18+ ~The Liar and the Masochist~ Haikyuu!!(ハイキュー!!) [KageHina]

April 14, 2015

The Liar and the Masochist

Summary: Tobio Kageyama, a struggling university student, shares a dorm room with Tsukishima Kei- his frienemy. One day, Kei spent the night with his lover Yamaguchi, Tobio borrowed his computer to browse the net and visit the porn site for BDSM enthusiast he frequents. Only to find someone close to him work as the BDSM 'queen' there.

Tags:Romance, Gay Male characters, Alternate Universe - BDSM, Alternate universe - College life, Awkward sexual situations, NSFW, not beta read, Liars, Hurt/Comfort

Ratings: Explicit

KageHina, Karasuno Characters, Nekoma Characters, OCs

Status: Ongoing

DISCLAIMER: Haikyuu!! is not mine. only the plot is. ^^

Chapter One

He tried to deny what his eyes have clearly seen; he shook his head, “No. It cannot be. He's not.” he said out loud. But the evidence is clear. The queen of the porn site he frequents is none other than his lover.. Hinata.

“Hey, Kageyama. I have that paper you were looking for yesterday. Tsukki said you left in a hurry and ask if I can give it you. He mistook it as his and brought it along.” Yamaguchi run along the hall, trying to catch up to Kageyama. “Ah, damn. I was looking for this high and low, thanks Yamaguchi.” Tobio took the neatly bind stack of papers and place it inside his bag. He heads for his part-time work now, since the submission of his papers extended by his professor out of consideration for him being a varsity player and all.. But he's really glad now that it seems it'll work out somehow and he can submit it today.

“But still, I was surprised that Tsukki made an effort to ask me to bring it to you.. I thought you two hate each other.” Yamaguchi slowed down and walk at the same pace as Kageyama, he's headed to his afternoon class now, dragging along his props for their presentation. “Huh? I don't really hate that lanky bastard, I just can't stand him.”, with a scowl, Kageyama remembered the last argument he and Tsukishima had. It was over what kind of humidifier they're going to get. The glasses pointed out that getting the latest and newest model was the most economical in the long run. But he insists that getting the oldest model is the right way to go, since it's just a few upgrade away from the new model; the new one is not that great anyways.

If he had the luxury to choose a roommate, he would. But he can't. He's so poor that there are days where he had to eat ramen cup raw; eating it out of the cup, chewing the uncooked noodle like crackers. The electricity's cut that time and the gas bill are unpaid, he had no choice but to eat whatever he could and manage life somehow.

Tsukishima is his high school classmate and they are frienemies.

Being in the same volleyball team, they always clashed and fought and bicker with each other. Who knows that even in college; much to their surprise, they'll end up in the same team again.

“Kageyama, I'm headed this way. You take care.” Yamaguchi called out while he is zoning out. “ “Kay, later.” he said later cause Tadashi Yamaguchi kept coming to their room. I wonder what freckles saw in that glasses. He seemed so devoted to that lanky bastard. I can't even imagine it.

“This looks okay. But you better be careful next time Kageyama-kun, you can't focus only in sports. Even if you try to pursue volleyball as a career. Education is important.”, his professor said while he checks Kageyama's submission. “You know when I was at your age, none of us even considered having a-” “Er, sir apologize, but I really need to get going to my part-time work. Thank you very much.” if I don't end it here, the old man won't shut up. “Okay, then please heed my advice okay, take care.”

Kageyama left the office in a dash after he being dismissed, he can't help but hurry- run like the wind If you will. He had a reason to, not that he is late. But he wanted to see the guy he's been eyeing on for a few months now. Damn it, move out of the way.

Just as Kageyama is running towards the university entrance, Tsukishima; by the window of his classroom saw the idiot and he sighed audibly wearing a painful expression because he can't stand how Kageyama acts when his classes end. He thinks Kageyama acts like a little maiden.

“Oh, Kageyama-kun, good afternoon.” that orange hair rustle's as he sweep outside their shop. “Ozu.” he replied cooly and headed inside the bar to set up for opening. Since they are college student the law allowed them to work at establishments that serves alcoholic beverages. Even though the shift Kageyama has were to say it simply- always gets in the way of his rest, he sacrificed every bit of it for a good pay. It's better than to work with two or three different part times just to get by.

Also, that he can't leave because of Hinata who's also a waiter there.

“Oh, Kageyama-kun I have to go now. Since it's not a busy day today, seeing as it's just Tuesday, will you be alright being alone on the floor for tonight? I have to go to my other part-time work.” Hinata entered the crew's dressing room and hurriedly removed his apron and unbuttoned his shirt. The raven hair by this time caught a glimpse of Hinata's stomach as he slipped into his casual tee. He whipped his head back so as not to let the redhead notice his blushing. “Ah yeah, I'll be fine. Take care.”, though he doesn't usually say take care to anyone; being the stoic and unsociable guy that he is, It's different with Hinata.

“Thanks, Kageyama. You take care too.”, he tugged Kageyama closer to his face, and gave him a peck at the cheek. “I'll message you tonight, yeah? Later.”- “Wait.” the redhead's arms tugged by the raven and his chin tilted upwards. Given the kiss reserved when they are alone, Hinata's weak knees gave in but the taller man supported his waist. It didn't end there, Kageyama caress his lover's butt and the latter gave a soft purr, enjoying the petting he is receiving. Tongues and saliva fused, and the sweat off Kageyama's back added all to the redhead's excitement.

“STOP.” he managed to protest just in time before his penis became completely arouse. “Mou, giving me that kind of goodbye kiss. What are you trying to do?” Hinata held his chest and pat it a little louder, coming down from the high. “Go and have a good day.” Kageyama smirk to his satisfaction, seeing how flustered Hinata's face was.

'Yeah. Yeah.”, though irritated, Hinata let out a smile and he went out of the door.

Being new lovers is tough, when you don't have the privacy to do your business at the comfort of your own home. Especially if your roommate is none other than Tsukishima – the studious homey guy.

They have some kind of a system to sort some privacy to jerk off like normal young adults. Or even bring a lover over. That is hang a sock by the door for when you're inside already getting busy. Though this is rather embarrassing since the dormitory will know; maybe even wait for you outside to cheer up after you went out. It's a rather tricky and painful experience one must avoid and only use if there are no other options.

Tsukishima's family is loaded, and since he doesn't need money for tuition; thanks to academic scholarship and his varsity participation, whatever his family sends him is kept as pocket-money. So working is rather unnecessary. Unlike Kageyama, who barely scrapes by in studies. Though his school expenses paid for, his dorm fees are only discounted by half. And the rest, he just have to work for himself. He has parent who supported him throughout his younger days. However in the recent years, money has been tight on the Kageyama's and so Tobio; a one track mind kind of guy refuse to let go of his dreams of becoming pro. In reality, college is only a fall back in case fate decided to screw things up for him.

Still, his schedule is taking a toll on his lower region as well. When he gets home at night, it's already lights out, and Tsukishima by that time, either asleep or doing something over his desk. What time can he take care of his needs other than going to the toilet and use his imagination?

This sucks. Is what Kageyama always says. He wants a place of his own, even a 6 tatami mat room will be fine. As long as he has some privacy where he can bring Hinata over, without worrying what his roommate might see, or smell for that matter.

BRTT.

Kageyama's phone that night buzzed while he is on his desk working on his homework late that night. He just got out of the bath and looked at the clock. It's a little over one hour before Hinata's shift at his other part-time is over, so it couldn't be him.

I'm staying over at Yamaguchi's. Don't use my computer for your raunchy needs. If you do, please have the decency to erase the viewing history, king.

Kei T.

“Yosha.” Kageyama fist pumped in the air and went in to open Tsukishima's computer, leaving his home work for later. He's allowed to use it, Tsukishima is not that stingy when it comes to things that might help Kageyama is his studies. After all, for the sake of the years they've known each other, this much isn't a big deal. He has his personal laptop anyways, while Kageyama has none.

“Okay, enter the password here.. And voilà.”

In reality, Kageyama is a frustrated sadist. Frustrated meaning he can't really let this freaky self out. It'll be the worst since his current lover of barely two months looks like someone who hasn't even experience sleeping with a guy. He pursued Hinata for 4 months, relentlessly at that. And he enjoyed how innocent his lover is reacting to his every word, his every action and every tease- like a virgin.

Oh, they have a new release fresh from earlier? Nice.

He scrolled down to get the video streaming, it seems like there's a new video out on the BDSM community he frequent at. But these videos are usually a few minutes long, just enough to tease you to buy the full video or pay the membership and get access to the full length one. He doesn't have that luxury though. He can't afford it.

What a cheesy name, sadoqueen? Psh.

It's been months since he saw video clips from this queen, but he didn't open it. His preference is soft core gay porn, something with light bondage and probably group orgies. Though he has a sado heart, he is not that sadistic or rather, he just haven't fully unleash this side of his, yet.

But he got curious, since the forum speaks about this person. And so as the curiosity lead the unsuspecting cat, he opened the video clip and had the shock of his life.

“Who told you to speak like a human? Aren't you a dog? Bark!” the raven haired man spoke harshly towards the kneeling, collared and tied up man under him. He is stepping on the bottom man's penis and grinding it with his heel.

Though the one lashing out the whipping is black-haired man, there was no doubt in his mind that it is Hinata; his Hiinata.

Because Hinata refused to let him know his other job for reasons like, it's nothing big just helping out a friend at a movie studio being the props man or something, he always felt uneasy. Not that he did not trust him but because he is a jealous man. And he knew his lover is a bit of an air head, so people might take advantage of him.

He recognized his lover by the voice, and because last week; without Hinata knowing it, he marked him at his nape with a kiss. And from the angle of the video he is seeing, it's clearly HInata.

But this is not something he expected. Hinata doing porn, letting other man touch him, choking the other guy with his own penis. Whipping.. waxing.. it's too much.

“eh.. wait.. Why am I arouse by this?”, curious about what is going on. Unintentionally, Kageyama felt exhilarated seeing Hinata abusing the other man.

“eh, EHHH?”

April 14, 2015

CHAPTER TWO

"And? What do you need me for that? There's a personnel that can help you with whatever it is that you want. Why should I waste my precious weekend in helping you buy a computer?" Tsukishima expressed his plain disgust at Kageyama, for the first time the king ask him for something and he can't help but be grossed out.

"Bastard, you're just going to point which one has the best specs for the budget I allotted. Will it kill you to drive me to the store, and do that?"

"Now I have to drive you there too? What the fuck, Kageyama." Tsukishima is few minutes away from punching Kageyama but as always, Yamaguchi held him back.

"Tsukki, let's help him out. Maybe he needed a personal laptop? Right Kageyama-kun?", still hugging Tsukishima by the waist, completely immobilizing him to move towards the source of irritation, Yamaguchi sure know how to handle his lover's moods well. He got used to the two always bickering like cats and dogs and if not for the fact that he still lives with his parents, he might offer Tsukki to switch rooms with him.

"Huh? What are you even saying, you know what I had planned this weekend right?", the glasses held freckle face and squeezed it, irritated by the fact that he sided with the king and the latter removed his hold and grinned widely. "We can watch movie after, what do you say? After we help Kageyama-kun, he won't use your computer anymore, isn't it a win-win situation?", the freckles pointed out, making the blonde resigned himself and sighed.

"Nice. Thanks Yamaguchi." Kageyama triumphant fist pumped Yamaguchi and before the other one can reciprocate, the blonde yanked him closer to his chest and said, "I swear if it's not for Tadashi.."

Kageyama mumbled something and bowed to freckles. "Alright, I'll give you two some privacy as thanks. I won't sleep here tonight." He called them out and handed the blonde a suspicious bottle. At Tsukishima's closer inspection, it's a bottle of lubricant. This made him angrier, swearing out on the raven too late as he is already outside the dorm room humming victoriously.

"Kageyama-kun, your face's red, feeling okay?" Hinata peeked at the raven's face and the other instantly jolts back, hitting his head on his locker door.

"No, it's just, I ran from school to here so.. I'm fine.. Really.", for some reason, he can't look at Hinata's face. It's been a week since that last porn watching incident. There were a few instances when he almost ask the redhead the questions that's been lingering at the back of his mind. What the fuck is up with that video? Is he really that sadoqueen? Why is he making porn and why didn't he tell me?

"Alright then.", said Hinata. But somehow looked a bit, sadly. "Kageyama-kun, you still coming to my place this evening?" he followed.

"Yeah? Yes, I am.", confused with the redhead's pouting expression.

"Oh! 'Okay then. I'll see you outside."

Oh, now he looks relieved. What was that?

The bar's full tonight, especially since it's Valentine's weekend. The floor was bustling with celebrating couples and groups alike, drinking the night away. It's tiring to them both, Hinata and Kageyama. Though there are other who waited the tables too, it's still a busy night.

"Thank you sirs, please come again." Hinata called out to the leaving group of men, one of them though stood still in front of Hinata. Kageyama wanted to go to the redhead's side, but he already is waiting a table. Good thing Hinata handled the drunkard – cleverly, sending him out of his way.

"Problem?", one of the waiters asked Hinata, and the other one just shook his head, looking a bit pale. Kageyama saw it all, that the drunk office worker whispered something to him, wearing a smirk on his face. He had a hunch on what that was but, he can't focus on that right now. He'll get to the bottom of this later he said to himself.

"Pardon my intrusion." Kageyama said before he entered Hinata's apartment. He'd been here before, but he never stayed the night. His club activities prevented him for staying out late, since this place is a far from the university. Hinata is understanding on this part of Kageyama's life. Even though he isn't going to college now, he plans to enroll the next semester. Very big on the idea to enroll where his raven is.

"Come in. Excuse the mess." He removed his scarf and hang his coat together with his bag on the coat hanger, offering Kageyama a clothes hanger for his as well. "What would you like to drink? I went grocery shopping yesterday so the fridge is full. I got paid for that other part-time I have." asked Hinata.

Shit! I got nervous all of a sudden.

"Ahm anything is fine, thanks." Kageyama pats his chest.

"Kageyama-kun, you're being weird, I noticed it for the past few days. You've been avoiding me." Hinata surprised his raven by sitting on his lap facing him. The other one had a troubled expression on his face, a little pink under the eyes.

Averting his eyes, he said that Hinata is just imagining it. That there was nothing wrong and that he is just as he was like before. But the other did not believe it, more so he started to get a bit teary. This made Kageyama panicked.

"I'm so sorry. Please don't cry for me. Maybe I was just tired, yeah? That's it. Come on, just cheer up now.", he stroked Hinata's thigh. Though the tired part is partially true, the other reason was he did not know how to open up the topic of him accidentally seeing Hinata at the porn site the other day. How can he? Although it is normal for young people to watch those kind of videos, it's not normal to watch those with your lover in it.

"Oh, her i thought that you might be thinking of breaking up with me and I got so scared.", he sniffled and burrowed his head on Kageyama's neck, hugging the raven closer.

The raven hugged back, at the back of his mind he thought the redhead is so cute, that he might have imagine what he saw. There's a resemblance of him to that man on the video, yes. But it's better to think otherwise. Or wait for the other one to tell him himself.

"Hinata, can I ask you questions though?" still on a tight embrace sitting on the sofa, Hinata looked at Kageyama's eyes and nodded. Although Kageyama can hear the redhead's heartbeat, clearly nervous about his sudden seriousness.

"What do you feel about me? I am serious about you, but what about you Hinata?"

Hinata wanted to laugh and try to pass it off as a joke, but Kageyama is serious. His brow is creased and his eyes are staring intently at him that he felt a bit unnerved.

"Ah. Well of course I am serious about you. I li..like you…" he twiddled his thumbs with a blush on his face.

"And, why won't you tell me your other work? Where was it? Do you have another man there or?"

"No! Please don't accuse me like that. That's not true. It's just that part-time isn't really much and since you lack rest, I just don't want to worry you. That's all. Please believe me." Hinata's denied it strongly, which made Kageyama feel guilty for some reason.

Kageyama exhaled audibly and hugged Hinata tightly.

"Kageyama-kun, what's happening?" Hinata pry himself off the embrace, but the other one just squeezed him harder. "Never mind.", said Kageyama.

"Oh, I guess someone is needy." Hinata, at the back of his mind thought that his lover is just being insecure. They haven't had sex for a few weeks now since the exams and the practice matches interfered with them. But now that it's over, maybe Kageyama is feeling the relief of it and taking his sweet time to act all willful.

He unceremoniously kissed a wet one on Kageyama's ear, blowing air on it a bit. The other one shuddered under him and brushed off his thigh. Hinata started planting soft kisses on the raven, tracing his lips on the man's collar-bone. He grazed his teeth on him moaning at the back of his throat when he felt the pressing groins under him grew bigger.

Hinata likes slow sensual kisses, and so does Kageyama.

Their lips locked together moving in sync. Kageyama was the first one to slid his tongue inside their joined mouths, swirling it inside. His hands caressed Hinata's butt that press against his lap while Hinata's fingers make a mess off his hair. He can feel it too, that Hinata is already hard since its penis is pressed against his belly.

"Hold on tight." Kageyama held that legs as he stood up and the other one coiled on to him like a vine. He placed Hinata on the bed, making him land with a thud.

"Take your shirt off." Hinata said in a whisper and Kageyama obliged. He parted that leg under him and threw his shirt off the bed.

"I like these." Hinata traced with his fingers that abs Kageyama is sporting. He even went ahead and touched the V-curve above his lovers pants hem line. Kageyama's body is really his type, long and lean.

The raven hovered on top of his lover, planting kisses on its face. He then unbuttoned Hinata's shirt, just enough to expose his front. "And I like these.", said Kageyama, tracing his finger tips on the pink nipples. Making Hinata's voice quaver when he called the raven's name.

"Kageyama-kun." He breathe out, while the other one skillfully licked and sucked his nipples. He can't help but feel the heat rising and this made him wet his under pants from his arousal.

"Hinata, can you face that way please." Kageyama lifted his lover's hips near his face and parted that plump ass. "Kage… no that's dirty." Hinata protested but the other didn't listen. He stretched that ass cheeks to part and gave it a lick, concentrating his saliva and spitting on the hole. The other one started to pant and moan. Quivering like mad and calling out on his raven. His hands are almost white, clenching the sheets tightly. More so when Kageyama inserted his fingers in while simultaneously giving him a good rimming.

"I think it's ready." Kageyama said making a slurping sound. Reading himself to enter when Hinata flipped himself to lay on his back.

"No, you made me worry about you so you have to do something else for me." Hinata said, opening up his legs and folding his knees to for a letter M from it.

What is it? What's he asking me?

"Kageyama-kun, please give me a blow job too. You gave me a rim job right? Please do the front as well." Hinata said, he licked his lips and wriggled his fingers inviting Kageyama closer to him.

Damn that's hot. Kageyama admitted and went for it without being coy.

He's used to giving the red a blow job now and then. After all he is the one penetrating it, It's only fair that Hinata gets the other service from him, however this is the first time Hinata requested it himself. The raven felt a bit happy about that.

"Ah.. yahh, Kageyama-kun.", he knew that the other one is enjoying it cause he felt the tangy taste of its pre-cum inside his mouth. He didn't mind, he like how dirty sex is; and hot like this. He decided to play with Hinata's hole as well, giving him no time to relax. "AHH!", the redhead quivered when Kageyama hit that harden spot inside and pressed it till his partner got all teary.

Still busy with blowing him off, Kageyama taste that the pre-cum is over flowing and that Hinata is cumming real soon. Before he had the time to stop, Hinata pressed his head, plunging his penis at the back of Kageyama's throat, effectively gagging him. "Uhn!" he tried to wriggle out but it was too late, Hinata came inside him.

It didn't stop there, the redhead devilishly pressed his nose, making him drink a few of the semen before releasing him and letting him cough the rest out.

"What the hell was that." Kageyama turned eyes on him and Hinata just giggled. "Ah, sorry I don't know what came over me. Are you mad?" Hinata's feet is poking on Kageyama's erection. It seems he is saying that Kageyama enjoyed it too.

This made the raven blush some more. He felt embarrassed by the fact that it is the case here. He parted that thigh once more and roughly entered his shaft down that hole.

Hinata cried out, clawed his back and bit his lover's shoulder. Begging Kageyama to slow it down, but he can't deny that even though it was rough, he likes how Kageyama paid attention to his needs. Every thrust angled at the right spot and the kisses showered all over his sensitive spots. He like this part of his lover. He always think that Kageyama is so kind.

The bed creaks and quake loudly, now their bodies and joined with a tight embrace. Hinata's arms are bracing for the wall, knees on the bed while Kageyama pound him hard at the back. The both called out each others name as they emptied themselves throughout the night.

"At least treat us to some drinks. What kind of guy is this?" Tsukishima's irritated again when Kageyama said he is going home to start browsing on his new laptop.

"I don't have money now. You know that, I already spent my savings here.", he shrugged off the blonde's valid point.

"Let him be Tsukki, I'll treat you, ne. Come on, the movie is about to start and we haven't had tickets yet.", Yamaguchi dragged the blonde with him and bowed to Kageyama and the other one did so as well.

Just as he suspected, there were at least 10 video clips of the said sadoqueen from the said porn forum. All of which redirects you to the full movie access with the warning that it's very graphic and not for the faint heart.

Again with the curiosity and the aching need to know the truth, Kageyama clicked the site and registered himself. With heavy heart he registered the credit card he is saving for emergency use and access the latest movie released.

There it was, the sexy sadist lashing out his antics on the poor perverted masochist tied to a ceiling, dangling from above. There's a reason for it, why Kageyama bought the latest one. The time when Hinata said he got a call from his other part-time, Kageyama again marked him, but in a place no one would even suspect.

It's only a tiny dot on that silky smooth skin. A tiny dot that will eventually save him from his suspicion.

But he was wrong.

Clearly that mark is there on the man who is fisting his knuckles on the poor masochist's ass. The mark he placed on his beloved's side, at the back near its rib cage. For some, it might look like a rash, a bite of a mosquito or maybe just a redden part. But he knew other wise.

Kageyama folded his knees closer to his chest, paused the wretched video and closed the laptop shut.

Covering his palms on his face, with heavy heart he muttered.

"Hinata,.. you liar."

April 14, 2015

April 17, 2015

a/n; not beta read, sorry i used spellcheck that's available in my country. but just to be sure, be advised that this is not beta checked. thanks

CHAPTER THREE

"You're so damn annoying. Drink, date someone, go out, focus on volleyball! I don't care, just don't get all gloomy here. I can practically see molds seeping out of you." Tsukishima said, throwing pillows on the gloomy Kageyama.

It's been three days since Kageyama suddenly got into the gloomy mood. They have no idea why. Tsukishima expected that Kageyama at least will bother him for a month, asking about his new laptop. But when he got home later that night, he just saw Kageyama sitting on his bed, staring blankly at the ceiling.

He didn't mind it much at first. But it has become a bother when Kageyama sighs every fifteen minutes, It has brought him to a depressed state as well. Plus, this is the king. The idiot whose head is full with volleyball. And it's unusual for him to skip practice for a day. Worst is that he attended practice after a day of pretending to be sick, but basically sucking the whole time.

"Kageyama-kun, are you feeling unwell? Maybe we should go to the nurse's office." Yamaguchi sat at the foot of Kageyama's bed, concerned because Kageyama didn't retaliate to Tsukishima after being thrown a pillow to the face.

"You! You even made Yamaguchi concern for you! Get up now. Get up!" Tsukishima stood abruptly as well, swiftly dressing for warmer clothes since it's so cold out from the snowing last night.

"Huh?" the raven hair looked at Tsukishima and showed that scowling, he always do when irritated.

"We're going out, being in here is making you extra stupid. Must be the weather that's making you all depress. Get up." Tsukishima mouthed to Yamaguchi that he should get ready as well. Today, they only had classes till lunch. The practice got canceled due to the weather and since gym heater broke, it'll be worse if they continue. Just to be sure, their captain locked the gym. Since there are idiots who will pour themselves to practice regardless of what its condition.

Instead of getting up, the gloomy brat went ahead and lay down, covered himself with the blanket, "Enjoy.", he said to the two.

Before they drag king out of the bed, the blonde gave him a good smack in the head and Yamaguchi as always stop them from fighting.

"Still, this is such a surprise that you guys are asking us to drink. Are you guys even allowed to? You're just first years, right?", asked their highschool former Team Captain, Daichi Sawamura is now their new VIce-Captain, and the one they go to when there's trouble. At first he was reluctant to hear their excuse for asking a drinking session with them, but when he and Sugawara saw the state Kageyama's in, they agreed eventually.

Tsukishima sipped his, he has no intention to tell the vice that there was a time where he made Yamaguchi drunk before, so he pretended that this is all their first time and it can't be helped.

"Still, what's gotten into you?" Sugawara asked as he poured alcohol to Kageyama's empty glass.

Good thing Sugawara and Daichi live together, and had this kind of privacy, otherwise it'll bring bad reputation to these players. Only Daichi continued studying together with the three, but Sugawara is enrolled in Physical therapy school his relative owns. In a way, this is Suga's help for them. Give them free massages.

Kageyama didn't answer. He just looked at the bottom of the glass, feeling the burn of the drink sliding down his throat. He isn't used to the taste, and apparently, it hurts like hell to cough when drinking cause it also seeps out of your nose. He realizes that people who drinks are tough, but he understands why they do, two glasses of it and he's already feeling hazy.

They just looked at him, Sawamura even gave him an encouraging pat, he doesn't know what happened, but he said hang in there, and the latter nodded.

"Disgusting." Tsukishima said, but Yamaguchi knew otherwise. Tsukishima isn't really feeling like that. He hid his smile behind his glass. He knew that his Tsukki is concerned for his friend, and this is his way of showing his love.

"Will I forget?" Kageyama asked, but not to his companion, he asked himself. This is his first time loving anyone, and the hurt is unparalleled.

The four of them looked at Kageyama and turned questioning eyes to each other. Almost saying "AH! So it's heartbreak."

Few days back…

"What's up, it's late, anything wrong?" Hinata is freshly bathe and his hair is still wet when he opened the door, he Kageyama when it came barreling down his door late at night. They didn't agree to meet tonight, but this is still a nice surprise, the redhead thought.

"I won't stay long." Kageyama stood firm in the entrance way, looking red in the face, and Hinata thought it might be because he ran all the way to here. "This sounds so serious, um, maybe we should sit?" Hinata's heart is beating madly. He might feel scared a bit.

The raven shook his head, and gritted his teeth. This made Hinata step back and assess what's happening. He nodded that he understands Kageyama and that he should say what he came in here for, preparing for the worst. The break up, he is feeling that's coming.

"Hinata, why did you lie to me?" Kageyama said in a whisper voice, almost choking at the end of that sentence. "Eh? Lie? What do you mean?" the redhead's answer.

"Your other job. You're doing porn." Kageyama simply stated. "No, not just porn. BDSM porn." he added. He even gave a disgusted look to his Hinata.

"Eh?", the redhead is beyond shocked, his face paled and he braced himself to the wall.

"You're not going to deny it?" Kageyama was hopeful even for a tiny spark that he was mistaken. That Hinata will deny it, fight his innocence, prove that Kageyama is an idiot and that he will never do it. But the other one just gazed down, shook his head and hiccuped. Maybe even holding his undeserving tears.

"Shit!" Kageyama slammed his fist into the wall, startling Hinata, even made him jump back. "Oh? Why are you stepping back. Aren't you used to this? Oh wait, you're used to being the one doing the whipping." Kageyama taunts.

"Kage-

"Don't! Don't fucking start calling me and apologizing. You liar. I'm done." his own words hurt him so much that he even consider taking it back.

'I'll stop. Please, I'll do whatever you want just please don't go." Hinata held the ravens hand, shaking. His palms are cold as it can be, and his face looks like he's going to go over any moment.

Seeing this made Kageyama's anger dissipate a bit. He sighed and held Hinata's face and the latter sigh with relief, but this isn't the case here.

"Take Care of yourself. " Kageyama said while he stroke that lips one last time.

"Eh? No, no.. Please, no."

He freed himself out of that desperate hold and walked out the door with a heavy heart.

"Yoh, it's good to see the improvements that you made, I'm glad." The team captain said to Kageyama, nodding contentedly when he saw that monstrous jump serve. And the vice-captain, Sawamura agreed with a pat to his junior's head.

"After winning the winter tournament, I just felt pumped up. And I've already dragged the team down when I had some problems a few months before. Sorry about that." Kageyama bowed a bit and the two laughed a bit. Indeed, he's been difficult, but they were just glad that the he bounced back. That's all the matters now.

"Disgusting." Tsukishima butted in and angered Kageyama, and the two started arguing like before.

After breaking up with Hinata, Kageyama has been a mess. His usual focused self no more, he even failed one class. Lucky for him that the professor took his attitude as stress from being the first year main setter for their team. Everything is riding on his shoulders and that made him take pity on the young man, giving him a chance to take specials exams. Of course out of desperation from the club, they all helped him study, review, get him out of his slumps, one member is even in charge of making sure Kageyama eats on time.

It's been hard, but he manages to pull through. Now working at a different restaurant thanks to his former teammate Asahi, he now rids himself of anything that reminds him of Hinata.

Even that laptop remained untouched.

Every once in a while, Tsukishima see Kageyama going back and forth, seemingly debating whether he'll open that laptop or not. He didn't mind it as much as he could. He's not that heartless. But he knew that there's something that Kageyama saw in there that made him crazy, even break up with that lover of his that's been occupying his time of rest. He thought it was for the best, since the Kageyama now is top of his game. Focus only on his goal. But still, at the back of his mind, he wonders who is that person who broke the king. He must be one hell of a lady.

"Eh? What's with the new uniform?" Yamaguchi asked Yachi and the blonde patted her lower back from the heavy box she pulled all the way from the clubroom. "Someone is joining us today. A new member that registered yesterday." she said.

"New?" Yamaguchi asked and that piqued the interest of the blonde giant boyfriend of his. "Is this person replacing Mino-San? Is he a middle blocker?" Tsukishima asked, this is good since his fellow blocker dropped out from school due to some inconvenience and transferred elsewhere.

"Yeah, he is. But he's short for the position. You didn't see it yesterday, but man he was all "swoosh" when he jumps. I was like, 'fugwahhh" it's so intense." Yachi started her animated story telling which the two are used to. Since they knew her from high school and that she's always like this. By this time the coach asked them to gather up. And introduced them the newest member of their team.

"Man, I'm already fifteen minutes late. Shit, that teacher doesn't shut up." Kageyama hurriedly wore his jersey and ran toward the gym.

"You're late."The vice-Capt pointed out, he bowed his apology and started warming up at the end of the gigantic gym.

"That was a great spike Hinata."

Hinata?

Kageyama dreaded to look back, but he did what was inevitable. When he looks back at the people playing on the court, there he was. That redhead. Not only that, that redhead performed a beautiful broad attack, an attack that seems to call the setter inside him.

No way.

The whistled signaled the end of the first set and the team with the redhead won it. As they were on a break, the redhead noticed Kageyama is frozen in placed. He dropped his towel on the bench and walked towards him.

"Hey." Hinata bowed.

"Hey." Kageyama greeted back.

"So, I enrolled here like I said I will do. I hope that this won't be a problem for you. And I promise I will try my best not to get in your way." Hinata said, his smile is a little hopeful that at least Kageyama can be civil towards him.

"Yeah, no problem." Kageyama manages to say that out smoothly.

It's a lie. It's not okay.

"That's good. And you look good, Kageyama-San. It's nice to see you again. I hope we can put the past behind us. I already quit that job to start my life over." Hinata looked apologetic again. He did not have the chance to apologize, but looking at Kageyama, it seems that he has moved on.

"That's in the past. And I'm happy to hear that.", the raven answered.

This is a lie. I'm not happy to hear that. What do you mean start over? Does this include forgetting me? Wait, what am I thinking?

"Enough with the talking, are you done warming up Kageyama? Go with your position!" Vice captain Sawamura bellowed.

"Okay, let's go." Hinata said to Kageyama, turning his back to him and walks back to his place.

What am I going to do? Seems like my stupid heart still belongs to that idiot.

April 23, 2015

a/n: lemons... not beta read..NSFW

disclaimer: haikyuu! is not mine

CHAPTER FOUR

"Stupid! You're suppose to receive it using your arms! Not your face! Dumb ass!" Kageyama came charging to Hinata, when the other one seems to suck at everything in volleyball, if you exclude his amazing jumps.

"Ah, sorry! I'm sorry!" Hinata cowers behind the team Captain, and he managed to separate the two. It's only been a few hours since the two met and it seems like they won't get along that easily.

"Kageyama is a perfectionist Hinata, so please don't mind him much and just continue with your practice. You won't improve if you cower every time he scolds you. And it's not like he will punch you for no apparent reason, right?" Sawamura tried to ease the newbie's discomfort, and the redhead shook his head as a response.

"I know Kageyama-kun isn't like that, so don't worry Sawamura-san." Hinata said, calming down when Kageyama lost his initial anger and went on to practice like usual.

"Eh? You know each other?" Sawamura asked, it just so happens that Tsukishima is there as well so he heard what Hinata had to say next.

"We work together in his previous part-time job, so that's where he and I met." Hinata seems like he is trying to end the conversation, added, "Ah, but we weren't close or anything. We just knew each other since we have same breaks and stuff.. Yeah, just like that."

This made the tall blonde more curious. More so when he sees Hinata shoot glances over the tyrant king from time to time.

"But, did you know that Kageyama is a varsity here?" Yamaguchi asked, and Tsukishima is silently happy that he did. A part of him wants to know this as well.

"Yeah, I did. This school is more for a plebeian like me, since I have no one to support my studies. So I asked Kageyama about the fees, the dorm cost, the regulations, how can I get discounts and stuff like that. But you see, Hehe, I'm not really smart nor worthy to become a varsity scholar, so I need the coach' recommendation or something to get at least a discount on this semester." He scratched his face, being shy in being the center of attention all of a sudden.

"You won't get a scholarship when you don't even know how to serve, stupid." Kageyama butted in and Hinata fires back. "You're not that smart too, Kageyama-kun, so don't call me stupid!"

The two seem to argue a lot, from Tsukishima's perspective, it is more than meets the eye. He has his suspicions earlier, but now it seems like it has resolved itself somehow. Kageyama isn't the type of person to be rude to an acquaintance. They knew each other on a more personal level, and what's pretty obvious is, Hinata went to this school for Kageyama.

"Tsukki, why are you grinning?" Yamaguchi asked, "Nothing. It was nothing." he schooled his expression and sigh.

"Eh, Hinata, you're not staying at the dorms?" Yachi asked, when they were having a break before they jog around campus that afternoon.

Hinata gulped the last few ounces of his drink and shook his head. "Ah, no, I'm staying at my old apartment, I have at least 6 months worth of lease there. And also, the dorms are kind of full now." he stated.

"But, it'll be hard on me, I admit. Since living here would pretty much be easier. The practice takes a lot of my time and the energy and, well, the times I spent on traveling could be used on resting or additional hour for my part-time work." he added.

"Eh? What kind of part-time work are you doing?' Yachi asked again, passing the towel to Yamaguchi and Tsukishima besides him.

"Right now I am working as a waiter where Kageyama-kun and I met. I get a few hours extra since we are under staff, however, I think I might quit that too, and focus on studying." Hinata stood up and did some stretching when his thirst is quench..

"Will you be able to survive without working?" Kageyama couldn't help but voice out his concern. He immediately regretted it though, since Tsukishima is eyeing him weirdly. Even grinning a bit.

This bastard knows something, from his smirk. Damn, he irritates me. Kageyama thought.

Hinata is shock by sudden question from the last person he expects, but he manages to smile for him, showing his happy face and nods. "Yeah, I've saved quite a lot selling my soul for a few years, so that I can get my life together."

This made the people who are near them a bit surprise. Hinata sounded like he was joking, but the sadness from his voice sounds so real.

"Kidding! I found a new job near here, but the interview is on this weekend. So hopefully it'll be alright." he said and Yachi made some nervous laughter, she senses something was off from that exchanged the two had but couldn't put a finger on it.

"Don't be so nervous, Yachi. Some say that my humor is a bit dark sometimes, so you'll get used to me eventually." he followed this one with a chuckle and the rest laughs with him.

"You're a character, you know Hinata. You want to play volleyball, but man, you suck." the happy yet a bit easily angered senpai named Tanaka, butted in.

"Haha, I get that a lot since I joined, so please spare me." Hinata laughs.

"Good work today, see you tomorrow!"

The sun already set, giving the sky a color of deep orange, it's beautiful and it's Kageyama's favorite time of the day. Before, this always reminds him of Hinata's hair. Reddish sometime when the noon sky light hits it, and often times when they had to walk at night, that hair reflects a bit of the lamp or the moon light and the color comes off darker.

He likes it.

Whenever he and Hinata made love, his fingers ran through that hair. Even at times when Hinata sleeps on his chest or his stomach, he lost count of how many minutes or hours he spent on just staring at it.

And now Hinata is in front of him, but out of reach. Somehow an unidentified feeling is welling up inside him again. Its ache is familiar. He really does love Hinata, but he did not expect that it is up to this extent.

"Kageyama-kun, you're riding bikes too? Aren't you going to the dorms?" Hinata asked him when he unlocked his bike too, just a few feet away from Hinata's.

"Yeah, I'm headed to my work. How about you?", asking him without looking at Hinata's face.

"I'm headed home. I need some preparing to do for my class tomorrow." He said, mounting on the bike seat.

There are many things Kageyama would like to say, but it seems that he can't find his voice. Hinata waited, which was awkward for the two, but he did. Cause he can see that Kageyama is restless and wanting to say something to him.

"Ah, never mind Kageyama. I didn't mean to trouble you. Have a good night." he said, starts pedaling, but Kageyama swiftly grabbed his bag, tangling it to Hinata's neck. The latter coughs and stares at Kageyama. "What?!" with a coarse voice he asked the raven.

"One question, can I ask one question, Hinata?" he said, his face wore a serious look, and Hinata nodded.

"Did you loved me?"

Hinata startled by the question, he thought this was a close page for the both of them. But apparently, it is not. He shook his head and gaze down.

"No. I'm sorry." he whispers softly.

Kageyama let go of his hold, and reached out to Hinata's hair. The other one flinched, but he continued, smiling, he said "I've always loved how your hair feels on my hands, Hinata." Kageyama said.

"Kageyama.."

"This is for the best, I guess." Kageyama added, and let go. He turned his head back and mounted on his bike. Without looking back, he pedaled away. When Hinata saw him passed him by, there was a hint of tears on Kageyama's cheeks. And Hinata's chest aches.

"What do you mean loved? Bakageyama, I still do, I still love you.." Hinata mutters.

"Eh? So you mean you're not available, Hinata? Wow! So you're dating someone?" Tanaka's voice over the club room is so loud that Sawamura can't help but ask him to be quiet.

"I am sort of, not available." Hinata was vague about it.

Damn, I mean what can I say? I am in love with someone so count me out of goukon? It'll make me look like a complete virgin.. no, I won't let that happen.

"How about you, Kageyama? You coming?" Tanaka asked, moving his target on whoever is closer. Well, Tsukishima is closer, but it's pretty much known that he and Yamaguchi is dating now. From what he heard, Tsukishima, Kageyama, Yamaguchi, Yachi and Sawamura are from the same high school.

"Kageyama-kun?" Tanaka asked again, and the other one slammed his locker closed, startling everyone inside. "Yeah, I'm coming." he said, but his eyes were looking at Hinata.

Not available? So is he saying he is dating someone now?

"Great! Now, only one left." Tanaka browsed his phone, but Hinata tapped his shoulders.

"Actually, senpai, I am a bit okay if all I have to do is be there. Can I come?" Hinata asked, looking at Kageyama with a pissed expression.

What the fuck am I doing? Tch!

"Won't your lover be mad at you for coming on a group date?" Kageyama started and Hinata snorts.

"I hope he* will. I love to see him riled up." He fired back.

"Oi, can Yamaguchi and I come too? It looks like fun." Tsukishima butted in,

"Eh? Tsukki, you already have me, what gives?" Yamaguchi panics and asked.

"Well, it's fine, right? You guys can just drink and sing at the karaoke then."

Tsukishima wore a jubilant face and smirked at Kageyama.

"You're drunk. So rest." Kageyama said to the redhead and the other one just snapped at him, continuously sipping his beer.

"I am not." Hinata said and quaffed.

"Hinata, although it's the weekend tomorrow, I did promise Daichi-san that we won't drink. So please control yourself." Tanaka worries about Hinata, but at the same time, he is busy on his own world. Since there are at least two girls near him. He's just glad that Kageyama seems uninterested in the girls from the other university and that the girls gave up on him. He's also glad that it seems like Kageyama is concern about Hinata that he is looking after him.

"I'm going to the toilet." Hinata stood up and wobbly exits the door, with the raven behind him, looking closely at him. When they entered the rest room, he whipped his head back and ask Kageyama. "Why are you following me?'

Instead of an answer, he questioned back.

"Who is it?"

"Huh?"

"Who is this person you are dating now?" Kageyama slammed his hand and Hinata on the wall and inched his face close to him. There is at least one guy using the toilets, but he whistled and went out after he washed his hands, almost saying he didn't see anything.

"Kageyama, it's none of your business." Hinata tried to pry out of his hold, but the taller man secured himself to him by holding on his waist. The raven then burrowed his head on his shoulders and Hinata's heart almost leap right out his chest.

"You're weirding me out Kageyama. Let me go."

"I won't."

"Huh? Stop letting the alcohol do the talking for you. Now please let go." he wriggle out some more, but Kageyama is now a bit forceful, holding his arm tightly.

"Ne, you said you love to make your lover riled up, right? How 'bout I fuck you right here and leave marks on you.."

"Wha..umph!"

Before Hinata could say anything else, the raven sealed his mouth with a fiery kiss. Plundering his mouth with that hot tongue, he moaned through it, tears roll down his cheeks as he accepted more of Kageyama. He miss this touch and now with lowered inhibitions, he gave in quite easily.

The two are lock in embrace, mouth to mouth, and panting heavily. Kageyama's hands wrap around the redhead while Hinata holds on to him tightly, one hand, making a mess on Kageyama's hair.

"uhn.." moans Hinata, when then raven haired slid his hands down his back and snake it down his underwear. "Kageyama, let's get in the stall at least." Hinata said and Kageyama dragged him to the nearest toilet stall, slammed the door open and barely locking it before Hinata sat down and unzipped Kageyama's pants.

Hinata whipped out Kageyama's weeping erection and ran the tip of his tongue at the slit of its base. He tasted some pre-cum off it and Kageyama shivered as Hinata licks its side. Hinata slowly took it inside his mouth, moaning as he goes, while Kageyama gaze down on him, feeling so good just from the visual stimulation.

The redhead deep throat him, coughing a bit and stroking him whenever he pause to catch his breath. He took it one last time, letting its base touch his cheeks. Kageyama has had enough of foreplay by now and he yank the redhead to stand up and face at the wall. Hinata knew what was coming then, so without being coy about it, he braced his hands on the wall while Kageyama yanked down his pants for him.

He heard Kageyama spits on his finger and inserted two at the time inside him, giving him new heights of pleasure that his penis leaks with ecstasy.

"Damn." Kageyama said, spitting on his swollen member as well and positioning himself at Hinata's entrance.

"Eh, wait not yet! ARGH!" Hinata cried out when Kageyama entered him, holding on his hips as he thrust.

"Shit, Hinata." Kageyama cursed out, groans and pants and this made Hinata wants to look behind. But he was too busy from the pain and the pleasure that he just jerked off his penis, wanting completion too.

Kageyama abused the spot he knew over and over, forcing Hinata to cum before him, so he can have him sit in the bowl. With luck, it seems like he is going to get what he wanted. The tinier man shuddered and moaned, spraying his cum all over the toilet.

"Heh." Kageyama smirked and pulled his penis off, catching a glimpse of that pinkish inside before it closed off to him.

"Hinata, sit down." He said and Hinata flushed the toilet before he did, holding out his tongue when he saw Kageyama is jerking himself to completion.

He decided to help him, licking the tip off and soon after he heard that grunting and the creamy liquid oozed out. Hinata gulped it all, and looked at Kageyama. He didn't realize that the man is wearing a pained expression.

He paused for a bit before he tilt Hinata's face to look at him.

"You're really a cheat, Hinata." Kageyama said.

He closed his zipper off and walked out, leaving Hinata as if nothing happened. Hinata just took a deep breath and wipe himself clean with his handkerchief.

"Yeah, been cheating myself a lot." He mutters.

He didn't know how many minutes have passed, but all he knows is that he cried himself till he feels better. When he got out, he saw Kageyama is still there, leaning at the lavatory.

"I'll take you home." Kageyama said, still wearing that pained face.

Hinata smiled and nodded.

I'm such a masochist. Kageyama thought.

While Hinata thought the same thing towards himself.

a/n:

*he - japanese language sometimes is gender neutral so Hinata is actually saying "I hope THEY will" but of course i made it a he so it won't be as complicated.

anyways.. going somewhere without wifi for two days or so. i'll update when i can. ^^

April 23, 2015

a/n: long chapter, sorry about this ^^

CHAPTER FIVE

"Hinata, headed to class?"

"Oh, hi. Yeah, you?"

"Yeah, I have an economics right now. Afterward, my chemistry got canceled so I guess I'll drop to the club room and clean." The cheery blonde walk along Hinata, trying to match his pace, though the redhead is matching with hers as well, slowing down since he still have time before his first class start.

