Love brings out the weakness

[Arekushisu]

Shina laughed softly and shook his head, "I'll go now..be back soon." he said and chuckled lightly leaving Akira alone.

Hikaru had spent hours now looking for Akira calling for him anywhere he would possibly go, yet now. He was back home completely breaking down. He hadn't stopped being angry with himself and crying since he left the park and gotten back home. He lifted his head hearing the sound of the door clicking and he instantly sighed, "Shina.." shina came running to him hugging Hikaru. He sighed and hikaru shook his head, "Akira...h-he is gone..." he said and his shoulders started to shake.

[Bloodbunny]

Akira ended up falling backwards hitting his head off the ground a small amount of blood began running down his neck his sobbing echoing of the walls of the empty room like they were taunting him.Just when he thought he was going to be left here to bleed out he heard a familiar voice at the door it was the little girl from before she must have been having her roaming time right now and fell somehow and was seeking Shina!

"Can you get the door open?Shina locked me up in here I can help you trust me I'm Hikaru's personal first aid!" Akira whined softly lying to the girl but it was better then saying he was his lover she wouldn't understand that.

[Arekushisu]

Hikaru shook his head as he felt Shina's hands run through his hair, "Why are you here..?" he said completely numb to half of what was gong on. Shina straddled him and he didnt even think about it he just looked away not even noticing it, shina's fingers touched him lightly his chest and ran over his hips. "I just lost my lover and you expect me to get hard from you?" he asked coldly looking down at Shina his eyes hard. "You expect me to fuck you as I did him? Just because he is gone?" he asked anger rising in his voice. He pushed Shina off of him and he stood shaking his head, "You're an idiot.." he said and sighed tears starting to fall down his cheeks. Shina said nothing but walked to him and leaned up kissing him, he shook his head but then kissed him back his face contorted in pain. He shook his head and pulled away, "Its not the same.." he said and shina started to cry.

 

"You used to love me! Just...just one last time Hikaru.." he said sniffling and wiping his eyes. "I'll give Akira back if you touch me.." he said looking up to Hikaru and the anger on his face instantly.

 

He went to Shina and he threw him on the bed, "I have to fuck you? To get him back? You took him?" he said anger rising and rising his hands shaking in the complete act of it all.

[Bloodbunny]

Akira raised his head as he hear the door turn to be followed by quick foot steps soon enough his blind fold was off and the girl was by his side working on the ropes.

"Thank you... There doesn't appear to be any thing wrong with you....why did you come over here?"

 

The girl answered once she got the roped off and began leading him down the hall after putting the doctors coat on him to make others think he was the doctor.

"I heard some crying coming from thw room before Shina left so I thought you were in trouble." She smiled slightly leading him out the doors and to Hikaru's home after hoping a fence only to began falling but akira quickly pulled the girl to his chest and braced for impact hurting himself but the girl got away with out a scratch.

"I'll go get him stay there!" Akira nodded softly not being able to do anything but wait.

She went up to the door and pushed it open enough to get inside seeing that it was already open and began calling out for Hikaru.

[Arekushisu]

Hikaru shook his head and he was pushed on the bed, Shina's lips crashed against his own and he closed his eyes trying to believe it was Akira but failed. Before he could do much his shirt was off and so was Shina's and again lips were on his. He felt small hands, smaller than Akira's touching his chest and he wanted to throw up. He didnt like Shina this way, not anymore. But he told himself he had done it once how come he couldn't again. He rolled ontop of Shina, "Stop bullshitting me. Trying to take it slow like I'm meaning what I'm doing?" He pulled Shina's pants off and pulled out his length. It was firm but it wasn't hard as it would be if he was with Akira, he shook his head and pulled Shina's hips to him easily pushing into Shina's entrance. "This is what you wanted wasn't it?!" he said loudly and he could feel Shina's muscles clench around him as he forced all the way into him. Shina was moaning now and Hikaru wanted to cut his head off, he started to move inside of him the feeling gross to him, he wasn't hard, he wasn't going to get hard, and he knew that.

[Bloodbunny]

After awhile of searching every room for Hikaru the girl sighed knowing the only room left was the bedroom and that it would be rude to wake him up but she opened the door either way.

"Akira is caught under the fence Hikaru come help me!.....why are you wrestling?"she raised an eyebrow and stepped into the room.grabbing Hikaru's hand trying to pull him away from Shina.

[Arekushisu]

Hikaru was about finished with Shina when he heard the door open and he was almost about to shit himself. He chuckled softly hearing wrestling and he took the girls hand happily pulling out of Shina covering himself easily. "Clean yourself up you asshole." he said coldly to Shina throwing his top robe off. He sighed softly and shook his head following the girl easily running the the fence, he didnt see Akira a moment but when he saw him his eyes filled with tears. He ran to him and he pulled up the fence, "Move crawl out from under there." he said gently yet his voice cracked lightly do to the tears falling down his face. He waited till he was free of the fence before he let it fall back down. He hugged him tightly and he buried his face into his neck, "i'm so happy you are safe.." he said gently his chest heaving.

