+All that glitters is Micah+(KamekazePrince & Zombie_In_A_Box) [18+,abuse]

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Micah's answer managed to make Jason a little bit confused. It was way simpler than he expected, without any explanations, without an expression that would indicate him hiding something, there wasn't anything he could use against the man! The brunet raised an eyebrow as the other continued speaking, finding the question rather... Annoying, for whatever reason. Perhaps it was because he was sick of people thinking he was straight... Hell, he didn't even think he was a guy.

 

"No, I don't. I actually broke up... That's such an idiotic term. I finished a romantic relationship with my boyfriend last week." The brunet said calmly, blinking as he looked at the blond. "I'd say I'm not exactly looking for anyone special at the moment, you know?" The man smiled slightly, glancing down at his cup before lifting it up to take a sip of the tea. His palms felt weird from being pressed up against the hot mug for so long, but he enjoyed the feeling, in a way. It felt like his hands were so hot, they actually felt cold... It was hard to explain, honestly.

[KamekazePrince]

“B-bo-boyfriend?” he spluttered and gaped wide-eyed at Jason, a little water dribbling down his lips. “Sorry, I just-“ He hurriedly looked away, rubbing his mouth with his left sleeve frantically, his right hand clutching the glass of water. His heart was pounding. He’s gay. He’s gay, he repeated in his head idiotically. He glanced stealthily at Jason while continuing to wipe his chin. He’s just sipping his tea as if he didn’t say anything !

 

It was like Jason had struck Micah in the head with Thor’s hammer. The poor boy’s head reeled under a single thought. He’s gay. He dropped his hand from his mouth and stared at his drink for a while. A sudden air of awkward silence fell upon them, till Micah realised just how obnoxious he must have sounded. “Sorry man, didn’t mean anything,” he hastily clarified, “I’m cool with that stuff too…” ’And, a lot more than cool, I jerk off to it. Say, could you lend me your yaoi pics?’ Micah’s head raced ahead of him, his brain had short-circuited. He resumed staring fixedly at his drink, trying to avert his thoughts. For some reason, the mention of homosexuality was enough to get Micah’s brain all loopy and mushy. He managed to pull himself out and grinned apologetically at Jason, “-I’m sorry about your relationship,” he finally spoke up.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Jason could barely hold in his laughter at Micah's reaction, just raising his eyebrows a little bit. That wasn't exactly what he expected, but it worked just as well. The brunet waited for the other to calm himself down, a smallest hint of amusement in his eyes. "It's fine, you shouldn't even feel sorry." He smiled slightly, looking away for a moment, glancing at the clock. "You're 'cool with that stuff' as in, you're attracted to men?" The man suddenly asked, his gaze as sharp as ever.

 

As he waited for Micah to answer, the man lowered his gaze to observe his hands. He had to admit, Micah's reaction was amusing, at the very least. It was so easy to read him, like he was an open book... He was really having fun, that was for sure. Raising his gaze up slightly, Jason offered the other a small smile as he brought the cup to his lips again, enjoying the taste of his unsweetened tea.

[KamekazePrince]

Damn it, I knew he’d ask that question. Micah continued staring blankly into Jason’s brilliant blue eyes, tragically transfixed. Were they ever so handsome? ’Yes I am into men - I wish Lewis would do me - I’m a pervert don’t laugh - But hey you’re kinda cute too - I wanna ask him out- WHAT ARE YOU THINKING MICAH!! Snapping out of his trance, he finally shook his head from side to side vigorously, his lips still pressed into a thin line making his dimples stand out. A faint pink tinge had risen up his cheeks. Dammit, he looks like he's enjoying this!

 

”Whew, its kinda getting hot in here…,” Micah tugged at his collar and jerked his head, breaking eye contact with Jason. That moment of freedom from those alluring eyes! He felt a moment of relief and resumed sipping his drink thoughtfully. A few minutes of silence passed before he found his voice again. “Sometimes girls ship me with other guys.... But I find it very embarrassing…,” he slowly admitted, gazing dolefully at the bottom of his empty glass.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

His question was answered without any words. Of course he was right, how could he not be? In this situation, with all the signs, it was impossible to not see the fact that Micah was definitely not straight, at least. Listening to the other's words, the blond let out a smile, shaking his head a little bit. "So, you're gay." He said simply, crossing his legs as he leaned against his chair, holding the cup in one hand as with the other he quickly combed through his hair and pushed up his glasses.

