Whispers Of The Heart ( Vibranteyes & Sosuke0549)

[Vibranteyes]

Abio sighed, shaking his head at the human, "You need to go to sleep. they'll have food.." He whispered to him before placing his hand on the human's head and watching him slump in his arms. The demon picked up the male, carrying him bridal style towards a couch in another room before placing him carefully on it. The demon exhaled again as the human slept, wishing that Kenji didn't always have to go through so much pain or experience heartache right now. since he couldn't cook to save his life, he was going to have to use his powers which would be very easy. When the kid's mother would wake up, she probably wasn't going to feel like cooking or doing anything. Abio went into the kitchen, snapping his fingers, which resulted in a big pot of stew being placed on the stove.

 

Once he returned to the adjacent room of kitchen, he scooped the human up in his arms before advancing towards the door. Abio opened it before going outside, and placing him in the back seat of his car before getting in the car himself and driving back towards his home.

[Sosuke0549]

"You need to go to sleep. they'll have food.."[/Quote]

He whispered to him trying to ease him but Kenji was already on edge and shaken up.

"N-No! Ab-"

His body became heavy, He suddenly became extremely sleepy. He couldn't stop his eyes from closing

".a...Ab..o..i.."

Kenji slumped into the demon's arms. Fast asleep.

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"Timmy!!"

Kenji shot up from his bed, breathing heavily. It took a moment for him to clam down. He glanced around the room. He was.. back home? But how? Did Aboi bring him back?

"O-Oh no.. mom!"

He climbed out of bed. He needed to be their. He needed to make sure everyone was ok.

 

Kenji was always the type to put others before him.

[Vibranteyes]

Abio heard Kenji from upstairs so he ascended up the stairs where he put the human in his bed room. Opening the door, he saw Kenji looked more rested this time, but he still seemed frantic. "Are you alright?" He asked the human, still feeling bad for him. "Its like 4' o'clock now.. do you want to come down stairs?"

[Sosuke0549]

Kenji shook his head.

"I should be at the orphanage! Mrs, Fair needs me.. the kids need me.. She'll need help w-with Timmy's funeral. I can't be here! Why'd you bring me back! "

The human bit his lip, going into the closest and pulling out a bag where he began to put some clothes in it.

"Ill have to stay there a few more days. Everyone is upset and.. And sad and.. I have to help!"

He quickly put on his shoes.

"Take me back! Aboi please!"

He begged.

 

But Mrs. Fair had called and left a message on the house phone when the boy was fast asleep. She wanted Kenji to stay home, She wanted him to relax And let out his feelings. She spoke of handling the child's funeral by herself and for him not to worry about her or the others. She was ok..She was now worried about Kenji.

"It wasn't your fault"

She had said. And that it was ok to cry.

[Vibranteyes]

"No, I'm not taking you back right now.. Maybe you should try resting." Abio said, giving the other a sad look, feeling bad for him, "You've actually been sleeping for a long time... I'll bring you some food it you want," Abio stepped from the door to motion towards the bed,sitting on it to stare up at the human. Studying his face. He couldn't know what it was like to love all those children, or care for his mother. But he knew it hurt when he saw how upset the human was, "Or we can go downstairs.." Abio suggested.

[Sosuke0549]

Kenji stated at the demon, frustration on his face.

"I'm not hungry! W-Why can't you take me back?"

He bit his lip.

"Y-Your heartless! You don't get it! I Don't get it! Why do you only seem to care about me! You have no feelings! I hate it! I know your not human but if you hate all the others what makes me so special? WHY DIDN'T YOU EAT ME?!?! I'm not special! Just so orphanage faggot looser that no one wanted! I'd be better off dead!"

Tears slipping from his eyes and down his cheeks as he dropped his bag and covered his face, sobbing.

He going threw so many emotions right now. He didn't know what to do with himself.

[Vibranteyes]

"Because you need to lay down.." Abio face was etched with concern as he watched at the human bite his lip, probably getting ready to cry. As he motioned towards him to try and comfort his, red eyes blinked in surprise when he stated that he was heartless and started to have a meltdown. Awkwardly he stood there with a frown for a moment, looking a bit confused and not sure how to answer just yet."...Ok." Abio let out an exhale, slumping his shoulders " Take a deep breath, you're just really upset because of what happened earlier. It would be best if you just lay down for now.. And when you're more calm we can talk about what you said.." The demon slowly approached the other, wiping his tears with the sleeves of his shirt before wrapping his arms around him. "Look if you lay down for a while, and promise to eat something... Maybe later you can see your mother.." He said in a low and quiet voice, feeling the others trembling body.

