*Private* Just Life RP

[Funny Otaku]

I slept the hole night it was great until morning and Fucking Sasha fell out of her bed and on to me.

"OW you fucker. Your Heavy!" I screamed she got off laughing and changing into her uniform.

"Don't you care I'm here?" I asked

"It's morning I don't give to shits in the morning."

I laughed at her response and got up getting my suit for school on..I looked great. I loved the new hair so much.

Sasha came over and messed it up.

"That's better."she was wearing her usual skirt, tie and suit jacket uniform. We walked out and grabbed a piece of toast before we lift to school.

"Omg in history that girl you know the slutty one...." Sasha was starting to gossip again so I kinda zoned out and left her to her own thoughts.

We got to school It seemed like classes flew by all my teachers thanking me for returning and secretly telling me Im the only one that makes their jobs good. I thanked all of them too. The students well mostly the girl complemented me on my new look.

School seemed to fly bye, it was nice to be back learning.

After me and Sasha headed to the tat shop.

[pandamonium]

I guess I must've fallen asleep again, because Iris tapped me with her boot. "Hey. Get up. Time for work."

I groggily got up, wiping my eyes. "Sorry. I must've fallen asleep waiting for you." I chuckled.

She rolled her eyes. "Alright. Help me set up my station. The rest are coming in a bit. I nodded. I followed her in. She wrinkled her nose. "No offense, but when was the last time you've showered?" I flushed red. Goddamn! "Um...a few days ago..." I was embarrassed. I guess eventually she'd notice. "And you've been wearing the same clothes for the past three days. Are you homeless?" Good God! She's perceptive as balls! I nodded. No point in lying. She sighed. "Well there's a change of clothes in the back you could borrow and the bathroom has some supplies you could use, I suppose. We need to look professional. It's a business after all." I nodded and did add I was told.

 

After getting ready, I went to my post for the days work. A couple more people showed up today than yesterday. Iris walked over and nodded. "Better. Since I can't have my employees living on the streets...you'll be staying with me until you find your place. I won't take no for an answer." She walked away to greet a client

[Funny Otaku]

I walked in still in my suit for school but my tie undid a little, with Sasha in towe. I saw Iris and shook her hand.

"Hey so I'm back...I'm ready.." I said I wanted this but I was a wimp to pain.

"Alright kid ID out you gotta be 18." She said and smacked the back of my head gently. I could here Sasha laughing.

I got the fake ID out.

"Here you go." It said I was 19....I had multiple fakes for different things.

"Alright kid..looks good."

"Also my friend here was wondering if she could get a piercing too."

"Sure."

[pandamonium]

I thought I heard Hope, but shrugged it off. Probably my imagination. I was restocking their work stations. I came back to the front and saw him. I felt myself start to shake. I didn't want to see him and I'm sure he doesn't want to see me. Iris lead them towards where I was. "Well, look over these and if none of them catch your interest, we have a catalog." She turned towards me. "Get my station ready." I nodded and hurried towards the back. Why does he keep showing up wherever I'm at? I tried to calm myself by taking deep breathes.

[Funny Otaku]

"Weird I thought I just saw Stephen.." I sighed and shrugged. I looked through the cataloge thing I knew what I wanted already, snake bites and a septum piecing.

"What you getting. Sasha hun?" I asked humming to her to calm my nerves.

"Oooo I have been waiting for the day to do this but like I said I wanted to wait till we could do it together. Im getting a belly button!" She said excited.

"Wait til the summer hope Im gonna wear so many crop tops." She continued.

"Hey Iris were ready." I yelled to her.

[pandamonium]

I tried to calm down. Didn't seem like he saw me. Iris walked over and gave me a look. "You okay. You look kinda...scared. Is it cuz of the kids? Teenagers aren't as smart and scary as they appear." She chuckled and sat down, grabbing her book and went back to reading. I chuckled nervously. When they called her name she sighed. "Fuck. And I just got too the good part. She set her book down. she stood up and sauntered over to them. "Okay, show Stephen which ones you want and he'll go get them." I nearly had a panic attack. Nooooo! He hates me! But I have no choice. I walked over to him. "um...which ones do you want?"

[Funny Otaku]

I laughed.

