Black Paradise ~ (Sosuke0549 & mik3la)

[Sosuke0549]

Jin's eyes fell. He wasn't good with controlling his temper. He was saying things that he quickly regretted. Saji... New it was his fault and was apologizing but...it was also his fault too...for leaving Saji to meet up with Kenji...

After hearing all that his manger said...he shut up and quietly followed, his eyes lowered.

 

He...didn't know what to do anymore. What were his true feelings? Why did he feel so hurt and angry all the time? It seems the only way to let out his anger was to lash out at Saji but...even that didn't feel right.

[mik3la]

Once the bags were tosed in the back seat, they drived to the country side where Saji had rent an old historical house with a hot pond and also with a big garden. When he entered in the area for cars he saw others parked near the entrance, which had meant that the others where there already.

 

"Welcome to the party" , said Saji smiling sadly while getting the bags out from the back sits. In just a second Jins friends came out from the house shouting at his friend.

 

"Ya'!!! Jin ... man, what's up bro! Long time no seeing" , said one of the boys with the name Layto as Saji was remembering when they spoke on the phone. He remembered his voice so that one had to be him.

 

Letting the bags out, Saji leaned on his car and looked at the boys and Jin with arms crosed over his chest. This was gonna be a relaxing weekend.

[Sosuke0549]

As the drove Jin realized they were going to the country side, probably in the middle of no where. He had never been around nature before...he was...a little excited but refused to show it.

They eventually pulled up to an old historical house, but he was a little confused. Why were there cars already there?

"Welcome to the party" [/Quote]

His manger said as he got out. His eyes widened when some of his old friends came running out of the home.

"Ya'!!! Jin ... man, what's up bro! Long time no seeing" [/Quote]

"L- Layto?.. I haven't seen you since that swim suit photo shoot we did in America.. W-What are you doing here? What are you all doing here? "

 

He glanced back at Saji... did he...do this for him?

[mik3la]

"I know ... ha ha " , laugh Layto giving the boy a big hug. "Man , the after party sucked without you there" added Layto grabbing Jin by his neck. "It was his idea and I helped with the calls", said quickly Layto.

"We all got invited by your Manager to have a full weekend for ourselves" , said another boy which was shorter and redhaird, going by the name of Ray and the others where Nao and Garyl.

"Yeah .. it was pretty cool how he manage to skip us from our stuffs" said Nao thrilled to have a weekend all for them to party.

"Now now ... Let's get inside. All the drinking and food is there. And you don't know how cool this house is", added Garyl pointing to the house excited that he could drink without anyone telling him to stop.

 

Saji got the bags walking behind them towards the house.

[Sosuke0549]

"I see..."

His surprised expression soon grew into a smile. He soon followed his friends into the house. Ready to eat and celebrate with them.

He was rather amazed by the old house. Who knew a old place could be so beautiful. It didn't take long for Jin To let loose and begin laughing out loud with the other males. He even had a moment where he wrestled with Layto. Pinning him down.

"Looks like I win again. "

He laughed.

 

He was forgetting all his troubles, if only for a moment. It felt good to be away and have a distraction.

[mik3la]

After Saji placed the bags in the dorms he changed clothes and went downstairs whre he heard Jin laughing and having fun. He was surprised to see him like that. He didn't expected to be a success, but it was. He smiled, being happy that the boy manage to let all behind and just have fun.

 

"Looks like I win again. "

 

"Argh .... damit! Have you been to the gym? How come you are this powerful?" asked Layto pushing Jin off him getting a sip of a drink.

 

"Back in America you didn't lose Layto" said Nao eating some chips and watching TV.

"Because back then I was more in shape. Now, since I've lost some contracts I don't have anything to do...so I eat a lot " added Layto continuing to drink together with Ray that was on the sofa.

 

"How did you get this guy as a manager?" asked Garyl pointing with his head towards Saji which was in the kitchen making himself a sandwitch.

[Sosuke0549]

"Argh .... damit! Have you been to the gym? How come you are this powerful?"[/Quote]"It's not hard to be more powerful than you,"He laughed as Layto pushed him off.

"Back in America you didn't lose Layto"[/Quote]

"Because back then I was more in shape. Now, since I've lost some contracts I don't have anything to do...so I eat a lot " [/Quote]"Clearly" He grinned tapping the others stomach.

"How did you get this guy as a manager?" [/Quote] Garyl asked. Jin bit his lip shrugging. "At first I didn't want him as my manager, in fact I hated him...but it just sort of happened. He puts up with me..."He looked down at the ground. Wondering why Saji spends his time taking care of a spoiled brat like him."Toss me a beer"He muttered. Ready to drink a little bit of his troubles away.

