My Desire [18+] mik3la and Key

[mik3la]

"The more you struggle the more I will want to see more of you" he said grinning at the boy, moving the hand down again, this time reaching for the pants, slipping his hand between the edge and the skin, touching the boys thing, rubbing it slowly.

"You sure are an interesting fallow" he whispered kissing his shoulder and neck, biting slowly on the flesh.

[Key-Tokki]

Hibuki froze when he felt finger creep under the waist band of his pants, "What are you," He started, but was caught off as his breath hitched and seemed to be caught in his throat. His signs of struggle completely stopping as he found himself practically unable to move. His lower area tensed up, reacting to the touch almost immediately, his toes curled in the sheets and his fists clenched where they lay, still above his head. The blush on his cheeks only redened at the sound of the others voice in his ear, he knew he needed to struggle, to try and kick the other off of him but it seemed like all of his strength was draining out of him. He soft groan that surprised even him escaped his lips as he felt unfamiliar teeth biting into his neck, his head subconsciously tilted to the side and he found himself unable to even murmur a word of resistance.

[mik3la]

Feeling the boys body tense beneath him, made him even more greeve, but didn't want to go further. Not today. It was strange though that the boy was starting to not struggle and calmed down. Well, sort of.

 

Laying small kissis on his neck, he continued to strock the boys lengh, feeling how warm and how it was pulsing.

 

"You really taste sweet" he whispered catching the boys lips into a deep kiss, forcing his way into his mouth, playing with his tong inside it.

[Key-Tokki]

Hibuki felt hot, way to hot for that matter. Everything the damn tutor touched seemed to elicit a new groan, shift or moan. What the hell was going on? He parted his lips to yell some kind of restraint towards the other, but found his breath cut off in the kiss. He felt pressure building up below his waste, his legs were going to jelly. There it was, he'd just given his first kiss to another guy. He'd dating before of course but things never got intimate, he always managed to break it off before it could so the most he had done was cheek kisses. "Don't-" He struggled to push out the right words, trying to get it out through the kiss but haviing trouble. This was not going to happy, pulling back as best he could, he chose to btie down painfully hard on the other mans lower lip.

[mik3la]

"Auch!" he snapped when the boy bite him. "Tzs, tzs, tzs. I don't think you are in a position of doing that to me" he said looking the boy into his eyes while he started to hold the boys manhood even tighter in his hand.

 

"How much can you resist? Don't think that to long" he was saying more to himself moving even faster his hand on the crotch, wanting the boy to cum as soon as possible. He wanted to see how he was acting when he was in that extaz.

[Key-Tokki]

Hibuki couldn't keep his jaw locked for long, his grip on the other loosened quickly and he found himself unable to hold on, releasing the tutors lip as he panted out. Turning his head away from the other he cursed softly, but he wasn't cursing the man above him, he was cursing himself for not being strong enough to get the bastard off of him. He was taking his first of everything and there was literally nothing Hibuki could do to stop him.

 

"Not resisting" He tried to murmur out, but was afraid to say much of anything because he could already feel moans threatening to come out. The dark haired boy didn't want to give the other the pleasure of knowing how amazing he felt, but it's not like he could really hide it when the man was holding onto his manhood. Oh, shit, Oh shit, oh shit! He thought silently to himself as he felt the pressure building and building, that's it, he was at his limit. With a quick intake of breath, he arched up slightly off the bed as he climaxed, crying out softly and shutting his eyes tightly as he hands balled into even tighter fists. After felt like an eternity, and yet still not enough time, he collapsed back to the bed, panting quickly in an attempt to catch his breath. His face was a bright red as he refused to look at the tutor, he was going to beat the shit out of this guy.

[mik3la]

The answer that the boy gave him made him raise an eye brow and smile devilish. So he like it. Hearing all his moans made him feel good aswell. It was a delight of a view to see the boy in that position and feeling his body beneath him trembling.

