾̀ͦ͗̀̕͝͠O̷̴̳̰̺̼̝̿̾̓̇ͭ̓̏͢U̢̡͓͉͎̳̳̺̤̒̂͌̑ͮ̀ͩ̇͑͛ͨ̏͂̆ͨ͆ͪͥͨ̀R̷̨̖͔͇̤̱̽̐̇̌̍̐͌ͮ̂̓ͭͭ͜ ̙̫̱ͨ͒ͩ̎́̕F̵̊ͭ̓̎̋̓̀͌͋̃͘͏̹̱͇̥͈̩͚̘̞A̗̫͉̥͉̦̗̥̜̙͇̼̠̔̊̇̈͌ͬͩͨ́̐͗͂ͦ̄̎ͦͣ͘͢U̵̴̮̭̬̬̺̤̼͕̮̮̹ͯͥ͒̃̃ͦ̾͌̓̋̒̅̈ͫ̇̑L̢̠͕̲̟͔̙̹̹̞̭ͫͤͧ̅̉́̑ͮ̃͆͋̂ͮ̕͘͞͡ͅT̵̢̡̡̥̹̺̥̣͔̥͈͍͕̗̳̱̬͉ͤ͐̉͐̔͂̎͒ͥ̌ͤ̃̕ͅ

---

Takeo had left with an apology, what did just happen...?

What did just happen ?

 

He lost view of his best friend who kissed him. he-

disgu...

sting...

h...

lp

w̨̘̔h̯̱̫͚̄̓̈ͥͫͦ..t ... is ...g̠̪̥̯̠̠̪ͣ̀̍ͩ͢.ï͎̮̪̂͛ͪͥ͘ņ̪̦̰ͧ̇͋ͅg̜̥̬̜̓̒͂͆̑̚͞ ͕̮̼͎̯̖͂ͬ͊ͫ̾͜o̤̼̪̲̪̖̩͐n͉̻̯̪͎͍͍͂͐̇̾̾ͬ

Akiya's chest felt aching, he felt like his intestines were pulled out, his stomach was twirling and being squeezed out. He was choking, he had to run away.

it hurt so much

I can't breathe...

r̡ù̠̬͇̔ͫ̑̐̃̑͝n͈̠ͯ ͇̩a̪̙͉ͨͦ͂ͅẅ̙̩͍̞̳̺̰́͗̋̓ͦ̄aͨ̅̋ͣ͑y̾̀͌ͭ̆͆ͬ

He had already set a foot inside his house without realising he ran away. the toilet the toilet the to-

-throwing up.

He was throwing up whilst being choked -he couldn't breathe -everything felt heavy in his head, his legs weak and the floor was cold... it felt safe... yet-

 

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Where am I?

