Like I can forget you ~ ( Shiro Tenshi & mik3la ) ~

[mik3la]

"Three years. Three years had been since they broke up and he still couldn't get over it ... Every single thing reminded him of their relationship. As of advice from his friend he decided to move to a bigger city and change views. Feeling good about his new life he got the perfect little apartment and got himself a job in designing clothes. After one week, everything going as planned, he was called up to the boss' office. He could finally say that he was moving on. But when he saw that his boss' was the very same person as he was trying to move on from, he was back to square one. Should he move back? Should he stay? Should he quit?"

 

Shichy Kagura -> he is called Kagura

 

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A new day at work and he started to hate it. Not because of what he was doing, but because of his boss. His boss was his ex. The one he tried to forget for the past 3 years, and when he was finally over, he found out that his new boss was his ex. Life couldn't fuck him better than that.

 

Getting to his office he started to make the daily basics into checking his activities for the day and making appointment's for the customers. The company was one of the biggest in the country that was producing small technology but very good one.

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[Shiro Tenshi]

 

Name: Nagase Sato (called Nagase)

Age: 29

Appearance: White hair, pink eyes, tall, fit body

Personality: Though never having true affections over anyone after Kagura, Nagase can be quite flirtations when he doesn't put on his unapproachable aura. Nagase has certain quirks that can either be hated by people or adored. That would be his blunt language, his boldness, his insults and his inability to take unprofessional people seriously. And quite perhaps, those could be why he made it up to a high perch in the business world.

 

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For those three years, Nagase did very much miss his lover despite letting Kagura slip out of his hands despite not showing his loss at all... He only did Wit because he thought it was the best, and he thought that it would make Kagura happier. He became successful. He became a very desired man. He... may have gotten slightly sour... but it would be expected from someone of his appearance. Before, he'd only let his sweet Kagura see his gentle, soft side. Those rare feelings were dormant for too long and were crusted over, just like his heart had.

 

When he first read that the new employee would be his past lover, he felt the bitter heart inside him rumble with hope. Nagase would be the last person to believe in god, but he was starting to think someone gave him a second chance at Kagura. Which was only fair, after all, he was the only one he had ever loved so dearly.

 

The ghost haired male rarely left his office, but even his current workers knew he was walking around more after the new guy came in. At first Nagase would just stroll around and pretend to inspect everyone's progress, but there was no denying that his odd colored eyes would always end up in Kagura's direction.

 

He always thought that after three years, he'd jump his ex without hesitation, yet he kept outside the perimeter of Kagura's work space. It was after much thought that he would quit acting out from his own self and do what he would do...

 

In his black suit and checkered tie, Nagase was suddenly in front of his ex and put on a smirk so natural anyone would think he came out the womb wearing it, "Kagura," he speaks with a low, smooth tone that would make a skipping stone jealous, "I'm sorry. We haven't gotten a chance to talk. We have plenty to catch up on, yeah?"

[mik3la]

As he was doing his paper work he was rudely interrupted by a to well known voice, and he hated it. Yes, they had a past together but it has passed three years from then and it was over between them. Right?

 

"What do you need Sir?" he asked in a polite manor although he would had loved to wipe away that smile of his face that was irritating him. They were still in the office and had to maintain the distance and have a professional attitude.

 

"If you need the contracts with the next investors or has been send already to your email address" he said taking his eyes from him and back to the computer. He was ice cold with him. He didn't want to start up again what was in the past. He had gone through. He forgotten thous times. And he didn't want to remember. He suffered to much back then. Yes, they were teenagers, but still.

[Shiro Tenshi]

Nagase raises up an eyebrow at a the obvious cold shoulder, but mirrors it by ignoring the business talk. He hadn't seen Kagura in three whole years, so he'd love to have a decent conversation about what they've been up to. But certainly, just talk wouldn't be that much fun.

 

"I always wanted to know if you were just as struck as me after... well you know... so much that you didn't decide to be with another lover." The albino casually and slowly starts to walk around the desk onto his ex's side, "You probably don't even know how angry I got just thinking if some other man put their hands on you, or even worse, if they touched you in all the same places I did."

