Our Love, Forever Lasting~Ashstar x Mary-chan-san~

[mary-chan-san]

I opened my eyes widely at Raiden's sudden embrace, but the sweet tone of his voice made me calmer immediately

 

"You should rest too, Raiden..." I whispered in response, closing my eyes and moving my hands to his chest.

And gradually, I gave up to Raiden's embrace, to his calmer voice, to the warm feeling that filled my chest by touching his...Maybe, I should give up to this uncertain, but yet, kind of familiar feeling, this twisted love that, slowly, is taking shape

[Ashstar]

I open my eyes. I could not sleep. Not yet. There was one more thing to be done; a binding of two souls. I had to make him mine and eternally mine. I might as well now then await an opportunity later. I gently stroke Alan ' s cheek, and remained in silence, listening to the light breathing and the thump of my chest.

 

In one movement, I had Alan under me. I gaze down at him, taking in his every feature: embedding him to the farthest depths of my mind. I strike his cheek once again, not tearing my gaze away.

[mary-chan-san]

My heart started pounding incredibly faster when Raiden suddenly placed himself over me. His gaze, vividly, looking at every inch of me, it made me nervous, but, extremely excited, even if I did not want to feel like that.

 

The stroke Raiden's hand gave me was cold, but still, it made my body feel as hot as fire.

 

"R-Raiden..." I mumbled, looking away from his hypnotizing eyes, holding his hand with mine, feeling how my cheeks turned crimson

[Ashstar]

"Don't look away from me, Alan," I tenderly seize Alan ' s chin, forcing my gaze to his. My hand intertwines itself with his as my lips trail gentle kisses from his forehead to his lips. I pull back to gaze once again into Alan ' s eyes before swooping down to claim his lips in vigor. I cared not for Alan ' s need of air; I wanted to take it away. I wanted him to suffocate in the fervidness that roused inside of me. Both my hands hand now twined themselves with Alan ' s and I pull away for breath.

[mary-chan-san]

His touch was gentle and soft, just as the kiss he left on my forehead, and then, on my lips. I did not look away, I did not want to. Raiden looked at me again, before intertwined our lips with a kiss. A kiss full of that energy of his, an energy filled with rage and passion, an energy that took me out of guard, making me lose control over my heart and my lips, which wanted to escape from the kiss as much as they wanted to stay in that suffocating bond forever.

 

When Raiden pulled away, I held his hand tighter, taking breath immediately. I could barely talk, all that came out of my mouth were pants. When I was able to control my breath, I slowly moved my hand to his cheek. 'Next time, don't suffocate me' I wanted to say. But I was way to excited...

[Ashstar]

Lightly, I nipped at Alan ' s hand, which had taken its place upon my cheek. I could tell from the aroused look he gave me, that I could take this even further. I attack Alan's neck without warning and my hands roamed about his body, taking away the cloth barrier that covered it. I continued to nip and kiss at Alan's skin and downwards I went. I pause play with Alan's nipples, teasingly tugging and sucking. I did not linger long as I sat up and began to remove my own clothing.

 

I could not contain my vehement as I dipped my head down between Alan's legs. Slowly I began to bob my head, and I kept my gaze with Alan's. My hands rove about his thighs, lightly squeezing.

[mary-chan-san]

My whole body felt as hot as fire when Raiden decided to break the only boundary that could hide a little bit of my excitement, but, now that he left me without option to hide it, the only thing I could do was to fulfill that wish, which wanted to stay on the deepest part of my mind: To be completely his. Mind and body.

 

But, I did not want to show that I was melting by the simple touch of his hands on my chest, and his lips on my body. Every touch he made, felt like fire making a permanent mark on my skin. I caressed his neck and hair, while I tried to hold some of the moans that came out of my lips, until he stopped to remove his own clothing. I closed my eyes when I saw where he was going, and when I felt his hands around my thighs, a light moan escaped from my lips, showing how I could felt my body trembling and that I felt Raiden's feverish gaze upon me.

[Ashstar]

With one free hand I began to prod at the tightness of Alan's hole. I bit at Alan's thigh as one finger began to push in. I could feel his walls clamp about my finger but I made no move to stop. I add a second finger, watching as if memorized. I lean over him, our my face lingering close to his. My lips plant kisses on his cheek and my free hand strokes his sides.

