Here Lies Love and Trouble (Raychu & Harifah)

[Harifah]

Shinnosuke blinked a few times, unable to believe what he was hearing. Special? The exact same word repeating in his head in the teacher's voice more than he could count. That was clearly a confession, not one doubt should arise. And even from the person he likes. His head was in a blank slate, fully focused just at the person that was right in front of him. His heart would not stop beating so quickly, embarassed by the fact he was confessed to but was overjoyed nonetheless and his face had completely turned beet red. The would mean his feelings had become mutual, curious for how long. He was more overwhelmed than he had expected with the revealation. How nervous Koichi seemed, he was certain that the person was very sincere, smiling at the thought.

 

"I... Before was an impulse. Tugging your sleeve, I mean. But this isn't." Shinnosuke only held onto Koichi's sleeve instead of tugging it, leaning closer where their lips almost meet. The thought of kissing him seemed like a dream which made him change his mind, giving only a peck on the cheek almost near to the lips. He hoped the person did not notice what he actually wanted to do. Slowly pulling away, he tried meeting the other's eye. "I like you. Romantically," he admitted and stressed the word 'Romantically', his grip on the sleeve getting tighter and then rested his forehead on the person's shoulder. He shut his eyes tightly, trying to breathe evenly. That was a bold act and he knew it. Was being this close exactly acceptable when they only had a student teacher relationship? He had acted before he think which was unusual for him to do, surprising even himself. His hearbeat was uncontrollable, not knowing how to even calm it down anymore. "Can I call you by your name," he stopped himself before finishing it. Refering Koichi as a teacher will turned out awkward, maybe even weirder to the person himself. It had already become a habit of his but the way he called him was slightly different when he referred to other teacher.

[Raychu]

Koichi's eyes only got bigger when the boy kissed him near the lips. He was disappointed it was not on the lips, but that was a problem. He shouldn't be getting disappointed over this actions, he wasn't supposed to even want them in the beginning, but already broke that rule. Romantically. He hated the evil word, the one that'll rip away his job. But he wasn't as worried about that as much as he was worried whether he should reject the boy or not. He practically already laid out his feelings, so did the other. He had no right to refuse Shinnosuke of this, the only question was why was it Koichi. He wasn't anything special, he was just a boring old teacher.

 

"My name? You can call it, go ahead," he murmured. His heart was beating like crazy, his face flushing. He was sure the other could hear how hard his heart was hitting his chest. It was like he was in high school again with how he was acting, how his body was acting. This feeling had not existed since his last lover, which ended in college. He was so desperate for this feeling, and now he was being given it. His shaky hands touched the boy's hair, playing with it. He wasn't going to reject either of them of this feeling they want so much. He didn't want to hurt himself or the boy knowing their feelings were mutual. But he was going to have a hell of a time if he was caught by the spies of the school.

 

"Shinnosuke, do you know what this is going to cause for both of us? It's not going to be easy, trust me. I... I want to try this out, which means I want to date you. But I could lose my job, my teaching license, and be sent to jail if I'm caught. You on the other hand might have it worse with everyone around you, this is a socially unacceptable thing we are about to do," the words flying out of his mouth fast. He wasn't trying to scare the boy, he was giving him fair warning. His arms snaked around Shinnosuke, holding his tightly, his breaths quickening. Koichi's heart couldn't handle this, it couldn't handle the mutual feelings being expressed. It felt like it was going to pop.

[Harifah]

"Koichi," he giggled quietly as his hand was slowly lowered down to the other, wanting to try calling him by his name ever since. "Ah, I won't call you that at school," he mentioned to assure that he knows that he could not do that so openly. Yet, he still wanted to use the given name of the person he likes every chance he got, dissapointing him greatly. Shinnosuke had slightly calmed down but was still attempting to comprehend the present situation. There are too many things to take in, attempting to process them in a slow pace. It seemed all to be happening to fast but that did not matter much now. His fingers was visibly trembling, not knowing why with there being so many reasons.

 

Shinnosuke was getting comfortable with Koichi showing his signs of affection like brushing through his hair and holding him tightly. He enjoyed the feeling, the warmth coming from the person was soothing. There was a time when he did had a few crushes before mostly during middle school, never had he dared to say them out loud like this with how majority of the society view homosexuality. This would be his first intimate relationship, not even once imagining for it actually to be someone much older than him as well as it being his teacher. However, those kind of things never bothered him, only thinking that he likes the teacher as his own person.