 

"Don't get me wrong, it's fine to be gay, but I'm not. I'm pansexual, which means I don't care about the gender of the people I date. In general, I don't really believe in genders, at least not as strict as seem to be the norm." He explained, as simply as he would've if he was talking about food. "I don't think of myself as a guy, either... I don't care if people think I am, I doubt a lot would understand if I said I didn't have a gender." The blond continued speaking, possibly messing with Micah's head. It was so much fun confusing the other, he couldn't resist!

[KamekazePrince]

“Whaa-? Nno-” Micah began protesting at Jason’s bold conclusion but the brunette continued talking heedlessly. He floundered. What does this guy have some kind of a gay radar or something? Micah studied him closely. With every word he spoke, the circuits in Micah’s brain were whizzing almost audibly. Seme. Uke. Seme. No uke. Seke? Ume?

 

Adding to Micah’s confusion were Jason’s words. I date him - He has no gender - So I’m not gay, how does that sound-SCREW THIS MICAH! He forced himself an uneasy smile as Jason rambled. It was kind of cool that he didn’t care about gender and sex. If only life was that easy. If only the world was his harem. If only Lewis was his S-M partner.

 

So lost in thought was Micah that he hadn’t uttered a word.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Jason finally stopped talking, tilting his head to the side slightly after realizing he didn't get a response from Micah, other than the confused look. "Are you okay?" He asked softly, leaning forwards a little bit. As their gazes met, the blond smiled softly, with one hand reaching out to lightly trace over Micah's hand, letting his fingers linger on his skin slightly.

 

"You look confused..." He muttered softly, setting his cup down, the skin slightly redder than usually from the heat. "Did you not understand what I said?" The man asked, a smile once again showing on his face. Gently, he took the other's hand, his eyes gaining a certain glint that hinted this was a little bit too far to be completely innocent and merely friendly. "You know... I've always found you rather cute, Micah." Jason confessed, the words slipping off his tongue easily. Turning his gaze away for a moment, the man almost appeared to be flustered. If it didn't go the way he wanted now, he could always add a little bit force. He hoped he wouldn't have to, though... At least not for the very first step.

[KamekazePrince]

"No, no, I get it...," he began but Jason’s sudden confession threw Micah off. “Woah…“ he exhaled awkwardly and began clutching at his tie. “Uhm-“ He fumbled with his collar for a while before finally finishing naively, “Gee thanks, man!” A silly reply entirely devoid of the multitude of feelings he was experiencing.

 

Excitement. Curiosity. The part of his skin under Jason’s touch tingled excitedly. Those blue eyes were piercing him almost playfully.The bashful honesty in his words was even mildly arousing. And he thinks I’m cute~ Yess~ A slight smile spread across Micah’s lips. He wasn’t sure what he wanted anymore, seme or uke. Jason was a perfect blend of both.

 

Even though he was certain there was no way in hell he was going to date him, he wanted to give him a chance. He playfully grasped Jason’s hand. He resumed his Prince-Charming persona and ventured in a fruity voice, “But hey, Cinderella’s post is always vacant~ And I’m sure the girls won’t mind~” he added with a wink.

 

Dammit, now I’m shipping me with guys.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

At first, Jason thought it didn't quite work - despite the body language, all he got was a vague 'thanks'. The man was ready to pull away, but stopped, as soon his hand was grasped a bit tighter. He smiled back, gently entwining their fingers. All he had to do is ease into it... Like a spider, trapping a fly in its spiderweb in such ways the creature could not find a way to escape anymore.

 

"I'm sure they won't." Jason smiled, lightly tilting his head to the side. "Do you have time to go out somewhere after school?" He asked casually, glancing at their connected hands with an almost dreamy look. "I know a really nice place... What's most important, it's LGBT friendly." He added, looking back up at Micah's face. There was an only cafe that was officially LGBT+ friendly - plus, it had an extremely relaxing atmosphere... Perhaps for a first "date" it would be the perfect location. Another thing he really liked about it was that it was rather spacious, and with a lot of windows. The reason for that? A few years ago he found that he was a bit claustrophobic... Well, not a bit. A lot, actually.