[mary-chan-san]

When I felt his fingers inside me, I opened my eyes with surprise, letting a loud moan out of my lips. It hurt, it hurt so much...but slowly Raiden transformed that sensation into pleasure, with his caresses and kisses, it started to drive me crazy. He approached to my lips again, making it easier to me to finally touch him again, holding his face on my hands, stroking his hair, and kissing him clumsily but passionately

 

"Raiden!" I called, pulling away from the kiss, just to breath before claiming his lips again, my moans among the words I wanted to say, but I wanted the kisses I gave him and the cries of pleasure my voice made because of him, to be enough for him to understand how much I wanted him to hold me, to make me completely his.

[Ashstar]

"Tch, I was planning to hold back, but it seems I cannot any longer," I clench my jaw, " you're driving me insane, Alan." I remove my fingers and roughly pull Alan's hips closer to mine, continuing to allow his impassioned kisses. "Remember me well," I slowly enter him, feeling him clamp oh so nicely around me. I tighten my grip on his thighs and squeeze my eyes shut. Yes it felt unbelievably good, but there was more to it than just the pleasure. It was almost overwhelming, and the passion racked at my chest. I touch my forehead with Alan's, intertwining my hands in his hair," tell me if the pain is unbearable. I do not plan on stopping tonight."

 

With out warning I began to thrust my hips slowly. I groaned lightly, feeling the pleasure begin to build up inside of me. My pace grew quicker as i nipped at Alan's neck vigorously. My hand tugged softly at his hair, giving me more access to his neck. " This body is mine, don't you ever forget that," I began to roughen my pace.

[mary-chan-san]

I pressed my nails against Raiden's back when I felt him inside me. It felt painfully pleasant, and every time he moved faster it made it more and more desirable. But there was something else, a feeling that stayed in my chest, so touching that it drove me to the edge of my reasoning. It made me desire to be his, completely his! A imminent desire, which, mixed with the increasing pleasure, made it impossible to describe it. I relaxed my hands in order to stroke his cheeks and I took a deep breathe to contain the moans that, I was, actually, unable to repress. Approaching my lips to his, I murmured lightly "Raiden...You...You may do as you please" I kissed his lips slightly and gave up about containing the whimpers of pleasure that came out of my mouth, it does not matter now.

 

Now...Now I wanted him to know that I was going crazy, I was crazy, but only because of him. I wanted him to know that I desired him, that every moan that came out of my lips was pure excitement and passion I felt. My back arched the instant I felt Raiden's lips against my neck and his hands around my hair. Feeling the pleasure building up in my hips.

[Ashstar]

"Tch"

 

I grip at Alan's hips, not holding back the vigor I kept inside. I unleashed upon him my true strength and the hidden passion that finally arose from the depths of elusive-ness. I couldn't hold back my groans as i roughly held Alan down. I showed no care for the frailness of his body, leaving dark bruises where ever my lips touched his skin.

 

For some reason I felt..alive. nothing like I have felt prior to when I have first met, Alan. Adrenaline coursed through my veins; now I knew that holding back was futile. Like a beast I ravished Alan's body beneath me , as is need to satisfy what built up inside of me. I snarled and bit on to Alan's shoulder, releasing inside of him..

[mary-chan-san]

Just as he followed my request his thrust became deeper and faster, making me wonder if I could resist the increasing waves of pleasure for much longer.

 

I took possession on his back. I wanted to feel his chest, his breath, both of them accelerating they rhythm just like myself, trying to call his name among the moans but the feverish of Raiden's movements made it impossible for me to articulate words. I could not resist any longer, the pleasure that have been building up in my hips came out when I felt Raiden releasing himself inside me. The feeling was imperative and merciless. I could not stop myself from scratching his back and from sobbing out of pleasure the most embarrassing way possible.

 

After that, the only thing I could do was pant, breathing heavily. I murmured his name beneath the gasps near his ears, closing my eyelids

[Ashstar]

Lightly I pant, my face nuzzles in the crook of Alan's neck. The excitement from earlier began to die down as my breaths began to even out. The pain numbed my back," you left some marks, I wouldn't compare them to wounds of war though. Unfortunately they will heal soon, my body does this normally--healing quicker than you mortal ' s bodies." I embrace Alan tightly leaving a few kisses on his neck here and there, until I finally drifted off to sleep.

 

And did not wake when the sun arose, I did not want too. Here I had my lover in my arms and I was content with just that. The area around me seemed so serene; a whole new feeling that took its place inside of me. I thought that if i opened my eyes, all of it would disapear, vanishing into oblivion.

[mary-chan-san]

'I will make sure to make new ones...´I wanted to answer, but I was way to exhausted for that, I caressed his hair until I could not resist exhaustion and fell asleep.

