•{Onii chan, Anata koto ga Daisuki!}• | CheputChan19 & Fujimori Kaoru | 18+

[CheputChan19]

As Hajime lost his conscious, he had a small dream about Ren. He saw Ren never looked at his eyes again and always ignored him. Though he tried all his might, the said boy just turn his cold shoulder to him until he finally moved to take a study abroad. "Ren.. Ren.. don't leave me.. please.. I don't have any meaning to life if I couldn't be with you.." he start to babble and whined as he kept saw that bad dream, even his hand start to held up and reached out his brother in his imaginary dream. "don't.. Ren.. why you leave me like this.. I thought you loved me.. is it just one sided love for you?" he whined and a couple of tears start to dripped out from Hajime's closed eyes; kept whined in his unconscious state.

[Fujimori Kaoru]

The blue haired boy was shaking so hard that he didn't heard one that his brother was saying. " I though that if i runs away from onii chan when i was beat up by those students, he would just listen to me and wouldn't go and have a fight with those guys and just go home without saying anything but always he always won't listen to my words now look what happened to you when you don't listen to me. " He yells at him as he ride on top of his brother and pinch his brother cheeks with both of his hands. " Ha serve you right! Who told you to go and have a fight with those brats! " He keeps yelling at him.

[CheputChan19]

Hajime continue his whines and whimpers but jolted as Ren's big body pushed his petite body, grunted and frowned his forehead cause his cheek got pinched as well; start to got his conscious back. "uughnn.. it's hurt.." he protested in soft voice that slowly opened up his eyes, saw his brother sat on his body with angry but almost crying face. "R-Ren? you're already moved this fast, huh?" he caressed the other cheek while tried to clear his blur sight and grunted back. "you'll crush me if you still sat on my body, Ren.. maybe my cracked shoulder will be broken permanent.." he said with a soft chuckles, tried to moved his brother's hand from pinched his cheek more.

[Fujimori Kaoru]

The blue haired boy gets more angry with him when the other person complain. " Yeah! Its hurts huh? Serve you ha.. who told you to mess around.. moved so fast what? Stop touching me.." He slaps his hand. " What!? crush you.. Before my body crush you.. i will totally beat you up again.." He yells at him and when he mention his shoulder he eventually he gets of from the other person body and gets out from the room. " you go and rest there if you get out from there i will seriously punch you." He yells and leaves the room to get some food.

[CheputChan19]

Hajime couldn't blinked his eyes since Ren wont listened to his words at all and even slapped his hand back, continue yelling so hard to him. 'he don't even reacted to my little joke at all..' he thought and coughed a bit since the weight of the tall body made his own body hurt and hard to breath. "okay okay.. *coughed* I'm sorry, Ren.. I'm sorry.." he said and panting as the blue haired male got off from his body but left him alone on the room; warned him suddenly. "fine.. I won't move from here.." he sighed with a soft coughs, feeling better when his brother get mad at him like that than heard him try to make him leave. Hajime closed his eyes while try to catch breath more and coughed back instead.

[Fujimori Kaoru]

The blue haired boy goes to the kitchen and eats the food " Who do he think is he.. all he do is messing around, did he every think with his brain.. he is always in top list of when its comes to studies but why his brain won't work at times like this.." His thoughts. He was still angry with his brother this time that he really snap this time. He grab some painkillers pills and goes back to the room with some food. " Here! eat this.. than take this pills" He spoke to him.

[CheputChan19]

The petite male kept coughed as he tried to breath some air but hold it when he heard a steps come closer to room, saw his brother brought some foods and a medicine as well; though his face still angry while looked at him. "aah.. you became this kind, Ren.. I'm happy.." he muttered didn't want the situation around them became cold, eat the food slowly though coughed a couple of times. "I thought you gonna make me leave like your friend.. but you do this kind stuff.. so that's means I'm forgiven or nah, I think its hard for you to forgive me, huh?" he kept talking on and on though not really sure that Ren will answer or listen to it.

