The Melancholy of a High School Otaku 1x1, private, Mature w/ Nyuchanxx

[azuneko]

Motoki stopped rolling about on the bed as he heard something odd. He heard a car door. He didn't expect his mother to return so out of the blue like this. He didn't make any attempt to greet her at the door. He knew better than that. However today was different. As he heard the door open he heard a male voice along with his mother's. This surprised him immensely. He jumped up and ran out his room and down the stairs. He noticed them in the living room. "Mother, what is the meaning of this? Who is that guy?" he asked seriously. He had never crossed the line to do something like this but there was something about this that set him off. "You said when I took you in that father was the only one for you. So who is this man because he surely isn't my father." he said. The man looked his way. Then his mother began to approach him. "Are you questioning me?" she asked. "Yes because this is my place that father had gotten for me. So I have the right to do so." he said inching back. He didn't want to get slapped.

[Nyuchanxx]

Shuichi sighed, he wasn't hungry and yet there was a full bowl of rice and curry in front of him. He really only made it to give him something to do with his hands so he could think a little better. Standing he poured the untouched curry back into the pot intending to freeze it for another day and put the rice in the fridge, maybe he would be hungry later.

 

The sky was dark by this point, penetrated only by the pin pricks of light that the stars gave out. He smiled as he looked out the window, it would still be warm outside and maybe it would relax him a little, he thought to himself as he picked up a blanket and opened the back door. His back garden was bug enough to have a small herb garden and a lawn that you could just about hold a reasonable house party on. Laying down the blanket Shuichi let himself relax into the covered grass, his hands behind his head as he looked up at the stars. His mind wandered to his current predicament: Motoki. He wanted to help the other, university was a time when you should be out enjoying yourself and doing stupid things, it sucked if you weren't. He would know. He could try and get into contact with the males father under the pretense that he was worried about how Motoki's home life would affect his learning. He would have access to those records after all. But would that solve the problem? Somehow he doubted it. He could of course make another house call and talk to the males mother to try and get both sides but if what he had gathered so far was correct then the likelihood was that would make it worse. He sighed staring into the stars and picking out the constellations as he thought.

[azuneko]

Motoki could sense things were about to get physical. Even so he didn't like living like this. Everyday since his mother moved in felt like beig trapped in a cage. He couldn't take it any more. For some reason tonight just pushed him over the edge of reason. His mother glanced back at her male friend and then her son. "Last I check I am the adult here. Doesn't matter whose house this is. I'm your mother and you better remember to respect me." she said sternly. Motoki rolled his eyes. "I want that man out of here right now. You want respect then give some back. It's not a one way street." he said not about to back down just yet.

[Nyuchanxx]

Shuichi stayed looking up at the stars for a long time contemplating everything from the physics of fusion and black holes to artistic beauty of the night sky. He might smile rested gently on his lips, the first true smile for a long time. In such a state he slowly drifted of to sleep in the rapidly cooling night air, his face towards the sky and dressed in nothing more than his night clothes and a light jumper.

[azuneko]

Motoki's mother walked over to the man and sighs. "He's not leaving so this discussion is over. Go to your room now!" she insisted. "Like hell he's staying here. Either he goes or you both go." he said seriously. He stood there determined not to back away from this. The man stepped forward. "You better stand down kid. You wouldn't want to get hurt. Listen to your mother and run along." he said. Motoki raised an eye brow. "I don't know who you are so i don't have to listen to you. Get lost." he said. Though he didn't except this male to actually swing at him. He took it full force as he hadn't expected it. That's when everything went completely downhill

[Nyuchanxx]

Shyuchi's dreaming was restless, he had no balanket to warm him other than that which he lay on and the night was starting to drop in temperature dramatically, nevertheless his body was tired and would not awaken him from its fitful slumber. He curled in on himself instinctively pulling to blanket around himself in order to maintain a level of heat. He shivered inside his night Ares, his demons chasing circles with him inside his head making him groan in pain very so often and a cold sweat break out on his forehead.

[azuneko]

Motoki ended up getting into a full on fist fight with this guy. he didn't want to but being hit off guard like that really set him off. Things ended up escalating to the point that law enforcement was called to the scene. His mother pretending to be the victim the entire time but that didn't work. Motoki was taken to the nearest hospital to get patched up. Once there he sighs a little to himself.