 

What the teacher said as a warning was all so true, hating the way how it is. Slowly raising his head, Shinnosuke wanted to face Koichi when giving his resolve and looked straight into his eyes. "I realized that. At school, I'll try to restrain myself so we won't get found out. I will not behave inappropriately in public." Using a serious tone, he wished to convey his feelings at the moment properly. "So, then..." he continued, mumbling and his words all became jumbled up before being able to speak correctly. "I-If you're really fine with me, I would like to be your l-lover," he was able to finally finished, all flustered while spouting out the words. He was not sure why he became like that when Koichi was mainly involved but was able to bravely confronted it when the involvement was mainly concerning society.

[Raychu]

Koichi's heart fluttered hearing his name being called by the younger boy. It meant so much to him, more than he thought it would in the beginning. "Ah, that would be a good idea," he breathed out. He was glad the other decided it was best not to use his name so formally in public, especially not when at school. Though he wouldn't mind hearing it at any other time when no one could hear. He only wanted himself to hear the boy say his name, he wanted to be greedy about it. Hearing it once just wasn't enough to satisfy the need to hear the it come from Shinnosuke. He couldn't figure out why he was becoming so selfish with just hearing his name, is that what liking someone did? If so, he din't like that very much. He was becoming so greedy, it went past his morals, yet he didn't care as long as it was only the boy who knew.

 

A smile grew across the flushed face of the older man as he listened to the boy. He really did think about this, how could Koichi say no to such an adorable kid? He couldn't. This is why he liked the boy so much, he was so sweet and innocent, it worried the teacher that he was going to taint that purity. Yet, then the boy would be completely his. "If you understand what we are getting into, then I surely would love to have you as my lover. I can't say no to you," he hummed. He was getting bolder the moment the boy said that, opening all the doors for opportunities to be taken. He didn't know how long this would last, but it didn't matter either. Though, it would be odd to hold himself back knowing this boy was his lover, it was like he was being kept from the other in public by an invisible wall. That invisible wall being the socially acceptable ways of the normalcy in life.

 

His large hands cupped Shinnosuke's cheeks, holding the boy's head in place. He closed his eyes, leaning down until he felt their lips touch. He was gentle with the kiss, not wanting to scare the other off. He finished what the younger boy decided not to do, because he needed to show his affections this way. He needed to make the younger boy melt in his hands to know how much the teacher truly liked him. His hands didn't shake life before, he was confident in what he was doing.

[Harifah]

When Koichi's hands covered his cheeks, Shinnosuke showed no resistance. He knew fully well what was going to happen and completely accepted anything the other would do to him. Once their lips met, one of his hands reached for the sleeve of the other and tugged it. He was not used to it at all, having no experience and doing that act like a support to him so that he was able to hold himself together properly. He could not control how tight he was closing his eyes, scrunching them and thought that he may have been making a weird face at the moment. His other free hand was solidly holding him up, gripping on the cloth of the couch at the same time. He was not sure how to breathe, unable to exhale properly through his nose.

 

"I'm sorry." Shinnosuke abruptly pulled away once he realized that he was out of breath. He would not want to faint suddenly right in front of the teacher and worry him. "... That might have been too intense for me. It was my first," he tried to explain, breathing heavily in between his words. And that was the truth. His first kiss was with Koichi but wondered whether it was also the other's. He half expected it to be true but would not be surprised if he was not, with the teacher living longer than him. Jealousy had entered him, worried about the person's previous lover. He quickly brushed it off, wanting to think only of the present and the future, not the unknown past of someone else. Relaxing himself and nuzzling into the other's chest, he was trying to collect himself properly before he could continue.

 

Taking a last deep breath, he removed himself from the teacher and looked upwards. "One more time," he closed his eyes and asked but did not waited for a response with him being the one to initiate the kiss this time as if to make up for him changing his mind before. Shinnosuke was being clumsy at first, his forehead bumping into the center of Koichi's glasses. "I'm sorry," he apologized softly, under his breath before sealing the other lips with his.

[Raychu]

Koichi chuckled lightly when the pulled away, trying to regain his breath. The teacher was worried be made the wrong move, but that was not the case. Though he felt guilty for taking the boy's first kiss without permission, but he really wanted to show affection. "I'm sorry, I should've asked first. I didn't mean to take your first kiss," he mumbled. Unlike the other, he had his first kiss. He wasn't a virgin when it came to anything, but Shinnosuke probably was from what he was hearing. This really did mean the brunette was tainting the raven haired student. Destroying that purity, yet he was so happy about it. Because everything he took from the other belonged to him, it made it that much more special to be around the boy. Though, he still felt guilty for taking such that innocence away without knowing. He would'e made it much more special if he did.