H̴͋̅ͬͣͬ̂͞҉̡̣͇͉̭̰̦͈͖͔͓͖ͅa̸̱̮̲͍̤̙̙̪̲̥͙̮̝ͥ͊ͩ͗̑ͪ͒̌͗ͣ͗͜v͇̜̞͇̉ͥ̓ͥͨ͋̾̉̎͊͘͝͡͝e̛͕̙̦̥̹͍͎̼͇͉̼̥̺͈͇̙̥̊ͮͣ͗̓ͣ̀̚͜ͅ ̴̩͓̟̗̪̻͕̜̭̃̐̃̂ͣͪ̊̀͢ͅÿ̸̴̶̤̹̜̳̳̜͚͉͙̞͖̼͎̦̲̲̣ͫ̊̎ͬ̂̌̿̅̐ͤ̔ö̴̸͍̦̝̬̰̗̂̋̿̃̓͐̅ͪ̈́͛͒̍ͬ͜͢u͇͎̳̬̟͇̯̪̯͉̣͕͔͙̝ͭ͒̓̋̉ͧ͛̔̚͠ ̷̸̮̙̳̠̝͇̲̞̝̙̘̳̪͉̞̥̋͗̋̎ͥ͒͆̾̉̌̔̑̃̓̈́̐ͭ͛͢b̔̓͌̓̔͌̈̊̉̓ͥͯ̇̆̿͂̓̚҉̸̧̙̩̯̹̜͍͕͎̰͓̬̻̕͠ͅé͒ͯͣͬ̉͗̅̆̍̌͋ͪ̑̍̅͂͏͞͞҉̮̭͉̞̮̥̹̪̭̼͉̠̼͘ě̱̼̮̤͈͙̰̺̗͓̫̳ͯͣͧ̉ͦͫ̽͑̽̒̈́̉͗̚͜͜͝͡͠ͅn̛̾ͥ͐̓ͭ̏͒̋ͫ͘҉̣̻̖͎̞̳͎̟̺ ̑ͯͫͧ͏̭̥̤̙̘̹͓̼͎̥̗͠͝ȧ͚̺̼̯̙̗̞̣̤͇̱̻̝̬̪͉̰̾̇̌̀͌̿̈́ͯ̍̀ͧ̄̉́ͅ ̨̡̨͓̬̭̲͙͓͓̪̗͎̫͙̘̙̑͛ͦ͆̅́̂̒̄̆̽ͦ̌̓̚͠ͅg̴̱̠̲̿ͭ̔͒̕͝oͧͮ̈ͨ̎̇̓̈ͭͣ̑͛̑͏̵̨̙̹̯̣̗̺͖̣̘͟o̡̡ͧ̋̌̀̓ͦ̈́͋ͯ͊͋͞͏͔͖̤͖̫͉̰̬̠̥̜̖͉̫ͅd̨̧̰̲̥̗̪̱͔̗̲͕̖ͯ̍͗ͨ̎ͮͣ̔̄͐͂̈́̐̑ ̸̨̤͚̥̭͇̭̹̈ͥ̓͌͑̆̒ͥ͂̋͛̽̏̾̋ͭͧ̓b̛͚̭̖͓̘̣͚͖̺͊̌͊ͬ͠ǫ̧̯̰̻͓̫̜̣͑͆ͤͭ̂ͨ̓ͫ̓̅͗̌̆͟y͚͉̤̼̭͈͚͙̦̠͍̳̺̣̹̰ͥ͂̎̚͢͞ͅ?̷̴̮͇͎̪̲͈̫̭̘̼̞̦̫͉ͩ͑͋̽̋̔̄̇̚͠͡

who is this...

 

-who...

[empecool]

Takeo sank down on the floor once he entered the student council room. He was glad that no one else had gotten there yet, that he was the only one with morning duties. He sighed loudly, head between his knees. Why the bloody hell had he done that? Despair was his only friend right now that his friendship with Akiya was destroyed. And all because he couldn't control his own fucking body, all because of his teenage impulses caused by jealousy. Just because the wave of emotions and lust finally broke down the wall that protected the innocent from harm. The wall that protected Akiya from his fucked up, disgusting and totally unwanted feelings.

 

He groaned in despair, there was no hope left. There was no way they would stay as friends after this. Not if he had feelings for Akiya, he had said so before. So instead of waiting for the resignation letter, the one where Akiya refused his feelings and with them his friendship, he would do it himself. Do what Akiya would do, ignore and forget. But never forgive. Takeo wouldn't be forgiven; neither him or Akiya would forgive. Ignoring was easy, being ignored would be harder. But the hardest part would be forgetting. Forgetting the years they spent together, the moments Takeo had been watching over Akiya in search of something interesting and the final moment when he'd found it. All the months that passed since that first time, months when he kept finding out things about Akiya, things he never knew before. Yeah, forgetting would be hard...

 

It was difficult, but he had to move on from this crush of his, abandon these worthless feelings. Return to his calm and collected self before more people came to harm. Before it's too late for him to stop the flooding of desire that he felt for his best friend. Before he passed the bridge of no return, no... Before the bridge broke down with him on it, leaving him drowning in feelings of guilt and want. Before he did something he could never ever take back.

[Jin.]

The sky was light and shining bright, wind dancing around the grass and flowers. There was no one to be seen or found, it was all quiet... all you could hear was the wind singing among with the birds.

He had never seen the sky so blue, so safe and he felt home. All alone.

‘Akiya?’

Shatter-

Glass shattering all around him, the beautiful blue sky turned out pitch black as the insides of Akiya. There were no birds to be found and the glass was still echoing around his ears.

