Black Paradise ~ (Sosuke0549 & mik3la)

[mik3la]

Saji didnt had the time to sleep. He was watching over the boy after he canceled all for the day. Almost in the dawn he felt asleep on the coutch not hearing the alarm clock or anything else.

He was dreaming of Jin and how he needed to save him and protect him but he wasnt able, making him narrow his eyebrows.

[Sosuke0549]

"S-saji?"

He said the others name gently. Before shaking the others body gently, trying to wake him up.

"Hey...wake up? You ok?"

He bit his lip.

"I can't sleep.. can you give me some pills or something... I keep...I keep having nightmares every time I try..."

Saying honestly.

[mik3la]

He hated when someone was messing his sleep and with a mumbling voice he grabbed the boys arm, pulling him right next to him. "Just shut up and sleep" he growled, keeping the boy near him , holding his arm around the others waist,2 continuing to sleep.

[Sosuke0549]

Saji must of still been asleep, because the boy suddenly grabbed his arm, pulling him close.

"Just shut up and sleep"[/Quote]

He growled, keeping him near, the others hand around his waist. Jin blushed faintly. This wasn't what he wanted nor intended but after a long moment He sighed, laying next to the other.. and his surprise, He was able to sleep. His nightmares were gone.... was it because he was with Saji?

 

Jin slept soundly and peacefully, snuggled up to his manager.

[mik3la]

A few hours later Saji woke up, opening his sleepy eyes narrowing a little when he felt something warm right next to him. Looking down he saw the bow sleeping peacefully. How did he ended up there? he was wondering.

 

Slowly he tried to to get up withought waking the boy up. Once he was off, he covered him with the blanket, touching gently the boys cheek.

 

After shaking his head off a few times he got in the kitchen and started to make some breakfast for them. They had appointments today that needed to be handles. A few recordings, a radio interview and a fan meeting.

[Sosuke0549]

Jin slowly opened his eyes feeling the warmth He just had disappear. He slowly Sat up rubbing his eyes.

"S-saji?"

He smelled food and got up Looking into the kitchen.

"H-Hey...what do I have today? "

[mik3la]

"Morning ... well the usual... bacon, eggs , some chees and tomatoes" he said turning his face to the boy smiling. Once he settle the table he pour a little orange juise for the boy. "Bon apetit" he said sitting in front of him drinking from his coffee.

 

"Did you sleep well?" he asked keeping his eyes on the boy. Jin was acting kind of normal. He tought that the boy will start to scream at him or something like that because he drag him beside him, but no. It was quite ingeresting. Maybe ....

 

"You need your full energy today so better eat all. You need to do some recordings, after you have a radio interview and the last one is a meeting with a few fans. Its for the next concert from next month" he started saying to ignore his thoughts.

[Sosuke0549]

Jin smiled a little seeming and smelling the food. He took a seat across from the other as he put the food on the table.

"Did you sleep well?"[/Quote]

Jin shrugged. He kept having nightmares every time he tried... however when he slept near Saji.. everything seemed to be ok. He could sleep with out having a bad dream. His manager dragged him a little closer beside him, But he didn't say anything.

"The foods...good"

He muttered eating.

"But don't get me wrong. I've had better."

He grinned a little. There he was!!! The old cocky, smart ass, bratty Jin!

"You need your full energy today so better eat all. You need to do some recordings, after you have a radio interview and the last one is a meeting with a few fans. Its for the next concert from next month" [/Quote]

"Recording? For what? I thought I was filming today? You know I can't sing..."

He finished his breakfast rather quickly.

[mik3la]

Saji sight.

"Its not singing. Its a recording for a comercial" he said smiling. "I thought you are good at many things" he added drinking from his coffee.

 

"Either way. They are not taking to long. After we need to go to your parents house. Your mom left a message on the phone saying its a familly gather. I will drive you ther and will pick you back when its finished" he added a few notes in his agenda than closed it.