"That's funny your names Stephen you know I had a boyfriend who looked like you and his name was...omg...stephen....what are you doing here." I was so scared....why was he here! Why hadn't he moved on from this town like he had always talked about.All three of us stood in silence, well until Sasha grabbed Stephen by his shirt collar.

"Look here ass! What you did to my brother was not right you were an ass and goddamit I wish I could beat the living shit out of you.." She growled into his face. "But that doesn't mean I don't think you two should get back together. Hopes told me everything since kindergarten and I know he dreams of you the kid can't shut the fuck up when he sleeps. But this is not the time to argue or be awkward or any shit! IM pissed and all I want is my fucking piercing and I'm sure hope wants his too he's been waiting for this day since he was fucking 10." She yelled in his face letting him go..I was looking at the ground.

"number 10 in the book for me and 15 and 16 for him." She spat.

[pandamonium]

When he realized who I was, I wished the floor could swallow me into hell. But maybe I was already dead and this was my punishment. I highly doubt I'm dead it felt way too real when Sasha grabbed my shirt. I deserved it, but the more she yelled the angrier I got. Once she let go of me. I growled and turned my attention to her. "Look. I know I hurt him. But he hurt me too. And at this point it seems I can't stop bumping into him. So after you get your piercings, I never want to see you both and I'll never bother you again. Throw my shit out, I don't care. But don't belittle my feelings towards you. And I wish you and your boyfriend the best." I snatched the catalog from their hands and headed to where they kept thepiercings.

[Funny Otaku]

I was so confused...This was the first time i had seen him..And boyfriend? What was he talking about?

"Way to make a scene ass." I heard Sasha mutter as we went over to Iris. I sighed trying to figure all this out my head hurt...god when was the last time I took pain pills two days ago? Ya i think so I can take some more.

"Sasha pain..motrin or something." She nodded and handed me 4 of the pills.I was able to swallow them all.

"What was he talking about boyfriend..And I haven't seen him until now...Im so confused." I muttered.

"Who want's to go first?" Iris asked,

"I will I stood up and sat in front of her.

[pandamonium]

I felt like I was gonna cry, but I wouldn't give them the pleasure. I was so angry. I know I was at fault, but I wasn't the one who rubbed his new relationship in front of their ex. Iris yelled at me to hurry, so I grabbed the piercings and headed back. She took the boxes from my hand and opened them. She began to clean and disinfect her tools and the piercings. "Okay. This will hurt a bit, so soldier on for me. And no more yelling or arguing in my shop, Stephen. I've told you this was a professional setting." I nodded. "Yes, ma'am."

[Funny Otaku]

"Sorry Iris about the arguing...We have heat between the three of us." Sasha muttered. I nodded god I was scared but I have wanted this so bad. She cleaned the inside of noise and out the clamp on. I was nervous.

"Alright kid on three breathe out." I nodded.

"One two three." I breathed out as the needle went through. My eyes watered.

"Shit that hurt." I breathed deeply. She put the actual piercing in and cleaned it.

"Alright kid it's swell a little so thats normal. so you want your friend to go or should we just go on."

"Go On, I can take the pain."

"Alright."

She got the tools for the snake bite piercings. she dotted two spots on my face and had me check in the mirror. I Said yes to it and she continued calmed it and then,, needle and piercing. omg that didn't hurt at all compared to the other one like no pain. She then sanitized it and said I was done and gave me a mirror moving onto Sasha.

I looked at it the Setum looked great and the rings I had chosen for the snake bites were blue matching my hair I like it so much.

"Oh and kid clean it with rubbing achol everyday and in 2 months serum piercing can be interchanged and 4 weeks for the snake bites."

[pandamonium]

I flinched. That looked painful as fuck. I left the room and went back to the receptionist area. I hung around until Sherry asked me to bring her more needles and gloves. I headed towards the back andpulled the boxes. I was starting to remember where certain things were, so that was great. I guess. I went to Sherry and handed her the boxes. She yawned. "Wow. You have more patience than I have. If some brats came up to me and started shit, I wouldn't have been so cool." I shook my head. "It's my fault. And they aren't bad kids. She's standing up to her friend." She tooled her eyes. "That kid maybe skinny looking, but why the fuck does he need that short Bitch defending him? He should fucking defend himself and not rely on somebody else to do his fighting. That's just being a pussy." What she was saying was pissing me off. "You don't know him. So don't talk shit about him. He's lived a hard life and she's just being a true friend. Someone he can rely on." I sighed. I'm taking a breather." I left to go outside.