 

Snickers came from the older man as the other bumped into his glasses, he loved how hard Shinnosuke was trying. His eyes called once more when their lips connected. His hand wrapped around the boy's neck for support, feeling the soft hair fall between his fingers. He didn't try to have the boy part his lips, this was a far as he was going for now. He enjoyed the gentle kiss they were having, but that soon ended as he broke apart the connection they had. "Maybe one day I'll teach you how adults kiss," he teased. He slid his hand up Shinnosuke's head, playing with his hair. It was amazing how the teacher could go from restraining himself and look so calm to this. His face was still heated, his heart racing, and his mind was a mess. If only the other knew.

 

"I guess this means we aren't truly going to have a study session," he murmured, it wasn't even a question. He knew that from the moment they kissed the first time. "Are you hungry? Would you like some tea?" He was becoming overly friendly now that the other knew his feelings and he didn't have to hide them anymore. He was truly glad the other had mutual feelings, though it was still odd it was with a student. This was something the public would kill him for if they found out. He pulled his hand away, resting his head against Shinnosuke's, a large smile on his face. He just couldn't hold in the happiness he felt.

[Harifah]

"I-It's fine. I wanted to give it to you... and everything else," Shinnosuke stammered, fidgeting at what he just said. His feelings for the other was growing even more but now there was no need to hold it back. He was concerned whether it can still be simply called liking someone. He had become quite disappointed when they stopped but guessed the other wanted to take things slow, able to understand his reasons. He blushed furiously hearing what Koichi said about teaching him how adults kiss. "I'll try my best," he quickly responded, not knowing how else to react to it. Thinking of the adult world that he had cared less before, he was now being curious of it. He had read some scenes of them in books however they were between different genders, pondering how he could do them with Koichi. Perverted thoughts filled his head, not capable of easily brushing them off.

 

He liked how the teacher ruffled his hair, his hands always felt gentle and warm. "Some tea would be nice," he requested when the person offered, wanting something to drink when he felt his throat a bit dry and he was not that hungry. Shinnosuke glanced back at his notes that had been ignored for quite a while. Although he did feel guilty that things had taken a different turn, he felt no regret or whatsoever on how it had turned out. He then remembered about his family, not knowing how to act in front of them and wondered why they were last to came to his mind. Being used to keeping his attraction to the same gender a secret was hard at first but now that he was in a relationship, was it even possible to look them in the eye? He wanted to forget about those things at the moment, later would he think more about it. "If the study session is cancelled, what should we do now?" he inquired when they still had some spare time. He still wished to stay, given that the teacher was free for the day but as a teacher, he knew that there are still tasks that needs to be done by him. It would be difficult to return home right now, trying to get everything in its place before facing them.

[Raychu]

Koichi felt something stab him in the stomach, it was only one thing, guilt. Not about taking the younger boy's first kiss, but that he wanted to do things right there. How despicable. He kissed Shinnosuke's forehead head, when pulling up. "I'm sure you will." He ruffled the boy's hair gently, making a mess of it, treating him as he was something fragile. He wanted to go beyond simple kisses, he wanted more. He was hungry, wanting to taste the younger boy for himself, but he held back. The thought of being able to teach Shinnosuke about the simple French kiss only made his desires and lust grow more. He wanted to see the boy underneath him, though he would not do anything. He needed to maintain his professionalism with his new boyfriend, even if him and the younger boy were dating.

 

"I'll make some tea then," the older man chirped. He got up from the couch, walking behind Shinnosuke into the kitchen. He filled the tea kettle with hot water, putting it on the stove. He walked back over to the couch, sitting down. "I'm not sure, I honestly wasn't planning on what just happened. Don't take that the wrong way, I'm glad it did." His gaze dropped on the boy, the teacher just felt the urge to hold him and cuddle him. At some point though, he needed to keep his distance or he'd lose control in public. Shinnosuke was still a student, someone he wasn't supposed to date, yet here he was, doing that exact thing. "Shinnosuke, what would happen if your parents found out about your sexuality? I'm just curious to know if they accidentally find out me, how they are going to react. I'm hoping they wouldn't kill me," he laughed. He stepped outside of the teacher zone by asking the big about his family, though he found it to be one that needed to be asked.

[Harifah]

Shinnosuke really felt loved with how Koichi was showing his affection towards him. With the teacher agreeing to make tea, the person had never left his sight with him climbing and kneeling on the couch. He could not help but feel lonely even if he knew the other was not actually leaving him. Although, he did find the back side of the person to still be attractive, burying his face on the back cushion out of disgust of himself. He smiled widely at the teacher when he returned, moving closer to him after he sat back down so that there will absolutely be no distance between them. Clinging to the person, he was being quite possessive to have the person he likes all to himself right now.