 

He reaches beside Kagura's chair and smiles like a fox as he presses the 'off' button of the computer rudely, completely disconcerning any amount of work the dark haired male had done, "Come to my office immediately," he purrs close to the other's ear, "We have things to discuss."

[mik3la]

Kagura cleared his throat as the other spoke not wanting to let him see how that conversation was bottering him. It was true. He didn't had any other lover after him, but it wasn't because he didn't want. He wanted somebody else. The only problem was that they weren't what he wanted. Something was missing but wasn't sure what.

 

"Out of the record I had other lovers after you. I manage to continue my life without you in it" he lied about the part with the lover. But he manage to raise in the business part.

 

As he was working further and was trying to do his job, his new boss, alias, his ex, shut down the computer and all his work was deleted because he didn't had the chance to save them. "Come on ..." he said in frustration. Now he had to stay over-hours to finish everything for the tomorrow presentation.

 

Biting his tong, not wanting to make a scene in front of the rest of his colleagues he stand up and went to the others office. He knew he was entering in the wolf chamber but he had no choice. It was still his boss and had to do what he was told.

 

"I'm listening" he said crossing his arms over his chest.

[Shiro Tenshi]

In the comfort of his own office, it would seem that he lost his smirk and looked like he was done playing any sort of teasing game. Not when he was just informed about other lovers, plural, from Kagura meaninglessly, because when Nagase said he got angry from thinking about other men on his past lover, he meant it.

 

"Is this your first time at a job? Because you shouldn't talk to your boss like that. And your body language is telling me you don't want to be in my presence. I'm your boss. Everyone should want to be in my presence." Nagase closes the door and locks it, to ensure nobody entries without knocking, "Fix that before I put you in a position better to my liking."

 

Kagura should know him enough to get that he was not bluffing. More than that, he should realize he was getting quite jealous.

 

Nagase approaches the other, standing a couple of inches higher than his employee, and stares him down with a domineering tone, "What did these other people do to you?"

[mik3la]

"Is this your first time at a job? Because you shouldn't talk to your boss like that. And your body language is telling me you don't want to be in my presence. I'm your boss. Everyone should want to be in my presence."

 

"And as a boss you shouldn't combine old relationships with work" he added narrowing his eyes keeping his position firmly, not wanting to show him that he was intimidated by him. He always has done so, but this time was different. He wasn't the same as before.

 

"Fix that before I put you in a position better to my liking."

 

"I didn't had complains until now so why should I turn into a puppy around you. Yes, you are my boss, but that's it. And there are limitations" he added keeping his serious face and eye contact with the other. Altough in the past with only one look in thous eyes he would had fall for him, now he was better stable. Or at least that was what he thought.

 

"What did these other people do to you?"

 

"My private life doesn't concern you" he answered gulping slowly, breathing deep. He didn't like the approach from the other. It was to risky.

[Shiro Tenshi]

"Stop acting like you have no interest in me. I wonder how hard it is for you to stand here with a straight face, look at me in the eyes and tell me you feel absolutely nothing. My private life doesn't concern you... I don't get how you can be so cold to me."

 

Very suddenly after he ends his sentence, Nagase gets a firm grip on Kagura's upper arm and yanks him hard to stand so close to him, that they could feel each other's breath, "I want to know what these people have done, so I can reclaim what I lost," then he puts a hand behind his ex's back and pulls him so they could be chest-to-chest, eyes narrowing, "And so I can hear your voice call for me once again..."

 

Nagase's rusted heart began to beat fast just by them being so close, the dormant, warmth inside him was just itching to just kiss and make everything better again.

[mik3la]

Kagura looked the other way sighing knowing that he will lose this battle with him but even so he wasn't giving up. He had change. After what happened between them two, after the break up, after his heart was broken because of him sleeping with his best friend, he become like this. But having him in front of him again was painful.

 

"You know to damn well why I am like this. Its over between us. Get over it" he said trying to free himself from the others gripp but it was in vain. Nagase was powerful and had always been like that. Possesive.

He smiled when the other started to say the words of claiming what he lost and what he was his. He wasn't a think to possess. He was a human being.