[mik3la]

Garyl tossed a beer to Jin, smiling devilish. "The little one became a man. Are you up for a bet?" said the boy looking at Jin and after to the rest.

 

"Yeah ... let's see who can drink more" said Layto grinning while he took a sip from a beer.

 

"From the first night? Come on guys" said Nao a little bit paniked.

 

"What is it? Are you afraid?" asked Ray giving him a knock on the ear. "We can do whatever we want" he continued.

 

"Not quite", corrected Saji the boy sitting on the floor next the sofa. "you are alowed to drink but that doesn't mean i will take to a hospital or so", he added drinking from his beer.

 

"Than you play with us. I bet we can take you down", said Ray grinning at Saji.

 

Something was wrong with that guy, though Saji but he was gonna play along. There was no possibility to beat him at drinking.

 

"What is the bet?" asked Saji looking at Ray caqrefully. Ray was thinking but nothin came to his mind. Neither did to Nao, Layto and Garyl. They all looked at Jin.

 

"Do you have any idea of a bet?" asked Ray hitting lightly the boy with his elbow.

[Sosuke0549]

Just as Garyl tossed him a beer, Jin fought it with ease.

"The little one became a man. Are you up for a bet?"[/Quote]

Jin shrugged.

"Depends. You ready to lose? "

"Yeah ... let's see who can drink more"[/Quote]

Layto said grinning.. He rolled his eyes, taking a swing of his beer.

Nao wasn't so accepting of the idea. Protesting, and Ray decided to tease him.

"Not quite....you are alowed to drink but that doesn't mean i will take to a hospital or so"[/Quote]

He glanced up at Saji. He was drinking too?

"Than you play with us. I bet we can take you down"[/Quote]

Ray challenged.

"What is the bet?" [/Quote]

Jin's eyes widened. Was Saji really going to play? Seriously?

"Do you have any idea of a bet?"[/Quote] asked Ray hitting lightly on his elbow.

Jin shook his head. It had been a while since he got drunk..

[mik3la]

"Well ... since there isn't a bet to get drunk for i will say pass", said Saji taking a small sip from his drink looking at Ray. This guy was up to something.

 

"There is bet. Whoever gets drunk has to strip and walk outside the lobby" said Ray greening looking at Saji. Defently there was a problem with this guy, thought Saji.

 

"Fine ... but the bet is just between you and me" added Saji keeping a chill pokerface.

"No. The bet is for everyone in here" respind Ray.

 

"Thats not fair Ray" said quickly Nao protesting the bet. "You know that I will get drunk first" added narrowing his eyes.

"Yeah Ray ... Is not a fair bet with some people that cannot drink much", added Layto. "I say the bet will be between you and mr. Saji. You are the only one that wants the bet."

"Ok. So , remember. Whoever says stop will have to strip and walk in the lobby even if there are people around", added Ray pouring drinks in the glasses.

 

"Fine. But you will gonna regret it" said Saji grinning starting the game.

 

Glas after glas but after they changed it in shots. Shot after shot. How many were there he cannot say, but it was a lot. Saji drank to much and didn't know how much he could handle. It was a lot since he had so much to drink in one night. But he wasn't gonna lose in front of this kid.

 

Just when they had another shot the boy Ray raised a hand up, trying to breath hard. He was giving up. Saji smiled devilish. "Told ya you'll regret it" said Saji even if he was drunk also but at least the last shot he was gonna take it. Once the glass was empty he let it on the table and looked at Ray. "I think you need to do a strip and walk the lobby like model kiddo" said Saji laughing.

 

"Damn it!" said Ray through his teeth. Everyone else was laughing hard drinking from time to time from their glasses. It was fun whatching both of them taking shot after shot. They where still sobbers.

[Sosuke0549]

Jin watched how the drinking game played out. Amused to see his manger and Ray going at it. Saji was always so serious and striked with him, He had never seen this relaxed side of the man. What was he like drunk?

Jin himself was tipsy. Which made him sleepy, but he couldn't fall asleep with all the laughing he was doing and hearing from his friends. He laughed once Ray lost the bet.

"Oh I can't wait to see this HAHAHAH!"

[mik3la]

"Shut up Jin" said Ray blushing a little feeling embarrassed, but it was his bet after all. Breathing deep he started to undress remaining in his underwear.

 

"Thous to" , said Saji with a devilish grin on his face. Even if he drank a lot, he could still see quite good. Not to mention that what he was seeing it was really pleasant. "The bet is a bet. If it had been me you would have said the same" , he added floating his hand in the air like a sign that they have to disappear.