 

"I know you had better. Not not every time better is healthier" he smiled in a cockie way keeping his eyes on the boy. He didnt reply to his main question about the sleep. Maybe it was to much to try.

"Your clothes are in the dorm ready for you to wear. So when your finish get dress so that we can go" he said getting up from table heading in the living room.

[Sosuke0549]

Jin frowned a little about hearing about his parents.

"...What'd the message say... I don't want anything to do with them..."

He stood.

"I'll go get dressed.. but I don't wanna see them....make an excuse for me or something...all my mother will want is money.."

He seemed to have such disgust in his voice when he spoke about his mom.

He left the room to go change and returned shortly but his tie was undone. He worn a fine formal causal tux.

"Fix it.."

He muttered stubbornly. He didn't know how to tie a tie so he needed Saji to do it for him.

[mik3la]

Saji sight. He heared about his family and all theyr habits but maybe they changed although he was thinking like that. He stood up getting near the boy starting to make the knot. When arranging the boys collar he got even more close to him feeling its perfume.

"We can drive there and if simething is happening we get out. I will stay beside you, ok?" He said in a whisper making a small arrangement looking in the end to the boy. They were face to face.

"And for your record. I am you assistant manager not your servant, he hit the boys forehead verry slow, playing with him.

[Sosuke0549]

Jin looked away as Saji fixed his tie. The other was so close... When the actor took a closer look at Saji he realized his features for the very first time... was he... always this..handsome?

"We can drive there and if simething is happening we get out. I will stay beside you, ok?"[/Quote]

"...ok."

They were face to face! Jin could feel his face getting warm.. was he blushing? Why? Saji was a guy..And his manager! He looked away quickly.

"And for your record. I am you assistant manager not your servant."[/Quote]

He hit the his forehead playfully, the younger male allowed his hair fall in his eyes.

"W-whatever. Can we just go.."

Smacking the others hand away. He didn't understand... why did he do that? He liked the other touching him and yet.. he just couldn't stop acting...cold.

"Don't touch my hair...you'll mess it up. Let's go.."

He muttered. Shoving his hands in his pockets and leaving out the door first.

[mik3la]

Saji smiled seeing the boy blushing even if he tried to hide it. Could it be ? ..... he thought but shacked his head to leave thous thoughts and went after him , heading to the car. They had to make an 1 hour ride to the boys home which he wasn't so happy to see. Saji heard the full story about his family and how they wanted only his money, but this time they will not get it that fast. He was the manager.

 

"Jin .... just for my memory ... How old are you?" he asked narrowing his eyes once they got in the parkyard, managing to park the car. Waiting for the boys answer he was trying to create a plan just in case. He forgot that small detail and he couldn't remember. If he was a minor, they could cut him of from business, but that wouldn't be the case since they want more money. But they could change the agency and that means that I will not be with him anymore. If he is over 18, there might be a possibility.

His mind was working really hard not hearing the other speak.

[Sosuke0549]

"Jin .... just for my memory ... How old are you?" [/Quote]

"..twenty two.."

He muttered as the car was parked. He umbuckled his seat belt getting out of the car.

 

He stuffed his hands in his pockets as he waited for Saji before heading to the front door of his mothers house.

"Jin! My baby!"

His mom rushed out the door, dressed nicely and quickly ran to hug him. But he didn't hug her back, in fact he pretty much shrugged her to the side.

"Don't suddenly act like a mom now..what the hell do you want now.."

"J-Jin..I.. I just missed you.."

"You missed not having money..."

He hissed moving past her to go inside.

She bit her lip and looked at Saji..

"Hi...I'm Jenny..Thank you for bringing him here.. even tho he doesn't want to be here...."

[mik3la]

"We can only stay for a few minutes ... We need to keep the scheduled going" said Saji quickly finding a more good reason to take the boy out of there without making a scene. "After you madame" said further pointing the door to let her get in first like a gentleman would do.

 

Once they were inside he could feel the tension between Jin and his mother. There were other family members. So this is a family gather ... Wonder what she had plan , he was thinking narrowing his eyes. He could be the most polite and gentleman ever, but he could be also the biggest wolf that would protect what it was his, using his teeth or claws. whatever he needed.