 

"That... I do not want them to know," Shinnosuke quietly responded when Koichi asked about his parents, looking down and fear was in his eyes momentarily. While he realized the teacher was not purposely being insensitive to pry, it was still a delicate subject to him. It was normal to be curious of someone, especially if they were your lover. "I did mention you to my mother yesterday. So she only thinks you as my teacher," he noted and faced the teacher again, trying to shake off what was his insecurities. "I want to stay here longer, Ko-Koichi. I hope that would be fine." he requested, feeling embarrassed to address the person directly. "But please tell me if you're busy. I'll try not to be a bother," he then added after letting a short gasp that shows that he was reminded again of that fact. He was willing to help if he could, given that the teacher allows it. There was a pause as his eyes linger on the other's expression. "Are we not doing anything... intimate anymore?" he asked, plainly curious. He felt the need of preparing his heart if they were going to, hoping not to disappoint the teacher with his inexperience. His hand was searching for the teacher's and intertwined the fingers, locking his eyes with the person in front of him.

[Raychu]

Koichi loved how clingy the boy got, this was his favorite kind of partner. One that was clingy and possessive, it really made him feel wanted. It was easy to tell if they stopped wanting to be around you as well, made it easy for the break up. Though he didn't want to let his mind wander to such pointless things, he wasn't worried about the break up, it didn't bother him that the boy might want someone younger, someone fresher. He was used to people wanting someone younger, it was hard to find many open gays the same age as him. "Is that so? Well, I guess it's good they know about me in general, not that I'd want them to know I'm dating their son, that would be a bit too much," he hummed. It truly didn't bother him the boy didn't want his parents to know, even in this time people still weren't accepting of the homosexual life. His parents weren't either, but they were old school, never caring about the changing timelines.

 

"Oh, you can stay as long as you'd like. I don't have much to do, or anything to provide you for boredom, but you can stay. At least until you need to go home if that's what you want to do," he spoke softly. He loved how Shinnosuke went from asking politely to demanding, he didn't mind it one bit. It was cute in his eyes. The boy was cute all around, his shyness, his clinging, his demanding, Koichi couldn't get enough of it. He wanted to see more, but he wanted to see it further than anything. It didn't just mean in bed, though that would be adorable, he wanted to see it all the time. Every chance he got, he wanted to tease the student, making his face turn red like when he had teased him about kissing.

 

Their fingers intertwined as Shinnosuke asked his question. Koichi brought the boy's hand to his lips, kissing it gently. "I'll only go as far as you want me to, I won't decide that in my own. It's your choice how intimate we get, if we even do so," he mumbled into the hand, his voice muffled. He made sure to keep a firm grip on Shinnosuke's hand, kissing down the wrist. He wasn't meaning to do much, he just wanted to show his affection. He put both of their hands down, expecting to be told to stop. He wasn't sure the other could even handle this much at once. Koichi was experienced, Shinnosuke was not, this meant the teacher had everything he could teach the boy on. He wanted to take advantage of all of this, but he wouldn't do so without the younger boy's okay.

[Harifah]

Shinnosuke was glad that he was allowed to stay, not that he expected for the teacher to refuse. He wanted to make the moment last since they should not meet each other too frequently at school in order to avoid any suspicion about their forbidden relationship. Not a single part of his mind would he want to behave recklessly, hoping that he would be able to control himself when the time comes. He could not imagine what it would feel like to act like that in front of Koichi and also how it could affect himself with forcing to keep their distance more longer than the time they could be together. It never came to his mind that the teacher would have a romantic attraction to the same gender. The person seemed to get along with both genders well from what he had seen so he was certain that his sexual orientation was normal, not noticing a single hint that what he had thought was incorrect. He wondered what the other thought is so special about himself enough to want to date him, fearing that he would not be to the teacher's preference if he accidentally changed that part of him.

 

Switching back and forth with looking at the teacher and both of their hands, Shinnosuke observed quietly what Koichi was doing. The heat of his breath when he spoke into his hand was warm, subconsciously feeling excited at what he expected to happen. He did not mean to but could not help jolting a little when the other kissed his wrist, never having that kind of contact. Every single thing the teacher does to him, he never dislike nor hated it but rather loving it so much for his heart to handle and he had a feeling that it will not change so easily.

 

Shinnosuke breathe in as his hands were brought down together with the other, fully concentrated with the only thing in his sight, Koichi. "It is fine to continue," he spoke in a timid manner, embarrassment had overcame him a bit with was going to occur. He then let his body fall onto the teacher's chest, nuzzling his face into it. "I want you to." he continued, his voiced was quite distorted with being suppressed by the other's clothing. He fully trusted the teacher, believing he will never to anything that will cause harm. Unable to even describe his feelings at the moment with it being a mixture of various emotions, he tried to breathe properly to proceed.

