Mistakes of Magic (18+) ~NyuchanXx and Raychu

[Raychu]

Jasper gasped when he felt the other put his mouth on the younger boy's neck. It felt like a rush was going to his head, though the magician couldn't pin what it actually was. All he knew for sure was this was weird, but he liked it. He enjoyed the amounts of pleasure he was feeling from just simple actions. How would he react if they went further? The blonde was extremely curious to see his own reactions as well as the demon's. "Haah~... Y-Yasuo," he breathed out. It felt odd to say the demon's name, but he was tempted to say it, seeing how things would change. The boy felt like he was beginning to not test his own reactions, but the other's as well. His heart was pounding, he couldn't decide whether he actually wanted this or not. He was just in the spur of the moment, going with the flow.

 

"Feels nice," he hummed. It was weird how easily he was giving in, usually he'd put up more of a fight with the demon. This was a bit more than simple curiosity, he knew that. He wasn't doing this just to know how it felt, it's because it was Yasuo he even agreed. Another person and he would've immediately backed out. The demon just filled his head full of so many thoughts, this just seemed like a natural thing for them to do. But what about other humans? How many had Yasuo done the same with? Jasper frowned, pulling away from the demon. "W-Wait! Stop."

[Nyuchanxx]

Yasuo growled deeply in the back of his throat when he heard the other call his name. He hadn't meant to do it but it was an instinctual response of pleasure and desire. His soft tail swished behind him, the tip twitching slightly every so often as it always did when he began to get aroused. When the other suddenly told him to stop the demon drew away knowing full well that the other really did want him to stop. Sighing he rolled his eyes, so boring. He tried to stop his tail swishing but he was still aroused and there was never anything he could do to control his tail even if he could control the twitching of his ears. "Okay sorry, I'll take my leave." The demon turned on his tail so the other couldn't see the slight bulge in his pants and left the room before Jasper could get his wits about him enough to stop him. He returned to the demon realm.

 

Flopping onto his bed Yasuo wondered what had suddenly made the other change his mind about all this, granted Yasuo was about to stop and just let the human simmer for a few days but he hadn't expected this. Maybe the human had just had enough. He shock his head pushing the thought away and sitting up he shifted of his coat and dumped it beside him before unzipping his trousers.

[Raychu]

Jasper didn't mind the demon leaving without the magician getting in a word for once. He rubbed his neck, still blushing furiously. It was silly but he didn't like the thought of the other doing the same with other humans. It just made him feel so weird, he wasn't jealous. But the thought of the demon touching other human's the same way then touching Jasper just felt so wrong. He was left unsatisfied, unhappy, and upset. He felt oddly like a cliche from movies, not liking that feeling one bit. The magician's lips formed into a pout, he was getting so riled up over Yasuo, a good for nothing demon. He shouldn't be letting his feathers get ruffled over something so trivial. He really hoped that the next time the two met, something like this didn't happen again. The boy wouldn't be able to stop himself next time, he barely did this time.

 

"Stupid," he muttered under his breath. He got up, grabbing the book that had been set on the chair, sitting back down, reading it once more. He loved learning about the origins of magic, how it came to be. The sacrifices made to have it exist in the world. How it was used in daily life, it all was so intriguing to the boy. Though he had quite a hard time focusing, he didn't give up. He kept his eyes locked on the words that filled the page, sooner or later he was calm enough to just read through the thick book easily.

[Nyuchanxx]

Yasuo slept for a long time that night. Being in the human world always made demons exhausted and if they lived there they needed as much sleep as humans did. The effects were less so as a demon aged but Yasuo while old was not even close to being old enough not to sleep much after being with humans long.

 

When he awoke he wondered what he should do. He still wasn't sure when or if at all he was going to go back to Jasper and check up on him. If he did he was fairly sure he wouldn't let the male know he was there and he would just remain invisible to the human eye. The days past and Yasuo amused himself with various activities, paperwork that he hadn't finished, art he was halfway through and when he was really bored he even went and talked to people or asked for something to do. If he went down a couple of levels to where the working demons dealt with humans they were always only too eager to unload some of their overtime upon him. Like this a week past before he started to really have nothing he could be bothered to do.

