vyssini Posted July 8, 2015 Share Posted July 8, 2015 Warmth spreads in his chest. Raz thought, 'you think that its possible for me to live apart from you?'. But he decided not to speak that out loud. He enjoyed the kisses they shared, the hugs and the love making, of course. If he could turn back the time, he would never leave his side that day. His heart ached thinking of the days they should have spent together in each others arms but he could only blame himself. If I could only help... He suddenly pushed Lee away and his eyes glinted with excitement. "I can! Of course!" He grabbed his lovers hands and said, "The living donor should be someone who has an important relationship with that recipient and is coming forward to donate at his or her own free will. If it's compatible blood type, there will be no problem with me, right? And I'm in otherwise excellent health so?" His heart is beating so fast as he stared waiting for Lee's reaction. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ayais Posted July 8, 2015 Author Share Posted July 8, 2015 Lee looked at Raz when he pushed away and said he could “ you be out for at lease 3 months recovering form the surgery and you can get tested to see if your even a match and what would you tell the press we cant very well say your saving your lover life..” he kisst him “its worth a try you really do that for me?” he asked with a smile .Lee was touched that Raz would do this for him. " it means the word to me that you even offterd. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
vyssini Posted July 8, 2015 Share Posted July 8, 2015 Raz didn't even stop to think about the consequences that may affect his career. "If it can save you what is a mere three months? Besides, it's not like I can't do any work during that time. If everything works out fine, we can release my album right after. And your good at your job, aren't you? So I'll leave it to you and Jean how we're going to work out the schedule." He smiled slyly and ran his hands on Lee's hair. He loved playing with the long strands of his raven head. He tip toed and planted a quick kiss on his lover's lips. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ayais Posted July 8, 2015 Author Share Posted July 8, 2015 “I am the best at my job… in fact they are having a hard time finding a temp for me…” He smirked and kiss him “ We have the doctor do the test today to see if you would even be a mach..” he held him close “ I love you Raz..you know I would have gone with you I would have been your Roddy your manger what every you needed form me.. I know you were afraid of me bring you down.. that’s why I worked so hard to get to were I am..” He closed his eyes “You’re here now… and forever..” he kisst him deeply. “I don’t think its safe for you to come out yet… maybe in two years time..” Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
vyssini Posted July 10, 2015 Share Posted July 10, 2015 "Lee, are you seriously asking me that? You know I spent the two years we've been apart to reach this position and a two-year break is something that would surely end my career and trash my painstaking effort." He sucked his lower lip and looked at him straight in the eyes. "Hey, I know your worried about me but I can do it. You promised me, remember?" He kissed the strands of hair he had been twisting around his fingers and softly glanced at his lover's face. "I can have them both. You and my dream. Isn't that the deal?" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ayais Posted July 10, 2015 Author Share Posted July 10, 2015 Lee laugh no love I mean come out as gay in two years it a big risk but I am sure they will be so many other to come out befoure you now that its legal to get married..” He kiss him deeply “Yes your dream matter to me Raz it always have. The doctor will be here in a hour do you want to cuddle in bed till he gets here.. he will knock and will think noting off you being here..” he yawned “god I hate being tired all the time..” - - - Updated - - - Lee laugh no love I mean come out as gay in two years it a big risk but I am sure they will be so many other to come out befoure you now that its legal to get married..” He kiss him deeply “Yes your dream matter to me Raz it always have. The doctor will be here in a hour do you want to cuddle in bed till he gets here.. he will knock and will think noting off you being here..” he yawned “god I hate being tired all the time..” Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
vyssini Posted July 10, 2015 Share Posted July 10, 2015 When the realization hit him, Raz felt his face flushed in deep red. 'marriage' He never thought of them getting back together and of course, he would never dream of marrying him either. But he did not give his answer instead he pulled his lover back to their room. Yes, 'their' room. He pushed him on the bed and smiled sweetly. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ayais Posted July 10, 2015 Author Share Posted July 10, 2015 Lee smiled “ I am not saying we every have to get married I am just saying that it the world should be more open do to the fact that two men now can get married..” He kisst him “ please am not trying to scare you off .” he pulled Raz in bed and kiss him deeply “you still taste so sweet.. I been with other in the last two years but .. you .. still have a hold on me…I know I should hate your or at least be mad at you but I am not… not in the least…” Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