[Raychu]

Koichi literally felt his heart skip so many beats with how adorable the boy was being. He didn't know he could feel so strongly for someone, he always brushed off romance as nothing. With Shinnosuke however, he could not do that. He would not do that. He enjoyed the other's company too much, even if he hadn't spent that much time to truly love it. He treasured every moment, every word spoken, he treasured Shinnosuke. Something he could say very little for the people involved in his life, he never really bothered to deal with any of them, finding it to be a waste of time. The question is, would this be a waste of time? Would he have tried, but been bothered to do nothing. Is this something he would regret in the near future? He hoped that was not the case. He treasured this too much, it would truly break his heart.

 

The hands separated as he pulled the boy up, holding him in a sitting position. "Tell me when to stop then Shinnosuke, I'm serious. You have to say stop when it becomes too much for you to handle," his tone serious yet gentle. He intertwined their fingers once more, leaning in, lightly kissing the younger boy's neck. What were kisses became a slow lick, then he started to suck on the flesh of the neck. Marking had completely slipped past his mind, ineligible that this would show on the boy. He forgot he needed to be careful, but his head was too full of Shinnosuke he couldn't think straight. Whatever he did, he would blame on the other boy. It was all his fault for being so cute, for being so easily teasable.

[Harifah]

Shinnosuke did not put up any kind of resistance when Koichi pulled him up, finding himself meeting with the other's eyes. He gave the teacher a firm nod when he was asked to say stop after it has truly become too overwhelming for him to handle. "I understand," he reaffirmed in an earnest manner however acted slightly meek, wanting to assure the teacher that he was prepared and took the situation seriously as the other person. Letting everything that does not concern the person in front of him to leave his mind, he was getting even nervous at the intimacy. His heart was still beating faster than it normally would, not showing a single hint that it would return to a normal rate.

 

Shinnosuke thought it would be ticklish when the teacher started kissing and doing other things to his nape and did not anticipate that he would accidentally let out a noise but was barely able to hold it back. His breathing quicken as he gripped tightly on the hands that was holding his, attempting to relieve himself by confirming it was really the teacher that was with him. He did felt anxious with what was going to happen but at the same time was uncontrollably overjoyed. Letting his head to be still as he allowed the teacher to do anything he wanted, he softly called out Koichi's name a few times out of happiness and closed his eyes shut to savor the feeling.

[Raychu]

Koichi wasn't planning on going any further than a couple of teasing touches, it was too soon to do anything I of the sort of the other boy. This was his only job, he needed to keep it without fail. He just wanted to used this to prep Shinnosuke for the future, knowing everything he'd be getting into. But that didn't mean he had the right to do whatever, one of those was going so far so fast, he had morals. The one moral he wasn't willing to break for anyone. He growled, wanting to hear the boy give a low moan. By now something should have happened, the teacher knew this all too well. He was desperate to hear the cries of the other. Though there was one, it was small, nothing anyone could catch without the room being completely silent.

 

The lips were next. Koichi pulled up, pressing into a deep kiss. He but and nipped at the lip, encoriwhing for the boy to open his mouth. The teacher was killing to have a taste of the sweet boy, he hoped the other understood what he was doing. Though for someone like Shinnosuke he would understand if he didn't understand why the teacher was being so desperate, not once letting the other catch a break to breath. He still had his nose to breathe through, he as fine. Yet he still couldn't get the other to open his mouth that much, plan B. His hand snaked to the boy's groin, lightly palming him through the pants he wore, the gasp allowing for Koichi to dive his tongue right in.

[Harifah]

Shinnosuke already missed the feeling when his neck was given so much affection, letting out a longing sigh before his lips was sealed by Koichi's. He had a hard time breathing at first as the teacher was not pulling away even for a moment, getting quite dizzy with the lack of air. He did not want to push the teacher away again like before since if he did that, the other may take it as a sign to stop and that was not what he wanted yet. Slowly, he started to learn exhaling through his nose, trying to maintain his breathing in an even pace so that he would not be forced to break the kiss. Once he had gotten used to it, he was getting more aroused the longer it continues.

 

Being too focused on the deep kiss, Shinnosuke did not expect the teacher to touch the part that was in between his thighs. He placed his hand on top of the Koichi's, not actually trying to pry it off but rather was curious what he was going to do. Heat was growing around his crotch area, unintentionally forming a small bulge there as his member had gotten half hard. The place was quite sensitive due to his current state and also the fact that no one had ever touched there before except for himself. It should be easy to tell, making him embarrass that the teacher will found out about it soon if the hand was not to be removed. He moaned into the other's mouth to the sensation of a tongue passing through his lips, the sound coming out muffled. The tongue that did not move ever since the kiss intinctively backed away however could not do it that much. He was not sure what to do with the sudden infiltration, allowing himself to follow the other's pace.