[Sosuke0549]

"Because you need to lay down.." [/Quote]

"No!...n-No.. no"

"...Ok." [/Quote]

His boyfriend slumped his shoulders.

" Take a deep breath, you're just really upset because of what happened earlier. It would be best if you just lay down for now.. And when you're more calm we can talk about what you said.."[/Quote]

Kenji bit his lip again. Looking at the ground, as Aboi approached him and whipped his tears away with the sleeves of his shirt before hugging him. Kenji relaxed in his arms as he sniffles.

"Look if you lay down for a while, and promise to eat something... Maybe later you can see your mother.." [/Quote]

He said in a low and quiet voice.

"...ok.."

The human nuzzled into his boyfriend for a moment, before slowly pulling away, taking his shoes off and laying down on the bed, his eyes red and wet and his nose stuffy.

"I'll just.. eat soup.. or a sandwich.."

He muttered.

[Vibranteyes]

"Alright.. I'll be back," Abio left the room, descending downstairs inorder to make Kenji a sandwich and fixed him some of the soup that Violet had made the other day. Pouring a glass of water, he also grabbed a napkin before ascending back up the stairs with the food. He opened the door to his bed room, walking in and placed the food on the dresser that was next to the bed, "Alright.. I got you both just incase you had changed your mind about which one you wanted. You don't have to eat all of it." Abio said, staring down at Kenji, "I had just wanted to make sure you at least put something in your mouth.."

[Sosuke0549]

"Alright.. I'll be back,"[/Quote]

Aboi left him, giving him a chance to think. So much had happened...Timmy was dead..his mom, the orphanage was in grief and he realized that...one day he'd die... every day he was getting closer and closer to death...aging and.. leaving Aboi behind. Aboi suddenly

opened the bedroom door, walking in and placing the food on the dresser beside him. Kenji slowly sat up.

"...thank you..."

"Alright.. I got you both just incase you had changed your mind about which one you wanted. You don't have to eat all of it....I had just wanted to make sure you at least put something in your mouth.."[/Quote]

The human nodded, whipping his eyes. He hesitantly looked up at his boyfriend.

"H..hey...Aboi...c-Can I ask you...something? "

He looked at the ground.

"W..what are you...going to do..when I..die?"

He whispered.

[Vibranteyes]

"Hold on... " Abio sighed as he sat on the bed, staring thoughtfully at the floor before speaking, "A lot has happened to you today. You can rest.." He rubbed the others shoulders a bit, " But if not... if you want to talk about what just happened earlier...We can..." Frowing slightly, he shifted on the bed before folding his hands in his lap, "...You said I don't care about other people, you're right I don't care for other humans. I care about other demons, and creatures." He rubbed the back of his neck, '' .. I just can't care about any other human beside you. It's still a wonder to me how I'm so nice to you. But... Not that I regret falling inlove with you or anything" Abio sighed more, "You're in a relationship with a "demon", there will be a lot of things I will do that you won't like, I am sorry"

[Sosuke0549]

"Hold on... " [/Quote]

His boyfriend sighed, sitting beside him.

"A lot has happened to you today. You can rest.." [/Quote]

The human bit his lip feeling the other rub his shoulders, He was very tense.. His muscles tight.

" But if not... if you want to talk about what just happened earlier...We can..."[/Quote]

"..I do.."

The demon frowned, pulling away and putting his hands in his lap.

"...You said I don't care about other people, you're right I don't care for other humans. I care about other demons, and creatures .. I just can't care about any other human beside you. It's still a wonder to me how I'm so nice to you. But... Not that I regret falling in love with you or anything. You're in a relationship with a "demon", there will be a lot of things I will do that you won't like, I am sorry"[/Quote]

Kenji listened, holding himself a little bit. Why him? Why only him? And its true..sometimes the Human did forget that Aboi didn't share the same emotions he did. They were...so different.

".........."

Kenji wasn't sure what to say. It took him a moment to find the words.

"Why me...what's so special about me..."

He looked at him.