[Nyuchanxx]

It wasn't until he heard ambulance sirens that Shuichi woke up. He was freezing cold and shivering, his muscles hurt from the chill but the thing on his mind was the sirens. There were never sirens down this street. Frowning he stood and pulled the blanket around himself trying to stave off the shivers that racked through his body. Suddenly a fit of coughing made him double over almost having to put his hand on the ground for balance. When the coughing finally subsided his throat was dry and raw and he found it difficult to breath let alone talk. He had always been susceptible to the cold so for now he wouldn't do anything. Slowly and aching all over he made his way back inside where he boiled the kettle and made some camomile tea. Briefly it soothed his throat but after a few sips it only made it worse and his coughing returned worse. The mug was still in his hand when it hit, the sudden coughs causing the scolding liquid to slosh over the side onto his hand. Shuichi tried to cry out in pain but his throat was too raw and the coughing overran his cry. He dropped the mug.

 

He cursed in his mind wishing that he didn't need to but he knew he had to go to the hospital, he hadn't bothered getting new pills the last time this had happened and he had run out now. But he couldn't drive. He debated calling someone, but who? He didn't know so he made his way upstairs and fell straight asleep. Maybe he would just be better in the morning.

[azuneko]

Motoki had fallen asleep once in the hospital. The pain from the actual fight finally kicking in. He was sure everyone in the university would hear about this. He had only awoken for a few moments to notice Janai was visiting him. He really hoped things didn't get too over blown in details. His entire everything hurt like hell. He did however dream something very good. It was a dream about his mystery lover. He knew he would have to give up on that person but it was nice to dream.

[Nyuchanxx]

Shuichi woke to the splitting ringing in his left ear. He moaned wanting it to be quiet, his head hurt and his throat was raw and constricted. It took a while for him to work out what the noise was before he moved his arm out of the duvet and hit the alarm off. It shut up. But his head still rung and span. His arm was cold. It made his entire body shiver and sent chills down his spin. Where was his phone? His hand searched and eventually found it, he couldn't call, he couldn't speak. Quickly he typed an email excusing his absence and sent it to human resources, copying in his students that had lectures with him today. When he was done he sent a text to a friend. He probably wouldn't get it, he probably wouldn't come.

 

Shuichi went back to sleep.

 

He had no idea how long had past when he was shaken gently awake and a light tap on his shoulder made him turn. But he didn't open his eyes. His head hurt and the bed was warm. He wanted to stay like this. He felt something warm and soft brush over his lips, it caressed them until something wet began to tease there. Shuichi moaned lightly in his still sleep state "Motok..." His eyes snapped open and his hand automatically went up to slap his molester. But he was too slow and his wrist was caught as a far too cheerful voice said "Ewww, someone's found an obsession then!" Shuichi scowled and rolled over, he was cold again now. It had definitely been a mistake texting Kio.

 

"Ohh no you don't!" The man said removing the covers and hoisting Shuichi into an sitting position "You need a hospital. Where are your clothes?" The other started searching his draws, he pulled on a locked cabinet raising an eyebrow when it didn't budge. "Hope you're not hiding someone here!" But the other didn't respond. Finally Kio found some clothes and dressed the male sighing at the others incompetency and lack of will power. "Right hospital then."

 

Shuichi's mind was blank and he let everything happen to him, he just wanted the pain to go away and the shivers to stop, he wanted to be warm and comfortable. Kio drive quickly and rapidly took the male to the hospital helping the other to walk inside and filling out all his documents for him and shuichi waited wrapped in a blanket in the waiting room, worried glances from Kio directed his way every so often.

[azuneko]

Motoki awoke and looked up at the ceiling. He didn't say anything while he sat there. His gaze drifted to the side as he noticed Janai still there. "I bet you thought I went home. No way I would leave you by yourself. So how do you feel?" he asked with a grin. Motoki frowns as he closed his eyes. "Damn it everything hurts like hell. Why did I lose my cool today of all days?" he said completely frustrated. Janai looked at his friend. "I'll go let a nurse know you are awake. I'll be back." he said walking out the room. As he looked for a nurse, Janai happened to notice Shuichi. "Sensei... are you alright? You look worse than Motoki right now." he said

[Nyuchanxx]

Shuichi glanced up as Motoki's name was mentioned, he hadn't even realised he was being talked to before. He blinked a couple of times before realising who it was. He swallowed gently clearing his throat "morning." He managed to say almost normally but it hurt like hell. He tried to smile but knew it was pointless his complexion was too pale, his hair was unkept, he found it too difficult to lie right now.

 

Kio walked over hitting him lightly on the shoulder with his papers "all done stupid." He joked trying to keep the other positive even if it wouldn't work. Noticing the student the raised an eyebrow a light smile spread across his face as he leaned down and whispered to shuichi "aww sensei I told you not to play with students!" Shuichi managed a smile, more at the irony of it than the joke itself. Kio stretched out his arm offering his hand "Hi I'm Fujika Ryo, but you can call me Kio."

