beatlechan Posted April 15, 2015 Share Posted April 15, 2015 Finian smirked. "Oh yeah? And what do you consider fun? I highly doubt we have the same tastes in fun. But we'lll discuss that further when we get to your place. Do you live alone?" Finian stood up before leaving the room and checked himself in the mirror. "I need a shower. Ill step out the room so you can change out of the gown". Finian smiled as he left to stand in the hall and winked. While he stood in the hall he thought about everything. He could tell the other was attracted to him but fighting himself. But he wasn't gonna push. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
itsapanda16 Posted April 17, 2015 Author Share Posted April 17, 2015 Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links. “Oh.” The male laughed, “What I mean by fun? Well, I have a list of ‘fun’ and you will just have to wait and see. Anyways..” The male shook his head. “No. I do not live alone. I live with my daughter. She is ten years old.” Followed by a smile. "I need a shower. I'll step out the room so you can change out of the gown". “Thanks.” He chuckled. ‘Tempting me I see.. Well, you will pay for it in so many ways.’ Thought the male. His alter ego was getting the best of him yet again. This time in his sadistic tone. He knew relying on trust and even its silverlining wasn’t the smartest behavior for a man riddled with scars, be it emotional or physical, and he knew that there was always the danger he would be conjuring up the turmoil in which would take over his life. But for as long as the male knew, he had allowed his demons to control everything and for once, the male was willing to fight back. Homo. In the end, he decided it was his business and his business only. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
beatlechan Posted April 19, 2015 Share Posted April 19, 2015 Finian was shocked to hear that he had a daughter. He filed that into the back of his mind to ask about later when they got to know each other a bit more. Knowing he needed a shower because he felt gross. He went to a bathroom in the hall way and cleaned up a bit until he was able to get to a shower. When he was finished, he headed back to the room and knocked on the door. 'Daniel are you finished? The nurses called a cab for us and they are waiting for us down stairs". Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
itsapanda16 Posted April 20, 2015 Author Share Posted April 20, 2015 Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links. The male was stunned at what he was doing. He fought back the urge at a young age, that homosexuality was a bad thing and yet he found himself attached to someone whom he just met. He knew that the other was one hell of a messed up person. A cutter and emotional roller coaster, someone who was the complete opposite of him. Someone whom would turn his world upside down. But someone who he needed. "Daniel are you finished? The nurses called a cab for us and they are waiting for us down stairs". When the male stood there waiting for the other, he felt the compulsion to strip the other bare and have his way. Then he realized that he was a public place, nonetheless a hospital room. 'Calm down Daniel. Calm down..' Before he knew it, he had the other pinned to the wall and kissed the other without hesitation. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
beatlechan Posted April 20, 2015 Share Posted April 20, 2015 Finian began to pace the hallway waiting for Daniel. He was having an inner battle with himself. Should he go home with Daniel or should he just head to his place. Part of him wanted to go home but the other side really wanted to go back home with Daniel. Something about the man intrigued him he seems always to be in some inner conflict and that piqued his interest. He wanted to know what that was about. His intution told him he was partly to blame. Thats why he was having an inner battle with himself on whether if he should go home or not. As he continued to pace the hallway. He finally heard the door open but didn't pay too much attention to who it was and before you know it he was shoved against the wall and being kissed very hard. with his eyes wide open he stared at Daniel feeling confused but he kissed him back with equal fever. He gasped feeling the others lips against him and started mumbling against his lips. "D-daniel"? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
itsapanda16 Posted April 20, 2015 Author Share Posted April 20, 2015 Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links. The motors gears in the male began to turn. He was venturing into unknown territory. All of his life he was told that being gay was a bad thing. But now it was his choice. He knew that if his parents found out. He wouldn't know how to explain himself. To his parents he would be committing treachery almost. Like clockwork, it began to turn slowly. The wheels were slow to move, but it did not stop. This was his first step. Daniel ignored the other. Lips trembling, he continued and it was then that he felt a lift from his shoulders. He broke the embrace. "Come over?" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
beatlechan Posted April 20, 2015 Share Posted April 20, 2015 Finian softly moaned into the kiss and heard the other's request. He was still confused. So much that he couldn't speak. But he nodded his head yes and slowly ran his is hands up to wrap around the other man's neck qnd deepened the kiss. The butterflies that were swarming his stomach started moving on their own merit and swarmed his chest as well. He gasped into the other man's mouth and slowly started coming up for air. He pulled back to watch Daniel for a second. Seeing if there was any crack in his resolve. When he looked hw didn't s3e any hesitation. "O-okay let's go". Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
itsapanda16 Posted April 22, 2015 Author Share Posted April 22, 2015 Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links. The male was flattered that the other accepted his request without hesitation. In some ways that had boosted his ego. He was sure that the other was into him and he was also sure that the other would make the first move. But what he wanted and between what he desired, his desires took over his compulsion. The male looked into the other's eyes and smiled. "Kay, let's go home then." As he grabs the other's hand. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