"Good morning." Yamaguchi came from the left corridor greeted them and the two nodded. "Yachi, I heard you're headed to the club-room? If you find a knee pad that has a K written in it, please give it to me so I can wash it. That's Kei's." Yamaguchi pleads and Yachi gave him the 'okay' sign.

"Alright, I'm going here, you guys have a good day." the redhead bowed at the two and Yachi waved at him with a tinge of blush on her cheeks. Yamaguchi just stared at her for a good one minute and she gave up.. "Yeah, I have a crush. Big deal!" She stomped her feet, walking away from the snickering freckled face.

"What are you snickering at?" Tsukishima rest his chin on Yamaguchi's shoulder, making the latter blush. "Ah, good morning Tsukki. It's Yachi, she has a crush on Hinata. I caught her just now." Yamaguchi said.

"Oh? Seems like Yachi has a rival, then." Tsukishima said, walking towards their class while Yamaguchi followed him, a little worried by that remark. "Tsukki, do..does this mean you like Hinata too?" he questioned and Tsukishima whipped his head back and flicked Yamaguchi's forehead. "Stupid. Not me. What're you so worried about? I was talking about that annoying king."

Tsukishima, like always, opened the door for Yamaguchi and lets him in first. They choose the seats farthest to the teacher and drops their things on the seat. No one bothers them anyways, at least the guys do. However the girls occasionally glance at them when Tsukishima is being naughty, making it obvious on Yamaguchi's face.

"Kageyama likes Hinata? Wow, did he say this to you Tsukki?" Tsukki hands Yamaguchi a candy bar and the other one accepts, inspecting the wrapping before tearing it up and he gives his blonde a piece too.

"Hmm, just a hunch. Geh! Hmph, this is too sweet. Eat the rest for later." the blonde wipe the chocolate stains off Yamaguchi's lips and the latter nodded, wrapping it back and placed it inside his bag. The other guys around them feel embarrassed more than anything, cause, though Tsukishima is popular, he's pretty much known to be indifferent to everyone except Yamaguchi. And though homosexuality among varsity players is kinda frowned upon, Tsukishima doesn't care, which is something worthy of respect.

"But still, I imagine Kageyama still heartbroken about that girl who dumped him. I mean, this is Kageyama.. He has a one track kind of mind most of the times." Yamaguchi spoke in a whisper since the professor had already come in.

"I think he is the same person that broke up with him, this is just a speculation.. But those two are oddly close to each other. And often times they fight about nonsensical things, that is so unlike the king, don't you think?" Tsukishima leaned his chin on his wrist, while he rests his elbow on the desk. Yamaguchi didn't answer him, he just silently thinks that Tsukishima may say he is not interested, but he cares about Kageyama. He hides his smile behind his handkerchief, pretending to cough from what he ate earlier.

Hinata eats his bento behind the gymnasium, there, a single tree started to wither its leaves for the fall. He sat under it, using the piece of cloth he prepared so he can eat without hassle. Today is a little cold, but doesn't mind, he likes this kind of weather and enjoys his solidarity. It's been days since he discovered this place, and usually, the only person who comes here is the janitor, because his shed is near the place. Aside from him, this place is always peaceful.

His lunch is simple enough, he's been clever over the years in bento making. Cooking over the weekend or any break he got, freezing the food and he's good to go for the following week. Just re-heating it carefully in the morning and letting it cool down to room temperature, while showering, so he can pack it without it spoiling in the afternoon. Today's lunch, however, was a little fresher since he just went shopping yesterday. He's currently enjoying a pan-fried salted salmon, tsukemono, egg rolls and rice with furikake sprinkles on top.

"Hmm, I think I need a deeper silicon separator for the vegetables." he made a mental note, since he feels he isn't eating veggies compared to meats or proteins. After he finished eating, he tidied the bento and place it on his sides. While Hinata leans on the tree with minimal shade, he looked at his wrist watch and decided he could still nap.

His phone has a different set of playlist songs. One is for the mornings, where he plays songs from slow to fast, to indicate that he has not much time left. One playlist is for times like this, where he wants to relax without being late, playing loud music, just enough to let him rest without letting him sleep.

He pressed the song 黒い雨 among the songs he has and plugged the earphones. He closed his eyes while that violin started.

Folding his knees closer to his chest, he tapped his fingers on to it, while humming to the song, totally zoning out. He only realizes that he isn't alone when one figure sat beside him and pulled one of the ear plug and wear it himself.

"Hey." Kageyama said, handing him pocari sweat in can. Hinata nodded to him and graciously accepts the drink. They sat there, side by side, shoulders touching each other. Listening to that music which Hinata thinks is silently killing him cause it seems like it's right to them. However dark it may be.

Kuroi ame uchitsuketa kanjou

Nakitai hodo mabushii sora

Minareta uso kurikaesu hibi uzuku kizuato

Oite yukanaide

Warainagara fuan na hito wa "daite daite"

Nemurenaku natte yuku

"Kageyama, do you mind if I change the song? It's kinda loud and I wanna nap for a while." Hinata said and Kageyama held his hand, just enough to stop him from pressing his phone, letting go immediately afterward. "Just leave it, I kinda like it." Kageyama said. That is his true feelings, aside from his serious personality, he always like this kind of songs.

It was just a coincidence that he discovered that Hinata eats here, because Kageyama spends his breaks on practically practicing every day, and eats at class, Today however, he decided to sit beside him since the weather is cool.

"Hinata, how are you adjusting to your lessons?" Kageyama folded one knee too, and lean his arm there. "Are you my mom, Kageyama-kun?" Hinata snickers and the other one pinched his nose. He chuckled and swatted the raven's hand off him. "Doing just fine.." Hinata sighed and closed his eyes, showing disinterest to Kageyama, since he just wants to relax, that's what he is trying to do.

Kuroi ame wa kitto boku no sei da

Nante koto nai you na kao wo shite

Hontou no koto wo iwazu ni nani wo

Boku wa iitakattan darou

Kimi datte hontou wa

Warainagara fuan na kimochi

'Shiranai shiranai shiranai yo sonna koto wa!'

Kageyama is also feeling a little uneasy, and removed the ear plug and placed it on Hinata's ear. The redhead, when he felt that- opened one eye and felt surprise when Kageyama placed a kiss on his lips, before he stood up and left Hinata for himself.

Hinata touched his moisten lips with his finger and felt a tiny vomit coming behind his throat. He rinsed the feeling with the drink. It's not that he is disgusted, it's his nerves. He's been confused with their status in more ways than one. Is he and Kageyama dating? Or are they fuck buddies? They slept one time on their drinking session and Kageyama is kind enough to not question him further after that. But what are they really, is something he would like to know as well. Hinata thinks it's clear that Kageyama misunderstood him for having a new lover.

But he has no strength, let alone-courage to ask him. He hurt Kageyama, and maybe that man is still hung up on him. He had pursued Hinata for months before Hinata gave in. It's not really like he hates him, it's more about Hinata's life circumstances. He's doing porn at that time, and while others may think that is just his job, it's cheating no matter how he slice it.

Itsuka owaru to shirinagara boku wa

Akashinbou watarenai no sa

Kuroi ame

"Stupid song! Shut the fuck up!"

Kageyama's day went by like a breeze, after his encounter with Hinata at the back of the gym, he immerses himself with reviewing his previous lessons, the afternoon with practice and the night with a few hours of job. He went back to the dorms, took a bath, opened his book and read a while before he head to bed.

He's been diligent enough to pass the exams, surprised quizzes and stuff like that. That is his distraction. He went downhill when he and Hinata broke up, which up to this day makes him scratch his head. He's been stupid, and probably still is. For all he knows, Hinata forgot about him already, and he realized that Hinata is just someone who plays with sex and relationship easily.

Does he judge him? Pretty much, but he lost that privilege when he held Hinata again in his arms knowing he has a lover. His momentary weakness opens up old wounds.

In all honesty, Kageyama wanted Hinata gone. Move to some school and be gone in his life. It'll be so immature of him to say this to a person who wanted to change his life circumstances, studying for a better life. But the man is sadistic enough to join the volleyball club as well. He thought about it, that it is possible that Hinata is genuinely interested in volleyball, since no matter how much he suck, his jumping ability and crazy reflexes are an arsenal.

After his anger dissipated when he learned about that porn gig, he thought hard about why Hinata would accept the job. Aside from the fact that Hinata is poor, even worse situation than him, he does not see the redhead's logic. Is he in his right to judge, not really, that's what he honestly thinks if they are friends or anything similar to that.. However, it is clear, Hinata slept with someone other than him and lied about it while they were dating. Now that is a different story.

This may come a slap in the face for Hinata, but Kageyama went ahead and have himself HIV tested. He was paranoid of everything, even went and be all cranky when Tsukishima use his things. He knew that if in case he went positive, he won't transmit it to the lanky blonde like that, but paranoia works in a different way.

He is happy enough to know he's free of any diseases, and that is a load off his mind.

"You're still awake?" Tsukishima asked him, getting back at the dorms a little later than usual, seeing Yamaguchi behind him as well.

"Yoh." Kageyama greeted Yamaguchi and sat on his bed, he realized he forgot to turn off the lights, this is why the glasses is surprise why he is still up despite that he's been tired today.

"Mind if Yamaguchi sleeps here? We're kinda late and his place is far." Tsukishima removes his jacket and handing his boyfriend hanger for his clothes too. "I don't mind, you guys should probably move faster though, the bath is already close and you might be able to use the showers, but I doubt it if the hot water is still on."Kageyama said.

"It's fine, we already took a shower." Tsukishima said, removing his pants and getting under his covers, waiting for Yamaguchi to join him in the narrow bed. "Then, excuse me." Yamaguchi is not ashamed of Kageyama since he has had sleepovers like this in the past, but Kageyama is weirdly looking at them for some reason.

"What is it?" Tsukishima finally asked and the raven sighed audibly. "I mean, if you guys already did it somewhere, then you guys should have slept there. Aren't you uncomfortable sleeping in a narrow bed?" he asked.

"It's expensive to sleep overnight in a love hotel, and this bed allows us to snuggle. You do understand that, right? Since you and Hinata dated.."

Right after that named left Tsukishima's mouth, he already regretted it since he saw how Kageyama flinched and visibly looking hurt.

"I'm sorry." Tsukishima is not as a jerk as he appears. He shouldn't have said it and he knows he over step an invisible boundary.

"Yeah, I think you're right on that one." Kageyama simple said.

His relationship with the redhead isn't as hidden as he thought it would be. And as expected of his roommate, he's the first one to know.

"Ah, sorry, I forgot to turn off the lights, let me." Yamaguchi felt the awkwardness so he tried to stand up again but Kageyama beat him to it.

"Where are you going, Kageyama-kun?" Yamaguchi asked, a little worried he might be angry with Tsukki.

"I need a drink, and maybe a fresh air. You guys go ahead and rest, I'll be out for a while." He wore his track suit over his lounge wear and zip it all the way up. He carried only a few bills and his phone and head on out the door.

"Don't stay out too late, idiot." Tsukishima called out and he didn't answer.

–

"Kageyama-kun, it's already late, where are you going?" the friendly night guard of the dorms around the campus saw Kageyama walking in the dark pathway and stopped to nod to him.

"The match is coming up, so I was a little restless, I need some air and cool down a bit." he said.

"I just finished my rounds, you wanna borrow my bike?" The old guard is well liked by the students' cause he is not so strict, in exchange for his friendly attitude, the students are kind enough to respect him and not break the rules that'll get him in to trouble.

"Would that be okay?" Kageyama is hesitant, though the offer sounds nice. "Yeah, go ahead." the old man chuckled and mounted off the bike. "Be careful, make sure you don't wander too far and open the signal lights." He went ahead and showed Kageyama how it works and a few minutes after, then raven drove off with it.

The night felt breezy, and after a few rounds of circling the dark campus, Kageyama decided to spin the bike out on the streets. On his phone, it's already 11:45pm. Though he did not care, since he needs a change of pace. Driving the road racer bike through the road, he eased up when he saw someone familiar near the convenience store.

"Great! Of all the people I have to meet, it really has to be him." he mutters when he saw Hinata coming out of the convenience store, with meatbun in his mouth.

"Hinata." he called him out, since Hinata saw him as well for a second and tried to look away, pretending not to see him thus effectively irritating the raven even more.

"What're you doing? It's so late, why aren't you home?" Kageyama break in front of Hinata and stand up, still on the bike to balance himself.

"What about you? You're still awake. Going to the convenience store?" Hinata asked. Eyeing Kageyama since his shoes mismatched. He snorted and pointed it out, "The fuck is that? A new fashion statement?" Hinata laughs and wipe away a tear at the corner of his eye.

The embarrassed Kageyama decided to lie about it, and cover up his stupidity. "I was in a hurry, sorry about my fashion mishap."

"Why are you in a hurry though? Hungry?" Hinata offered one meatbun to Kageyama from the plastic bag he is holding and Kageyama shook his head.. "Err, well you see, I was trying to buy..Condoms. Yeah, condoms." he stammered.

Though for Kageyama, he was just trying not to sound like a loser. Irritated by the fact that Tsukishima figured him out earlier, and irritated by the fact that Hinata moved on with his life while he remained sulking about what happened, still.

Hinata's chest almost gave out, he felt himself sweat at the idea of Kageyama buying condoms in a hurry. Remembering a similar scene when they were making out in his apartment. He made a nervous and awkward laughter, scratched his face and looked at Kageyama, who is acting awkwardly as well.

"Don't worry about it, I also bought mine, see?" Hinata said, showing two boxes of condoms inside his black plastic bags.

"Eh?" Kageyama felt a punched in his gut when the redhead showed him.

"Anyways, wow, it's kinda hot huh? The air, I mean, whew!" Hinata fanned his face with his hand and bowed to Kageyama. "I'll go ahead Kageyama, good night!" before Kageyama could say something, the redhead went on mad dashed and run towards the crossing street. Effectively hidden from Kageyama's sight.

"Ha.. Ha ha. Well, I can't say I didn't deserve that. I started it." Kageyama gritted his teeth and even bit his lip, tasting the tangy blood. He spits on the ground, not minding his manners at all. Pissed at everything, including himself.

"Hey, I'm back." Hinata called out when he opened that glass door and saw the doctor picking up the glove boxes she knocked over.

"Ah, Hinata-kun, I'm so sorry for letting you pick up the condoms for the Trans-vaginal machine! It's embarrassing, right? I'm sorry I forgot to stock up! I'm terribly sorry!" the Gynecologist that Hinata work for is a bit young and nervous lady, but Hinata is happy enough to work for this clinic since it is close to his school and the pay is good. This was the job he's been talking to Yachi about.

"Haha, it's really okay sensei. Don't worry. I know it'll be extra hard on you if I don't buy it. And plus it's already very late, we should close up soon."

They've been late tonight since they had an emergency patient. The lying in clinic supposedly close at 9pm, however, there's a pregnant lady who had a fever that came around that time, so they had no choice but to attend to her needs before her husband pick her up.

The doctor forgot that she intended to order for condoms earlier, but now that it's late, she asked for Hinata to pick at least two boxes of it till she can ask for deliveries by tomorrow afternoon.

"Anyways, you should go Hinata-kun, I'll be fine right here. My sister will come and pick me up. So it'll be alright. I'll see you tomorrow." she smiled and took the receipt from Hinata.

Hinata smiled and nodded, but soon after he went out that door, tears from his cheeks flowed out.

"Who?"

He knows he has no right to ask who is the person Kageyama is seeing, but he can't help how he feels.

He stopped to catch his breath, continuously crying and not giving fuck who can see him.

"I hope tomorrow never comes." he pounds his chest with his fist and weeps.

Little did the two know, both of their lies that night caused a ripple effect in their lives the succeeding days.

NOTE:

tsukemono - are Japanese preserved vegetables, as an accompaniment to or garnish for meals

furikake - is a dry Japanese seasoning meant to be sprinkled on top of rice. It typically consists of a mixture of dried and ground fish, sesame seeds, chopped seaweed, sugar, salt, and monosodium glutamate.

transvaginal machine- is used for Transvaginal Ultrasound. an examination of the female pelvis and urogenital tract (kidneys and bladder). It helps to see if there is any abnormality in your uterus (or womb), cervix (the neck of the womb), endometrium (lining of the womb), fallopian tubes, ovaries, bladder and the pelvic cavity. It differs from an abdominal ultrasound as it looks at the pelvic organs from inside the vagina, it needs condoms for sanitation and to avoid cross contamination.

Song translation:

Kuroi ame uchitsuketa kanjou

Nakitai hodo mabushii sora

Minareta uso kurikaesu hibi uzuku kizuato

Oite yukanaide

Warainagara fuan na hito wa "daite daite"

Nemurenaku natte yuku

-Black rain, a feeling like I've been hit by something

A sky so brilliant that I want to cry

An accustomed lie, repeating days, an aching scar

Don't leave me here

People laugh, but I'm actually anxious, thinking "Hold me, hold me"

And become unable to sleep-

Kuroi ame wa kitto boku no sei da

Nante koto nai you na kao wo shite

Hontou no koto wo iwazu ni nani wo

Boku wa iitakattan darou

Kimi datte hontou wa

Warainagara fuan na kimochi

'Shiranai shiranai shiranai yo sonna koto wa!'

-This black rain is surely my fault

I made a blank face

I didn't tell the truth

What did I want to say?

You're the same

You laugh, but you're actually feeling anxious

Thinking "I don't know, I don't know, I don't know this stuff!-

Itsuka owaru to shirinagara boku wa

Akashinbou watarenai no sa

Kuroi ame

-Though I know it's going to end someday

I can't cross at the red light

Black rain-

a/n: i'm sorry for the many errors. i hope it is tolerable enough. As you can see, i am not a native english speaker. ^^ even though i use spellchecks, sometimes [most of the times] it has error/s still.

April 25, 2015

a/n; not beta read, sorry about this.

disclaimer: haikyuu! is not mine.. bummer.

CHAPTER SIX

As much as he wants to stay at home today, Hinata knew that if he does, it'll only bring him more troubles. He got up and start his day as usual with re-heating his frozen food for his bento. After, he showered and got dressed and though he went to bath every night before he sleeps, he just can't leave the house without showering.

He packed his food and gathered his things, going out of his door with a very heavy atmosphere. He didn't want to see anyone he knew today. He's just not in the mood for everything.

Months ago, he said to himself that he will be more than happy if Kageyama find someone to love, and be with only him. From the bottom of his heart, he thought that's what he wants.

He thought it wrong.

That lingering feeling that Kageyama is touching someone else and that his kisses and affection are for someone new, just kills him. But what can he do? He's been a shitty lover. And even if he is changing himself now, it's already too late. Kageyama moved on.

He hopes that his day would turn out great somehow. Luckily, his morning started off fine, he's thankful that nothing annoying so far happen. Greeting his taciturn seatmate during his first class; Hinata likes how this guy always minds his own, not really caring for small chatters. Hinata thought that the guy somehow has an unusual hair color, close resembling to a pudding. He doesn't speak much, but when he does, it's always about reminding Hinata about the upcoming test, or something along these lines.

"Hmm? I thought I brought my pen, tch! Where is that thing?" Hinata mutters under his breath, rummaging his stuff but can't find it. Great! This professor never shuts up! I need to jot down his lesson!

"You can use mine, I have extras." the pudding-head seatmate said which startled Hinata. "Ah! Okay, thank you.", he smiled at him and took the pen. Hinata wanted to say more, but the silent guy besides him ignored him afterward.

Guess I'll thank him later.

"Hey! Wait, please!"

"What?"

"Your pen, thanks!" Hinata stop the pudding-head, holding him by the arms, returning the pen that he borrowed and the other one looked at him confusedly. "You need it for your second class." his gaze was never on Hinata's face and Hinata realized that maybe because the person in front of him is the shy-type.

"It's okay, I'm going to buy one at the campus store. I still have time before my second class starts." Hinata smiled and placed the pen on the other guys hands. "My name is Hinata Shouyo, first year. And you?"

"Kozume. Kozume Kenma. Second year." the pudding head answered. "Ah, so you're a senpai, huh. Sorry about my attitude!" Hinata panics. Gladly, Kenma just shook his head and said- "It's fine. I don't mind it."

The two continued walking slow on the hallway, going to each of their classes. Seems like Kenma is not the type of person that is hard to get along with. Though Hinata thinks Kenma speaks too little, he does not mind hanging out with him, since he talks too much, anyways.

"Kenma, you know what're you majoring by now?" Hinata asked, since they have the same class. "I just took that class cause I need a unit in social studies. I'm currently studying law and politics." he answered in a timid voice, very confuse why Hinata is suddenly attached to him.

"Oh, planning to become a lawyer? A policeman? Something that involves politics? Aren't you too introvert for that one?" Hinata chuckled and his easy-going nature somehow lightens up Kenma as well.

"How rude." Kenma smiled a little with him as they walk along the corridors, chatting to one another.

"Why are you standing there Kageyama-kun?" Yachi peeked at Kageyama whose gaze was fixed on the smile he knew so well.

"Who are you looking at?" the little blonde traced where Kageyama's glare is fix and saw that reddish-orange hair, "Ah! Hinata-kun? Who is with him?"

The redhead is animatedly chatting up with an unfamiliar guy, and Kageyama felt sick in the pit of his stomach. He did not like how those two are acting really cozy with one another, or rather, Hinata is sticking close to him like a lovesick idiot.

"Ne, Yachi. Do you know that person who is chatting up with Hinata?" Kageyama clenched his fist, a lot of things are running in his head by now and he can't contain his anger.

"Hm? I'm not sure, but Captain wanted to recruit him for the setter position. He repeatedly refused, though." Yachi answered and asked why is Kageyama interested in him.

"Setter?" by now the vein in his forehead is popping and Yachi felt herself sweat, nervous from Kageyama's indescribable behavior.

There was a slap on the back of the head of Kageyama followed by Tsukishima and Yamaguchi passing them by.

"What the fuck was that for?!" Kageyama came charging towards the tall blonde and the blonde sighed, "I don't care what you do, but don't go scaring Yachi so early in the morning." Tsukishima answered, pointing Yachi who is sticking so close to Yamaguchi.

"There, there." Yamaguchi awkwardly pats her head and Kageyama realized what he has done wrong and apologize to her.

"Anyways. Let's go Yachi. Leave this idiot alone." Tsukishima said and Yachi bowed to Kageyama. "See you later." She said with a soft voice.

Kageyama left too, going on to his own class. He sat farther back, unusual for him cause he always sits in front. He's not in the mood to pay attention, obvious from the frown he is wearing on his face. The people surrounding him kept their business to themselves, not minding the aura permeating around the popular varsity player. Kageyama has always been somewhat unapproachable, but now he's that and more.

The fuck is that? Does this mean that Hinata went to this university for that guy? Is he the lover he is talking about? Setter? The fuck is this shit!

The more Kageyama thinks about it, the more he is seething with rage. His finger taps the desk and he clicks his tongue more than the people surrounding him could count.

"Err, Kageyama-kun, your lip is bleeding.", the girl sitting near Kageyama notices it and gave him a pack of tissues. He accepts it and wipes it off, not realizing sooner that he has a habit of biting it when he is so angry.

Damn it, when are you going to learn? Hinata is not the right person for you! Leave him be.

"Eh? Kageyama-kun? You have a wild partner, huh?" Tanaka points at the lip wound Kageyama has, insinuating that it was bitten by a lover and Kageyama's face instantly felt warmer. He's put on the spot since they were having a break, and his teammates' eyes were on him.

"Ah, this.. Well, it's not really that. I mean, I did it. I bit my lip." he said.

"Oho? So it's that good, huh? Who is it, huh?" Tanaka further embarrass him and asked. "Hey! Let Kageyama be, continue with your stretches!", the team captain called out to them, and the raven is thankful that he's saved..

Hinata by this time is trying all possibilities to drown what he heard and try to ignore it, but he can't. He thinks about many things right now but he has no say in this. He already cried so much last night, and now his tears are threatening to well up again. Now that he thinks about Kageyama's habits in bed, it always involves biting somehow, whenever the raven is lost in passion. And that biting his lips from it, is somehow slowly killing Hinata.

"Restroom." He said when he tapped Vice Captain's Sawamura's shoulder and the latter nodded. He slowly walked out, and fished his cell phone from his jacket's pocket. "Hmm, let's see. Which one should I call.", he muttered. His fingers are trembling and he accidentally dialed the recent one he registered on his phone book.

"Hello?"

"Ah, shit! I dialed by accident…" Hinata cried out and placed the phone on his ear. "Hello, Kenma? Sorry for suddenly calling you.. I just.." Hinata's voice broke and he started sniffling, feeling an odd relief hearing someone's voice to drown his thoughts. He now understands why people usually pour their hearts on total strangers and not someone they know. It's hard to talk about these things to people close to you.

"It's alright. Are you okay?" Kenma by now, is also surprised why the cheery Hinata is acting like this, so he decided to hear him out. Since Kenma isn't good with socializing, he adapts by carefully observing them, and by Hinata's voice, he knows something is wrong.

"Yeah, I'll be fine. Will you stay on the line for the time being, Kenma? Tell me what're you doing."

"..Okay, no problem. I'm done for today, and I'm dropping by the pet store, picking food for my cat." Kenma sounded like he is walking cause of the commotion surrounding him.

"Oh? That's nice..

"Hey, who is Hinata talking to? I heard him talking outside, is that his lover? The one who is dating?" Tanaka opens his mouth yet again and all the players in the gym looked over the glass window and saw Hinata laughing with tears from his eyes and blush on his cheeks. The peeping party interpreted this as Hinata overjoyed and punch-drunk in love.

This is how Kageyama sees it too, thinking how Hinata and Kenma humps like bunnies, that they needed two boxes of condoms. How Hinata never looks like that when he dated him, how he played the fool.

"But still, his lover's name sounded so manly. Kenma. Or maybe I heard it wrong." Tanaka ponders and everyone looked at him.

"The jealousy of a single man is terrifying." Yamaguchi commented on Tanaka, he got a good headchop for it though, which irked Tsukishima up to no end.

"Eh? Kenma? Isn't he that guy we saw happily chatting with him this morning?", the little blonde turned to Kageyama and since the raven can't take what he is seeing anymore, he just added coolly - "He can see whoever he wants to, why are we peeping anyways?" he turned and head of the court, while the other players joins them. Yamaguchi feels sorry for Kageyama though, he knew him for quite some time now and he can see that this is hurting Kageyama. His frowns are different from the usual.

"Hey, Hinata, cut the chit chat. Let's go!" Sawamura opens the gym door and shouts at Hinata who forgot they are in the middle of afternoon practice.

"Ah, sorry!" Hinata called out to the captain and said his farewell to Kenma, a little relaxed since the other one was kind enough to distract him. He entered the gymnasium with a smiling face and one particular raven is glaring at him.

"What?" Hinata asked Kageyama with a scorn.

"You piss me off." Kageyama said and turned his head away.

"Sorry I can't come with you guys. Maybe next time, yeah?" He waved to the group and heads to the bike racks. Before he unlock his, his phone buzzed and see that he got a mail from Kenma. Earlier, he ask the man if he could see his cat and Kenma promised he will send a picture of it. Kenma sent two pictures of his black cat, one wearing a red bow and one with it eating.

"Aww, how cute." Hinata said and got a smack behind his head for it. "Ouch! What was that?"

Seeing the raven once again with that frown on his face, Hinata is suddenly filled with the urge to give Kageyama a punch or two.

"You look happy. Is your lover treating you okay?" Kageyama asked with nonchalance. He is busy unlocking his own bike and checking the tires, not even bothering to look at the person he is talking to.

"Lover? Who are you talking about?" Hinata asked, tilting his head like he always does when he gets confuse.

"Isn't that Kenma your lover? You two were pretty cozy early morning; you can't even stop yourself from calling him during practice." Kageyama turned around and stared at Hinata from head to toe. His looks are unnerving Hinata and he instinctive steps back. "Wha..What's it with you if I am? You have yourself a lover. Apparently he or she is so good you can't even keep yourself from biting your lips." Hinata fired back.

Since Kageyama is not saying anything, Hinata got fed up and check his bike swiftly. He wants to get out there fast.

"Hinata."

"What is it? You're annoying me, Kageyama-kun." Hinata mounts on his bike and looks at the raven.

"What does it feel like to cheat?" Kageyama asks.

"..Huh?. Ha-ha, you're not going to let me live this down, aren't you?" Hinata is feeling his face burning up, "Do I have to kneel and beg for forgiveness? I'm not above doing that, if that will make you feel better." Hinata is not lying, though his tone is a bit hateful.

"I don't care about that, I'm just asking a real question here. How does it feel?" Kageyama repeated it, slowly walking towards Hinata. The redhead wanted to shout at him or maybe even make a scene, but they were not alone. Some people are passing by and he knows Kageyama; he will be chased down by him if he escapes now.

"Horrible when I got caught. And terrified every day, fearing I will be caught." he simply answered.

"Then why did you do it?" Kageyama asked another sore question that pierced through Hinata. The redhead chuckled and tousled his hair with one hand while the other gripped the handlebar, firmly.

"I don't really know. I was doing it long before I met you. I was in a contract and I could get out, but I don't have the money to do it. It's something dark and shameful, I didn't dare tell you, for fearing that I might lose you." He paused and added, "..In the end, I did lose you."

Kageyama grabbed Hinata by the arms and the other one shot a glance at where he is being held. "It does not matter now, does it? You've moved on and I did as well." Hinata said and yanked his arms free.

"Sleep with me again."

"Huh?" Hinata's shocked face was imminent with what he heard. "Did I hear you right? 'Sleep with me again,' did you really said this?" Hinata's mouth is wide agape seeing Kageyama dead-serious.

"Why? Did it not hurt when you learned what I did? Why do you want to do it with the person you're dating? Can't we just move on already?" Hinata said.

"Sleep with me. Let's see each other behind our partners back, else I will tell Kenma what you did."

"Are you threatening me?" Hinata got appalled by what he heard. "This isn't like you, Kageyama."

"People aren't what they appeared to be. You knew this better than anyone else."

"Ha-ha, this is rich." Hinata laughed for a good minute and he wiped his tears off. "And? Do you think I care? Go ahead. Tell anyone, see if I care." Hinata is sure Kageyama is not the person who will tell on him, which is why he is so sure with challenging him.

The raven gritted his teeth and clenched his fist, he inhaled and spoke in an angry whisper.. "Why? Why did I suffer from you when that irritating pudding-head deserves your faithfulness? Why do I have to see you having sex with two guys? Why do I have to suffer that torment when you're smiling so lovingly with that punk? Why, Hinata?" Kageyama didn't realize that he gripped the redhead by the arm so tight that it bruised.

"Kageyama. Are you saying I should cheat on my lover? And are you also saying you're willing to cheat on yours as well? So that you can extract, whatever kind of revenge? Is that it? I may deserve it Kageyama, but you're lover is innocent in this, and so does mine." By now, Hinata's head is throbbing really hard. He expected that his blood pressure must have risen a few notches higher.

Kageyama paused for a while and let go, he tousled his black hair and sighed, "Yeah. I that's exactly what I want. Let's see each other behind our lovers' back."

No, this isn't what I want. I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I need to stop letting jealousy get the best of me. Kageyama knows this deep down, and keep berating himself inwardly. Hinata's silence is unbearable for him. It was not his intention to show this pitiful and disgusting side of him, but he can't help it. He just can't accept the fact that Hinata is happy while he is not.

Kageyama was about to take back what he said, after a few deep breaths and seeing how Hinata is silent all this time. He calmed down after and talks again.. "Listen.. I'm so." - "I'll do it." Hinata interrupted him.

"Huh?" asked Kageyama.

"I'll do it." Hinata said.

"...You sure?" Kageyama's heart pounds so loud, he's pretty sure Hinata can hear it too. He got his answer when the redhead nods to him.

"However, I have conditions." Hinata added. This confused Kageyama but he said go on, and that he'll hear what Hinata would have to say.

"My lover will be my priority, not you. This is only sexual relationship, we have to be clear on that one. And since we are going to do something crazy anyways, I want you to read up on the know how's of BDSM relationships." Hinata said with a straight face.

Seeing as Kageyama could not grasp what he said, he chuckled and smirked at the raven.. "It's not like you have no idea, right?

Since you saw me at that site, it means you're interested in that type of play, too." he pointed out.

Kageyama gulped his saliva and nod a very tiny yes. Curiosity with a mix of desperation on his part led him to agree to Hinata.

But he has no clue what to do, or say.

Hinata breathes out and smile.. "Kageyama, I'm super late for work. We'll talk tomorrow."

"Ah, yeah. See you." he replied.

Shit, shit, shit! I can have Kageyama again? This is so fucked up! What the fuck! Hinata said as he pedaled hard towards the street way. At the back of his mind, he is more than happy to share this with Kageyama, even if he has to lie to get there. This way, Kageyama can extract his revenge on him, and Hinata can satisfy himself, being back to Kageyama's arms, even if Kageyama went back to his lover by the end of the day.

Shit.. I'm acting really stupid right now. On that, Hinata agreed to himself.

Meanwhile, Kageyama is having a mini-panic attack.

"Ha-ha, what the fuck did I agree myself in to." Kageyama braced his knees and laughs like he lost his mind.

There's too many things running in the mind of these two.. But one thing is for sure.. Their misunderstandings brought on another layer of irreversible lies, and their imaginary and made-up lovers are going to suffer from their idiocy.

*continues watching Gintama

May 1, 2019

CHAPTER SEVEN

"I did agree to Hinata, but I have no idea what to do?" Kageyama pulled his hair a bit on the restroom of his new part-time job as a cashier at a convenience store at the gas station. He's on a break, or rather, he's forced by his manager to take an early break cause he's been so out of it.

The idea's been plaguing him since yesterday, and the biggest question of all was will he be the bottom?

Kageyama did see some of the things Hinata have done in the video. It was clear that Hinata was the top, but when they dated before, Hinata bottomed for him.

"Wait, did I just assume he's a bottom because he's smaller than me? But he didn't object when I lead the first time. I mean, he did seem like he was in pain.. Wait, wait, wait. He did bled a bit. Is it because I suck at it?" Kageyama started to get dizzy. His face got hotter and he felt himself sweating heavily. He acknowledged that he was having a panic attack so he removed his cap and splashed his face with water.

The most logically thing to do was to watch the video again, and probably read up on the know how's of BDSM. Honestly, he'd rather read some article than watch it again.

After a little self-reflection, he knew for a fact that he's still in love with Hinata. It's like a complicated feeling. Now that Hinata was done with porn, it's like he doesn't want to take him for himself, but he doesn't want him for anyone else. He wanted Hinata to beg for him but doesn't.

He was sore that he's been played at--will Hinata stop voluntarily if he didn't happen to discover it? He wondered.

What it is exactly that I want to do? I'm about to cheat with Hinata. Wait! I don't actually have a lover, so I'm not cheating. However, I forced Hinata to cheat with his.

Kageyama clutched his shirt, he felt sick so he opened the restroom door. He went back to the break room and called on his manager. He didn't need to say anything else, cause his face was all shades of pale. His manager called on to Tsukishima, since he was on Kageyama's person to contact to in case of emergency.

Soon after, Tsukishima arrived together with their Vice-Captain Sawamura and Sugawara. They were in a panic to be honest. Kageyama doesn't get sick, so they wanted to take him to the hospital. But he said he will be fine with some rest, he was just tired. They all believed him, at least a little.

Sugawara let him rest at their place for the evening. Him and Sawamura cooked Kageyama's favorite pork curry with egg on top. He did eat it, but not too much. The pit of his stomach hurts from stress due to over thinking about him and Hinata. Maybe because he has not eaten anything filling right after that confrontation with the redhead. Kageyama retired for the night and the two concerned senpais had no choice but to let him. They had a suspicion that Kageyama being the only setter from their team has taken its toll on him.

Their guesses couldn't be more off the mark.

As Kageyama stared at an unfamiliar ceiling with a softer bed on his back, he kept repeating the stupidity he blurted out then. He was even more surprised about the fact that the redhead accepted his condition and that he was willing to go that far to protect his relationship with Kenma.

At this point, Kageyama thought he dug a deeper grave.

He wanted to escape from it, and maybe just accept that Hinata's happy now, or accept that Hinata's trying to change himself and leave the past behind. However, a little thing has bothered him too - Hinata was willing to cheat - again.

Purely sexual, huh?

It's true, some people cheat because they simply fell in love with others, or unhappy about their current lovers, or just simply fell from lust. But why the redhead accepted him was to protect his current love life. And though Hinata did say that they should enjoy it a bit, it might be purely for revenge. Revenge at Kageyama for messing with him.

The raven-haired young man shuddered at the thought.

Honestly, I don't think I can escape this anymore. I should, but I'm fucking curious. This was Kageyama's excuse. By some lingering pride, he just won't admit that he loves Hinata too much, he's willing to go as far as manipulate the situation to have a chance to sway him. Or least just to touch him once more.

"Shit." With a click of the tongue, he resigned himself to fate.

Kageyama stood up and opened the bedroom door, there was Sugawara, who is laying down their futon in the living room. The gray-haired man asked if he needed anything and he said he wanted to know the WiFi password cause he's going to watch some YouTube videos to relax himself. When he got it, he went back inside the bedroom, right after he apologized for causing them inconvenience.

Kageyama sat on the bed and placed a pillow on top of his lap, his phone has a little screen, but that would suffice for now. He researched the know how's on BDSM and skimmed a few blogs and post.

It's not like those he heard from the girls about a movie of a famous billionaire who likes kinky sex. He has seen a lot of BDSM hardcore or soft-core videos. Most of them doesn't really involves penetration of the sexual organ. Or maybe because he has no money to watch the full movie, but still, it's not enough just to copy from a produced adult video, those were professionals. He needed to know what he was getting himself into.

Kageyama felt the churning in his stomach again. Either way, he really has to read, or he will not at peace.

Kageyama opened up a blog about BDSM for beginners made by a gay guy. His blog page was linked to a clinic and support group who likes to ask them further about human sexual behavior.

"When you engage in BDSM plays, the first thing you need to prepare is yourself: Your physical and mental state is important." Kageyama likes to read out loud, but he makes sure he was not heard from the outside.

I understand mental, but physical? You have to be buff and fit for it? Kageyama frowned and pinched his chin to think.

"I made this blog to help gay couples who like to try fun stuff to escape mundane sex. This may be for vanity purposes, but I recommend both participating couples to clean their work area. It's only natural for the bottom to use enemas right before the sexual intercourse, but since you are getting in touch with your inner freak self, I advise you shave or wax the hair surrounding your butt-hole."

Kageyama felt awkward reading that out loud and he looked at the door to see if by chance it will open, and he will be caught by his two senpais. He continued to read it, now a little quieter than ever.

"Anal bleaching is to appease the partner. The top doesn't realize this, but he needs to stimulate his bottom through the eyes too, since the penis is not the only thing that turns on the Uke. Well, if both partners are into body hairs, then that's good too. But anal bleaching is definitely something you should try. Be warned though, porn actor/actresses use this and some medical research says it's not safe. In case you're interested and feel like it is a necessary, then you can click this link to read how to safely do it at home or go to a clinic that offers these services."

Kageyama felt funny when reading this. He now recalls the time when he and Hinata had sex first.

Shit! It's true! Hinata's butt seems so neat.. Should I bleach mine too? But I don't know if I can bottom for him. But it's said here that the top should consider it too. Maybe I should check my butt in the mirror.

He caught himself being stupid again and slapped his face. "The fuck are you thinking?" he berated himself and shook his head,

Kageyama continued to read the article. He was enlightened himself about the *Power exchange, Submissive and Dominant behavior, Various practices and Safety, Switching*. He admitted that this is all complicated, but rather interesting. For now, he will just have to ask Hinata how are they going to this.

He remembered Kenma's face and leave a sour taste in his mouth again. He clicked his tongue and continues reading.

"Fuck the pudding."

"Ah, I don't feel good when we have a break from the club, it's like volleyball is essential so that I can function for the day." Hinata said to his new friend - more like agony aunt - Kenma.

Busy playing on his game console, Kenma glanced at Hinata and went back to playing. He doesn't mind his company, rather, he enjoyed it. Hinata has no boundary when it comes to sharing stuff, and though often times he thinks he was not following what the redhead said, Kenma likes how he can be himself and that Hinata continues to talk to him regardless if he was participating in the conversations or not.

"Kenma, since you said you were a previous varsity player, why don't you teach me how to receive, yeah? Come one, I have a ball here." Hinata opened his bag and showed Kenma that indeed he has a ball with him. The pudding head was curious about why Hinata got interested in volleyball since he saw him basically sucking even in spiking at the wall. He sighed and saved his game. He was free anyways and Hinata had gave him food for the entire week now. Somehow feeling a little indebted to him.

"Alright. But only for fifteen minutes." Kenma said and Hinata cheered.

The two are playing behind the gymnasium where Hinata used to eat at lunch. They got closer over the weekend when Hinata saw Kenma shopping with his boyfriend. Though Hinata didn't ask, it's obvious that Kenma currently dates that man cause he's been shooting glares at Hinata when he tagged along on the way home. Hinata decided to share his personal mess for them as they waited for the bus. It's more of a self-preservation. The man called Kuroo will surely be jealous of him if he wants to hang out with Kenma, and Hinata doesn't want to lose him. He likes how considerate Kenma is, even though he's practically annoying him every chance he could.

"Bend your hips more, Shouyo." Kenma called out, sighing as he sees Hinata receiving his serve with a poor posture.

"Like this?" Hinata went on and did what his friend asked of him and Kenma served another one. Hinata received it a little better than the first tries and he got so happy. Making Kenma smile with him too.

"Yachi? What're you crouching there for?" Kageyama saw the blonde at the gym's entrance. This part of the campus was reserved for the Volleyball clubs, both men and women. During breaks, there are only a few of them who uses it.

"I went to the back to check up on the things I washed earlier. I saw Hinata and his boyfriend playing volleyball and I felt uneasy." Yachi raised his head and her eyes followed Kageyama as he sat beside her.

"And?" Kageyama heard it from the gossips of the club members that Yachi was crushing on Hinata. He understood this part, cause Hinata was indeed friendly towards the little blonde. He doesn't see her as rival, not because she was no match for him, but because Hinata is gay and just naturally friendly towards girls.

"I don't know how should I feel about this. I know I like Hinata, but I didn't think I like him this much. When I saw Kenma smiling at him and playing volleyball; knowing that he said he finds it troublesome, I think they're pretty much in love..." Yachi folded her knees closer to her chest and rest her arms there. She hid her face from Kageyama, feeling so pathetic that out of all people, she opened up to him.

Shit. Now I feel sad too. Kageyama sighed and patted his chest gently, which Yachi found suspicious.

"Listen Yachi, Hinata is not someone hard to like. He's friendly, respectful, and fun to be with. Although he is stupid most of the times, he's just likeable by nature. So don't feel bad about it. You didn't know he's dating someone before, right?" The last part hurts Kageyama too, but he just rustled Yachi's hair and that shocked the blonde.

"This is the first time we talked this long, Kageyama-kun. You're surprisingly gentle." she giggled.

"What's that supposed to mean?" Kageyama reached for her face and pinched her cheeks; pissed at her for some reason, but Yachi laughed some more cause the raven haired man was blushing. So unusual for him.

"Oops, sorry to disturb you guys." Hinata passed by when he saw the affectionate display between the two. Behind him was Kenma, with game console attached to his hand.

"Ah! No! This is not!" Yachi panicked and her ears became red from the embarrassment. She didn't want Hinata to misunderstand them, but Kageyama wasn't saying anything. His gaze was on Hinata and Kenma, even hiding his clenched fist on his side.

"It's okay, I won't tell a soul." Hinata added a zipping gesture on his mouth then he walked out there. Kenma bowed at them and walked together with Hinata.

"Sniff Sniff"

"Huh?" Kenma was startled by Hinata's sniffling sound so he went on and peeked at him. They were still hidden at the back of the gym; away from even the sight of the two they have passed by.

"Shouyo?" Kenma saw Hinata clutching his shirt around his chest, looking like he had difficulty breathing.

"Hey! You okay?" he shook Hinata's shoulder and the other one buried his face in Kenma's chest, surprising him.

"Sho-

"Kenma." Hinata interrupted him, and while Kenma was tempted to push Hinata away, for some reason his hands instinctively reached for Hinata's back and he gave it a sympathetic pat.

"I didn't know he was dating Yachi. Huu, I mean.. hic.. How can I compete with a girl? She's cute.. and nice.. hic. And they can pinch cheeks out on broad light." Hinata shamelessly cried on Kenma's shirt.

The oddly colored haired boy had a hunch earlier, since Kageyama a few days ago has stared at him when they crossed each others path. He thought it was because Kageyama is a setter and he was just jealous because the team has been relentless in recruiting him to join. But now he has connected the dots. Kageyama and Hinata has an unspeakable relationship.

Though Kenma was indifferent and socially awkward, he kind of feels sad for his new-found friend. He went and caress the redhead's hair and waited for him to calm down. Kuroo used to hug him too, whenever he felt down and it cheered him up. So he gave Hinata one, and the other one hugs Kenma closer. Grateful that Kenma was there with him. They were hidden from the eyes of the people so he let's Hinata be. His shirt is stained though, but he can just wash it or wear his spare jersey.

Though this was just a simple gesture, little did Hinata and Kenma knows - the little blonde and the raven haired followed them and witness the hugging.

For those two, it looks like Hinata and Kenma are so intimate.

Hinata went home around eleven that night, so exhausted from his shift. He had a paper due two days from now and he knew he needed to start working on it, yet he felt so out of it.

I'll cram that tomorrow.