[azuneko]

Janai could tell Shuichi was seriously ill. He was curious as to how he managed to get like this after only seeing him hours earlier. Though it wasn't something too surprising since he had seen Motoki earlier too and he ended up here as well. He glanced to the side a little before the other male approached him. "Oh hello there. My name is Janai Suguchi. You don't have to worry about sensei over there. Only my friend would try and flirt with him." he said with a light chuckle. "It was nice meeting you and get well soon sensei. I really should get back to Motoki." he said turning to do as he had planned when he left the room. he found a nurse and then headed back to Motoki. "Hey I just saw sensei here. He looks really sick." he said. Motoki glanced over at Janai. "Is that so. Good thing he can't see me now. I would seriously die of embarrassment or something."

[Nyuchanxx]

Kio chuckled glad that his friend could still get men to chase after him. Going back to shuichi he hoisted the male up helping him to walk to where the nurse was directing them. She took them to the same ward that Motoki was in although a few beds prior to the male. Kio felt a jab in his ribs, he was only too aware that his friend just wanted to sleep.

 

As he was sat on the bed shuichi was vaguely aware that the nurse wanted to undress him and put him in a gown. His eyes snapped open in horror and he protested though the only sound that came out was a soft rasp. Kio placed a gentle hand on his shoulder whispering softly "it's okay I won't let them." As he relaxed the male into the bed and he was asleep in seconds while jio was left convincing the nurse not to change the others clothes.

 

Kio stayed while people rushed about fitting iv lines and injecting substances into his friend. He wouldn't leave until he had to.

[azuneko]

Motoki continued to rest until he noticed someone walking over towards the bed. He at first thought it was a nurse or Janai but it wasn't. His eyes went wide as he noticed who it was. "I haven't seen you in a while. I didn't expect to meet up like this. How do you feel?" the person said looking at him. Motoki rolled his eyes. "I am fine. if you were so worried about me then why didn't you come see me sooner? Mother made you sound like a terrible person. I wasn't sure if I should believe her and I honestly didn't. So do you care to tell me exactly what happened between the two of you." he asked. Motoki looked at the male standing close to the bed. He would have asked more but he was tired. For now he wanted to sleep.

[Nyuchanxx]

Shuichi slept for a couple of hours before he awoke. Opening his eyes sorely the first thing he was aware of was that he no longer had a headache and his throat felt a little better at least. He shifted up onto his elbows. Looking at kio he smiled a little "morning" he joked well aware it was getting on in the day. Kio rolled his eyes at him "more like morning sleepy head, here have a drink." Shuichi took the water, it was cool on his side throat, soothing it slightly. "Week you don't look on deaths door and if you still have a sense of humour then your fine. I'm off." He reached out and flicked the others nose. Shuichi scowled "you do know whose older here." He rasped but the only response he got was "yes but guess who can look after themselves!" From a laughing male as he walked out waving as he left.

 

Shuichi rolled his eyes and leaned back. He wished he had a book.

[azuneko]

Motoki had closed his eyes but he wasn't asleep. The male glanced over noticing someone sitting nearby. "That is my friend. Please don't mind him and talk to me." he said softly. The man nods as he looked at him. "For my son you sure are truly strong. In honesty I knew of your mother's affairs but never said anything as keeping our family together was important to me. You always seemed happy when we were all together. Once you had went off to university she would stay out more often. Returning home one evening I walked in on her with some guy. From my perspective it looked as though she was being attacked so I instantly tossed the guy and we fought. After the cops arrived, I found out he was one of her many guy friends and she asked for a divorce." he said with a sigh.

 

Motoki opened his eyes and looked at him. Seeing the sad look on his father's ace was a bit much. "I guess we have a bad habit of fighting without thinking. So is it true you blamed me for the divorce?" he asked. "No I didn't! I would never. She told me she spoke to you about it and you blamed me for tearing apart the family. Its why I didn't try to contact you right away." he said. Motoki sighs a bit. "She is one hell of a liar. I suppose this makes her out of both of our lives for good." he grins a little.

[Nyuchanxx]

Shuichi glanced over as he had voices. Hh he was sure he recognised one of them, blinking a couple of time he brought himself to wakefulness and looked around. There a couple of beds down last Motoki with his friend talking to a man. He had a vague recollection of something about Motoki being he. He hoped the other was okay although he knew better than to hope such things off one in a hospital. It was probably the boys mother.