[Raychu]

Jasper was bored not having the demon around to bother him. He was sure the other would've come back to bother him by now. The magician was becoming impatient having to wait for Yasuo to come back around, but he couldn't really do much about it. He tried as best as he could to push the thoughts of the demon out of his mind, but it was becoming extremely hard to do such a thing. His head was full of the demon and conflicting feelings, not able to cast them out. In a week he did his normal routine, sleep, eat, work, read, and repeat. Every now and then he'd do a spell but he's stumble through the words when speaking the foreign tongue, becoming unable to focus on his pride and joy. Magic was supposed to be his everything, the only thing on his mind, but some demon just came in and invaded that. It wasn't fair for Jasper to have to deal with these kinds of annoyances, he needed to find himself a break, but he didn't know how. He wouldn't drink, he wouldn't go out, he stayed at home isolated from people. People were his enemies.

 

The page was flipped as he continued to read through yet another history book on the beginning of magic. He had ended up completing three large books in the past week. He was so bored, unable to do something. He was yearning to see the demon again, he wanted to clear up his feelings. He didn't want to be so conflicted anymore that he couldn't even focus on saying a simple spell. Perhaps Yasuo could help him with that again like he once did before. He continued to read, his mind continued to wander to the demon, having to push him out, continuing to focus on the book in front of him.

[Nyuchanxx]

Making up his mind Yasuo finally walked through the mirror again and out into the human world into Jaspers room. He bent the light around himself so that he was invisible to human eyes before making good way around the house looking for the human. His first port of call being the kitchen, assume!ING the male would be doing magic. He was right. Humans were so predictable.

 

Sitting down Yasuo watched as the human struggled through some spells. He couldn't help but notice the other was tripping over words that a week ago he did perfectly and failing at pronouncing new words that Yasuo knew he should be able to work out. He sighed within himself wondering what was wrong with the other. Was he ill? Bored? Stressed? Yasuo couldn't work it out. A part of himself wanted to just make himself visable and go and talk to the other but he knew he couldn't do that just yet. He still didn't understand the man.

[Raychu]

Jasper had enough of trying to read the pointless spells when his mind was elsewhere. A place it shouldn't be wandering, but it was, constantly. He grabbed the book, slamming it on the ground with a forceful, stopping off to his room. He was angry enough her being so rough with his delicate possessions. The books he loved more than anything, he became so easily frustrated with. The books were defenseless to his outburst, but he was too angry to think about trivial matters such as that. He found himself to be irritated by any small problem, it just wasn't fair. Working himself up just because of some stupid demon. He was feeling extremely embarrassed how he even acted in front of the other, that was something he shouldn't have done.

 

The blonde flopped onto his bed, wanting to shove his face into a pillow and scream. That wasn't going to happen of course, he had neighbors who could hear through the thin walls. He didn't need any noise complaints, he didn't need anything. No interaction from the world around him, he just wanted to continue to isolate him self, wallowing in his own misery. That wasn't fun, it didn't really change from his normal routine either. He was such a hermit to the world around him. He kept tossing and turning on his bed, huffing and puffing out of anger. He sat up, clicking his tongue with a 'tsk'. "This is ridiculous! I'm getting worked up for nothing! It wasn't that big of a deal," he snapped at himself. He had a tendency to yell at himself when angry, this just happened to be one of those moments.

[Nyuchanxx]

Yasuo watched in shock as the other had a sudden outburst and slammed the book down before storming off. When he knew the male wasn't returning Yasuo gently picked up the book, brushed it off and placed it gently in the bookshelf before wandering after the male. He found Jasper on the bed looking even more angry than he had only a moment ago. Yasuo felt his eyebrows tighten in concern and confusion as he wondered what on earth was wrong with the other. Something had obviously happened that was distressing the male. But he couldn't work out what. Work? Magic? Money? Family? Yasuo himself? He just didn't know.