He opened his fridge, ready to make himself a light snack. Maybe a sandwich with the left over pulled chicken meat he had.

"Ah, right, I need to email sis today." Hinata plugged his phone to charge since it was drained earlier. He can't last through this day without listening to music cause Yachi's face came to his head. He admitted that she is cute and he can't stand the fact that Kageyama was affectionate towards her. Even blushing when he touched her face.

He took a bath and relaxed, soothing himself on the bubble bath. After he felt the water got cold, he got up and made his sandwich. The time when he checked the clock was around midnight.

"Should be alright."

He opened his phone to message his sister only to find Kageyama's message to him.

"Hinata,

Let's meet up a day after tomorrow at XX hotel, near the train station. The time is your call.

T. Kageyama"

"Haha, this fucking Kageyama? he already has a cute girlfriend." Hinata gulped milk right from the carton, spilling it a bit. He was annoyed that Kageyama was going through this.

"Well, it's not like I can say I'm clean myself." He shook his head and laughed inwardly how messed up it has become. But what can he do? He likes Kageyama, so much that he feels grateful to receive any form of love from him. I didn't know how masochist I am. It's fucking ironic.

Who knows how long he laughed, but after he calmed down, he thought of Yachi again. She was nice and Hinata knows she will be hurt because of what he was about to do. But love is stupid, and so is he.

"Poor Yachi."

May 1, 2019

CHAPTER EIGHT

Only one day to go before Kageyama and Hinata meet. The two are visibly nervous for this reason, fidgeting like crazy, not looking at each others eyes. Hinata's stomach churned madly. This was like the first weeks when he and Kageyama started dating. His stress level rose through the roof, always thinking Kageyama will catch his dirty secrets. When he finally got caught, Hinata has an odd sense of relief from it. It's like he'd been free from a shackle that's been holding him back.

During these times, however, Kageyama thought Hinata was a virgin. Every time they went on a date, Hinata acts shy and nervous. The kisses made the tinier man blush and the exchanges of sweet nothings they had made Hinata looked like he was going to go over. After he broke up with him, all the cute things Kageyama enjoyed with Hinata gpt tainted with doubt. He believed Hinata handled the cheating, wonderfully.

While they were in practice, Hinata and Kageyama made a lot of blunders. It even caused the collision with one of their teammates. Tsukishima can sense something was up with the two, and even Yachi acted all distant to Hinata which was odd of her, since she was basically sticking to the redhead like glue.

The taller blonde couldn't stand the tension between the two, but since it will be so uncharacteristic of him to ask Yachi himself, he just said to their team captain that it seems the two was not in sync today because Kageyama has been under the weather a few days ago, and Hinata was dependent on Kageyama's tosses, so it affected him too.

The captain took the explanation and understood that they need to let the two rest for a while. Since they only have a few days to go before their match to the XX University; it was best that they gave Kageyama some well deserve break. He was their only setter after all.

Though the raven got dismissed, Hinata was asked to stay. They helped him go over the basics once again. Receives was his fatal flaw, and most of the players in their team are good at it, since they have been playing from middle school. They can't lose Hinata though, since he was a good decoy after all.

"Hinata, here's your towel." Yachi said in a timid voice when she approached him. She doesn't know how to react towards Hinata since she was basically remembering the hug she saw from him and Kenma. What she was thinking clearly shown on her face, since she was blushing a bit.

Hinata finds her cute, and this made him feel sorry for himself. He thinks if only he has boobs, or silky hair like her, he probably will still be in Kageyama's arms.

"Pfft. Like that's possible." Hinata remembered what cause their break up. It's because of the porn. You slut. You did porn and got caught. He acted all bitter to everyone else, himself included.

"Eh? What did you say?" Yachi asked and Hinata shook his head. "Sorry, I was thinking how nice it would be if I become good at volleyball like Kageyama. He's cool, right?" Hinata's words was spiteful towards her, and Yachi interpreted it like he was just frustrated since Kageyama was always barking orders at him when it comes to volleyball.

She sat besides Hinata and the latter caught a whiff of her vanilla scented cologne. Hinata made a mental note to tease Kageyama and wear that cologne too when they meet for later.

"I think you're doing just fine, Hinata. I see you practice often and because I'm always the first to come for the morning practice, I see you jog around the campus, even on the football field. You're amazing, and I'm not sugar coating it." Yachi nodded as she said this, her face had a tinge of blush still and her eyes had a downcast glance.

Hinata sighed. "Yachi, I'm not as good as you think I am. I have other motives why I'm doing my best at volleyball, it's not really noble, you know?"

Now that Hinata thinks about it, Yachi and Kageyama went to the same high school, and she was the manager for their team if he remembered it correctly.

"Then, err, Hinata, may I know what reason why you play and try hard at this?" Yachi looked at her, waiting for an honest answer. Hinata snorted and made a throaty laughter. She's not even cute, she is beautiful. Hinata thought when he saw how clear the skin on her face was, that lips are thin and glossy, her teeth are white and well maintained. Even her eyelashes are longer compared to other girls Hinata has seen.

Damn, how I hate the fact that I can't hate her.

"It's because of stupid thing called love." Hinata said and Yachi's face glowed red. He chuckled and finds it funny, even going for a pat at her head.

"Break time's over. Thanks for the towel, Yachi." Hinata stood up and he left the girl, right after he saw her nod her head and stared at her foot.

"I think Hinata looks cool too, talking about Kenma like that." Yachi mutters, as she accepted that it's time to move on.

Okay, so I got home early, and it's my day off for today, so what should I do?

Kageyama - for the first time in months opened up his laptop and finds himself in a predicament. He was unsure of these updates so he was just winging it and accepting everything. Surfing the net through his phone was frustrating since his fingers are too big for his screen. "Tch, when will I afford to get myself a nice, smart phone?"

He saw an email asking for confirmation about that BDSM porn he subscribed before. He was curious as hell but doesn't have the stomach to watch it again. Since he hasn't used his promo code for free movies, he was tempted to use it now.

He tapped his fingers on the desk and debates with himself whether or not he should use the wretched thing. After a few minutes of hair pulling, tiny vomiting inside his mouth, and heart beating in triple pace, Kageyama succumbed to the darkness and accepted its cookies.

"Fuck this shit."

But right before he entered the code to download the free porn, he grabbed his left hand with his right one and stopped it from typing. As if his left hand has its own soul.

Kageyama, out of frustration deleted the email from his inbox and fingers tapped the keyboard a little forcefully.

"This is making me insane!" the raven left his laptop on his desk and dived in prone position to his bed.

"Fuck!" he felt something poked his ribs and he rolled to his side, seeing what the thing on top of his bed.

It's the key duplicate to Hinata's place, still with the key chain attached to it. "Why is it here? I thought I lost this?" He jiggled that thing around. He figured that it must be Tsukishima who saw it and placed it on his bed, since Kageyama has a habit of diving to it. He's pissed at the blonde but he decided to ignore his bubbling anger.

"I guess I have to return it to the idiot." he said. It was long overdue anyways, Hinata might not appreciate it if he kept it even after all this time.

Now that his thoughts lingered to Hinata again, he still remembered how Kenma hugged him close that day. He went home laughing like a crazy person, unable to cry even though he felt anguish from it.

"I'll sleep with him, till I had enough. Yeah, that's what I'm going to do. I'll be the one to dump him after I had my fill." Kageyama sat on his bed and crossed his arms on his chest. He was resolute that this was his time to get back. Yet his lips curled up into a sad smile.

Who am I kidding. He held that key so tight in his arms.

"Hello." Hinata was the first one to be at the meeting place. He wore faded jeans with a jacket that he usually wore when he went for a casual date with Kageyama. He never wore it for any occasion other than this. "Where to?" He asked Kageyama as the raven stopped in front of him, looking at their surroundings.

Hinata messaged Kageyama earlier, asking him what time was he free. He said he was basically free after his class, but the two decided to meet before at 8pm. During their text messaging, Hinata can't help but feel a little excited, like they were on a date. Of course, that was shattered now that Kageyama was basically cold to him.

"Kageyama, I know this might sound stupid of me, but I am hungry. There was no food in the house since I neglected to shop. Can we please eat before we head somewhere?" Hinata called out to Kageyama and the latter agreed. Hinata lied though, he wants to eat with Kageyama and pretends this was like their usual date; how they used to be. He's been emotionally tired these past few days that he developed stomach pains. He'd rather delude himself that he was the side lover, rather than call himself the fuck buddy.

"Won't you order too?" Hinata looked at the menu in the family restaurant they entered. The waitress served them two glasses of water and left them to decide on what they want.

"Nah, I ate before I left the dorms. Go ahead." Kageyama checked up his phone in front of Hinata, something he has not done before. Hinata pouted and said, "You should eat though, I won't give you breaks when we start."

Kageyama choked on his drink and sputtered some of it, he coughed and Hinata gave him the napkin. "You.. What're you saying in a place like this?" Kageyama looked around and he was glad no one seemed to hear what Hinata said.

"Why are we here, then? I mean, isn't this what we came here for? We're both risking something here, so let's cut the bull." Hinata started to get pissed again.

"I can't eat. So just, finish your meal. I'll wait." Kageyama called the waitress and Hinata said his order. They remained quiet for the whole time. Kageyama's eyes were on the window or somewhere else, and this annoyed Hinata so much, he decided to play with him.

"Uhn.." Hinata moaned a bit and Kageyama whipped his head towards the redhead. "Oh, sorry, I made a mess." Hinata licked the sauce from his lips and slowly licked his thumb as well. He pretended he was focused on the food, but he can see Kageyama was looking at him now.

Purely for seduction, Hinata grabbed the hotdog sandwich with his hand and lifts it up slowly to his mouth. Before he bit it, he licked off the mustard from the edge and puts the tip of it in his mouth. "Uhm." Hinata made a sound again, almost like soft moaning. He felt a little victorious when he heard Kageyama gulped.

"You want some? It's actually pretty good." Hinata offered him a bite, innocently. He was however, answered with a no.

"Hinata."

"Hmm?"

"Please eat faster." Kageyama said in an almost whisper-like voice. He smirked at the raven and he nodded. Another win for me. Hinata said to himself.

"I'm feeling nostalgic with this rabuho* Kageyama, can we please choose some other one?" Hinata decided to voice his opinion on the matter, he doesn't want his memory from the time when they are dating to overlap with this one. And admittedly, Kageyama doesn't want it either.

The two walked awkwardly till they find a new place to stay. It was hard to find an establishment that allows gay couples, but it's not that hard to find one here since love hotels in this part of the town was abundant.

Lucky for them, they saw a gay couple exiting a themed hotel one and the two looked at each other felt a bit embarrassed. They stood outside and Kageyama asked Hinata if he finds the new place okay. "Wait, why are you choosing shukuhaku*?" Hinata held Kageyama by the arms, confused about why Kageyama was willing to spend the night here.

"I'll stay here through the night, since my dorms will be close and I need a place to crash, up to you if you're staying or not." Kageyama pressed the neon board of room choices and went inside the room first. Needless to say, Kageyama didn't choose the room with the BDSM theme. Hinata mused because it was not available, but the truth was that Kageyama has been just nervous as hell and was thankful to see that room occupied.

Hinata followed Kageyama and entered the room. He was surprised to see that the theme was old Chinese room, where the bedpost has a lavished drape to it, the table near it somehow resembled a mahogany; since there was no way a love hotel will place real ones. The color scheme was red, black, and white; pillows with embroideries and silky smooth edges.

Every inch of it mimics the setting for an old Chinese movie - a man of nobility, having the first night with his paramour.

"Someone has a serious cash to burn." Hinata muttered as he removes his coat and hanged it from the rack. "I mean, look at this Kageyama, even the folding partition is made from paper, like in those Emperors' movies." Hinata was a bit happy since he got to share this to Kageyama.

Kageyama ignored him for a bit and opened up the music from the knobs near the bed's headboard. The sound was a bit nerve inducing for Hinata since it was a sweet bamboo flute tune. Hinata clenched the hem of his shirt when Kageyama removed his jacket and tossed it on the nearby chair.

"Already showered, so..."Kageyama said, and Hinata nodded. "Please give me a few minutes to freshen up."

He went to the shower, carefully removing his clothes and folding it neatly as he placed it on top of the elegantly looking chair inside the bathroom. It's common to have lavished baths inside love hotels, but out of all the places he's been with, this one takes the cake.

He opened up the shower, and as expected, it has mirror like one, and Kageyama outside can plainly see him inside. Hinata already cleaned himself earlier. He even went and do what he usually does, which was cleaning his insides for his partner. Though he did say Kageyama should look up to BDSM stuff, he's pretty sure the raven won't let him top.

After his swift shower, he dried himself and wore the robe. He opened up the pack of toothbrush and brushed the smell of food off him. He left his clothes on the chair, but not before he rummaged his pocket and sprayed some vanilla scent perfume he bought just for this night. He slowly opened the door only to see Kageyama already relaxed in the bed with his back leaned against the headrest.

Hinata gulped as Kageyama wriggled his hands to him, asking him to come closer. He nodded and crawled on all fours to the bed, closer to the raven.

"Hinata, I don't really know what should I do. I plan on acting cool about this, but I guess I should be honest and say I'm fucking dying of nerves." Kageyama said and he gave Hinata a gentle stroke at his shoulder.

Hinata sighed a bit as relief flooded him, he now understood why Kageyama was acting distant earlier; it's the nerves.

"Kageyama, are you okay with playing the role with me? Or would you like the normal kind of sex?" Hinata sat on the bed in front of Kageyama with his knee folded to his chest. Kageyama caught glance of that pearly white legs and noticed how it's smooth and hair free, different from the day before. Shit, so he does in fact shave just for me? He doesn't know if he should be happy for this.

"Since you're not answering, how about we do it? You know, soft-core bondage." Hinata whipped his head to look for that menu some toys; maybe cuffs since it's the most common type of bondage beginners use.

Kageyama agreed; still suspicious which role he has to play. They both looked at the menu and ordered the furry pink handcuffs. When it's delivered at their door, Hinata was the one who took it while Kageyama drank water to calm a bit.

"I think I should do it first, I'm sorry." Hinata said, it's embarrassing for him to say that he should be the dominant in this situation cause he's experienced. But Kageyama doesn't want to darken the mood, since he has prepared himself too much for this. The raven offered his wrist to Hinata, which startled him.

"You sure?" Hinata asked and Kageyama nodded.

"But, will you? you know, top me?" Kageyama asked and his face is so red that Hinata had to laugh.

"Dumbass! How can you laugh at my face in this situation?!" Kageyama bellowed and Hinata apologized.

"Kageyama, if you like to, I can top you." Hinata was willing to do anything Kageyama wants. They were both silent for a few minutes, but Kageyama shook his head.

"Then I won't, don't worry. If there is anything that you find displeasing or you find uncomfortable, please think of a safeword and trust that no matter how I'm into it, I will not ignore when you use it." Hinata said and Kageyama somehow felt more nervous.

Kageyama's head was so confused right now, he can't think of anything and when he did open his mouth he accidentally said.. "Nice Kill."

"Pffft! Hahahaha!" Hinata laughed hard, even rolling in the bed cause he knows that Kageyama was a volleyball dork, but he did not expect that their safe word would be Nice Kill - the one they say when they executes a perfect spike.

"Stop laughing, you moron!" Kageyama grabbed Hinata's legs and yanked him closer. He hovered on top of the redhead and looked at him. Hinata immediately shuts up and gulped again. "I'm sorry, okay, that's going to be our safe word. Kageyama, use it if you feel that you are within your limit and I will stop. No matter what." Hinata reached his hands towards the raven's face and Kageyama nodded.

In the palm of Hinata's hands, he felt Kageyama's quickened pulse. He kinda feel sorry for laughing earlier so he asked Kageyama to relax a bit.

"Kageyama, can you lay on your stomach? Arms behind your back." Hinata adjusted the lighting in the room and they both gape at how lovely the golden dim lighting was. It made the bed pop out more and that it feels like they were royalty from some olden age.

Hinata placed a pillow in Kageyama's lower stomach so he can arched his hips up. Kageyama made a yelping sound when he heard the clink of the cuffs and his arms are restrained from behind.

"Kageyama, is it too tight?" Hinata asked him and he shook his head. "That won't do, To-bi-o, you have to say 'yes' or 'no'."

Kageyama shuddered when Hinata flirty called his name and ends this with a chuckle. Hinata was really a different person now, and Kageyama found himself a bit aroused at the situation. He said 'no' and Hinata chuckled again.

Silently, Kageyama was happy he was on the submissive role, or else Hinata will laugh at him from trying to be dominant. I'm pretty sure I will suck at this and will not recover from the embarrassment. Kageyama said to himself.

Hinata started teasing Kageyama by touching his back slowly. Grazing his nails to tickle the raven-haired. He then removed Kageyama's boxer briefs and slaps Kageyama's butt when he tried to roll over and wriggle his way out.

"Tobio, we're just starting. Please, deep breaths. That's it, deep breaths. I won't hurt you, so you can relax." Hinata leaned in and whispered on Kageyama's ear and the latter buried his face on the pillow. This was extremely humiliating for him, which Hinata enjoyed slowly.

What the fuck is with his cute reactions? I'm going to die! Hinata covered his mouth, suppressing his squeal and he shook his head from the cuteness overload. He took a deep breath himself and parted Kageyama's thighs.

"Eh? What is this? Did you wax this, perchance?" Hinata saw Kageyama's ass after so long and it's hairless.

"No! I used those hair removal creams, okay? You did say I should looked it up, so I did. Please, enough! Don't say anymore." Kageyama shouted through his pillow, but Hinata still heard it. The furry cuffs rattle as he protests and this aroused Hinata more.

Shit!

Hinata guided Kageyama to turn around, his hands still on his back. Kageyama's confused, but since he decided to be the submissive, it's stupid to refuse now.

Hinata arranged the pillows at Kageyama's back so he can comfortably lean on the headrest.

"Do your arms hurt?" Hinata asked and Kageyama shook his head, blushing madly since this was so new for him.

"I asked you a question, are you mute? Let me see that tongue!" Hinata pressed Kageyama's mouth to open and pinched the raven's tongue. "Oh, I see this is still good. So why are you shaking your head like a mute?" Hinata's voice was soothing and sickly sweet, but his eyes are far from that. Kageyama can see that Hinata's face was clouded with lust, and this excites him too.

"No, my arms don't hurt, Hinata." Kageyama said and Hinata smiled at him.

"Lift your hips." Hinata placed a pillow under Kageyama's butt and he obeyed.

His erected penis's exposed, and he can see what Hinata was about to do. The redhead parted his legs some more and placed both of Kageyama's legs on his shoulders.

"Wah!" Kageyama got surprised, but he decided to ride it out. He was sliding down so his hips won't be so strained. Then he braced himself while Hinata parted his butt cheeks and dabbed Hinata's tongue on his hole.

Kageyama made a grunt while Hinata gave him for the first time, an anilingus.

Hinata heard the rattles from the cuffs, and he smirked, thinking Kageyama was itching to hold him. He continued licking Kageyama's hole, jabbing his finger in sometimes. Kageyama fidgeted under him, so he has to give him a few slaps at his butt cheeks. "Ah.." moaned Kageyama while he bit his lips. Hinata saw this and stopped immediately.

"Why?" Kageyama asked and peeked at Hinata, but regretted it immediately since Hinata was wearing a triumphant smirk. "Heh.. I didn't know you like to be played in the ass so much." This remark made Kageyama blushed some more, and he panicked when Hinata rest one of Kageyama's legs on the bed and tore one condom.

"You said you won't top me!" Kageyama protested and Hinata chuckled again. "I won't, I'll just give you a prostate massage. Relax, it feels amazing. If you don't like it, you can always use that funny safe word. Ahahaha!" Hinata can't help but laugh at the safe word again, so received a gently kick from Kageyama.

"Okay, I'm starting, Tobio. Deep breaths. I'd rather let you see what I'm about to do, so look at me." Hinata said and Kageyama answered.. "Yes, Hinata."

This made Hinata happy, so much that he can't help but smile stupidly.

Hinata wore the condom on his two fingers and squeezed the remaining lubricant off the wrapper. He placed some more pillows so Kageyama can arched his hips nicely, and Hinata continued with the rim job. As the tip of his tongue inserted in that hole, he felt it was soft enough to try finger insertion. He spits on the hole and Kageyama jolted a bit. Hinata also prepared some good lubricant before hand, so he asked Kageyama to brace for the cold sensation and he poured some lube on the hole, smearing some in the exterior.

Hinata inserted his middle finger first, letting Kageyama accustomed to the foreign thing plundering him. Since no matter how much you slice it, you can't directly touch the prostate, Hinata had to slowly insert his finger, and Kageyama writhes as Hinata goes. The finger was in by two knuckles and Hinata decided to move it around inside.

"So.. Uncomfortable.." Kageyama said, but he did not use the safe word so Hinata sighed a breath of relief. Kageyama did not know how to react to the new sensation. Before, he heard that the inside of the anus has nerve endings and can be pleasurable, but he was definite that he doesn't like being entered. It doesn't hurt, but it feels so weird.

"Pull your knees closer to your chest." Hinata said and Kageyama folded his knees, completely exposing his scrotum for Hinata's plain view.

The redhead started to grab Kageyama's member and stroke it, while his finger's pressed against Kageyama's anal wall. "Damn," muttered Hinata. He really wants to stick it in, since the raven's inside was soft and warm, but he doesn't really want to bypass Kageyama's position. Hinata is reversible anyways, so he doesn't mind being the bottom.

Hinata continuously stroke Kageyama to relax him and the rattling sounds grew louder. Hinata wass sure where was the wall connecting to the prostate gland since he felt a little harden part of it, he applied pressure to its wall and Kageyama jolted and shuddered in surprise.

Hinata stopped what he was doing with a smirk on his face, and Kageyama looked at him. Shit, it does feel good. Kageyama admitted to himself when he felt that Hinata finally located the place for his pleasure spot.

"Beg me to continue." Hinata said, staying perfectly still. Kageyama knew this was coming so he gritted his teeth and said "Please let me cum, Hinata." with an almost whisper voice.

"That's okay for now." he doesn't want to pressure Kageyama further, so he's satisfied that Kageyama humored him. He added lubrication and continued to press on that part. Even though the condom's inserted in his two fingers, Hinata only inserted one, he wasn't going to put his penis in, so there's no need to stretch Kageyama.

"Hinata." Kageyama wantonly called the redhead's name as the man pressed and swirled his finger inside him. He felt the familiar aching of his lower abdomen when Hinata pulled his finger in and out. And every time Hinata plunges right back in, he cleverly hits the spot where Kageyama felt the intense pleasure.

Hinata did not need to ask Kageyama what he wants, he can tell from the weeping erection that Kageyama's cumming, so he pressed Kageyama's sweet spot some more and watched as the man sprayed his cum all over himself.

"Ah..Shit..ngh." Kageyama finished with a loud moan; the first time he did in his life.

Hinata removed his finger out and did not wipe Kageyama. He threw the condom on the floor and licked his finger.

"Dumb ass." Kageyama muttered and they both snicker, like remembering an inside joke. Hinata stood up from the bed and walked towards Kageyama. "Since you're finished, how about mine too? You can't say the safe word with what I'm about to do. So please, if you think you need to make me stop, tap both your heel twice on the bed. Let's try it out now." Hinata turned around to see Kageyama tapped his heels twice and smirked at how obedient Kageyama has been from this short play.

"Open your mouth, Tobio." Hinata tilts Kageyama's chin to look at him and Kageyama did so. Though his arms stared to feel sore, since he's been tugging it a few times.

Hinata threw his robe to the floor and revealed his very hard penis. Kageyama saw this and chuckled, looking at Hinata, which made him embarrassed too. "Shut up, mou." Hinata said.

"Okay, I know. Come here.." Kageyama snickered at Hinata and was happy that this somehow felt like a mood was light even though he's scared a while ago.

Hinata pouted but Kageyama tried to humor him and said - "Please, master.. Let me taste your cock."

The redhead snapped at this and pressed Kageyama's cheeks to pry it open. He then thrust his swollen member and Kageyama utter a short cry of alarm. Hinata knew he wasn't going to last long, since he's been holding since they started.

He thrust his hips into that mouth, which was openly accepting him. Kageyama sucked the air out his mouth for added suction and swirled his tongue on Hinata's tip.

I can't be the only one who moans here. Still embarrassed of his cries of pleasure from earlier, Kageyama tried hard to make Hinata moan too. Which he was not disappointed, cause when he swirled his tongue on Hinata's urethra, he tasted that tangy pre-cum and Hinata cried out his name.

Hinata's thrusting became rough and aggressive, sometimes choking Kageyama. The raven as tempted to stop him, but he likes to tough it out till the end. However, Hinata got lost from the sensation when he was cumming; so much that he pressed Kageyama's nose while he thrust forward. Instinctively, Kageyama tapped his heel rapidly.

Hinata heard it and he instantly stopped. "Shit!" Hinata crouched down and hugged Kageyama so hard. "I'm so sorry! I got carried away! I'll get you out of the cuffs now!" Kageyama coughed a bit, since his throat was itching from Hinata's cum.

More importantly, Kageyama was surprised by how Hinata's presence of mind came into play. He basically safe worded Hinata on the height of his climax, yet the redhead stop when he was asked to. If he was in a reverse situation, he won't be able to. And might have suffered a bite at his penis from it, or effectively choking his partner to death.

Hinata finally freed Kageyama's hands and Kageyama lunged forward for an embrace. But Hinata pushed him away and Kageyama is surprised to see Hinata was teary.

"I'm sorry Kageyama. I didn't mean to."

"Eh? Don't be! I tapped my heel out of reflex, but I'm not really in pain or anything." Kageyama still went for the hug and saw that Hinata did manage to finish cumming since his penis was limp and wet.

"We have the whole night, I mean, if you want to. We can relax for a while and go for round two? I'm still okay with being bound, to be honest. It's fun, really." Kageyama assured Hinata and the latter nodded to him.

"How about your lover then? Is it okay for you to be here through the night?" Hinata asked and Kageyama nodded. He was too vague with the answer, that was what Hinata thoughts, but he was just grateful he can stay with Kageyama longer.

By this fortunate accident, Kageyama discovered something he can use against Hinata. A grin is present on his face, plotting something fun he can use for the next time.

A/n:

-Rabuho-[ ラブホテル ] is a slang for rabu hoteru. Love hotel in simpler term.

-Shukuhaku - [宿泊] 'stay' or 'lodging'. Usually on love hotels in Japan, you can 'rest' for a few hours (it is called kyuukei[ 休憩 ] or break ) - or you can choose the twelve hours stay (Shukuhaku); usually from 10 pm onwards.

-Anilingus- (from the Latin anus + -lingus, from lingere, "to lick", and commonly, though incorrectly, spelled "analingus"is an oral and anal sex act where one person stimulates the anus of another person by the use of their mouth, including the lips, tongue and/or teeth. It is also referred to as anal-oral contact and anal-oral sex, or colloquially as rimming or a rim job, and may be performed by or on people of any sexual orientation for personal pleasure or as a form of erotic humiliation.

On a side note: Love hotels in Japan are pretty much in, for those who wants privacy. Since most of it is done by the clients coming; choosing the room for themselves. At many places you can check in without seeing anyone at all by choosing a room at a vending machine or on a lighted board of choices. Upon check out, you can pay through the registry attached to the door, unlocking it after you settled your bill. ( Of course, it automatically unlocks on emergency situations even if you haven't paid yet )

May 2, 2019

CHAPTER NINE

"Yeah, I'll see you at the family restaurant I told you about, I'll be there in half an hour." Hinata was having a conversation with his sister and his teammates can't help but be curious about who it was he was meeting.

"What's with the silly grin on your faces? It's my sister. She's spending the night at my place and I'm coming with her for a medical procedure tomorrow." Hinata said to Tanaka and Kageyama - who looked like he really wanted to know what's going on, too.

"Oh? Medical Procedure? Is there anything wrong with her?" Sawamura asked and Yachi who was behind them walked faster, looking really worried.

"Nah, my sister is coming in for an HPV vaccine*, and I'm going with her since my mom has work." Hinata answered with a smile.

"Eh? Isn't your sister too young to be vaccinated? I mean, how old is she? Is she even having...you know?" Yachi said and her face says what she was thinking. Hinata laughed and patted her head, "No, she's too young for sex if that's what you mean. But it doesn't matter. Girls as early as 12 years old can get vaccinated. It's something she should do and she's at a perfect age. Plus, I have a coupon for a big discount." Hinata said.

"Does this mean I should do it too?" Yachi muttered and Sawamura tousled the little blonde's hair. "You--this is not something we should discuss in public. How about we go to a family restaurant? Hinata, your sister will meet you there, right? How 'bout we welcome her too, if that's alright with you." he asked the redhead and Hinata agreed.

"Yeah, she'll like that." Natsu already asked him if she can meet her brother's teammate and Hinata sent her a message that he'll be coming with his new friends.

"You two look alike." Yachi said and found Hinata's sister cute. She had her hair tied in a twin ponytail and her face has a tinge of blush. She was happy that she got to meet the people in his brother's story. The reliable yet a bit strict Vice-Captain, the couples Tsukishima and Yamaguchi, the nosy senpai Tanaka, the cute blonde Yachi and Kageyama; her brother's ex.

Natsu was aware of her brother's sexual preference and love life. She was lucky enough that her brother does everything for her, so the least she can do was to accept how he is. But looking at Kageyama now, she has no idea why her brother likes this man. Kageyama has a permanent scowl on his face even when he is not mad, and he doesn't seem the type to like men. He has an air that he was originally straight, or rather, he isn't interested in anyone. Natsu remembered when her brother called her and said that Kageyama broke up with him, her brother was at a loss of what to do. She even came to his apartment to cheer him up. Shouyo that time was a mess.

"What?" Kageyama said when he realized Natsu has shot him glances. "My! Kageyama, don't scare the kid." Tanaka said and clapped his hand when he saw their meal got delivered.

"Ah, sorry. It's just you've looked at me with a scowl on your face." Natsu said with a very timid voice and sipped her iced tea. Yachi who sat beside Kageyama poked him between his eyebrows. "Come on, you're scaring her." the little blonde said and Kageyama immediately corrected his face. This was followed by laughter from the group and Natsu giggled with them.

One particular person chuckled with a different feel to it. He finds it funny that Yachi and Kageyama have a wholesome looking relationship, while Kageyama fucked him roughly the two nights ago.

Must be sexually frustrated. Looks like he wasn't getting any with Yachi. Hinata shrugged his shoulders and started eating the food in front of him too.

After they ate, they stayed for a few to chat and catch up. Natsu and Yachi was still eating their ice cream while the boys drank coffee. "Anyways, Yachi you wanted to ask Hinata about that vaccine?" Sawamura opened up and Yachi nodded. It was pretty clear what she wanted to know and Hinata drank his water before he answered.

"I suggest a check up before anything else. I work as a receptionist and helper on an Obstetrics and Gynecology clinic. Just tell me when you want to have a visit and I'll help you out." Hinata said and Yachi along with Yamaguchi blushed all kinds of red. Hinata felt like he should have tact and say the rest for later. If he blurted out that she needs pap smear first if she was having sex, then it'll be embarrassing for everyone, including Natsu. He doesn't want to hear Kageyama's sex life with her anyways.

"Why?" Tsukishima asked his lover, seeing how he looks silly, blushing with Yachi and Yamaguchi just shook his head. He doesn't understand why he was like this as well and he just wants to move on to a different topic.

"It's getting late, I have to go now." Kageyama said and Sawamura agreed with him. "Eh, but I haven't finished yet!" Yachi said, she was unfamiliar with this part of the town so she wanted to walk with Kageyama since they both stay in dorms. If she walks with Yamaguchi and Tsukishima, she'll be left out because the lovers sometimes wander off on their own world when they are comfortable with their surroundings, and the two are very comfortable around Yachi. Kageyama looks at her parfait glass and sighed. He sat back down and scowled again. "Hurry up." he said and she nodded.

"How sweet." Hinata couldn't help but voice this out and Kageyama looked at him.

"Huh? It's only natural to walk her home, right? What's so sweet there?" Kageyama has this pout on his lips whenever he wondered about something.

"Hm? Nothing, never mind." Hinata decided to shut his mouth before he hurts himself further.

"Niichan, Mom asked how come you don't visit us on your breaks." Natsu dried Hinata's hair before they head to bed. She took one before him and was surprised how his bathroom has everything. From bath salts to candles and oils. He even had those hair removers she wanted, but too pricey for her allowance.

"I need to work extra, you know I have more expenses now." Though Hinata stopped sending his mom money, he never stopped giving Natsu. If you cover his apartment and school fees, his savings won't hold much of he stops working altogether.

Natsu shut the hair dryer and patted his brother's shoulder. She was on the sofa while he was on the floor. Hinata's laptop played an anime show they both enjoy and since it was still early, they both watched it while they ate snacks. During bathrooms breaks and drink refills, Natsu decided to open up the topic just as Hinata sat back down on the floor; since he enjoyed how Natsu played with his hair, trying to braid it up even if it's short.

"Niichan, do you still like that Kageyama?" she asked and Hinata choked on his drink.

"Eh? What brought this on?" He turned around and look at his sister. Natsu has a weird expression on her face, like she was hurting and she suddenly leaned down and hugged her brother and buried her face in Hinata's neck. "Eh?" Hinata place his hands on her hair and tousled it. He was used to her being all clingy and sweet, but not like this.

"Niichan, I can see you still like him. I hope you don't get hurt again like the last time." Natsu said and she released her hold.

"Ah, this girl." Hinata sat beside her and patted her head. "Don't worry. I'm already over him. We already put the past behind us."

Lies.

"Really?" her eyes show disbelieved at him, but he nodded and crossed his heart. "Yeah, we can't see eye to eye in volleyball though. He always barks orders at me. Under the King's dictatorship, I'm always called a 'clumsy oaf', 'dumbass', 'moron', and something along these lines. Ay! I'm getting angry again!"

Hinata exhaled, trying to calm his irritation and Natsu giggled. "Then it's all good." she added and stood up. "Niichan, I'll sleep before you. Don't stay up too late. Good night." she called out, since Hinata gave her the bedroom and he'll stay on the couch.

"Good night." Hinata said and continued to watch. "..Sorry to lie to you, too." Hinata added after he heard her close the bedroom door.

"Everything looks okay, and since you had your first period a few months ago, please take this. So you'll have an idea." The doctor tended to Natsu that day, and gave her the check up right before she got vaccinated. "You're going to have to be back here for two more shots. But if this is too much of a hassle to travel, you can take the vaccine at the hospital or clinic near you that offers this. But please give me a call first, so we can check if the place you're getting the vaccine is safe." she added after she handed her some reading materials about safe sex.

Natsu shook her head and blushed and tried to return the pamphlets, but her brother insisted she takes it. "You should not trust your boyfriend to do all the leading for you if this happens. Which I sure hope not anytime soon." Hinata added. He of all people should know how sex works and it's going to give him a peace of mind, knowing Natsu isn't stupid in bed if ever she dates soon.

"Anyways, Hinata-kun, do you need to send her off? I can manage here if you have to, it's alright." The doctor gave them a smile and handed Natsu her vaccine record. "Nah, I can manage since it's still early. I've been here a few times." Natsu grinned a little proud and Hinata opened the door for her.

"Next time, please stay longer." Hinata does miss her and he gave her a hug and a kiss at the cheeks; something you don't see brothers do to their sisters. Natsu was silently happy her brother is gay, cause he's so sweet to her, unlike the older brothers her friends has. "Take care of yourself Niichan."

That day went by fast, since the clinic offered discounted vaccines in celebration for the women's month; Hinata's day was super busy. When it was already time to close the shop down, he finally had the time to check his phone and he received five mails. Five? I wonder who is it from?

The one was from Natsu, saying she arrived home safe. The other one was from Kenma, asking for confirmation if Hinata is joining their group for the research. The other one was from Yachi, saying she wants to go for the check up next week.

"Ah, my friend's girlfriend wanted to go in for a check, it's her first time so will it be alright if I refer here?" Hinata asked the doctor. He knew that it's better to let her know that he's bringing another referral for courtesy purposes. He knew the doctor wouldn't mind anyways if they arrive unannounced. They accept walk in here anytime.

"Yeah, it's okay. Tell me when, okay?" she drank her coffee and handed a small envelope to Hinata and the latter knew it was his pay. Without checking it, he put it in his pockets. "Aren't you going to count that?" she chuckled at Hinata and the redhead shook his head. "No need. Anyways, is there anything you need for me to do?" Hinata looked around since he already cleaned earlier, the doctor dismissed him half an hour early. "Good work today. See you the day after tomorrow." she called out and locked the door after Hinata went.

Hinata then fished his phone out of his pocket and called Kageyama, since he messaged him asking the redhead to call if he was not busy.

"Hello."

"So I called like you ask me to, what's up?" Hinata walked slowly towards the supermarket. He decided to buy some beers cause he has class a little later for tomorrow and he can stay up late.

"Can I come over your place?" Kageyama said on the other line and Hinata removed the phone away from his face to stare at it for a few seconds before he brought it close again to talk.

"Why?" Hinata asked.

"Do you really need to ask why?"

Hinata sighed and agreed. "But I need to go to the supermarket first, wait for me outside my door. If anyone asks who are you, just tell them you're waiting for me." Hinata walked a little faster now. He hung-up the phone, his heart beating madly as he briskly walks.

Surprised as the raven-haired man was already seated on his sofa, feet up on his coffee table, listening to music; Hinata massaged his temple and put down the beers on the kitchen counter.

"This fucker!" Hinata walked, storming towards Kageyama, grabbed the remote from the raven's hand and turn off the music. Kageyama just looks at him while Hinata placed his arms on his waist, demanding an explanation for the raven's attitude.

"I'm hungry Hinata." Kageyama said and stood up to greet Hinata with a kiss. The other man stepped back and slapped Kageyama's chest. The coal hair sways as he managed to dodge the attack.

"What the fuck are you doing?" Hinata was annoyed that Kageyama was acting like they are lovers, which was something he should be glad - yet he was not. "Why are you doing this?" Hinata started to feel the rage within him, but Kageyama was still cool about it.

"Will your lover come here?" Kageyama asked and Hinata pulled his hair a bit.

"You're exhausting me, you know? I ask you what's the reason you are here? Didn't we agree that we are just fucking buddies? Sex, you know? That's all we share. Your penis, my penis, I lick you all over, you stick it in me up to the hilt. We fuck each other till our balls are all empty. That's the kind of relationship I share with you! This.." Hinata paused to point at Kageyama's jacket and bag on the sofa.. "--Is not acceptable!"

"Hinata, how 'bout I live here as your roommate? That way we can fuck whenever, without them being suspicious of us?" Kageyama dragged down Hinata to the sofa and forcde the redhead to take a seat.

"Yamaguchi's family is moving because of work, and Yamaguchi needs a place to stay. My roommate in the dorms, is his boyfriend. Well, you know about this already. I figured, it would be alright if Yamaguchi moves to my room and I move here. I can't stand Tsukishima anyways." Kageyama said nonchalantly.

While Hinata listened to Kageyama, there were a few scenarios running in his head. Living a lovey dovey life with Kageyama, waking and sleeping with him, eating together, having sex. There will be no doubt that he will fall more in love with this man than he already was.

"I don't want to, Kageyama. I live here because I enjoy my privacy. Plus, I don't think my lover would appreciate it if I do this without him knowing." Hinata didn't look at Kageyama's eyes when he said 'lover'. He did not deny that it was Kenma, but he didn't confirm it either, like only cowards and liars would do.

"Well, are you going to kick me out now? I mean, I have no place to go." Kageyama used Hinata's weakness against people who pleads. "Come on, Hinata. You can do more things with me. We can try out other plays." Kageyama came in closer and breathed on Hinata's ears, which made the redhead shudder and felt goose bumps sticking out of his arms.

"I'm not your toilet, Kageyama. Just because you any don't get any from your girl, doesn't mean I'm going to put out for you every time you want to!" Hinata barked at him and swatted Kageyama's hand off him.

No, you slut! You're already half hard from this! Who are you kidding? Hinata crossed his legs so Kageyama won't notice it.

"Wait, Girl? Who are we talking about?" Kageyama knew that Hinata thinks he has a lover for himself, but he was not sure who he was talking about. Isn't it safer to assume that Kageyama's lover is a male, since they dated before?

"Aren't you dating Yachi? You were pretty close to her, pinching cheeks and waiting for her finish eating and everything." Hinata waved dismissively in the air and Kageyama snorted.

"Are you jealous?" Kageyama scooted closer to Hinata and the redhead moves farther from him. When he reached the end of the sofa, Hinata fell to the floor, not before Kageyama caught him by the waist.

"Wha.. What are?You. Doing, Kageyama-kun?" Hinata feltl himself sweat and he panicked when Kageyama pulled him closer and sniffed his neck. "Ah, so this is why you smell like vanilla. I know Hitoka likes this things. I noticed it last time when we checked into that hotel that you smelled like her." Kageyama nibbled on Hinata's collarbone, smirking a bit since the other one was swooning from his teases. He called Yachi by her name just now, so it would sound intimate.

"Mou." Hinata muttered and pushed him away, with what little self-restraint he got left. He was embarrassed that Kageyama turned the teasing towards him since he originally wanted to use that scent to unnerve the guy. "I just happened to like that scent, so I went and get it myself. My lover likes it, so.."

Kageyama got irritated by the mention of the word 'lover' again, but he decided to ignore it since he's pretty happy now that it looks like Hinata was still affected by his relationships, to the point of imitating his 'supposed girlfriend's scent.'

Hinata looked at him and sighed again, "Fine, you can stay! Only until you find a new place. I'll kick you out after a month, regardless of your situation." Hinata stood up and went to the bathroom. He left in a hurry, he couldn't take the situation anymore so he tried to calm down by splashing water on his face.

What am I going to do? Shit, I'm so stupid.. I'm actually happy about this. Hinata patted his chest while he breathed out and one particular idiot in the living room was grinning mischievously cause he won this round.

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May 2, 2019

CHAPTER TEN

Hinata woke feeling like he was being choked. True enough, Kageyama snuggled with him in his own bed. The redhead jolted and sat up straight, inspecting his body and checked to see if he has any underwear on. He was fully cloth and his back doesn't hurt. From what it seemed, they drank last night and went to sleep afterwards. Or at least he went to bed before Kageyama. However, he made sure that he gave the raven has his own futon to sleep in.

"Tch.", with a click of his tongue, the redhead kicked the intruder off his bed, and the latter landed on the floor loudly.

"Ugh. That fucking hurts." Kageyama groaned and Hinata snorted. "Who is this piece of shit who crawled on my bed?" Hinata brushed his hands together and looked down on Kageyama who was still asleep on the floor. "Sleep on the futon I gave you, or be ready to get kicked in the scrotum next time." he added and then got up, stepping on Kageyama's stomach as he went to the bathroom to freshen up.

"Ow. That hurt, you evil sadist. uhh." grumbled Kageyama.

Hinata doesn't have to hurry for today, he has no work and his classes starts in the afternoon. After he washed his face and brushed his teeth, Hinata started his laundry. There wasn't much so one load was enough. While he waited for it, he got dressed up with his cycling gear and checked his bike tires. He usually parks his road-racer on the entrance way, since he can't trust it on the bike racks down stairs.

Since they have a match soon, they were given a time to rest for today. But he just can't miss this chance to stroll around, this was how he spends leisure mornings. He opened the bedroom door one last time before he wore his shoes and saw Kageyama still sprawled on his bed, lightly snoring.

"Bakageyama!" Hinata flipped the cover off the raven and Kageyama opened his eyes and stared at him. "Where are you going, idiot?" Kageyama asked.

"I have laundry in the wash, please unload it after. There's food in the fridge. Cook it." Hinata said and he went on his way. He admits that Kageyama's presence was making him feel uneasy. The raven doesn't like wearing shirts when sleeping, even in winter. And since Hinata was weak to those side abs of the raven, it's best if he set some boundary before he goes down and licks it.

Hinata shook his head off those dirty thoughts and wore his shoes on the entrance way. He heard the bedroom door open and there emerges Kageyama; coal-hair disheveled, no shirt on, the hem of his underwear peaking from his pajamas. "Morning, I'll probably be out before you come back.. Classes." Kageyama said and walked towards Hinata. He gave Hinata his phone and the other shook his head.

"No, I don't bring my phone when riding. Please put it where you saw it. Don't forget to lock the doors when you get out." Hinata tried his best not to look at the delicious meal in front of him, but he was too late. His radar-like eyes caught a glimpse of Kageyama's bulge and he audibly gulped. He was sure Kageyama heard it so he pretended to have something lodge in his throat as he tried to cover it up with a few fake coughs.

Shit. Morning wood is dangerous.

"Could be a start of a cold." Kageyama said and went to the fridge to check for food. Hinata remembered that Kageyama has a habit of thawing meat or even chilled vegetables, before he cooks it or place it in a microwave. The raven then disappeared from his sight and went to wash his face.

"I'm off." Hinata said and Kageyama called out for him to take care.

Ever since they broke up, Kageyama thought that Hinata didn't hold back on showing who he really are. When they were dating, everything seems to embarrassed that the man with the red-orange hair. Now that they were just having sex, the Hinata he once knew was different from the Hinata he knew today.

Hinata farts in front of Kageyama, burps, he eats without reserve, he sings even though he sucks at it, and he's more alive than he's ever been when they were romantically involved.

