큰 꿈: Big Dreams (1x1 Funny Otaku and ~*~FaLlEn*SnOw~*~)

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Shun watched as James went into the bathroom that was connected to this room, listening as the shower was turned on. Leaning down, he picks up his boxers which were on the floor, and puts them on, before going over to the wide window wall, and staring outside at the morning sun, and the city around the building.

 

His thoughts wander, never before had he imagined he'd have a relationship like this one. Never before had he actually even thought about starting a family, that is, until he met James. Before this, he always thought of himself to stay a free agent, not settling down, doing what he wished. But now, those thoughts were slowly beginning to change. He, himself, was changing. He sighs softly, placing his hand lightly against the window.

[Funny Otaku]

James go out and wrapped a towel around his waist. He walked out looking at the other. He seemed dazed.

"Hey you okay?"

He asked worried.

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Startled out if his reverie by James's voice, Shun looks over at the other make, and smiles a faint smile. "Huh? Oh, yeah, I'm okay. Just thinking is all." He moves away from the window and crosses the room towards the bathroom, so he too could take a shower. As he passes James, he kisses the other's forehead softly, and smiles a bit more, before going into the bathroom and closing the door behind him.

 

Stripping off his boxers, he goes over to the shower and turns it on, stepping under the stream of warm water. At first he just lets the water pour on him, before picking up a washcloth and cleans himself off, the last thing he did was shampoo and condition his hair. Rinsing the last of the suds off, he just stands under the water, his face tilted up a little, so the water could run over his face. The whole time he was in the shower, Shun sang softly, his voice carrying out to the bedroom, his voice muffled by the closed door. It was a rather melencholy song, but really nice.

[Funny Otaku]

James lisend to the others soft voice swinging his hips too it wail drying his hair.

"Oh I love you." James sang.

He slowly dance and out his clothing from yesterday on.

He was still singing.

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Finishing his shower, Shun gets out and turns the water off, grabbing a towel and drying off, before wrapping it around his waist, and leaving the bathroom, humming the song still. When he stepped out if the bathroom, he noticed James dancing and singing along to the song he'd been singing in the shower, making him smile and laugh softly.

 

"You dance beautifully Jemesu." He says out loud, grinning at the other male.

 

Crossing the room, he goes to a closet and opens it, revealing some of his own clothing, picks a black tee shirt, a red button up collared shirt, and a pair of grey pants and gets dressed, adding a white and black checkered belt around his waist, and when he was done, shakes his head a bit, sending drops of water flying in all directions. He didn't bother combing his hair. Shun then looks over to James. "When you're ready, we can go out to the main room. The others are probably waiting for us."

[Funny Otaku]

He blushed.

"Thanks,"

He finished fast, and ran put.

"Morning everyone,, sorry that I'm late."

He bowed to them to give them respect.

He smiled.

"Would you like me to make breakfast for you guys."

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They exit the room together, and go into the main, large loft, where sure enough, the others were waiting. Well, Reiji and Natsu were there, all that was missing was Takashi. The other two say good morning to James and Shun, and when James offered to make them breakfast, Reiji smiles. "Don't worry 'bout it. Takashi's making something. You could go ask if you can help if you wanted to. The kitchen is through that door, and four doors to your left, across the hall." Reiji replies, leaning back against the couch.

 

Natsu looks at Shun. "By the way Shun, don't forget Tamashi, Aki, and Kajima are coming over for a bit this morning. Which reminds me, Harusei is coming too." At the mention if the name Harusei, Shun's eyes grow wide. "What? He is?" Shun asks, his voice incredulous." Natsu nods. "Crap....that's not good..." he slumps down on the couch. "Aw, don't worry about it man, I'm sure everything will be fine." Reiji says, smiling at Shun, who smiles weakly back. "Yeah...I hope so..."

[Funny Otaku]

James stood there cocking his head in confusion..

"whose Harusei? And whats wrong?" He asked innocently.

His hand were behind his back as he fiddled with them nervously.

"Is he someone bad....Or if I can't be here for it I can leave."

He was rambling now, he was nevus and confused.

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The three look over at James, who had spoken up. Then Reiji and Natsu look at Shun, who looked slightly out off. "What?"e asks them. Reiji and Natsu exchange glances, before Reiji speaks up. "Do you wanna tell James who Harusei is, or do you want us to?" It was obvious this was a touchy subject for Shun. He stands up, and crosses the room. "You can tell him. And don't worry Jemesu, you don't have to leave. Well, I'm going to the kitchen to help Takashi." With a wave of his hand, he leaves.