 

Sighing he allowed himself to become visablemto then other where he sat on the floor. "What gotten you so worked up, honestly it can't be as bad as you make out." He rolled his eyes at the other wondering if he was about to make things worse. It had been so long since he had been around humans that he just didn't know and the last human he had been with hadn't exactly been normal and neither was Jasper so he was completely at a loss for what to do.

[Raychu]

Jasper panicked when Yasuo suddenly appeared out of nowhere. His first instinct was to grab and pillow and throw it, which is exactly what he did. After realizing what he had done, he became even more panicked. "Sorry! I didn't... Why are you here Yasuo?" His voice kind of spiteful, he hadn't thought he'd be so rude when finally reunited with the demon once more. But it naturally came over him, his emotions and stress were all because of this guy. Everything he was feeling was due to this demon's games. He had a right to be angry, though the magician didn't want to be angry with the other. He wanted to return to their stupid chats and silly little arguments. He wanted to ask the other for help with the spells, but it just didn't seem appropriate after how he decided to act.

 

The magician got off the bed, grabbing the pillow that had been thrown off, gently putting it back in place. "I mean, not that I mind. You just suddenly decide to drop in without warning, how long have you been in here?" He sat by the demon on the floor, his hands getting fidgety in his lap. He was upset that the demon might have seen his entire fit, that was extremely embarrassing, though not as bad as what happened that made him so irritable. He felt his cheeks heat up just thinking about what had happened. He dropped his head, hoping the other wasn't able to see his flushed face behind his mop of hair.

[Nyuchanxx]

Not expecting the pillow to be thrown at him Yasuo was too slow to catch it and it him square in the face. He rolled his eyes. This man really was being difficult at the moment. The randomness in his actions was just too confusing for Yasuo. When the other took the pillow back the demon couldn't help but notice the slight blush in the males features. He frowned wondering what it was due to. "I've been here long enough." He replied in a slightly cryptic way.

 

Sighing he got up and sat on the bed next to Jasper "seriously what is wrong with you at the moment? You keep being weird and I don't even know how to start analysing the random expressions you put in sometimes." He really didn't understand humans when they did what they should do but when they acted all wired he was even more at a loss. And that was certainly Jasper summed up.

[Raychu]

Jasper grumbled when the demon gave such a vague answer. He was sure that meant he saw the tantrum, and his suspicion was only confirmed when he asked what was wrong with the magician. That cleared any doubt he had that the demon was there to see all of it, when he suddenly appeared, there wasn't much that could've made him ask such a question. Though the blonde wasn't sure he wanted to answer it, he could feeling his blood boiling. He wanted to grab a pillow and hit the other with it, getting some sort of satisfaction out of something. It would certainly calm down his bad mood, but the other might end up becoming the one in the bad mood. He didn't want to risk any fights or arguments, he would just blow off his lid. He was already about to boil over, any wrong word said by Yasuo and he'd surely freak out on the other. That's not what he wanted, but he felt so out of control with his emotions that he didn't care.

 

"What is wrong with me? I'm so sorry I'm not acting the friendliest with you at the moment. Why does it matter if you understand me or not? Why are you actually here? Why wouldn't I be angry with you? You are the worst. I can't believe you just left me there in confusion the last time, you really are ignorant," he spoke in a calm voice, but the words were not nice. He was being rude without using that kind of tone to display it. He wanted to get his point across to the other, tired of the mind games he was having to be put through to cure the other's boredom. That's all he felt like, was a convenient toy for the other to play with whenever. It wasn't fair.

[Nyuchanxx]

Yasuo felt his eyes widen at the words. He thought he understood what this was about and it made his own temper burn with annoyance "what!? You told me to stop and so I did! What the heck else did you want me to do other than go? If you wanted something then you should have bloody said it!" Yasuo knew he was being rash and he shouldn't be angry like this. He could hear his own voice raising like it hadn't in a very long time and he tried to keep the fire that burned in his fingers at bay as his tail stood on end with anger beneath the blackened buckles of his cloak.