 

As the boy climax, he took the hand out licking his fingers of, looking at the boy. "Now, now ... that wasn't that bad" he said laying another kiss on the boys lips, releasing his hands, being sure that for the moment he didn't had enough energy to start up a fight.

 

"You are an interesting boy" he said lifting himself of the boy, arranging his clothes and hair, breathing hard. He was turned on aswell, but for now was only for the boy. It was more like a play right now. The best part was about to come a little later on.

 

"Well...I think I should get going sweaty. We will see each other next time" he said with a smile on his face starting to take his stuff to leave.

[Key-Tokki]

Hibuki panted, trying to catch his breath, his entire body felt limp. His arms and legs were so heavy, and he soon found his eye lids heavy as well, despite the situation he was currently in. The dark haired male had no idea that doing this kind of stuff was so exhausting, and all he did was struggle he didn't even do any interaction. He went to raise an arm to wipe off his mouth but found he just couldn't get it up. His lips were still tingling from the kiss, despite how much he wanted to hate it, he couldn't. It really had felt amazing and there was no denying that. His eyes widened slightly as he watched the other actually lick his fingers. No way, there was no way people actually did that. "Next time?" He murmured softly, still out of it, wait did this tutor think he was going to be invited back?! Using what little strength he had, he pushed himself into a sitting a position, and glared straight at the tutor. "You think i'm going to invite you back after this? Hell I should cop the cops." He seethed, however tough he was trying to sound, he was still wobbly so probably came off as a barking puppy.

[mik3la]

"And tell them what?" he asked in amusement looking at him stopping almost to the door. "Don't tell me you didn't like it because you know it as well that that is a lie" he said tilting his head to one side, putting his hands in his pockets. "And i only did that as to punish you because you didn't want to wear our glasses" he said tilting his shoulders up and back down. "Next time you will have to do as I say" he added winking at the boy.

 

"And no need to guide me to the door. I know where to find it" he smiled saluting him and exist the room, heading downstairs where he remain a little bit more, speaking to the boys mother about the tutoring.

[Key-Tokki]

Hibuki just sat back, eyes wide and his mouth a gape. The nerve, the fucking nerve that guy had! To do that, then act like such a cocky bastard about it! He jumped up, he was going to storm downstairs and make that guy pay. However, after standing in place for a few moments, he sunk back onto the bed. Rolling onto his side and pulling his legs up onto the mattress. He would make the the guy pay, just not right now, he could barely move he was so worn out. Reaching up, he held his hand in front of his face, he was shaking. Closing his eyes, he let himself fall asleep, and it was the best sleep he had in a while.

 

**

 

That damn tutor was going to be here in half an hour, and he was prepared. He had a taser in his drawer, and was wearing pants that were now to tight to get anyones hands down, almost as a slap in his face at the other, he had his glasses on but was refusing to wear them properly. He had them pushing up his hair like a band ana, resting innocently ontop of his head. There was no way the other was going to get the best of him this time. Sitting back in his chair, he waited for the other to get the nerve to show up at his door once again.

[mik3la]

That day he had to go back to the boy that he had tutoring and wanted to see. Remembering how the boy felt while he was touching him was making him feeling hotter, but stopped immediately. Maybe he was to bold in to act like that towards the boy but he just asked for punishment. He didn't listen to his mother and neither him. Maybe an apology would be good even though he knew that the boy wouldn't want to hear him out.

 

As he was about to get in his car to head to the boys house he got a phone call stating that a good friend of him had an accident and it was in hospital. Biting his lip, knowing that it wasn't good to not go to the tutoring but this was something serious. Calling the boys mother he explained that he cannot make it to the appointment and that he will re-schedule it. Making all clear with that problem, he head back to the hospital which was in the other side of the town. It wasn't just a good friend. It was an ex boyfriend that he used to be and he still was caring for him.