 

Reiji looks to James, who seemed confused, and he should be. No one knew about Harusei, or at least, those who were normal people like James. Reiji takes a deep breath, before talking again, while Natsu watched the whole thing. "You ask who Harusei is? Well, to put things simply, he's Shun's younger brother. They don't get along that well. Even though they have equal talent in the same ways, meaning they are both amazing singers, both can dance really awesome, and both are beautiful men, Harusei took the scholarly path, while Shun took the path of Fame. Which put them at odds, not to mention Shun's mother favors Harusei over Shun because of this."

[Funny Otaku]

James sighed in relif he thought is was gonna be like an ex or somthing.

"Oh well thats not too bad. Plus I want to meet his family he already met mine by accident,My granny called on skpye last night."

He laughed. James was a person that really hated anyone so he didnt worry.

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Hearing what James said about wanting to meet Shun's family, Natsu and Reiji glance at each other, before looking back to James. James just didn't get it. Shun's family situation was a bit more complicated than it seemed. Reiji sighs a bit, before shaking his head softly. "Sorry to disappoint, but today is probably the only day your going to meet any of Shun's family. It just isn't going to happen that you'll meet his family. See..."

 

"Shun has been pretty much disowned from his own family. Meaning his mother and father refuse to see him, and his brother pretty much acts like Shun doesn't even exist. Shun's an outcast in his own family, so think about what you would be.." Natsu interrupts, frowning. "You'd be, to them, nothing more than a piece of dirt on the bottom of their shoe." he says this bluntly, to make it quite clear to James. "But you can go ahead and try to talk to Harusei. It won't hurt you any. Just don't expect to get a good result."

[Funny Otaku]

James sighed again this time in stress.His hand went to his forehead as he looked down.

"Why didn't he tell me ealier......I always talk about granny." He grumbled. "I'll at least try...I mean like you said I'm already a piece of dirt inn their shoes I can't get much worse." He laughed.

James didn't like himself but others did he knew that much and family meant a lot to James...It was the only thing he really didn't have growing up..like everyone else did..He always thought about marrying someone..Having kids starting a family and never leaving his kids..When he felt sexual attraction to other males James came to realize that would not happen...He could not have kids...When he would meet someone he always hoped they had a big family to substitute it. Now James didn't think he was going to get that far with Shun, for gods sake he was a start, but it would have been nice to have known he was close with his family..

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"He probably didn't tell you because of the fact he didn't get along with his family..." Reiji says, a sympathetic smile on his lips. "But be ready, okay, cause at eleven or so he'll be here. But look on the bright side! You get to meet my awesome cousin!" he grins, and Natsu rolls his eyes. "AND you get to meet Natsu's brother. Unfortunately you can't meet his sister, she's busy with a movie screening."

 

As he says this, Shun and Takashi enter the room, Takashi pushing a cart with food on it. Pancakes, sweet dumplings in a honey and maple syrup drizzle, blueberry waffles, muffins, both strawberry and banana nut flavor, and toast, along with a plate of bacon and sausage, a bowl with scrambled eggs, and a pot of sweet sticky rice. There was a small plate with a tomato cut into slices on it. A pitcher of orange juice, and a pot of coffee, and a thing of hot tea was there too. A pile of plates, five of them, was set on the second shelf of the cart, as well as silverware and cups, plus any kind of thing one would want to add to their food or drink.

 

Takashi smiles at everyone. "Breakfast is ready. Get what you like. Oh, and don't worry Natsu-kun, I didn't forget your tomato." He steps to the side letting the other's get what they wanted first. He looks over at James and smiles. "Ohaiyogozaimasu James-kun. Good morning. Did you sleep well last night?" Shun glances at James, before getting some food, and sits down on the couch next to Reiji.

[Funny Otaku]

"Hey." He smiled at the question. "I did..but then my granny decided to check up on me at 1 am on Skype." He laughed.

He went to grab coffee, James wasn't really a morning person he would eat something small and then have like 5 cups of coffee he knew it was bad for him but it was his habit. After getting his coffee and small blueberry muffin he sat next to Shun leaning on him. He went to his ear.

"They told me don't worry I'm here, I'll protect you." He whispered into his partners ear.

It was true if the brother said one bad thing about Shun....Let's just say he wasn't only in the Anime club, he also has his black belt in karate. Though James didn't seem like a fight he had a temper and if you hit it you were dead. Shun didn't know about this....James called it the darker side of him...So he guessed here James would protect him, when he was shorter, scrawnier and altogether weak looking, didn't really put confidence in him but It was the thought that counts right?