Where am I...

w̬̆̔͒he̝̻͕͎͖͊̓̽͂ͥr̠͍̬̝̮̈́ͨͮ͌͘è̏͋̅̄…A-

Is ki̼̹̞̩͂̓̆̊͘-

y̴͚̌ͮ̋̉̏̃ä́̿͐̒̈?

t͉͓̐ͬͩ̀͊h̪̩̙̳͍̹i̻̗̭̱̽̅̄ͮ̉͒s̮͂̊͒̚͜?

Again that voice...

The silver haired boy questioned himself, someone was calling him. This voice, I know this voice. He remembered his mother, calling out of him that time...Mother is around here, mother should be here... mother...

I have to see her.

He was running towards the soft, gentle, and feminine voice. He was running and running and running! Why can't I get closer?!

 

He was yelling, crying, forcing him to run all the way even if he was tired. He was tired, exhausted, he couldn't but… he had to.

His legs gave up as he fell on the hard cold ground, sobbing. Calling out for his beloved mother who had left him for rotten. Why did you leave me? I’m scared… please help –it’s your fault- This wouldn't happen if I weren't born right... I'msorry... I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm so sorry please comeback.

 

"Please... COME BACK TO ME!!!" He whined, yelped and he cried his eyes out. Yelling out loud, if he couldn't reach her by body… his voice should reach her instead. But-

 

"h...m-me…"

-his voice was hoarse and words didn't get out fluently, his vocal chords were damaged, like they were pulled out and left for rotten, just like his hope –friend –mother–everything.

-Rotten things… can infect…

Hahahahahahahha!!!

What a sore loser!

Loser! Loser loser loser! Look at him,

Crying as a baby…

It’s not like she’ll return, you killed her!

HOW DARE YOU EVEN THINK OF HER

YOU FILTH.

I am...

 

"it's o̡̲̭͙͉͈͖͑͂k̔̉̒♥̢͎̮̞ͯ̈͆̍a̮͈̞̙̬ͪy̵̠̓͒͌♥"

 

…w-who…

 

"I'm♥ ş͢҉o̵̡m̵͟͝e̛͜͞o̵̡n̢ȩ̸̷̕who will be ♥ a̤͊̏̈ͯ͗̄l̷̺̪͉̎̽ͥ̂ͤ͗̉w̹͉̙͈͓̳̹a̹̰̰͔̻̪y̞̻̠̿ͧ̇̅̎̚s̢̥̞̟̹̭̋ͥ... a̤͊̏̈ͯ͗̄l̷̺̪͉̎̽ͥ̂ͤ͗̉w̹͉̙͈͓̳̹a̹̰̰͔̻̪y̞̻̠̿ͧ̇̅̎̚s̢̥̞̟̹̭̋ͥ with ♥ you! I won't leave you no ♥ matter what... ♥ ♥ "

 

...............

"-not like her, who ♥has left you for rotten, or him who♥ betrayed you… I'm b̗̕e̴̥͖̮͎t҉̖̝͎ṯ̨̟̮e̳̳̟̩̰̻r͎͇͙͖͚, I'm sweeter and I won't leave ♥your side... Never!"

Wh.... Who are....

 

"I am you... You are me... We are one fore♥ver... And f̭̗͖̥̟̂͌͑o̺̪̊ͭ̇͛̚r̲̦ͦͅȇ̯̝̝͇͕̣̅͐̊̋̾v͓̰̜̰̹͚͕̿ͣe̲͚̰̍ͯ̽̏ͅr̳̥ͩ̃ͬ̇ͣ̇̉... And forever and f͏͘͏̨͡o͘͠҉҉r̷͡é̸͜͝v̛͝è̷͟r̷͘͜͡and♥ f̭̗͖̥̟̂͌͑o̺̪̊ͭ̇͛̚r̲̦ͦͅȇ̯̝̝͇͕̣̅͐̊̋̾v͓̰̜̰̹͚͕̿ͣe̲͚̰̍ͯ̽̏ͅr̳̥ͩ̃ͬ̇ͣ̇̉and forever... "

 

The cold floor changed in something warm, it felt comfortable and safe, as if he was being held by his mother, soothing him with love. He wished to stay like this forever, this warmth… give me more –let me stay like this… forever…

 

"goodnight, A~ki~ya~♥" A kiss was given to the lone boy, her pouted pink lips changed as quick as a fox into a grin that mustn't be trusted...

‘Takeo… you are not going to get between me and Akiya♥.’

-or else…