the principles of falling in love ((hal7283 and alexia))*private

[hal7283]

Kaname looked back with teary eyes and said: "It's..it's okay. I just need ...... a little time to get used to you. I'm happy too." He made a weak smile trying to ease Nagisa' mind. To be honest Kaname was overwhelmed with joy. Comparing to that, this pain was nothing to bother with. In fact a part of Kaname was almost enjoying the pain, as it was proof that Kaname and Nagisa were now joined as one.

 

Kaname smiled as he felt the kiss on his back, and thanked Nagisa in his heart for trying to ease his pain. The stroking was rather fruitless at first because his penis had grown soft due to the pain earlier, but gradually it became hard again as the pain from behind slowly ceased. He could feel his rear instinctively tightened in response to the intrusion, then lose up, then tightened again. And this constant movement was sending strange sensations over his lower body.

 

Kaname looked back again and said: "Thanks for waiting, it must be hard to stay still inside me like that....You can move now."

[alexia__]

He could feel Kaname tighten all around him and then ease up. Despite everything he was glad the boy was feeling it, so he continued to stroke slowly.

Despite his composure, Nagisa was in desperate need of movement and once he was reassured to more a gasp of air left him mouth and slowly pulled out. He hadn't realized how much tension he had been holding in until he began to move.

Slowly all the way out and then pushed in completely.

Moans escaped his mouth.

[hal7283]

Kaname whimpered as the length inside him began to move, which resulted in another wave of discomfort. Although it wasn't as bad as before, Kaname wasn't getting much pleasure from it. The only source of pleasure was Nagisa's hand stroking his length, and the psychological satisfaction, which combined were enough to keep Kaname going.

 

After a while he got more used to the movement inside him, and Kaname was surprised by the pulses of pleasure he was feeling from his length, as it seemed somehow different from before. He thought to himself: "Perhaps it had something to do with Nagusa stimulating me from the inside." He began to moan lightly from the pleasure.

 

"Nagisa..... I want to...I want to see your face...." Kaname said with a voice which almost sounded like pleading. The current position was making it hard for Kaname to see Nagisa, and at the moment he felt a strong urge to do so. Even though he wasn't near orgasm, he knew that Nagisa was probably close to his climax, and he wanted to see his expression.

[alexia__]

Hearing Kaname's voice caused him to stop and chuckle, it was unbelievable how much he found Kaname cute. Slowly he pulled out and turned the boy around so he's back was to the tree, with his good hand Nagisa lifted Kaname's hip enough so that he could enter the other again. Like before he took his time entering the boy, who was still extremely tight.

"K-kaname" he beaths out loving the warmth from inside. Without much restraint he began to move, but the slow pace was a complete tease.

 

Nagisa felt himself close to orgasm and was glad he could see Kaname's face to kiss him away at every given moment. His lips were placed over the others, his tongue searching for Kaname's. He felt so bad Kaname was not sharing his pleasure but everything was bliss at the moment and Nagisa couldn't concentrate in much.

His free hand tightly hugged Kaname's waist as he came. His lips broke away and moans were replaced, softly he whispered his partners name.

[hal7283]

Kaname moaned sweetly when he was kissed. He felt a little bit guilty because the position they were having was clearly more demanding for Nagisa, especially with one of his hands still not fully recovered. But the expression on Nagisa's face was simply too good, too beautiful, too alluring to miss. As Nagisa.wrapped. his hand tightly. around his waist he heard the change in Nagisa'voice, and felt the thrust being the strongest so far. He smiled knowing that Nagisa had came.

 

They stayed like.that for a bit longer until Nagisa eventually pulled away, and he moaned as the widest part of the length existed his rear. Kaname was quite exhausted at this point and leaned weakly on the tree, his penis has also softened as he was too tired to even care about not coming himself.

 

"Let's go home Nagisa. We should get to bed as soon as possible, or we'll feel like shit tomorrow."

[alexia__]

He embraced Kaname once they had dressed and finished, helping him to the car was easy enough because the boy was sluggish and tired.

Nagisa smiled like a dumb folded idiot the entire time, he was so happy and giggly that he could barely hide his excitement. A kiss was placed on Kaname's forehead before he helped the other out of the car once they arrived.

The house was dark making it easier for them to sneak quietly to their rooms.

"Kaname are you alright?" He asks in a whisper "please rest"

The door to the boys room was opened and Nagisa helped him settle for bed. Until he too left for his room.