[Key-Tokki]

Hibuki sat back, waiting in annoyance. The other was supposed to be here at least half an hour ago, and still, not a sign of him. After everything, the guy had the nerve to be late. He really was the worst. The dark haired boy sat back in his chair, more than a bit annoyed. It is not like he had been looking forward to the other coming over or anything, but he was looking forward to teaching the guy a lesson about messing with him at least. Glancing over at the clock once again, he let out a soft curse before finally pushing himself up from his chair.

 

Alright then, if the jerk was going to keep being rude, he would show him what happened. Heading over to his closet, he slipped on some shoes and a jacket before all but throwing open his door and storming downstairs. "Hibuki? Sweetie where are you going?" His mothers voice came from the kitchen, which brought him back to his senses. "My tutor never came , I was going to see if I could go find him. I need some help with a few problems." He answered, turning towards her as she made her way out of the kitchen, wiping her hands on the dish towel. "Oh, he called earlier to reschedual hun. I thought you were asleep or I would have said something. Can you go lay down? It's a bit chilly outside and I want you to get some rest if you are going to go back to school in a few weeks. Don't look so dissapointed, he will be here another day." Hibuki froze, dissapointed? There was no way he was dissapointed because the bastard wasn't coming. If anything he was relieved, right? Turning back, he all but stormed back upstairs, shutting the door behind him. Raising his hand to his chest, he leaned his head against the door. Shit, he really was dissapointed.

[mik3la]

Souske reach the Hospital in no time and rushed through the doors like a thunder heading to the information office to find out where was his friend. As soon as he got the information he started to run down the corridors like a crazy one, trying to find the room. Some nurses told him to calm down and not run anymore cause it was after all a hospital not a marathon.

 

Breathing hard he reached the floor with intense therapy where the information office girl told him his friend was. There were some persons that he didn't know, maybe some friends of his and also his family. Reaching them he started to asked them how was he and what happened. As it seemed it was a car accident and his friend, Sasha, was hurt pretty bad. He took some coffees and started to make turns left to right in front of the room. He couldn't think at anything else for the moment until he got an answer.

 

After a few hours his friend went out from the surgery and moved to another room where they had access aswell. He stayed near the others bed , holding his hand. He was all bandaged and white. No that he wasn't a white guy, but he was now resembling with a ghost.

[Key-Tokki]

Hibuki sighed to himself, his air purifier had broken so now he had to have an emergency run to the hospital to get a new one. As long as he wasn't out for long he would be fine, grumbling to himself in annoyance, he continued his walk towards the hospital. His mother was busy cooking for her friends baby shower so he was stuck walking, even though she had insisted on giving him a ride. There was no way he was going drag her out of the kitchen, so he was now walking in the damn snow. Sighing to himself in annoyance, he dug his hands further in his pockets to keep them from getting to cold. It only took him about twenty minutes to get there, and he was already out of breath by the time he did.

 

Running a hand through his hair, he walked right past the front desk, they already knew who he was by now. He was making his way to the equiptment purchasing unit, but stopped when he glanced by a room. Was that the tutor? Stopping in his tracks, he turned to see the man he despised so much, sitting beside someone who was bedridden and clearly not doing to well. This is why he canceled? He thought quietly to himself, staring into the room. He still detested the guy, but maybe he at least had a small bit of a heart? A cold shiver ran up his spine, and he noticed how unnecarily cold it was in this wing. Is he cold too? He thought quietly to himself, and before he knew it, he had made it all the way down to the cafeteria and back up, and was now holding not one, but two cups of hot chocolate. Holding the two cups, he stood in front of the door to the room that the tutor was in, what was he going to do, just knock?

[mik3la]

Not taking his eyes from the man, he was holding his hand into his, starting to touch the others hair, moving it slowly hopping he will wake up soon. Even though they'r relation has been cut off he still had some feelings for him. He was still locked by this simple person witch made him suffer a lot in the past. But at that moment, seeing him so vulnerable, he couldn't hate him. Yes, he was angry at him and hated him at one point but right now all he wanted was to see him awake.