Last night, Kageyama thought of having sex with Hinata, as a celebration for his stay, or probably just to past the time. Since he loves the man, there was really no need for specific reason he wants to hold him. It's only natural that he felt this way.

But that was another story when this change in Hinata came to him as a revelation.

He did court the guy for a few months before he said yes to him. Rather, he's forced to admit that he loves Kageyama too. But Kageyama treated Hinata like he has no experience, cause that's what he's been seeing. Dating him is like dating a girl. He would know, he has ex-girlfriends before. And they were all blushing, and timid type. He figured Hinata is the same.

He was so wrong.

This leaves a bitter taste in his mouth. Who knew that Hinata was the type of guy who likes his draft beer, and can hold on drink lots of sake. Who likes PC gaming and sometimes forgets to take a bath. Someone who likes to deep throat his lover. Who talks dirty in bed, scratches and bites someone in the throes of passion.

Hinata was livelier.

Oddly enough, Kageyama loves this Hinata even more.

"But I'm not the one that caused this change. Kenma did." the second he said this, Kageyama slapped his face and sighed. "You need food. That's right. Have breakfast, fix your things and go to class."

Kageyama saw there's already cooked rice in the rice cooker and some poached eggs on the table. So he decided he'll just fry some of those chicken breast that's been marinated on a Tupperware. "I'll take a shower first."

Kageyama always enjoyed taking a shower at Hinata's place. Though it's not really big, Kageyama can see that Hinata tool care of his self. There were bath salts, bath gels, nice shaving creams, moisturizers for the face and even the body. Kageyama marveled at the things inside. He was just going to wash his face but he's tempted to take a shower, and so he did.

After he finished using those coconut scent shampoo, he went to the medicine cabinet and saw the usual things. There was a spare shaver, but he thought he doesn't need to shave yet. His facial hair doesn't grow too fast so he's still okay. He caught a glimpse of the carefully wrapped tube medicine, and he felt embarrassed after he read the label. It's the enema Hinata uses. Though the packaging was sealed and it was unused, Kageyama felt like he has to apologize to Hinata for a lot of things. "Uke's have it hard, huh?", muttered Kageyama when he read the procedure. "You have to hold the laxative for fifteen minutes?" Kageyama mouths the word 'wow' and suddenly dropped the box on the floor when the bathroom door flung open.

"You can use it if you want." Hinata teased and stared at Kageyama's uncovered lower region.

"W-why are you back so soon?" Kageyama said, he swiftly wrapped the towel at his waist and picked up the enema and placed it back on the cabinet.

"It's raining." Hinata said and went to collect some of the towels on the cabinet. Kageyama went out and goes to his bag to take out his change of clothes. After he got dressed, with his hair still wet, he went out of the bedroom only to see Hinata doing some sit ups in the living room.

Well, he did intend to cycle. Kageyama thought, appreciating the fact that Hinata is taking care of his health.

"I'll just put your laundries in the basket." Kageyama said when he finally heard the beep of the washing machine. He placed everything in the basket and rest it on the sofa while Hinata continues to ignore him. He proceeded to do what he usually does in the mornings, a little thankful that there's food, cause most of the time he skips breakfast to save money. Though their dorm has a little kitchen in every room, Kageyama doesn't use it much. Cause electricity is expensive and there's not much to cook anyways.

"Hinata, I'll go ahead, I'm borrowing this umbrella.. See you." Kageyama called out on Hinata when the other man started with his weights. "Yeah.", he simply replied.

This bummed out Kageyama, he thought for sure Hinata will feel flustered with his presence. Especially since this was the first time in a while since Kageyama has been in his apartment. But it looked like Hinata wasn't affected in the least.

The second the raven was out the door, Hinata stood up.

"What the fuck!" Hinata went to go on his toilet, locking the door and he braced one arm on the wall. "Shit!" He grumbled as he whipped out his erected member and started stroking himself.

He didn't expect to see Kageyama freshly showered the first day they became roommates. And the raven surprised attack him. Seeing that coal-black hair glistening, that toned body glistening wet and steaming from the hot water; smelling his favorite shampoo off him, Hinata lost his control for a second.

"Uhn." It didn't took long for Hinata to cum, a few pumps more, Hinata panted and aimed his cum on the toilet bowl. He shuddered at the feeling and breathed hard. He didn't expect that he will masturbates using Kageyama. Coming down from his high, Hinata flushed the toilet, wiped his weeping penis and puts it back in his shorts. While he wash his hands, he saw his very red face in the mirror. "Dammit! How the hell will I last like this?"

"It's clear as the summer's day. We need another setter." The vice Captain said out loud and though Kageyama thought he can shoulder everyone, this wasn't the case. There's always a need for a back up in case there's an accident. They can't take that chance since this is sports after all.

"I still want to recruit that Kozume-kun." Their captain crossed his arms and the other ones who were familiar with how Kenma played nodded in agreement. Hinata's confused so he raised his arm to ask.

"Is Kenma really that good?" he asked, his eyes shone with admiration. His friend was acknowledged by his seniors and he couldn't be prouder. Kageyama was annoyed as hell, especially since Tsukishima behind him couldn't contain his snickering to himself.

"While our Kageyama is a power setter, good in serving, received, blocking and well- simply put, he is a high spec player; Kozume is the type to look for the other player's weakness. Even having him on the bench, observing the other players, we're sure it will amplify our defense and offense." Sawamura said.

Since Kenma played at another district Kageyama's previous school didn't have the chance to play against him. Plus he is older that him so by the time they played in the championship match, Kenma already graduated.

"Okay! I'll ask him personally. I'm not making any promises though." Hinata grinned and Kageyama muttered the word 'idiot'. He's pissed at the redhead for obvious reasons. - Hinata's too much into Kenma.

"Eh? Do you know him, Hinata?" Tanaka said and Hinata nodded. "I'm seeing Kenma later, so I'll go ask him."

Tanaka fell silent, he heard the name Kenma before when Hinata talked on the phone. He just didn't think that Hinata was like that, someone who plays for the other team. He isn't prejudiced, since his Vice-Captain along with Tsukishima and Yamaguchi are gays, but it was such a surprise that Hinata was also like that. Tanaka looked around the guys near him and felt shy.

"The fuck I'm thinking." Tanaka said to himself.

"Why don't you try it Kenma? You know this could be fun." Kuroo said to Kenma and the other one just looks at his drink. "It's so troublesome." Kenma answered and Hinata protested. "Try it Kenma, it's not right that you only slave yourself on games. You're so pale now, you need sun and exercise." Hinata nodded as he said this and Kuroo found the little man, funny.

"He's right, you know. Plus I also want to see you play. Could be fun, right Chibiko?" Kuroo addressed Hinata likes this and the latter became accustomed to it. He's really short compared to Kuroo anyway.

They were eating in a family restaurant just a few blocks away from their University and they often do this since Kuroo has taken a liking to Hinata ever since his lover goes home with a new story on how Hinata made him toss balls for him, or how they ate the smelly but good kimchi pancakes, or anything silly Hinata does. He felt like Kenma was finally branching out and he's glad Hinata was the kind of person who is patient enough to hang out with the socially awkward Kenma.

"Ah, I'm going to buy some cake so I can eat some later. Wait a bit." Hinata stood from his seat and accidentally bumped into man, spilling the latter's drink on him.

"EHH?! I'm sorry." The other man panicked, he looked like he was someone who goes in the same University as they are since his bag has the same patches and pins as their school logo. "Ah, it's fine. It's just water, so it'll dry right away." Kuroo gave Hinata some tissues to clean himself.

"Ah, wait. I know you!" The man who bumped Hinata grabbed him by the arms and leaned his face closer to the redhead. "Right! Sadoqueen! You're him, right? I know from the voice! And there's no mistaking that eyes!" the other male was forceful with him that Hinata coudln't break free.

"Let go of me!" Hinata's voice raised and he felt his breath is constricted. "Why? Come on, come chat with us! Some of my friends knew you. You're crazy sexy you know. Come chat with us!" The other male laughed in his face, and he felt dizzy. Next thing he knew was that Kenma was beside him calling out his name, while Kuroo towered the guy who harassed Hinata.

There were a few of the waiters and managers who kicked the other guys out. Because they were causing commotion and that they clearly saw the incident. Hinata knew that he can never escape from his dark past, but this wasn't something he considered. That there was someone who will know him no matter where he went.

"Shouyo, drink this." Kenma gave Hinata a new glass of water, while Kuroo talked to the crew inside the shop, saying they were fine and no one was hurt.

"Kenma, what should I do? Should I drop out? Transfer schools? What do I do?" Hinata was teary and still pale. Kuroo sat at the opposite of the two and sighed. "First of all, tell us what happened. What's with this 'sadoqueen'? It's better that we have an idea of what's going on."

Hinata looked at the two and nodded. He thought there was no escaping the inevitable. He went on and explained his situation, all those things he'd rather forget.

His father was laid off from work, and at the same time, they got swindled out of their money. His father's friend also named him as a guarantor on a loan with a gang. So they were harassed day and night to pay up. The stress affected their mom, until one day when their father was looking for work, his little sister Natsu was taken by the bad people to be sold for money. Hinata, as an older brother did what he was supposed to do and volunteered in her place.

At first, he's told he was going to auctioned as a prostitute, since he was naturally little in stature and looks like he can cross dress for the perverts. But Hinata refused. He'd rather do anything other than being a slave to anyone. Since porn were a big thing for the thugs and that they earn a lot from it, they have no qualms in sending Hinata there.

While Hinata told his story, the two just listened to him intently. They were in a secluded booth anyways, and Kuroo was aware that no one sat near them after he sent the idiot earlier on the floor.

"I never really enjoyed what I was doing. They even had to retake my videos over, since I'm defiant. But later the director used sex performance enhancing drugs on me so that I can go through it. Every time, I kept thinking this is for Natsu. For my little sister. I kept tabs on our loans and made the boss sign every time I pay him. Until one day, the director said there was a request for me in a BDSM porn. I was scared, but they say the pay was twice as much. And I wanted to be done with it sooner. Then when I was finally on the set, they said I was the one who was going to play the role of the sadist, the dominant." Hinata clasped his hands on top of the table and then continued.

"I was glad, I felt like I was finally enjoying what I'm doing. Every whip I did, every bite I gave, every pain I inflicted elevated my twisted anger. I'm not happy about it. It's something I wish I wouldn't have to remember. Every day I'm filled with this fear that my family would know about this. I don't think my Dad will forgive himself if that happens." Hinata's tear rolled on his cheeks and Kenma gave him a napkin.

"Despite the fact that I was sad and angry, my only comfort was knowing that my sister is safe in her warm bed. And my Mom and Dad are slowly recovering from it. I thought my life is finally getting together, until Kageyama - the guy I was dating that time, caught me." Hinata's tears flowed and the two listeners felt he was really hurting. They did not say anything, just listened to him and waited for him to calm down.

"I can't immediately stop, so I had to record at least two movies after. The company announced that it was my last movies so the sales went well. Since I was really good at what I'm doing, it looks like I got famous for it. Even though I did precautions to hide my identity." Hinata patted his chest.

"Anyways, I think you shouldn't associate yourself with me, Kenma. I don't want people like that going after you too." Hinata smiled, but his eyes were sad. He was glad that Kenma didn't call him disgusting or anything and that's enough for him.

Kuroo sighed and rustled Kenma's hair. He already knew what his lover's thinking and he smiled at Hinata.

"What?" Hinata asked them both and Kenma just mouth the word. "Idiot."

"Why? What I'm saying is a valid point." Hinata insisted.

"Shouyo, please tell your Captain, that I will come to practice tomorrow." Kenma said and sipped his latte.

"Huh?"

"Give it up, chibiko. Kenma isn't the kind of person to judge like that." Kuroo grinned and called for the waitress, ready to order another round of food.

Hinata felt so embarrassed and guilty, he gulped the water and slammed the glass loudly on the table.

"Kenma, there's one more thing I need to tell you?."

When Hinata finally got home, Kageyama still wasn't there. He knew Kageyama has to work till late. He got worried since his place was at least 20 minutes away from Kageyama's dorm and 40 minutes away from the raven's part-time work. Kageyama rode bikes so it may be alright, but since the weather was moody of late, he can't help but feel anxious whether or not the raven will open his door, or he'll decide to come to the dorms again.

He opted to make rice balls and left it on the table. He also readied that futon and placed it in the living room. He then went to bed after this.

"I'm home." Kageyama called out, no one answered him though. It's obvious since it's already past midnight. "Ah, ah. I'm so tired." Kageyama debated whether he'll take a bath first or eat. He dropped his things on the sofa and saw that his futon was already ready for him.

"Tch, he really don't want to sleep with me," he muttered. He also caught a glance of the rice balls and his tired body suddenly had the energy again. Kageyama's face was filled with a silly grin.

"Huddle up!" The captain called up and the team who were just starting to warm up gather around him.

He cleared his throat and continued. "There's someone joining us today, please welcome him. Kozume-kun." The captain called on to Kenma who already dressed for practice. He looks shyly at them and gave his nod. "Please take care of me." He said timidly. Hinata grinned widely and the team greeted Kenma.

Tsukishima by this time grinned and teased Kageyama. "Looks like someone's here joins so he can look after his little kitty." Tsukishima stands besides Kageyama, whose face cannot be explained.

There's no way I would lose to this pudding!

"I think I'm starting to like Hinata and Kozume. I mean, look at Kenma! He didn't join no matter how much we persuade him, yet when Hinata asked him, he joins the next day. Ah! How lovely!" Yachi said, her eyes are a little weird towards the two.

May 2, 2019

CHAPTER ELEVEN

The practice resumed like the usual. Starting with warm-ups, practice tosses, receives, spikes, and then to the 3 on 3 match game. Like always, the setter was Kageyama and for the opponent the Libero plays this part. But now they have Kenma for the other team, everyone were excited to be on his side of court.

The eccentric young man has nothing grand about his play. If you consider the amount of attention everyone has given him, you can say that he was the shiny new toy among boys. But then again, Kenma wouldn't be so important if he was not worth it.

In a few short plays, Kenma already discovered the reason Hinata was the middle blocker. This baffled him before, but now he can see that Hinata has some crazy reflexes, and he jumps from one end to another in a flash. That's good for a decoy, which was perfect for the middle blockers.

"There's one flaw on the odd quick Kageyama and Shouyo makes." Kenma muttered softly when the Coach asked him after the games.

"Huh? Oi, what're you talking about, pudding!" Kageyama leaned his face closer to Kenma whilst the other players just sat and listens, urging Kenma to ignore the irrational man who wasn't even trying to hide his irritation.

"..Err. You see, Shouyo is just running to where there is no one around. While it is effective at first blush, like what happened to us; they'll get used to it." Kenma said without looking at anyone.

"What're you suggesting we should do then?" Sawamura crosses his arms on his chest, pondering on Kenma's analogy. Hinata, who sat next to Yamaguchi just plainly looked lost.

"Let Hinata train so he can spike a normal quick. His crazy reflexes and reaction time is a notch above us. Though he lacks height, he make up for it by using what he has." Kenma fidgetted in his seat. He isn't used to being asked by strangers, and in his mind, except Hinata, they were all strangers even if he knew them by name.

"Ha! Hinata doesn't have the skills for that!" Kageyama snorted and stared at Kenma.

"What did you say? How rude!" Hinata blushed all kinds of red and Tanaka patted his head while the other players chuckled.

"He obviously doesn't understand what he's saying." Kageyama added and Kenma spoke a little louder, "No. I think it's needed. Hinata can't be dependent on you Kageyama-san. Who do you think initiate an attack for a spike?"

"Huh? The spiker hits what is tossed to him." Kageyama said knowingly.

"You're wrong." the pudding colored-hair swayed as Kenma shook his head in disagreement.

"You've been speaking stupidly since the beginning." Kageyama pointed out and Sawamura calmed him down. "Maa, maa, Let's listen on what he has to say, ne?" Sawamura tried his best not to be rational too, so he breathe out and Kageyama knows it's best to shut his mouth, for now.

"While we do arrange the offense of our court side, we setters respond to the initiative of the Spiker. When we see them in motion for jumping, near a position where they are open, or simply them asking for a toss, it means we respond to them, not the other way around. You wouldn't toss to an unsuspecting, not ready spiker, would you? You toss to that one person who has the greater chance of scoring. Hence, the most ready to strike player." Kenma said. Though his words are just saying it plainly, there is some pang after it for Kageyama. What he said was absolutely right, but it's hard for him to agree.

"One point for Kozume." Tanaka whispered to Tsukishima and the other one snickered.

"E-even so, do you think someone like Hinata can do these things instantly? Our first match of the season is in two days. He can't learn how to hit a regular quick with an indirect pass that easily." Kageyama added.

Kenma nodded and add, "He can still try. Two days are enough to give him at least an idea how to. It'll double his effect as a decoy."

The consensus in the clubroom all agreed with Kenma and Kageyama clicked his tongue. Yamaguchi felt sorry for Kageyama, since the setter is prideful. But he was glad that there was someone there who can sub for Kageyama. He knows Kageyama pushes himself to the limit most of the time.

"Ohhhhh! Kenma is so cool!" Hinata butted in, adoring eyes for his friend, which made one particular male hate Kenma more.

"It's too bad that I can't come and watch, Hinata-kun. But do your best, okay?" Hinata's boss said, chuckling a bit since Hinata groaned from the muscle pain he was feeling.

Kenma and Kageyama didn't hold back in supervising his practice and he silently throw curses at the two. Though, he was quite happy about it. Kenma trusted him that he can do it, and this made him try harder so he wont disappoint his friend.

"Ah, Hinata-kun. About that friend of yours - is she still coming to have a check up? I haven't heard from that yet." She pointed out and Hinata cried in realization, "Sorry, I was told by my friend she's coming over after our elimination match. Our fortnight's going to be busy."

"Eh? Okay then, no pressure. Tell her for the meantime, make a list of all her previous and current sexual partners so we won't have to go over embarrassing questions later. She's a young girl, I presumed? You said it's going to be her first time check up." She added. She was drinking coffee and Hinata already tidied the office up. The magazines that were thrown about on the waiting room got sorted out so Hinata only needs to sweep the floor and mop it.

"Ehh! That'll be too weird for me. So I don't know if I can ask her that!" Hinata heard the doctor chuckled behind her computer screen and she added, "Fine. Ask your friend to ask her that. You did say they're dating, right?"

"That's even worse! He's my ex, you know?" Hinata took the mug she handled him, asking for a coffee refill.

"Oh? This is quite interesting, ne? Are you playing the martyr role? The good friend to accept all the circumstances? Being happy for them and accepting your fate?" She teased. By accident she discovered that her attendant is gay, because Natsu blurted it out on her visit. Since then, Hinata and his boss has been closer than ever. She like gays; Hinata suspected this because she's been behind her computer whenever they were free from patients. She giggles and squeals now and then and asked strange questions to Hinata, about gay relationships. He just deduced that she is a fangirl and finds the situation rather cute.

"Sensei, if you only focus on gay guys, you won't ever find yourself a boyfriend. You're not young anymore." Hinata kids her and gave her coffee refill.

"I've read too many fanfictions about gay men, I only see them being paired to one another." she said simply, and took a sip from her mug.

The redhead chuckled at her and looked at the clock, "Oops. I have to go now. Is there anything else you need?" he added and she shook her head when she saw that Hinata already finished the cleaning. "Good work today." She called out and Hinata gathered her things.

"Sensei, please lock the door once I'm out. Your sister will pick you up later, right?" Hinata made sure she was safe.

Hinata soon reached his home and called out "I'm home," but there was no answer. Hinata saw that Kageyama usually goes home later than he is, and he's worried about the man. When they were dating, he realized that Kageyama is a hard worker. He goes home and soon after he finishes his nightly routine- AKA, bathing, eating and preparing his clothes for tomorrow's practice; Kageyama then proceed in studying till late.

He sighed and started to prepare dinner for himself. Kageyama pointed out a few days ago that he was not a guest so Hinata should not mind Kageyama's food portion. Still, how can he just cook for himself knowing that the person he loves' temporary sharing a roof with him.

"The idiot had a rough day, I think I'll make something he likes." The redhead inspects what he have on stock. He wants to make black curry, but it'll be a waste to prepare it with vegetables, so he went and made some omelets out of chop ones instead. "Ah, I think I should call first to ask if he's eating here. Eh. Wait. He just said not mind his portion, so calling him would sound like I'm desperate to cook for him. No, no. I better stop. I'll just cook for myself, and it just so happens that I made plenty and he can eat it if he wants to." He nodded to his rationalization and started mincing the greens away.

By the time he finished cooking, Hinata looked at the time and feel a bit sad when it's already late, yet the raven was still not home. He wanted to eat with him, yet a part of him doesn't want it too. It's a complicated feeling- loving someone who doesn't see you as a lover but someone he just casually have sex with.

"I'll just take a shower, by the time I'm finished and he's still not home, then I'll just eat without him."

Hinata docked his phone to the speaker and browses on tunes to play. He decided to go with something smooth, soft and sexy. The first song on his playlist is 'So in love' by 'Curtis Mayfield' .He acquired this taste in music through his previous roommate and much as this song was old, he still likes it. Hinata sometimes like to pretend he was drinking wine while he listened to this, and it made him burst a chuckle now that he remembered how childish he was. Where did the innocence went? He wondered.

The intro started and like his old habit, he started on his way to the bathroom. He haphazardly threw his clothes on the floor and hopped on the shower with the soulful song in the background. He set the water hotter than he usually sets it. And slowly, he danced to the tune while he lets the shower wash this day's weary away.

His shower was cut short by his growling stomach so Hinata finished quickly and wrapped his towel on his waist. When the bathroom flung open, he caught a glimpse of Kageyama's bag on the sofa and his heartbeat quickened, like someone who expected their boyfriends to come over. "Kageyama?" he called out, and went to the living room to lower the volume of the player.

"Yeah? I'm at the bedroom. Just changing." Kageyama called out and Hinata entered the room.

"Why don't you take a shower or take a bath before you change? You're gross." Hinata said, seeing Kageyama struggling to remove his pants, standing up.

"I took one at work, we arranged some deliveries and I got splattered by some soda. Anyways, there's food again? 'Told you to stop cooking for my part too." Kageyama stared at Hinata's behind, while the redhead tried to wear his boxer briefs with his towel on. After he successfully did so, Kageyama caught a glance at Hinata's buttocks crease, indicating how plump the redhead's ass. Kageyama smirked and mutters 'nice'.

"Maybe you should pay for your food." Hinata can't look at Kageyama, especially when he's undressing. So he swiftly put on a white tee and lounge shorts. He went out faster than the raven and sat at the table. Kageyama followed him afterwards and sat opposite of Hinata.

They both ate in silence, refilling their own bowl of rice. Every now and then, Hinata drank his water and Kageyama made an appreciative sound while he ate the redhead's cooking.

"You know, I often think this but, I think this apartment is too big for you." Kageyama noted while he looked around. It's true, this room was big. Usually if you are single living in a housing district, it's best to choose 1LDK rooms. Or at least take a roommate that can share your expenses.

"I had a roommate, but he left for abroad. Working there or something. You know, I can't really stay at my home. We live in the freakin' mountains. So.. Anyways." Hinata can't say that he can't really look at his family's faces for a long time because of what he did so he decided to stay here. "I told you, the lease is already paid in 6 months advance." Hinata added while he ate the last piece of the egg rolls.

"How about we share? If you're okay with me staying here till next semester, before I get a new dorm room, then, would you like to be roomies?" Kageyama drank his water and gave his thanks for the food.

"Hmm? One month. Let's see after one month." Hinata placed their dishes in the sink and started to wash it while Kageyama helped him rinse what he soaped.

"I remember, Yachi's interested in having her HPV vaccine, and the doctor said she should have a list of her previous and current sexual partners. But I think it's best if you tell her. I don't want her to misunderstand that I'm sexually harass her or anything." Hinata tried to tell this as nonchalant as he could.

"Hmm? Why should I tell her that? Wouldn't that be too awkward?" Kageyama, by this point already forgot that Hinata thought he was dating Yachi. When he did recall, he felt panicked and sweat a bit.

"Well, never mind. I think she's a good girl, so that list is unnecessary." Hinata had a hunch that Kageyama will blurt out that Yachi's a virgin before she and Kageyama started dating so it's best if he shuts his mouth.

After they were done with the dishes, Hinata went to the sofa and just relaxed. Kageyama sat beside him and gave him a can of soda. They both drank it in silence, enjoyed the sound.

"Hinata."

"Hmm?" Hinata had his eyes closed so he can't be unnecessary be arouse by the visual. He was, however, surprised by a kiss on his mouth. Not just any kiss, his teeth hurt from Kageyama knocking his own on him. "Umm." Hinata let out a cry of alarm and tried to push the raven off him. He was pushed at the sofa and Hinata's back landed on the soft cushion.

"Kage-

"Hinata. Let's do it." Kageyama's voice didn't hide how much he wanted it and Hinata under him shuddered at the feeling of the raven's hot breath on his neck.

Hinata thought about it, but decided to give in. "...Give me at least half an hour to prepare. You know we can't right away." Hinata answered shakily, his whole body was on fire as the raven slid his hand under the redhead's shirt, tracing his thumb on Hinata's nipple.

"Why? You already went today, right? We'll just use a condom." Kageyama said, as he hovered on top of Hinata. The lack of resistance was obvious that Hinata wanted it as well.

"But, that's fucking dirty." Hinata wanted to avoid unnecessary embarrassment. When the both of them dated, on the day of Kageyama's visit, Hinata cleansed out 3 hours before and he does this hourly. Making sure that it was safe for the raven to enter him. But of course, there were days when he can't do this thoroughly, so he often ask the raven to give him half an hour preparation.

"Hinata. If you often think of dirty and things like that, you won't be able to have sex." Kageyama backed up and removed his shirt and Hinata's eyes wandered from the raven's neck all the way down to the hem of Kageyama's pants, catching a bit of that hair under Kageyama's lower abdomen.. "You can do what you want to me as a compensation." Kageyama teased and grabbed Hinata's hand to place it on his bare chest.

Hinata groaned and stood up, he went to the bathroom and called out, "Just fifteen minutes. Please, fifteen minutes."

Kageyama decided to wait for the redhead in the bedroom, dragging the speaker dock so they can play some music on the room. He removed his pants and left his boxer briefs on. He leaned on the bed's headrest with pillows on his back. Inhaling and exhaling slowly to relax himself cause he's already half-hard from anticipating. Alas, the door creaked with Hinata already stripped to his briefs as well.

The redhead turned off the lights in the bedroom, with nothing but the light outside the window to serve their dim light. The moon wasn't full tonight, but you can see it shinning through which added some romantic feel to it. Hinata added some volume to the song when he heard 'Sail' by 'Awolnation' played. For Hinata, the song was sexy and added some color to the bedroom. He walked slowly to the bed and Kageyama met him halfway by crawling towards him.

The two joined in a kiss, hands to each others hair. Kageyama's hand traced Hinata's back and the latter traced his on Kageyama's abs. His hands stopped on the raven's side abs and he hissed on the kiss at how much he wanted to graze his lips and teeth on it.

As the two tongues battle inside each others mouth, Hinata slowly pushes Kageyama to the bed which the other one happily obliged. Hinata then whipped out his penis, slowly stroking it to hardness. "Tobio, you know the drill." Hinata said and the raven answered, "Yes sir."

Hinata got off the bed and dragged Kageyama's head to the edge of it. Kageyama's vision clearly saw Hinata's legs and of course the redhead's crotch. Hinata removed his briefs and threw it on the floor. He then opened up the raven's mouth, and slowly sunk his hard member on that hot mouth.

While the music played in the background, the redhead keeps pushing in and out of Kageyama's mouth. Hinata's vision can see Kageyama's chest, that chiseled abs and Kageyama's toned legs. He let Kageyama's head dangle off the edge of the bed while he leaned forward and planted soft kisses on the raven's chest.

"Ugh." The raven choked as the pumping to his mouth became aggressive. He sensed that Hinata was feeling it, cause he's been biting Kageyama's nipples as Hinata goes to knead the raven's lower stomach.

Almost tempted to tap out, Kageyama coughed as Hinata plunged his penis right through it, and Kageyama was scared that he might hurt him with his teeth, so he does his best to be careful. His last cough, however, made Hinata slow down and pulled out. Having his fill with the abs he missed so much, the redhead slapped his cock on Kageyama's face a few times. "Heh, you're getting good in deep throating. I can see your gag reflex slowly improving." Hinata teased and helped Kageyama to get back on the bed.

"I need to finish soon, can you close your legs?" Hinata asked and Kageyama nodded, obediently removing his briefs as he goes. Kageyama laid down on the bed as Hinata poured lotion between his thighs. "Keep it super tight." Hinata said and he placed Kageyama's folded knees closer to his chest. The wet part of the raven's thigh felt so good on Hinata's penis as he slided between it.

"Ah.. Feels good." Hinata moaned as his hips sunk between Kageyama, feeling his tip touch Kageyama's harden member too. While lying down, Kageyama watched as Hinata's face lost in sensation, frotting their penises together. Ah, I can see sexiness. I think Hinata can break some ukes heart with his face. Kageyama admitted when Hinata grabbed his ass and pulled him forward as the redhead pumps.

"Hii..Your penis is poking my balls. Slow down." Kageyama winced as Hinata's hard thrust hurts him, but it seemed his plea was not heard cause Hinata pulled out and parts his legs wide.

"Fuck." The redhead yelled out as his cum sprayed all over Kageyama's belly.

"Ha..ha.." Coming down from his high, Hinata goes down and licked his semen off the raven which arouses the other one. Kageyama flipped their position and folds Hinata's knees close to his chest, almost bending the poor Hinata into two.

"Wow, your inside is so wet." Kageyama was a little thankful that Hinata went on to prepare himself, cause he's not sure if he can hold on. The raven-haired man knelt and plunged right inside Hinata's hole.

"Argh, good god, that's hot!" Kageyama cried out as he pulled back out. He wished there's much lighting in the room so he can see Hinata's hole well. But from the little light they do have, he saw it twitching and he plunged back in up to his hilt. "Ah!" Hinata cried out as the angle allowed Kageyama to hit his sweet pleasure wall. The raven then pulled out slowly and rammed it back inside. "Yah!" Hinata's tears overflowed and Kageyama wore a satisfied grin on his face.

He started with a fast pace, not caring about foreplay. They both have enough. The room was filled with music and the slapping of their skin together. Kageyama's hips move non stop, plundering inside Hinata. He could see Hinata's butt jiggles as he thrust, and Hinata called out to his name, while clawing his nails to Kageyama's back.

They both felt like they were having sex with their lovers, and an unfamiliar ache both filled their chest. Like wanting to say they still love each other. Wanting to take back the lies that has been said. But how can they? If one said that this sexual relationship is over, admittedly - Kageyama and Hinata won't survive another round of heartache.

Kageyama bit his lips and leaned in and hugged Hinata close to him. That familiar scent off the redhead permeates his nose.

"Kageyama.." Hinata whispered the raven's name and Kageyama made a click on his tongue. How he wishes his was the only name Hinata calls out in bed. The raven forced through and Hinata bit his shoulder. He hissed at how painful it was, biting Hinata's shoulder as well.

"Hinata, I'm.. I can't hold on.." Kageyama pumped a few, while stroking Hinata. The other one nodded, saying he's close too. Kageyama released his hug and leaned back.

Hinata watched as Kageyama pulled his penis out and cum all over his hole. When the raven finished, his cum smeared penis plunged right back inside Hinata and the other one reached climax as well.

"Kageyama."

"Hmm?" Kageyama wiped Hinata's body with a wash cloth. The two of them went for another round after, but now both are exhausted to the point that they were hungry again.

"If your back hurts from the futon. You can sleep on the bed." Hinata then rolled on his side after he said this. Effectively hiding his face from Kageyama.

"Heh. Alright. Thank you." Kageyama answered, his cheeks a little warm.

"Hinata." Kageyama went under the same covers and faced Hinata's back.

"Yeah?" Hinata asked.

Do you really love Kenma? Does it have to be him? All those little things you do for me - is it because you can't help but be kind? Kageyama almost said that out loud, but he just sighed and shook his head.

"..Hmm, never mind. Good night."

"..The hell was that." muttered the redhead.

May 2, 2019

CHAPTER TWELVE

"Ah, I'm so dead. Please let us rest for a while, Captain." Hinata laid his back on the cold gymnasium floor, while the rest of his teammates sat beside him. So far, the training they had was intense, even for the veteran players like Kageyama and the rest of the boys. Kenma on the other hand, quit the practice halfway through and the others did not force him further since it was evident on his face that he reached his limit.

Their team breezed through eliminations, all thanks to Kageyama and Kenma; who somehow managed to play with each other despite the obvious irritation from the taller setter. They did not expect, however, that Kenma was also someone who gets fired-up in the heat of the games. Maybe during practice, he wasn't moving much and always complained how it was such a pain; especially towards Hinata who always missed his tosses. At the games, however, Kenma was as reliable as he can be.

"Three days from now, as you guys already know, we are competing against the team in Tokyo. And as always, we are going there. In case we won this round, we have to stay there for at least one week during the semifinal rounds. Then we will have to get back here, for the finals will take place two weeks after. I advise you guys, especially those who works to notify your employer of your schedules. If in case you need some official notice, tell us and we will have our Coach to make you one." The Team Captain looked compose and not at all tired like the rest of them. In the back of Kageyama's mind, he can't help but admire this man. Of course, Sawamura is one tough cookie as well. He stood besides the Captain just as compose as he was.

"It's back to your training. We'll close the gym in an hour, so make use of your time wisely. Let's go." The Captain addressed the last part to Sawamura and the two looked over their line up and talked to the Coach about the concerns they have about the stay over in Tokyo. Indeed, they have been doing well for the past years and the University considered giving them a bigger budget, but that is nearly not enough if you count the year round expenses.

"Ah, Kozume-kun. You grew up in Tokyo, right? Do you think you can help us out with the lodging? We can't waste our money on hotels. And we can't really let you guys stay on Capsule hotels, when you guys are too tired playing the whole day." The coach said and while the others practiced, they listened to the conversation as well.

"Err. I can ask my mother to let us stay. But our house is not that big so we have to share some space. If that's okay with you guys." Kenma said. He was not oblivious to their need for money and since his mother was not always at home, he thought it would be fine if he offer their house for the stay.

"Eh? That would be great. Tell me how can I contact your parents and I'll talk to them personally. To send some money for the things needed to be prepared." The coach said and Kenma nodded.

"Kenma! We're going to your house? Can I see some picture of Kuroo? He he. I'll use that when he tease me again." Hinata said with a wide grin on his face and Kenma nodded, tightly gripping the ball on his palms.

Kuroo? Who the fuck is Kuroo? One particular raven scowled in the corner while he tossed some balls to the second string players.

"Kageyama, don't wait for me. Kenma and I are meeting a friend and probably stay late for some drinks." Hinata said at the raven when they were changing clothes at their club-room.

Kageyama just finished a quick shower and was applying deodorant while Hinata was half naked on the bench, drinking water.

"What're you staring at?" Hinata asked. It's not like it was unusual for someone in the club-room to be in their boxers that he needed to be persecuted for his appearance.

"Where are you guys going? A hotel?" Kageyama asked and slipped into his black t-shirt. Hinata finished his drink before he answered. "We're meeting Kenma's friend or something like that.", he can't say it's Kenma's boyfriend they are meeting so he was vague about it.

"Don't get caught drinking. You're underage, we'll get in trouble." Kageyama reminded and leaned in for a surprise kiss. It's effective since Hinata was caught off guard.

"You!" Hinata looked around and saw Yamaguchi wearing his shirt swiftly, his ears were red and his actions were clumsy. Obvious that he knew something about the two.

When the freckled face man left them, Hinata gave Kageyama a slap in the face.

"What the fuck was that?" Kageyama stroked his cheeks. The slap itself wasn't as painful as it seems, but the fact that he received one from Hinata was a shocker.

"I don't care how disgusting you see me, Kageyama. Quite frankly, I am disgusted at myself for fucking you and smiling so sweetly at Yachi. But I'm okay with it, miraculously. But, please refrain doing something like this in broad light. I am not willing to throw a fight with a girl like her; I know no one in their right mind will side with me." Hinata slammed his locker door after he gathered his things and dressed himself quickly.

"Yamaguchi is aware of our relationship." Kageyama tried to hold Hinata's hand and the other one swatted it off.

"Did you also tell him that you threatened me to expose my past? Tell me that you will tell Kenma or everyone, rather, what shameful things I did? Did you let him know that you decided to put salt on my gaping wound?" Hinata didn't mean to be angry, he can't understand himself as well. All he knows was that he loves this man so much, yet he can't stand how he's being treated.

"I'm going to cool my head. See you." Hinata said and Kageyama just gritted his teeth and sat down on the bench as the redhead shut the door.

He exhaled while he finger-combed his hair when Kenma went inside the clubroom, hair wet from the showers, though he's already wearing his pants.

"Kenma, can I ask you a question?" Kageyama said and Kenma paused a bit to test the air. It seems like Kageyama was in a bad mood, and although he did want to say he wanted to stay out of it, he got the feeling like saying no was not an option so he nodded meekly.

"What would you do if you find out that the love of your life is living a different life than you thought he did? Will you forgive them?" Kageyama was annoyed by how much Hinata thinks highly of this man, that he was even willing to throw away his pride to save his relationship with Kenma.

Kenma; for a fact, did not like what Kageyama's been doing to Hinata decided to say his piece.

"If you are talking about Hinata's porn gig, then the answer is I already forgave him. You know nothing of what he has been through, and what he is still going through. I don't judge him as much as I don't judge people who watches these kinds of videos."

Though Kenma's voice is soft, Kageyama felt the sharpness of pierce from it.

"What do you mean by that?" Kageyama stood up and grabbed Kenma's collar, the tinier man, however, just stared at him with those eyes and the raven felt like he is being judged. Like Kenma knew all along that he still loves Hinata and he was acting like this because he's a sore loser.

"What the fuck are you staring at?" Kageyama let go, and Kenma resumed to fix his things at an unhurried pace. He was gone after a few minutes and Kageyama was left with his rage with nothing to burst it with.

"Fuck!"

"Shouyo, don't you think it's better to tell Kageyama the truth? I think your problems will be solved if you talk things out." Kenma said and Kuroo who was serving some meat on his lover's plate dropped his chopsticks on the dish, splashing some sauce on Hinata's sleeves.

Hinata shook his head while he wiped himself. "No, Kageyama's dating someone. Which means that I will just look desperate to be with him, and I don't want to add another embarrassing thing to my name. Ah, but if you think that it is a burden on you, then I will say we broke up and find someone else. Of course it is a bother, right?" Hinata scratched his face and peeked at Kuroo but the other one didn't mind it. They both understood Hinata's desperation so even though what the redhead did was all kinds of wrong, they went along for the sake of lessening Hinata's burdens. Kuroo finds it amusing though, that his lover was willing to put up with it. This was the first time Kenma liked someone other than him. If he didn't know how much Kenma loves him, he'll feel a bit jealous. But, Kenma is hopelessly in love with him. That's what Kuroo can guarantee, arrogantly.

"Chibi, let's have threesome." Kuroo said with a grin on his face and both Kenma and Hinata coughed and sputtered their food on the table. Luckily, their dishes wasn't on the trajectory of their spits.

"Kuroo." Kenma said and the taller guy wiped Kenma's mouth with a napkin before giving it a lick. Hinata was used to them being like this, and while Kenma is shy, he appreciates how Hinata doesn't judge his relationship with Kuroo.

"But you're a virgin, technically. Since we three are close enough, even letting Chibi be your pretend boyfriend.. Then don't you think we can do this? Something friends do." Kuroo continued to tease and Hinata ignored him. Sitting comfortably under the kotatsu while he ate the tasty meal. They were having dinner at Kenma and Kuroo's place, which they often do whenever the older male received his paycheck.

"I don't know if you're just trying to break the tension, but I won't bottom for you, Kuroo-san." Hinata said nonchalantly. He knew Kenma wouldn't like it, but what would he do if he does? Will he agree?

He shuddered at the thought.

"Then, I'll just watch and you guys have lesbian sex." Kuroo snickered and Kenma rolled his eyes and sighed.

"Stop being disgusting." he added.

They finished their meals and soon after, Kuroo cleared the dishes while he left the two to discuss the things Hinata came in here for.

"This is all the evidence I could gather through the years I've been in their office. As you can see, they are also auctioning some underage girls, willing or unwillingly, to people with perverse sexual preference. Though I don't think this will help my case now, since this was taken 2 years ago. From what I understand, they change MO every time, even offices. I also talked to the other victims, but they were too scared of the consequences of their actions so they decided to keep their mouth shut." Hinata spreads out the sheets in front of Kenma and the other one read the materials.

"I see. What about the porn studio?" Kenma said and Hinata shook his head.

"They frisked us before and after and checks our things. So I couldn't get a hold of any evidence to incriminate them of forcing minors to record porn against their will. Plus, I don't think me saying I have recorded porn against my will is a credible story." Hinata gave the porn videos he made to Kenma and the other one accepted it without malice.

Kuroo by this time gave them coffee and sat on the bed, while the two are on the floor. They are living in a one living and dining room, so of course there won't be enough space for sofa and other stuff. It's been weeks since the two started gathering things to see if Hinata can win a case against the group who forced him from selling himself to porn. He knew Kenma is careful enough not to poke his nose where he shouldn't so he lets the two be.

Still, one of his condition to allow Kenma and Hinata do these things is to discuss it inside the safety of their home.

"Ne, Hinata. Why did you study Psychology then? Wouldn't it be better to pursue something like Kenma. Law?" Kuroo asked curiously and Kenma would like to know as well, so he paused for a bit to listen.

"I thought about it, but when I see the emotional stress it does and how little support we have for these people, I feel like I'm needed more in a field of counseling or something like that. But to be honest, I'm not sure myself either. All I know is that, I've seen far too many shits happening to keep my eyes close. More than anything, more than being able to reach justice, I want to reach out to people who have experienced the same things like me, on an emotional level. There was one phase where I think I'm so unclean, I washed myself a few times a day. And I can't even eat, there was no one I could talk to and I feel like I deserve what has happen with me." Hinata said, and while what he isaid was a sad thing, he was far from that. It was evident that he has accepted this and tried to move on gradually.

"All because of Kageyama." Hinata said softly and his two friends heard him. "That's why the idiot is still on my mind. It's a love hate thing. He came at the time where I came to accept that porn was all I could do. And that I've been doing fine. When he loved me, I came to love myself a little bit."

Kuroo looked at him and sigh. "Then foursome it is."

Both Kenma and Hinata threw a pillow at the man's face.

"Yosh. I really think we should have some group sex. I bet it's fun to see Kenma struggle how to top you." Kuroo said and Hinata thought about it for a second before bursting out a laughter.

"Don't laugh. I can do it if I want to." Kenma pouted and the two laugh some more at his expense.

Kageyama received the call from Hinata saying he lost his key and he should just open the door for him. He was still watching a recorded match between their opponent from the previous year, so he decided to just wait for the redhead. However, each passing minute he grew anxious. Since Hinata spent the afternoon with Kenma. Of course, as lovers, it was inevitable that they did this and that.

The raven clicked his tongue, remembering what happened earlier between him and the pudding head. He got an unnecessary talking to from Kenma. But the biggest surprise of all was that Kenma already knew and accepted the fact the Hinata has a history with porn.

"What's up with that? How long have those two known each other for Kenma to imply he knows what Hinata has been through?" Kageyama paused and thought of what he had said.

"Well, I supposed I didn't really take the time to know Hinata. Why he did what he did." Kageyama recalled the time when they were dating, that Hinata was always the one asking how he is. And he was always pouring his frustrations towards him while the other one listens to him.

"I suppose I wasn't an ideal lover after all." He cringed while he recalled the times when he's being a baby about everything and expected the redhead to nurse him.

He didn't know how many minutes have past, but all he knew that the recording he was suppose to review already finished and the door suddenly opened. He clicked play as reflex and saw Hinata came inside. He expected him to still be angry. But the redhead greeted him with the same smile like before.

"Oh damn, my heart skips a beat there." Kageyama muttered while he assisted Hinata with his things.

"I'm home, Tobio." Hinata said and it's obvious that the redhead's been drinking.

"Welcome home." Kageyama said as a conditioned reply and to his surprise, Hinata pounced on him and clings. "Ugh! You're heavy." Kageyama said.

"Carry me, I'm so tired." Hinata wrapped his arms on Kageyama's shoulders and buried his face on the raven's neckline while he breathed in the scent. "As expected, your smell is the best." Hinata babbled and Kageyama felt his face got warmer.

"I..IDIOT!" He carried Hinata, with difficulty. He sat on the sofa first and lets the man cling to him while he let Hinata sat on his lap.

"How much did you drink, idiot." Kageyama unfastened the button on Hinata's jacket and the other one shower his neck with wet kisses. He admitted that he misses this kind of affection, when Hinata is drunk and acts like a spoiled kitten.

"Are we fucking?" Hinata asked when Kageyama lets the jacket fall to the floor.

"No! Geez, you drunkard. I'm just letting you rest. Come on, let's remove this too." Kageyama lifted the sweatshirt off Hinata and the said man obliged. Kageyama threw the cream colored shirt on the floor as well and Hinata immediately went in for a kiss. His fingers entangled in the silky coal black hair.

"Mhnn." the redhead moaned when Kageyama tried to push him away. He was annoyed at the taste of alcohol from Hinata's mouth, since he wasn't a fan of it to begin with.