[Funny Otaku]

Iris finished up on Sasha and told use how to clean them and to come back if we had any questions or wanted anything else.

"Thank Iris." Ow it hurts to talk in a few day it'll be better i bet though.

"Okay that fucking hurt. But totally worth it. Hope check this shit out." She said as she lifted her shirt in excitement.

"I know I feel the same way." I said running my hands through my hair.

"Still admiring the blue you idot. I like how you cut it too." She said as we walked out I saw Stephen and I may look tough now but I'm still me... I looked at my feet. Sasha saw and picked up Stephen from his collar again.

"Go and kiss the Idot." She said and threw him towards me. All I did was look down.

[pandamonium]

I came back in after smoking a cigarette to cool my nerves. Sherry came over to me and scratched her head. "Hey. Sorry for getting you pissed off. We're coworkers and we shouldn't be starting shit with one another. So as an apology, let me take you out for drinks." I shook my head. "uh, thanks, but I have another job right after this and I don't want go there drunk and get fired.." She shrugged and walked away. "Eh suit yourself. The offers still open." I thanked her and went back to my post. I saw Hope, he looked different. Not very menacing as I'd expect. Kinda cute, though. I my sh my head. Move on! Dammit! I felt my shirt being pulled again by Sasha. I was tempted, but after what happened..."I'm sorry, but I can't. So just leave. I'll leave you alone, like I promised." I walked to the back room and cried. It's for the best.

[Funny Otaku]

"Hey hope you head back to my place." I nodded. Sasha seemed pissed at me and Stephen... I went Ahead.

Sasha walked into the shop and went up to Iris.

"look here I will leave this place alone if you let me in the back to Stephen he needs to know this info and I don't care if hope kills me since I'm telling him." she stated. All Iris did was nodded and lead her to the back.

"After this stop bothering my employees."

"Okay I promise."

She walked towards the crying and found Stephen.

"Look Steph. I know you hate to see my face don't worry Hopes not with me..God if he knew what i was gonna tell you he would slit my throat." Sasha Paused for a second..

"I'm guessing the guy you saw him was Corbin...Well long story short..They had Sex........."She paused for a long time.

"Instead of calling corbins name when he cam he yelled yours. just though you should know." Sasha said walking out.

[pandamonium]

My eyes widened. I knew he kissed the guy, but sleepy with him too? I thought he said he loved . I felt a numbness come over me. My tears stopped. I felt nothing. She was about to leave, so I grabbed her arm. I wiped my eyes. "I know I fucked up. I regret everything I did to him that night, but I never bullshitted my feelings for him. But after seeing him just kiss the guy...it hurt. It hurt a lot, but not as much as how he just jumped into some other guy's bed. That's even more painful. I'm not sure I'll be to forgive him." I let go of her arm.

[Funny Otaku]

Sasha grabbed his arm before he could leave.

"Stephen! That's not why I told. I told you because guess what? Who was on his mind wail having sex? You, Whose name did he call out? YOU! Who is broken because he went home drunk as hell and saw the person he fell in love with trying to escape the world with drugs! The days you two were together were the worst days of my life because i was worried about him...HOPE does everything for everyone! you barely know anything about him." By this time Sasha was crying.

"Stephen. Hope hides everything, before you Corbin used him as his little sex toy. The only reason Hope let him was to make corbin happy and to keep his job! He has lost it now! He docent know I know this but I know everything he's my brother and I read his journals." She was sobbing by now and grabbed Stephen's face.

"Stephen! He loves you! Hope just doesn't know how to show it. goddamit."

Sasha let go and started to walk away wiping her tears.