 

He stood and paced around the room trying to figure his own thoughts out but he was angry with both himself for not understanding and the human for making so little sense. Growling under his breath he turned and faced the other with his hands upon his hips. He was bored of being bossed around, firstly that demon from the earth beauro and now Jasper was angry at him for apparently a srubbish reason and he was tired of it. "Speak some sense human and stop contracting yourself. Stop acting as if you hold the high and mighty ground. Like hell you do!" His voice steadily got louder as he spoke despite him trying to force it down.

[Raychu]

Jasper snapped, the demon went off first so his yelling wouldn't be his fault. He couldn't believe he was the one being put at fault, he never said to leave, he said to stop. Completely different things. He shot up from the bed, clenching his hands into fists, they were shaking from how tightly he had them clenched. "Stop and leave are completely different! I never said leave, I only said stop! Stop assuming my damn feelings," his voice getting louder than he intended to let it. If they got any louder then he would definitely have to apologize to his neighbors, the walls didn't hold out that much sound. Right now though, he didn't care. He was not going to let himself be out to be the one who caused this, he wasn't the one who left. He wasn't the one who started the teasing, he only let it go on. He let it continue, which he could only blame himself for, that he didn't mind though. He did truly want it, then he let himself start thinking, that's what made him want to stop.

 

"Speak some sense? I am! It's... It's not fair! You're not being fair at all!" He shouted. "Why did you have to shake me up like that? Why do you have to bother me?" His voiced quieted, furrowing his eyebrows. He wasn't angry anymore, he got out his little tantrum. But now the other was angry, Jasper didn't mean to be like this. He didn't mean to cause so many problems for everyone around him, he didn't want to cause issues for Yasuo the most. He liked the demon, he didn't want to end up pushing him away. "Don't stir me up like that, it's cruel. You didn't even want to stay to know why I asked you to stop, I wasn't originally going to, that should have been obvious. But that doesn't matter now." He sat on his bed, burying his face into his hands. He felt on the verge of tears. He felt like he was just going to cry out the rest of the anger he and left in him.

[Nyuchanxx]

Yasuo glared as the other yelled back at him his anger boiling and sparks flicking across his fingertips as he heard the distain in the others voice, at least he thought it was distain. How was he meant to know what stop meant, the way the other had saidnit it bloody sounded like 'get your hands off of me and get out right now.' What was Yasuo meant to do, wait for the other to turn around and slap him, cause a scene so that the human bureau back in his rhelm heard about it? Not likely, he didn't want to get caught doing any of this stuff.

 

Suddenly the others tone changed. Yasuo looked on in shock as the words tumbled from the humans mouth. He still didn't fully understand but he knew that the other had never wanted him to leave. He sighed his anger dissipating. Sitting on the bed next to Jasper he said "sorry, I thought you wanted me out of your sight, I should have waited." He did feel bad but he also didn't understand why the other good him to stop when he didn't actually want him to. Humans made no sense. "Jasper?" He asked softly "why did you say stop? Why weren't you going to say stop?" He asked as he flopped back onto the bed and looked at the ceiling trying to comprehend what was happening.

[Raychu]

Jasper looked over at him, unhappy how everything was turning out. "Don't ask questions with obvious answers. I liked what you were doing, normally a person wouldn't say stop when they like something," his voice quiet, meek. That wasn't entirely true, but he wouldn't do that. He would be honest with what he wanted, no matter how embarrassing. Now he was supposed to spill his feelings, lay them out for the other to see. He didn't want to talk about this, he wasn't even sure what to say anymore that expressed his feelings. Apparently every time he tried, he somehow contradicted himself in Yasuo's eyes. How was he supposed to speak to the other when he was so dense, so clueless to what magician was saying? The blonde would speak out truthfully, he just always did it in the oddest ways. He finally understood what Yasuo meant have a handle on his emotions. He truly didn't, always changing face in seconds.