 

"That will never happen again. I don't want to go back where I once was" he said looking the boy straight in the eyes when he pulled him closer making him chuckle a little in surprise. His pulse started raising just like the other one. How could he had the same effect on him as before. He was done with him. He was hating him. Why this?

 

"Let me go Nagase!" he started to struggle in the embrace like a fish out of the water.

[Shiro Tenshi]

Nagase didn't intend to look so desperate and jealous, but that's exactly what he was just about to do. Get over it? I don't want to go back where I once was? Nagase saw nothing wrong with their relationship. It was only that one screw up where he got drunk, not being one to be able to be very alcohol tolerant, and made wrong decisions. He apologized, he even begged, but Kagura didn't have any of it. At the moment, it just felt best to let go; and it was only after a few weeks tops that he felt he should have never left the other's side just because it got rough.

 

All his feelings of regret and need just manifested into his attempts to be close to Kagura now.

 

Nagase refused to let go, and strengthened his grip with his ex trying to break free. He let go before, and that was a monstrous mistake. He didn't want to let go again, even when it was only a matter of Kagura being annoyed by him. "No." He says with a sharp edge to his voice.

 

What he does next is grab into Kagura's hair to force his head upwards to put their lips together in a kiss. At that moment, the sweet warmth he missed returned in a overflowing burst of sparks and awakening feelings of love. Nagase doesn't want to give his ex any time to react yet, so in only a second later, the older man shoves his tongue inside Kagura's mouth. It was no surprise his feelings only skyrocketed.

[mik3la]

When the other refused to let him go he wanted to protest but was immediately shut up by the others lips. Dammit! That was the bomb. All his insides twisted, letting all the warmth and the sparkles spread in his body, making him stand still and letting the other to take control of his body reactions.

 

His mind was commanding something but his body was doing the opposite. He stopped from struggling and just let the other invade his mouth, letting out small moans without being aware of it. The strange feeling that was floating in his body didn't want to go away, and without noticing he started to kiss him back. He really missed to be kissed like that. The others that he tried to be , never kissed him with such passion, such force, such lust. It was almost a consuming kissed that was taking your breath.

 

Forcing to break the kiss, he turned his head and took a deep breath, trying to come back to his senses. Why did he fall for it? Why was he so weak in front of him. Why was he still so vulnerable at the others touch. He couldn't still have feeling for the other, right? He was betrayed. He hatted him.

 

"I have work to do, so .... Please let me go" he said in a low voice, avoiding the others eyes. He wanted to clear his mind.

[Shiro Tenshi]

After a kiss like that, one where he got a nose, where he got a better response to his love, where he felt more alive in those seconds than in a long time... Hell no he wasn't going to let Kagura go now. Nagase didn't let go and just took the other male's cheek and turned to face him again, where he immediately puts their mouths together and makes his own pleasurable moan to display his need along with the second kiss.

 

He never had an easy time holding back his desires with Kagura when they were in their relationship, and it certainly came back when his ex returned to him by fate. Nagase walks and pushes the both of them towards a wall so he could cage him in, but just as he was successful, there was knocking at the door.

 

"Sir! You wanted me to remind you of your meeting! You'll be late if you don't leave now, sir!" The one knocking at the door was Nagase's little, bouncy assistant everyone called Speed. He was a young, American boy with blonde hair.

 

Nagase plainly gets frustrated by the timing, but makes no sign that he was going to stop and actually kisses harder, making sure their chests had no space apart from each other. He could reschedule a insignificant meeting. The older male just got a good thing from Kagura. He didn't need time to decide what he wanted.

 

"Sir!" More knocking...

[mik3la]

Kagura made a small sound when he was pushed by the wall, but was to drag into the feeling of the others lips to even protest the fact that Nagase became posesive again. He was used to. No matter how stupid this sounded, he missed this kind of things, but would never admit it.

 

Hearing the voice behind the door made his heart jump and beat faster. He was afraid of being caught. And seeing that the other was ignoring the man talking he started to react and push the other.

 

"Na...Nagase.... Stop.... You have to answer" he said through the others kisses, trying to part a little to breath.

