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"Hold pillow..?" he said questionably at the never before heard of term.

Before realizing it the food was gone from his plate and he moved to the fridge reaching for a small bottle of honey.

Quickly he sat back and began to drink some of the content, watching Kaname eat.

His small mouth took cute miniature bites that were all too adorable for

a boy in his teens.

"What's that?" he asked with a mouth full of honey

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"Hmm? It's exactly what the name implies, a pillow for someone to hold while sleeping. I guess the analogy was too obscure? How about a doll? A teddy bear? Anyway it seems that I have gotten used to have a big warm thing beside me in bed." He put the last part of the sandwich inside his mouth and said: "Sadly I didn't have anything last night. That must be the reason I didn't sleep well."

 

He drank he last bit of juice from the glass and took all the dishes to the sink. "Give me a second with the dishes and we can get going."

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"mhhhm" answered Nagisa watching the other just move around now.

It made sense what Kaname had said, in a way also showing just how cute everything he did was, about the bear or comfort blanket but all Nagisa could picture in his head was a warm sunny day, or the feeling when he played piano.

 

Maybe it was because he never had his hold pillow, or perhaps because it was lost at a young age, but nothing like that was ever give to him. Overall it sounded like something a mother gave to a child during the night, so when they slept the absence would not be as great...but what if the mother was always absent.

The feeling made his sour and immediately Nagisa brushed it off, like always.

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Kaname looked at the mixture of emotions on Nagisa's face, but wasn't the ones he was expecting. "Still don't get it? Well I guess it's a good sign, that everything is straight forward with you." Nagisa chuckled as he pick up his school bag and waled towards Nagisa, tapping his hand on Nagisa's shoulder he smiled: " Come on, let's go to school. And one more thing, can we find a nice and quiet place during the lunch break so I can catch up with some sleeping? I'm counting on you, my big pillow!" Kaname laughed lightly as he walked out the house door.

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"Pillow?" asked the other and "I though you wanted me hard instead of soft" with a wickedly wide smile

he passed by Kaname and picks up his own bag. That they the boy's walked to school, not only because it was a beautiful day but because it allowed for more time with each other.

 

"I guess tonight they will catch up with us about everything.." said Nagisa as his bag slightly slapped the side of his leg. The morning sun hit his blue eyes, making them an aqua light but their attention did not waver from Kaname.

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"Catch up....you mean mom and dad? Well just leave out the...umm...sensitive parts and we should be fine. Or do you want to collude the testimony first?" Kaname joked as they walked towards School. Kaname closed his eyes, feeling the warmth of the morning sun and the coolness of the gentle breeze, which seems to take all worries away. He enjoyed the rest of the walk with Nagisa, there isn't really much need for words as he was perfectly fine sharing a moment of clam and silence with him. When they finally reached the door of the school it almost felt too soon.

 

"So see you on lunch break? Where do you think we should go?"

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"T-testimony d-don't joke about that" answered Nagisa a bit flushed and alarmed at the same time. The silence of the moment was perfectly welcomed as the calmness took over. It was fairly enjoyable the two of them there.

It didn't take long for parting but he smiled and pointed at a small bench under some trees

"Meet me there, I'll take you somewhere nice" he replied before stepping closer but is mind snapped realizing this was not a nice dream ad backed away

"See ya Yamamoto-Kun" a slight blushed could be seen on the boys face as he walked away

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Kaname smiled and waved at Nagisa, and saw his back disappear into the music building. Kaname closed his eyes and took a deep breath, and when he opened his eyes again he had "shifted his gear": he has put on the persona of the "everyone's friend." He went to his classroom and socialized with his friends as usual, chatting about random stuff and made jokes about everything and anything. When the teacher came into the classroom he than put on the persona of "the good student."'

 

And so time flies by, and it was soon at lunch break. Kaname remembered the bench Nagisa said and he quickly walked there, keeping his excitement hidden well under his calm expression. When he arrived at the place Nagisa wasn't there yet, so he sat down on the bench and looked around.

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It seems that his delay from practicing had caught up to the young prodigy, the second he stepped into class books and sheet music were place in his hands. Some for analysis others to memorize and place. Everything would turn into a huge headache once he got home to play it but he let himself wave by.

Now he ran down the hallway papers and books in hand towards the spot he'd told Kaname, the teacher had insisted he'd stay after class to annotate a few things in the music and now he was late.

 

The small bench came into view as he exited the main hall, and he slowed down his running.

"K-kanama" he calls out if breath approaching the other when a sudden gush of wind blows, making a few papers slam to his face.