[Raychu]

Koichi explored every inch of the boy's mouth, dancing his tongue around the other's. Shinnosuke seemed to not understand what to do and was just trying to follow along. How cute. The teacher pulled back, chuckling softly to himself, pulling his hand out from under the other's. "You're too cute, I'm going to die. I can't any further yet, that's as far as I'm willing to go now," he hummed. He was able to feel the hardening bulge under his hand, deciding it wasn't best to egg the boy on any further than he already had. He felt a bit bad that he went so far just to stop, but they just started dating a bit ago, he couldn't go any further. That was the worst idea, especially since this is Shinnosuke. He needed to slowly ease the student into this, making it the best time he was ever going to have in his life. That was his goal.

 

"So, tell me more about yourself," he spoke softly. He didn't get to know much more than school stuff, deciding now it was okay to ask for more than that. He barely knew a thing about Shinnosuke besides he was a really good student, who was also extremely cute. He knew he liked books and nature, but that's it. There has to be more to the younger's boy life, the teacher was sure of it. He was going to pry it out now that he was able to actually bring stuff like that up without feeling like he just crossed over a deadly boundary line. Though he was already doing so just by saying that he wanted to date the other, but he'd be fine with it. His only worry was his job, which he could protect if he was careful and cautious.

[Harifah]

Shinnosuke had forgotten to breathe in properly when he felt the tongues twirling around. Mewling each time their tongues were to touch, he felt like his voice could break if it continues at this rate with the other inspecting each and every part of his mouth. He started to slowly open his eyes upon their lips being separated but the eyes remain half-lit after a while, trying to comprehend everything that has happened. "I-I understand," he responded weakly to when the other saying that they will not go any further yet, still being in a daze state. He averted his sitting position so that the bulge was not that noticeable and he will forget it, hoping the teacher did not mention it because he did not notice. Thinking it back, he figured what they did was the adult kiss Koichi had mentioned that he will teach him. It felt odd but he liked how it felt at the same time, looking forward to do it next time. He wanted to ask the teacher about it however the other was quick to request him to say something about himself.

 

"Myself?" Shinnosuke repeated, thinking about what to talk about concerning himself. He did not know where to start and thought he had told mostly everything about him to Koichi. There was the part where he was adopted but he thought that it will be an uninteresting topic and will mention it when it matters. "I used to wish of having a pet dog," he spoke, looking at the teacher's eyes and hoped that would satisfy him. He wanted the teacher to say exactly which part of him would he want to know so it would be easier to think of what to say. But he thought if he were to ask of him about that, any answer the person gives will just make him too delighted until his mind went blank. With the other now being his lover, he wanted to do everything he can to make the person happy and was willing to listen anything he says.

[Raychu]

Koichi pursed his lips, pouting at the small answer given by the boy. "That's not what I meant!" He laughed, ruffling Shinnosuke's hair gently. "Here, I'll talk about me first. As you know I'm a gay. I'm the into child in my family, which I'm sure I've mentioned before. I'm twenty-four, believe it or not." He chuckled softly, looking at the ceiling, trying to think of some more things. "I enjoy hiking, I love bright colors like the rainbow, I adore fuzzy blankets, oh and classical music too, and I like Shinnosuke." He decided he wanted to tease the other a bit more, not wanting to let him off of the hook. Now that he and the other boy in his grasp, he was refusing to let go. Like a child with a toy, he wasn't going to give him up so easily. Seeing the mark on the other boy's neck was proof of that. He wanted the younger boy all to himself, just for him to show love and affection to, how greedy.

 

"I hate the genre horror with a passion, I don't like seeing messy or disorganized places as you've seen before, and I hate new technology. It's too hard for me to grasp onto," he hummed. He would've gone further into detail about his past if he wasn't worried about scaring the other off or boring him to death. "Unlike your parents, mine know about my sexuality. They don't accept it fully, but they didn't completely cast me out. They kind of ignored me yet still showed some kind of love every now and then." He stopped, he wasn't going any further, he went far enough already. "That's the kind of stuff I want to hear, not about your dreaming of owning a dog. Tell me more besides that, you don't have to worry about crossing the line. I did that when I kissed you."