[Shiro Tenshi]

Kagura's mouth tasted as addicting as ever, and Nagase could easily tune out the warbling of his assistant, but there was no way they could hide in this office. Nobody could get past a locked door, but everyone already knew the two of then were inside. Hating himself for the thought, Nagase furrows his eyebrows and sighs deeply away from the kiss.

 

His pink eyes remained on his ex's face, only imagining Kagura's face twisting with pleasure like before as he spoke to the blonde behind the door, "Reschedule!" he sounded on the fence of frustration and desire, "This meeting was loosely planned from the beginning!" Which was true. Nagase only agreed because he didn't have any other plans, and that had changed. Speaking of his 'most current plan', the older male went back into kissing with desire and, newly, to undoing Kagura's tie and collar.

 

"What... What should I tell them?" Speed asked with worry. He had the coordinator of The meeting on the phone, and he didn't sound happy to have to put the meeting on another day, not without a good reason.

 

Even more impatient, he shouts back, "I don't need to give an explanation for important things! Just say something came up and Seto cannot attend! You need to think for yourself sometimes, Speed." As soon as he finishes with his assistant, Nagase goes into Kagura's now open neck with licks and hard sucks he hoped would stay for a while.

[mik3la]

"mmghh" sounds like such where coming out from Kagura when the other was kissing him. He was putting such force like he didn't want this to end so quickly. When Nagase unbuttoning and untying him, he sort of panicked, and along with the kisses on his neck, his whole inner was twisting, making him shiver.

 

The other wanted more but he wasn't ready to give more. It was to much for him. Plus, the others new that they both were inside and because he canceled a meeting others might started to suspect something and he didn't want that.

 

"Nagase ... Stop ... Don't!" he said clear enough, hopping that the other will listen to him and do as he was told. He didn't want this. Not now and not in the office. It was to much from the start. Even if he has missed all this things from him, they just couldn't do such things in the office. Or could they? Well, with NAgase anything was possible.

[Shiro Tenshi]

"Stop? Kagura..." A smirk plays at his lips, his voice smoothing down significantly after he had just shouted, "My self control was low from the start. Its been three goddamn years since I last saw you. Since I last touched you and felt your lips like this..." Nagass chuckles with amusement before breathing out lustily against the other's flesh as he licks up his neck to Kagura's ear, "I have no control left, Kagura. I've missed you, this body of yours and everything else you've given to other men while we were apart. I'm so jealous... I need to make you mine again. Kagura, don't you feel it too?"

 

Nagase bites the other's ear lobe and somehow hot his hands from Kagura's top to his pants. One hand rubbed his crotch with a rough friction and the other played with the bottom of his dress shirt. Oh how he would kill to have Kagura in the privacy of his house where he could play leisurely and properly show his ex how much he needs him, that he was sorry for sleeping with another person, how Kagura was the only person he wanted to be with... However, now he'd have to keep this quiet. Romance did not belong in an office and neither did perverted things like this. It was Nagase's fantasy, for sure, to have sex on a desk, yet this was real and it would be the talk of the town to hear that Nagase Seto had done unprofessional things in his office.

 

His desires were too much, Kagura had come back to him and all he could possibly do was ravish the man up like this. Even if it could be a false hope of Kagura returning to him... Living in the moment was something Nagase left behind as a teen, but he didn't care about anything else but that when his ex was here and he could taste him again.

[mik3la]

The licking, the soft whispers and all the touching from the other was to much for his body to handle. He was getting hotter and hotter, biting his lower lip to be quiet and not make any sound, being to afraid that somebody, outside the door might hear them. Even though his mind was shouting 'no..no...no' at the others questions his body was saying something else.

 

He was jealous? Really? That was something new. When they were together he wasn't a bit jealous. He also had said to him that they have a free relationship, but Kagura always wanted what was his to remain his. Maybe they were to young, or Nagase was to reckless back then, not knowing what a relationship was about and thats why they had problems. But now. Making this kind of things in the office, knowing they might get caught in no time, was turning him on. What the hell was happening to him? He wasn't like this. What was Nagase doing out of him?

 

Feeling the touch on his crouch he humped a little, covering his mouth to be quiet. He just couldn't stop the other. And it was too late. he was turned on to much to stop everything now. He missed him also, and it was making him happy, in a sort of way to see the other jealous. He was wondering if the other was serious. If he had change that much. But in that moment, all he could think of was how much he wanted him.