 

"Now look who manage to came home" said a really familiar voice which made Saji's blood freeze. Turning his head mechanically he widened his eyes when he saw Kenji. What the fuck was he doing here?! Saji looked worried at Jin wanting to get him out in that very instant.

 

"What are you doing here Kenji?" said Saji growling softly, if that was even possible. His whole body was tense, being prepared for everything.

 

"What does it look like? I came to visit my friends home. I really missed him" Kenji grinned at the boy. "And I knew that other possibility to see him wasn't available" continued Kenji looking at Saji, giving him a meaningful look. "So I decided to visit and to ask for his presence" , said Kenji sitting right next to Jin's mother.

 

"Sorry for asking madame but .... how do you know this man?" asked Saji ignoring Kenji, trying to keep his tone down.

[Sosuke0549]

"We can only stay for a few minutes ... We need to keep the scheduled going"[/Quote]

"Oh.. y-Yes I understand. "

"After you madame"[/Quote]

Jin frowned at his mother. He was an only child. He didn't care to sit down he just leaned on the far wall away from her. Like most parents, his mother and father were no longer together.

"Now look who manage to came home"[/Quote]

Jin suddenly felt his body freeze.. his heart tighten. All the color quickly drained from his face...

T-that...that voice...

Kenji!

Jin couldn't speak as he was face to face with the man who drugged him and toyed with his body, helplessly.

"What are you doing here Kenji?"[/Quote] said Saji growling softly.

"What does it look like? I came to visit my friends home. I really missed him"[/Quote]

He grinned at him. Friend? FRIEND! He hated him!!! He would have him arrested if it wouldn't ruin his reputation! Jin could see the head lines, Up and coming model and actor Jin gets raped! The press would have a field day!

"w-...why are you h..here"

He tried to sound threatening but it was clear he was still frightened and intimidated by the other and still traumatized.

"And I knew that other possibility to see him wasn't available....So I decided to visit and to ask for his presence" [/Quote] Kenji said sitting right next to his mother... what?

"Sorry for asking madame but .... how do you know this man?"[/Quote] Saji asked.

Jin stared at his mother.

"You boys know each other? I didn't know that... Jin.. This is my boyfriend Kenji... I wanted you two to get to know each other.. "

Jin clenched his hands into fists and suddenly lost his temper, his composer... his quietness.

"I HATE YOU!! Up until I was 15 you use to beat me when you got too fucking drunk! You never treated me right! You never loved me or cared! You let dad Treat you like shit! And now that I'm old enough to get away from you and to take care of my self...NOW YOU DECIDE TO SOBBER UP AND ME A MOM! Fuck you! Your too late! I refuse to have you in my life! I refuse to keep paying for you! And you choose him! Your both perfectly disgusting for each other...Stop fucking calling me and stay out of my life, from on you IM NOT YOUR SON!"

He yelled, storming out of the house and slamming the door. Tears were in the mother's eyes, she knew she had messed up in the past, but now she wanted to make it up to Jin. To love him. She had changed and yet... Jin believed she was far to late.

"Jin!!! NO PLEASE ! Baby! My son, no!!! I'm sorry! IM SORRY!!! "

[mik3la]

Saji was to shocked when he heard what Jin's mother said. How could this be true? Why would Kenji do this? What was his game? when Saji wanted to speak he was shut by Jin's reaction which was a normal one for someone who just found out that his mother is dating a kreep guy that has done something to him. From Jin's reaction he could only think the worst stuff but he didn't want to imagine Jin going through that sort of things that he once got through when he was younger.

"I think its better if you let him be for now" , said Saji to Jin's mother narrowing his eyes then turning to Kenji and continued: "I think you've done enough" he said with his teeth clenched and ran after Jin trying to stop him from getting hurt.