[Harifah]

Shinnosuke looked up at the hand when he was being patted, liking it but at the same time made a disappointed expression which was actually directed to himself due to him knowing that he did not give the answer Koichi wanted. He blushed hard at the teacher bluntly saying that he likes him, bewildered with how the other did not think twice on saying that. Of course, there was only the two of them and that adds to its effect. He would be more embarrass to confess directly at him just like that while he would find admitting it to someone else be easier if their relationship was not given a highly bad opinion. He finds the teacher's bravery to be admirable, even capable of coming out to his parents which he was too afraid to even think of it. After listening attentively to every single word the person had spoken, he was able to grasp more what the other wanted to hear. "I'm gay as well. I realized that when I was in middle school. I never told anyone about this. Just you, Koichi," he revealed, not too worried what the teacher will thought about it anymore mostly because he knew the other had accepted that part of him. "My birthday is on September 3rd. Other than enjoying the nature, I like it when my surroundings are calm and silent no matter where it is like the library. And also being around Koichi. I like that very much," he then continued, telling more details about himself.

 

"Anything that feels soft to the touch always makes my mood better. My pillow is one thing. It really helps me to sleep but I guess that applies to everyone. Although, it really cheers me up when I hug my pillow rather than of resting my head on it." He thought that talking about his pillow may be quite uninteresting for the other , quickly thinking of another thing to say and left a lesser length of pause compared to the other pauses in between sentences when he was attempting to think what else should he say to describe himself. "To be honest, I ended up not liking sports because I'm not very athletic and cannot get the hang of any kind of game." The teacher might have notice this fact by his build, being more thin than the rest of the students in school. Even the ones that were younger than him seemed more muscular than him however he was still at an average height for his age. "I am unable to stand strong cologne. My nose itches even if I only get a whiff of them," he finished, unknowingly scratching his nose a bit to the thought of it.

[Raychu]

Koichi laughed at the reddened cheeks, loving how he could tease the boy and get so many reactions out of him. He never dated someone who was this easily flustered over something so little. He loved being able to to poke at the boy, seeing what reactions he could get out of him. "Oh? You like being around me? I'm flattered," he chirped, his face going a bit pink. He had not expected the other to not even make that kind of comment, but he wouldn't complain, he liked it. Maybe he was caught of bit off guard, but that's okay. He didn't mind that, he quite enjoyed being surprised by the other, able to learn more about the other's personality.

 

"Ah, I personally hated sports too, I had a body built for it but it bored me. Being stuck around the brutes was a bore, I needed someone who was articulate and actually understood what I was saying. I was a real brat when I was your age, putting everyone around me to higher standards than I should've, maybe I was just dreaming for someone who was just like me. Ah, but that never happened. Nobody met the standards I held so high, but you did," he smiled. Strong cologne? He'd remember that if he ever decided to bring the boy around him for a fancy dinner or so. He didn't want to make the other boy uncomfortable by having some gross cologne on, he personally didn't like it himself. "Thanks for telling me Shinnosuke. That's really long, can I just call you Shin? It's a lot easier than saying your full name."

[Harifah]

Shinnosuke was getting more parched after he finished talking, wondering if tea was ready yet. He did not think twice upon hearing that Koichi would want to only call him 'Shin' "Sure! Please do..." It came out more excited than he had wanted, toning it down soon after the first word due to his embarrassment. The nickname was not a new thing for him when his sisters and friends had already called him that but he really felt it to be special when he heard from Koichi. Now, he felt like not allowing anyone else to call him that except for the teacher. Like how he wanted to be special to the person, he also wanted to treat him to be utmost special. He would never allow the other to feel like he was not needed anymore or unloved, now prioritizing him more than anything.

 

"Koichi. Can I come again the next week? And also the next?" Shinnosuke knew the other would not refuse, at least that what he was expecting but still needed the confirmation. It will be bothersome for the teacher to attend to him every week when he had a job and he realized that however when their time together is too limited, he could not help but want the teacher even more. If there was a chance for them to be alone, he would take it in a blink of an eye. Being careful of his surroundings almost slipped his mind with the desire to have Koichi all to himself. He wanted everyone to know that the person was his but was extremely dissapointed how he could not announced it. Waiting a few years, their relationship being a teacher and student dating would be settled but their genders was still the problem. It is fine right? Koichi is my lover, he thought to himself, wanting to justify his actions of possesiveness. He let his head fall onto the teacher's lap, nuzzling into it to comfort himself.