[KamekazePrince]

Jason had taken him literally. Literally. The joke had failed.

Dammit! Abort mission. Plan B. Play it cool.

 

Micah’s brain instantly swapped back into colossal-idiot mode. “Yeah sure,” he gleefully replied, “I can’t say no to a treat from a friend…” His tone rose a little with the last word rather mischievously. He grinned and flashed his innocent thirty-two teeth at Jason. Sorry bud, but I gotta friendzone you.

 

With that last thought, he snapped out of his trance. That sudden tide of lust had ebbed away, leaving him only with a feeling of shame. What was he thinking! He had nearly given himself away! He recoiled in his head at those preposterous thoughts. Behind that unfaltering smile he gave Jason, his brain whizzed back to power, calculating and re-evaluating his mask. I gotta be careful this time. Especially in Jason’s presence.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Micah's words were almost hurtful. Jason could feel a weird tug somewhere deep, but it was probably best to ignore it. Chuckling, the man let go of the other's hand and leaned back against the chair. "I'm glad you at least concider me your friend." He muttered, gripping the cup tightly in his hand again. He felt disappointment after finding it wasn't as burning hot as before. His skin had gotten used to the feeling.

 

"Is Friday good, then?" Jason asked, a smile lingering on his face. There was a subtle hint of sadness in him, as if he'd intentionally left a small part of his feelings unhidden. He thought this would be easy - apparently, he was wrong. Micah would be a bit of a challenge, at least in some way. Perhaps the best way was to wait for his "prey" to become vulnerable, in one way or another?

[KamekazePrince]

A slight glaze was cast over Micah's eyes. Jason’s words were ringing with the slightest hint of bitterness. Did I lead him into believing that the two of us had a chance…? I should never have toyed with his feelings ! Micah realised that he had just flippantly rejected a person who so earnestly confessed to him. “I’m sorry-” he blurted, “Sorry man, I-“. He floundered and bit his lips, not knowing what to say. His eyes hooked onto Jason’s face, searching for a sign of forgiveness.

 

Jason smiled. A smile that was mixed with a tinge of dejection, but nevertheless an earnest smile. Micah felt a bit of relief. He felt his shoulders relax and his tightened lips stretched into a helpless smile. “Yeah sure, Friday evening would be great,” he bobbed his head as he spoke.

 

He was a little happier.

 

He doesn’t mind it...

...the way I see him.

 

This was the first time.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Jason wasn't entirely sure where to go from here - trying to guilt Micah into dating may just shoot down all chances of getting to the point where he could have him wrapped around his finger. "I still want to go to the cafe I mentioned before. Do you mind?" He asked with a raised eyebrow, as if questioning if the other would be fine with being in such a place... In a place where he'd risk being seen as gay, or dating Jason.

 

As the man leaned back against his chair, a quiet sigh slipped past his thin lips before he fixed his glasses. He always kept eye contact, not once letting Micah's eyes free. "I really enjoy the atmosphere there. It's very... Safe, if I may say so." Jason smiled slightly, appearing to be hesitant to talk about himself in that way after being rejected. Surely, it was an act, but what wasn't an act about him?

[KamekazePrince]

“Its perfectly fine by me,” Micah shrugged his shoulders and flashed Jason a lopsided grin. Being seen with Jason was no different from being seen with John, Kris or Lewis. People already shipped him with every other boy, and if they were to ship him with Jason too, so be it. He slumped against the chair and listened as Jason spoke.

 

'…Safe…'

 

“-I understand,” Micah replied instantly.

 

It must have been hard. Coming out as gay. And scary. Confusing. Painful. His lips melted into a warm smile as he spoke in a fruity voice, “We’ll go wherever you choose.” He then pressed an inquisitive thumb to his lip and enquired, “So where exactly is this place?”

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Jason glanced up as he heard the quick reply, smiling warmly. "Thanks." He said and lifted the cup to drink his tea. All the while, he was trying to come up with a plan - what would be the best way to get what he wanted? Guilt Micah into dating him? Push him? He wasn't sure what would work yet.

