18+ Dramatical Murder: Still Here.

[Sly Blue]

Fandom: Dramatical Murder.

 

Pairing: Sly Blue/Sei.

 

Genre: Angst. Badly written angst at that.

 

Summary: Just a simple oneshot that my friend inspired me to write one late night some time ago.

Trigger warning for suicide, self harm mention and of course death. Enjoy the read.

You can also have the lovely song that inspired this:

 

 

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He had lost track on how long it had been, since he had felt the warmth of the other. He tried to remember the sound of his voice, his lingering touches as Sly slept. The frail fingers that traced along his back to wake him up and the soft kisses that woke him up in the morning.

 

He stared at his ceiling, blinking every now and then to remove the tears that seemed to run down his cheek. Glancing over he looked at the wrinkled sheets covered on his bedside, he reached out to touch the soft fabric that once had his brother nestled in the sheets but he retracted it. He bit his lip as he shut his eyes trying to focus on getting some sleep for once.

 

Though the same image just came flashing in his mind, he could remember it all. The moment when Sei was going downhill after he was rescued from Platinum Jail, He had always been weak and quiet from the moment he arrived back to his home, their home. The place where he laughed and smiled with him, though Sly had no idea what was going on in his head.

 

He had….always looked so happy despite the many scars that coated his body, Sly was always careful with him, planting kisses on every scar and mark on his damaged skin. He remembered the time when he did that and feeling that familiar shudder, he remembered glancing up and seeing a smiling Sei. The words "I love you." leaving his lips.

 

He was the one person who taught Sly how to love, regardless of how little he knew about it. He was the only person who truly completed Sei.

 

"Sei?" Sly managed to call out before being greeted with silence, usually he was greeted with a sweet hello when he entered the house. The only noise that seemed to echo the house was the TV noise in the background and Tae-san was cooking his meal in the background. "Aoba, go get your brother for his dinner. He’s been quiet all day." She muttered as she prepared the stew she had on the boiler. Sly simply let out a small groan before matching up the stairs, Sei was most likely sleeping anyway, he did a lot of that lately. He walked over to his room before dumping his bag down and kicking his shoes off, glancing around the room.

 

"Huh, not here." He mumbled and looked at the ruffled up sheets. "Yup, must’ve just woke up." he cracked his neck side to side before he could hear the faint sound of water running in his bathroom, the male wore a mischievous grin on his face as he crept closer to the door. Oh god, he was gonna scare Sei so bad, then probably laugh as Sei chased him out in just a towel. What a perfect visual.

 

Though the moment he kicked the door open, he was greeted with a horrific sight. The colour drained from Sly’s face as he took in the scene, Sei was sitting upwards against the counter. A razor blade clasped in one hand and on the other arm, his sleeve was rolled up and a large cut with dried blood on it was travelling down his arm, his blood was splattered onto his white sweater. Sly dropped to his knees, hot tears flooded to his face. Loud sobbing echoing the house before Tae bolted up the stairs, only to be met with the same horrible sight, only staring in disbelief.

 

"Sei….Sei, please…." Sly mumbled before crawling over, wrapping his arms around his brother tightly, burying his head into Sei’s shoulder. Just wanting to feel his brother’s warmth, for any sign that he wasn’t completely gone, though now it was too late. Tae-san had already called the hospital, and after several attempts managed to pry Sly’s grip from his brother. Sly trembled in Tae-san’s arms struggling to swallow the sight of his brother’s lifeless body.

 

He was gone, he was really gone.

 

Sly bit back harsh words as the images flashed before his eyes, he buried his head into his pillow, still trembling in shock. It had been six months since Sei’s death and he was still coming to terms with it. Though he swore he could feel someone brush against his cheek, it was soft and warm…just like….him.

 

Wait—-

 

He was quick to tilt his head, a transparent form appearing before him. It was smiling before him, though it was bittersweet. He recognised the form straight away. The ghostly fingers traced along his face, his thumbs brushing away his tears. Sly brought his hand up before trying to cup Sei’s cheek, just wanting to feel him once more.

 

Sei brought a hand to Sly’s before nuzzling it a little before leaning in before placing a faint kiss on his lips, mouthing the same words he said at the start.

 

"I love you Sly, thank you for everything." he said in a faint whisper, Sly managing to fight his tears back. Feeling that warm feeling he felt again before the form dispel before him, leaving him with his memories again.

 

"No…" he managed to mumble inbetween sobs, trying to catch his breath before sitting up, gripping his brothers sweater before burying his face into it.

 

"Please come back…"

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