 

Ray bite his lip nervously but he took them down. Then he moved to the door, open it a little so that he can sneak his head outside first. Then he ran towards the lobby.

 

The rest fallowed him to watch the amusement movie that was live, but Saji remain in the room lighting up a cigarette. He wanted so bad to get laid but he couldn't. These were kids after all. Except that Ray one. He had some balls in his act's. While smoking he took a zip of some juice laughing. He didn't had this much fun in a long time.

[Sosuke0549]

Jin smiled softly, and laughed as his friend stripped and ran towards the lobby naked. The rest of his friends fallowed him to watch the amusement and even take a video of it.

 

Saji and him remain in the room together. Now alone.

Jin glanced up at his manger as he lit a cigarette.

"You know..I hear those are really bad for you. "

He sais sarcastically.

"I didn't know you...smoked. "

He put his drink down, getting serious for a moment.

"Y...yeah...l-listen I...I'm..not good at.. stuff like...we'll.. saying...."

He bit his lip.

"...thank you..."

He muttered, his eyes down.

"For...this..."

[mik3la]

"You know..I hear those are really bad for you. "

He sais sarcastically.

"I didn't know you...smoked. "

 

Saji lifted his head looking at Jin. He thought that in the end he went along with the others to check on Ray, and how he is embarrassing himself. He smiled, letting out the cigarette smoke, killing it in the ashtray, standing up wanting to make a refill.

 

"It's an old habit and I cannot get rid of it. Its a relaxing way of mine" he said turning his back to head to the kitchen but he stopped when he heard the boy speak again.

"...thank you..."

He muttered, his eyes down.

"For...this..."

 

Was the boy really thanking him? He sure didn't say that many times, this being the first time hearing it since he started working with him. He thought that this was his only change to take towards Jin. Turning with his face towards Jin, making a few steps, leading forward, holding a hand on the sofa so that he could be closer. With one finger he lifted the boys chin so that he can look in thous beautiful eyes the other had.

 

"It was my pleasure .... But this is not all. Its only the beginning" he said in a breath keeping his lips an inch away from the others. "Its only the first day. As I told you. This weekend will make you forget the rest of the problems that you have", he added in a whisper and pressed his lips over Jin's in a sweet kiss, growling. Making his way in Jin's mouth with his tong, he started to explore the softness inside it.

 

After a few seconds he parted, breaking the kiss but still not moving away from the other. "I kind of like it when you smile", he said, moving the corner of his mouth into a small smile, then moved back and heading to the kitchen.

[Sosuke0549]

"It's an old habit and I cannot get rid of it. Its a relaxing way of mine" [/Quote]

Jin said nothing. He never really thanked anyone before, in fact, this was probably his first time thanking Saji. He always had people trying to do things for him.. But nothing like this... nothing meaningful.

Saji was just about to leave the room when something changed the others mind. Jin was a little confused when he heard the others foot steps getting closer. To his surprise, Saji was suddenly so close to him! With one finger he lifted his chin, forcing Jin to make eye contact with him, And when he did....his heart...skipped a beat. His eyes widening slightly in surprise and perhaps fear. The way he was looking at him...as if he...

"It was my pleasure .... But this is not all. Its only the beginning" [/Quote]

Jin could feel his cheek grow warm...he was blushing, there lips were so close!

N...No...no--

"Its only the first day. As I told you. This weekend will make you forget the rest of the problems that you have"[/Quote]

He whispered to him. How could He forget his problems everything that happened--

 

Before he could do anything Saji pressed his lips over his in a sweet kiss, growling. His eyes widened more, and he shut His eyes flinching And moving back a little feeling the others tongue enter his mouth, as if he could escape.

"N-nn-"

He shuttered. Saji was kissing him, and no matter what he did.. he couldn't break away. It felt... so good to him and yet.. he hated it! He couldn't be gay! And yet...He only felt better with Saji. After a few seconds they parted, and the kiss broke. He opened his eyes which were now glossy, staring at the other confused.

"W..wh-"

"I kind of like it when you smile"[/Quote]

He said, giving him a small smile. He was confused and hurt and broken, but Saji...was helping him? Did he...want him? Did he...like him?

When the other went to go into the kitchen he grabbed the others shirt, with a shaky hand.

"S-Saji you..."

He voice broke off.

[mik3la]

Saji stopped when he felt the other grabbing his shirt. He took a deep breath , turning around and grabbing Jin in a strong embrace, kissing him again more lustfully, more passional.