 

He watched for a time trying to hear what was being said. They weren't far away so he got most of it. He was glad the other had talked to his father but it destroyed any reason he had to talk to the male. He sighed trying to resign himself to the fact that Motoki couldn't be his.

[azuneko]

Motoki looked at his father. "Well now that all is cleared I think I'm just going to finish out my classes and decide what to do from there. I don't think I can go back to that house for a while. I will be staying with a very responsible friend." he said with a smile. "Very well then. I will go take care of the hospital bill so don't worry." he said walking out the room. Motoki glanced to the side and noticed someone in the room as well. On closer look he realized it was Shuichi. "Aww did sensei want to see me that he got sick to do so. That's so sweet." he said smiling. He knew that wasn't the case but it was nice to tease the other.

[Nyuchanxx]

As the other suddenly spoke to him Shuichi felt his cheeks darken with colour "H..hardly..." He stuttered out half out of embarrassment and half due to the fact that he had to clear his throat half way through to try and speak since it was still painful. Moments after he said it he cursed himself knowing full well that rejection made it sound more like he was there to see the younger student. "You should be polite to your elders." He tried to tease back lightly a small smile appearing on his lips for once. Suddenly a coughing fit overcame him and he doubled over trying to ease the pain in his throat and stomach but to little avail. When it subsided he sighed and lay back onto the pillows annoyed to be in this place of his own doing, he figured the better he pretended to be the sooner he could get out of this place so he would just put on a care free smile to any nurse or doctor wandering around no matter his pain. He looked over at Motoki again "Was that your father?" He asked before realising he was prying "Sorry, you don't have to say anything, I guess you wouldn't want to talk about it."

[azuneko]

Motoki chuckled a little. "I could be polite but I prefer to bite back from time to time. I am sure a dog lover like you doesn't mind right." he said wondering if he could flirt with the other a bit. Janai was asleep so he didn't have to worry about him butting in for the moment. He glanced to the side. "Yeah that was my old man. Its nice to know he was worried about me and also to know the truth about my mother. So I won't be going home for a while. Mind if I stay with sensei? I bet I could help you get a dog of your very own." he said grinning.

[Nyuchanxx]

Shuichi let out a light chuckle at the comment about dogs, he was surprised the other had remembered but the other truly had no idea how far he would love to take that metaphor. How he would love to train that bite almost out of the male but not quite, leaving it there just enough to keep things entertaining. When the other suddenly asked for a place to stay he was slightly taken aback not to mention shocked, he had rather assumed that Motoki would rather stay with his friend. He had been so busy in his own fantasies that he never bothered to consider the legality of it actually happening. Still he doubted it was strictly illegal, maybe slightly unethical but not illegal. "Well...err...I guess if you wanted to but wouldn't you rather stay with a friend. I doubt a lecturer like me is that good company." He reasoned although his entire being screamed for him to be encouraging this. He couldn't stop himself, he had been wanting this and now the opportunity presented itself he just wanted to let it happen "But if you do want to then you are entirely welcome in my home." He said with a brief smile before pointedly increasing it for the man he knew was his doctor, he wanted out of here and now. Right now. With this male.

[azuneko]

"Sensei you and I both know I am openly flirting with you. So telling me to pick a friend over you isn't an option. I am staying with you." he said as he laid down and closed his eyes. That's when Janai opened his eyes. "You sure have perfect timing. What were you dreaming about my dear friend?" Motoki asked grinning. Janai looked at him and then glanced over at Shuichi. "Nothing really. I was just thinking if my search for the perfect uke fails then I could always look for a seme. I like both playing fields after all. Anyway, I hope you aren't bothering sensei over there." he said. Motoki chuckled a bit. "I just noticed him there so I haven't even said hello yet." he mumbled though it was a lie

[Nyuchanxx]

Shuichi was slightly shocked by the bluntness of his student. He nodded just trying to recover his wits when the others friend awoke. He frowned at the obvious lie and the strange conversation the two were having but he guessed that was what most males of that age talked about. He wondered if kio had locked the house when they left, somehow he doubted it and if this man was to be staying with him then he wanted to go home and lock the basement door and lock any other cupboards that could contain compromising things within them. But as of the moment there appeared not to be anyone in the ward who could sign his release papers.

[azuneko]

Janai an Motoki talked for a little while before Janai stood up to leave. "I'll be heading home now. You stay out of trouble and call me if you need anything. See ya Moto-kun." he said as he started out the room. "Get well soon sensei." he added before completely leaving. Motoki sighs softly as he laid there. He glanced over at Shuichi a bit. "So when do you get out of here sensei? I can't leave until tomorrow morning." he said wondering if the other would be here that long as well.