[Shiro Tenshi]

Even though Kagura does not answer him, Nagase clearly hears 'yes yes yes' from his body. His love was getting hard and excites, he could feel it as he rubbed, "Would you look at that... You're getting so hard. Yes, you must feel it. That makes me feel better about this because it can't be considered rape... Though believe me, I may have committed that if you didn't enjoy this." A sigh comes out of him and he grins in a strangely satisfied way even if he was just considering rape, "But I knew you'd miss me too much to refuse me. Not after the times we had and how much you know I can please you. So how about you humor me?"

 

With that smile turning into a smirk real fast, Nagase unzip Kagura's pants and paws at his erection through his underwear slowly and teasingly, "You told me how you were with others. Did they know how to satisfy you? Were they too gentle? Did they Dare to test how much you could take like I did?" As he continues to as more questions, he starts to lose his cool thinking about other people touching Kagura and his voice grows angrier with envy, "Did you say their names? Did you accidentally moan for me when someone else was on top of you? When was the last time he fucked you, huh? How long do I have to prepare your ass for? How badly have you needed me for, Kagura? I've been waiting for you. All you had to do was drop by,"

 

Purely based up of anger and jealousy, the top was blown of Nagase to which he couldn't even listen to himself anymore. He bites down on Kagura's neck like a possessive wolf wanting to Mark what belonged to his. It wasn't foreign to him to know that bites hurt, so Nagase sought out to even that out by yanking down the darker haired male's underwear to grab and stroke his cock with his own hand.

[mik3la]

"N-No ..... I-I'm not" he said through whispers of excitement. like he knew already. His body was saying something else than his mind. Rape? He would had rapped him? No he wouldn't had, right? he thought a little panicked, looking at the other with the corner of his eyes.

 

Feeling his pants unzipped he wanted to protest but the only sound that came out was a small yelp, and after he covered his mouth, moaning slowly in silence. All the questions were making him shiver and knowing that he was angry, jealous, possessive with him in that very moment, it was like pure excitement that was only making him harder and harder.

 

When he felt Nagases teeth in his neck, he pinned his hand on the others shoulder, pushing himself in the wall behind him, articulating only a few sounds."Argh! Na...Nagase...It...It hurts" he mumbled shutting his eyes, trying to ignore the pain. Yes. Nagase was also a little bit to rough, but that was what he missed. The combination between soft and rough. The others only had one of thous things, but Nagase....Nagase had them both and it was a deadly combination.

[Shiro Tenshi]

"It hurts? It hurts... You know what hurts?" he kisses the wound he made and licks it over with saliva, "Hearing how you managed to get over me so easily when I've been miserable for these past fucking years. Over you. And you told me With such pride that you've moved on from the start...I hate you for that. I fucking hate you."

 

Nagase frowns and looks Kagura in the eyes, still stroking his cock between their bodies. He missed this face for so long, he's moped over this person for so long... So... "God. But I love you too much to hate you, Kagura. I'm sorry I messed things up between us." Nagase doesn't really give time for the other to give a response, because he grabs Kagura's cheeks And brings them to another kiss as the strokes he gives him become faster, his grip also increasing.

 

Why was it so hard to imagine Kagura gone from his grasp? Nagase didn't like to share his feelings, and in doing so, he was just so scared of being judged over past his image. It was fine with Kagura before, but... Its just been too long.

[mik3la]

He was hatting him? Then why was he doing all this to him. Revenge? He didn't understand. The kiss left him without words, not being able to respond to the other with same hard words. He was hatting him also but as it was seeming he also had feelings for him deep down in his heart.

 

Hearing the apologize of the other surprised him, making his heart beat faster and hurt at the same time. It was to much for his heart to handle in that moment. It was something if Nagase apologized because he normally wasn't that type of a guy. He really wanted to comfort him but the past was to heavy to bare. Even so, something inside him moved when the other one said he still loved him. It almost felt like he was suffocating. This was a side of NAgase that he didn't see before.

 

As a respond he started to kiss him back with same passion whispering through the kisses : "I hate you" he said grabbing the other by his neck, pulling him closer , deepened the kisses.