 

 

 

 

"As I told you before .... I like you more when you are smiling" he whispered, keeping his forehead pinned on Jin's forehead. He was breathing hard, trying to restrain himself from being to pushy. He didn't know what Jin was thinking or if it was ok for him to act like that. One think he was sure. He was afraid of losing Jin, not being able to see him again.

[Sosuke0549]

Saji suddenly turned around and grabbed him and suddenly kissed him again, but this time it was more forceful...lustful...passionate. He clinched his eyes shut. He didn't know how to respond. What do you do when... you can't explain your own feelings...

"As I told you before .... I like you more when you are smiling" [/Quote]

He whispered, his forehead resting against his. Jin's eyes fell to the ground, He hated that he was blushing. He hated that he liked the fact that Saji was so close.

"G-get off!"

He pushed the other.

"Y-Your drunk! Stop toying with me! "

He blamed the alcohol. Saji didn't like him... He couldn't... and He himself couldn't be gay...r-right? But he's never felt this way before.. what about his image? His career?

[mik3la]

Saji hit the other wall that was behind him when he got pushed by Jin. Toying? He wasn't toying. He growled a little bit because of the hit but it didn't hurt him that much as the boy's words He wasn't toying with him. He really liked him ... a lot ... maybe to much than he would have thought he would.

 

"I am not drunk Jin. Just because I got thous drinks with your friend Ray, that doesn't mean I am drunk" he said getting his hair out of his eyes, then he looked at Jin making a step towards him pinning his hand on the wall, near Jins ear. Right when he wanted to speak he heard the others on the way back so he backed off and got himself another bear and got out of the room heading to his dorm without a word.

 

The others got in the room looking at Jin laughing. "Yo Jin ... you lost all the action out there" said Layto getting in first, fallowed by Nao , then Garyl and finally Ray which was dressed.

 

"Yeah .... it was hilarious how the receptionist was shocked and started screaming like a lunatic" said Nao laughing with all his guts

 

"Shut up you idiots" said Ray al serious than he noticed Jin. "Whats up man?" he asked looking around. "Where is Saji?" he added when they all sat down on the couch.

[Sosuke0549]

"I am not drunk Jin. Just because I got thous drinks with your friend Ray, that doesn't mean I am drunk"[/Quote]

Jin looked at the ground flustered.

"W-whatever.."

He muttered, keeping his distance, he flinched meeting the others gaze when he took a step towards him pinning his hand on the wall, near his ear. That look....

His heart skipped a beat again.. How could the other effect him so much? The other seemed like he wanted to say something but his friends started to come. Saji pulled away from him and left the room with a beer in hand.

 

Jin's eyes fell as the others came in. His friends came into the room laughing.

"Yo Jin ... you lost all the action out there"[/Quote]

He glanced at his friends as they entered the room.

"d...did I. "

He said softly.

"Yeah .... it was hilarious how the receptionist was shocked and started screaming like a lunatic"[/Quote]

"Shut up you idiots... Whats up man?....Where is Saji?"[/Quote]

"Oh uh... I guess he got tired. "

 

If the other.. was serious about that kiss... did that mean he was serious about him? He wish he hated that kiss but...he didn't... he actually...liked it...wanted it.

"I'm suddenly really tired guy's I'm gonna go to bed. "

He quickly left the room heading to his.

[mik3la]

"Hugh ... i bet he got to tipsy" said Ray taking another beer along with the others. When Jin said he was going to bed everyone looked surprised but when they wanted to say somethin Jin was already out the room.

 

Saji had just finished his shower and got out of it on the floor, heading to his dorm. The bathroom was on the hallway and he had only a pair of short pants and shirtless.

[Sosuke0549]

Jin laid down on his bed. The lights off and the covers over his head. He was so confused. That kiss... he kept thinking about it! Why couldn't he stop!

His lips...were so soft...and warm and.. no! Stop thinking about it!

He shook his head. This wasn't real... he had to forget about what happened. Because it probably wouldn't happen again.

but I...want- ...S-...Saji...why.

He realized that he needed to stay away from his manger. To push him away and keep a distance, because he didn't want to admit that he caught feelings for a man... that he was gay..

[mik3la]

Saji laid in his bed thinking of what he did. Maybe it was a mistake that he kissed him but still .... He touched his lips, feeling the softness of Jin's. Maybe it was a mistake kissing him, but he didn't regret it. Even if, probably, Jin doesn't feel anything, although .... Saji remembered something. Why did he blushed? he was asking looking at the ceiling. Probably was to much for him to handle. After all his been through with Kenji and now him. He was so stupid. I think I will have to look for another job when we get back" he sigh keeping an arm over his eyes.