 

"If we're going from the university, it's about fifteen minutes away. The Bloomfield Road, do you know where it is?" He asked, keeping his gaze steady. "I was really glad when I found something so close to the university... Plus, I met some great people there." He added with a quiet chuckle, gently ruffling up his hair. It never seemed to please him, how it was. If even one strand was out of place, he would feel insanely annoyed.

[KamekazePrince]

”Yeah, I know that road,” Micah bobbed his head. His gaze trailed off into the distance behind Jason’s head, not sure what to do or say next. His eyes alighted upon a clock. “WOAH its 7.15 already,” he startled and jumped. It was goddamn late, he had to get home. He had lots of work to do. He had to reply to seven role-plays on YaoiOtaku!!!

 

He had risen abruptly. “-Oh sorry man,” he quickly mumbled to his host and returning to the edge of his seat, his hands fumbling for the armrest. It was rather rude of him. His face reddened slightly as he floundered for words, “Its just that - I gotta get going….” I hope I’m not leaving abruptly...Er.., how do I put this... He pursed his lips for a second before letting out. “I just …didn’t realise time how much time flew by with you,” he uttered rather charmingly and turned to Jason with a genuine smile brightening his face.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Jason flinched in surprise when Micah suddenly jumped up, nearly dropping his mug. He blinked a few times, quietly waiting for an explanation - once he got it, the man didn't really feel satisfied. It didn't seem like they were together for so long, although the other appeared to have thought the same. He smiled, shaking his head slightly. "It's alright, you probably have what to do anyway." He smiled, finishing up his drink before standing up. "Mind if I see you to your house? It's so nice to spend time with you." He chuckled, pushing up his glasses.

 

Jason stood calmly, confidence appearing to be radiating from him. As he waited to, hopefully, be allowed to go with Micah, he fought the urge to fix that annoying strand of hair that was way out of place on the other's face. Finally giving in, the man leaned closer, gently brushing it away, letting out a smile. He pulled away a few moments too late to make it seem completely innocent, as his fingers brushed over Micah's cheek gently, as if silently adoring the soft rosy blush over them. Truly, Micah was cute.

[KamekazePrince]

Jason's reply threw Micah for a little loop. The bewildered boy was virtually squirming under the man’s persistent grip, though he didn’t realise it. “I-yeah sure-cool...,” he smiled, although his brow was slightly drawn together in confusion. Is he hitting on me..? How come he’s still so interested in me...?

 

His line of thought was interrupted as Jason swept his hands across his face. Oh fuck, he thought to himself as he became transfixed on the spot with awkwardness. His smile was lopsided, his shoulders raised and stiff, his torso slightly pulled away. 'Thinkstraightthoughts-Thinkstraightthoughts-,' his brain furiously repeated. But outwards he only chuckled nervously, “Ahaha you couldn’t get enough of my glossy mane could you Jason?”

 

His discomfort was level over 9000! He didn't realise it and he couldn't think straight (literally). His brain aborted mission and warped into humour hyperdrive. He grinned and started gushing in a flow, "I'll let you touch my hair for every assignment you turn in for me."

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Jason smiled at Micah's reply, saying nothing else. No, just watching the confusion on the other's face was good enough for now. Surely, he was still interested in him... He wouldn't show it so bluntly again, though. Not until he was sure he could at least score a date.

 

"No, I could not." The man chuckled along, in the back of his mind finding pleasure in seeing Micah that way. Hell, confusing others was amazing. "Oh, that's not going to work out. I won't do your assignments for you... I could help you with them, but you'll do them yourself." He smiled, moving past the other into the hallway. Even like that, he managed to, although just barely, brush his fingers against Micah's hip. It appeared to be accidental, though it wasn't. Each single move was well thought about.

 

"Come on, I don't want to keep you here for too long." The man smiled, glancing at the other over his shoulder before leaning down to put his shoes on.

[KamekazePrince]

“Aw shucks,” he grinned and quipped in his fruity voice, “I thought my hair was worth more than an assignment~” He wiggled his brow and brushed a hand through his locks, letting them fall back over his brows.