 

I did not want to, I wanted to look at Raiden, to stroke his hair, to embrace him, to whisper in his ear how much I loved him, but I had hope on that I could do it the next day. To wake up in his arms, to look at the marks he had left on my skin, to look at those beautiful eyes again. That was the dream that made me sleep.

[Ashstar]

Though my eyes struggled to stay shut, I opened them. The single figment of light shone down on me as I gazed up at the ceiling. I look below me to see Alan sleeping silently below me. I run my hand down his cheek. The thumping of fists on my door interrupted me and I give an irritated sigh. I stood and dressed myself, "Come in," I acknowledge the soldier who was immediately at my feet.

 

"Sire, war has been declared upon us!," the armored clad warrior spoke with panic," they are strong my lord!"

 

"Who is it?," I snarled.

 

"An unknown force clad in white and gold"

 

 

Name:Ryu

Age:25

 

[mary-chan-san]

I felt Raiden's hand stroking my cheek. But what woke me up was the persistent one knocking the door. I yawned when I felt Raiden standing up and the insistent knocking on the door stopped. I opened my eyes and stretched my arms. What I first searched for was Raiden, who apparently was talking with a...soldier? He was already dressed, of course, but, I wanted to see so badly the scratches I had made on his back...

 

I then searched for my clothes. I took them in my hands and dressed myself clumsily. My knees felt terribly feeble and my shirt could not hide some of the marks Raiden left on my neck. I finally fixed my hair and approached carefully to him. I couldn't hear anything, but, I did not wanted to disrupt the conversation, so I sat upon the bed, expectantly.

[Ashstar]

I heard Alan's movement from behind me and I turn to steal a glance. I grew worried. What would I do if I lost Alan or...if he lost me? If this person is as powerful as described, it could take centuries for me to revive.

 

I gave an authoritative glare down upon the black armored clad solider and he nodded with understanding. He bows his head and sprints out the room. It was within moments that the bellowing of horns sounded in the distance. I turn towards Alan, my hand grasping his chin," You are not to leave the castle grounds." I was quick to throw on my armour and as I held out a hand, an dark aura surrounded it; an aura similar to that of the night bomb I set off when I first met Alan. The aura Takes form of an sword, seethed with a black metal. I give Alan another worried glance before turning on my heels and leaving the room

[mary-chan-san]

"Raiden..." I whispered to myself, perplexed at the sudden order he gave me "Raiden! Wait!" I shouted, standing up in response to his unexpected departure. I followed Raiden through the hallways I walked last night with him until I reached his hand. Then, I realized my cheeks Were furrowed by tears. I cannot leave him now...

 

"Raiden...I" My voice cracked midway through my speech "I do not care where you are going. Take me with you!" I finally cried 'I cannot live without you now' I thought to myself, holding his hand tight, surrendering to the desperate cry

[Ashstar]

"Raiden! Wait!,"Alan's footsteps grew near and a hand took ahold of my hand. Alan's face was drowned in tears, his voice cracked," Raiden..I...I do not care where you are going. Take me with you!"

 

Alan then began to sob, holding my hand tight. I didn't turn to see his face, keeping my eyes foward at all cost. I would not allow Alan to follow me. I won't! He is merely just a mortal...if he joins me, he would be as good as dead...

[mary-chan-san]

I loosed his hand, letting the tears run through my cheeks "Raiden" I called him "Just...Promise me you will be back and I will not worry, I will just wait" I said. wishing to feel his embrace one again. I feel He will be back...After all, He is The Immortal I admire, the one I love. And not even fate will take him from me

[Ashstar]

I turn around, grasping Alan's chin with my hand. " I will return to you. I promise". Passionately I kissed him, pulling his smaller body to mine. Reluctantly, I let go of him.

 

"My lord we must hurry. "

 

I walk away from Alan, feeling my stomach churn inside. I didn't want to leave him there, but, I was going to have to. To keep him safe.

 

From instinct, I rose a hand to shield my eyes from the morning sun's blinding light. I mounted my horse, whom was already prepared for me, I rode out, a small squadron of men following behind me.

[mary-chan-san]

'Should I go behind him?' I though, hearing the strong steps of the horses and the commands coming from Raiden. I would be of no use in battle but...

 

I returned in my steps, going back to "Our room..." I whispered outloud, looking at the untidy sheets lying on the bed...the bed where Raiden and I should be sleeping on right now!

 

I realized I was clenching my fists with anger, struggling for control. I can´t leave him alone. Not now. "What should I do?!" I shouted, shutting my eyes.

 

(I am an asshole, I know and I am really sorry. I know that a "sorry" is not enough, but still , I am so sorry )