[Bloodbunny]

Akira crawled out from beneath the fence grunting due to the scrapes it left on his back,akira hugged him back tightly enjoying the warmth that seemed it had gone away with his lover his skin cold to the touch but that was the cause of losing alit of blood .

" H-hikaru."Akira smiled obviously trying to hold back the tears as he lifted Hikaru's head wiping the tears away from his cheeks.

"I don't feel very well but I'm glad you are as well....Shina is almost like one of those yandere girls expect a male."

akira stroked his lover's hair gently trying to sooth him.

[Arekushisu]

Hikaru shook his head and he picked Akira up, "You asshole..look at you all ripped up and broken...I have to get you to a doctor.." he said and basically ran back into his home calling out for the medics that would be walking around right now. Three women ran up to him and asked him if he was okay, he nodded and he motioned for them to help Akira. They made Hikaru follow them into the main infirmary and he did he laid Akira down on the soft mattress and he sighed. "I'm sorry...I let this happen to you I'm such a failure..I should have been with you.." he said softly beating himself up for all the marks on Akira's skin.

[Bloodbunny]

Akira frowned slightly but allowed the other to pick him up,his vison of sight had already began blurring and he was starting to feel the nausea coming into him his mind was slowed down and he couldnt process things that were happening quickly.The ringing in his ears caused my someone close by yelling,who was it?shortly after the yelling had stopped akira had passed out due to blood loss.But he kept hearing everything around him the people passing by and people trying to talk to him.Akira heard Hikaru's voice and began to slowly feel the motion coming back to his joints,all he really wanted to do right now was to be in the others warm arms.

[Arekushisu]

Hikaru sat next to Akira as the medics slowly started to stitch up every wound and started to give him blood. His eyes hadn't stopped tearing up as his hands tightened around the girl before him, she had followed him to see what would happen to Akira and do to the amount of medic's he wasn't able to get in to hold Akira so instead he held her. She was on his lap and telling him he would be okay and she would tell him that he needed to leave to get some air, for a ten year old she was smarter than she looked. He would simply shake his head not saying a word as his worry filled gaze followed that of the hands of the medics.

[Bloodbunny]

After about an hour had passed a medic had walked out and gave the other the ok to go and visit Akira.Within The room that they had placed Akira was quiet and warm,the boy was still fast asleep wrapped in soft blankets with what appeared to be a medical chart in his arms.His body marked up almost from head to toe unlike before this had all happened.

[Arekushisu]

Gladly Hikaru took he chance setting the girl down and rushing into the room, he went directly to Akira's side and he started to tear up again his hands lacing with Akira's left hand. "Oh...is he going to be okay..?" he asked the doctor looking back at them his eyes red. He watched the little girl walk up to him and crawl into his lap looking at Akira like he was someone she loved dearly. He put an arm around her waist and sighed softly, waiting for the Doctors diagnosis on Akira.

[Bloodbunny]

The doctor nodded softly.

"Currently he's in a coma he seems to respond to certain movements and touches but we also think that he has some brain damage he can't tell currently." Akira looked pretty much like a life sized doll in the given moment.

[Arekushisu]

Hikaru heard the news and his heart fell, "A coma..? Will he wake up..?" he asked his arm clinging to the girl harder and he heard a faint ow come from her and he kissed her head saying he was sorry. He sighed softly, "How about you go out and play...your duties are finished for the day.." he said to the girl and she hopped down hugging him one last time telling him to hold on. She then left the room and he sighed his sad eyes going to Akira, he squeezed his fingers and he rested his head on the bed. "Please wake up.." he said softly. He was the opposite of what they met, he was completely broken, he just got his lover and now he had lost him. He was shattered..he didnt think he could be strong again, he wanted nothing but to curl up with Akira and cry.

[Bloodbunny]

The doctor nodded.

"As long as no more harm comes to him as long as he's in this state."The doctor bowed before leaving feeling that he needed some time alone with the other.

 

Akira wasn't able to respond much more then twitching his fingers in respond of the squeeze.Akira wasn't sure what was happing or whose voice kept calling out for him.

~three days later~

Akira was sitting up facing the window with the curtains open enjoying the warmth of the sun agansit his face,he wasn't looking at anything in particular he rather was spacing out trying to put together the pieces of what had happened but all that he could rember was the sound of multiple voices after hitting his head.

[Arekushisu]

Throughout the next few days, Hikaru stayed with Akira sometimes reading to him or even reading to the girl and him. He and the little girl had gotten rather close and he had talked about adopting her. But he wouldn't without Akira with him, he sighed softly and laid down his head to sleep his hand laced with Akira's and his head on the bed.

The next morning he woke up and he noticed Akira sitting up and he smiled brightly, he reached up and hugged him kissing his lips gently, "Y-you're awake.." he said softly against his lips his head touching the others as he sighed in content. He smiled brightly.

[Bloodbunny]

Akiras eyes widened slightly at the sudden kiss and shoves him away weakly,

"W-what are you doing?!" Akira painced and held the remote in his hand that called the nurse and such.

"Are you t-trying to assault me?!ii-ll call the nurse!" Akira's eyes resembled pure terror.

 

Thee doctor stepped in and gasped softly removing the remote from Akira's hand.