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Shun felt as James leaned against him, and heard the words whispered into his ears. He simply shrugs. "You might nit want to try anything stupid though...all the karate class in the world won't protect you against my brother." Especially since many martial arts classes in the united states didn't teach everything there was to learn. He sighs softly, leaning his head back, and stares up at the ceiling, but when a buzzing sound came from by the door, he snaps to attention, his eyes glancing over to Natsu, who had stood up, and walked over to the buzzer.

 

He presses a button, and a video screen lights up, albeit a very small one, so only Natsu could see what was going on. Pressing another button, he speaks into the small microphone. "Yes, what is it?" He asks. "Your guests have arrived, and are waiting for your permission to come up." The secretary replies. Natsu nods. "Alright, send them on up." he ends the conversation, and looks over to the others."Well, they're here. Better get yourself ready..." Natsu said this mostly to Shun and James.

[Funny Otaku]

James was scared like always when he would meet new people. He leand on and held Shun's hand. James hand was shaking and sweaty. His breathing was hitched....He was anxious.

"SHun,." He muttered in his fear.

He looked down.

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Shun grips James's hand lightly, he could tell the other male was scared and nervous. "It'll be fine..." He murmurs, right as the door to the room opens, and four guys walk in. One had black hair and wore glasses, another was a red head with a spunky look to him, the third was a brunette who had a sophisticated appearance, and the last was a blonde, looking almost identical to Takashi. The brown haired individual looks right over at Shun and a frown and disgusted look appears on his face.

 

"Hello Harusei." Shun says, not even looking at the other. "Don't talk to me Shun." The tension was high, and Reiji stands. "Well then, um! Introduction time!" He stands, and goes over to the four. Looking to James, Reiji grins. "Guys, this is James. James, this is Kajima. This is Aki. The rather handsome blonde is Tamashi. And...Harusei. Kajima is my cousin, Aki is Natsu's younger brother, and as you can tell by seeing him, Tamashi is Takashi's twin." Kajima was the red head, and Aki was the black haired male with glasses.

(From left to right. Kajima, Harusei, Aki, Tamashi)

[Funny Otaku]

James shot Harusei a death glare the way he responded to Shun lit a fire in him.It made him pissed. But he held back it wasn't going to make thing better if he started a screaming match. He stood up and bowed his head.

"Nice to meet you all." He sat back down hold Shun's hand tightly.

"Like Reiji said. The names James.."

He was blushing from, partly how nervous he was the other part being so close to Shun..He felt really attached to him like a lost puppy who finally found it's owner.

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Harusei simply looks back at James with a bored expression, as if James's "death glare" wasn't even worth his time. He just looks away, yawning slightly. The other three show James some recognition, Aki nods, Tamashi waves, and Kajima grins and says hi back. Shun noticed how tightly James was holding his hand, and looks over at him. "Hey, you're hurting my hand..." He mutters to James under his breath.

 

"We don't want take too much of your time, so we'll be quick as possible. Shun-san Reiji-san, Nii-san, you ready? Come on Takashi, Kajima. Harusei, you can wait here, okay?" Aki says this, and within moments, the room was only occupied by Harusei and James. Before he'd left, Shun leaned over and kissed James softly on the cheek. " Hopefully we won't be too long."

 

Harusei stays where he was standing, his arms crossed over his chest, and that same bored expression on his face. "Thus sucks. I don't know how people can actually enjoy living like this, it's disgusting." He grumbles to himself, he sneers a bit, and looks over at James, then looks away again. "Disgusting. Doesn't even belong here. But of course, he always took pity on unworthy people. Poor guy probably doesn't even know he's just being used." Harusei mumbles, his voice quite audible.

[Funny Otaku]

He waved 'hi' back to them. After they left he awkwardly looked at the floor.

"May I ask what is so disgusting?" James asked still eyes steady on the floor.

He was worried and scared, all he wanted was Shun to hug him and say it was gonna be okay.

"You know Shun's really not a bad person." He tried to make conversation. "Also I know Im not being used. Shun...and I..we have a nice respect for each other. Plus My grandmother approved." James laughed. "IT's not a good life if you always look on the down side or turn away family, friendships anyone. Trust me I know from first hand accounts." He stood up smiling at the other.

"Look I know I gave you a bad look and stuff but let's start over." James stuck out his hand. "Im James your brother boyfriend. He said happily with a smile. Though on the in side he was more then scared.

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Harusei looks over at James, raising an eyebrow, his expression almost saying something like, 'how dare you think to even speak to me?' "And you obviously don't know him that well. Have you forgotten he's an actor? For him, this is probably just some sick act, making you think he likes you. Because unlike you, I've known him longer. And you can believe me when I say that Shun is a professional when it comes to lying and faking things." he pauses, sneering at James when he spoke family. "And also, don't you dare preach to me about family. What my life contai s is none of your business."