"What if you wake up one day and suddenly not care about me! Or...Or when I die.. w-What will you do.."

His eyes fell. Everything suddenly hit him. That as time went by He was getting older and older, closer to death.. he was going to die.. and Aboi? Aboi would never age.. he'd go on living with out him. And maybe.. in 50-100 years... he'd forgot about him. Kenji didn't want to be forgotten.

[Vibranteyes]

Abio tilted his head, thinking for a moment, " I dunno... I guess I just like your personality. there is just something about you that I'm drawn to. And you aren't an idiot like the rest of our peers at that school I was going to... you're smart'' Abio attempted to force a small smile on his lips,"...Even though you're caring, sweet and fail to do anything diabolical. I still like you. I should hate those things about you but I don't."

 

Kenji looked downward, looking like his world was falling apart. "I won' stop caring about you,Ok? I'm going to always love you." Leaning forward, he wrapped arms around the other, " .. Kenji you're just going to have to accept certains things. You're a human, yes you will die one day. But until then I'll be here totry and spend every moment with you,"

[Sosuke0549]

Kenji listened, hearing the others voice As he tried to reassure him. His boyfriend hugged him tightly.

" .. Kenji you're just going to have to accept certains things. You're a human, yes you will die one day. But until then I'll be here to try and spend every moment with you,"[/Quote]

Kenji didn't Say anything. How could he? How do you respond to that? It seemed Aboi knew, accepted and didn't care when he died. He knew he'd leave him at some point...and he was ok with that?

 

"I'm..not hungry anymore.."

He muttered, he felt so much sorrow, getting the sudden urge to start cutting again. He hating feeling like this... even when he had Aboi...He was alone. He could never truly be apart of his world...never truly be with him.

The boy slowly pulled away.

"...l..let's..break up then..."

He whispered not looking at him.

"..j-Just go our... separate ways...Fang was...right...We are too different..."

His voice broken, and just saying the words, 'lets break up' made his eyes water .

[Vibranteyes]

"W-what?" The others words hurt, feeling like a knife stabbing straight through him. Abio was now confused and deeply hurt, "...A-are you kidding me?" bright red eyes were now wide, and His voice rose a bit from feeling anger, and frustration. And it only increased when the human decided to bring Fang up in the conversation, "Look, kid. I don't want to hear about "Fang", Ok? And Why do you always want to break up? You say this every time we have a problem." The demon growled, his red eyes flickering slightly with fire, "You know what-" Abio sighed heavily, throwing his hands up as as he turned away while shaking his head " Kenji. you're just upset because you had a terrible day..." He said in a calmer but tight voice, trying to convince himself that was the reason why the male had said that, " I'm going down stairs. You need to get some rest or something..." With that said, the demon moved off the bed and left.

[Sosuke0549]

"W-what? ...A-are you kidding me?"[/Quote]

His eyes a bright red and wide, his voice rose a bit in frustration.

"Look, kid. I don't want to hear about "Fang", Ok? And Why do you always want to break up? You say this every time we have a problem. You know what- ......Kenji. you're just upset because you had a terrible day..."[/Quote]

"N..no...i-I'm serious. "

The demon ignored him.

" I'm going down stairs. You need to get some rest or something..."[/Quote]

"W-wait Aboi! I'm se--"

His lover left. Kenji bit his lips, quickly whipping his stray tears away.

 

Kenji didn't want to expect the fact that Aboi wasn't going to grow old with him... That he'd die while the other lived to find someone else. Who else kissed Aboi...who else had he fucked and whispered The words.. 'I love you'

The human nuzzled into the bed sheets.

"..I..I don't know what to do..."

He muttered to himself.

[Vibranteyes]

Abio accompanied the others, sitting on the couch to watch T.V. Though he didn't say anything to either of them. A black aura lingered around his form as his eye twitched in annoyance.

[Sosuke0549]

"What happened? You guys have a fight?

Vlad stared at him.

"It's not easy dating a human...I bet he wants to break up...am I right? "

"Why? I thought you guys were obsessed with each other. "

"Oh they are, but I image Kenji has suddenly realized that he's replaceable, and unlike Aboi, he'll grow old and die...This is why relationships with humans never last long."

Vlad frowned.

"So... are you guys breaking up? "

The two friends looked at Aboi curious.