[Shiro Tenshi]

Having the kiss reciprocated just made it all more enjoyable for Nagase and, thankfully, the wavering feeling inside of him calms down. It felt so good to have their tongues and lips working together for a sweet, combined thing that got him even more aroused. Kagura just said that he hated him, but to the boss, it could only be taken as a token of the complete opposite, naturally. And naturally, the added stimulation of just being together urges him to let go of the other male and keep the kiss going, even as he starts to lead them away from the wall and to his desk.

 

As little as Nagase didn't care about where they did it, there was no way to indulge in all of Kagura against the wall. He wanted him laid down. He needed to look down at him and be on top... This would also be fulfilling his office fantasy, but that wasn't the main point... He slurps at the other's delicious mouth, not having enough of his sweet flavor, and sits Kagura down on his wide desk, "Mmn- ah... Kagura. I'm sorry this has to happen here," he says, though cannot stop from coming back in to kiss and suckle his lips in his break, "There's no way I'm waiting for anything. Its been too Damn long. Your mouth alone is making me go crazy. Hnn..." Nagase leans down into his neck again to ravish the skin he left red and wet. It was hard to imagine sex without the loud volume, but with his employees outside, so there was not much he could work on here.

[mik3la]

He back walked till he felt the desk behind him, trying to get on top of it, spreading his legs to make room for the other to stand between them. Being forced to lean down on it, he didn't had time to protest because the kisses were blocking him to think straight and to even speak.

 

Turning his head to one side biting his lower lip even if the other did that more than one time. It was hard to be quiet and not being able to let all out. He placed his hands into the others hair, pulling it a little bit harder. He liked it rough and so did the other, or at least that was how he remembered.

 

"Just .... Do it already .... I feel like I'm going crazy" he whispered blushing like a tomato. "I know you like to torture me ...but that's enough" he added turning his gaze to face him.

[Shiro Tenshi]

It may have been a trick of the light, or maybe even a slight mirage, but it seemed to be that Nagase gave a look of peace and relief... No. It was real. Nagase couldn't of wanted anything more than this; to be accepted by Kagura with so much desire. And with this permission to torture? He really Did wish they were free to make sounds, if only...

 

At that moment, he looks at the walls really quickly And licks his lips when he recalls that the room was made to be sound proof, because privacy was something only the man on top had. Speed probably had to put his ear against the door just to hear him shout at him as further justification. This made him more at ease, but Kagura didn't know that. And he wouldn't know just yet either.

 

Smirking with evil and a sprinkle of sadism, Nagase kisses Kagura's cheek then licks it, chuckling, "Please do be mindful of your innocent coworkers out there. It would disturb their work to hear what I'm about to do with you." The other male's pants slide off with his silky fingers, the action taken with more control than he though. Probably because he had that artistic inspiration just now. Nagase then starts to loosen out his tie and blazer, just wanting to leave it open enough to expose his torso, "Bite your lip or something if you don't want to be heard," he laughs in a low voice again, "Though I wish you the best of luck, I mean, do you even understand how hard I'm going to fuck your ass right now? It would be such a terrible shame to let anyone hear you except me..."

 

Nagase bites his lip with his sharp canine, only adding an even more appeal to his current smirk. To strike fear into Kagura was pretty mean, But he knew it would add more excitement to his system, and hopefully it would overload. Nagase now only has to pull down his own, tight pants to free his painfully hard cock that was already damp from all of his pre cum. It made him groan pleasurely just to hold the sensitive muscle in his hand, but he still waited to push Kagura's back hard onto the desk, papers gusting off with the action.

[mik3la]

"Stop...talking like that....i cannot let them....mmmhhhhh" he started to say, covering his mouth when the other started licking his bare chest. He hatted when only he was the one that was undressed. Not vice-versa. It was kind of envy. The pervert words were making him blush even more because of the embarrassment and also because of hot temperature that his body was starting to have.

 

"Argh!" he said biting his lips when he was pushed with the back on the desk, feeling the coldness of it. That made his nipples getting even harder than they were and his cock to pulse even more, begging for release, but the action didn't even started.