[Fujimori Kaoru]

The blue haired boy sits down on the bed quietly and check his phone and message someone when his brother suddenly spoke to him. " I am not being kind, we're brothers after all so.." He answered him. " hmm.. Since kurosaki didn't go to school today same as me, so i should asked someone else to take the papers from sensei.." His thoughts. He message a friend to get the papers for him and in return he will treat him a meal tomorrow. He handed him a glass of water when he coughs. " Huh? I would have kicked you out if you were not hurt like this.. I have forgive you a long time ago because i know how can you become so childish in these kind of situation." He sighs.

[CheputChan19]

The older male almost choked at the moment he heard Ren said that they're brothers so easily but just sighed softly. "yeah yeah.. I know that.." he said, not really want to complaint again or the other will be mad again to him. He picked the glass that being handed over to him and drank it slowly and panting since it's so hard to eat when he kept coughed, blinked and looked back at his brother. "then why you looked so angry if you already forgive me? just tell me that I'm bother and I'm gonna leave before you spent your energy to mad at me.. but you never do that though.." he said more to himself, put aside the plate and sighs softly. "thanks for the foods.." he clapped his hand slightly.

[Fujimori Kaoru]

The blue haired boy looks at his brother. " do i really have to say it.. hm don't wanna.. lets just forget about it.." He said when suddenly his phone start to ringging, it was a reply from his friend so he read it. " I already get the papers and asked the infirmary sensei to keep it safe, you owe me one! " His thoughts. " Hmm, Okay okay! See you tomorrow.." He reply him back. he lay down on the bed and close his eyes." My heads hurts like hell! Ah! i really wanna read some book right now.. " He yells out loud.

[CheputChan19]

Hajime looked at his brother who's surprisingly answered his words before though at the end he don't answer it since his phone ringing suddenly which made him sighed. 'I know he wont answer me that easily but it's kinda disappointing, huh?' he thought and blinked cause Ren laid down on the bed suddenly and start to grumbled even yelled out his complaint. "so bad that I left my bag at the school though I brought an interesting books.." he chuckled softly and unconsciously reached out then petted the other blue long hair gently, though jolted not long after that and pulled back his hand. "a-ah! sorry.. you don't like to be treated like that, right?" he scratched the back of his head with awkward laughs.

[Fujimori Kaoru]

The blue haired boy thinks deeply. " After this I will go home and start to packing my stuff, there are so much stuff that i wanna take with me but natsu nii san said i should only bring that is important, but for now i should just rest now.." His thoughts. He jolt when his brother mention that he brought him a interesting book. " You should have bring the book.." He spoke as he moved around when his brother touches him its kinda make him feels good, he moved closer to his brother. " Do it again its kinda calming me down.." He spoke to him as he closed his eyes.

[CheputChan19]

The petite male blinked a couple of times cause his brother leaned closer to him suddenly; more surprise about the other who asked to petted more than his protest about him not brought the interesting book. "a-ah.. okay, Ren.." he nodded still with awkward movement then reached out the tall boy's head before petted it gently. It actually made his mind calm as well, the feeling of Ren's soft hair that ticked his palm feels good to him which made him close his eyes. "at the end you're gonna leave me, right?" he said it softly unconsciously speak out his thought.

[Fujimori Kaoru]

The blue haired boy eyes was closed and he suddenly feels something different inside him and he was feeling calm when his brother gently pats his head but suddenly he feels really tired after feeling his brother warm hand patted his head. " My heads hurts! " His thoughts. But then after hearing his brother words he decides to sits down and talk to him properly. " Onii chan! I am going to study aboard and i am not going to give up because i have made my mind and it's probably going to take me years before i come back, may it be 4 years or end up 8 years or maybe longer than that.. so onii chan i want to end this before it gets to far and because i can't betray our parents, Your Dad treat me like i was his own blood and give me all the love that even my father couldn't give me.."

[CheputChan19]

When the brown haired male just enjoyed petted his brother's head, he frowned his eyebrow and opened his eyes cause Ren stood up suddenly which made him do the same. "h-huh? what's wrong, Ren?" he asked right before the other start talking but then he felt his chest clenched, like all of the air on his lungs being sucked out. Hajime hold on the bed quickly and tried to take a breath though it's hard before looked back at Ren. "are you sure, Ren? because you don't want betray our parent you say we have to end our relationship?!" he unconsciously raised his voice at the other. "then you shouldn't tell me you love me back then, Ren.. if you want to break me apart you should just do it straight from the start.." he said it without pained looks; his eyes already glisten with tears. Hajime tried to stood up with wobbled way and fight back his tears, looked at Ren after that. "thanks for your kindness all this time, Ren.. now you're free to do as you want.." he said before dragged his steps out of Kurosaki's house.