vyssini Posted July 11, 2015 Share Posted July 11, 2015 Raz felt a surge of guilt wildly crashing on his chest. He was irresponsible and selfish, one who always put himself in a safe spot above all else. "I.." His lips were conquered by a deep sensual kiss, his head swimming in fog and clouds. "...." He thought of it, too. What he said earlier about revenge would actually make more sense than Lee accepting him just like this. As if what happened in the past which affected both their lives was just a simple lover's quarrel that took two years to resolve. Then their night together would be the make-up sex. "What do you want to hear from me?" He softly asked burying his head on Lee's hair. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ayais Posted July 11, 2015 Author Share Posted July 11, 2015 Lee smiled at Raz and Yawn “That you love me..” He warp his arms around him “ That you never leave me no matter what..” he held him close “No I don’t want to hurt you or get revenge on what you did I just want to move on with our life.. being sick has made me somewhat humble and better understand life…” He closed his eyes once more “Wake me when the doctor comes..” Lee didn’t want to use the word dieing he didn’t want Raz to be upset and worry beside now there was a small chance he could be a mach. - - - Updated - - - Lee smiled at Raz and Yawn “That you love me..” He warp his arms around him “ That you never leave me no matter what..” he held him close “No I don’t want to hurt you or get revenge on what you did I just want to move on with our life.. being sick has made me somewhat humble and better understand life…” He closed his eyes once more “Wake me when the doctor comes..” Lee didn’t want to use the word dieing he didn’t want Raz to be upset and worry beside now there was a small chance he could be a mach. - - - Updated - - - Lee smiled at Raz and Yawn “That you love me..” He warp his arms around him “ That you never leave me no matter what..” he held him close “No I don’t want to hurt you or get revenge on what you did I just want to move on with our life.. being sick has made me somewhat humble and better understand life…” He closed his eyes once more “Wake me when the doctor comes..” Lee didn’t want to use the word dieing he didn’t want Raz to be upset and worry beside now there was a small chance he could be a mach. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
vyssini Posted July 12, 2015 Share Posted July 12, 2015 Many people loved his voice and described it as seductive but calming. But to him, no voice was more pleasant and endearing than that of Lee's. Raz felt at ease in his lover's embrace. He watched him as Lee's eyelids became heavy and finally fell asleep. He brushed the raven strands playfully twisting it in his fingers. He closed his eyes and kissed the raven strands. "I love you." His whisper was too soft that only he can hear. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ayais Posted July 12, 2015 Author Share Posted July 12, 2015 Lee woke up to a knock on the door he got out of bed and sighed he is here. Doctor Gray was young and handsome doctor he had been Lee doctor since before even help lee out in aa and rehab . He smiled seeing Raz “I am a big fan of your work …he came in with a large bag off supplies . Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
vyssini Posted July 12, 2015 Share Posted July 12, 2015 Raz was a little annoyed at the interrupting knocks on the door. But seeing a doctor being ushered inside, he fixed himself and gave the doctor a smile. "That's flattering coming from a doctor." He walked towards the visitor and offered his help on his things after shaking his hand. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ayais Posted July 12, 2015 Author Share Posted July 12, 2015 Lee warp his arms around gray and give him a kiss on the lips hey babe … I am afraid I have to break our playtime I don’t want to break your hart if you cant save me beside the guy I told you about is back in my life..” Gray sighed “ tell him if he breaks your hart again ill break his legs..” he hooked Lee up to a Ivy “ and prep lee arm to draw blood. “ you cant afforded another hart break.. I don’t want you to relapse . Lee would apoizes about the kiss to raz when the doctor left . “ this little song bird wants to see if he a match… if you have the tools to test him..” Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
vyssini Posted July 13, 2015 Share Posted July 13, 2015 Raz raised his brows on the intimacy between the two. His guard was down since he thought he would be meeting a 'doctor'. No wonder the great doctor was too willing and too accommodating for comfort. After their little show, he stood there, reclining his back on the wall, silently watching from the sidelines. Of course, their hushed up conversation reached his ears. He didn't want to be rude so he just stayed quiet. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ayais Posted July 13, 2015 Author Share Posted July 13, 2015 (Is Raz his real name ? maybe Lee told the doctor his name ?) Gray nodded “that’s very nice of you Raz its been hard to find one… and the list is so long even with Lee contacts .. “ He smiled and swaped some on a hand scanner with a sceen . “ your levels are good today your white cell count is low but not to low..” he put whent out side sending the tub to his van were it would be sent away ,while gray was in his van Lee sighed “ It was along time ago.. he helped me out a lot.. I had to give him a goodbye kiss or he might think something up…” He touched his cheek “don’t be made.. love..” Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