"ahh!"

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"Be careful!" Kaname rushed to Nagisa's side and helped pick up the papers scattering around them. "There's really no need to rush, I mean you don't want another broken finger do you? And bessides.." Kaname handed the papers to Nagisa and smiled: "I kind of enjoyed the time waiting for you., it's like.....umm...how should I put it....like the drive to the toy store when you were a kid, or the line before getting into a concert? Either way you know something good is assured."

 

"Speaking of something good, how about we go to the cafeteria and grab a sandwich, then we can go to the 'somewhere nice' you talked about?"

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"To think I've never been to the cafeteria in this school" he adds as bot boys walk there. The closer they got the more students appeared in the hallway and others simply gathering wit their groups. The large room was completely white with small tables scattered around. Towards the ending large windows decorated the sides letting a bright light in.

 

The amount of people in that room was scary yet refreshing.

"I'll wait over there" he told Kaname as he headed to an empty table and placed the books in it, they were somewhat heave specially since one of his hands was not completely available. His eyes remained on the other boy, and he waited.

Nagisa's vision was soon interrupted by a white shirt that stepped in front of him .

"Na-gi-sa-kun" said the cheery voice.

"Kaito" he replied trying to look past the boy.

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Kaname went to pick up some sandwiches as well as two bottles of drinks before going to the line before the cashier. He turned to look at Nagisa to check out how he was doing and saw a boy blocking his view who seems to be talking to Nagisa. For a moment he felt a bit upset towards the boy for preventing him from looking at the cute face of Nagisa, but soon shrug the thought of. "You're getting dangerously possessive, Kaname!" He thought to himself.

 

After paying for the food he grab them and walked towards Nagisa and smiled : "Sorry to keep you waiting, here's your share." He then extended his hand to the stranger and said : "My name is Kaname, I'm Nagisa's step brother. Nice to meet you."

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"Kaito" said Nagisa growing a bit impatient "move dammit"

But before he could push the boy away Kaname showed up handing him a share of the sandwiches. Closely the boy watched at Kaname introduce himself to Kaito which irritated the other slightly

 

'Don't tell him your name idiot' though Nagisa as Kaname extended his hand.

"Huh!" said Kaito surprised. Quickly he looked back at Nagisa and leaned in closer to him, slightly scaring the piano player

"Y-you never mentioned a step brother" he asked while keeping his eyes on Kaname.

The closeness of Kaito was making Nagisa a bit uncomfortable, not too mention that Kaname was right in front of them.

 

Kaito's hand wraps around Nagisa and he smiles at the other boy "Keep an eye on him for me, Nagisa is my lover"

 

Nagisa's body backed away from Kaito at an alarming rate, almost falling off the chair but he remained frozen. The comment would surely give anyone the wrong idea.

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Kaname froze for a second before realizing what's going on, but he was quick to regain his clam and soon burst out laughing. The voice was so loud and his movements were so exaggerated that it caught the attention of everyone in the cafeteria.

 

"Hahahahahaha! Nagisa's lover you say? Man that's a good one! Hahaha! Yeah right Mr Caserova good luck with that! Seriously I mean it! Good luck with that! Hahahaha!"

 

As he was laughing he reached his hand and grabbed Nagisa's wrist, and began to pull him away from the scene, gradually speeding up until they were pretty much running. And as soon as they left the cafeteria Kaname stopped laughing and asked with a smile:" So where should we go?"

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A frown formed on Nagisa's face as he saw Kaname's smile. It was fake, and probably hurt.

A million times in his head he cursed Kaito, over and over until there were no left curse words to say to the boy. His eyes dropped to the floor ashamed.

"I'm sorry Kaname" he said with a choked voice "I've never...with anyone..."

but there was nothing he could say. Ideas could be formed, things imagines, and he didn't know if Kaname trusted him too much. Not that he could blame the boy, for their relationship was still young.

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Kaname slowed down and turned to look at Nagisa, he looked around and saw nobody around. He walked close to Nagisa and hugged him : "You don't have to feel ashamed. I know you are popular, remember Hanako? When we went to karaoke? I've seen how your admirers could get a bit aggressive. But the next time when someone make a move like that, be a bit firm and reject them clearly would you? Punch them in the face if necessary, cause staying frozen doesn't help. It only give people false hope. But I AM angry about one thing....."

 

Kaname raised his head and looked at Nagisa with a angry look, but it was pretended and soon he broke a smile, he kissed Nagisa lightly and said: "Never been with anyone? That hurts. You're with me aren't you?"