beatlechan Posted April 22, 2015 Share Posted April 22, 2015 Finian tightened his grip on the others hand and followed him down to the ground floor of the hospital. There outside a cab was waiting for them. Before stepping into the cab he took a deep breath to calm his nerves. Should he really be doing this? He hasn't started working for the man yet. Today was supposed to be the 1st day but look what happened. He sat in the car waiting to be taken to Daniel's place, but what would happen there? Sex? He wouldn't say he didn't want it. The man was hot but, speaking from a professional point of view this was wrong. But he looked up at Daniel in his own little world. He looked peaceful. Not like he was fighting with himself and it was pleasant to see. The butterflies started to swarm again when he watched Daniel. He gulped and moved next to him and pulled him in for a soft kiss. He pulled back and stared at him before speaking. "Are you sure? You know we don't know each other well". Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
itsapanda16 Posted April 22, 2015 Author Share Posted April 22, 2015 Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links. When the other pulled him in for a soft kiss. He was completely blind sightly by the other's action. It made him serenely happy. More than words could express. He accepted the passionate kiss and gripped the other's hand. A hand that was on the seat of the cab. When the other asked, "Are you sure? You know we don't know each other well". He didn't know how to respond. If he wasn't sure than why would he pursue something meaningless, was the thought looming in his head. Daniel looked back up and replied with a nod. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
beatlechan Posted April 22, 2015 Share Posted April 22, 2015 Finian nodded and squeezed his had for reassurance. He held tightly onto the other mans hand thinking about what he would say. He felt that they needed to talk before they decided to do anything. Finian despite his looks are not one the physical relationships. He tried tried it before the last steady boyfriend and he didn't like how he felt. He felt like a whore every time he did it and his cutting was really bad. Finally one day he just changed his cell number and pretty much lost the number He never wanted to go through something like that again. If he did he would be sure he wouldn't survive. He wouldn't wish hating yourself on his worse enemy but that's how he felt at the time. And vowed never to go back to that. He continued to hold Daniel's hand and looking out the window. As they continued he recognized the neighborhood "You live close to me"? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
itsapanda16 Posted April 23, 2015 Author Share Posted April 23, 2015 Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links. The cab pulled up to his driveway. He looked at it from the window of the car, it was a nostalgic feeling really. He took a deep breath, hoping that Marc has since left, but something in his guts told him that the other male was still there waiting for him. His daughter also, the male hoped that his daughter didn't missed him while he was away. After all he did panic in the middle of the night and rushed over to Finian's place just for a cell phone. Not to mention he bumped his head and blacked out, ending up in the hospital against his will. When the other opened his mouth. Daniel stopped and looked back smiling. He chuckled, "Let's go in," as he pays for the cab's fare. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
beatlechan Posted April 23, 2015 Share Posted April 23, 2015 Finian nodded and followed the man into his house. He looked around the place It was nice. Big spacious. He hopped they would be alone but he remembered he had a daughter. It would be weird to meet this child. He never been around children. He sighed and continued to look around. "So what now"? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
itsapanda16 Posted April 25, 2015 Author Share Posted April 25, 2015 Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links. Daniel smiled. It looked like the other male left the house. Which made him happy, if the male saw him hand in hand with another male than who knows what would happened. Before he could answer the other's question, he walked into his daughter's room, to check up on her. It looked like she was sound asleep. He lightly chuckled to himself. He then walked out of his daughter's room and into his room, getting into a change of new clothes. The day's old hospital riddled clothes smelled bad and left a bad taste in his mouth. When he took off his pants, the cell phone landed on the floor. It took the male a second to realized what it was. Daniel then laughed. It was because if that little thing that turned the male's world upside down. He paused. Then proceeded to pick it up and laughed. 'Thanks to you, I was able to break out of this bubble..' Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
beatlechan Posted April 28, 2015 Share Posted April 28, 2015 Finian turned away to look at the wall. Maybe he didn't he was stripping in front of him. He didn't want to seem like a peeping tom so he faced the wall towards the door immediately. Before turning completely around he caught a glimpse and nearly passed out. God that man had a great body. He took a deep breath and closed his eyes. "U-um if you wanted to change, you could have asked me to step out. I don't want to invade your privacy". Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links. (sorry was soooo sick) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
itsapanda16 Posted May 2, 2015 Author Share Posted May 2, 2015 Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links. Daniel immediately turned red at the confession and laughed nervously. "Eh, it's not like I wanted to strip or anything, it's because the clothes stink and I couldn't be in them another second longer. Please, make yourself at home. I really mean it!" Daniel said smiling as he walked to the washer and turned it on. "I'm gonna do a load, I can put yours in it as well, here strip for me." The male commanded with a straight nonchalant look. The male was puzzled when he got no response and then he realized, who would strip in front of their boss? Like an idiot Daniel laughed it off, "I'm sorry. Where are my manners? Let me go get you a change of clothes first.." The male said smiling from ear to ear. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