"Hinata, just rest. Aren't you tired? You were in Kenma's apartment earlier, you must have had enough." Kageyama's voice tried to soothe Hinata, but the redhead kept on touching the raven sensually, snaking his hands under the black T-shirt Kageyama wore.

"We didn't fuck. Kuroo wants threesome, I don't want to. Kenma said so too." Hinata nodded as he speaks, like he was justifying an event which made Kageyama more confuse.

"Sounds like a kinky relationship." Kageyama finger-combed Hinata's hair while he look at his face.

"Kageyama, I like it when you do that.. More." Hinata's eyes are clouded with lust and Kageyama gulped at the pressing erection coming from the man on his lap.

Face to face, Hinata took Kageyama's fingers that's been playing with his hair and licked it. "Ngh." Kageyama can't help but shuddered at how hot Hinata's tongue was. The redhead continued to play with his fingers while his own hand traces Kageyama's lips.

He gently pushed his finger on Kageyama's mouth the both of them started sucking and swirling their tongues on the tangy tasting fingers.

"Kageyama, let me tie you up." Hinata said and Kageyama immediately shook his head. "No, you're drunk. We can just do that tomorrow. It'll be dangerous to do that since you might lose yourself in the sensation and hurt me or yourself in the process." Kageyama stroked Hinata's thigh, his breathing was obviously faster now since Hinata keeps grinding his hard penis on Kageyama's stomach.

"Tch. Do you promise to let me tie you up the next time? Probably play with your nipples too?" Hinata asked and the raven nodded.

The both of them whipped out their own penises and started stroking each other.

"Will you let me insert at least a toy inside you?" Hinata asked with his whisper voice, breathing audibly as if to tease the man and Kageyama paused for a bit before agreeing.

"Nghn.. Kage..Kageyama, I kinda want you to fuck me senseless.. But I.. Guess it's bad. And I can't last long.. too.. Ah." Hinata said while he digs his nails at Kageyama's back. The raven removes his shirt so he can at least feel the redhead's skin.

Hinata leans in, and right before he gave Kageyama a kiss, he licked his own lips to wet it and his free hand played with the raven hair.

The kiss itself was sweet, slow and sensual. The kind of kiss that takes patience to give. A small bite, the sucking of the lower lip, the slow thrust of his tongue inside the raven's mouth. Kageyama's penis grew harder and hotter from Hinata's palm and the redhead can sense that Kageyama was feeling it from the petting.

Hinata lets Kageyama froth both of their penises while he gave Kageyama a massage at his shoulder. He circled his thumb with it and moaned in the kiss. He then spat inside the mouth of the raven and the other one retaliate by spitting in Hinata's mouth as well. Kageyama likes how dirty and messy Hinata was when it comes to sex, even before he knew the his past. He likes how Hinata pay attention to his needs, how Hinata traces his back, letting him feel the goosebumps on the redhead's skin when he played with his own nipples. How Hinata begged some more, and how Hinata's eyes were filled with tears every touch he does.

The redhead grind his hips so they can have more friction and he let go of the kiss. Hugging the raven, Hinata buried his face on its neck while he panted and moaned.

"You sound so damn sexy." Kageyama said while he shuddered from his leaking pre-cum. Hinata teased him and licked Kageyama's ear. "Why thank you." He answered, and breathed on Kageyama's neck.

"Kageyama? I'm cumming." Hinata's body shook and Kageyama leaned back to see Hinata's tip leaked with the white hot cum. "Ah.." Kageyama moaned when he reached his climax as well, seeing and feeling Hinata's cum all over his own hard member. His lips searched Hinata's and he bit the lower lip of the man on his lap while he rides out his orgasm.

Hinata embraced Kageyama tightly and the other one received it. They both were silent for some time, smelling each others hair, kissing, and gazing at each others eyes. Their kisses where now longer, and the hugs were tighter than earlier. Like they were gauging to see if they can opt for another round. Hinata hugged the raven though, and sighed audibly.

Kageyama was the first one to move, wiping himself on the bathroom while he got a towel for Hinata. He carried him to the bed and let him rest his head on the soft pillows. He wiped Hinata cum filled stomach clean, and got another clean towel to wipe the redhead's body.

"This feels nice." Hinata said, while his eyes were close. Breathing with satisfaction from Kageyama's caring attitude towards him. The raven then tucked Hinata under the covers and slept beside him. He was ready to roll to his side when Hinata placed his head on Kageyama's chest, and snuggled with him. Giving the raven a lovely surprise.

Kageyama felt all kinds of emotions flowing in him, especially since he just heard Hinata earlier saying something about a threesome, yet he went ahead and feel the redhead up. And now his fingers were playing with the familiar hair, that weight on his chest he longed to feel again. He can't help but feel sad and happy at the same time. Without much thought, Kageyama kissed the top of Hinata's head.

"I'm such a masochist. It's freaking scary." He whispered and hugged the redhead, safely cradling him in his arms. How I miss this. Damn it. I think I can't take much more of this. I need to end this soon. Kageyama said while he stroked Hinata's hair, like he used to do.

Kageyama, I'm sorry. I'm only pretending to be drunk. I just want to be willful to you, just like before. Please understand how much I love you, that's why I have to lie.

Hinata clutched Kageyama's shirt tighter and drifted to sleep as well.

June 14, 2019

CHAPTER THIRTEEN

"Good morning.", Sawamura greeted Hinata when, by coincidence, they met at the convenience store.

"Good morning, you're buying breakfast here?" replied Hinata.

"Uhm, I woke up late and my roommate is gone for the week, so there's no breakfast at home." Hinata paid for his canned coffee and a small box of mints. Sawamura already munching off his bread and a big cup of?the type you can refill over and over.

"Hinata, if you're not pressed for time, can you join me for a bit?" Sawamura grabbed seats for the both of them and Hinata joined him. The convenience store was filled with students who looked like they've been up all night, refilling the cups with juice to fill their stomachs. This scene was normal?most of the students at their school were poor people who work for their education or working on their scholarships and so on. Hinata remembers that even Kageyama does this, especially when he had to work overtime because he needed extra money for new knee pads and other volleyball gears.

"What's up?" Hinata asked Sawamura and the latter finished what he was chewing before he answered.

"I'm worried about you. You were quiet for the last few days. Though we've known each other for a short time, I think you're acting not like your usual self. Are you nervous because the series of games we're having days from now?" Sawamura asked. His face was indeed full of concern that Hinata felt a bit happy and embarrassed at the same time.

"Well, that's one of the reasons. Other is that I'm having difficulty with my studies at the moment. But that's something I shouldn't affect you guys. I'm sorry, I didn't notice I'm being weird." he said this one with a smile.

"Not at all. Being weird is Tanaka's job." the gentle Vice-Captain chuckled and ruffled Hinata's hair that made Hinata blush.

"Err, Sawamura-san, I heard that you and Kageyama with the rest of the first years went to the same High School together." Hinata paused a bit and drank from his can. He then continued with a softer voice, almost in a whisper.

"What do you think about Yachi being Kageyama's girlfriend? Ah! But this is just out of curiosity. I just think Kageyama isn't the type to have relationships. He looks like someone who only has volleyball in his mind." Hinata said and looked at Sawamura. However, the other one looks like he heard something outrageous cause his mouth was wide agape.

"I know for a fact that Yachi is single. Cause I know someone in particular that she 'likes'. From what I understand, the person she likes is already dating someone. It's definitely not Kageyama." Sawamura puts emphasis on what he was saying that it made Hinata regret opening the topic of. It looks like Sawamura was so sure of what he said and thus confused the redhead. Of course he knew - they all knew Yachi likes Hinata. And they all pity her cause Hinata seems so clueless. Not that they can blame him, he is gay after all.

"Is that so? Hmm." Hinata said and continued to sip his coffee, nursing another round of stomach aches. "Anyways, I need to go now, Sawamura-san. I want to copy some notes before my class starts. See you later." he stood up and Sawamura waved goodbye to him, focused on his food once more.

What's that supposed to mean? They are dating, right? Hinata hopped to his bike after he shot the can on the trash bin and rolls away towards school.

"Ah, mou. I'll go ask Bakageyama!"

His chest instantly tightens after he said this out loud.

"You know, you're a big nuisance." Tsukishima was only wearing his boxer briefs when he opened the door for fKageyama early in the morning. His classes starts a little later and so does Yamaguchi's. Because of this, they went for succession of rounds last night. Naturally, Yamaguchi was still asleep peacefully, completely naked under the covers.

"Don't mind me. I'm just taking some stuff. We're leaving tomorrow, so I have no time to prepare." the raven said, while he went under his former bed and took the big bag he uses when they need to sleep over somewhere for a few days.

"Ngh." Yamaguchi almost rolled out of his covers; good thing Tsukishima was quick enough to sit beside him and fix the blanket. "Kei?", Yamaguchi's freckled face peeked under white sheets.

"Yeah, good morning." the blond guy leaned in for a kiss on the lips and the other one hummed as their lips touched. "I want more.", added Yamaguchi.

"As much as I don't mind you guys being open around me, please don't start humping while I'm here." Kageyama said while he cleared his throat.

"Eh? Good morning, Kageyama-kun. I didn't know you're here." Yamaguchi sat on the bed and Tsukishima gave him a shirt to wear which he puts on. "Don't mind the king, he's the one intruding on us." the blond hissed at Kageyama.

"Hey..." Kageyama knew that Yamaguchi will probably sleep on Tsukishima's small bed, but he didn't expect that his bed - former one, will remain untouched as he left it. "You're not sleeping here?" He asked Yamaguchi as the guy sat dazed, while Tsukishima started making coffee?still in his underwear.

"You're the one who begged him to stay here! We even had to lie to his parents that he's suddenly busy at school to let him stay." Tsukishima pointed out.

"I didn't hear you complaining then." Kageyama said, as he opened up a small drawer, putting in his bag some of his special socks?the kind he used for tournaments, some towels and underwear. The two, Tsukishima and Yamaguchi, were used to Kageyama being a bit weird when it comes to volleyball. He takes more preparation for every game more than he prepares himself when going on a date.

"Never mind that, Kageyama?how are you and Hinata now? Did youmanage to get him back again?" Yamaguchi struggled to wear his underwear under the covers and when he succeeded, he goes up and started his stretches.

"Well, it's not working well." Kageyama said, sounding a little sad.

"Gross." Tsukishima grabbed his towel, seemingly looking like he's headed for a shower. Before he goes outside, though, he set two mugs of coffee on the table.

"I hope you two can work it out soon." Yamaguchi said and sipped his on his cup.

"Yeah, me too. But he's dating Kenma now. So I don't know how to go with it." Kageyama sat on his bed, taking sips at his coffee too. He admitted that this one tasted better than what they have back at Hinata's place. Since Kageyama isn't paying for the rent, he at least offered to pay for the groceries. The result was that everything he buys are items on sale or cheap ones. Damn, I should drop by here often and mooch off these two.

"Why don't you confess to him? Tell him how you feel. Lying would just get you in more trouble." Yamaguchi said and Kageyama nodded.

"I know that too. But our situation's a bit complicated than that. I was the one who broke off with him, you see. I don't think I earn the right to go back in his life, now that he seemed happy with Kenma." Kageyama started sounding so serious that it made Yamaguchi felt the secondhand embarrassment.

"Is.. is that so? Then, the situation is completely hopeless? Why not give up and wish for his happiness? Wouldn't that be more honorable?"

"I at least know that I have to do that. However, my stupid heart doesn't allow me to do so. It's kinda bad, considering I never use my instincts for other things." Kageyama unintentionally admitted that he is an idiot and acts on his instincts. Even so, this is the first time Yamaguchi saw this side of the raven and he smiled a bit?hiding it behind his coffee mug.

"Well, good luck to you, then." he said and Kageyama nodded.

It's night already and tomorrow midnight is the day of their travel towards Tokyo. The travel by car from their place to said destination is around four and a half hour, give or take traffic. So they decided that it's best to travel dead of the night. Also, some of the players were working and would get off their shifts tomorrow by night-time. To give them a chance to have at least a few hours of rest, the Coaches agreed that they leave around midnight. Which gives them enough time to be in Tokyo early morning.

Kageyama was already packed and ready. Taking the leave early from work so that he can relax himself and rid of unnecessary stress during the games. It was certain that there are scouts for Professional Volleyball being present there. Not to mention, this was the first time they were competing against his seniors from middle school. The one setter who's considered his biggest rival by far: Oikawa Tooru.

The raven by this time was having his dinner when the door opened. He heard Hinata called to him and Kageyama glances at the clock and see that even Hinata was early tonight.

"Hey." The redhead already placed his bag on the sofa and hung his jacket on the rack. "What're you eating?" he popped his head at the side of Kageyama and the raven caught a whiff the sweet smell of Hinata. It's not the vanilla scent he's been smelling a few weeks ago, but a new one. Almost like the previous cologne Hinata used back when they were together.

"Back to cucumber and melon?" he asked.

"Heh. I didn't know you remembered what scent I used to wear." Hinata teased him and the other one shrugged. How could he forget? Kageyama said to himself.

"Oi, Bastard. Is this an invitation to hit your face?" Kageyama pushed the redhead further when Hinata started picking up chicken pieces from his plate. Had he known that Hinata will be home soon, he would have prepared a portion for him as well.

"I just want to taste it. I'm not really hungry so.." Hinata pouted before went along and entered the bedroom. Kageyama can hear him starting a song again and he got used to it by now. Hinata's pattern?before he does anything else?whether mornings or evenings, was to take a shower first.

As always, some western song was playing in the background. Kageyama always wondered if Hinata is somehow proficient in English, cause he sure as hell not.

He finished his meal and Hinata was still humming a song in the showers. "Well, his evening showers are always longer than those he took in the mornings. Maybe he's dipping in the bath." he muttered and resumed washing the dishes.

After a few minutes, the raven focused on his laptop; typing his report due tomorrow morning. He already wrote it in paper and though he types slowly, he wasn't that much pressed for time. In fact, he can relax after this and go watch a movie or anime he's been dying to see a few months ago.

"I want to watch that anime Yachi's been singing. What was it again? Hime, Hime, Hime. Suki, Suki. Daisuki.*" Kageyama sang the song, and pulled his hair a bit when he caught himself. He can't help it?Yachi sang the song during their practice and even lunch time. It was definitely infectious.

Soon after, he heard the western song from the bedroom; it grew louder and Hinata sang to it to his heart's content. He chuckled for a bit cause he imagined what kind of face the redhead was making just about now. A few moments after the song ended, it was silent again and the bedroom door opened.

"Hey, whatcha doing?" Hinata plopped on the sofa and turned the TV on. He was considerate enough not to turn it loud since Kageyama was using his laptop on the coffee table.

"A paper due tomorrow. I'm almost done. But how do I place a graph here? I'm trying to figure it out cause I'm not used to this. Our high school isn't really big on submitting papers using computers and stuff like that." Kageyama's forehead has this crease in the middle. For others, it may look like a way to scare them off, or give the genius setter a way to intimidate and look down on them. For Hinata, however, it was kinda cute. He knew that this was Kageyama's face when he's trying to think about things.

"I'll help you out. Show me what you need to do." Hinata slided down to the floor from the sofa so he can sit beside the raven. Kageyama, however, managed to let Hinata have the cushion he was sitting on.

"Ohh. Your ass is hot. I like it!" Hinata said jokingly, feeling the warmth from the cushion. He did not remain unscathed, though, for the raven gave him a good head-chop.

Hinata helped him finished up and by the time they were done, it's only after seven at night.

"Want to watch some movie?" Kageyama invited and the redhead agreed. They didn't leave the floor though, Hinata just took some of the cushion near them and stacked it behind Kageyama's back, while he used the raven's chest to lean on. He safely positioned himself between Kageyama's long, spectacularly toned legs and he didn't hear any complaints for being a little bit touchy.

In fact, Kageyama hugged his waist from behind and somehow playfully giving Hinata shoulder massages using his chin.

The idiots were gauging each others mood and somehow can't sway the tension into sexual one. Kageyama, for one, wanted to touch Hinata so badly, now that he has resolved in his heart that no other one would do, and Hinata's heart wavers cause he thinks Yachi wasn't serious about Kageyama.

Hinata long ago deduced that things aren't really working out well between Kageyama and his girlfriend, since he wasn't the type to cheat on a lover. Not because Hinata was confident Kageyama when they were dating, but because Kageyama is the type of person to commit himself in whatever it is he is doing. He might be an idiot, but Kageyama is the serious type. So the only thing clear to Hinata was that Kageyama and Yachi were hiding things from him. And because of this, somehow their relationship?Hinata and Kageyama?turned into one big mess.

This made Hinata feel awful. Because if what he thinks really what's happening, then he is nothing but a person whom Kageyama vents his frustration with.

I knew it all along, so I have no right to feel this way. Hinata clenched Kageyama's pants along the raven's knees. It was folded and it's near Hinata's chest so that's naturally the place where Hinata would place his arms. For Kageyama though, since they were watching a movie?a horror one?he thought Hinata was scared and that was incredibly cute for him.

Moments after, Hinata's reverie was cut short when he feltsomething warm and hard growing and poking his back. Kageyama squired behind him.

"Eh?" Hinata looked back only to see Kageyama blushing and his lips curled, hiding it behind his palms.

"Don't look at me! Idiot!" Kageyama pushed Hinata's face off him and the other one blushed too.

"Why? I mean we are just sitting next to each other?!" Hinata exclaimed as he scooted away from the raven.

"How would I know. Maybe it's the smell. It has nostalgia for me. You smell, so.. Gah! I'm going to the bathroom." Kageyama was still blushing when he stood up, but Hinata grabbed his hand and peeked at the raven from below. Of course from this angle, you can see the blush under the redhead's eyes and the upward gaze somehow gives an erotic air to him. Not to mention and lust filled, misty eyes.

Kageyama shivered visibly, and his penis hurts in the process. It seems like the blood flowed directly to his groins and the erection was painfully rubbing his undergarment.

"Ne, I want to fuck. Can we at least do something a little hardcore tonight? We have a rest the whole day tomorrow since we're traveling. What do you say?" Hinata said, slowly getting up while his palms slid gently on the raven's thigh and then his chest.

"Su..Sure." Kageyama answered nervously. However, he almost regret it instantly since the redhead gave him a dubious smile.

Almost.

June 14, 2019

CHAPTER FOURTEEN

"Where the hell are those two? We need to get going now. Tch." Sawamura expressed his annoyance when the odd combo were late for their departure. It's not like them to be tardy at a time like this, so of course some?if not all of them?were concerned about the matter as well.

"To think that I expected the two to be the first ones here. I wonder if they're alright. Now I'm getting worried." said Tanaka.

"He has a point. Did someone call them yet?" One of the two coaches asked the members and Tsukishima sighed cause he knew they are all counting on him to do so. Just as he was about to dial Kageyama's number, they all heard a weird sound.

"Uwooooo!"

"Huh? What's that?" Tanaka said and they all look around to check what it was.

"Gwaaaaaa! Uwaaaa!"

The weird noise sounded nearer now, and though their surroundings were a bit dark with only a lamp nearby, they can see that there's a two figure by the end of the block they were in, running at full speed towards them.

"You idiot! Dumbass!"

"Huh? Doesn't it sound like Kageyama?" Yachi said, while she used her hand as a visor above her eyebrows to see if it is indeed Kageyama. The figures who were running were both wore dark colored clothes.

"No doubt that's him. Looks like the weird noise is from Hinata as well." Yamaguchi added with an exasperated sigh.

"I'm sorry! But you're at fault too!"

"Haha, I wonder what did Hinata do now to make Kageyama this mad." Tanaka said. The whole team can think of a few reasons and they all sighed and some scratched their heads cause they knew this was going to be a long ride. Those two will definitely argue a lot. Hinata will sulk in the process and Kageyama will bark orders at him. The seniors will have to intervene, and in the end - they will eventually be the ones to balance out the mood.

"Moron!"

"Waaaah!"

Though they were far away, the whole team can see the two punching and kicking each other while they were running towards them.

"You..Two.. SHUT THE HELL UP!" Sawamura cannot contain his anger anymore and reprimanded them. Though his shouting contradicts what he wanted to convey. It's night time around the campus and any noise echoes throughout. The two froze for a bit then ran at full speed towards them again. They were exhausted when they finally reached their team and panted really loud.

"We apologize for being late." Kageyama said and made Hinata bowed his head together with him.

"Maa, Maa. We really have no time to be dawdling like this. Everyone's getting on board now." The Captain tried to calm down Sawamura who was seething from rage cause the idiots still hasn't calmed down from their hype?glaring at each other and giving side kicks. Kageyama has a visible bite marks all over his arms and Hinata wore a gauge on his cheeks. This was probably not an ordinary fight for them to result into a physical altercation. Though they use to give a few head-chops, slaps or punch or two?Hinata usually takes the beating and apologize, he's often the cause of the argument anyways. This time though, looks like he fought back.

"Eh? Some are already in the bus?" Hinata noticed that only a few people were outside waiting for them and Yachi answered? "Well, most of them are from their part-time work, so they got tired and decided to sleep on the bus while we wait for you two. You guys are okay, right?", she asked.

"Eh? Ah, yeah. We're fine. Sorry for the inconvenience." Hinata said and they boarded as well, Kageyama was the last to enter.

Yachi sat besides the other girl manager in front. It's a protocol for the Volleyball club team that the girls will sit in front near the faculty-staff so they are safe from the boys. It's to avoid unnecessary rumor and something along these lines.

The front seats were usually occupied by the team Captain and Vice, along with the faculty members were already seated comfortably. By an unspoken rule, the first years, usually sit at the back. Though some seats were already occupied as well. From the looks of it, Kageyama and Hinata were bound to sit together at the back row.

The two both realize this and muttered in unison. "This is just great."

"Ha. I think this is going to be hard. I really wish Kenma rode with us, so he can at least diffuse Hinata if needed." Tanaka said while he looked back and took a glance at the two.

One day ago

"Do I really need to use this?" Kageyama's lips tcurled and his eyebrows furrowed as he inspected the box of the enema he was supposed to use. Hinata insisted he use it?after he made sure Kageyama shaved his delicates. The raven doesn't mind though, Hinata went through the trouble of doing this for him when they were dating. And he knew for a fact that Hinata still do, mostly during the weekends. He at least was man enough to experience the hardships of those who bottoms.

He read about it before, that some bottom men, even go as far as not eating solids for three whole days prior to date. That's just something tops don't appreciate enough and goes on ramming at them like crazy. There was one forum he read that some ukes cried at how awful their semes treats them. Like all they care about was how they will finish, not really paying attention to their partners. More often than not, even hurting them and giving them fissures.

Kageyama's size is big, not to mention he has the stamina for a few rounds. He understands that the first few tries he had with Hinata, he really sucked at it that it made Hinata cry and unable to walk after. But after a little research, he nailed it?figuratively.

"Okay, so I'm supposed to lie on my back, knees to my chest. And then, uhm. I have to retain it for 5 to 15 minutes. Okay." Kageyama mumbled and looked at the towel laid on the floor which Hinata prepared for him. His heart beats fast and loud as he looked at the kit prepared for him. He took a deep breath as he lubricates his entrance. After he did so, he took the enema kit and plunge right in.

"Oh damn, fuck my life."

As Kageyama prepared himself, Hinata prepared the bedroom as well. He took out some sheets and spread it on the floor, just in case they needed to move it on a more solid footing. The bed sheets, however, was changed too. It was rather tacky of him to change it to red - but he did.

There was a reason why this apartment is big. The former owner; his old roommate has a kink for BDSM. He owns the shop where Hinata gets his supplies for work. He took a liking to Hinata and pitied his situation. They got along fine, even allowed the redhead to live with him. However, his roommate had to move overseas for work. Of course, he left his 'tools and props' behind.

It was an unspoken rule never share things that you 'insert' on a body: yours or your partner's. Of course he will use new ones to Kageyama. He specifically went and got the things he would like to try out for the raven and he got over excited that he exceeded his budget.

That was a few days ago. Right now, he gets to play with him to his heart's content.

Truth be told, Hinata is not an exclusive Sadist or Dominant. He enjoys a bit of both, sadomasochism is something to enjoy when you have a lover. In a sense, the feeling that you get to role play is exciting.

Most of all, this was the first time Hinata is actually doing the things he did before nor for a love one. He somehow feels a bit happy. Weird feeling, Hinata said to himself. He's lucky enough that Kageyama was willing to participate and indulge him.

I have to make sure I don't scare the one-track-mind-volleyball dork.

As he finished unwrapping the packages for the equipment, the bathroom door creaked and Kageyama went out, with beads of sweat on his forehead.

"I cleaned the kit too, where should I put it?", asked Kageyama.

"Hm? Let it air dry a bit, but place it on top of the sink counter, there's a towel there. Place it on top," Hinata said while he prepared Kageyama's tea. When the raven went out, Hinata gave him the tea and urged him to sit and relax while he wash some of the 'toys' he needed or might use for later.

"Are you alright, Kageyama-kun?" Hinata asked, with his signature confused look?eyes wide and lips sealed shut. "Yeah. I think I'm fine. I really needed to apologize to you. I didn't know it was that hard." Kageyama set his tea cup on the coffee table and yanked Hinata closer, forcing the smaller man to sit on his lap. He gave Hinata a squeezing hug and the latter felt flutters in the pit of his stomach.

"Ka..Kageyama?" Hinata wanted to see Kageyama's face so he wriggled out of the man's hold. It was a mistake though, since he saw Kageyama's unusual face. Like he was remorseful, or in pain even.

"Wha-" Hinata didn't even finish what he was about to say when Kageyama cupped his face and gave him a kiss ever so soft.

"I'm sorry, I didn't appreciate you more than I should in the past." Kageyama gave him a hug again. Though Hinata was happy, he stopped Kageyama before things gets weird.

"Mou, this is not the time to be all mushy. You'll ruin the mood." Hinata pointed out, but he can't help but be happy. Ineffably so.

The raven continued to hug Hinata, securing him around him. "Hold tight." Kageyama said, and with difficulty, he carried him towards the bedroom. "Yah! Put me down, baka!" Hinata struggled, but the other one didn't listen.

"Open the door, Hinata." Kageyama said, cause his arms were occupied at the moment, and seeing as Kageyama won't listen to him no matter what, Hinata decided to surrender and do what the raven asked.

When they reached the room, Kageyama gulped a bit as he sees the items on top of the drawer being showcased for display. He already had a hunch of what was going to happen, but he never would have guessed that Hinata indeed has all these supplies on hand.

He set the redhead to stand on his own and looked at his face wearing a confused look. "Where did you get all these?", he asked.

"The ropes and other suspension things are from the previous owner of this apartment. Other than that, I purchased it myself. Well, since you started living here, that is, and since we started with this kind of relationship."

"O-kay." Kageyama said nervously. "Then, what should I do?" He asked and looked around the room.

"Well, first off, you have to relax. I won't do anything that will hurt you. Well, it might hurt cause that's the purpose of this, but I can assure you that it won't affect you much after. It will be just a matter of pride, I should say." Hinata added the last bit with a chuckle.

"Should I get to the bed?" Kageyama asked and Hinata nodded.

"Ah, Kageyama. Would you like me to cosplay for this? Or how I usually look is fine with you?" Hinata asked, while Kageyama scooted to rest his back on the bed headrest. The position of the pillows suggested that he should use it for back support.

Cosplay? Damn, my heart feels like it's going to leap out of my chest. Tch. I guess I kinda want to see it. But then again it'll be too hard for me to process if I see Hinata using those leathery things he wore on the net video. Damn it.

"You don't have to think that hard. I'll wear one to set the mood, but not the kind you see on orgies and stuff. Don't worry. It'll just make this experience fun for us, so please wait there." Hinata crawled into the bed towards Kageyama and the latter was sure that Hinata purposely slowed down to tease him. When Hinata reached the raven-haired man's legs, he stripped the man off his underwear, exposing his placid member, he then grabbed the silk cloth hanging on the side of the bed. It looks like a part of the bed as the ends of the cloth have hook rings on it, attached to the wooden sides of the bed frame. Hinata gently tied one foot of Kageyama, tight enough not to let it slip out of the hold. He then straddled Kageyama for a short while and proceeded to tie up the other leg.

Kageyama's heart beat was so loud that Hinata can hear it clearly. He smirked at the raven-haired.

Of course, this was all for show. He's already in character, even though he is also nervous as hell and feels a vomits coming up.

"Tobio, can you raise your hands above your head?" Hinata asked and Kageyama curled his lips again and nodded before he timidly raise his hands. Hinata removed Kageyama's shirt for him. "Keep it up." Hinata ordered and proceeded to cuff Kageyama's wrist. It's the same one they used in that love hotel, the pink furry one.

"Is it tight? Comfortable?" Hinata asked and Kageyama took a few seconds, testing his arms if he's going to be sore with this position. The cuffs were attached in a metal hole that looks like fasten to the wall.

"Are you comfortable?" Hinata asked Kageyama and the other one took some time before he answered yes.

"Hinata, now that I've had a time to connect it, I feel like I've discovered something scary about this place. I see these hooks all over the apartment. I've always thought that this is too big for a curtain hook and some things are out of place, like the kitchen and bathroom." Kageyama said and Hinata snickers.

"My roommate is a man with peculiar taste." He pointed out and leaned on Kageyama's chest to hear the raven's heart beat.

"Hm. Don't tell me you guys did these kinds of stuff too." Kageyama pouted. There was a possibility - cause the other room was filled with things like some kind of storage and can't be considered a bedroom. He deduced that Hinata slept in this room together with whoever he shared with a roof before.

"Ha! There's no way. That man is a drag queen and prefers big burly guys. Though I admit that I received a few invitations to join a group orgy." he snickered when he heard Kageyama's heart beats louder after he said the word 'orgy'.

"You?

"I'm joking, of course." Hinata lifted his head and gave Kageyama a lick on the lips.

"Be good and wait for me." the redhead said as he reached for one thing on top of the dresser beside the bed. From the design, it looks like a small dog chew bone, attached to a belt like mechanism at the back.

"Bite it like a good dog." Hinata said and Kageyama gulped.

"I'm.. what is this?" Kageyama asked, and he received a finger flick on his mouth from Hinata. "OW!", he protested and received another one.

It's not painful, more like it was surprising and Kageyama's face visibly reddens. Right, there's no turning back. He said to himself, as he saw the face Hinata's making. The very eyes send shivers to his spine and reluctantly, Kageyama opened his mouth.

"Good." Hinata said as he let Kageyama bit the Strict Leather Silicone Bit Gag*. "Use your teeth, don't fold your lips. It'll be uncomfortable later on. There's a reason why this looks like a bone. Imitate how a dog bites its chew toy bone." Hinata whispered and Kageyama's arms that's been cuffed rustled as his it shook. Hinata also felt that Kageyama's penis was grew hard.

"Heh." He smiked and Kageyama's face reddens once more.

The gag was safely fastened in Kageyama's mouth and Hinata went down the bed to gather some of the things. "Hmm. Hnn." Kageyama mumbled through his gag and Hinata looked at him.

"Right, the safe word for this is the rattles on your cuffs. Tug it once to let me know you're uncomfortable, twice to let me know you want to speak ?only if it's really necessary, okay? And tug it repeatedly to let me know you want to stop. Try to tug it once, see if I can hear it clearly."

Kageyama did so, and he heard a little bell ringing from it.

"I attached a bell from it. It's usually the ones we used for full restraint plays. Right now, you have restraint from your feet to your hand, even your mouth. Oh, and one other thing, never over estimate yourself. If you feel like you're reaching your limit, better let me know, alright?" Hinata said as he picked up a tray of the toys he was obviously going to use. He placed it on top of the bed, between the separate legs of Kageyama. It's clear that is also a part of the mental test for the raven as he can clearly see some weird things on that tray.

Part of this was to let Hinata know that Kageyama can still back out, part of it was to tease the other man.

"I'll just go ahead and change my clothes and prepare myself, be good and wait for me. Oh, for the time being, I will not hear your signal. You'll be okay, right?" Hinata leaned on Kageyama's face and tilted his chin to look at him. The reddish part under the eyes of Kageyama turned him on.

"Uhn." Kageyama hummed and nodded his head. Hinata laughed inwardly at how Kageyama forgot that even gagged, he can still try to speak up and some words will be heard and be understood. This goes to show that Kageyama's been pretty submissive.

The redhead left the sound on, a little something he played randomly. He chose the ones he plays when he's on the mood for a good nap, lounge in the bed or even masturbates.

The creepy piano intro started and Hinata headed for the door, leaving Kageyama for himself.

Okay, now what the fuck am I supposed to do? This is freaking scary. I see pins, and dildos. Is he going to use that to me?

No, No. I understand that I wanted this too. But I only want to try some things out. I don't want to be subjected to some nasty shit.

Fucking damn, the idiot is taking too long, my nipples are cold, I'm starting to have goosebumps.

Kageyama breathed through his mouth with difficulty. creating a raspy sound like he was panting from running with something stuck in his mouth. This time, he really does have one. The texture of the gag was funny; biting it between his teeth, he touched it with his tongue and felt a bit weird.

It's soft and doesn't have a rubbery taste.

In his head, he at least know what to do to relax. However, he was sure that his rationality islipped away from the mood Hinata created. He's sure that the redhead was trying to create a nervous feeling; the lights, the fragrance in the room, the silky texture of the bond on his feet and the tone Hinata used when the man spoke to him earlier is a little bit unnerving.

Okay, just breathe. Focus your energy on relaxing. Hinata knows what he's doing. Breathe, that's right. Enjoy this and breathe.

He closed his eyes after he got a good look at the sex toys placed right in front of him. He has an idea why it's there. It's obvious that Hinata wanted to test him if he'll chicken out and if he didn't control himself, there was a possibility that he will back out. From the looks of it, there's some pretty weird things laid out on that tray, and he'd rather not know unless the redhead explains what they are for?else he'll imagine the worst of it.

After a few minutes?which seems endless to the raven?Hinata emerged from the bathroom, dressed in a white buttoned down shirt and barefoot. It doesn't look much, considering the man said he'll at least dress the part. However, Kageyama immediately notice that the shirt was his; the one he often wears for interviews and he recently used when he had to present a group project.

"Uhm.", he didn't expect Hinata would wear a kareshirt for him.

"You okay? Nod your head for yes, shake it for no." Hinata asked. He opened up a drawer near Kageyama and from the looks of it, he took out a glove. A black laced one.

Kageyama's saliva accumulated in his mouth and he gulped audibly before nodding. Hinata then wore the glove in one hand and pull it to fit by using his teeth.

Fucking hot. Kageyama thought as he saw it. His penis by this time was half hard in anticipation.

The bed creaked as the redhead sat on its side. With his glove laced hand, he tilted Kageyama's chin towards him and asked, "There's still time to back out?are you sure you want to do this?"

The coal black hair rustled as he nodded and Hinata let go of his chin.

"Your arms comfortable?"

*nods

"Your feet okay?"

*nods

"Are you okay with the gag in your mouth?"

He took a second before answering and considered the warning Hinata said that he should not over estimate his limit and tell him if there's something off, but he nodded anyways since most of his problem are psychological, cause the gag itself wasn't hurting him.

"Alright then." Hinata then crawled towards the bed and Kageyama caught a glimpse of the redhead's underwear.

Is that a black panty? Black laced panty? Is that a thong? What?

Unconsciously, Kageyama's handcuffs rattled repeatedly and Hinata immediately removed his gag off him.

"Are you okay? What is it?", he nervously asked Kageyama and the other one dazedly looked at him, like he was confused about what has happened.

"Eh? Ah. Nothing, I was just surprised at your underwear. I'm sorry. Let's continue." he said and Hinata smirked before he placed the gag again. He smiled a bit as the raven obediently bites it and he felt a funny churning at the pit of his stomach again.

"So, you like this?" Hinata straddled Kageyama and showed the lace panties. It's thin, and small, exposing his fleshy bones. But it's obvious that it's for males since the bulge was fitted perfectly in front. The back side, however, was exposed as the underwear itself was a laced thong.

Kageyama nodded three times and Hinata then grinded his hips at Kageyama's crotch, feeling it growing harder.

Hinata slided off him and went towards the tray of goodies. He pulled out a pink egg vibrator from it. He can hear Kageyama's heartbeats cause he purposely turned the music off. It's just Hinata and Kageyama, and the deadly silence between them. Like how Hinata wanted it to.

"Tobio, let's try this on you. Are you okay with it?" Hinata asked and Kageyama nodded. Technically, the redhead doesn't need to ask every time. Once they're already in role play, the submissive has two options: Take whatever the dominant dish out, or after the dominant did something?in case it's unbearable, he could make the dominant stop.

This was the first time for them though, and Hinata doesn't want to scare Kageyama off. So it can't be helped that he needed to ask every time.

Lucky for him, Kageyama kept an open mind and agreed.

Hinata then lifted Kageyama's hips up, and placed a pillow under it for leverage. "Your feet okay?", he took a glance at the silk binds and it looks like it's been stretching the raven's feet. Hinata received a tiny nod from the man and he proceeded.

He opened a bottle of lubricant and poured an ample amount of it in one hand that doesn't have the glove and dab it at Kageyama's hole.

Kageyama fidgeted and felt funny when his own ass were being played at, he realized that it was going to be hard for him to change positions since he's too sensitive down there. More like, every touch tickled.

Hinata unceremoniously inserted his middle finger in, making a popping sound when he was two knuckles deep in.

"Ah. It's warm and soft." Hinata said and swirled his finger inside.

"Uhnn." Kageyama winced and whined as he felt Hinata inside. It's an odd feeling and he can't help but close his eyes.

"Just look at me Tobio, see what I'm doing. There's nothing to be afraid of. We're just having fun." Hinata soothed him and Kageyama nodded.

"I'm inserting another one." Hinata warned and pushed his index finger in.

"Ngh." Kageyama felt a little pain in it and Hinata chuckled.

"Ne, Tobio, your hole's clenching me so tightly. Is it that good?" he teased and rubbed his fingers on the anal wall. He still wasn't going for the prostate yet, since his goal was to just stretch him up and lube the inside, enough to insert the egg vibrator in.

Hinata knew it well that sometimes rubbing near the entrance was pleasurable when done slow and tender. So he did, and he heared that Kageyama started moaning through his dog bone bit-gag.

Of course, this wouldn't be a BDSM play when it's always comfortable for the masochist, so while Kageyama enjoyed a little play through his anus, Hinata grabbed a thin metal looking pin. Kageyama immediately knew what it was and tried to wriggle out.

"Tobio, trust me. Just relax and enjoy. I'll insert it slowly." Hinata reassured.

Every male would be at least scared to insert anything in his urethra, much more the device Hinata was inserting looked like it has waves or beads, not the usual penis plug*. Although it looked thin and possible to be inserted, Kageyama can't help but be scared for his penis. So his already hard penis became placid again, almost immediately. Hinata saw this and sighed. He then traced the inside of the raven to find the sweet simulating spot to help Kageyama be aroused.

In no time, the redhead traced the harden part of the anal wall and felt Kageyama quivered as he pressed his fingers to put pressure to it, "Nice, no?" Hinata said as he poured a little bit of thick lubricant on Kageyama's penis tip.

"Hmm." Kageyama felt the cold liquid and moaned. Hinata by now gave his prostate a good massage as he used his fingers to make a scissor like movement inside him. He felt that Hinata took his good time to stretch him up. And true, the feeling inside him started to feel good. Earlier, he kept clamping down on the redhead's finger and the latter patiently waited for him to relax his muscles before he moves. Admittedly, he wouldn't be able to do such thing. He knew that he was faithful to his penis' needs and so he might be stretching Hinata before intercourse, but he just left the rest with ample lubrication and hoped that the bottom man will be able to take the pain when he push his member in.

This made him feel guilty again.

Eh, what was that? While Kageyama was lost in thought, he felt that besides his fingers, Hinata inserted something else inside.

"HNNN!" Kageyama jolted and his teeth bit through the gag as he felt the vibration inside started.

"Shh. It's just the egg vibrator. Don't be nervous." Hinata said as he made sure that the vibrator was safely in before he removed his fingers out.

Shit! This feels so weird. Kageyama said, and Hinata leaned in to wipe the tears off Kageyama's face.

Eh? I'm crying?

"Your face is red, use your nose to breathe. That's it, slow and steady breaths."Hinata said as he placed massages on the raven's chest. Kageyama did so and realized that he's been holding his breath for a while. A little bit of inhale and exhale and his face that felt warm felt a bit comfortable now.

"You're hard now, so let's continue." Hinata said, while his glove hand traced the raven's nipple for a while. The scratchy part of the texture made Kageyama squirmed and his feet struggled with the silky cloth, stretching it further.

Hinata added lubricant to the penis plug itself. Since the device has a hook on its end so a finger or two can be hooked in, Hinata inserted his index finger in; the one with the glove.

Since the penis plug is a metal (surgical one), it shines through that black glove and Kageyama can't help but whine a bit. He admitted that he's never been scared like this before in his life. But what's funny was that Kageyama also anticipated it.

He can't deny that all this felt surreal and somehow he wanted a bit more. He didn't expect Hinata to be this gentle. He kinda thinks that Hinata would be rough?some dirty talking here and there, a bit of humiliation, or even inflicting pain. He didn't realize that BDSM is not always hurting someone, but rather controlling the limit of their pleasure and embarrassment. He's been mislead by all the porn movies he saw, where every sadist almost beat the masochist up that secretly, that's what he wanted too.

Geh! What am I thinking? Kageyama checked himself. He just deduced that Hinata slowed down so he won't be overwhelmed and as proof of it, Hinata was rock-hard and peeking out of his black laced thong panty.

"Here we go." Hinata warned and plunged the plug slowly on Kageyama's urethra.

"HMM! NGHH! NNAA." The cuff bell rattled and Hinata immediately stopd and removed the bit gag off the raven.

"Haa. Haa." Kageyama caught his breath while Hinata waited for him to speak up.

"Hinata, can we just remove the gag, please? So I can speak up. I'm nervous about this." Kageyama said and Hinata looks a bit relieved.

"Okay. Whew! I thought you were going to ask me to stop. Are you sure about this?" Hinata asked and jiggled the plug in front of Kageyama's face. The latter nodded and gulped his saliva. He braced himself for another weird sensation and Hinata proceeded to resume what he has been doing.

The redhead lubricated Kageyama's tip again just to be sure and positioned the plug on the urethra's entrance. "Tobio, relax. Look at this closely, if you see, this is quite erotic, na?" Hinata said and smiled. Kageyama knew Hinata was trying to make him feel a little less tense and he nodded with a smile on his face as well. If anything, he admits this was all exciting.

Hinata successfully inserted the plug at least half of it and Kageyama moaned like he hasn't before. The sensation was indeed good and new. He might be addicted to it as his hips moves on its own as if wanting more of that stimulating sensation.

"It's just scary visually, but the piss hole has a lot of nerve endings and it's quite fun. Ah, but don't worry. This plug is surgical grade. So you're safe." Hinata followed this one with a chuckle and successfully inserted the whole thing in.

Kageyama saw that the only visible thing from that long plug was the ring hook and it looked obscene on his tip.

Hinata then straddled the raven, surprising Kageyama. The glove hand traced Kageyama's nipple, "You did good." Hinata's praised show a bit of lust in it as the redhead licked the side of Kageyama's teary eyes. He can't help but feel happy too. He was now certain to a degree that he was indeed someone who enjoys this type of play. As to what he enjoys the most: Sadism or Masochism was still uncertain.

"Please bite this." Hinata pushed his finger on the raven's mouth, implying Kageyama that he should bite the glove off, so he obeyed. After he did, the vibrations inside him intensifies. It seemed Hinata raised the level of vibrations inside and he felt that the sex toy inside him gave punishing stimulation on his prostate.

"Ngh. Hinata, this is.. too much." Kageyama pleaded as the redhead enjoyed how Kageyama's face contorts with the intense pleasure. By then Kageyama just set aside the gloves since there's no way he won't speak at a time like this.

"Hi...My penis hurts so much.. I wan't to cum." Kageyama rattled his cuffed hands and bell chimes throughout the room.

"You're quite arrogant for someone who wants something from me."Hinata pinched Kageyama's nipples and Kageyama gulped before speaking again.

"Ple-.. please, I beg you. Let me cum." Kageyama said and Hinata raised the level of the vibrator once more.

"Yah! I can't! Please!" Kageyama's voice rang through the bedroom and Hinata decided to let him off. He sat back on the bed and slowly removed the plug with his finger hooked on the ring. The visual itself aroused Kageyama, much more when the rim like on the plug felt like it was massaging his insides.

"Fucking good!" Kageyama said and he immediately regreted it cause Hinata looked at him with a grin on his face.

"Dumbass." He muttered at the idiotic face Hinata wore. The redhead decided to ignore it and inserted his finger back at Kageyama's hole while his other hand jerked the penis off.

"Cumming!" Kageyama threw his head backwards, toes curling up and the creamy liquid oozes out of his member. Since his urethra was stimulated earlier, his climax felt intense than usual and he can't help but bit his lips.

"Congrats." Hinata teased as he licked the semen of Kageyama off his hand. Kageyama almost lost his mind when he saw this and wish to fuck the daylights out of the redhead.

While Kageyama came down from his high, Hinata removed the cuffs from the contraption on the wall. After, he massages Kageyama's shoulder since there's no way it won't feel uncomfortable after being held up a few minutes.

"Your face is asking me if that's all there is and the answer is no. We're still a long way to go." Hinata said and attached a collar to Kageyama's neck.