vyssini Posted July 13, 2015 Share Posted July 13, 2015 He knew he didn't have any right to question Lee's relationships since he, himself went out with quite a number of women and even flaunted it. But he didn't have to be reminded of that right after they reconciled. His mood turned to worse with every words from the doctor which sounded more like a mock to him. He crossed his arms and watched the doctor storing the tube carefully. "I'm not mad." He said in a very low voice. He sighed in his heart thinking how pathetic he seemed acting the jealous wife. "I'll appreciate it if you ask me to leave before you.." He took a deep breath to recompose himself. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ayais Posted July 13, 2015 Author Share Posted July 13, 2015 Gray laught. Here come to the my office tomorrow at noon and we get you tested .. he give raz the address.. don’t worry .. we deal with people in the fame game so your be safe.. from press .. he finshed working on Lee and hugged him “ keep a log on how much you eat and drink till our next vist.. and call me if you need anything…. And I mean anything…” he got his supplies and left. (real name?) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
vyssini Posted July 14, 2015 Share Posted July 14, 2015 Raziel "Raz" Quinn, one of the most sought-after singer icon and publicly viewed as a Casanova who can seduce any woman with just a single word was currently seething mad in jealousy for a mere doctor. How laughable was that! He received the paper and kept in his chest pocket without giving it a look. He couldn't help wrinkling his nose to the doctor's suggestive actions and Lee's reaction as if it's normal. This only fueled the fury raging in his chest. He left the two alone and went over the kitchen to get a glass of water. He had to calm down! He couldn't believe he was provoked by that doctor. He drank the water in successive gulps before setting it down and wiping his mouth. He leaned his hands in the sink and hung his head low, his eyes shut closed. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ayais Posted July 14, 2015 Author Share Posted July 14, 2015 Lee smirked “I told you doc no more play but thank you..” he touched his cheek “you been so good to me I hope you win over that hot little nures of yours…” he smiled Gray nodded “thank you Lee … and .. Raziel.. a lucky man…” he waved and left. Lee moved to the kitchen and warp his arms around “mmm maybe this jealous .. can make you a new song ..” he kisst him deeply “He in love with his head nurse. It was only about friendship and sex .. I love you Raziel …” he smiled and touched his cheek [ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
vyssini Posted July 15, 2015 Share Posted July 15, 2015 Raz felt Lee's arms coiled around his waist. He quietly listened to his explanations but his doubts didn't disappear until the hot kiss. Turning to face his lover, only then, he opened his eyes, glazed with faint hue of red. "I love you, Raziel" Those words were a confession as much as it were a promise. He held Lee's hand on his cheeks and pressed it against him. "Even so, I don't like seeing you kissing another in front of me." He sulkily said. A sudden glint passed his eyes for a moment. "What would you feel if I did the same with Jean? My reason would also be 'it's just sex', hm?" He said facetiously. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ayais Posted July 15, 2015 Author Share Posted July 15, 2015 He held him close and kiss Raz “I am sorry.. I didn’t want him to think you were my lover he a fan of yours and I trust him but he may out you.. “ He touched his cheek “ Oh really she your type?” he growled “Well you need to end it.. you all mine now.. “ He gazed a him “ that’s all in the past my Raziel." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
vyssini Posted July 16, 2015 Share Posted July 16, 2015 Raz laughed at the thought. Jean and me? Seriously, that's suicide. "No, impossible." He chuckled. "I intended that as a joke but it was really too funny. You know, Jean's more like a mother that would kill you with nagging. But I do love her." His gaze became soft and warm thinking the manager that had been taking care of him all these years. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ayais Posted July 17, 2015 Author Share Posted July 17, 2015 “I am greatful to her for takeing such care of you and keeping anyone away thay may harm you or use you..” Lee touched his cheek “I need to rest .. I am sorry help your self to food and if you want to leave and come back tonight your more then welcome to ..” he headed up stairs . Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
vyssini Posted July 17, 2015 Share Posted July 17, 2015 Raz watched Lee's back as it disappeared to their room. He was also concerned with his lover's health that he dared not step out of their home. He entered the studio and gathered the materials he left scattered on the table. He sat on a chair and just wrote some words on a white paper. He had a habit of writing words that passed his mind like emptying it before actually writing lyrics and composing music. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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