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All while blushing he smiles back and nods. If it was one thing he was completely thankful for, was Kaname's mature attitude. If it was anyone else they surely would've complained and even accused Nagisa of cheating.

"Thank you" he said now grabbing the boy's hand and leading him on.

 

That side of the school was completely empty, if anything about two students would pass by the entire day. Aside from the music professor, Nagisa was the only one to held the keys. The door was opened to a lovely white room full of piano pieces and broken down keys, two large doors were opened letting soft wind enter, the curtains moving around dancing to natures blow. A large board was at the end of the room, with music stapled to it, some highlighted and others with red ink markings on it. Obviously from Nagisa.

"Welcome" he told the other closing the door behind them.

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"This is a nice place indeed! Do you come here often?" Kaname said as he looked curiously around the room. He found a spot at the corner and sat down, leaning on the wall he gestured to let Nagisa sit beside him. He took out the sandwich and took a bite into the sandwich. "Hmm....could use a bit black pepper in this.." he mutter as he swallowed the mouthful and drank the juice from the bottle.

 

Soon he swallowed up the whole sandwich and he stretched out his hands, yawning at the same time. He leaned on Nagisa and asked : "Can we take a nap right now?"

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"Depends, this is actually one of my classes" he adds sitting down next to the boy.

He ate the food while day dreaming here and there, not of anything in particular.

 

Chuckling at Kaname's question "well you're already leaning on me" he scoots closer to make it comfortable for the other. It was long until he felt the other slump into his body, probably becoming drowsy and tired.

The afternoon was perfect for a nap but he usually did not have the lightest mood during sunny days. The rain was far more comfortable to Nagisa.

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Kaname chuckled lightly as his eyelids got heavier and heavier, but he still managed to muster enough energy in him to grab Nagisa's shoulder, and with a swift movement grabbed him down to the floor. Kaname turned on his side and had his hands wrapped around Nagisa, sinking his face into Nagisa's chest.

 

"This is better....don't worry I've set the alarm with my cell phone. So.....goodnight? I guess?" And Kaname fell silent, falling into deep sleep.

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It was then that it occurred to Nagisa if Kaname ever got enough sleep at night. it wasn't the first time he slept at random times, even Nagisa did it but usually after a heavy day. For some time he stayed there listening to the other breath, sensing his soft movement.

Then he closed his, not to fall asleep but enjoy the moment,

"You know I hate bright sunny days" murmurs Nagisa feeling the need to get this off his chest, specially since no one could hear him, but there was still someone there.

"It reminds me of her" his voice was now low as he thought of his mother.

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Kaname slept, feeling the warmth of his love beside him. He thought he had heard Nagisa say something but his consciousness fade away too quickly to hear it clearly.

 

The lunch break ended too soon for Kaname's liking, as the alarm began to rang he opened his eyes. It took him a brief moment to graps the reality again and he stared at Nagisa, tightening his arms around him, and said with teary eyes: ".......You know.....I got scared for a moment there....worrying that it was all just a dream...you and me....I'm not dreaming now right?"

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"Kaname" he murmured under his breath taken aback at the boy's reaction.

His eyes scanned the other seeing as to how he was all teared up and flushed. Hugging his body he said "Well am I good looking in your dream as well?" he asked tightening the hug to reassure the other of everything.

 

It startled him slightly that Kaname would have such a reaction, and it also got him thinking as to why because it really had been a surprise.

'Was there something he had not been told?' he though now but despite smiled and comforted the other

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Kaname wiped the tears off and smiled shyly: "Sorry, but sometimes all of this seems too good to be true." He pushed up his body and stood up, extending his hand to drag Nagisa up: "It's about time to go to class. I don't want you to get late because of me."

 

They walked out of the room and just when they were about to go their separate ways Kaname asked: "Oh, I forgot to ask, where should we practice for the musci contest now? Since mom and dad is back home now and you want it to be a surprise, should we practice at school then?"

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"Yes that would be smart, I just need to get used to it" he says bringing the arm up and slightly smiling.

Nagisa new that he'd have to work twice as hard if he wanted to get ahead, and not disappoint Kaname.

After that, the day flew by. Class being completely irrelevant to Nagisa who was day dreaming all throughout.

"Nagisa! since you can day dream, define this" said the older teacher pointing at the board

 

"Fifth interval" he answers and smiles at the man, who gives him a mocking look, which makes the students giggle.

After the man continues his teaching, Nagisa pulls his phone out for a quick text

 

Thinking of you Kaname

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