"Akira!its fine he's a good person." Akira eased slightly and glared at the two males as the doctor pulled Hikaru closer and whispered to him what he had only fingered out last night.

'I'm sorry he thought you were trying to hurt him,he doesn't even seem to rember that you were the one that brought him here.'

[Arekushisu]

Hikaru instantly teared up feeling the cold hands push him back and he stumbled slightly, he stood there gaping at the other male as he seemed to be scared of him. Finally everything started to click, the doc had said that he would possibly suffer from brain damage. He was happy for the doctor pulling him to the side and he closed his eyes at the news, "He...he doesn't know who I am..?" he asked his voice breaking as he spoke. His gaze went back to his lover in the bed and he noticed how he was completely terrified of him. "I didnt know..." he said and he shook his head and he felt a soft squeeze of the girls hand in his own. He smiled down at her and wiped his eyes kneeling and he looked up at her, "I'm sorry...momma doesn't remember us..we are gonna have to help him feel better.." he said softly to her trying to keep his smile on his face. He kissed her head and she hugged him, he rubbed her back looking over to the bed the entire time. "I think its best we leave, Eve.." he said gently to her and he picked her up in his arms.

[Bloodbunny]

Akira looked down at his hand it felt cold but so did the rest of him but it reminded him of the warmth that he had felt before and how he dearly missed it but he didn't know what it was he felt like the answer was right in front of hin but he wasn't able to piece it together.Tears of frustration began to roll down Akira's cheeks as he felt his stomach knowing itself into a spiderweb of knots soft crys filling the room yet he didn't understand what was happing or why he was so frustrated.

[Arekushisu]

Hikaru set the child down outside of Akiras room. "Is he okay?" He asked him and Hikaru completely broke down. He was crying and his hands held his eyes as he cried, after the incident Hikaru had taken Shina out of his home and told him to find a new job. Which he did, he sighed softly as he felt little hands touch his head hugging him. He hugged her back and he closed his eyes. A pain shot through his chest and he breathed deep breathes trying to keep himself calm but he couldn't. "Yea he is alright..go to my room Eve.." He said softly and she was going to protest when he shook his head. He stood and wiped his eyes after about ten minutes. He left the room going to his library and pulling a book out and started to read.

 

Sooner than later he finished the book and had stopped crying. He stood and walked back to his lovers room knocking lightly before entering. "I'm sorry..I wanted to apologize for earlier.." He said gently as he walked in and closed the door he sighed lightly. "I don't know what I was thinking. Please forgive me.." He said chuckling softly a tear escaping his eyes and he wiped it away.

[Bloodbunny]

Akira looked up from the picture book that they had left at the end of his bed and walked over and handed it back to him.

".....its fine.......you forgot this." He handed over the book before limping his way back to the bed.

"That girl that was here before she must have left it."Akira pulled out a few things from his back pack scanning through them not understanding the meanings." Akira flipped through his art book untill he found a picture of Hikaru that he had drawn when they were at the hit spring he looked up at the other male then back the drawing with a confused expression before looking at the date and suck written on the back.

[Arekushisu]

Hikaru smiled gently and took the book back from Akira. "Thank you. Yes I left it in here...we often would read to you while you were asleep.." He said gently his eyes and his chest aching for the want to cry. He sat down in the seat next to the bed and he sighed softly, "those are your things...you drew that the night we went to the hot springs together. That was about a month ago now.." He said gently looking at the artwork a soft smile on his lips. He leaned back in his seat and he tilted his head, "My name is Hikaru. You don't remember me..but I used to mean a great deal to you. You are living in my home with me...as of now this will be your room rather than the one you occupied before this.." He said softly not looking at Akira. He didn't want to tell him they were once lovers. Nor did he wish to tell him they shared a room together, it was sad, to have to introduce himself once more to the love of his life.

[Bloodbunny]

Akira looked at the other his eyes that once held fear were full of confusion, Akira wasn't anything like before he didn't seem to have the bursting energy and seemed to struggle to even hold onto the sketchbook.Akira noticed some bloody finger prints on the paper and flipped it over and began reading a small note.

"Rember to check Hikaru's bandages and for any reopened stiches in the torso area."Akira paused for a moment and unbuttoned the others shirt and looked at the wound reference drawing on the paper and gently moved his hands across the small scars along his waist.

"........."Akira sighed softly and rebuttoned the shirt.

"......do you mean....I'm going to die in this room?the doctor said I was going to be fine." Akira looked away closing the book before going into a sudden stage of shock causing him to dropped the book out of his trembling hands.

[Arekushisu]

Hikaru listened to him as he spoke and a soft blush covered his cheeks as the other unbuttoned his shirt. He shivered lightly as he felt the cool hand caress his waist and he looked away from Akira his eyes watering, "No love you will not die in here. This is just going to be your room till you heal." He said and instantly caught the sketch book sitting it on the floor. He sat on the bed next to Akira and his hands went to those of the trembling ones. "Hey hey its okay..Akira..listen to me...focus on my voice." he said gently his eyes watering as he watched his lover tremble and convulse in some form of shock. He shook his head and hugged the younger male in his arms causing the trembling to cease.