 

The others got drunk even worst and fell asleep where they could. Ray on the couch. He didn't make it to his room, Nao went to his dorm, Garyl fell asleep on the chair and Layto on the ground near the table.

 

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Next morning Saji woke up to prepare the 'going in town' arrangements as it was planed. That day it was a celebration and everyone had to wear traditional clothes and have fun at the festival where it was plenty of food, drinks and different boots with games.

When he got in the living room Saji saw the others knocked out and laugh. They were all so funny and he thought to take some revenge on Ray. He was acting kind of childish for his age, but still. He search for a marker and draw different signs on Ray's face. Then he went back in the kitchen preparing some coffee for the young ones and something to eat for himself. The rest could just make themselves. He made some sandwiches for Jin also, leaving them in the fridge. Then he sat at the table, drinking his coffee and smoke a cigarette. Still his old habit was a die hard thing.

 

Nao was the first one to wake up greeting Saji , sitting at the table with something to eat. Then Garyl and Layto took some coffee with deep head eke, making fun of Ray.

[Sosuke0549]

Jin slowly walked into the living room still wearing his pj's. He glanced at his passed out friends and smirked a little When he saw Ray's face, snickering a little, someone drew on it when he was sleeping.

 

He walked into the kitchen and when he saw Saji, he looked at the ground.

"Morning guys.."

He walked passes them, going to get some coffee. He avoided due contact with Saji, and made sure to sit as far away from him as possible.

"What are we doing today? "

[mik3la]

"Morning" said Saji keeping his eyes to Jin as he walked in the kitchen, being amused that Jin was avoiding him, altough he was feeling little knifes in his chest. But he was holding his poker face really good.

 

"Ray's gonna be so pissed when he will wake up" said Layto to the others laughing. He was proud of this prank. The guy needed something like that to cool down his stupid ideas of a great man that he was, which he was not. He was just a boy.

 

"Today the pool is all for us and after we are going to the festival that is held in town" said Saji getting up and taking out the food from the fridge that he made for Jin, putting it in front of him without a word.

 

"Do we get sandwiches as well?" asked Nao looking at the plate in front of Jin and after back at Saji.

 

"Sorry guys. He is mine and I have to take care of him. Plus, you have all you need in the fridge to make yourself what you want. I don't know what you like and don't like" said Saji looking at the boy and after to Ray that was giving signs that he was waking up. "Morning princess ... did you sleep good?" said Saji with a smirk on his face.

 

Ray just opened his eyes and was stretching his muscles. Hearing the comment from Saji he just showed him the finger and went to the bathroom. When he looked in the mirror he yield like crazy getting in the kitchen. "Who the hell did this?! I am gonna kill him?!" he said through his teeth. "This shit doesn't get of?!"

"I did it... Any problem with that? And it will get of. You just need to scratch it better" said Saji with a big smile on his face. The others laugh. Ray didn't said another word knowing he cannot argue with Saji. But he was gonna pay for it.

[Sosuke0549]

"Morning" [/Quote]

Saji said to him, But Jin didn't respond, keeping his eyes away from the other.

"Ray's gonna be so pissed when he will wake up"[/Quote]

Layto said, laughing. Jin simplify nodded with a small smile, sitting at the table and sipping his hot beverage. He looked away when Saji answered his question.

"Today the pool is all for us and after we are going to the festival that is held in town"[/Quote]

To his surprise, The older male pulled out some sandwiches from the fridge and put the plate in front of him with out a word. He glanced up at him, and then frowned, trying not to act like he was a little happy.

"Do we get sandwiches as well?" [/Quote]

"Sorry guys. He is mine and I have to take care of him. Plus, you have all you need in the fridge to make yourself what you want. I don't know what you like and don't like"[/Quote]

Jin bit his lip. Did the other just refer to him as belonging to him... He's mine he had said.

"I.. I don't belong to anyone. "

He muttered, pushing the plate of food over to his friends.

"You guys can eat it.. I'm not hungry. "

He was being stubborn.

"Morning princess ... did you sleep good?" [/Quote]

Saji smirked as Ray woke up, and came into the kitchen. He wasn't very happy with the prank that was played on him.

"Who the hell did this?! I am gonna kill him?! This shit doesn't get of?!" [/Quote]

"I did it... Any problem with that? And it will get of. You just need to scratch it better"[/Quote]

"Ray. I'll help you get that stuff off your face, "

He muttered leaving the kitchen and taken his friend to the closest bathroom.

"..sorry about him..."