 

His shampoo-advertisement gesture was broken by Jason’s contact. Aw great, now he’s getting his fingers all over me….

It was a weird feeling. Kinda tingly, kinda squirmy. His brain substituted it with humour as much as it could, but it still didn’t settle the uneasy feeling of Jason’s fingers on him. Like a spider’s wispy legs. He didn’t like spiders. Despite the fact that his house was full of them. But for Micah, whose boundaries were so used to being violated, discomfort was his natural state.

 

“Coming!” He brushed off every cautious instinct in him and trotted after Jason rather merrily. He swung his bag over his shoulder and sunk his feet into his shoes sloppily. He opened the door and turned to Jason with an outstretched hand and a little bow. A theatrical gentleman with a goofy grin. "After you~"

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Jason just chuckled at Micah's words about his hair. Perhaps someday, he would write an assignment for the other in exchange, for example, a date. That would be fair, right? It wouldn't have to be much... Just enough to pull Micah deeper in.

 

He laughed warmly at the other's little act, shaking his head. The man turned around and grabbed the keys, holding them ready in his hand. "I need to lock the door, however, thank you." Jason smiled, moving past the blond graceously. He looked at Micah, meeting his eyes again. This time, he didn't say anything - just closed the door and locked it, then put the keys into his pocket. "We're good to go." He smiled as he glanced at the sky, feeling the slightest bit of uneasiness at the darkness slowly settling in. He disliked darkness.

[KamekazePrince]

“Hehe, okay,” Micah backed away with a sheepish grin as he watched Jason lock the door. He resumed clutching the straps of his backpack as they began treading outside. Micah fell silent as his mind began wandering over the occurrences that evening.

 

It was so nice of Jason to treat him with such kindness despite being rejected by him. I mean, how many people can accept that so gracefully? Micah wondered in admiration. He thanked Jason in his head. And also added a sorry, because well, he is Micah Anthony. His thoughts trailed off as they continued plodding their way until arriving at the gates of his apartment.

 

“Well then Jason,” he stopped and turned to Jason with a generous smile, “It was really nice meeting you,” he beamed and extended his hand towards him.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Jason could never walk out the house without making sure the door was locked. That, among other little things, was either making his life an absolute hell or just really put together.

 

The walk to Micah's house was quiet,but he didn't mind. The silence didn't seem awkward - instead it was soothing, friendly even. Jason liked silence like that. As they reached the other's house, he stepped a tad closer to Micah, taking his extended hand. Instead of simply shaking it, he, with a playful, teasing smile pressed a faint kiss to it. "My pleasure." He muttered, letting go of it. The man let out a soft laugh, pushing his hands into his pockets. "I'll wait for you after school, right?" He asked, just to make sure their "plans" hadn't changed.

[KamekazePrince]

Waa..? Why’d he do that....? Micah swayed on the spot, with a lopsided grin, as his brain turned to mush with Jason’s ‘kiss’. ....Charming bastard- Wait, hold on why’s he hitting on me- Oh, he's just playing around. Like I do sometimes- Or is he? -But Damn hot son-of-a-gun....Micah grinned through a flurry of thoughts as he shifted his weight between his legs back and forth.

 

“Yeah… sure,” he replied in a knee-jerk fashion to Jason's question, withdrawing his hands back into his pockets at the earliest chance. Then he realised he hadn’t processed the question yet, “Wait, sorry, did you mean on Friday?” Or everyday? Cuz it’s kinda awkward having a daily escort… Hehe, ‘escort’…

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Jason smiled warmly, taking his hand out of his pocket to fix his glasses. "Yes, I meant on Friday. Unless you'd prefer me to accompany you home every day?" He asked, lightly scratching the tip of his nose. He chuckled quietly, taking a small step back. The man found himself enjoying the company of someone else, even if it wasn't for the best of reasons.

 

He seemed to have confused Micah again, though. Gods, he really was outdoing himself today! "Oh, but if you'd like, my doors are always open for a cup of tea." He added with a small smile. However, the words reminded him he didn't wash the cups... Even worse, he didn't even put them into the sink. The mere thought of that was enough for an unpleasant shiver to run down his spine.