 

Once he got out he started to look on all parts but he didn't saw Jin. He pulled out his phone and started to call him. "Dammit Jin! Answer your damn phone already!" he was saying through his teeth. Seeing that the boy didn't answer he text him : Jin ... where are you ... Please .... Don't do any stupid thing...Tell me where are you. Once the message was send he headed to the parking lot but then a voice stopped him.

 

"Now now ... The boy just got surprised" said Kenji from the door steps.

"Surprised? Are you fucking kidding? I told you to stay away from him" said Saji turning to face Kenji getting closer , grabbing him by the collar.

"Why are you so upset. Is not yours to keep you know", he said smiling.

Saji couldn't help himself anymore and punched Kenji really hard.

"He is not mine but its not yours either. I warn you Kenji ... Let the boy alone. If you get near him again I swear I'm gonna kill you" he growled at the other feeling all his nerves tens with each word.

"Oh but he was mine" added Kenji . "At least I've taste his innocent body" he grinned at Saji making him even more angry.

 

Saji was even more shocked. He was to blame after all. He had to take care of the boy. A simple task. And because the went asleep so deep he didn't heard the boy when he left and couldn't stop him in time. He was the one that got him into that photo shooting in the first place. He was the one that got Jin near Kenji. But he didn't know it was him. The devil who destroyed his life also. It was all his fault.

 

Without resisting Saji started to punch Kenji more when the other got up knocking him down again with blood on his face. "This is the last warning Kenji. Leave Jin alone or you'll regret it!"

 

After a few breaths he went to his car and drove away from the parking lot from the house, hoping he will find Jin.

 

"I like a challenge little kitten" said Kenji once Saji was gone, dripping out the blood from his mouth.

 

Saji tried to call again Jin on his phone hopping he will answer.

[Sosuke0549]

Jin sat underneath a bridge. Luckily he was alone and there was no body to bother him as he skipped rocks over the water and cursed underneath his breath about what he just witnessed. Damn it all! Why was Kenji back? Raping him wasn't enough! He had to try and destroy his life now too?

He tenses feeling his phone ring again...It was Saji. He sighed staring at his phone..

 

Many people didn't like gays, they were often mocked and criticized and... it was shameful to like your own gender. Every second he was around Saji he felt like he was changing?

Could I be...d-do I lik?... these feelings for Saj-

"No! I'm not gay..No...no! I don't want that ever happen to me again.."

He told himself. And yet...deep down inside there was a part of him that like what Kenji did to him. There was a part of him that desired more. What would it feel like to be touched by Saji?...

 

"What..."

He muttered into the phone answering the others call.

[mik3la]

"Don't 'what' me! Where the hell are you?" he asked in a serious tone while driving away from the house. His hand with which he punched Kenji was still hurting, more than that, it was pulsing, but he was trying to focus on something else. Maybe he was to harsh on the boy so he tried to calm himself.

 

"Jin ... where are you?" he continued but the boy was annoying not giving him answers. "Look ... I know you are upset. I know the feeling, but .... running away is not a solution. So ... tell me where you are so we can go home... together", he added in a softer voice while he stopped the car at a red sign.

[Sosuke0549]

"Don't 'what' me! Where the hell are you?"[/Quote]

The other raised his voice, sounding various serious. Why did he sound so mad? Was he actually worried about him?

"Why do you care"

He muttered, staring at the ground.

"Jin ... where are you?"[/Quote]

He didn't answer.

"Look ... I know you are upset. I know the feeling, but .... running away is not a solution. So ... tell me where you are so we can go home... together"[/Quote]

His voice turning softer. He didn't know why...but the idea of Saji being upset with him made him feel very uneasy. Hearing his soft voice however...eased him.

"...Under the Tajai Bridge..I'll meet you on the sidewalk..."

He said slowly, before hanging up the phone and leaving. He kept his head down as he stood on the side walk waiting for his manger. He so desperately wanted to go home, he didn't care about all his appointments today.

[mik3la]

"Why do you care"

 

Exactly...Why did he cared so much for him? Was he starting to really like him? Well , he was kind of cute, even when he got angry but was even prettier when he was smiling.