[Vibranteyes]

Abio looked between Vlad and Violet, grunting as they began to have a conversation about him and Kenji, "...What did you hear all of that?" The demon asked, raising his eyebrow at the two. He shouldn't be surprised though, they both had sharp hearing just like he did. "I'm not getting deep into this..." THe demon propped his feet on the living room table, sinking into the couch as he crossed his arms "Don't mention that human to me again." He hissed," All I'm going to say is It's up to him whether or not we're breaking up. He's the one that just chose to do it out of nowhere. Now drop it..." Abio nearly cracked the remote from squeezing it too tihgtly.

[Sosuke0549]

{ Next day }

Kenji had gathered his things into is old and dirty school bag. It was early in the Moring. And of course Him and Aboi didn't sleep in the same room, they were fighting after all.

 

It was around 7 am when he walked down the stairs. His head down.

"Where are you going?"

Kenji tensed turning around and seeing Violet. He bit his lip.

"H-home..."

"...Your... breaking up with Aboi? "

"I-..It's better...this way..."

"I see...."

To Kenji's surprise the witch hugged him tenderly and suddenly.

"Your not so bad for a human.. I'm glad I met you.."

Kenji smiled a little.

"W-where's Aboi..I.. I don't know if I can face him... so I..wrote this letter...do you think you can...give it to him.."

"Of course, but... you should see him face to face..."

"If I do that...he'll change my mind...and.. my body goes..numb when ever he's close to me...and...his eyes...I can never look straight at him."

He spoke honestly.

"I.. I have to go.. thank you Vlioet...f-for everything.."

He headed for the door.

[Vibranteyes]

It was now morning. After waking up he sat up in bed for moment, trying to blink away the tiredness before preparing and washing up in the bathroom. Abio went downstairs, not looking angry anymore but tired and giving a blank stare, If he was hurting, he was trying not to show it. "... I guess I'll try and find something to do today," Scratching his head slightly, he spotted Violet in the livning room, "Hey..." He said to her, waving half heartidly, "Uh.. how is your morning?" He asked her, his eyes averting to the clock though. He noticed that it was almost 11 o' clock.

[Sosuke0549]

It was hard for violet to smile when she saw Aboi. She slowly handed the other a envelope.

"He told me to give this to you...

Was all she said, panting his shoulder and then stepping into the kitchen to give him some privacy .

 

Letter -

Dear, Aboi

I don't really know where to start. I love you.. I always have. You always noticed me when no one else ever did. You made me want to love myself...

I Don't want this. I don't want to watch myself grow old while you stay the same. I'm not like you... were so different. Maybe to different. I'm going back to school... back to my old life, before I started dating you. Back to being a garage boy, back to being at the orphanage and my apartment. It's better this way. I'm.. so happy I met you. Please don't come after me, or try to change my mind. I wrote this letter because I was too scared to face you. I felt like you'd change my mind. That you'd force a kiss on me that would make everything all better. I'm sorry, please don't do anything to hurt yourself, you have Violet and Vlad.. I know you'll be ok ..

Best wishes, Kenji

P.S I'll always love you, please... Don't hate me.

End

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Kenji sighed as He tossed his bag on his old apartment floor. Tossing himself on the couch. He didn't have enough money for a bed. He covered his face finally breaking down and sobbing into the couch. It was over.... him and Aboi...were over...

He'd never feel his lips again... never feel his hot alluring touch. Never hear him say dirty things in his ear.

"I- I'm sorry! .. sorry..s-s...sorry... "

He cried. It had only been 4 hours.. and already he was missing him. There was a pain in his heart that he couldn't describe... a unbearable pain of grief.

[Vibranteyes]

Abio sighed from exhaustion, hesitantly he took the letter to read it. He frowned slightly, feeling that familiar pain from yesturday come back again. Looking up from the letter after a minute, he avoided eye contact with the other, "aum....Thanks," The demon carefully folded the letter neately before placing it in his bag. He needed a distraction today to take his mind off what just happened. so he pondered about something strange, he wasn't sure what else to do so he though of killing humans for their soul.Would that get his mind off this? But didn't he promise to Kenji that he would never kill any human, he wasn't sure or remembered. That shouldn't matter now though... He shouldn't care. "Ugh. I'm going... Bye" The demon said tiredly, leaving the house.