[pandamonium]

I grabbed her arm again. I wasn't going to let her leave without getting some answers. "I heard you. I know that he's a caring and sweet guy who does everything to make people happy. And I know I don't know shit about him, but guess what? He doesn't know shit about me. Neither do you. I know that what I did that night I do remember him saying he was done with my bullshit. That I don't quite get. But that night...I saw them at the grocery store. I saw them just sucking at each others faces. That hurt. Even if he called my name during sex with some other guy, that still hurts. I'm a bitter man, Sasha. I was trying to escape with drugs. I've done it whenever I needed to deal with pressure. He has you. I have nobody. So every now and then.. I'll use an escape. And even after I told him to be selfish towards me...I ended up going back to my selfish ways. So...it's best he moves on with his life and to focus on his studies."

[Funny Otaku]

Sasha turned to him...

"Stephen. Lisen, I know I don't know you well...But I know him well...He uses achol when he wants to escape..Hell I'd say were both close to acholics on the weekend...Before you showed up we literal were getting pass out drunk on saturdays....We look like honors students but the truth is Hope is fucked up...Really fucked up....He has bad memories and was broken a long time ago...He wants to get to Harvard because it's the only way for him to get out of this town. I do it because I want to support my mom and after college I want her not to ever have to work again....Stephen...We all need escapes....We abuse the fuck out of achol, The bullshit he was talking about was you doing drugs and he felt lying about loving him...He has a low self esteem. Stephen he was out of school for months a few years back....He was beat the shit out of...And it doesn't help that the kids at school think that because he's gay he's a punching bag..He doesn't know how to reach to feelings the only time he had feelings for someone they beat the shit out of him...Corbin uses him he goes along with the flow. Im not saying its right though..He lost his job now. He's living with me and my mom.." I gave him a piece of paper with my address to the small town house..

"This is where I live if you wan to see him. Also I don't think he'll be going back to that apartment anytime soon..SO you can get your stuff...Oh one last thing he didn't know you were at the store." She said walking a way a beep came from her phone it was Hope...

'Hey I'm at the Froyo place a few blocks down...Let's have Fro Yo...Come soon..please.' he texted

'Ok..be right there'

[pandamonium]

I felt terrible. I needed to think things over. "Before you leave...hear me out. It gets annoying when people walk out on me before I've had a chance to talk. I know you protect him from those assholes that beat him up. And...I get how he's been used and abused. But with that Corbin guy...he shouldn't have gone to him. I'd never bullshit my feelings towards him. For a bit, I thought he bullshitted his feelings. We'd just made love and he goes screw some douche that doesn't even care for him. I get escapes and I didn't want him to drink, since...he's my only reason for living at this point. I'm no saint, but I wanted to keep the illusion of him being prefect intact. Everything I'm not, he is. He's caring, selfless, helpful, smart...the list goes on. I'm nothing. For years...I've thought God had forgotten to give me dreams. Sasha...I can't dream and even if I could, I can't remember them. I'm not just talking at night. I'm talking in life . I have no ambitions. He does. I only went after the traveling the country as more of a bucket list. I was going to end my life once the bucket list ends. I'll never understand how he feels or what he's been through since I don't know jack shit. You should go to him. He's waiting, I bet. Just promise me that you will help him quit drinking and smoking. You too. I'll quit using drugs...for him." I stood up and stretched, my joints popping. "I don't like it when you guys would drink. It's terrifying, but I guess I'm not one to talk. I bet I scared him during that acid trip. Well, I should get back to work."

[Funny Otaku]

"Stephen..one more thing...he was scared because we lost a kid at school from hard drugs last year...He was the 3 highest grades in class went to a party...me and hope were there..he snorted coke and tripped on acid.....that was the last time me and him ever did acid....we don't want to die...Im sure he was worried for you...And the achol I can't promise anything...you have your ways we have ours...And if we die in the process we won't care.." She whispered the last part leaving the shop and heading to get Fro Yo.

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I saw Sasha walk in.

"Hey asshat get me anything yet?" She asked laughing.

"No sadly I didn't but I got you an ice coffee....want the vallina cone?" I asked as she picked up hers of the two ice coffee's.

"Fuck ya I do."

We went up and got our cones..my mouth hurt like shit and so did my noise but i didn't care. I ate it happly as we went back to her place to study for exams

[pandamonium]

My eyes widened. I've snorted cocaine once, but that shit's way too addicting. Even I'm not stupid enough to do that again. She left and I went back to work. Iris gave me a look. "You might as well leave for the day. We're closing early today. No more customers." She gave me a piece of paper. "Here's my address. Come after your next job." I nodded. "I'm really grateful, would you mind if I borrowed your kitchen? I'd like to cook you breakfast as a sign of my thanks." She sighed. "Alright, but I'm notcleaningthe mess you make and if you burn my place down. I'll set you on fire along with it." I gulped and nodded. She chuckled. "I'm kidding. Okay, everyone get the fuck out. I'm closing up for the day."

