Funny Otaku Posted December 22, 2014 Author Share Posted December 22, 2014 Thanks....I tried to make you feel good. but i was so embarrassed...." I looked down. "Hey rick do you look at me like a child because I'm younger then you....I mean in 2 months I'll be....18." I was scared asking the question. Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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maknaehariiex27 Posted December 26, 2014 Share Posted December 26, 2014 "It's fine~ i don't expect you to try so hard for your first time, you did fine, i felt good" he said and he wrapped his arms around him and pecked his cheek, "Also, even though you're younger, i don't see you as a kid, since you are very mature and have tried to handle things yourself" Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Funny Otaku Posted December 26, 2014 Author Share Posted December 26, 2014 I hugged him "Good...I've never dated an old man like you before...Its kinda weird.." I replied. I laid my head on his chest.. "Will we make it through this." Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maknaehariiex27 Posted December 26, 2014 Share Posted December 26, 2014 Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links. Â "Trust me, there are a lot more weird things out there than dating an old man" he said and he kissed the top of his head then nodded, "Of course we will~" he said and he lifted his chin up and kissed him Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Funny Otaku Posted December 26, 2014 Author Share Posted December 26, 2014 I put my arms around his neck deepening the kiss.I closed my eyes backing up for a breath. "Life's hard." Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maknaehariiex27 Posted December 26, 2014 Share Posted December 26, 2014 Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links. Â He nodded in agreement, "Life is hard, nothing is ever easy" he said and he rubbed his sides Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Funny Otaku Posted December 26, 2014 Author Share Posted December 26, 2014 I groaned liking the way his hands went against my sides. I was kinda like a cat, I liked it. "That feels good" I leaned my head on he's chest. It felt so good. Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maknaehariiex27 Posted December 29, 2014 Share Posted December 29, 2014 he smiled hearing that he liked what he was doing and he gently caressed his sides more. he kissed the top of his head, then looked down at him, "make sure you take care of your hand as well as you can until tomorrow, we don't want more damage." Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Funny Otaku Posted December 29, 2014 Author Share Posted December 29, 2014 "I know but.."I looked down. "I love you thats it." I hugged him.. What should we do til tomorrow.. I was thinking. "Hey...what are we gonna do." I asked him Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maknaehariiex27 Posted December 29, 2014 Share Posted December 29, 2014 "I know, and i love you too~" he said and he pecked his cheek he looked down at him and he hummed "Well, we can watch movies and then pack a few things for your stay tomorrow" Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Funny Otaku Posted January 2, 2015 Author Share Posted January 2, 2015 "Okay..if you promise i can sit on your lap and you can rub my sides...It really feels nice and its soothing.....sorry I'm clingy and needy." I muttered the last part. It was soothing my nervs to be around him..and his touch is so nice....I needed something like that years ago.. Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maknaehariiex27 Posted January 2, 2015 Share Posted January 2, 2015 he chuckled and he nodded, "You can be as clingy and needy as you want~" he said and he put him on his lap and he rubbed his sides Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Funny Otaku Posted January 2, 2015 Author Share Posted January 2, 2015 I lend my head back on his chest. His hands felt so soothing on my body..I think it might be time to tell him about my past and why I broke.....It wasn't new for me.. "Rick.....I think I need to tell you something.......My break down it...it's not something new for me........I was put in a mental ward when I was 11 for 6 months....and I used to self-destruct like this really often.....I'm sorry i didn't tell you earlier." I stated scared looking him in the eyes. Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maknaehariiex27 Posted January 5, 2015 Share Posted January 5, 2015 Rick looked down at him and he caressed his sides more and he kissed his cheek as he listened to him, "You don't need to be sorry, i'm sure it isn't something you can tell everyone. so, what happened to you? what lead to your breakdowns?" he asked gently Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Funny Otaku Posted January 5, 2015 Author Share Posted January 5, 2015 "My break down back then was because I was learning that I was only attracted by men, at the time a very religious women worked with the orphanage and would teach us bible teachings and how liking the same sex was a sin and masterbation is a sin and many other things I thought about were bad....So one day I asked why I was bad that some people like the same gender, at this point I was already burning myself and debating to take my life or not. She told me because god made women and men to be together, then she proceeded to tell us all that if we did like the same gender or had any bad thoughts about that we would be tortured in Hell. Also my friend had left the year before..I really just didn't understand why I was such a bad person. why I was here on earth. I just didn't understand....So one day I snapped, because I wore a pink button up and a kid at my school called me a Fag, so when I got back I took a few ties I had and tried to hang myself in the bathroom...I thought I was dead until I woke up in the hospital..One of the other boys in the orphanage who was i think 16 at the time got me down, did CPR and called 911....After that I still harmed myself weather it was though punching wall so much my hand wouldn't heal, or burring my self with cigs..." By the end I had tears on my face and put my head in his chest. "Im soory Im so messed up." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maknaehariiex27 Posted January 6, 2015 Share Posted January 6, 2015 Rick nodded and listened carefully to what the younger was saying and he rubbed his sides affectionately and he kissed his cheek, nuzzling him. "You aren't a bad boy for liking the same gender, yes it may be a sin but god won't hurt you, especially if you are a kind person, i believe that our actions and who we are determine how we live in the afterlife." he said and he stroked his hair gently as he buried his face in his chest. "God loves you and so do i" Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Funny Otaku Posted January 6, 2015 Author Share Posted January 6, 2015 "Thank you..." I mumbled in his chest. "It was hard for a very long time... the hospital didn't help, I met others who agreed life was worthless. I did 'date' a guy there,It was more of a strongly emotional relationship but we called dating..even thought the hospital didn't allow it. Sure we kissed and stuff but nothing serious we really just used each other as an emotional cane. My childhood was fucked up..I wish I knew you then." I kissed his cheek, he hasn't shaved in a few days with me so it felt ticklish on my lips. Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maknaehariiex27 Posted January 6, 2015 Share Posted January 6, 2015 "Well, it was better to have someone at least, even if it was just for emotional dependence." he said and he kissed his head, "if i was there, i would have been more like a brother to you than a lover, but i'm here now, and i can take care of you as much as you need me to. whenever your hungry, i'll feed you, when you're tired, we can sleep together, and when you feel clingy, we can cuddle." he said and he rubbed his head, "Now, let's watch a movie before bed, you have a long day tomorrow." Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Funny Otaku Posted January 6, 2015 Author Share Posted January 6, 2015 "Okay" I muttered. "Whatever you want." I held on to his hand closer to me chest as I turned around to face the screen, he was just so big compared to me. it felt nice in his lap. Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maknaehariiex27 Posted January 6, 2015 Share Posted January 6, 2015 "We can have a big breakfast as well since you don't have to go in until 12pm" Rick said and he put on a movie for the both of them, something funny to help lighten the mood. he kissed the top of his head and stroked his hair gently, and then resting his hand around his body keeping him close. Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Funny Otaku Posted January 6, 2015 Author Share Posted January 6, 2015 I felt safe for one of the first times in my life, I felt like Rick would protect me, the pedo old man, i loved him. I've fallen for him. I nuzzled closer to him. I had sex with this man he took my virginity...I yawned not because I was tired but because of relaxation not tiredness. I don't know how you put it...Just sitting here felt perfect. Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maknaehariiex27 Posted January 6, 2015 Share Posted January 6, 2015 Rick smiled and he rubbed his stomach a bit and then pulled the blanket over the younger's body. they watched the movie until it was over and he leaned back on the bed, laying hope on his side and draping an arm over him. "Comfy?" he asked as he rubbed his back Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Funny Otaku Posted January 6, 2015 Author Share Posted January 6, 2015 I nodded and groaned. "It feels safe with you.." I had my eyes closed. "Why are you so nice all the sudden the past few days with me?" Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maknaehariiex27 Posted January 6, 2015 Share Posted January 6, 2015 "Hm? why? i guess it seemed i wanted to know you better, you were different, plus seeing how vulnerable you really are, made me want to protect you." he said and he pecked his lips gently and he rubbed his back. Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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