[Sosuke0549]

{ 1 year later }

"Kenji ! Take out the garage! "

"Yes sir! "

Kenji yelled, rushing to grab the trash and throw it in the dumpster. A year had passed since Kenji saw Aboi. They had broken up months ago.. Kenji at first.. took the break up rather hard, however he found a little relief once he started cutting again. He distracted himself. Finishing school a year early so he could leave his awful high school and the bullying to attend college. He still had his garbage job.. and the same shity apartment, and he still visited the orphanage quite often. Most of the kids he knew were adopted...and a lot of them were now new children.

 

Kenji had actually made some friends, of course they didn't know he was gay... at his college. He decided to keep that a secrete.

 

Everything seemed... ok. Back to normal. He wasn't talking to anyone or seeing anyone. He didn't think he was ready to try dating again.

 

Occasionally Kenji would think about the old days and cry a little missing the other. The only time He could get off was remembering the others body and voice. He still.. loved and secretly missed the demon.

The human grew out his hair a little more. He still kept his baby face Not having grown out his facial hair. His eyes were still that marketable soft chocolate brown. Not much had changed about him.

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"Hahah- and what'd you do after that?!"

"I went to the store and bought a tone of towels to clean up the mess, my parents never found out. "

Kenji laughed a little as he walked with a group of people. Three of them were boys while two others were girls.

"Ok so Kenji, you didn't hear it from me but I think Yoko has a little thing for you. "

Kenji shook his head.

"Your making this up."

"No dude! I'm serious! You should ask her out. Guarantee she'll say yes."

Kenji shrugged, his eyes glanced over at the girl who often seemed to blush when ever they made eye-contract. He sighted looking at the ground and walking quietly. So much has stayed the same.. and yet so much was so different. He actually belonged somewhere at school. He was no longer a social outcast.

"Yoko!! Get out of the way!"

His friend yelled. Kenji looked up to find the girl in the way of a speeding car. She froze like a deer in head lights. Kenji panicked.

 

With out thinking he ran to the girl and pushed her out of harms way, letting the car hit him instead... and that's when everything changed.

 

Everything went black...

[Vibranteyes]

A year had passed so things had changed for the demon. Kenji had left, leaving Abio who had a hard time accepting that their relationship was actually over. Everyday, he* use to wait for Kenji to return, hear a knock on the door or hoping to open the door only for Kenji* to hug him tightly. But he never came back and that did something to Abio, he wasn't sure if he would ever get in a serious relationship again. Never again would he give up heart so easily.

 

As time went by he felt like his soul was getting darker, changing . There was this black cloud*over him, that wouldn't go away , draining him of his happiness. He missed the human terribly. What made it worse was Kenjis scent was all over his sheets so he has to pulled them off. Being alone led to him thinking a lot about what happen before the break up and after the break up. Even about Fang despite him being an asshat, Abio thought that maybe he was right about him and Kenjis relationship. Strange shit frequently happened, things wouldnt turn out well, and people always seemed to want to murder Kenji. No one wanted them together. would it just be safer and make their lives easier if they* never saw each other again?

 

It wasn't until months after the human left that Abio decided that laying around in bed all day, staring at the ceiling with* rim red eyes and constantly* feeling depressed wasn't going to fix anything. Abio had decided to get away from his home and return to the dark realm underneath the earth. Where he would go back to his old ways, be a cold hearted demon and be amongst his own people. his heart would be cold as ice, being consumed by darkness.

 

Down in hell, There were demons of various sizes, shapes with different characteristic. some demons he remebered and some he didnt. But he was going to stay down here long enough to get to know everybody. in his demon form, his horns had turned black like coil, curling at the edges with pointy ears on either side of his head, his cheek bones appeared abnormally sharp, and he had a tail swaying behind him with a pointy arrow at the end. His claws were sharp as well as his fangs, getting larger whenever he felt too angry. The irises around his eyes were a piercing yellow, narrow slits similar to a snake , and giant bat like wings protruded from his back. Abio skin had turned a fiery red, very warm when touched and in his mouth was a fork like tongue. The only thing that stayed the same was his snowy white hair.

 

Abio only left the realm when he had a mission involving a human or just doing immoral things on earth. He often seemed to enjoy these task, for just a little while they kept his mind off the anger and sadness he usually felt inside.