[Fujimori Kaoru]

The blue haired boy tense up after his brother raised his voice at him and a sharp pain he feel in his chest when he avoided his brother eyes and decides to speak back at him. " Yes! Let's end this.. We both are just confused with our feeling since we're still young and so there is no future in our relationship even mom and dad would say the same thing if they find out about us.." He spoke as he avoided his brother eyes. " I was confused.. i didn't know what to do that time.. Sorry! Onii chan.." He answered him with his trembling voice. " I Love You! Onii chan! I love you..." His thoughts as he gets out from the bed as well. " Thanks too for loving me, Onii chan!.." He spoke to him and looks at his brother back as he dragged himself out of the house. Ren breaks down and just jump back at the bed as he closed his eyes.

[CheputChan19]

Hajime couldn't help but more feeling down and hurt cause his brother talked back to him after avoided eyes contact with him. "yeah.. I know that! you don't have to say that clearly, Ren.. I-I know our parents w-will say that too.." his voice start to break and stuttered as well. He tried to take in another breath so his chest wont clenched too much and a bit surprised cause his brother apologize to him with voice that almost break down into tears. "y-you don't have to say sorry when you already hurt me this much, Ren.." he said that before leave the house and slamming the door close a bit hard. Actually the brown haired male know clearly that the tall boy will cried out loud once he leave the house. He want to soothe him, hugged him and even apologize right away but he know that do it wont changed anything so he just continue his walks until got home.

 

But unluckily he met his father when he's in messy and full of wound. "H-Hajime?! hey, you start to fighting again?" his father asked him but Hajime just sighed and passed him. "no.. I just tripped somewhere so you don't have to-" before he could finish his talk, he already lost conscious and fall to the ground which made his father surprised. "O-Oi Hajime! now he passed out.. what happened actually? and where's Ren.. he usually never leave his brother's side like this.." he sighed and hold up his son's body inside of the house.

[Fujimori Kaoru]

The blue haired boy who wants to yell and want let out his shut in feeling who want to cry out loudly in the end he didn't even shed even one drop of tear from his eyes. " I will go home and pack my stuff right away and leave as soon as i can.. yeah! i should do that.." He spoke to himself and stands up, he was just about to get out from the house when suddenly kurosaki comes in and stop him. " What happened? Why are you looking so panic.. where are you going.." He said as he hugs ren when he sees ren's shiny eyes like he was about to cry. " Calm down! Calm down! Its fine.. I will take you home.." He spoke gently to ren as he pats his head.

 

After a while later kurosaki walks ren home and leave right after ren gets in the house. " Tadaima! " He spoke as he was about to go to his room when he saw his dad was reading a book in the living room and decides to go and talk to him since it's been a while. " Dad! How are you? I missed you so much! " He said as he hugs him from behind.

[CheputChan19]

At the end, Hajime's father picked him to inside of the house and laid him on the bed. "he looked so beaten up.. it's been long time since he pick a fight.. now what's that made him do that.." he sighed and walked out of the room and prepared stuff for treat his son since he got a fever. After had a washbasin and wash cloth, he placed the wash cloth that already being sink in the water on Hajime's head; do that a couple of times before left him to take a rest more.

 

Kobayashi Ichijou walked back to the living room and let his body fall on the sofa, picked out one book and start to read it. Though he read the book, his mind kept distracted to his sons that one of them passed out while the other didn't got home. He startled at the moment one of his son come from nowhere and hugged him. "Ren! where have you been? do you know that your brother passed out with much of wounds on his body?! where are you going actually?" he asked his son right away though he just got home.

[Fujimori Kaoru]

The blue haired boy who was stressed just a while ago suddenly calm down after seeing his father face after such a long time but then when his father asked so many questions all at once ren freaked out and than he sighs slightly and decides to tell him what happened, he walks to the sofa and sits besides his father. " Okay! Okay! I will tell you dad.. and he is not the only one who is hurt i got beaten up to.. we both got into a little mess.." He opens his shirt buttons and showed his father his wounds. " Oh! didn't mom told you... Actually i am going to study aboard for a while and i think i am going to the same university that natsu nii chan has went too.." He said as he noticed the book that his father was holding and when he closely look at the title he was surprise. " Dad! Where did you get this book from.. This is a book that i have been searching for so long but never get my hands on it.." He spoke to his father as he keep staring at the book.