beatlechan Posted May 2, 2015 Share Posted May 2, 2015 Finian took a breath of relief. While he was sure down the road somewhere they would be naked that didn't matter. His nerves were kind of shot and he was feeling self conscience. While physically he had a great body because he was in shape. He saw the other's reaction to him being a cutter. He won't deny that there are scars on him that he would prefer Daniel not having to see. If he gets to keep his shirt at least he'd be ok. He nodded and waited for a change of clothes. While standing there he was thinking he needs to go change somewhere else. He really didn't want Daniel to see and judge him. He sighed inwardly as he waited. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
itsapanda16 Posted May 3, 2015 Author Share Posted May 3, 2015 Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links. The male was smitten that the other accepted his proposal so easily. He smiled, "Well, the washroom is on the left and please make yourself at home. I'll have breakfast ready in a few minutes." The male chuckled, "You can go wash up." Daniel was happy that the other was there in general. He was worried that the other would be self conscious of his scars and the male didn't want to push a pressing topic. So it was the right thing to do by downplaying the turmoil. The male didn't want to corner the other like a caged dog and left the topic at bay, though the male was worried beyond words. 'Eggs and-.. Bacon vs. sausage. I wonder which is better?' Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
beatlechan Posted May 4, 2015 Share Posted May 4, 2015 Finian wasn't sure if he was speaking directly to him or thinking out loud but before he want off to the next room he said " why not both. Both sounds good". Then he left to go clean up. When he was walking through the hall he saw the pictures on the wall and made a mental note to check them out later. When he got to the bathroom he proceeded to clean up. After 10 mins he finally stalked out and went back to the room. "I'm back". Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
itsapanda16 Posted May 4, 2015 Author Share Posted May 4, 2015 Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links. 'Life would be so much better if I could choose both,' the male lightly chuckled and then grinned. It wasn't long when the other walked out of the washroom and with soiled clothes in hand. The male proceeded to stalked forward to the younger and asked for his clothes. The male couldn't stand to look at dirty clothes let alone be in the same vicinity of them. "It won't take long, I promised," Daniel smiled. "In the meantime let's eat," as the male lean forward to kiss the other. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
beatlechan Posted May 5, 2015 Share Posted May 5, 2015 Finian watched him as he took the clothes from his hand and gasped as he was kissed unexpectedly. He kissed him back softly and pulled back to follow the other man. He was still nervous and fiddled with his hands while he trailed the other man. "So what are we gonna eat". Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
itsapanda16 Posted May 9, 2015 Author Share Posted May 9, 2015 Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links. Daniel couldn’t help being enamoured by the innocent question. ”So what are we gonna eat". The male was hopelessly drawn to the other. A void was filled almost after he confronted his inner demons. It was like a weight of a thousand tons lifted. Now he had a daunting task of coming out to his immediate circle of confidants. The male took a deep breath and sighed, preceded by a smile. “Finian, how is the project's manuscript I assigned coming along? I know this is soon to ask, but the deadline is right around the corner.” Daniel glistening, “So...tell me what you were thinking of doing?” Daniel stood and awaited an answer, but Before the other could comment, the doorbell buzzer went off like a police's siren. “Eh. Who could that be?” Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
beatlechan Posted May 10, 2015 Share Posted May 10, 2015 Finian was about yo answer him when he heard the bell. He sighed feeling disappointed that their alone time would be ruined. Initially he was nervous but he got over it seeing that Daniel wasn't playing him. It made him feel good and now he was curious and excited to see what would happen between them. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
itsapanda16 Posted May 16, 2015 Author Share Posted May 16, 2015 Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links. The male approached the door, curious to see who would ring the doorbell this early in the morning. He knew that he wasn't expecting anyone, so it was precarious to him that anybody would show up unannounced. When he opened the door, the male was taken aback. “Marc..?” In the initial seconds of seeing the other male, he thought, he should try to improvise a plan. He knew it would be a long shot, but better something than nothing. Daniel surveyed the other. At the tips of his fingers, a bag full of food and at the base of his feet, another bag of food. ‘Gosh, is he really trying to feed a group of six people?’ The male thought as he nervously laughed. “Hahaha.. Welcome back..? Are those for me?” Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
beatlechan Posted May 17, 2015 Share Posted May 17, 2015 Finian stood in the room and waited. WHen he heard the door open and he heard him say Marc He deflated. Now they really wouldn't be alone. He sighed feeling disappointed. Maybe it isnt the right time he thought to his self. They say things happen for a reason. Maybe there was a reason they were interrupted. He sighed and decided to leave the room. "Hey Daniel, I think i'm gonna go. I can see you were having company and i don't want to be a bother. I'll see you at work. Just take care of yourself. You did just get out of the hospital. Don't over do it". He looked up at Daniel feeling a bit sad. He didn't want to go now that the ice seemed to have thawed but he didn't want to push it. He smiled a sad smile and stepped to the door. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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