"Eh? What's this?" Kageyama felt confused a bit. Hinata, however, just removed the binds on the raven's feet and tug the collar, forcing Kageyama to crawl on all fours. The egg vibrator was still inside the raven, and even if it's turned off, he can't help but feel a bit uncomfortable as he moved since the cord dangled of him like a little tail. Humiliation wise, this was by far the most obscene.

"Get off the bed and suck me." Hinata said, commanding Kageyama to kneel while he sat on the bed, completely exposing his crotch in front of Kageyama's face.

Kageyama gulped as he saw how sexy this looks, despite the fact that Hinata was tugging his neck like a dog.

Damn it, I can't wait to do the sadist role. I'll fuck the shit out of you! Kageyama said to himself as he started with the sucking.

Kageyama was forced to wake up earlier than the redhead since he has a paper due this morning. His alarm from his phone went off and for the first time, he hit the snooze button.

True, he's tired from the sex he and Hinata had last night, but aside from that, he can't seem to find the heart to leave the redhead while the man was tightly snuggling with him under the warm covers.

Kageyama felt like a new husband with his wife and feels like they both lost something important last night.

"Hn? You're already awake? What time is it?" Hinata casually rolled to his side and faced the other way to snuggle with his pillow. Kageyama on the other hand, rustled Hinata's hair and gave the man a kiss on the head. He doesn't care how sweet and cuddly this looks like, he was just savoring this moment with Hinata. Lucky for him, Hinata was in the mood as well as the redhead moved closer to him.

"Come closer." Kageyama wasn't satisfied so he scooped Hinata's head and placed it in his arms to be used as a pillow. Like he used to do.

Hinata buried his head near Kageyama's chest and armpits, while holding onto his body pillow. He got this habit of snuggling with it since he doesn't like to sleep alone. Now that he does sleep with someone, he can't seem to kick the habit off.

"Ne, I still haven't packed my things for this trip, help me?" Hinata said and Kageyama patted the redhead's back. "No, I have to go now. I'll be home after lunch. How about you?" Kageyama answered.

"I see. Well, I'll be home after dinner tonight. So would you mind packing my things for me? The toiletries and underwear are already packed, the rest ? hm, I'll leave it to you." Hinata mumbled and went back to sleep.

"You have a lot of nerve." Kageyama muttered and sighed.

"So what do you think, Kageyama-kun?" Yachi asked as she enthusiastically shows her new hair tie. Kageyama took a few second to look at it before he answered, "I'm not sure what I'm looking at."

"Eh? This is the hair tie Hinata gave to me the other day, hihi." She giggled and slapped Yamaguchi's shoulder near him and the latter chuckled cause he still thinks that Yachi is cute when she acts like this.

"Hinata? Why would Hinata give you a gift?" Kageyama sounded so alarmed that Yachi was startled.

"Uhueh?" Yachi asked and scooted closer to Yamaguchi. Just in time?Tsukishima saw what happened and gave Kageyama a smack on the back of his head.

"You're scaring her again." the blonde said and Yamaguchi scratched his face when the two?Tsukishima and Kageyama?started arguing and shouting again.

"Ne, ne. Don't you think Kageyama's a bit of weird when it comes to Hinata? Last time he also acted weird when I mentioned Hinata and I went for ice cream. It's like, I don't know, he seems like he's hiding something." Yachi noted and Yamaguchi gulped audibly.

Uwah! Girls are perceptive that it's scary. The freckled-face man thought so.

"Kageyama! You asshole!" Hinata stormed inside the bedroom where Kageyama rested and the raven knew what's he angry about. He didn't expect, however, that Hinata would jump on him and bite his arm.

"Ow! You little ? that hurts!" Kageyama wrestled out of Hinata's hold but to no avail. The tinier man clung to him even if he stood up and continued to bite his arm. One particular mark even broke the skin.

"Seriously, stop it!" Kageyama retaliated by pinching Hinata's cheek.

"Why did you do it? Tell me!" Hinata demanded to know why Kageyama marked him throughout his body. Feeling the embarrassment when he had to hide such kiss marks towards his boss.

"Sorry, I lost control during the last round. You released my restraint so all my pent up energy kinda you know.."

This was a lie, of course, Kageyama clearly marked Hinata cause they are going in to Kenma's home. To prevent the redhead from sleeping with him, he did this. A low blow indeed, but he doesn't care. In fact, if not for the games, he will definitely tell Hinata the truth.

But the raven knew, that even for Hinata, this game means everything. Their future as athletes starts now. So considering this, Kageyama decided that it's best to speak to Yachi first, and apologize to her for getting her involved. He'll have to find the right timing though.

Hinata continued to nag while Kageyama zoned out. He went for a long run right after school so he felt a bit sleepy after a big meal. He yanked Hinata into the bed and asked the redhead to sleep with him. He received another punch in the gut while Hinata yapped and nagged even when he wasalready in the showers.

After a few minutes, Kageyama felt the bedroom door opened and Hinata looked through the bag Kageyama prepared for him. He heared some rustling sound and Hinata nagging again.

"...set the alarm." was the last thing Kageyama heard and he assumed that Hinata told him that he already set the alarm.

What happen was, Hinata asked Kageyama to set the alarm for them and they both started sleeping.

They were woken up by Yamaguchi's text and the two started arguing again. Pointing blames at each other, creating another set of argument. They took the cab in a hurry and soon after they stepped out of the vehicle, they rushed towards the team as if they are in a marathon?both refusing to surrender and accept defeat, even if this doesn't have anything to do with what were they're fighting about.

If not for the fact that Sawamura warned the two to shut up, for sure they will still bicker now.

Hinata pissed at Kageyama for being irrational and Kageyama pissed at Hinata for not getting why he did so.

Thirty minutes after they departed, the bus driver shuts the light inside since the boys were already resting. Aside from Tsukishima who was busy doing something on his phone, and Yachi who was reading a cellphone novel, all of them seemed tired and ready for a nap before they reach their destination.

Hinata breathed out and even though Kageyama was still annoyed at the man, he goes to check his status. As he suspected, Hinata fell asleep already.

Tch.

Kageyama took Hinata's head and made it rest on his shoulder, knowing that they are sitting in the back row and no one will see them. With the lights turned off, it'll take a few minutes to adjust what's happening at the back.

Yachi, however, took a glance at the two out of concern and saw what Kageyama did. She felt embarrassed looked away.

Kageyama-kun? He took Hinata's head and rest it on his shoulders? What's going on?

By this time, Kageyama held onto Hinata's hand; interlocking the fingers together and close his eyes as well.

When Kageyama finally fell asleep, a particular redhead squeezed the hand that joined to his and muttered? "You idiot."

June 14, 2019

CHAPTER FIFTEEN

Kageyama woke up from the nap before Hinata. It's understandable since he went to rest earlier than the him, but since they are near their destination?with all the seniors already excitedly chatting?Kageyama lightly tapped Hinata to wake him up.

The light-colored eyes opened slightly before it blinked twice.

"We're near." Kageyama said when Hinata seemed confused at what was happening.

"Ah, I feel like I had a very short nap. Ugh, I'm still. Haaa." Hinata finished his sentence with a big yawn and Kageyama felt sorry for him. If only he can let Hinata rest a bit more, but it's impossible, for the person in front of them - a fellow freshman, was already awake and taking selfies or something Kageyama often hear but has no interest in.

"Is this your first time coming Tokyo?" Kageyama asked Hinata, who was currently rummaging his bag for some mints.

"Hm? Not at all, I've been here a few times. But for jobs, not really had the time to look around."

Though Hinata answered Kageyama's question, his tone somewhat sounds uninterested. No matter how much Kageyama caught on?no matter how much he asks Hinata?Kageyama had a feeling the redhead won't answer him so he just kept his curiosity to himself.

"Please make yourselves at home. I'm sorry I won't be here to accommodate everyone since I'll be busy with my job, but I've already told my son what to do, so please be comfortable." Kenma's mom greeted the boys with a warm breakfast. It was a little early for it quite frankly, since the time was just a bit over five am. But some of the members were from work last night and they've worked up quite an appetite.

"Ittadakimasu!" They simultaneously called and dug in. Kenma was in the kitchen busy helping with the managers, at the same time he's teaching them where to find the things they might need for their stay.

The house wasn't all that big. But the living room was spacious and free to use. It was agreed first hand that the girls will be staying at Kuroo's place, since there are parent's present there. Not to mention the space and privacy they can have.

Of course, money wise, they already sent it in advance so Kenma?who went on a day before them?already shopped for food, toiletries and other supplies.

"Ah, but the bath will be unreasonable to use, since it's small. So I suggest you boys visit the public bath house."

"That would be perfect, thank you and sorry to trouble you." One of the coaches said and Kenma's mom shook her head a chuckled. "Kenma is always with his games and cell phone and only talks to his only friend since childhood. I'm surprised he even joined the volleyball team on his own." His mom looked at the girls who were near her son and wondered who among them was the person Kenma sets his eyes on. He had an intuition that Kenma was dating someone but the pudding-head refused to tell who. And even if she asked Kuroo Tetsurou, the guy seemed to be evasive about the topic as well.

Sawamura caught on what their hostess thinking, so he gulped his miso soup in one go and tried to ignore the awkward feeling.

It was not a secret to them that Kenma and Hinata are in a 'special relationship', especially since Yachi seemed to have caught interest at the two. I don't want to risk the two getting caught and cause a scene. So I guess I have to change their sleeping place assignment. Sawamura made a mental note that he has to separate Hinata and Kenma, or things could get ugly. I guess I could let Hinata stay with Kageyama, since Kageyama is strict with him, he can guard Hinata closely and he'll make sure Hinata won't ruin it for us.

"Eh, what if the two starts to fight again?" muttered Sawamura and the Team-Captain near him gave him a questioning look. He shook his head as if to say not to mind him much.

Tch. This is going to be a pain one way or another.

"Look. That's the genius setter, Kageyama-kun! And his former teammates at Karasuno High."

"Seems like this year's matches will be interesting."

"Uwah! Look at the guy behind them!"

Right on cue, Kageyama and the rest of his fellow freshmen looked at Hinata who looked like an idiot gawking at the stadium. He kept on saying 'ohh' and 'ahh' like he was genuinely marveling at how a stadium looks.

"Oi. Stop acting stupid! You're super embarrassing!" Kageyama slapped the back of the head of the little middle blocker so that he will get a move on. Nevertheless, the chibi still continued doing what he does and Kageyama tried his best to hold back, simply because Sawamura issued warning glances at him.

"Yosh, the game's about to start. Let's be the first to enter the court." The Coach said and Hinata suddenly felt nervous.

"My stomach hurts. Gah.." Hinata winced and Kageyama almost gave him a punch but was intercepted by Tanaka.

"You're always like this, Hinata. Can't you at least get used to this already? We've been in different games already." Tsukishima sighed and tapped Yachi's shoulder to get her attention. "Hm?" she asked and one look at Hinata, and she already got the message. "I'll go prepare the medicine." Yachi added.

As the warm-ups started, Kenma took noticed on how Hinata was actually conscious of his neck. He had an idea of what it was; Hinata called him about it. But he can't help but feel annoyed at Kageyama for doing so. He was somehow reminded that his own boyfriend marked him as well, so he'll be sure not to show his skin with his teammates. Kuroo, by this time was perfectly settled on the viewing deck. He waved at Kenma and grinned. Hinata saw this and waved at the man as well, Kenma, however, ignored him and firmly gripped the ball between his hands.

"Hey, I think I recognized that person." Yamaguchi noted while he poked Tsukishima's side. The other one yelped and clicked his tongue. He hates how Yamaguchi kept poking his sides when the man wants his attention, and the tall glasses-guy kept saying how much he hated it. The other one will say sorry, but keeps doing it anyways?as if to tease Tsukishima, or he simply forgot.

"Who?" He answered Yamaguchi with an annoyed voice.

"That one on the deck, the one who I think was called Tetsurou-kun by Kenma's mother. Don't you think we saw him before?" Yamaguchi was certain of it; you won't see Kuroo's hairstyle often after all.

"Yeah, he's one of the best middle blocker, I must say." Sawamura nodded to Kuroo and the other one nodded back. Now that the word 'middle blocker' was mentioned, it finally rang a bell to the two freshmen.

"Ah, right! He's the guy from Tokyo, from when we were high schools. I wonder which team he plays now?" Yamaguchi wanted to know. For someone who played the same position as him, he can't help but feel an admiration towards the senior.

"Whoa! I?we're ? Cen.. Wwah!" Kageyama tried to express his joy that they are playing on the center court but his tongue got tied from his excitement. Tanaka pointed and laughed at the Setter and somehow the mood of the team got light. Except for one nervous shrimp.

"Wahh! I need to go to the bathroom." Hinata called out as he ran towards it. They still have some time and he wasn't in the starting player line ups anyways, so Sawamura and the rest of the faculty sighed and lets Hinata be.

"The idiot! Let's punch him!" Kageyama rolled up his imaginary long sleeves and headed towards Hinata. Luckily, Tanaka along with a few freshmen intercepted. No matter how much he hated Hinata acting like this, part of him was worried about the redhead too. He scratched his head and hoped that Hinata relaxes soon.

Not long after, an exhausted Hinata emerged and Yachi gave him a bottle of sports drink to replenish whatever he lost during his bathroom emergencies. While the redhead rest, Kageyama saw a dark red part on Hinata's neck and he felt pangs of guilt towards it. Now that he saw it under light, it was quite undesirable?not to mention indiscreet of him. He shook his head and patted his chest, inwardly apologizing to Hinata.

Kageyama felt something weird behind his back and when he looked, not far away, a certain cat-like-eyed man stared at him. As if saying he knew what Kageyama did and we won't get away with it.

"Ittadakimasu!" The boys happily dug in to the food the managers and Kuroo's mom prepared for them. They decided to set up a long table at the backyard on Kenma's place so they can dine together. Lucky for them, not only Kenma's family opened up their home, even Kuroo's as well.

The said man joined them and told them how he retired from volleyball. It wasn't because he wasn't interested anymore but he had to stop playing for work. In case he gets an offer to play professionally, he sure wont pass the chance.

"Still, Kenma didn't stand out much during high school. But who knew you guys played for the same team." The Captain noted. All of them, including the Coaches were in a good mood. Since Kenma played well on the first set, the score ended in a spectacular 25 to 17 in favor of them. The second set was even better with Kageyama conducting, with the score 25 to 13?landing them their first win on their road to championship.

Kageyama wasn't in a festive mood like the rest of them though. He kept his distance and ate in silence as he watched how Hinata kept fawning over Kuroo and Kenma. He felt something weird with those three as Kuroo kept on whispering to Kenma and Hinata and the two kept hitting him. He heard from the redhead before that this man was the one who asked for 'threesomes'.

From the looks of it, those three seems like they were close enough to do that.

The raven felt the bitter churning inside his stomach again. Not the kind you have when you feel happy but the nauseating feeling like you want to throw up.

He stood up abruptly, startling everyone and excused himself. "Thank you for the meal, I'll excuse myself now, I feel rather sick." Kageyama thanked the managers and their host and went inside, leaving a trail of confused people behind him.

Kageyama eats a lot, so for him to passed this opportunity, must mean that he really was unwell. Yachi followed him out of concern and Hinata caught it, just because he was closely paying attention to Kageyama.

"What's wrong with your lover, chibi?" Kuroo tried to teased but all he got was Hinata's downcast glance and a little redden eyes. This caught Kuroo off guard.

"Who knows? Maybe he's annoyed that the girls sleeps at a different house." Hinata chomped on his own food and Kenma jabbed Kuroo's thigh under the table for being so insensitive. It was obvious that the redhead was hurt at what he saw.

"Kageyama-kun, are you really okay?" Yachi gave Kageyama a bottled water and the latter accepts and opened it. It seems like Yachi needed something from him so he stopped before he went upstairs. He knew Yachi wasn't allowed to come up so he waited for the little blonde to say what she needs.

"Err, Kageyama. There's something I have to ask you, and I realized this isn't the best timing. If.. well, can we talk for a bit?" She managed to tell him but it took all of her strength, she actually felt her knees feel weak a bit.

"Sure, let's leave at the back."Kageyama said and fished out his phone to send Sawamura a mail that he and Yachi went out to buy at the nearby convenience store. Of course, he did this so they won't worry about them so much.

As the two left, Sawamura reads his mail and clicked his tongue but say nothing more. It's best to keep his mouth shut now and reprimand Kageyama later.

The two walked side by side?Yachi and Kageyama?and headed to the nearby convenience store. Kageyama grabbed an ice cream on stick for Yachi. "Thank you," she said and they went out of the store to talk. As Yachi sat at the bank, Kageyama squatted besides her.

"What is it that you want to talk about?" Kageyama said and he saw at the corner of his eye that the little blonde became nervous again. She gripped the hem of her shorts and tugged it a bit. She bit her lower lips like she always do when she can't say what's on her mind. It's clear that the blonde was nervous so Kageyama breathed out and pointed at the ice cream.

"Let's split that in half." He said and she looked at Kageyama before she panicked and fumbled how to open the wrapper.

"What're you doing? Idiot." Kageyama followed this one with a chuckle and took the ice cream from her. He proceeded to split it in half. He bit his share while he gave Yachi hers. This seemed to relax her and Kageyama felt relieved as well.

He knew Yachi for a few years now, and while she occasionally chats with him, there was never really a chance for him and her to talk like so. Kageyama knew that she's a good girl though. A little negative thinker with an airhead side in her, but she's always been taking care of the team. She's good friends with Yamaguchi as well, and if not for the reason that Yamaguchi and Tsukishima are dating, he'll definitely think that Yamaguchi and Yachi will be dating, as the said man openly expresses his fondness of the little blonde.

Eh, wait. Maybe Yamaguchi has a blonde fetish? Kageyama knitted his brows together and stared at Yachi's hair.

"Is something wrong with my hair?" Yachi asked and Kageyama shook his head and looked in front. He regretted not wearing a jacket now, since he can see Yachi wears something short. He could give her the jacket as cover or something like that.

"Kageyama-kun.."

"Hm?"

"Are you and Hinata, well,.. Do you like Hinata?" she bravely asked and Kageyama already knew that this will happen anytime soon. He was surprise, yes. But he already made up his mind to come clean to Yachi, so there's no reason for him to hold back on the truth. He just wondered how the hell did Yachi concluded to this. Indeed, girls intuitions are terrifying. He sighed before he answered her.

"..I don't just like him. I love that little dumbass." Kageyama chomped the remainder of his ice cream and waited for Yachi to react to what he said.

There was awkward silence, then followed by sniffles.

"...uwahh? hu.."

"Huh? Why are you crying?" Kageyama?the ever so idiot, was lost on what to do. He panicked and flailed his arms. "Are you okay?" he doesn't have a handkerchief so he doesn't know what he can offer to her. He looked around and decided to turn his back on her.

"Don't cry. Here, wipe your face on the back of my shirt." He offered but she cried out loud some more.

"You! You really are an idiot, you can buy some tissues inside the convenience store!" Yachi pointed out and Kageyama's face flushed red.

"I know that!" he shouted at her and Yachi?while her tears won't stop flowing?shook her head and shouted back. "No, you didn't!"

"Ah, just stop crying. Geez! I'll buy you some star shape ice cream inside!" Kageyama shouted and pointed at her and Yachi cried and shouted back..

"If there really is star shaped ones, please get me two!"

.

"Ah, so that's how it is. Somehow this all seemed rather sad for Hinata. How could you do that?" Yachi turned accusing eyes at Kageyama when he told her the truth. It was rather tactless of him to say the reason they broke up, but he did. He knew that while Yachi is loud, she knows how to keep a secret. And this particular secret is not theirs to share.

Kageyama stood up and crossed his arms to his chest, he knew that this was all his stupid mistakes. He knew in his head, at least, that he needed to let the redhead go. Hinata looked happy that finally, someone like Kenma can accept his dark past, and that he seemed to be enjoying his days with him.

He knew all of it. Yet he can't let go.

"When are you planning on coming clean with Hinata then?" she asked.

"I'm too coward to do so. Now that I live with him, somehow the things I didn't see before now make sense. He always put my needs first before his own when we dated before. I saw him as the meek, submissive lover. I didn't cared for him enough, and I deeply regretted it. I didn't know what he was going through. I often caught him feeling sick, and dazed. I just thought that he was just unwell or tired. I didn't know he's going through something. And instead of asking him what's the reason, I just point blank rejected him." he contemplated.

Yachi fell silent and then hugged her knees before she spoke again. "What's his reason for doing so? What brought him to do such things?" She can't even bring herself to say 'porn' out loud. Not to mention a BDSM one. She visibly blushed as she recalled what Kageyama had told her.

"Well, that's what I need to know too. But even if I want to ask, I don't know how it will change things as it is." Kageyama's heart sank as these words left his mouth. He was hurt by what he said as well. So much that tears are threatening to overflow. He inhaled and exhaled to calm himself, while he tucked his hands in his pockets. The night air started to feel cold even though the place where they were seemed to be a busy neighborhood.

"So? What exactly is your plan then?" Yachi wanted to know,

While the gentle wind blew, Kageyama told Yachi what he wanted to do and somehow Yachi's tears fell again. This time, it's for Hinata and Kageyama.

Back at the group, the team knew that Kageyama and Yachi went for a walk, cause Sawamura had to call the two when they still haven't return an hour after they said they went out. They got back with Yachi looking like she cried her eyes out. Though they really wanted to know, they decided to let it go and let Yachi and Kageyama rest.

Hinata witnessed the whole thing and snorted, showing his irritation. They went to get a bath in the public bath house and he was lucky that Kenma and Kuroo were there to cover up for him. From what he understood, things weren't going well with Kageyama and Yachi and somehow the raven kept pouring his frustrations towards him.

He knew he's not to complain, but still he doesn't feel well with things being left like this. Somehow, Hinata kept on debating if he should just let Kageyama go. He knew he should, yet the evil side of his was rejoicing the fact that it Kageyama was going to him.

If there's one tiny spark of hope that Kageyama might come back to him, he'll take it.

The question was: will Kageyama take him back as well?

The night fell, and they got to their sleeping arrangements. The seniors will be sleeping in the living room, so they can watch for those who will be trying to sneak out. The second years will sleep on Kenma's room. It's quite spacious and they can at least fit five persons on the floor with futon laid out. On the bed, that's enough for two people. But since they don't want Kenma to feel rather stuffed, they let him have the bed for himself.

The first years' sleeping quarter was in the guest room. There were only 7 of them, one was Yachi and the other manager. So there were only five of them sleeping there. Yamaguchi wanted to sleep on the floor futon, simply because he wanted the comfort of rolling around and Tsukishima don't mind staying on the floor with him. The one who took the bed was Hinata and while the other freshman wanted to share the bed with him, Yamaguchi manipulated the poor fellow into staying with them. He at least understood the gloomy mood that has been masking Kageyama and he wanted to help him in his own way.

They had a lot of plans for tonight like sharing some stories?sex ones?maybe drink a few or even gamble a bit like Tanaka would want to, but the players were too tired to do so. Instead, you can hear the snores from each corner of the house and somehow this made Hinata chuckle. He hasn't experience things like this. In fact, he missed out on a lot of things because of his circumstances.

Hinata rolled to his sides and he felt Kageyama rolled together with him and hugged his back. Hinata struggled but he heard the raven whispered 'please' to his ear. This made him stop and accepted the touch. Hinata's heart beats so fast when Kageyama run his hands though his thighs and buried his head to Hinata's shoulder.

"Baka, control yourself." Hinata warned Kageyama and the raven breathed in audibly against Hinata's skin that it brought the redhead to feel goosebumps all over.

Kageyama noticed this and run his palms on Hinata's skin. He smelled the redhead and note that the scent of soap was different from what he usually use. Must be the soap from the public bath house. Hinata can't help but shudder at the hot breathes on his neck and ears. He clasped his hand on his mouth so he won't let out unnecessary sounds. He anticipated some sensual touching from the raven, but instead, all he got was a tight hug and litters of kisses on his neck.

"Take my pillow." Kageyama said. He knows how Hinata can't sleep without hugging one so he offered his.

"What are you going to use then?" Hinata turned around and looked at he raven, only to see him covering his eyes with one of his arms while the other one was placed behind his head as a pillow. This somehow left the redhead a bit frustrated. He's already half hard from the touch and he at least would like some jerking off.

"Good night, Shouyo." Kageyama said softly and Hinata's emotion got confused. He held his chest and patted it. He looked at Kageyama as if the man was nursing a heart break. Hinata frowned a bit knowing that inside the raven-haired's heart was someone else. Something definitely must have happened between Yachi and him?Hinata painfully admitted to himself, seeing Kageyama like this. He tried his best to return the goodnight and hugged the pillow with Kageyama's scent in it so tightly.

The night deepens and Hinata finally fell asleep. When his breaths sounded steady and deep, Kageyama leaned down and gave Hinata a kiss. He rolled to his side and hug the redhead's back before he slept too.

At that point, Tanaka and Sawamura, who was in charge of this night's rounds saw the whole thing from the door. They looked at each other and before Tanaka could open his mouth, Tsukishima sat up from where he was laying and signaled the two to shut their mouths.

Yamaguchi smiled under his covers. I knew Tsukki looks out for Kageyama, too.

a/n: how's everyone doing? enjoying the fic so far?

June 14, 2019

CHAPTER SIXTEEN

"So? Why did you receive the ball with your face?" Kageyama looked at Hinata and the other one blushed till he's almost like a boiled octopus.

"It's... Just shut up, mou." They were both standing in the reserve line waiting to be called inside the court again. Kageyama's been the ending act, so to speak, since they started playing with Kenma on the first set. This was one of the few things that's been irritating the setter. He's been cheering for his team, at the same time, he wanted to be the one who actually tossed or set that winning point.

This was actually a good opportunity to be scouted for pro. Yet he has to sit on the sidelines.

"Tch." he cluck his tongue with too much force in it that Hinata, together with the members near him stared at him. One glance and they can see that Kageyama was itching to play as his foot moved and his body swayed a bit every toss Kenma does. It's like one of those game consoles you play and your whole body moves as you move your character.

"I know you want to be in the court, but please stop tapping your feet. It's seriously annoying." Tsukishima rubbed his sports glasses to clean the moist and sweat off it. Kageyama just realized that he was doing the tapping unconsciously, he clicked his tongue once more and Hinata kicked his shin.

"What's gotten into you? We're in the lead here. Let Kenma do what he does." Those light colored eyes of Hinata look a bit dilated seeing its pupils enlarge. He stared at Kageyama as if Hinata was forcing him into submission. Kageyama didn't like it.

"Fine." he resigned and tried his best to accept that he just have to wait for his turn in the court.

There was a reason why the raven wanted to monopolize the ball for today, and the reason was one particular person on the sidelines, watching them close.

It was his senior and rival Oikawa Tooru.

"I hope the first set finish soon."

"I hope so too, cause you're really getting on my nerves." Tsukishima said to Kageyama with a glare.

"Don't look so glum. We did our best, and as expected of a championship university, we can't secure a win that easily." Sawamura did his best to cheer up the players, but he himself felt the sting of the lost, especially for the seniors cause this was their last season.

The Vice Captain wore a smile, but his feeling was far from being happy. It was frustrating.

"I'll meet you guys on the bus. I'm going to the restroom." Kageyama said and turned around before they can say anything. It's awfully hard on the setter since everything was riding in this play. He sort of made a gamble on his parents that he wanted to play volleyball as a profession and as a return, he will at least show some substantial results in his first year of playing.

His mother knew how much he loves volleyball and she has no qualms that her son would make it. His father was a different issue though. He's always been a realistic person, especially when he lost his job due to the losses the company he was working for suffered. Despite Kageyama's selfishness, he values his parents' decision and his father's words.

He took out his phone and called his mom, telling her the news.

"Ah, don't worry Tobio-chan, I'm sure there's another chance for you. Why don't you come home this weekend and I'll cook your favorite pork curry with soft boiled egg. Cheer up, ne?" The sound of his mom always soothes him and Kageyama felt better, even for a little.

"I think I'll take up on your offer." He answered her and said his regards to his Dad before he cut the line off. He washed his face to freshen himself up and returned to his team, already waiting for him inside the bus.

"You okay?" Hinata asked and Kageyama just nodded and sat beside him. Kageyama didn't even try to cover it up and just went ahead and hold the redhead's hand. Hinata was startled yet he felt happy and accepted the hand with a squeeze. As if fighting his rival in an unknown battle, Hinata stared at Yachi. Since they were far in the back, he can only see parts of her hair and the side of her face. Still, he felt a bit of superiority to her this time around.

"It's a shame that you guys can't stay another day." Kenma's mother came home right after Kuroo sent her a mail of what happened with the game. She reckoned that the boys might need a little cheering up, so she asked Kuroo's family to help her set up a barbecue party for them.

And she was right. The moment they parked outside the Kozume's home, they saw a bit of smoke coming from the backyard and smelled the heavy scent of charring meat.

"Whooo!"

"Meat!"

"Don't hold back, okay?" Kenma's mother with the managers brought soda's that goes well with their meals and the boys charged at them like starving wolves.

"Oi! You guys are so rude! Say your thanks!" One of the coaches caught Tanaka and forced him to bow his head.

"No! It's quite alright! Next year, make sure you come again and definitely win that championship, okay? I'll be happy to throw any kind of food party you guys want." Their hostess' smile towards them was a bit touching, that some can't help but feel the vexation of losing, and tears naturally flowed.

"Ah, ah..." The coaches sighed when they saw the players cried while wolfing down on the food and smiled a bitter smile.

The coaches decided to let the boys roam around Tokyo till they have to leave a few hours from now. This was to let them relax a bit, and due to the fact that it'll be a long ride if they leave now with all the rush hour of city workers coming to and fro.

They were divided in two groups by coincidence since one group wanted to visit some stores to shop; mostly the freshmen who were so into games and other gadgets, while Sawamura's group wants to do some usual touring around the city. They have plenty of time and so they decided to visit Asakusa (浅草) , mainly the Buddhist temple of Sensoji.

As expected, the place s filled with people. Before they went in?knowing that his group are full of idiots?Sawamura brief them on what to do in case they were separated. They synced their time and decided to meet at the same spot in an hour and a half so they can walk around and look around at the comfort of their own pace.

Sawamura was bent on taking pictures and souvenirs for his Sugawara back home and wanted some peace for himself. But he knew that he can't take his eyes away from the single-celled idiots aka Kageyama, Hinata, and Tanaka. Not to mention Tsukishima who has a nasty habit of making Kageyama angrier than he usually is.

"Why are you guys following me?" Sawamura shot glances at the group behind them and the rest just shrugged. "I think they just don't know what to do, so can we please walk with you instead?" Yachi twiddled her fingers, feeling a bit uncomfortable walking together with Hinata and Kageyama. Now that she was aware of the two, somehow the air was tense. Why did Kenma had to stay behind? She lamented inside. She knew that if Kenma was here, Hinata will be a bit occupied talking with him. Instead, the redhead walked side by side with her.

Tsukishima notice the unusual behavior of the little blonde and sighed loudly. "King, you owe me for this." He said to Kageyama and the other one just looked confused with a bit of a pout on his lips.

"Yachi, let's go!"Tsukishima called on her surprising Yamaguchi and Tanaka.

"Uhue?" She said and Yamaguchi caught on immediately. "I saw some Taiyaki nearby, you like that right? Let's get the ones with the cheese filling."Yamaguchi said, scratching his freckled face a bit.

"Ohh! I want those too, can I come?" Hinata bounced a bit and Kageyama caught him by his sleeves. "Let them roam where they want to and let's go to the temple. Let's pray for your volleyball skills instead." he said and dragged Hinata away. Thankful for Tsukishima's uncharacteristic meddling.

"Tanaka-san, come with us!"Yachi said, almost pleading Tanaka to come. She knew that coming with those two lovers means she has to put out with seeing them being lovey dovey. Especially Yamaguchi, since the man usually acts different around Tsukishima when they're alone. At least with Tanaka around, she can have someone to have conversations with.

"Sure!" the man answered and they went on their way. Leaving Kageyama and Hinata with Sawamura.

"Kageyama, you take care of Hinata and I'll go this way. Don't do anything stupid, okay?" he said. He somehow connected the dots with what's going on Kageyama. He's been looking out for him since high school so he at least have an idea that the previous problem Kageyama had had something to do with Hinata. He was suspicious when Kageyama and Hinata acts like they've known each other before, other than the fact that they worked together. Their closeness always seemed suspicious.

As the two walked together, Hinata felt thirsty and asked Kageyama if they can stop for drinks.

"Later, after the temple visit." he said and grabbed Hinata's hand.

"What're you doing? There's a lot of people here!" Hinata said and tried to wriggle his hand out of the raven's hold. "Just raise your hood up high, they won't know you're a guy." Kageyama said and fixed Hinata's hood to cover that red-orange hair.

"What if Yachi see us?" Hinata knew that Kageyama has a habit of holding his hand when they went for a walk and since he's always the one who worries about what others would say, Kageyama always say that Hinata just looks like a boyish girl so there's no problem. As a man, Hinata always felt anger towards this. Putting salt on your complex wasn't exactly fun for anyone.

"Yachi is with the others. Plus, if she sees us, I don't think she's going to mind. It'll just look like I'm taking care of you so you won't get lost." Kageyama smirked and tease the redhead and Hinata pouted and muttered profanities. His face says something else though, as his blush slightly arouse Kageyama.

Cute as fuck, ngh. Kageyama groaned.

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"So what did you get?" Hinata asked Kageyama of his fortune and the raven said he got Good Luck while Hinata got the same thing. They were both nervous when they said so and decided to change the mood by getting some drinks on the way.

"Sawamura-san said we have at least and hour and a half, and it's not even fifteen minutes. Want to go shopping around? I didn't bring enough cash though." Hinata tried to open his bag but Kageyama stopped him.

"It's okay, let's just look around. I think I'll buy something for my mom too." the raven said, tightly holding the redhead's hand.

"Eh, but your Mom? You coming home?" Hinata felt good for a bit and swayed the hands that's been joined together.

"Yeah, I am. Since I took one week leave from work, might as well take the opportunity to come home and visit my folks. How about you?"Kageyama stopped and let go of that hand for a while before he got the canned of soda from a vending machine and gave it to Hinata. He got an iced coffee for himself and opened it up. They were walking for quite a while that he didn't realize they're in Nakamise (Shopping street near the temples of Sensoji).

"Hinata, what do you think of this giant fan?" Kageyama's eyes were shining in excitement, seeing the goods he can buy. It looks like he wanted the fan for himself and Hinata smiled.

"Haha. I don't think your Mom will use that one large bamboo fan, so how 'bout we choose something smaller." He suggested and talked to the shop owner. "Kageyama, what's your mom's favorite color?" Hinata looked back and timely, Kageyama's camera phone flashed to his face.

"What's that for?"

"Taking pictures." Kageyama said nonchalantly.

"Ara, Your girlfriend is going to get angry if you take her picture in secret, dear customer." The shop owner said and before Hinata blew a fuse, Kageyama's arms slid to Hinata's waist.

"We'll take one of those fans, the blue-green one please. Can you wrap it up, Mister?" Kageyama asked and the owner nodded. "We also have couples shirt. How about it?" he said to Kageyama.

"I refuse!" Hinata said and stormed out of there. "Looks aside, do I sound like a girl to him?" he muttered, leaving Kageyama chuckling and paying the old man of his purchase.

"Dear customer, how about you buy your girl a bracelet? This one was a little unisex so she can wear it to match any of her casual wardrobe." the old man showed it to Kageyama and this took his interest.

"Can we wear it as an anklet?" He asked and inspects that it's possible since the design has an adjustable strap.

"Then.. I'll.. take.. two."Kageyama shyly mumbled and the wife of the owner who sat behind her husband smiled at how cute the young one's reactions were. "Ah, how nice. It takes me back to our youth." She said, making Kageyama's face flushed more.

When the owner wraped all of Kageyama's purchases, he gave one small fan free, as an apology for teasing Hinata too much. As the raven bowed and left, the lady owner called out and said "Take care of your boyfriend-kun!" shocking the unsuspecting old owner when Kageyama stopped and bow as thanks to her.

"Man, I'm so full." Tanaka said while holding on to at least a bag full of snacks. "I'm craving for a nap." Yachi said and rubbed her stomach. Aside from the barbecues they ate earlier, they went around the Senoji eating anything they can buy. She admitted that she eats a lot when she's around boys with big appetites. Feels like she needed to go on a diet soon.

"You know what would taste good with all these sweet bean bread? Coffee!" Tanaka said and Yachi cheered. "Heck yeah!"

"Hitoka, you'll barf on the bus, so stop."Tsukishima warned her and she froze.

"Right! I forgot we'll go home later! But I still?

Her sentence was cut short when she saw Kageyama and Hinata walking side by side holding hands no far from where they are.

All of them, including Tanaka saw them and he was about to call the two when Yamaguchi covered his mouth.

"Please Tanaka-san, let the two be for a while." Yachi pleaded, surprising Tanaka and Yamaguchi. Not Tsukishima though, as expected of his observation skills, he already knew that Yachi was aware of the king's idiotic secret.

Tanaka nodded and the freckled face lets go. "How long have you three known about those two?" he asked, feeling a bit left out if he's being honest.

"Yesterday." The small blonde said.

"Ever since." The two said.

"How about Kenma?" Tanaka continued to ask, this time he's going for his bag and started stress eating. Yachi joined him.

"Not our business." Tsukishima said and Tanaka lets go of the topic. He has no choice but to do so since no one wanted to answer him directly.

"Tsukki, let's buy some more of those chocolate taiyaki, please." Yamaguchi pointed, already moved on from the two idiot they saw.

"You... It's not Yachi who likes them so much, but you, you know?"

"Dumbass, you're too heavy." Kageyama said as he carried Hinata on his back. The little dumbass slipped on the step of the bus as they were getting off. Though he was not hurt per se, he kept saying 'he's seriously tired and sleepy'.

The two were the first ones to get out of the bus for the rest of them are headed to the dorms while they're going in the opposite direction.

"I'm too sleepy." Hinata lazily mumbled and nuzzled Kageyama's neck while he left Kageyama to carry even their luggage.

"Hinata, you shitty bastard! I'm going to get hernia so wake the fuck up!" Kageyama knelt and let Hinata walk on his own.

"Che." Hinata sulked and Kageyama showered him with curses. As they went inside, the redhead immediately goes to the bathroom and ran the tub while Kageyama set their things in the living room. "I can sort this out later." he said to himself and yawned loudly.

The raven removed his shirt and tossed it on the sofa, he went to the fridge to look for something he can drink and saw the half finished lemonade. He opened the bottle and sniffed it before he drank. He went to the bedroom to take some of his sweat pants and comfortable shirt for sleepwear. He'll just have to wait for Hinata to finish in the showers before he can shower himself and finally fully rest.

"Kageyama!" Hinata called out from the bathroom and he went to see what the redhead wanted this time.

As he opened the door, the hot steam surprised him.

"What is it, moron?" said Kageyama.

"Let's shower-fuck.. if fucking is not an option then turn around and walk away, slowly." Hinata said. His arms rested on the corner of the tub?head resting on it?and his body already submerged in the steaming water. From the smell of it, he already took a shower as the coconut scent shampoo permeates. Kageyama knew he's too tired yet the shower sex or any kind of sex was too tempting to pass. Still shower sex will have to involve some high handling and he's rather too lazy for that.

"Can I interest you in regular shower and bed sex instead? I'll give you a short massage before we get it on." Kageyama leaned on the bathroom door, waiting for an answer.

"Hm, blindfold?"

"Okay. So it's a deal?"

"Deal."

Hinata clung to Kageyama waist with his legs while his hands wrapped securely around the raven's neck. One hand specifically kept combing through that coal black hair and Kageyama likes how Hinata's fingers felt through his scalp.

"Hmm." Hinata hummed through the kiss and Kageyama maneuvered their bodies to walk to the bedroom.

"Ngh." Kageyama grunted when he tried to gently rest Hinata to the bed. Of course it was difficult since the man was not really light.

As Hinata's back gently rest on the bed, as promised, Kageyama slowly stroked the man's thighs, circling his thumbs to massage it. Though it was meant to be a relaxing massage, Hinata can't help but feel the heat and it was directly translated in his groins.

"Shit." Hinata lets out a burst of exhale when Kageyama hung one of the redhead's legs over his shoulder and littered Hinata's inner thighs with kisses?soft ones?as if Kageyama's warm touch melting him slowly. Seeing as Hinata kept arching his back, Kageyama playfully bites the redhead's inner thigh, leaving a fresh mark from it.

"Fuck." Hinata was left frustrated from it since the little teasing devil continued giving him regular massages. Triumphantly, Kageyama smirked at him. As he went to that marvelous legs, Kageyama gave it kisses again and run his palms all over it. Seeing Hinata's flushed face was a turn on, big time.

"Had..enough.. fuck..penis.. now." Hinata's incoherent pleads as Kageyama tickled the redhead's balls and cups it a bit. The organ grew larger in his hands and Kageyama reminded the redhead with his blindfold proposition.

"Ah, right. Lazy."Hinata said and shrugged and this gave Kageyama an idea.

"Then, can I blindfold you?" Kageyama leaned in and parted the redhead's legs. He rubbed his stomach towards the Hinata's harden member, feeling its warmth through his skin. He felt Hinata shuddered with his raven's touch. Kageyama used his best arsenal towards his redhead: guiding Hinata's hands towards the perfectly chiseled side abs and whispering in Hinata's ears.

Hinata admitted he kinda wants Kageyama to be the lead for tonight and be fucked senselessly. Oh boy does he wants to.

"Yes, please. Do me hard, sir." Hinata said and Kageyama buried his head on the redhead's shoulder.

"No verbal punches! I won't last long!" Kageyama guided Hinata's hand to his penis and it's so rock hard that Hinata tried to tug it towards him but the penis sprung back near Kageyama's lower abdomen.

"Drawer." Hinata pointed where Kageyama can get their props, lube and condoms. The raven obliged and opened it and took out whatever he feels like using for tonight. It's his first try and he can't help but feel pressured; it's just his personality to take everything he do seriously.

"Let's wear this on you." Kageyama said and Hinata nodded, a small smile present in his lips as he saw the face Kageyama was making. Whatever Kageyama do to him, he'll happily accepts.

As the black silky blindfold was fastened to Hinata securely, Kageyama also guided the smaller man to sit in the bed and he asked the redhead to place his thumb together before he went and cuffed it. Kageyama saw this type of cuffs (thumb cuffs) at the internet before and thought it's rather kinky.

"Shouyo, you think you can suck me off?" Kageyama stroke himself a few times and guided Hinata's mouth to his. The redhead was on his knees and elbows, carefully touching with his free fingers the penis he's about to blow off.

The raven rested his head on the headboard of the bed while his legs are completely wide open. Seeing the naked Hinata with the silky blindfold was too stimulating visually and Kageyama debated whether or not he should take at least one picture of this.

I don't want to risk it. He shook the feeling off as much as he could and just focus on Hinata.

The pink tongue slowly licks the equally pink lips before Hinata helped himself with Kageyama's erection. He's been on the thumb cuffs before so he's not really a newbie and he knows how not to injure himself. He slowly bob his head up and down and felt extra sensitive to Kageyama's scent due to the fact that he's only relying on his sense of touch. Not seeing, he supposed, adds a bit of excitement to the both of them, as Kageyama met him with and upward thrust as well.

While Hinata expertly blows him, tongue swirling inside and all, Kageyama poured lube in his finger before reaching out to the redhead's hole and tease the entrance a bit.

"Ngh." moaned Hinata as Kageyama pushed two fingers in at once. He did clean and stretched himself earlier before he called the raven for shower sex, but prodding his insides with the sleek fingers in, rubbing his anal wall a bit before aiming at his sweet spot was a different matter. His mouth sucked the air out before he continued to suck on Kageyama's and his tongue played with the tip.

"Fuck." Kageyama jolted as the last one hurt a bit. Seeing as he lubed Hinata well enough, he removed his fingers and guided the redhead to straddle him up. As the other one did so, Kageyama leaned in and showered Hinata's nipples with kisses and licks.

"Ah, yes. More please." Hinata was now completely emerged in the role, and he threw his head back so Kageyama can have a better view of him. His penis standing tall and proud and aching some release, Hinata grinded his butt crack to slide towards Kageyama's erection. Seeing how impatient the redhead was, Kageyama slapped Hinata's rear and the other one cried out from the sting.

"More!" Hinata's ears are red and even his cheeks are looking rather red. Kageyama reluctantly slapped Hinata's bum again, this time, feeling the sting from his own palms and Hinata squirmed in delight.

"Ah. Ah!" was the needy moans of the redhead and Kageyama's inner sadist awoken, so to speak. He breathed in before he pinched the redhead's nipples and tweaked it hard. Hard enough to make Hinata bit teary under his blinds. He continued to slap Hinata's butt and stopped to pinch it when he felt his palm stings from it.

"Ahh!" Hinata shouted a bit as two fingers hooked his hole to the side while he felt the hard penis filling him up slowly.

"haa.. Ha.."Hinata felt the pain upon entering, but once the penis' head was inserted, Kageyama took a rest to let Hinata catch his breath. Well, not really catch his breath as the raven assaulted Hinata's mouth with fiery kisses.

Both Kageyama and Hinata enjoys sensual kisses, and it's a direct stimulation to the pit of their stomach. Kageyama can still remember the first time him and Hinata shared one and to this day, he can't get over how a mere kiss have affected him so much.

Kageyama's tongue traced Hinata's teeth a bit and tickled the top of the redhead's mouth, in return, Hinata's hole tightened around his shaft.