[CheputChan19]

Ichijou watched so much expression that rarely he seen at Ren's face it made him had a mixed feeling. He watched his son sat beside him and heard all of his words, nodded and a couple of times surprised at the part about Ren that agreed to study abroad with Natsu. He sighed and reached out his hand before hugged the tall boy who almost had a same height with him, patted his back while made sure he don't touch the hurt part. "I'm really sorry, Ren.. I yelled out at you before.. I'm so worried about you and Hajime.. I never intend to make you became like this.." he apologized right away and parted from the hug, didn't really glanced back to the book that the other pointed since he still had much word to talk to. "..we should go to the hospital to check on your body and.." he paused a bit long before looked back at his son. "..are you sure you make the best option to leave this house and study abroad with Natsu?" he asked a bit serious, since he know that Ren can't leave Hajime's side easily; there's must be a reason behind all the stuff that happened today.

[Fujimori Kaoru]

The blue haired boy was explaining to the other person in a calm way so that the other person can understand him but than ren was surprise when his father suddenly hugs him but than He panicked after hearing his father words. " Dad! Why!? are you the one who is apologizing.. it's not like it's your fault or something and we both soon are going to graduate from high school we're not kids anymore so there's nothing to worry about.. And we don't have to go to hospital, i am totally fine.." he spoke. Ren sighs when his father looked at him with serious eyes as he spoke. " Yup! I am leaving soon.. From the very start i already made a choice of going to the same university as natsu nii san gone to and i am not going to give up on that.." He spoke to his father without hesitation and look straight to eyes without avoiding them.

[CheputChan19]

The old male looked back to his son with blinked eyes cause Ren start to talk continuously and panicked a couple of times just because he apologized before; it surely made him laughed softly. "now now.. I'm just saying that cause I'm a careless about your reason and yelled at you, Ren.. it didn't mean I blame myself.." he smiled, ruffled slightly his blue hair of his son and sighed slightly. "fine.. but when you feel something wrong don't hesitate to call me so we can go to the hospital.." he reminded the tall boy but flabbergasted cause Ren said clearly that he want to leave the house and study abroad with Natsu, cleared his throat when he recovered from his surprise he looked back to Ren; still have his serious eyes. "okay.. if you really that absolutely convinced.. finish your problem with Hajime with manly way.. I don't want to see both off you in quarrel like that.. I know that you like your brother so much so I don't want to you and Hajime never talked after you leave for your study abroad.."

[Fujimori Kaoru]

The blue haired boy laughs after hearing the words that his father spoke to him. " Pfft!! Hahhahaha.. you're acting like a stranger again.. it's not like you have to do that dad.." He closed his eyes when his father ruffled his hair but than he was surprise after his father mention the hospital. " Is that so! hmm, than i won't tell you hehe.." He said it in a playful way. ' I really wanna leave as soon as i can..' his thoughts. He sighs and stands up from the sofa when his father mention his brother. " Dad! you worry to much.. it's not like we're fighting or something.. we're not kids anymore and dad i am going to borrow this for a while.." He said as he takes the book from his father hands and start to walking toward his room.

[CheputChan19]

Ichijou smiled cause his son looked cheered up like he usual do then just rolled his eyes at the moment Ren said no about telling when his body goes wrong with playful manner. "fine.. I'm just trying to remind you, Ren.." he sighed -still worried the two of his sons-, but laughed cause the said boy took away his books that just he read. "ah.. I just read the good part though.. but well.. you can read it as you want, Ren.." he smiled and watched his son walked upstairs.

 

Meanwhile, Hajime start to got his conscious back and opened up his eyelids slowly, saw the familiar ceiling and realized that he was in his own room after a while. But then he touched his neck and tried to swallow his saliva because his throat felt dry. He looked up and saw a glass of water on his night stand, tried to reached it but failed and fall out of the bed with a loud thud that followed with his soft grunts of pain.