 

I arrived at the grocery store. A sharp pain hit my stomach. I clutched my stomach. Taking deep breathes to calm myself. The pain passed. I clocked in and changed into my uniform. Ruth came up to me and hugged Mr tightly. "Guess what! I was able to get a job at a nearby café. They're paying me better than my last job!" She squealed and headed to get ready. I was happy got her. She's a sweet lady. I was stocking things when another sharp pain hit. I nearly collapsed. "Fuck. I've put you through worse shit. Why's this the time you finally decide to give out?" I sighed and headed to the medicine aisle. I grabbed a box of pain medication. Downed two pills and went back to work. pain seemed to subside, then it came full force an hour later. I nearly teared up. I drank a couple more pills and the pain subsided long enough to finish my shift. I bought groceries before they closed and headed towards Iris'place.

[Funny Otaku]

Me and Sasha laughed pretty much the whole night as we studied for our finals. We would be reading our test book and..

"The quadratic equation was found when, by whom and what is it?" I ask. She would sand up passing the room.

"Oh my dear Watson." Then grab my face.

"Why the clue is right here." Point to her head

"It was Girolamo Cardano was the first to change it in written history and given the first to create a more modern version, 1545, x=-b-+square-root, b squared - 4(a)© all divided by 2a."

I would clap and say very good. This skit went on for hours as we found it helped us memorize. Soon we were so teird I looked at the clock 3 am...We had been studying for so long.. Sasha was passed out on her desk, I picked her up and caried her to her bed me following suit and going in my own bed and falling asleep.

[pandamonium]

I didn't know whether to knock or walk in. I opened the door and made my best effort to stayquiet. I looked at the clock. 5:11. She opened shopped in three hours. I already got my second wind, I'll start breakfast in a hour. I sat down on get couch.

 

She woke up around 6 and took a shower. I started on her breakfast. I set the table and made her blueberry pancakes and a side of fresh fruit salad. I sat down, feeling dizzy. And the stomach pains won't quit. She came into the kitchen, dying her hair. "Whoa. You look terrible. You're pale and your eyes are black. Have you been eating and sleeping?" I shook my head. She sighed and growled. "God, you're worse than a kid. Eat shower and get ready for work. I can't have you dying while I'm not around."

[Funny Otaku]

"GET THE FUCK UP YOU ASS!" I heard Sasha's voice but alas it washer alarm recording. I heard her slam it off.

I sat up.

"Thats a nice alarm you got there." I joked.

"Shut up ass it's morning."

I laughed at her.

We were getting dressed and..

"HEY KIDS I MADE YOU TWO LUNCH AND BREAKFAST SO GO FAST!!FUCKERS!!" I heard Dorthy yell..Did I mention where Sasha got her mouth from it was her mother.

We ran down it was rare when her mom had time to do that. My tie was messed up and instead of a suit jacket I wore a sweater vest. Sasha wore a plaid skirt cute bunny tight, white blouse and purple tie with a pale sweater vest. How the hell did she look perfect so fast when I manage to look like a mess. When we got there, dorthy shook her head at me.

"Oh dear son." She came over and fixed my tie and sweater vest.

"By the way I love the new hair and peirceings." She commented

"Thanks."

Sasha lifted her shirt up showing her light blue jeweled pierced belly button.

"Hey how about mine ?" She asked,

Her mom walked over to her hugging her and giving her a bunch of kissed on her head.

"It looks wonderful honey your such a cute and beautiful girl and smart too."

I laughed at them, they had a good relationship Sasha loved her mother more then anything in this world and vis versa for her mom to her.

"Alright kids heres your lunches and heres the cups of fruit I made you." We nodded taking the things.

"Thank you mom."

"Thank you Dorthy."

We said running out of the house. once we got a good pace we both opened our fruit cup and took bites.

"This is so fucking good."

"I know my moms the best."

We walked in to our home room together eating.