Breaking the kiss off, Kageyama held that smooth hips and lower it on him slowly. Hinata's whole body shook and he heard that clinking sound when subconsciously, Hinata tried to part his thumb so that he can hug Kageyama.

"Ha.. I'm all in." Kageyama saw streaks of tears at Hinata's cheek and kiss it. He then moved slowly, lowering the redhead's hips and he thrust his own upwards. After a few minutes, Hinata finally adjusted to the hardness and moved his hips on his own. Kageyama lets Hinata do what he wanted to do and just supported him. Bouncing up and down Kageyama, Hinata's own penis swayed. Since they were both feeling it right before that foreplay, Hinata was most certainly ready to cum.

"Sir, please rub my dick. I want to cum." He said to Kageyama, and as proof of what he said, pre-cum leaked continuously and his anal wall clamping down on Kageyama, it's almost painful for the raven. Almost being the definitive word.

Kageyama reached out on Hinata's cock and just a few squeezes and rub, the redhead came. The tightness around Kageyama's dick was warm and unbearable and he was surprised that he came too. Luckily for them both, he was wearing a condom or it'll be a mess to clean up.

Slowly, Kageyama lifted Hinata up and rest the redhead's back on the bed, he then removed the blindfold which has made Hinata wince since the light from the lamp hurts his eyes a bit. Kageyama leaned down to kiss Hinata's eye and removed the thumb cuff too, before he rubbed Hinata's reddish buttocks.

"Does it hurt?" Kageyama asked, mentally deciding what should he place to soothe the other man's ass. Hinata shook his head and giggled. "You should have slapped me harder while you're inside me, the vibration from it will rock your world." he added and gave Kageyama a hug before pulling him closer and gave the raven a lick at its ear.

"Let's try that, shall we? Please." Hinata said and like a siren calling to her victims, like a sucker, Kageyama fell for it.

Kageyama glanced at the clock and it's already twenty past nine in the morning. His first class should start now, but the whole volleyball team was excused for the week in exchange for some make up lessons or projects they already turned in before they left. Naturally, the team was resting upon their homes, dorms, or enjoying the day for themselves. Even Hinata who was usually up by this time was soundly sleeping naked besides Kageyama.

Seeing an opportunity, Kageyama caressed Hinata's butt and gave it a bite.

"Ow! You stupid son of a! That hurts!" Hinata jolted from his sleep and punched Kageyama in the gut. It's not as painful as he intended it to be since Kageyama swiftly dodged it.

Sometimes Hinata wonders if Kageyama was taking up self defense lessons seeing him always dodging his assaults.

Hinata laid back and hugged his pillow, not giving a care that he's very expose against Kageyama's perverted eyes. That was his intention anyways.

"Hinata, your balls are kinda smooth. How'd you do that?"

"Stop poking it, you bastard!" Hinata swatted Kageyama's hand off and the other one laid besides him.

"Anyways, I'm going to my home today, remember?" Kageyama covered Hinata up and the latter clicked his tongue. The seduction for morning sex failed.

"Yeah? Take care, don't forget the gifts." Hinata mumbled and Kageyama patted his back.

"Come with me, you're free today, right?"

This caught Hinata's attention and he sat right up. "What? Why?" he asked.

"I told my mom about you before, I said I'm living with you and that you're my close friend. She's surprised and wants to meet you. If you're up for it, can you come with me?" Kageyama said, his eyes weren't looking at Hinata. This was somehow like those 'meet your lover's family' and he felt like he was imposing on Hinata, he'd risk it now though. Since that day he and Yachi talked, he already decided what to do with all this madness.

"Uhm. Sure?" Hinata said,

"...Why?" Kageyama sat up too and looked a bit flustered and confused by Hinata's answer.

"What do you mean, 'why'? You were the one who asked me, idiot!" Hinata threw a pillow at Kageyama and he dodged it again. "Damn you, let me hit you once!"Hinata tried to throw another pillow and Kageyama dodged it again by reflex.

"Grrr! You're making me irrationally mad this early in the morning!" Hinata said and pounded the bed with his fist.

"Fine, then. So, I'm coming with you.. make breakfast while I shower please." He resigned and stood up, completely naked, walking towards the shower.

Kageyama smirked at those plump butt and noticed that Hinata was already wearing his ankle bracelet. He doesn't know why, but his chest felt full seeing it on Hinata. It's like the redhead gave him an unfair amount of hope.

Incidentally, a blushing Hinata patted his chest under the strong current of water from the shower thinking that Kageyama's invitation to his place is giving him strong hopes, fueling his will not to give up on the idiot.

"Ah, mou!"

June 24, 2019

CHAPTER SEVENTEEN

"Woah, so this is what the dorms looks like. It's surprisingly large, isn't it?"

"Would you like a cup of tea or coffee, Hinata?" Yamaguchi offered and gave the redhead a chair to sit in, while Kageyama and Tsukishima discussed something in front of the laptop.

"Can I have a glass of water instead?" Hinata removed his jacket and crossed his legs, looking for things to read while he waited for Kageyama.

Before they left their apartment, Kageyama received a call from Yamaguchi, asking if he can borrow Kageyama's laptop cause the one Kei used has corrupted for some reason. The desktop PC was busy with Kei's project and Yamaguchi has nothing to use. Kageyama doesn't mind, he rarely needed it anyway.

"But that's a really big bag, how long are you going to stay at Kageyama's house?" the freckled face man asked and Hinata answered with a smile, "Oh, maybe a day or two. My bag is big cause Kageyama made me bring my pillow. It's sort of an insecurity thing, I can't have a good rest without it."

"Heh, is that so?"

"Can I ask you something personal?" Hinata said, surprising even Tsukishima and made him pause for a while, while he transferred songs to Kageyama's cell phone.

"Err, sure?" Yamaguchi reluctantly answered, he knew Hinata has a blunt side to him and he doesn't mind, he's just nervous because he's not really good at lying and hiding stuff. Kageyama who's looking rather nervous for Yamaguchi, fidgeted in his seat.

"How long have you two been dating?" Hinata tilted his head and looked at Yamaguchi and Tsukishima. From what he understood, the two were giving off the vibe that they've been together for quite some time. He sometimes sees Yamaguchi acts like a lovely wife; wiping Tsukishima's sweat off, giving him water, fixing his things, getting angry if he gets his things lost in the locker room, cheering for him.

In exchange, he often sees Tsukishima giving gifts to Yamaguchi, reminding him to take care going down the stairs, getting angry for carrying too much stuff. Hinata sometimes think that if it's humanly possible for male to give birth, one of them will be carrying their child now. As to which one is it, Hinata has a hunch that the two have no definite position to begin with. That's just his hunch.

"We dated around second year in high school? But we've known each other for a long time. I for one, loved Tsukki a long time." Yamaguchi answered bashfully, and Kei sighed.

"It's finished." Tsukishima unplugged the connector and gave the phone to Kageyama.

"Okay, let's go Hinata." Kageyama said. He looked at the clock and saw that they have time before the next bus arrives and he felt hungry enough to look at the three. "Why don't we grab some lunch while we're at it?"

"Good idea, I'm in the mood for some meat." Yamaguchi said and looked at his boyfriend's face, as if asking him by look and Hinata chuckled at how Yamaguchi handled Tsukishima.

"Hinata, bring your luggage with you. We'll leave after we eat."

Hinata nodded.

"Ehh! You guys are so unfair, going out without me." Yachi saw them going out of the Men's dorms and pouted as she walked towards the four. Hinata felt a bit nervous, seeing Kageyama's girlfriend.

Shit! How can we explain this? Hinata's heart almost leaped out of his chest, but what he doesn't understand was that Kageyama seemed cool and calm. He didn't know Kageyama was such a poker face, since the man wears his feelings in his sleeves when it comes to the redhead.

"We're having lunch at the Barbecue house, you said you're on a diet, right?" as expected of Tsukishima, he found an excuse so they won't hurt Yachi's feelings at the same time they dodged a possible super awkward situation.

"Ah, right, then, have fun. By the way, what's with the bag, you two?" She asked Kageyama and Hinata casually while she looked at their things. Hinata's bag seemed so big compared to the scowling raven.

"Eh, ah! Haha! Well.."Hinata stuttered and Kageyama answered for them.

"We're staying over at my home. I asked Hinata to come with me."

At first Yachi wore a surprised expression, but it slowly turned into a soft, happy smile while she looked fondly at Kageyama. She reached out her hand and tiptoed a bit so she can ruffle Kageyama's hair. She grinned widely and Kageyama's cheeks showed a tinge of pink.

"Then, enjoy your vacation! Hinata, I'll see you when you get back." She smiled at Hinata too, and Hinata felt annoyed at how she acted, mostly at himself for being jealous of what he saw just now.

"See me? What do you need to see me for?" Hinata's voice sounded hostile than what he intended it to be, and only Tsukishima caught on it.

"Silly. Your job? I was scheduled for a meeting with the doctor?" Yachi reminded him and fixed her side ponytail. For some, fixing one's hair in front of others was kinda bad manner, but not with these people in front of her. They got used to her as she got used to them changing shirts in front of her.

"Ah! Right, can you send me a mail? Remind me what time will you be coming so I can take notes." Hinata said and Yachi nodded before she tugged Kageyama's collar to whisper something in his ear.

"Good luck!"

She left afterwards, skipping happily, effectively pissing a certain redhead, and not to mention a blonde; who thinks they are all idiots. Especially Kageyama.

"Thank you for the food, the curry was very delicious. Now I know why Kage- I mean Tobio likes curry." Hinata flashed his perfect smile and Kageyama's mother was a goner.

"Maa, maa. This child is so sweet. Please come here often! This is the first time Tobio brought home a friend! Mama is so excited." Mrs. Kageyama ruffled Tobio's hair and the other one awkwardly swat her hands away. She's always the type to fawn over cute things and he had an idea that she will like Hinata. What he didn't expect was that Hinata was such a lady killer. There's no doubt that there's a lot of girls who will fall for that kind of smooth talking, Kageyama thought and cluck his tongue in annoyance.

While Mrs. Kagayama cleared the table, Hinata's face distorted as he covered his mouth just in time for the big yawn. "Ah, I seemed to be tired." he said and Tobio escorted him to where the bathroom was so he can use it first. He then let Hinata do what he wanted while he himself helped his mother.

"Ah, There's a futon on top of your dad's dresser, but I don't think it'll be comfortable since I haven't taken that out in a few months. Would you be okay sleeping on it and give Hinata-kun the bed instead?" She asked and Kageyama nonchalantly replied "It's okay, we'll sleep on the bed together. It's wide enough."

"Eh?" to her surprise, her unsociable son was actually willing to share a bed with someone.

She didn't press on, but she had a faint smile on her lips, thinking that Hinata was such a good influence on her son. He's quick on being annoyed before and there's nothing but scowl on his face. And while Kageyama still scowls a lot, he's also chuckling a bit and grinning. It seems like being friends with a ball of sunshine like Hinata was a good thing for him, or so Mrs. Kageyama thought.

.

"You are sleeping, dumbass?" Kageyama opened the door to see Hinata in prone position in his bed. Hinata admired how soft the bed was compared to what they have at home. This one was obviously for a good sleep at night, while the one they have in their apartment was sturdy and obviously one for fucking hard.

"I still like the one we have at home though." the redhead mumbled and Kageyama gave him a questioning look.

"What?" Kageyama sat at the foot of the bed and Hinata rolled and spread his arms. "Nothing, you bathe?" he asked the raven cause he wasn't sure if he did. He had a quick nap after he dried his hair and he heard some rustling sound. Honestly, it's still early to sleep, but he's been too tired lately he himself was unsure why.

Kageyama played a disc with Karasuno's former matches and Hinata immediately shot up and watched with him. The room was filled with 'uwahhh!' and 'ohhhhh!' as the excited redhead saw with his own eyes how exciting the high school volleyballs was.

There was a knock on the door and a moment later, Kageyama carried a tray with hot milktea in it with some light snacks his mother made for them. It's obvious that she went all her way to prepare something good cause the raven himself hasn't tasted black tea for a few years now. He laughed inwardly imagining what would his mom think when he tell her that he loves this 'friend' romantically.

"Wow, your mom is so nice. But where's your dad?" Hinata asked and Kageyama wondered that himself. "Last I know, he was working with his friend, maybe he's out of town for business."

Hinata sighed while he sipped his tea, "You don't know where your dad is? That's so weird." he noted, but didn't say anything anymore. Feeling a bore coming, Hinata suggested they watch something scary and Kageyama said he has no disc of such sort.

"We can connect my cell phone to your TV, we can play some from my storage if you want."

"Oh, we can do that? Cool." Kageyama still has doubts whether they can really, but he did what Hinata asked him to do anyways.

As they plug the smartphone in, Hinata sat beside Kageyama on the floor while he snuggled his pillow. Kageyama then grabbed a blanket and covered Hinata and himself over the shoulder. The redhead was unfazed and Kageyama appreciated how the man doesn't make a big deal out of everything.

As the movie played on, the munching sound Hinata made from the cookies can be heard as well and Kageyama thought how he was such a sucker for thinking how this makes Hinata looks like a tiny rabbit.

"What's so funny?" Hinata pouted and looked at Kageyama and the latter burst out laughing. "Haha, you! Your face is filled with crumbs. Geez, are you a kid?" Kageyama smoothly leaned in and pressed Hinata's cheeks before he gave it a lick.

Hinata's back hair rose up and he also felt goosebumps on his arms. "That's enough, don't you think?" He asked Kageyama, who continued from licking to light kisses on his cheeks.

"Hm? Just some making out will do, we can't have sex here anyways. Don't you think this is rather exciting? Makes you feel like a high school kid yourself." Kageyama's nose rubbed against the redhead's throat and neck and Hinata hummed as a reply. Though in truth, Hinata wouldn't know. He dated before, but he never had any sex romantically per se, other than Kageyama. He'd rather not tell the man though, cause it'll cause them both discomfort.

"I knew from before that you're a big pervert." Hinata said as he welcomed the hand that's been snaking its way under his shirt towards his chest. Kageyama snorted and removed the pillow out of the way before he removed Hinata's shirt off. His one hand tweaked and flicked one of the redhead's nipples while his lips and teeth work the other one.

Hinata's breathing became ragged, obviously enjoying that warm tongue swirling on top of his now erected nipple. "Hm..." he covered his mouth to make sure there's no weird sound coming from him. Though he knew that Kageyama's room looked secure?not to mention the horror movie playing covering whatever sound they were emitting?still to err on the safe side, he did his best to control. He wasn't much of a screamer anyways, more like - sensual moaning was his thing.

Kageyama then slowly pushed the man to lay his back on the floor while he hovered on top of him. With the blanket still covering Kageyama, the raven then went down and kissed the redhead's chest all over, licking him slowly towards the navel. Hinata felt so aroused that he fidgeted and tried to free himself from Kageyama's grasp, but the raven firmly held the redhead's ankle.

As the strength and reasoning left Hinata's body, he quivered under Kageyama's touch and hot breaths against his skin.

"Kag- Please.." Hinata decided to beg the other one to stop the pleasure assault, he can't hold on much.

"Not yet." Kageyama said, still under the blanket. Hinata tried to look, but he can see the bulk under the sheets and thought how kinky that looked. Kageyama then parted the redhead's legs and used his teeth to pull the sweatpants and briefs down, enough to free the erection of Hinata.

"Guh!" Hinata moaned as Kageyama teased his tip with a lick. He always felt pain through it and at the same time, there's a minute pleasure from it. He felt the tongue goes to lick the side and he used his elbows to prop himself up and look, but all he saw was Kageyama under the blanket and while he debated whether to remove the blanket or not, he knew not to disrupt Kageyama while he's on a roll, or his dick for the matter.

He felt the raven stopped and rummaged something before his legs was yanked hard and he slid down.

"What the fu-

Kageyama then covered Hinata's mouth and the said man remembered they're not in their home.

"Lie on your side." Kageyama said and Hinata did?their breaths bind under the blanket gave him a bit of a new thrill as well. He felt like they are young lovers, hiding under the covers so they won't get caught. Hinata scratched Kageyama's back a bit as the raven continued to pleasure him.

Kageyama asked the redhead to cover himself with the blanket and after he did, Kageyama maneuvered himself reverse to the redhead and worked his mouth on the man's dick once more. Hinata instantly got what Kageyama wanted and slowly freed Kageyama's erection on his sweatpants too and started to rub it to hardness. The two licked each others penises on a side soixante-neuf position. Hinata's legs, however, was raised higher than Kageyama's because whenever the raven took a break from sucking him?possibly from his jaws hurting?and used his hand to stroke the man and licks Hinata's inner thighs, maybe work his hand on the balls as well as how the redhead likes it.

He noted how Kageyama's hands were so skilled, even in bed. Good at handling balls, haha. Hinata chuckled and Kageyama took a peek at the him. "What're you laughing at, idiot." he asked and thrust his penis on the chuckling mouth. This caught Hinata by surprise and while he wanted to be mad, his own penis got assaulted by that wall on Kageyama's mouth as the raven sucked the air out before he bob his head to that shaft.

Feeling the height of pleasure, the two of them tried to sync their orgasms, but Hinata lost by a few seconds, and Kageyama followed when he heard the redhead's very sensual moaning. Satisfied, the two sat still under their blanket fort and wiped each others cum.

After they cleaned themselves, Kageyama removed the blanket from them and they both breathe long. "Boy, that's hot." Hinata meant the sex. "Yeah, I sweat quite a lot." Kageyama meant the covers.

"Let's rewind the movie." Kageyama said and Hinata nodded. "Let's open your window first and rinse our mouth. I want to finish that cookie." he added.

Kageyama scowled a bit as Hinata dressed himself back to that shirt. He thought the redhead was a bit cold to him and he silently promised himself to hug the man so tight when they sleep so he chokes him to death.

"You fucking shrimp." Kageyama muttered.

Tanaka, Yachi, Tsukishima and Yamaguchi decided to sleep over Sawamura's place for tonight, thinking they really have to talk about what's happening between the two: Hinata and Kageyama.

Yachi on the other hand was a bit tight-lip; she did promise Kageyama not to tell anyone and she intends to keep it. Yamaguchi, however, was acting like he always does and not care for the two so much, he knew not to touch something troublesome because his Tsukki will get worked up too, and he knew Tsukki already cared for Kageyama. He silently thought this meeting was just Tanaka's jealousy for being single.

"Well, knowing Kageyama, he wasn't going to something if he wasn't serious, so why not let him be?" Sugawara, who was busy serving the bunch some drinks added and Yachi nodded.

"But! It'll be a huge problem! Kenma and Kageyama're both our setters and Hinata was dating them both?!" Tanaka said, and his voice clearly showed concern. He doesn't seem to be the type to gossip to bring a person down and they all know that. He has a valid point too, and Sawamura crossed his arms in chest before he sighed loudly.

"Tsukishima, I want you to answer no matter how troublesome it is... What do you think about Kageyama and Hinata?" That's his immediate concern cause they were the ones who look like cheating on Kenma.

Tsukishima fixed his glasses and looked around, even his boyfriend looked at him and waited for an answer. He knew he can't escape and he trusted everyone inside the room so he scratched the back of his head before he answered. "Those two are in love with each other."

Yachi squealed a bit and corrected herself with a faked a cough when they turned their eyes on her.

"Fine, I'm discovering a new path here. Leave me be." she said and blushed. Sugawara patted her head and sat beside her.

While they remained silent, Yamaguchi, who was busy typing his report took a break from the laptop and left it on when he went for a bathroom break.

"Can I borrow the laptop for a bit?" Yachi asked Yamaguchi and Tsukishima and said it's Kageyama's so don't open other things and she nodded. Though that piqued her interest more and through her browsing, he saw an odd bookmark on the web browser. She looked at the guys and saw they were busy. She clicked it right after she turned the volume down, luckily for her. Cause she opened a porn site, a specific video of a certain someone she knew.

"What happened Yachi? You're so pale!" Sawamura noted. Yamaguchi and Tsukishima took a peek at her screen and had the same expression as her shortly after. Tsukishima was quick though, as he closed the tab instantly and swiftly hit the clear history.

"We.. I mean, we forgot the date. We have a paper due tomorrow for Economics!" Yamaguchi said and Yachi clasped her hands. "Yeah, we forgot!"

Tsukishima remained silent though, thinking how stupid the two were since they don't share that class together and everyone knew that.

June 24, 2019

CHAPTER EIGHTEEN

Yachi knew that Hinata did porn a while back, she knew, but it didn't cross her mind that Kageyama would keep something that pains him in his laptop bookmark.

She tossed and turn in her sleep, thinking of the video she saw. It wasn't a big deal in reality, considering she's been hearing some stuff guys been talking about in their club room. She got used to a lot of things so just an apparent naked Hinata kissing one guy under him was something she can handle. She only saw some parts, luckily for her even porn videos have foreplays too, else she would see Hinata doing this and that and it'll be too late. She's been reading yaoi mangas recently, so she has an idea how it is. But real life gay porn was another matter. She was aware of that.

There's a weird pain inside her chest. She likes Hinata even now. As to what she likes about the man, it's his will on not giving up. Every now and then, Yachi can see something different in the redhead's eyes and it draws her in.

She had a hard time dealing with Hinata dating Kenma, but the closeness she saw between the two somehow alleviates the pain of losing her chance with the man. She can see Kenma was shy and closed off to others, but he talks freely with Hinata and that it shows how much Kenma is fond of the redhead. In a sense, Yachi told herself that she picked the right person to like, cause even the types of Kenma can't help but love Hinata.

Then the revelation came and Kageyama confessed of the things he's been doing with Hinata. A part of her wants to tell how gross and unfair Kageyama was, but she knew the man longer than Hinata. She knew that Kageyama doesn't do things half-heartedly. She can see that the raven has clearly been in more pain than anyone. But knowing that Hinata has done these things with Kageyama with the intention to save his new found happiness with Kenma was a bitter pill to digest.

When she learned what Kageyama wanted to do with their?Hinata and Kageyama's?current status, Yachi felt the need to cry herself to sleep - and she did.

Now that she saw the video?or rather a glimpse of it?she understood why Hinata was doing anything to save his relationship with Kenma.

Kenma?from what he heard from Kageyama?accepted Hinata's past. Yachi knew that if she's the one with Hinata while he did those things, she will curse him and detest him for years.

With this, Yachi thought Kenma loves Hinata more, and Kageyama somehow agrees with her.

"Poor Hinata." Yachi said as she hugged her pillow, hoping she can at least put her feelings at bay and drift off to sleep.

Kageyama woke up from the giggles and chatters coming from the kitchen, he yawned and stretched before he went to the bathroom and refresh himself. It's always awkward for him every morning because of the morning-wood. Growing up in this house has been hard, especially since his mom stays at home at mornings.

Luckily, he's not an innocent high school brat anymore, and he can settle this physiological occurrence quite easily.

Hinata came to the bathroom and caught Kageyama brushing his teeth.

"Good morning." Hinata said with a grin on his face. He knew the raven was prone to having morning erections and he wanted to tease the man for a bit to embarrassed him, Kageyama had an idea with what's up because Hinata shot a glance up his crotch.

Kageyama rinsed his mouth and spited before he rest the toothbrush on the mug on top of the lavatory.

"You wanna help me with my boner?" Kageyama whispered and smirked.

"Hm? Haha, not really. Your mom and I made breakfast, Tobio-chan." Hinata teased and they walked towards the kitchen where his mother awaits with the food on the table.

"Good morning. Ah, Dad?" Kageyama was surprised to see his father reading newspaper.

"Good morning. I've met your friend already, you should have sent me a mail. I would have come home sooner." he answered as the rest of them settled on the table.

It's a rare thing for his father to like someone who involves himself with volleyball, as he often hears him before, saying that it's a waste of time. He took a glance at Hinata and then back at his parents and awe at how Hinata managed to win over them. He thought Hinata had a strange skill to make others like him from the get go.

Somehow, he wished he had brought Hinata in his home sooner. At the back of his mind, he wondered if Kenma's family will accept Hinata as their son's lover.

No doubt they would.

Kageyama sipped his coffee and made the pain at the pit of his stomach even worse.

"Ah. I'm so tired." Hinata took a glance at the clock and saw that they made their way to their apartment at eleven at night. They still don't have work or class for tomorrow, but Hinata has to go visit the clinic later in the afternoon to assist Yachi. When they enter their apartment, Hinata immediately changed his clothes. It's rather rare for him not to shower before he went to bed, but he just took one not so long ago, so he decided to just lay his head on the sleep.

"That reminds me, do you want to come with us tomorrow? Yachi will go get her HPV vaccine, I figured her boyfriend should come with us too." Hinata said while Kageyama changed his clothes with sleepwear. They took a bath at Kageyama's house before they went home, and the bus ride was just two hours or so, so it was not needed to take one again. They both are ready to rest for tonight.

Kageyama scowled and stared at Hinata.

"Wha-what is it, bastard?! Wanna fight?!" Hinata raised his hands in defense and Kageyama lunged himself to the redhead, effectively pinning the man down.

"What the fuck are you doing, you stupid Bakageyama!" Hinata squirmed and tried to escape the man's grasp but he's unsuccessful.

"Why.. Why aren't you affected between me and Yachi? Why do you want me to come, knowing that I will be with her?" Kageyama asked.

The look upon his face was something Hinata saw once before. It's the same angry and pained look when Kageyama broke up with him and Hinata immediately felt the tears welling up at the side of his eyes.

"What's? Wrong?" Hinata don't know what to say and this just slipped his mouth.

Before Kageyama answered he bit his lip again, unknowingly hurting himself. He stopped when Hinata's tears overflowed, he don't know what to do with his anger rising up.

"It's frustrating the fuck out of me, Hinata." Kageyama said, his grip on Hinata's arm tightened and Hinata winced, he knew that one was going to leave a mark.

"Kage..

"Hinata, do you really love Kenma that much you're willing to do this and that with me?" Kageyama leaned down closer, his face just an inch or two away from the redhead and Hinata's breath hitched.

"You're hurting me, let me go please." Hinata said with a soft voice. He figured Kageyama somehow lost his sense and succumbed to anger as the eyes of the said man darkened.

"You know what I don't understand? Kenma said to me he knows you did porn and he accepts it. So why? Why are you still doing those things with me. Ah, I get it, you're just like this. You just like playing so much, is that right? Well, I'm not different from you, apparently." Kageyama said and Hinata couldn't answer. His voice just won't come out.

"How about it, let's do these things we like so much." Kageyama licked the redhead's chin and the other one whimpered.

"Not liking it? I thought you wanted to do these things?!" the raven continued to tease and removed his hands. Hinata has the opportunity to escape, but he loves Kageyama so much, any kind of emotion the man can give him was something he will accept. He could not deny the fact that this hurts though. Now it was clear to him that the raven really hates him and this was all for revenge. Why else would he wanted Hinata to be jealous and why else would Kageyama hurt him like this.

All the redhead did was cry and reached out for Kageyama and hugged him with all his might.

Hinata buried his face in Kageyama's shoulder and Kageyama clicked his tongue. "I don't know anymore!" the raven tried to remove Hinata's arms that's been wrapped around his body.

"NO!" Hinata said and hugged him tighter, slightly clawing the raven's back.

"What the fuck do you mean by 'no'?" Kageyama managed to remove Hinata's held and pinned the man to the bed. He knew what he did hurt cause Hinata winced and closed his one eye. Kageyama knew he needed to calm down or all his feelings will be for naught.

He breathed in and out and just as he's about to calm down, Hinata raised his head and went in for a kiss.

"Ngh." he was taken by surprise and he can't help but push Hinata off. He wasn't the mood, more so when he thought Hinata was just utterly cruel, kissing him at a time like this.

"Stop! Just stop!" Kageyama pushed him, but Hinata bit Kageyama's collar bone. "No, I'm not stopping." Hinata said and reached out to Kageyama's crotch.

"Tch! Fine! This is what you want right?! I'll give it to you!" Kageyama burst in anger and cupped Hinata's face before he went in and gave him a long wet kiss. Pushing his tongue in, Kageyama tugged down Hinata's shorts and briefs, just enough to free Hinata's penis. It's not near erection just yet, and Kageyama stroke it a few times before realizing that given the atmosphere inside the room, it looks like Hinata won't be hard just like him.

He took a deep breath and stopped the kissing. He looked at Hinata's face and saw that the man was continually crying.

What the fuck am I doing? Kageyama felt the guilt and managed to calm down.

"Stop crying, idiot!"

Kageyama then remembers his conversation with Yachi when she discovered them.

"What did you say?" Yachi whirled her head towards Kageyama and latter clenched his fist and answered with his teeth slightly clenched too.

"I just love Hinata. If there's a slight chance that he will love me back, then that's good. We'll work our problems from there. If not, then I have no right to interfere with his happiness. And as of now, I think he will be happier with Kenma than me." Kageyama was pained by what he said too.

"Then.. You're breaking up with him?" the blonde said.

"Hm? Break-ups are for people who's in a relationship with feelings involve. I for one loves him, but it doesn't look like he loves me. Maybe he's allowed me to be with him cause he felt this is some sort of expiation. You know, Hinata is some type of a masochist, I think we both are." Kageyama finished this one with a chuckle, but Yachi saw some tears or so she thought cause Kageyama kept himself checked.

"That's just sad." she said.

"You okay?" Kageyama asked and Hinata nodded his head. He has no other way to tell the raven how he was besides shake or nod his head. He's been in a bind and Kageyama roped him up good. His hand behind him were hurt a bit with the rope friction each time he tried to move. He asked for this, and he got what he wanted.

While in the middle of heavy making out, Hinata begged Kageyama to be rough with him and make it hurt. From the looks of it, Hinata had an idea that Kageyama had enough of playing and he's about to be dumped again. At least he wanted something he can feel for a while. A pain to remind him of the hurt that's coming.

There's a buzzing sound coming from Hinata's crotch and Kageyama knows it's been a few minutes since he turned the vibrating dildo on. Hinata's inside must be stretched up good by now.

He took a good look at Hinata and saw the man was a big mess. He tied Hinata up bounding the redhead's hand on his back and while the intricate Kikkou Shibari bondage* looked exquisite on Hinata's fair skin. The ball-gag in Hinata's mouth was obscene as well, and Kageyama wondered if this was how he looked when Hinata placed a bit gag on him too.

Going all out, there's also a bind connected to a chain in Hinata's neck. It was Hinata's request, but for Kageyama, he still wanted to have a regular lovemaking with the redhead. The one where he can kiss him all over, leaves bites here and there, touch every inch of the redhead's skin. But Hinata has definite serious kink and he gladly indulged this.

"Your pre-cum's continually leaking. Looks delicious." While Hinata stood up, shaking in his feet, Kageyama poked the tip of Hinata's penis and the other one sniveled. "Oh ready to cum?" Kageyama asked and squeezed the other man's dick to prevent him for the very much needed release.

"I wonder, will my cock fit inside you too? While this thing is in.." Kageyama pushed the vibrating dildo in and out Hinata and the said man trembled violently. Looks like he's really about to cum. But just like Hinata wished, Kageyama decided to make it last and make it hurt.

The raven haired man bit Hinata's nipple, surprising even himself when he heard the redhead's cried behind his gag and the smell of iron permeated his nose. He let go of his bite and Hinata's strength finally left his legs and collapsed on the floor on all fours.

"Haha, awesome. It broke the skin." Kageyama licked the side of his lips, tasting that tangy taste of Hinata's blood. The redhead looked at him with eyes filled with tears and though Kageyama wanted to stop because he felt so bad for hurting Hinata, part of him also wanted this too.

"I'm going in." Kageyama decided to penetrate Hinata with the dildo still inside the redhead and Hinata?still on all fours?looked at Kageyama and nodded his head. His penis leaked still, since that last bite made him cum. Realizing this, Kageyama lost it and thrust in after he lubed his penis in ample amount.

"NGHH!" Hinata trembled and his saliva escaped the side of the gag. The pain from being stretched reach its height. Kageyama made a shushing sound and stopped thrusting in, only successfully placing the head of his cock inside. Kageyama pressed the redhead to rest his head on the floor and Hinata got the idea that Kageyama wanted to push further in, so he nodded and gave the raven the consent. He leaned his chest on the floor and raised his hips a little so Kageyama can go inside with ease.

The raven squeezed lube again to his shaft and he carefully pushed further. He heared Hinata whimpered and moaned and he knew this was rough; he himself felt the pain cause it was very tight. He turned off the vibrating function and managed to push half of his cock in. He stopped to plant kisses on the redhead's back and massaged Hinata's lower back.

"Nod if you think you can handle me moving now." Kageyama said and Hinata nodded with tears in his eyes. The raven gulped and moved slowly and he felt his own organ rubbing on the beaded dildo too. Not to mention the tightness of Hinata's hole that gripped him so much, it was almost as if it was sucking him inside. Managing only half in. Kageyama worked his way through the hole, slowly pulling out but ramming inside back. He trembled as his urethra got stimulated with the dildo too.

"Hinata, it's too hot inside." Kageyama said and Hinata turned back and looked at the raven while the said man moved his hips slowly and shake it so he have a circling motion as he thrust inside. Hinata couldn't help but notice himself that having sex with his Seme still wearing his pants emphasized that chiseled side abs. The V shape looked so good, especially when Kageyama glistened from his sweat.

Hinata felt his prostate being stimulated and even though his penis was only half hard, since he just came and it can't be helped, he still felt a climax coming on.

"I'm..." Kageyama was surprised when the insides became too tight for him to move and saw Hinata trembling.

"You...Is that a dry orgasm?"

He didn't need an answer because it's obvious that the redhead reached the height of pleasure, even without ejaculating. He then plunged into that hole one last time before cumming himself and emptying inside the redhead.

"Ohhh." Kageyama moaned and bit Hinata's shoulders and the two collapsed on the floor. The raven slowly removed his penis, and just as he suspected, this cause a bit of fissures on the redhead, though it was not as bad as he expected it to be. Still, it will cause Hinata pain and discomfort. He removed the dildo too, and freed the mouth of the redhead.

"You okay?" He asked again and Hinata nodded, "More or less," he added.

"I'll remove the rest of the binds and help you bathe. We'll apply medicine on your hole after." Kageyama said, still panting from his climax a moment ago.

"Thank you." Hinata said, it was obvious that his voice was sad and Kageyama also noticed that.

Kageyama still kind despite it all. Hinata said to himself.

Hinata looked so sad. The raven told himself as well.

.

Hinata was all tucked in their bed, with his back facing Kageyama. He had been breathing deeply and Kageyama knew that Hinata was already fast asleep. He did give the man a massage earlier to help him sleep faster and that helped with the awkward silence between them.

Kageyama went out of the bed and grabbed his phone with him. He looked at the clock and knew that it's too late or rather, too early to message someone but he still did.

"Then.. You're breaking up with him?" the blonde said.

"Hm? Break ups are for people who's in a relationship with feelings involve. I for one loves him, but it doesn't look like he loves me. Maybe he's allowed me to be with him cause he felt this is some sort of expiation. You know, Hinata is some type of a masochist, I think we both are." Kageyama finished this one with a chuckle, but Yachi saw some tears or so she thought cause Kageyama kept himself checked.

"That's just sad." she said.

"Yeah, it is, but there's nothing I can do. I don't want Hinata to continue to be a liar and my masochistic gauge is nearly full." Kageyama then added, "I received a call from a Pro-Team just earlier and they want me to check out their facility. I think I will take up on the offer."

"Wait, what? You received a message? Does the Coach know about this?" Yachi knew that this was one of the things Kageyama truly wanted to do, but she felt a bit sad cause this might mean that one of her friends will be gone and will move on to another team and that's just sad, at least for the blonde.

"I did tell him a moment ago and I told him I would think about it hard and before I made a decision, I'll tell him too."

"Hmm, is this why you're so troubled too?" Yachi asked and Kageyama nodded, "Part of it, another reason was that I can't really stomach Hinata and Kenma and that Kuroo guy too. It's killing me." Kageyama glared at the asphalt floor and Yachi understood how he must have felt seeing the three. She herself feels jealousy towards Kenma, but it pales in comparison with what Kageyama might be feeling right now.

"I wish you luck, Kageyama. I still hope you and Hinata somehow find a way to be together. This is your first love, right? Knowing you, you won't love anyone else."

This was just Yachi's hunch. Kageyama is a volleyball idiot that even his notes are full of volleyball. So for the man to love anything other than the said sports, you know that it was a forever thing.

"Thanks." Though in the setter's heart, he knew it was hopeless case. He already lost his chance when he lied to Hinata to get close to him, even if it's just physical.

Kageyama sent the email to his coach and recruiter; he agreed to come to the Team's court to pursue his dream and decide to leave Hinata to have his peaceful life with Kenma.

Hinata, while lying in bed was in tears. He knew that Kageyama already made up his mind, and a dirty person like him has no right to intervene.

June 24, 2019

CHAPTER NINETEEN

"Yeah, I'm sorry I couldn't come today, I caught a flu. Yeah, but could you take care of my friend for me? I know, Thanks." Hinata cut the line off and tossed his phone in his bed. He wasn't really supposed to come to work today, but he was supposed to come for Yachi. He just don't want to see the girl, it was too much for him to take.

The bedroom door opened and Hinata closed his eyes, pretending to be asleep. A hand was pressed to his forehead, "You don't have a fever at least, that's good. Want something to eat?" Kageyama asked and Hinata shook his head.

"I just want to pretend I'm sleeping." He was frank and Kageyama scowled. "Okay." he replied and patted Hinata's back.

"You got everything?" Hinata can't sleep cause of the ruckus Kageyama was making. He sat on the bed and looked at all the things Kageyama packed and he felt a tiny vomit from the back of his mouth.

"Uh huh. I don't have a lot, so it'll fit in two bags." the raven said and zipped his jacket up.

"Don't forget to bring your electric shaver." Hinata reminded the raven and the latter chuckled. "It's already packed in my bag. I took everything, even the cup ramens I bought and stocked up in the pantry."

Hinata smiled and somehow appreciated how Kageyama was leaving without a trace. He likes that he can have some peace knowing that he won't see anything that reminds him of the idiot.

"This is it." Kageyama stood by the bedroom door, carrying two big bags with him. Hinata tried his hardest to hold back the tears and gave the man a proper goodbye.

"No, don't stand up. I know your fissures still hurts. I'm sorry about that."Kageyama said and Hinata nodded. "It really does." Hinata laughed and Kageyama joined him.

After the laughter died out, Kageyama choked a bit and Hinata sniffled; keeping his tears was hard and his throat felt sore because of it.

"I'm sorry for everything, Hinata and thanks. Take care of yourself." He said, his face was a bit relaxed than earlier and Hinata breathed a bit better as well. Leaving, apparently, was the right thing to do for Kageyama and he's glad for the raven.

"Same here, Bakageyama." he managed to send him off with a smile.

"See you, dumbass." was the last thing Kageyama said to Hinata before he closed the bedroom door behind him.

Kageyama was not crying, but he felt like his chest was being stabbed repeatedly. He thought about this before and he kept saying it over and over; having a broken heart is not a figure of speech. Your heart really feels like it's being ripped apart.

As he went downstairs, he already saw Sawamura with one of the coaches. They're there to represent Kageyama's guardians, also to talk to the team to make sure Kageyama wasn't going to be scammed over. That's one of the conditions his Coach laid out for him and he appreciated this situation, cause he cannot, by all means think for himself clearly. Sawamura can see that, and he can see that Kageyama's heart was elsewhere. He sighed and opened the car door for his both companion and started the car.

"I don't think it's going to be this bad, but this is bad... Like bad, bad!" Yachi said and Yamaguchi smiled while Tsukishima sighed a long suffering one.

"We don't understand what you mean." He said to the little blonde and Yachi pouted. "Just look at Hinata, will you?! Look at him!" She pointed at the man that's been practicing his serves since morning.

Tsukishima now got what she meant?Hinata's been active lately and really tried his best to distract himself now that Kageyama was gone and has filed his Leave of Absence from the University. They got the notice that Kageyama's been scouted for Pro and he stayed there for a few days to see how things before he accepted the offer. He took a leave before he can transfer to a University nearby. Education was big on the team he went and joined in, and it was also Kageyama's wish to continue studying.

Though, to be honest, Tsukishima felt a bit resentment towards the raven. He had a weird relationship with the man, something that can be called friendship that it was not. Still, he kinda wish the man said his goodbyes to them properly, instead of just talking to the coach and Sawamura and bypassing them like he did.

"Pathetic." Tsukishima muttered and while Yachi thought the tall-glasses guy was talking about Hinata, Yamaguchi knew his Tsukki was talking about what his boyfriend's feelings towards Kageyama.

"He'll call, I'm sure when he calms down, he'll give us a ring again." Yamaguchi said and patted Tsukishima's shoulder.

"Hmph." was the reply he got.

"Still, I wish Kageyama just told the truth before he left. He even went his way in threatening me for not telling Hinata about us." Yachi said. She already told Tsukki and Yamaguchi the truth about the messy 'pretend girlfriend' thing and it shocked the life out of Yamaguchi. Tsukishima just clicked his tongue in annoyance when he finally heard what his suspicious mind's been telling him.

The gym was like how it is, as always, practice resumed in the afternoon. Before Hinata comes to the gym, he visits the library and reads up on possible future lessons for his classes. Kenma knew that Hinata was trying his best to put everything behind him and he likes it at one point, but he changed his views when he saw that man's eyes; seemingly recluse from everything else. Devoid of happiness, Hinata emitted a sad aura wherever he goes.

He looked at Hinata while the man practiced his serves and sighed. He truly wanted Kageyama gone if he's being honest with himself. But it looked like Kageyama took a piece of Hinata's soul with him, and he couldn't help but worry. Besides Kuroo, Hinata was the first genuine friend Kenma made and he was sad to see the man like this.

He squeezed the ball in his hands and saw the three freshmen looking at Hinata's back while on break. One specific person caught Kenma's eyes and he squinted it, suspicion rose over him. He slowly walked towards the three and Tsukishima saw him approaching. The tall man eyed him and this made him feel uncomfortable enough to rethink what he was about to do. Almost.

"Yachi-san, may I have a word with you?" Kenma said and Tanaka, who sat by the bench heard it. "Wa-Why?" was the blonde's reply, but she gulped hard when she saw Kenma looked rather serious about it.

"Okay." she said and wondered where would they talk. "Um, how about the back of the gym?" she said.

Kenma shook his head, knowing that if they talk now, all the people inside the gym will snoop and he doesn't want that. At least not when Hinata was around.

"After practice, how about you join me for dinner?" Kenma awkwardly squeezed the ball in his hand and looked at the floor. He knew that others were looking at him and this was about as much as he can take.

"Su-sure.." The girl awkwardly answered back.

Leaving the conversation there, Kenma bowed his head and went back to practice. Usually, Hinata will be all over him, asking for tosses. Nowadays, Hinata?as if trying to escape reality?refused to practice with him.

Sawamura who saw everything sighed too.

"What's wrong with you guys? Kageyama's doing his best, we should too!" the Coach clapped his hands twice before the team.

Yachi kept bawling her eyes out and Kenma was glad that Kuroo went with him to meet the little blonde. Crying girls were one of the many things Kenma cannot handle.

"Err, Uhm Yachi-chan? It's best if you stop crying now. People will think we're bullying you, you know?" Kuroo looked from left to right while he bowed his head and excuse them for making such a racket.

"Cause! Those two.. How.. Much.. Suffering will they.. I just can't.. Uwah.." Yachi banged her forehead on the table and started to weep louder and Kuroo stood up. "Okay, we're taking her at our place." He told this one to Kenma and gave the money they owe for their food and the waiters who can't help but worry approached Yachi.

"Miss, are you okay? Did these two harmed you?" One even tried to push Kuroo away and the man raised his hands to surrender and he felt himself sweat.

"NO! They're with me.. Huuu. Kageyama.. Hinata!" Yachi bawled some more and Kuroo apologized again to the family restaurant owners.

"She's on her period." Kuroo said, teasing the staffs a bit since they're all males and that's just how Kuroo is.

"Well then.. Ah, please take care." the manager, who looked like he's in his twenties visibly blushed with what he heard and wishes the three on their way. Yachi, on Kenma's arms waved goodbye to the person who opened the door for her, while Kuroo grabbed her bag and escorted the two out.

When they reached the two's apartment, Yachi saw Hinata's jacket hanging on the coat hanger.

"Is he here?" She asked and Kenma shook his head. "He's not here. He hasn't come here since Kageyama left. I think he's sulking in their apartment every day." Kenma said.

.

"Here, drink this tea. Geez, you really cried yourself a lot." Kuroo somehow pitied Yachi too, cause she even had to take a shower at their place cause she made a mess of herself. She really felt the pain for those two and Kuroo could understand. Yachi, after all genuinely loves Hinata. And when you love someone, their pain becomes your pain.

Kenma blushed a bit, seeing a girl wearing his clothes was a novelty for him, and Kuroo got Kenma's ordeal so he patted his lover's head and offered him a tea as well.

Kuroo gave Yachi her cell phone and urged her to call her friends to pick her up. It was already dinner time and it would be unwise of them to let a girl stay at their place. Okay, true, they're both gay for each other; Kenma and Kuroo. It's still unwise to let Yachi stay for the night.

In under thirty minutes, there was a buzz in their intercom and Kenma tried to open the door, but Kuroo insisted he should stay with Yachi, so he did. A few minutes more, Tsukishima and Yamaguchi bursted into the apartment and Yachi bawled again when he saw the two.