[hal7283]

Kaname laid on the bed exhausted. The discomfort from his rear still lingered but he was too tired to care. And soon he fell into a deep sleep. The next morning he woke up feeling awful, not only from the lack of sleep, the discomfort from his rear, but also from inability to come last night. But he dealt with it with a splash of cold water to the face and returned to normal.

 

Days past by as usual, and during that time Kaname and Nagisa had tried once more, but the result was pretty much the same: Kaname wasn't able to come from being entered. Although he tried his best not to show it, but frustration was surely building up inside him.

 

One day after school, when they've finished practicing together to school Kaname said to Nagisa: "There's something I need to do, why don't you go home first?" and ran off before Nagisa could react. He returned home hours later. When being asked where did he went on his own Kaname just passed it off and change the subject quickly. He locked himself inside his room after dinner and ignore all attempt to contact him.

 

The next morning Kaname woke up even earlier than usual, and he looked terrible. His mother asked if he was okay and he replied: "Nothing mom. Just didn't sleep well last night."

[alexia__]

After many days of a repeating pattern Nagisa was almost too sure of Kaname's possible anger and attitude. In many cases he had been going around late and waking up early in the morning, it had been weeks since the two had talked for more the five minutes. Every time Nagisa stood a chance to speak to him someone would interrupt him, specially his father who seemed to more preoccupied with Nagisa than ever. Private sessions increased and so did torture.

 

And after the incident from the other night that finally make Nagisa lose a screw. Irritation was an understatement but it made it far worse when his communication skills were zero to nothing.

His step mother was only trying to be nice to him at the dinner table but his own attitude betrayed his fake smile.

"Nagisa be nice to your mother" were his fathers words before Nagisa stood up and began to scream his heart out.

 

"What mother! You damn hypocrite!" a ball formed at the back of his throat "she's not my mother, like hell. She's better off just leaving alone the child that is not her concerns"

And after that not much changed, just this time he did not speak anymore. A robotic attitude formed, and although he later apologized for his words Nagisa had a growing feeling the woman knew what his own internal problem was. He assumed his father had too spoken about it.

 

'Why is Kaname ignoring me' he asked himself everyday at any hour; distracted, confused, and agitated he had no way of getting answers.

[hal7283]

This morning Kaname looked even worse than before. While he shrugged it off as usual it didn't ease the tension in the room. He kept his silence on the way to school but one could tell that something was wrong with Kaname, as he was breathing heavily. He waved farewell to Nagisa as they part their ways, and kept his face away from Nagisa almost the whole time.

 

 

Kaname spent the whole morning with his arms folded on the table and his head resting on his them. All attempts of his classmates to see if he was okay was passed off with a simple "Just haven't slept well." When it was finally lunch time Kaname dashed out of the classroom immediately and went to the room with all the piano parts where Nagisa had took him before. He took out his cell phone and sent a simple "Come to the 'piano parts room'. Now." to Nagisa. And after that he leaned weakly on the door, breathing heavily, his face blushed red and his body was shivering lightly.

[alexia__]

Stubbornly he kept himself from asking anything. Doin anything, and caring of anything. It was so selfish on his part but what more could he do.

Kaname's breathing was fairly visible, even to someone who was ignoring him. Throughout the day Nagisa spent his hours calling people from the boy's class. But the answer was usually the same

'He says he didn't sleep too well' which was the answer back home too. And irritate scowl was forming on Nagisa's brows before he was surprised by a vibration on his pocket.

His body shot out of the classroom once he read it.

It felt like so long since Kaname had called for him that it was almost foreign. He was about to reach for the door before he notice Kaname leaning on it, his own confidence disappearing completely

"K-Kaname"

[hal7283]

'Nagisa...!" Kaname seemed relieved when he saw Nagisa coming from a distance, like someone stranded on an island finally saw rescue coming. He moved aside from the door and gestured Nagisa to open it, since he was the one who had the key for this place. As soon as the door was opened Kaname dragged Nagisa inside and locked the door behind them.

 

"Nagisa...I..!" Kaname looked at Nagisa with teary eyes, his face was red to the tip of his ears, his breathing was rapid and heavy, and his whole body was shivering: "I want to .... show you something...."

 

Kaname took a few steps back, which seemed difficult for him for some reason. Suddenly he began to unbuckle his belt and his trousers felled off instantly, and at the same time a low, buzzing sound could be heard coming from Kaname's lower body. He turned around slowly leaning slightly forward, with one hand on one side of his rear pulling it slightly to the side, and a black handle could be seen clearly sticking out of Kaname's entrance.