 

The silence on the other end was starting to annoy him. He wasn't that much of a patient guy. Since he was a boy he liked when things were working his way. But now ... with Jin ... it was complicated.

 

The others voice made Saji to sigh for relief. He started the car, turning the way to head towards the Tajai Bridge. When he was approaching the bridge, he could notice a person on the sidewalk. He got near it and opened the door.

 

"Get it or you'r gonna catch a cold" he said smiling in the corner of his mouth. Saji felt relieve that he got him safe and sound. Turning on the warm air Saji drove further to his house in silence. He didn't want to force the boy to talk. Not yet.

[Sosuke0549]

" Get in or you'r gonna catch a cold" [/Quote]

Jin did as he was told, getting in and closing the door behind him. He rested his head on the window, not saying a word as they left. I mean what could you say? Sorry that your mother that you already hate has hooked up with the man that raped you and she's doesn't even know it?

 

When they to Sajj's place, he quickly threw himself on the couch, and flicked on the tv..

[mik3la]

Saji parked the car letting the other get first in the house. What could he do? It was all his fault. All that happened was his fault. If he didn't had introduced him to Kenji, Jin would had been as always ... a spoiled little kid. He liked him that way, not damadged as he was now.

 

Once he got in the house aswell, he went in his office wanting to make some arranges about the boys squedule and also to plan something for him. He was diserving a vacation away from all this shit. He canceled all his shoutings and the rest, made some calls and booked some plane tickets for that night. After he finished he went in his dorm looking for a bag for him and one for the boy.

 

"Here!" he said letting the bag near the coutch. "Get your packdge done. We're going toight", he said pouring some coffee in a cup. "Don't ask stupid questions just do as I ask you to, please", he added trying not to be as harsh as always. He didn't know how to be soft, how to act around people he cared. Thats why he was single for so many years. Nobody could handle his temper.

[Sosuke0549]

"Here!"[/Quote]

Jin glanced up at Saji as he left him a bag near the couch.

"Get your packdge done. We're going toight"[/Quote]

His eyes widened.

"What?! Where are we going? I don't feel like doing work. I told you to cancel all my appointments!"

"Don't ask stupid questions just do as I ask you to, please"[/Quote]

He glared at his manger.

"...Tch! I'll do whatever I want!"

He yanked the bag off the floor as he went into his room to pack. He came back out shortly. Throwing his bag on the floor clearing having a temper.

"Where the hell are you gonna take me now? Gonna introduce me to another person who going to fuck My sorry excuse from a mother and ruin my life. "

He hissed. Crossing his arms. He quickly regretted saying such a harsh thing to Saji but... it was too late now.. he already said it. And he was never good at apologizing.

[mik3la]

For the time the boy was packing he was checking his emails and everything to be sure that all wa clear and nothing was squeduled anymore. When the boy came back in the room he turned around but was slapped with the harsh words.

 

"Where the hell are you gonna take me now? Gonna introduce me to another person who going to fuck My sorry excuse from a mother and ruin my life. "

 

Saji closed his eyes and sighed. He knew that it was all his fault but could he do? He couldn't turn back time to change all.

 

"Your right .... It's all my fault" he made a step forward. "It's my fault that Kenji got an eye on you ", he made another step towards the boy. "It's my fault that you got hurt .... It's my fault for everything", he stopped in front of Jin looking him in his eyes. "And I am sorry ... I really am ... That's why I've planned this trip. To get away from all this", he breath in deep and after let out a sigh. He bend down to grab the boys bag and his and passed the boy heading to the door.

 

"Now let's go or we're be late" he added in a low voice.

 

Saji felt daggers in his heart when the boy said thouse words to him, but he was right. Because of him he was suffering now. He needed to handle Kenji as soon as possible, but that would happened after this weekend that he planed for the boy. He manage to talk with some friends from Jin, to gather them in an old historical house and to have fun for the Festival of Light that was having place that weekend. He only hoped that the boy would fell better after.