[Raychu]

"Shin it is then!" Koichi was estatic to be able to become so informal with the boy that it actually seemed like a relationship. "You're the first one I've ever spoke to with a nickname, I usually just stick to the full first time," he laughed. Hearing the boy ask if he could come over continuously during the passing weeks made him excited, yet it worried him. He still had other things to tend to, not that he didn't like having Shin around, but it would become harder and harder to focus on the important things like work. He was being tamed by the younger, unable to deny him of this right. He was still his lover, their alone time would be slim to none if he didn't come over. The teacher wanted to hold the boy all the time, he wouldn't last weeks without touching the raven haired cutie. "You already know the answer. Of course you can, I'd love to have you." He would love to bad the boy around as much as possible as well as having the boy to hold. It caused excitement to rush through him.

 

Running his fingers through the soft hair he smiled, only to frown when the high pitched whistle of the teakettle sounded the air. He forgot he was even making the tea, he wanted to stay in that little moment forever. Lifting the younger boy's head from his lap, he got up to quickly turn off the stove, the sound of the teakettle causing his ears to ring. The sound was annoying and painful to his older ears. "Shin! What type of tea would you like?" He called out as he got into his cabinets full of teas, pulling them out one by one. "Come here so I don't have to say them all, there are too many!" He laughed, looking over eagerly. He wanted to take advantage of the boy walking over to surprise him with a kiss. He loved giving kisses, he loved the kisses with Shinnosuke, he was too cute for the teacher's heart to handle.

[Harifah]

The fact that he was the first to be call a nickname by Koichi made Shinnosuke's heart tingle out of joy. He held a shred of hope that he was the first lover of the person but when he did not ask about it and that the other was quite experience when they kissed, he could clearly tell that it was not true. He instantly smiled when he heard that he was allowed to come over again and again. He was snuggling more into the other's lap with happiness but when the tea kettle whistled, he could not help but jolted since he was not quite sure of the source at first. It became easier to remove him since he had also wanted to get up, trying to see what the teacher was going to do. When he rested his head on the back seating of the couch, he was quick to lift it when the other looked at him.

 

Upon Koichi calling him over to make a choice on the type of tea he would drink for himself, Shinnosuke hurried over without any kind of hesitation. He was getting excited just at the though of picking out tea. Even if it was simple, any kind of activity he does with the teacher or what he asked of him made him elated without any other condition. Seeing the various selection, he pointed at one of them once he had decided. "Can I have Chamomile?" He was too distracted with the varieties of tea that was laid on the table to notice what the other was going to do to him.

[Raychu]

Koichi hummed when the other asked if he could have the chamomile, hugging him from behind. He used one hand to push the the boys head to the side, leaning in for a kiss. He held it there, refusing to him. He nipped at the lips before pulling away. He had Shinnosuke under his hands, right where he wanted him. He leaned down, grazing his teeth lightly against the skin of his neck, licking from the collar bone up, sucking when he had finished his first task. One hand began to roam the other's chest, pressing against the nipples through the rough fabric. He was a cruel man, he would tease Shinnosuke just to stop, but he wanted to boy to take some initiative with it as well. He'd never continue if the boy didn't seem perfectly okay with it. He was eager, perhaps because he was still a virgin that made him so eager for the older man. But the teacher wanted to take it so very slow, yet he wanted it to go so quickly. He wanted to touch and tease he younger boy, hear the sweet moans that could come from his mouth, but he couldn't rush this. That was something he couldn't do. He pulled up, nipping slightly at the boy's earlobe. "Chamomile was it?"

[Harifah]

Shinnosuke accepted the hug at first, placing his hands on Koichi's arm out of instinct. What he did not expect was his head to be turned and him being kissed which he still cannot get used to with it being so sudden. His eyes did not close but instead were only half-open when the teacher moved to his neck, giving out small mewls as the other was using his mouth around the area. He accidentally let out a strong moan upon feeling a touch over his shirt where his nipple would come in contact, quickly covering his mouth with the back of his hand after hearing it. It was embarrassing for him to react strongly to such a simple simulation. He was already out of breath when the other nibbled on his ear, biting his own lip just to restrain any sound out of him.

 

Upon realizing Koichi was stopping abruptly in the middle of it again when the person was confirming his selection, Shinnosuke was honestly very disappointed however could only nod at him and needed the teacher to support himself. After a few moments of recollecting his composure, he removed himself from the other's arm and turned around to face him. He was not sure how he felt about the teacher restraining himself but at the same time still continued to tease him. It was an odd feeling, a mixture of hating and liking it all at once. "When can we do more, Koichi?" he asked eagerly, looking up at him while having his hands on the person's wrists. "I won't mind if it's now," he added timidly, growing impatient with all the teasing although he figured that the teacher would presently refuse him with how fast it was going. He tiptoed a bit for his lips to reach the other's, his grip tightening and kissed Koichi for a while before pulling back. "... That was payback... for just then." He knew that was not much nonetheless wanted to surprise the other as he did to him in order to satisfy himself.