 

He looks down at the hand that was held out to him, and he sneers in disgust. "What? You expect me to just suddenly like you because you apologize and introduced yourself? If that's what you're thinking, you're sorely mistaken. I am not going to be your friend, nor do I even consider myself an acquaintance. You disgust me, because to me, you're filth. If you can go around and easily say you're dating that pile of worthless muck who is unfortunately my brother, I want nothing to do with you. Period." His voice was harsh, and the whole time he was talking, he spoke in English. He spoke it perfectly too, as if it was his first language. He looks away.

[Funny Otaku]

James's smile slowly turned into a pulsing angry face..Sure he had known Shun personally only like a week and a half now but he...Shun was what he listened to before bed as he cried, Shun was his everything when he was sad...even now Shun saved him in person. The anger became more and more relevant. Some people don't realize when you suffer from mental illness like depression and Aniexty....It also can cause more anger because they mix their sadness into anger until all thats left is anger. That is exactly what James was doing in his head. 'I know I'm stupid, ugly, and more over but to call Shun trash is another thing.'

He looked at the other with a crooked saddistic smile planted on his face.

"Lisen asshole. you can call me whatever the fuck you want I have been called way worse that you can ever persive. I was trying to be nice because unbenounced to you I grew up with out a family, so I know how important one is." As he went on the anger in his voice was sharp like a snakes teeth biting into its prey. "I know Oh Trust me I know, family can do stupid things, but they are blood don't you ever turn your back on your own blood. And what were you trying to do impress me with your english, holy fuck, you know what langue is better almost anything, Jappenesse sounds like an eligant tune, aribic sound like out asetors, but english..english i grew up where you had to know two languase Spanish and english just to make it, it's nothing special. Espailally when you add nothing to it, At least when Shun tries to talk in english he doesn't sound like a twat like you!" James was screaming at this point. He was done! And in his anger he kicked the other, who was not expecting it, straight in the nuts.

"You desvere pain." He seethed

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Harusei simply laughs. And laughs. He doesn't even bother answering this time, and just laughs harder. It wasn't them who betrayed Shun, it was Shun who betrayed them. And he wasn't trying to impress James at all, in fact, it was to enrage the guy even more. He even went as far as to make James believe that he had a chance to actually kick him, but at the last moment, grabs James's foot and flips him, up and over, and slamming him straight on his back.

 

Before James could get up, Harusei steps on James's chest with one foot, pinning him down, his strength far more than that of James. He looks down, pressing a bit with his foot. "Did you actually think you had a chance against me?!? Ha! As if! You're a moron." He was now speaking Japanese, and like his brother's voice, it was beautiful, but at the same time cold and mean.

[Funny Otaku]

James squirmed underneath the presser of the foot.

"Get off I can't breathe." He choked out.

James cuts that were still healing, around 3 on each arm, were opened and bleeding.

"That hurts"

James was just so done. The the others strength was more, he was able to grab his leg and push the other on his back.

"NO i didn't think i could beat you. Oh no not the great Harusei." James replied sarcastically.

He kneed the other in the chest, pushing all his weight on his knee, on the others chest. Soon he was able to get one punch in on the face.

"What did Shun ever do to you, you, unworthy peasant!" James scream and pressed his hands into the others neck choking him. James..Wasn't James. He was anger and pain....And this. This was his punching bag. He squeezed harder and harder around the others throat.

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Lying on his back, he simply smirks up at James. "I'm only letting you think you're winning." Harusei mocks, laughing when he was punched, but then when he was choked, all hell broke loose. He slams his knee up, straight into James's gut, and flips him over. Getting to his feet, he grabs James by the hair and proceeds to pull him up to his own feet.

 

His eyes flashing, he flips forward, kicking down onto James's head with his heel of his left foot, then right as he lands, jumps flipping backwards, kicking up with his right foot, slamming right into the other's chin. It wasn't over. Once on both feet, he spins on his left leg, and kicks James in the side, sending him flying, straight into the glass wall, a crack appearing in the glass. Blood smears down it, and Harusei walks over, picking James up by the front of his shirt.

 

He kicks the glass, shattering the whole thing, and without even a blink of an eye, proceeds to force James onto his back, his head, shoulders, and upper half hanging out in mid air, only being held in place by Harusei, who was holding onto his shirt. His feet were on James's hands, and his knees pressed against his arms, sitting on James's stomach. "You sure you still want to fuck with me, hot shot? Believe me, I could kill you now, and get away with it!" The wind was strong, whistling in their ears because of how high up they were. He glares at James, a hateful smirk on his lips. "It's you're choice."