 

Kaname turned his head back and said: "After the last time I thought...ah!... you may feel bad for me not coming so.... so I thought I should prepare myself...so.......Ah!" his speech was interrupted when the buzzing became stronger. He managed to get a hold of himself and continued : "I let you go home alone that day and....umm....and I went to this toy shop and got this....and I've left it inside me pretty much ever since.... It felt horrible at first but gradually I got used to it, then this morning... AH!! This morning it started to feel...good...Too good!"

 

Kaname reached his hand to the handle and began to pull the toy out slowly, stretching his entrance open as the wider part existed his body. He moaned in relief as the whole thing finally was out. It was a cone-looking plug vibrating. Kaname turned the thing off and walked back to Nagisa, but lost his balance and pretty much rammed into his chest.

 

"I wanted to.... to keep it a secret after the next time we do it, but I can't....I can't hold it anymore.... I felt like I was about to come because of the toy. No no no no no I don't want my first time to be from that toy, I want it to be you. Please Nagisa....! Please!" Kaname looked at Nagisa almost desperately.

[alexia__]

His first impression was alarming. Kaname looked sick or perhaps far worse than that but the blush was so natural that Nagisa wondered what was going on.

'Show me...?' He asked himself now restating all his thoughts again.

 

He swallowed back saliva as the other unbuckled his pants and everything was revealed. Nagisa was now, more curious that worried, and it grew as he heard a vibrating sound. First he questioned his own ideas but then he was proven correct after seeing what was inside Kaname.

'No...freaking way...!' He told himself as his eyebrows shot up in surprise.

Nagisa felt himself growing hard as he heard and saw what was Kaname. The way he was standing did no help Nagisa either as he tried not to look but it was all so inviting.

"I-i see...." He replies understanding a bit better the situation now.

The whole picture was so sensual and agitating that Nagisa found himself lookin for a distraction, although it did not help when Kaname feel all over Nagisa and their bodies became so close.

His hands embraced the other boy closely and chuckled slightly when hearing the others cry "You're far more sexual than you give for" he says moving his hand to the others opening. Bellow it was stretched and wet, the hot sensation against his fingers drove him crazy.

"Okay" Nagisa guided Kaname to a desk at the corner of the room, there he told the boy to lean against it and open his legs.

Nagisa unbuckled his pants letting his own needy erection come out. Slowly he rubbed it around teasing and building up his desire, but it did not last long as he grew tempted to put it inside.

"Will you let me see you play with yourself next time Kaname?" He asks settling at the entrance "I found it quite erotic when you had that inside of you" slowly he pushed in until reaching the end.

[hal7283]

Kaname had difficulty walking straight and only managed to get to the desk with Nagisa's help. He supported himself with his hands and spread his legs, panting heavily. He looked back and pleaded: "Yes I'll show you, so please... please put your penis inside me.... All those time not able to come, and all those time with that toy inside me.... I can't take it anymore.... Please Nagisa... make me come..."

[alexia__]

"Ah...Kaname you can't tell me stuff like that" he whispers beginning to move now "you'll drive me crazy". Nagisa slammed himself inside Kaname seeing that there was no discomfort and he could easy move now.

He began to thrust at a fairly far speed. From inside he felt Kaname clench around him but proceeded on.

[hal7283]

"Ah..Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!" Kaname moaned out loudly in a high pitched voice the moment he felt Nagisa entering him. He leaned backward making a arch with his spine. His muscled tightened and his body trembled fiercely as if he was electrocuted. A wave of sensation unlike anything he'd felt before spread from his rear, and it felt good beyond belief. It was the same time cum burst out of his penis painting a milk-white line on the desk. This "seizure" lasted for a while before it finally passed and he collapsed on the table.

 

But it wasn't long before he support his body up again and began to move his hips to match the movement of Nagisa. All the frustration built up inside him can't be satisfied with only coming once. And more importantly, he can't be satisfied unless Nagisa had also been fully satisfied. "Nagisa..I want more..." he pleaded in a soft voice as he looked back.

[alexia__]

He closed his eyes as he felt Kaname cum, the boy was clenching so tightly around him that he had to breath a couple of times to not cum also.

His eyes met Kaname's when he turned around and Nagisa kissed him slightly "of course"

His hands wrapped around Kaname's small waist and began to move. He increased, faster and faster until he was pounding himself into the other desperately wanting more.

His hand moved to roughly grasp the boys ass leaving red marks all over it as he felt the soft skin under his touch. Nagisa could perfectly see all of Kaname's body and how seductive it has become. He had not realized this before but the boys moans were like music, perfectly pitched and tuned. His lips moved to the back of Kaname's neck and left a dark hickey there, but he continued to suck.