 

The boys mother wanted to exit the room but when she opened the door she found a boy standing in front of it with two cups of coffee in his hand. Narrowing her eyes she spoke: "Are you lost boy? Do you know my son?" she asked in a milky voice, sounding so gentle. Hearing her speak Youske turned his head towards the door and widened his eyes when he saw the boy the other day. "Hibuki!" he said in surprised, getting up from the chair still looking at him.

[Key-Tokki]

Hibuki's eyes widened when before he could make a move, the door opened in front of him. If he were smart he would have turned the moment he saw the door opening, but the suddeness of it had caught him off guard and he found himself frozen in place. He found himself looking up at an extremely good looking lady, which only made things worse. "Um," Was his only responce, as he just stared at the other, completely at a loss. He heard the others voice and it made him jump slightly, leaning slightly, he could see the tutor begining to rise from his chair.

 

Shit, shit shit. A flush rose to his cheeks again, just from seeing the others face again. "Honestly, at first i was only for the money, but now .... now I think it would be more for you" The others words rang through his head again, and he couldn't stand it. Setting the coffee down on the table beside the door, he gave an extremely curt bow "I got you coffee, excuse me," Quickly he took off in the opposite direction, trying to make his way through the crowd of people. Damn, he didn;t think that through, not at all.

[mik3la]

Souske raised his hand wanting to stop the boy but it was to late. The boy run from the door along the hallway letting the coffees on the table near the door. Narrowing his eyes he tried to understand what he was doing there. He didn't say where he was, especially to his mother.

"You know the boy?" asked the woman looking at him also confused by the little one.

"Yeah....I tutor him" he said still looking at the door.

"If you want you can go after him" she said taking the coffee cups in the room, letting them on the the table near the bed.

"I wouldn't want to let him..."

"I will be here. If he wakes up I'll let you know son" she said smiling warmly.

"Ok, thank you" he said leaving the room behind and heading down the hallway looking for the boy wanting to ask him whats with him there. It was to strange.

[Key-Tokki]

Hibuki didn't manage to get very far of course, he hadn't left his room in weeks by this point and his system was still pretty week. He was out of breath in a matter of minutes, cursing softly he put a hand to his chest and used the other to lean against a wall in an attempt to catch his breath. What was he even thinking, bringing the guy coffee? The guy had all but raped him. Granted, if he really wanted to push the other off of him he certainly could have tried a little harder. There was also no denying how amazing it had felt. Still, it was his first kiss and his first time ever being that intimate, he had always imagined it differently. Doing it with someone he really had feelings for, the build up for it. After he caught his breath he was going to go get that damn machine and go home, this was a mistake in the first place.

[mik3la]

He went a few floors down and on a hallway he could see the boy leaning on the wall, like taking his breath. Was he that tired only because he ran from the second floor to here? That was strange.

 

"Hibuki!" he shouted before walking near the boy, letting his hand on his shoulder checking to see if he was alright. Images with the boy from last time came into his mind but he throw them in a distant corner from his mind.

 

"Are you alright?" he asked looking at him, noticing how he was breathing. "Are you sick? What are you doing here?" he asked narrowing his eyes in concern. What was with this boy? He knew that he was ill and stuff like that but he didn't thought that it was that serious.

[Key-Tokki]

Hibuki thought he heard his name, but there were so many people in the crowded hall that he assumed it was probably his imagination. So when he felt the hand on his shoulder, he managed to jump a few inches out of his skin. He turned around and found that the one who was currently holding his shoulder, was none other than his infamous tutor, Souske. Turning around quickly to face the other, he didn't want to leave his back exposed.

"What? Wait, what?" He murmured slightly, a bit disoriented before he finally caught up with the situation he was in.

"The air filter, my air filter broke. I can't handle any germs or anything right now so I had to come here to get a new one. But I saw you and I decided I wanted some coffee," He added, then continued to ramble on, "You know, because of how cold it is?" Adjusting himself slightly, he put a hand back to the wall for support, "You looked sad about that person, so thought I would get you a cup." The dark haired boy didn't want it to seem like he had gone out of his way for the other at all.