"Geh! What happened to you?!" Yamaguchi was a bit flustered when Yachi stood up and went in for a hug with the two. Tsukishima, most of all, blushed from ear to ear. He wasn't used to skinship other than his Yamaguchi.

"Sit down, please. I'm afraid our place is a bit cramped. But will you please join us for dinner? There's something we have to talk as well. Looks like there's a big misunderstanding involving my lover Kenma and Yachi." Kuroo said with his perfect smile and Tsukishima instantly perceived that this man was the clever type. Someone who he hates to hang out with.

"Lover?" While Yamaguchi rubbed Yachi's back to comfort her, he asked the two and Tsukishima resigned himself to fate. "Okay, let's join them for dinner. Yachi can't go home looking like that too." Tsukishima pointed out and Yamaguchi agrees. "Right."

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"Ah, so that's how it is. Seriously, what is up with those two?!" Yamaguchi huffed. Yachi by this time was stress eating and already on her third cup of rice. Somehow, Kenma stared at her, amazed by how much one tiny girl can eat.

"I know what you mean. Here we thought Kageyama is such an assho?, I mean, err. Such a douchebag." said Kuroo.

"I wonder why you corrected yourself. What you said is just the same insult." Tsukishima told Kuroo off and the man snickered. He's enjoying how the tall blonde wears his feelings in his sleeves. Kenma knew Kuroo was enjoying himself and he puffed his cheeks a bit, feeling jealous.

"But you know Yachi-chan, all hope is not lost yet." Kuroo said.

"Pardon?" she said. Yamaguchi chuckled how she was caught in the middle of eating a big cut of meat. He really thinks Yachi has her cute moments, despite her pessimistic attitude.

"We really plan on taking this issue as far as Hinata asked us. I mean, the man intended to be painted the cheater here until the end. But I didn't know the two are just this depressing ball of idiocy. Kuhuuu." Kuroo can't help but burst out laughing, inappropriate or not.

Yamaguchi followed him with a burst of giggles and started with the loud laughter. Not long after, the four men started laughing. "Those two with the cheating.. Haha. They think they're so badass. 'Oh you know.. I have a lover on the side.' ahahaha." Kuroo said and Kenma, even though feeling pissed, chuckled a bit.

"You guys are horrible!"Yachi said.

"Sorry, sorry. Haha. Whew.. Okay we'll stop now. Anyways, Yachi-chan.. You want to help the two idiots right?"

"Of course!" she answered without hesitation and Kuroo wanted to tease her more, so he did. "You sure? I mean, now that Kageyama is gone, you can latch yourself to Hinata, maybe comfort him enough to let him understand that you love him." What Kuroo said was uncalled for and the four whose been listening to him felt uncomfortable with the topic.

Yachi placed her bowl on the table and looked at her hands, a tear threatened to bubble up again, but she managed to control herself this time, since the truth sinks in a bit in her than earlier.

"Even if you say so, Hinata won't love anyone other than Kageyama and same with Kageyama. There's no reason why they shouldn't be together." she answered.

Kuroo looked at Yachi and sighed again. "Except there's one. Kageyama left Hinata when he learned about the porn thing without asking why Hinata did so. Of course, who wouldn't right? If Kenma pulled that on me, I'd probably go insane, maybe commit a murder and then suicide. Haha, I'm just kidding, honey." he gave Kenma a kiss on his hand and the man irritably swatted him off.

Continuing, Kuroo said?"His reaction is understandable. Then he got jealous at Hinata and Kenma and starts to blackmail him? In a sense, do you think he has the right to come back to Hinata's life? Would you want this kind of person to be with the man that you love?"

"Kuroo!" Kenma tried to pacify the situation, but Kuroo held his hand under the table with a serious look on his face. "Needless to say, my sympathy is with the chibi here. He's been through a lot, and to forget something like his past is not easy. Studying to pursue a path to correct his dark past is harder. I wouldn't want someone like a wishy-washy Kageyama coming into his life and leaving again when the going gets tough. Wouldn't you too?" He asked Yachi again and Yachi sniffled before she responded.

"They still deserve to know the truth. Whether or not they fix their problems and move on from there is their decision."

Kuroo crossed his arms on his chest. "Ohoho? Well said."

"Eh? What do you mean?" Yamaguchi asked. His blonde beside him detested the fact that he followed Kuroo's train of thought and he clenched his fist under the table. "It means that we should do something to let those two talk to each other no matter what. Else they'll stay as idiotic as they have and they will never sort this thing out."

"Ohoho?"

"Will you stop with the 'ohoho' it's creeping the fuck out of me." Tsukishima said and Kenma elbowed Kuroo's stomach. "Yeah, stop it." he added.

"Aww. My wittle itty bitty Kenma-tan is jealous."

"Kuroo, you're super gross." Kenma pushed the man away from his face when Kuroo tried to nuzzle his cheeks with Kenma's, but to no avail. Yachi who had seen it all, just doesn't care anymore. She's more concerned with Kageyama and Hinata.

"Ah geez, those two are such a pain!" Tsukishima knew they have to go out of their way to help, so he can finally have his peace of mind back. That, and so he could shut up Yachi from crying too much.

"Hinata, mind if we hang out after your work?" Kenma arranged his things and placed it inside his bag while Hinata does the same. The redhead looked at Kenma and thought about it for a second before he refused. "I have a lot of things to do today. Next time, yeah?"

"It's Kuroo's birthday." Kenma already knew he will say no, and in the event that he did, they already formulated a plan to hook the redhead in. Before Hinata could say no again, he added. "I wish to bake him a cake, but I don't know how to. And I wish to cook a simple dish, but I'm hopeless. Please, help me?" It's out of character for the pudding-head to ask, but desperate times calls for desperate measures.

"Guess I have no choice but to come. I'm sorry, I know I've been a crappy friend to you." Hinata said and waved goodbye at Kenma before he called out, "I'll be at your place around six. See you then."

That's a good thing, Tsukishima and the rest went to meet Kageyama and their plan was in motion.

The whole day went by as expected and not a moment later, at six in the evening, there was Hinata buzzing at their apartment door.

"Come in, chibi."Kuroo answered and Hinata got confused. He saw the guilt in Kenma's eyes and he knew there was an intervening party coming.

"Hell no!" He said and made a U-turn. "Oops, you can't go, chibi. We have planned this day for you." Kuroo manhandled the redhead and while Hinata squirmed and flailed, he could not escape Kuroo.

"I don't want to listen! Just leave me to sulk and self pity. Just leave me the fuck alone!" Hinata doesn't want to hear their 'I understand how you are feeling.' or 'Just let it all out, we are here for you' crap. He's had enough of those already from his boss, and he just couldn't take it anymore.

When Yachi canceled the afternoon check-up because she has something important going on, Hinata suspected it was because Kageyama had to leave that afternoon. And as his girlfriend, of course she would prioritize him over anything else. He hated the idea, it was sickening to his stomach. If it's not for Kenma, he would have quit volleyball too. That's how much he despises anything and everyone who came in contact with Kageyama.

He knew it was not the raven's fault for being mad, it was also not Kageyama's fault for leaving, but this was all too much for Hinata to take. Watching the man close the door behind him for the second time almost killed him.

He vomited so much, crawled his way back to bed, cried and wailed without tears. It's like Hinata's chest exploded on him and he stopped breathing for a few good hours. When he came to, there was a knock on his door and the landlord opened his house, with a few good neighbors very worried for him because of the banging noise he made. He didn't realized that he kept knocking things out of the way. He just wanted the pain to stop, that was all he wanted.

And now these people in front of him was acting like they really have an idea, it was kinda frustrating on Hinata's part.

He's a realistic person, he knows when to give and he knew heartbreaks aren't going to last forever. He's also open to the possibility of loving someone else in the future. Everyone deserves some happiness, no matter what kind of dark past they had. For now, though, all he wanted was some quiet; a time where he can hate everything and everyone and just wallow up in his own problems.

His tears already threatened to bubble up when Kuroo forced him to sit in front of the table. There were food laid out and some booze. He knew this was really going to be an annoying situation.

"Hinata, go ahead and take the call. You've turned off your cell phone so we can't contact you." Kenma said. It seemed like the smart phone the pudding pffered him was connected to a call with a number he was not familiar with. Reluctant, Hinata looked at the two, "You guys are acting so fucking suspicious." He grabbed the phone by force and placed it on his ear.

"Don't cut the line, please talk to me, Hinata."

"Ka-Kage.." Hinata muttered

"Yeah, it's me."

"Why?" Hinata's lip trembled and he can't think straight. Why was the idiot calling him after a month of being away? Once the height of his delirious night of loneliness, Hinata tried to send the man a message, but the address wasn't working anymore. He really thought he can only hear of the man from his team and his coach. Another reason why he can't leave volleyball behind. Hurting himself through the process was something he can't help.

"I heard from Tsukishima and Yachi that you're not yourself lately. Are you taking care of your-

"Yachi, Yachi? Everything is about Yachi with you, right? You damn one-celled moron!" Hinata exploded with anger and shouted at the receiver but he can't bring himself to cut the line. Love, apparently, makes people stupid as fuck. Hinata said to himself.

The line was momentarily silent and it was followed by a sigh, "Hinata, I'm sorry. Will you listen to what I have to say?"

"Listen to you? What? Why?" Kuroo and Kenma looked at the man and urged him to hear what the man has to say.

"Hinata, I heard everything from Tsukishima, Yamaguchi and Yachi today. They drove themselves here and surprised me. Sawamura-san gave them instructions how to. Anyways, I'm getting out of point here."

Hinata waited for Kageyama to compose himself and speak again, only this time, his voice was a bit softer. "First, let me apologize to you. I didn't think that you had a deep problem for doing the things you did. Looking back, I should have seen the signs then. I'm really, really sorry, Hinata."

By this time, Hinata broke into muffled sobbing.

"You know, Hinata.. I never really understood love before you. I should have treated you better when I still had a chance. I suck, I know. Then all these things happened and I forced you to cheat on Kenma.."

Hinata just sat there, sobbing while the phone settled in his ear. Kenma and Kuroo gave him some privacy and now prepared some food in the kitchen. Kuroo being inappropriately flirty even this time, nuzzled Kenma's neck and littered the man with kisses. Kenma ignored him and prepared the coffee.

"But you know, you're not really cheating on anyone, right?" Kageyama asked and Hinata's heart tripled in pace. He burped and felt the bile coming behind his throat and he doused it with water.

"I told you, they told me everything. And you know what, I'm really...glad..Hinata." Kageyama's voice broke and Hinata felt that the raven was already crying. A first from the man and he can't help but crack into bubbles of hiccups as well.

"Baka.." said Hinata .

There was silence again, followed by Kageyama blowing his nose off.

"You see, I'm glad, cause it always guilt me, knowing that I made you cheat on the person that maybe the one who can bring you happiness. There's also the fact that I'm happy because you only ever looked at me, right? You only loved me?"

"Uhn." Hinata hummed and nodded.

Kageyama chuckled and Hinata smiled hearing so. "There's also another thing, Hinata.. I never dated Yachi, that's just a misunderstanding. I didn't clear that up."

"That's right Hinata! I never want to date someone like Kageyama! It's just a misunderstanding!" Yachi shouted from the background and Hinata heard Yamaguchi tried to calm Yachi down.

"You? You fucking idiot!"Hinata wailed and Kageyama shushed him from the other line.

"If I see you, I'm going to cut off your penis!" Hinata said and Kageyama laughed.

"You sure you want to do that?" he teased.

"I'll kick your face, aho!"

"You can do that. I'll just hug you till you've had enough beating me."

"Damn you, acting all high and mighty again! You've clearly enjoyed being a masochist, asking a beating from me." Hinata cried some more and Kageyama waited for the man to calm down.

"Hinata.. Can we please start over?"

There was a long pause again and Hinata started to pat his chest. It hurts so much it seems like this was what's going to kill him.

"Kageyama, you know.. The first time you left, I thought about how I can take you back, I really did. Then, with this dating Yachi thing, somehow I became obsessed with making you mine, by hook or by crook." He drank a glass of water and continued again.

"Then, with this revelation came, and it hurts you know? You're the most honest, transparent man I know. And I made you into a liar. You carried a lot and hurt yourself in the process as well. I should know, I felt the same way. I'm really sorry, you big idiot."

"Hina-"

"Kageyama, I never really apologized for making the porn and hurting you. I'm sorry. Must have hurt you a lot. And I'm glad the misunderstanding is over.." longer pause was followed by a gulped and he spoke again.

"Now, let me give up on you completely.."

"?.."

"Kageyama?"

"Why? What the fuck are you trying to pull here?! You want me to beg? Cause I'll do that, let me quit the practice now and come back. I'd be happy to be tied to that bed of yours.. Whatever, right? Just don't be like this..."

"Don't be mad and listen to me first. You see, I have a dream. One day, I will help those who became victims like myself, and maybe put an end to the abusive cycle of forcing people into pornography. To do that, I have to get myself together."

"So? Are you saying I'll block your way? You say I'll hinder you?"

Hinata shook his head "No. I'm saying I'll be hindering you. You see Kageyama, you're a terrible, terrible idiot."

"You.. Dumbass, I'm going to kill you!" roared Kageyama.

"Haha. But it's true, isn't it? You're not the type to multitask everything. When we dated, some of your grades suffered and your team had to help you. Now that you're trying to make it into Pro, things will be harsher... You know it too, right? I'll be here, you'll be there. Dating someone far, whilst doing a lot of things all at once is not something you can do, Kageyama. And honestly, I can't do that too. I.. Can't.."

"This is getting ridiculous. Are you saying I.. I should.. Just give up? How? If you can tell me how, then that'll be great! Just tell me how, damn you!" Cried Kageyama.

"I.. Kageyama, I love you so much.. You know that right?"

"No! Fuck you!"

"Listen to me! Bakageyama, listen.. When you already transitioned yourself, and things have settled in. You're already playing under the lights of the stadium, and your dreams are starting to come true at last, when? I also start to make my dreams possible? by that time.. If your heart still wants to be with me? come back to me.. Come back home."

"What's the matter? I'll come home now.. If you can't handle long distance, distractions and everything.. I'll-"

"...If I don't do this Kageyama, I'll be forever 'that prostitute'. The guy who did porn for money. I'll forever hide myself behind the hoody. I don't deserve to stand by your side. You, who is by a young age, already achieved your first step to your goal. I know I'm not much, but at least let me do this too. I'm a man, and just like you, I want to stand by your side with my head held high.. Us being together, while you are there, will give us a lot of things to be considerate about. You only need to focus on volleyball, and I'll do what I have to do."

Hinata struggled to say those lines and Kenma who lsitened from the kitchen, sat on the floor and hugged his knees, feeling sad for his friend. Kuroo sat beside his lover and took the man's head to rest it on his shoulder. He knew this would happen one time or another. There's no trust between them once it was broken, so for them to make it work, they'll need constant reassurance and communication.. And they can't do that far away from each other.

Misunderstandings breeds anger, self-pity, and hurt. And by being in a fragile relationship, their love for each other will turn to hate. One will have to sacrifice?either Hinata coming to Kageyama and leave the evidence gathering he's been working on here, or Kageyama leaving his team and comes back here, forever losing his chance to Pro. It's better to take a step back, assess one's self and start over when you have everything else in order. When everything else is clearer, when your feet are free from the mud of your past. For that, Kuroo commends Hinata's courage to prioritize both their future at a time like this. Seeing the bigger picture takes a lot of courage. He's a good man, as far as Kuroo can see.

"Ah, ah." Kuroo patted Kenma's head and kiss the man on his temple.

The silence was cut short when Hinata heard Yachi and the two guys excused themselves to leave Kageyama for himself.

"Hiii. Hii." Kageyama's muffled sobbing.

"Kageyama.." Hinata cried Kageyama's name. He knew he had to do this. Loving someone sometimes means doing the right things for them, even if it hurts you. For Kageyama, volleyball is his everything and he belongs in that world. If by chance Kageyama falls in love with someone else?for real this time.

Hinata thought he can let him go now that he has a clear set of mind. One thing was for sure, Hinata would never love someone as much as he loves Kageyama. The man saved him from his misery, and though Kageyama caused him a lot of grief, the said man was also the cause of his happiness.

"Shouyo?I ? "

"I know? Me too.."

a/n: Hello. enjoyed it so far? last chapter for the next update.

June 24, 2019

Disclaimer: i don't own the song here. ~I'll never get over you, getting over of me~. is written by Diane Warren for the female pop trio Expos? . All credits to them.

LAST CHAPTER

Shouyo: 21, Tobio: 21

"Congratulations" Hinata said to Yachi while he gave her a bouquet of flowers. "You guys too." addressing this one to Yamaguchi and Tsukishima.

"You had your Bachelors degree today as well, what're you congratulating us for?" Tsukishima said. Hinata laughed and retorts, "Yeah? Well I'm staying for Graduate school. Still few years to go before I join the fulltime working class."

"But.. really. I am so going to miss you! The days we hang out on your apartment. Drinking coffee till our stomach hurts, studying our brains out." She sniffled and held the hem of Hinata's sleeve.

"Yachi, let him go. How are you going to survive without Hinata babying you?" Tsukishima said after he sighed and Yamaguchi laughed out loud.

The five of them⁠?Kenma included⁠?bonded well over the years. It's funny, Hinata thought; Kageyama leaving them somehow molded the misfits to have a deep friendship. Who would have thought that this was how he pieces mend.

"Let's move on, we're burning daylights here." A black-haired man with dark shades on, honked his car at the four and Tsukishima's face immediately glowered at the said person.

"Oi. Oi. It's still early to glare at me like that, Tsukki." Kuroo said.

Yamaguchi, who still can't get over the fact that Kuroo calls his Tsukki Tsukki, got irked by his presence.

"Yeah, yeah. That's enough Kuroo. Let's go, everyone's waiting." Kenma said.

"Shotgun!" Yamaguchi said and Kuroo laughed. "I hope you mean you want to ride in front, not actually shoot me." Snickering, Kenma somehow likes that joke.

"Mind if I change clothes first? These heels and dress are killing me." Yachi pointed at her shoes. Her dorms were just near, but she doesn't want to commute to where they were going, but that she has these people waiting for makes her feels guilty, too.

"You guys go ahead, We'll drive there after she's done." Hinata said and Kenma rolled the car window down. "Get some cigarettes for coaches. Here's their taspo."

Hinata nodded and waved at them before the car rolled away. "Yachi, you can still take a short shower if you want. I know how much you hate make-ups." Noting she has a lot on for the ceremony.

"Eh? Do I look very haggard that I need one?"

"Haha, you know what I mean. I'll see you at the entrace, I'll just buy these." Showing her the list and the taspo, Hinata walked her to her dorm building.

"Good afternoon, Hinata senpai." Few freshmen Hinata knew from their faces greeted him. "Osu." He answered back.

"You became popular over the years, Hinata." Yachi said, taking her time slowly walking besides Hinata and the latter matches his stride with her.

"Think so?"

A nod followed by a darting look at Hinata was her answer, "You've grown into a handsome man after all."

"Didn't know you're such a flatterer." Hinata grinned and waited for Yachi to enter her place safely before walking towards the vending machine outside their campus.

Hinata knew it too, that there was rumor going on that he was dating the pretty manager. It wassort of convenient for him cause there were no confessions of love towards him after that. Playing as the skilled Middle Blocker of this University's Volleyball team bounds to have a few admirers here and there. Especially since, like what Yachi pointed out - Hinata grew up to be a handsome man.

Growing his hair out into a wild, wavy, chin length hair, tying it into a lazy bun. Ear pierced from one side, wearing a dark, deep red ear stud. Height towering above Yachi now, with tall, lean body build. You can see from there that Hinata can and has broken hearts over the years.

His way of dressing himself was one thing too. Casual and chic at the same time. Hinata can often be seen wearing unbuttoned, black tailored-cotton jacket, with white V-neckline shirt underneath or something alone this style. A dog tag as a necklace accessory. Straight cut pants with black walking boots. Not to mention that Hinata rides motorcycle.

One major changed on Hinata was the tattoo on his back. Half-wing on his left side in the back. The wing looks weird cause it's a wing that's supposed to be place on the right. Opened and seems like it's spread out and flying. They suspected it has a meaning to Hinata. A beautiful, black, crow-like, half-wing , signifies his dark past or something the redhead can't escape from.

Another tattoo Hinata has was some sort of ring around his thumb. This one doesn't even begin to make sense, since the ring has a string attached to it. They just deduced the fact that Hinata went nuts one day and had the tattoos done.

While Yachi remembered how Hinata looks today; her heart aches a familiar ache. She didn't get over her feelings for the said man. In fact, she loves him even more and somehow the borderline with her relationship with the man became cloudy when she ⁠?one time, went and kiss Hinata while they were under the influence of alcohol in his apartment.

Hinata also kissed her back, passionately at that. She wouldn't stop herself then, if not for the fact that the Hinata vaguely mentioned someone else's name.

From there on, Yachi knew that even after all these years, Hinata still loves Kageyama.

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The two arrived riding a motorcycle on the place where they're supposed to meet. Yachi: a sneakers, jeans and shirt kind of girl, rode that motorcycle behind Hinata like a pro. Well she was, seeing as the man's been giving her rides often to and fro. Rumor has it that the two, indeed, are seeing each other. Who wouldn't? Years has gone by since they heard from Kageyama. As if the man forgot Hinata and moved on with his life.

It's also the same for the redhead. He wan't a prude to begin with. Kenma and Kuroo knew Hinata had a few casual sex after that break up. They're always the ones Hinata calls when he needed someone to talk to, a good sermon and nagging after.

Good thing the redhead changed his ways two years ago, Kenma said to himself with relief. He wouldn't mind if the rumors were true. Yachi is a good girl after all.

"You guys are so late!" Tanaka said with irritation and gave Hinata a good head grip.

"Ow. Sorry, Yachi had to take a shower." Said Hinata.

"Yeah. The make-up' s heavy on my face and I feel sticky." She said.

The restaurant they're in for today, been reserved for the Volleyball team and their girlfriends, or lovers to simply put. Drinking with their kouhais were also something they haven't done for a while. Knowing they retired from playing with good players replacing them was also one of the few things they have to celebrate.

"Err, Hinata senpai?" A particular freshman behind where Hinata sat tapped his shoulder.

"Hm?" Hinata hummed, asking the man what he wanted since he can't talk while he sipped his beer.

"Uhm. I was just asking if I can have your mail address?" The man said.

How cute, he has a crush. Hinata thought. He smirked behind the glass and Tsukishima sitting in front of him rolled his eyes.

"Sure. Here." Hinata showed his smart phone to the man to copy his contact info and the man was jubilant. For those who has their eyes with Hinata, they'll notice that he was someone sweet towards the beautiful, long-haired blonde, Yachi. But they're far from being a couple. After all, Hinata is gay. And those who were like him, knew one when they see one.

"Ha. Any news from Kageyama?" Kuroo⁠?who became part of the gang⁠?asked Sawamura. They were a little far away from the redhead and saw the whole thing. Even though their reserved room was noisy from Tanaka singing nonstop, somehow their eyes wee on the late comers.

"No. None so far. Last I heard from him, he had to take a break cause he failed one class. I appreciate his team pushing those who are still in college to finish up. Since it's true, they won't be playing forever. Especially second stringers like him." Sawamura chugged the rest of his beer in his glass.

"He asked 'bout chibi?" Kuroo asked again, and Kenma besides him stuffed his mouth with food. He was incredibly uncomfortable talking about Kageyama, he doesn't understand why himself.

Sawamura shook his head, a little sad and said "No. I opened up the topic about Hinata but it seems he wasn't that interested. He just said 'oh, is that so?' and changed the topic right after."

"Then that's that, I guess. Kageyama should have graduated by now. Calling Hinata should be a priority for him if the feeling's still the same. It seems..."⁠?Kuroo paused and looked at Hinata, said man animately told a story and the rest of the folks in his table guffawed. Even the 'always uninterested' Tsukishima was laughing⁠?"Hinata also moved on with his life as well.." Kuroo finished.

Shouyo: 30, Tobio: 29

Just last year, Hinata got released under protective custody of the police force. Bringing down an empire of illegal porn and slave industry pose a threat on the redhead's life. It's not easy being on the run, but with the help of other victims who wanted to have a voice, the current leader of the Yakuza gang who wanted the clan free from those vile works from the previous leadership, and Kenma - Hinata finally freed himself from his past.

It's true, learning the past broke his family in pieces, but he had to exposed it, since they've already gathered enough evidence to pin the bad guys and locked them for good. It became a big news all over, even though it was such a big scandal, Hinata held his head high. No one can point blame at him, more so because he grew up to be a fine man. Already helping, volunteering his time helping rape victims get counselling for free, Hinata even got the support of some government officials. Knowing full well that he might be used for campaigning or other hidden agenda, Hinata just stood behind the lines and helped people in his own pace.

Before taking a break a year or two because of the trial, Shouyo took Graduate School of Clinical Psychology, Master of Science in Clinical Psychology at Isesaki Campus, while he worked at a clinic nearby. After two years, and earning his Master of Science in Clinical Psychology and Licensed Clinical Psychologist degree, he didn't stopped there.

From working at nights, he pushed himself and took a three-year program to earn his PhD in Clinical Psychology.

So far his life was set.

.

"Yeah, I'll be there. Getting the ice cream you wanted. Are you sure you can eat? You just had a baby, you know?!" Shouyo sighed and scratched his face. He was at the convenience store in front of the ice cream fridge, choosing the flavor he was asked to bring. He loosened his tie and ruffled his hair before he cut the line off.

Being in a suit was a must, but he somehow wished he could dress a bit more casual. "Such a pain." He muttered, startling the bust boy whose busy cleaning up after the teens who just left their seat.

A professional smile flashed before him and the handsome redhead asked "Is there an ice cream with low sugar here? I'm supposed to give it to a new mommy."

"It..Ah.. it's .. we.." the man stuttered. He was confused about why he stuttered for this man.

"Haha. It's okay kid, I'll take this one instead." Said Shouyo, and took a tub of vanilla ice cream and a few yogurts as well.

"That'll be, 4890 yen please." The girl behind the counter blushed as well. It was not often that they see a handsome man in his suit with piercing on his ears. He doesn't look like a host too. Because he carried an expensive looking suitcase with him. He smells good, and most of all, smiles naturally. That red-orange hair, neatly cut, emphasized the man's light-colored eyes. Whoever he was giving the ice cream for, was one lucky lady. The cashier thought to herself.

"Thanks." The man with the redhead reached for his change and saw the wedding band on the man's finger.

Of course he' s married. She thought.

A few minutes after, Shouyo knocked on the door and came in after he was allowed to. There she was, Hitoka, carrying her baby girl-Yuna.

"Good work." Shouyo said and places a kiss on Yachi's forehead. She felt incredible, tears overwhelming her and she cried a bit.

"Ah, ah.." Yamaguchi, also in his business suit, gave her some tissues and Shouyo wiped it for her.

"She's crying every time someone tells her she looks like her kid." Tsukishima said. He's sitting by the window, and peeling apples. Not for Hitoka, but for his lover Yamaguchi. It was late in the afternoon and his man forgot to take his lunch.

"But Yuna really does look like you." Shouyo pussy-footed around the mother and child and took at peek at Yuna' sleeping face. He had this urge to stroke the baby's cheeks, but he managed to stop himself. After all, he's from outside. Who knows what kind of bacteria he'll pass on the baby.

"Should I take these on the fridge first? Looks like you can't have some yet." Yamaguchi said, and Hitoka nodded. "I'll nurse her first, looks like she's hungry." She said.

"Wait." Tsukishima knew they needed to give them privacy, but he was still not done from peeling. Shouyo somehow chuckled. Over the years, Tsukishima became softer and kinder. Maybe maturity does him good, cause the man became unbelievably handsome. From time to time, Tsukishima still runs his nasty mouth though.

Not to be out done, Yamaguchi became buff, few inches shorter, if not the same height with the blonde dude. Not to mention, he still addresses his lover Tsukki, it was kinda cute and nostalgic at the same time. After all, Shouyo did not see them for a while, as he got busy on all sorts of things.

"Okay, done. Let's go." He said, placing the apples in his tray. "See you Yuna-chan." Yamaguchi said, closing the door behind them and let Hinata stay with Yachi.

"I'll peel apples for you too, if you want to. There are oranges as well. Which one would you like?" Shouyo asked, wiping his hand with wet tissues.

"Hmm.. Oranges maybe?" Hitoka said and nursed Yuna, guiding her nipples to her mouth.

After a few tries, there was a loud sucking sound and both Shouyo and Hitoka chuckled.

"My, my. Yuna's really hungry." Added Shouyo and Hitoka nodded. "So, the oranges?"

"Ah, sorry, here you are." Shouyo placed one in her mouth. "Ish bitter." She said, mouth still full.

"Sorry, i'll peel the white parts thoroughly."

.

"Kageyama-san." One person called out on him as he was on his way home.

"Yeah?" He answered. He don't know who was this person and tried to remember him. "Matsuko was it?" He said.

"Eh, that's awful, Kageyama-san. I've been here for six months. It's Noboru. Noboru Rin."

Like I'll remember that. Rolling his eyes internally.

"You need to sign these here. And this, you forgot your phone. Lucky you're still in the building." The man gave him his phone.

"That save me. Thanks." He said.

As Kageyama-san sign the papers⁠?using the wall as desk⁠?Noboru noticed that tattoo wrapped on the man's thumb again. He got curious before, but did not ask further. But now, it looks like the man was in good mood, he blurted the question out.

"What's that ring tattoo, Kageyama-san?"

The man paused and looked at him, only to smack Noboru's face with the papers he asked to sign. "There, all done. If you need my seal, wait tomorrow. I'm going home."

Waving goodbye, Kageyama-san left the building and hopped in his car.

Still in a dazed, Noboru looks at the papers the man signed.

"Ah, so that's how you spell Shouyo. Kageyama Shouyo, huh? Nice name."

Shouyo: 20, Tobio: 20

One particular Valentines day, Kageyama got into a fist fight with someone. The altercation ended up badly for him cause he was caught off guard. Nevertheless, it wasn't as bad as he thought it would be. Just a cut lip and a bruised face.

He refused to accept a chocolate from a girl, making her cry and bawled her eyes out. Kageyama got irritated at her, addressing herself as 'sama' and thinks he has no right to refuse her, thus forced him to tell how ugly and annoying she was. He called her delusional, and needed to go see a doctor.

After he left her, few men tried to gang up on him. Because he values his hands more than anything, Kageyama tried to run first, evading them as much as he can. He lost some of them, but as expected, getting hit was unavoidable. Lucky for him cops showed up and stopped the fight. Still, managing to get hit was frustrating, and he didn't want to take the girls apology for asking the guys to beat him up. What would she do if they hurt him and do irrevocable damage to his hands? Or any part that'll hinder him from playing volleyball.

"Are you sure you want to press charges on the girl as well?" The police officer asked once more, getting coaxed by the girl's crying and cajoling him.

"Huh?" Roared Kageyama. "I'm an athlete. My body is everything to me, if i didn't run fast enough, it could end my career! There's no way in hell that I'll let that..her...off the hook." He gritted his teeth, almost calling the girl ugly again.

"Eh?! No way! Hey! Wait! Who do you think you are?!" She screamed in front of the police officers and Kageyama excused himself after signing whatever it was he needed to sign.

Today's been a washed. He wanted to go home and just take a long bath and sleep.

Taking slow steps going up the stairs, Kageyama nursed his aching limbs. "Tch. I got hit here too, huh?"

"Hit where?"

A voice from behind asked and he whirls his head back. "Hello, Kageyama-kun." A red-orange hair sticking out of a hoody can be seen, and Kageyama panicked and step backs.

"Hi..Hi..Hinata, dumbass! What're you doing here?" He asked.

"That's a nice reaction, dummy. Anyways.. hic. Mind if I come in?" He asked.

Smells like, alcohol? Kageyama thought. "Sure.", he added.

The two barely even talked over time, not like they have anything left to say. But knowing full well that Kageyama still loves and care for Hinata, he told him important stuff: where he lives, any major events happening with his life and the redhead does the same.

"Pardon the intrusion." Hinata said, removing his shoes as he entered Kageyama's one bedroom apartment. This was the first time Hinata's been here and he can't believe how this place smells like the Kageyama he knows. Heck, smelling a particular scent of a person was unbelievable. Maybe I'm part dog. He said to himself and chuckled.

"Sit wherever." Kageyama said, boiling the water for their coffee.

Hinata did so, but not sit. He rolled around the man's bed. Seeing it, Kageyama chuckled, and hello, blush present again.

As much as Kageyama likes it, it was giving his resolve some turmoil. Why was Hinata here?

"Here's your coffee, dumbass. Did you had difficulty finding my place?" He asked and sat on the floor cushion.

"Nah, I took the trains, then cab. 8000 yen poorer." Hinata sipped the coffee, welcoming its bitter taste.

There was awkward silence between them, both taking glances at each other. This was the first time they saw each other after the break up they had. Both of them were nervous as hell.

"Sorry for coming unannounced, I realized I'm headed here without me knowing. It's weird, huh?"

Kageyama didn't answer that, and continued to look at Hinata. It felt like it was just yesterday, yet Hinata's changed so much. Longer hair, a bit taller, voice deeper, pierced ear. He wanted the man to stay as cute as he was. But seeing the mature Hinata, he can't help but think it suited the man more. He became a beautiful man in Kageyama's eyes.

I'm so gay. Kageyama felt himself sweat.

"Ugh, I feel sick." Hinata rest the cup on the table.

"I can see that, you look kinda green. Want to take a shower and rest for a while? The last train already departed." There was no malice in Kageyama's offer, but the redhead grinned anyway. "Heh. Okay."

.

Old habits die-hard. Hinata rested his phone somewhere out of water's reach and played a song. A western one again.

Good thing for Kageyama, he already understood a few English words and can converse well, diction aside.

" I tried to smile so the hurt won't show.

Tell everybody, I was glad to see you go.

But the tears just won't go away,

Loneliness found me, looks like it's here to stay.

I know that I oughta find someone new-

But all I find is myself always thinking of you."

The song played and Kageyama felt like the redhead's been playing with him. Breaking up then coming here was just absurd. The song somehow mocked his feelings and he clicked his tongue in annoyance.

"Thanks for letting me borrow your shower, Kageyama. I feel refreshed." Hinata said, rubbing the towel in his hair.

"That so? Then, come. I'll take you home." Jingling his keys, Kageyama said he'll drive Hinata back. No matter how far his place was.

It looks like Hinata wasn't surprised, he expected the raven to kick him out, so he nodded and tried to smile as best as he could. "Ah, before that."

Hinata took something out of his jacket pocket and gave Kageyama a wrapped chocolate. "Happy Valentines? I guess.. so yeah."

Kageyama snapped and hugged the redhead ever so tight, sniffing his hair as he does. Hinata got surprised by the sudden warmth, but welcomed the man and clutched Kageyama's shirt from behind. Hugged him back with all his might too.

"Kageyama." Hinata called out and Kageyama leaned in to give him a kiss.

"No."Said Hinata and diverted his face.

"Stop being such a fucking tease, idiot. Do you know how much you're making me suffer here?" Kageyama force his way to kiss the man but as expected, Hinata struggled.

"If I kiss you know, it won't end there!" Hinata toppled over and Kageyama hovered on top of him. Both man laid on the floor. Well Hinata was, as Kageyama pressed his weight on him.

"Of - fucking - course we won't! I honored what you wanted and gave you your freedom. Don't try to deny that you're seeking comfort elsewhere, I know all of it. Believe me, I want to strangle you where you stand. But I'm not an exception myself. I fuck others to release, but I can't get you out of my head, no matter much how I want to." Kageyama buried his head on Hinata's shoulders.

"..never again." He muttered. Never again will he let Hinata go.

There it was again, the silence between them.

"I told my family about the porn." Hinata rustled Kageyama's hair, embracing him too, with one arm.

"You did?" This somehow calmed Kageyama and he used his arms to hoist himself, still hovering on top of Hinata.

A nod was his answer.

"Shit. So that's how it is." Kageyama felt nervous for Hinata suddenly. He sat up and let Hinata use his lap as a pillow. "What did they say?" He asked.

There's no need for words, as Hinata's weeping was the clear answer.

Unbelievably guilty of having such ugly thoughts, Kageyama stroke Hinata's hair⁠?snot and tears be damned⁠?Kageyama comforted Hinata. "Want to go out?"

"I'm not in the mood to date anyone." Hinata said.

"Dumbdass." Kageyama flicked Hinata's forehead. "I meant go to the town and be stupid as we can be."

Hinata removed his arm that's been covering his face, "Sounds like a good plan." Said he.

"Wash your face, I'll just take a shower."

.

"Ahahaha! You! I can't believe you step on dog poop!" Hinata burst out laughing and Kageyama scorned him. "Shut up, you shitty Hinata!" He roared back.

"Haha. Still, I told you, 'watch out for the poop'. You're still a horrible drunk!" He smiled. Good thing Kageyama wore sandals and he can just toss that thing out. That and the fact that an athlete like Kageyama makes a lot of money now. He can even buy new shoes now if he wanted to.

"Still, Tokyo sure is nice. Don Quixote stores have everything. Even slippers with your gigantic size." Hinata looks from left to right, admiring the city. It was already past midnight and the streets were bustling with crowds still.

"So..where'd you want to go next?" Kageyama said, smoothly changing the subject.

"Tattoo." Mutters Hinata as he saw the tattoo shop sign.

"Yeah, that's a tattoo shop." Kageyama pointed out, that pouted he usually wears' present on his face.

"I meant, I want to get a tattoo."

"Are you for real? Those shop are for you know.. men in gangs."

"You're such a back ward, Podunk guy. I'm getting one, whether you want to or not."

"Oi, wait!"

Too late, for Hinata already went inside the shop.

"You sure about this?" Kageyama asked and Hinata smiled. "Yeah. Something to commemorate this day."

"What would you have then?" Kageyama looked around and the shop looked clean enough. The artist was accommodating and friendly. Even offering then bottle water. They look and smell drunk after all.

"Hm.. I wonder. Maybe a broken wings on my back?" Hinata browsed through the catalog.

"That's some depressing shit."

Hinata laughed, "Except you and my love ones, everything in my life is depressing shit."

"That... should I be happy with that?" Kageyama asked. Blushing again.

"Yeah? I don't know, maybe?"

"That's being vague."

"Hm.. I think you know I love you. That's not being vague, you moron."

"Then..."

"Then what?" Hinata asked.

Shouyo: 31 , Tobio: 30

"Wow! So very gallant of you, treating all of us to a resort on your birthday." Hitoka pointed out, carrying her toddler Yuna in her arms. Shouyo thought motherhood made the blonde very beautiful. Somehow her long hair and softer way of speaking suited her.

"It's nothing. This was some sort of reunion as well." Shouyo said.

"Where do we place our bags, Hinata?" Tanaka asked, carrying the stuff he had together with his new bride's things.

"Ah, you can place that on that cottage over there, we reserved one part of the resort. So there's no one here but us." Kuroo said, while he was busy manning the barbecue station.

"We brought watermelons. It's cool already." Sugawara said, asking Yachi to hold Yuna for a second. He just loves kids, especially kids his kouhai has. Not like they have a lot. Only Yuna.

"Where's your husband, Yachi-chan?" Kuroo asked.

"Now that you mention it, he's here somewhere. Ah, there. With Tobio-kun." She said.

"Hungry. Food. Dumbass." Tobio walked towards them and rested his chin on Hinata's shoulder, arms fasten at the redhead's waist.

"Are you a caveman? Use your words." Shouyo smacked Tobio's head with a plastic cup and gave the man some tea. "Help us prepare here."

"Maa, maa. He just came back from his flight. Plus, the games just ended yesterday, he must be tired." Sawamura said, fawning over Yuna as well.

The little girl has her mom's blonde hair and she giggled like her too. But as much as she wanted to stay with her uncles, seeing his Dad made her fidgety.

"Okay, go to your daddy." Sawamura said, letting her walk on her own. She ran towards the sandy beach and hugged her daddy's legs, asking to be lift up.

"My, just one year and she can already run. How time flies." Yamaguchi pointed out while looking how the kid ran.

"You sound like an old fart." Shouyo said.

"Meats done!" Tanaka called them out, and all of them circled the barbecue station.

Even though they're old men now, they still eat like a bunch of teenagers, chomping down the meat like there's no tomorrow. Tobio even choked at some point that Tsukishima had to punch his gut so he can spit it all out. There was an uproar after it: the two fighting over, as their spouses stopped them. This was followed by laughters and wolf whistling to make the two kiss and make up. Something they've done to stop the two from going at each others throats.

It has been years since they saw Kageyama and for all they know, the man already left this life behind. They could not be wrong from what they saw, it seemed like those two⁠?Hinata and Kageyama⁠?felt like they haven't part ways.

Like there was an unknown promise between them, that even after all these years, they'll stay the same.

This surprised everyone, including those who were closed to them. Seeing the redhead do his thing, focusing on studying, on his case and trial, his degrees, and mending his family's situation⁠?it was obvious he has no time for Kageyama.

It was also the same with the infamous Setter. Kick starting his career in a small team, his name was heard throughout in volleyball world as he carried his team through series of championships. Somehow, he became one, if not the Top sought after Setter.

Over time, people that surrounded them thought breaking up was the right thing to do, cause the two became equally successful with their lives.

Getting blindsided was like a slap in the faces of everyone when Hinata, last year, told them Kageyama was coming home.

And not just coming home, the two are getting married.

It seemed like without saying a word, the two walked hand in hand, stepping to their goals. Everyone breathed as sigh of relief, since it looked like they've been worried about the two for no reason.

"I want one too." Sugawara said, looking at Yuna while she messily eats her already de-seed watermelon.

"Here.." Tobio gave him a slice and Sugawara shook his head while he chuckled.

"He means Yuna, baka." Shouyo said and shook his head at how idiot the raven was even now.

"He wants Yuna? I don't get it." Tobio looked at him and Yuna as well.

"Ahaha, a baby! He wants a baby too, Tobio-kun." Yachi pointed out and Sawamura besides Sugawara blushed so much.

"But men can't have babies." The raven followed up.

"You're making my head hurt." Tsukishima opened up a cold beer and removed his shirt. The sun was getting hot and he needed to cool down. Yamaguchi got one beer too, somehow this baby talks' making him nervous for some reason.

"Technically, yes. Men can't delivery babies themselves. But there are ways to have one: adoption, surrogacy, having intercourse with a woman with the intention of impregnating her. The list goes on." Shouyo pointed out and Tobio who was beside him sweats.

"You mean you want a kid too?" He asked.

"Why're we talking about these stuff in a picnic table?" Kuroo asked, somehow after this, everyone's silent.

Not until Kenma decided to break the ice. "I want one too." he said.

Semes who're present, visibly pale cause it seems like their ukes are thinking of such dangerous things.

.

The red-orange sunset falls on them, making the water glimmers.

After their lunch, their former coaches, teammates and new University varsity team all came. Shouyo invited them all, since his spouse donated a lot for the University sports club. That, and this was his way of saying thank you to everyone.

They played beach volleyball for a few hours, while the old ones enjoyed the food and young ones made a castle building contest and the loser had to be buried till their necks in the sand. Yuna, who was busy picking up seashells, even kicked some sand on their losers faces as she passed them by.

There was music, laughter, booze and food.

Over all, it was a good day.

"Idiot, up for a swim?" Tobio's face blocked Shouyo's view as he lay on the sand watching the clouds.

"Sure." He grinned.

He raise his hand upward so Tobio can yank him up. The two removed their shirts and walked towards the water. Hand in hand, testing their feet on the water for temperature.

"Nice and warm." Tobio said.

Shouyo looked at the man besides him and awe at the sight. Somehow Tobio aged well. His hair style hasn't changed much, except it got shorter. He grew taller too, around 188cm now or more. Because he was still playing volleyball, the man has long, lean body. And thankfully, that abs was still there. Or rather, it has become more ripped than before.

One noticeable change on Tobio was that, even though he was the same idiot as he was back then, his face was now free of the scowl. Laughing from time to time, somehow the maturity changed him. And changed him good.

Shouyo squeezed Tobio's hand that's been linked with his.

"Yup. All nice and warm." He said.

.

"Ah, ah. This is.. oh my god." Yachi fanned herself and her husband immediately stood besides her. "Why are you crying honey?" He asked.

Not one of her friends asked why she's crying though, they can all see it too.

From where they were, they can see a pair of wings joined side by side. As if it took flight. Somehow, the canvass⁠?the sunset made the tattooed backs more beautiful.

Looking down, the hands that joined together formed a shackle as they touched. Somehow, the mystery tattooed thumb⁠?that's riddled their mind for years⁠?been solved.

"Together taking flight. Forever in a bind."

Kenma said, and they all looked at him and the book he's been reading all day.

A book one particular redhead wrote.

A/n: thanks everyone, I'm sorry for this hell. Ugh. anyways, thanks for reading this fiction.. it all started like a smutty, porn kind of fiction.. but I ended it how I originally intended it to end. wow, that's hard to say RL. XD

here's to clear it up. Hinata's bday is on June. And Kageyama's celebrates Dec. So there. The age thing.

taspo- "tobacco passport" (たばこのパスポート tabako no pasupōto ) identication card use to verify age. You know, buying cigarettes is prohibited for minors.

anyways-

I fucking suck, i know. Forgive me.. anyways.. see you on my next fic, if you enjoyed this one.. if not.. i'm so sorry for taking your time. :'(

love it or hate it, this is the end.

\m/

18+ ~The Liar and the Masochist~ Haikyuu!!(ハイキュー!!) [KageHina]

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