[hal7283]

The long awaited floods of pleasure was so powerful, so overwhelming that Kaname was certain that his brain went blank for a while. All he could do was moan, louder and louder. If he coukd hear himself with his normal state of mind he would die of embarrassment due to how sensual the moans were. Soon he felt the pleasure spreading from behind was building up towarda another climax.

 

"Nagisa..! Nagisa...! I'm..I'm....! Ah..AhAhaaaaah!!" As his voice reached his peak his body tightened and began to shiver again. After the climax has passed he collapsed on the desk, panting heavily.

[alexia__]

Nagisa felt like a thirsty animal wanting more. He would've never assumed that Kaname was such a sexual person yet he could not complain at all.

"M-me too" he replies hearing the other burst into a cry if moans and tighten all around making Nagisa cum a few seconds after. He collapsed over Kaname but not enough to make him uncomfortable.

His breath was heavy matching Kaname's.

[hal7283]

Kaname panted heavily as he felt the weight of Nagisa on top of him. It was heavy and warm, and somehow he liked being pressed tightly under Nagisa, as he could almost feel every breath, every pulse from the lovely man on top of him. He smiled and allow this to go on for a while.

 

When their breathing finally returned to normal Kaname reached his hand up and kocked lightly on Nagisa's head and chuckled: "You wanna get off from me already? You're a bit heavy you know."

[alexia__]

Softly Nagisa bit Kaname's shoulder and chuckled "sorry" his body was warm and sweaty but he assumed that it wouldn't be noticeable that he;d just had sex, with his step-brother.

 

Nagisa feel back and sat on a chair near, his shirt was slightly open showing some of his chest. His blonde hair a mess and his own eye appeared to be dark blue hems. He followed with constant eyes every move Kaname made and found them to be seductive, and smooth. How could a boy be so captivating? he couldn't even answer himself.

[hal7283]

Kaname got up once Nagisa moved away. He shivered a bit as the warmth of Nagisa's body left him. He put his clothes and pants on, slightly shivered from the lingering sensations from his rear.

 

Kaname walked towards Nagisa and sat beside him, leaning on his shoulders. He looked up at Nagisa and smiled shyly: "Thanks Nagisa...it was wonderful." He paused for a second and said : "Sorry for all the drama for the past few days.... I wasn't thinking straight because... you know... not coming... You really can't make good decisions when it's your lower body who was doing the thinking."

[alexia__]

He chuckled slightly but payed no mind to it, placing his hand around the other "don't worry"

In general he couldn't blame the other because some of the things that happened were mostly Nagisa's fault and he knew all that too well. In addition to that little fight with his step-mother that still bothered him far more than it should.

 

"You were better than me" he says "I never expected all of that...from you" he smiles for a second almost surprised his lover turned into a lusty searching animal; but no complains there.

[hal7283]

"Neither did I. I wasn't exactly the sexual type before I met you. So it's all your fault." Kaname turned to look straight at Nagisa and said: "You better take reaponsibility." Kaname paused a second and chuckled: "Just kidding. All you have to be responsible is your own happiness, I'm happy when you're happy."

 

Kaname looked at the time with his cell and said: "Thankfully there's still time. We should probably go and get something to eat, or we'll be starving for the rest of the day."

[alexia__]

"Food's on me" he says, before leaving Nagisa fixed up his shirt and hair.

And so with their problem fixed everything turned a different color for Nagisa. His mood improved tremendously and the days smoothed out. As the concert week approached the school was decorated with all sorts of different banners and flyers. Some to vote for their favorites and others announcing them.

It was a bit challenging for Nagisa but with Kaname the song was played and perfected. The day of the concert was brain wrecking.

 

"Don't worry Kaname we will be fine" he says holding to the others hand, although that was mostly for himself.

[hal7283]

Time passed by and soon it was the day of the concert. The two were in the waiting area along with the other contenders. In his mind he was replaying all the notes and all the movements of his fingers endlessly, trying to fill up his mind. But something else held on in his mind which prevented him to calm down. Fear, anxiety, self loathing and all of those unnameable dark thoughts scrambled into a black cloud which gradually spread and loomed over his mind. It was at that moment that he felt the warmth over his fingers and he looked up, seeing Nagisa looking at him, and despite his best effort to hide it, he could see Nagisa was nervous himself.

 

"Yeah. We'll be fine. I got your back and you got mine. Nothing can go wrong." Kaname smiled. He was still nervous as hell, but he knew with Nagisa at his side he could do anything, and a mere piano concert is but a piece of cake compare to what they'll face together in the future.