[mik3la]

Souske smiled than began to laugh a little, more like giggling. After he manage to calm down he patterned the boys head. "You are so cute when you babbling" he said looking at him keeping his smile on the face. "Very thoughtful of you to give me a cup of coffee. Thanks. But why did you ran like that? It wasn't like I would have bite you or something. At least not in public" he added making a little fun of the boy.

 

It was strange how this situation got but he didn't mind seeing the boy right there in that moment. He really made him feel better. Just seeing him getting embarrassed and babbling was making him feel better. "Do you need help to get to the right room?" he asked trying to be nice.

[Key-Tokki]

Hibuki could almost feel the anger rising up, despite how much he wanted to hate the other, somehow seeing him sitting by someone elses bed side made him seem like he had a soft side. Still, whose hand was he holding anyway? A boyfriend? what if he had a boyfriend, and he had done those things to him anyway? The idea of it made his blood boil. After everything that happened, did his guy really think they were going to be friends? However stubborn he felt on the issue, as soon as he felt those familiar fingers ruffle his hair, his resolve faultered. He could almost feel the others lips on his own again, the biting, the way the mans hand had felt on his..He had to shake his head to readjust his thoughts, no, he was not going to get caught up in them. "I don't need your help." He mumbled out softly, turning to storm away from the other. Now that he saw the guy was alright, he didn't need to stay, did he? "Not that I really care, but the person you were with. Is he alright?"

[mik3la]

Souske sight seeing the boy being all reserved. And he was right to be that distant to him but still. He did like it what he did to him before. The person could lie, but not the body. The body was the only key to find out the truth. Hearing the boys question he remembered the other. How could he forget about him just by seeing the boy.

 

"I hope so. he was in a car accident and went in coma. I just hope he will be alright" he said looking back down the hallway, having a sad expression on his face. "He is ... an old friend of mine" he added turning his face to the boy. "But thanks for asking" he added smiling gently. He was also concerned for his sake. He wasn't looking to good.

 

"Are you sure you don't need help? You don't look so good"

[Key-Tokki]

Hibuki completely intended to storm away from the other, and not give it a second thought. However after he heard the others reply, it became pretty obvious he couldn't exactly do that. Sighing in defeat he turned back around to face the other, and instantly regreted it.He saw the sad look on Souske's face and immedately felt bad for the other, before he even knew it he was reaching over and wrapped his arms around the tutor.

"It will be fine, If he is a friend of yours then he has to be a strong person, other wise I doubt he could put up with your crap." His tone was light, trying to reasure the other and comfort him at the same time. Why was he comforting the man that had done that to him? Who knows. Though as soon as he realized what he was doing he quickly released his grip and took two steps back. As much as he wanted to refuse the other, he was just to worn out to do it. "I could probably use a rest before getting the thing and heading home since I walked here, I can keep you company while you wait for your friend if you want? Until I catch my breath enough to go home, it's not like I don;t have other things to do too." He added the last part as well, not wanting to seem like a looser with no prior engagements, even though he had none.

[mik3la]

He was shocked. The boy was hugging him. Was he really hugging him? He looked around them to be sure that no one was seeing this, even though he didn't care that much, but he would rather avoid the bad rumors just now. He didn't know how to respond to this. It was feeling weird, but in a good way. Did that even make sense? No.

 

"T-Thanks ....I think" he said letting his hands on the boys shoulder feeling confortable keeping him at his chest and into his arms. He was fitting just perfect. Like he was made for him. No! Snap out of it. We are in a hospital and i just got him close to me. I don't want to push him away.

 

"Thanks for you offer but it my take some time. We don't know when he will wake up. The doctors say that it should happen soon" he said being absent for a few seconds but than was back along with the boy. "Well, if you insist than you can come with me and stay at the room. You already meat the mother so there will not be a problem" he said reaching his hand out hopping the boy will take his hand and lean point and forgetting the wall.