 

"Because I didn't like the idea that you did that kind of things with other humans, okay. Maybe I started thinking about it and... got jealous thinking you might've touched another human the same way. I feel like you were just toying with me, that made me upset and agitated. Everything I'm feeling is your fault," he spoke softly, dropping his eyes to the floor. "Why are you so mean?" The question was rhetorical, he didn't want to hear the demon's answer. It scared him to have to hear what was said. He didn't even want to talk anymore, he had no strength or energy. Crying sounded nice, maybe he'd go cry in the shower for a bit. Just to let his feelings come out.

[Nyuchanxx]

Yasuo took a few moments to fully comprehend what the other was saying. The male didn't like that he had probably had done such things with other humans, that was the reason he said to stop. Sighing again Yasuo remained looking at the ceiling and feeling the other deserved an answer and an explanation he said slowly "I wasn't just doing it because I was bored Jasper. It's just that way of doing things that I prefer, I find it difficult to retain feelings if nothing interesting happens and in all honesty I didn't want to just get bored because I like being around you and I enjoy our conversations..." He trailed off terrified that of how much he was saying and revealing, it was all too intense but he had to do it. "In terms of my other partners, well..... I prefer not to talk about it but for the number of years I've lived there haven't been that many. The last one was the man who wrote those books you read so much and well....it didn't exactly go well near the end. He resented that I didn't age like he did and it drove him a little mad I think." He paused and collected his thoughts. He was terrified of how much he was saying to the human but he knew he couldn't keep it all hidden forever "Other stuff happen with him but I don't want to discuss it, other than that man there were a few and a couple of demons but to be honest despite our reputations demons don't sleep around so I have probably slept with no more people than the average human."

 

Yasuo stopped talking hoping he wouldn't have to elaborate further.

[Raychu]

Jasper looked over at him. "You say you weren't using me because you were bored, but then you say you did it to keep from getting bored. A bit contradictory, isn't it? It's still not okay you used my emotions to get that, you aren't the one who's bothered by the conflicting feelings," he spoke a bit louder, his voice becoming firm. He was glad the other decided to talk, yet he wasn't, nothing good was coming out of it. It was hurting him to hear everything spoken, he didn't want to face it. "There is no average amount for the average human Yasuo, I've never slept with anyone, yet here are people who slept with a handful and more. Your answer doesn't match up to the ways of the human." Now he felt the need to show he had knowledge of his own world, he wanted to seem like he was on top knowing things about the earth. "I didn't really want to hear about your affairs, I only stated I was jealous."

 

Jasper got up, stretching. He wanted to leave the room before any tears started to come out, but until the demon excused himself, the blonde would not do anything of the sort. He paced slightly, biting his thumbnail, something he had not done since he was a child. "You didn't even consider my feelings, you just thought of yourself. What if I got the wrong message sent across them what you were intending?" His pitch was going higher, anxiety and anger overwhelming him once more. He needed to cry, to get all of the tears out. His emotions would flow away with the water that dropped form his eyes. "What if I thought you meant something romantic? I'm not someone you use for that kind of thing."

[Nyuchanxx]

Yasuo glowered. The other just didn't get it did he? He just didn't understand what Yasuo was trying to say. He had practically said he had feelings for the other what more did Jasper want? A bloody sign? He had said that he didn't want to get bored of the other, he had said that he didn't do it just because he could, he had even said that demons never had casual relations. What more did the human want?

 

Standing Yasuo decided he had had enough of this. Walking over to the other in quick strides he put one hand on the humans chest and pushed him backwards until he was against the wall. In a swift movement Yasuo placed one hand on the wall, positioning his body so that the other was trapped before he leaned in. Yasuo kissed Jasper. He was gentle even though he wanted to be rough and dominated the other. Even though his body screamed at him to make the male beg. He was gentle.

[Raychu]

Jasper was ready to take a swing at the other when he pushed him. "What do you think your doing?" he snapped. The demon trapped him, making him feel extremely anxious. He put his hands on the demon's chest, ready to shove the other, but that changed when Yasuo kissed him. The magicians eyes widened for a second, before blinking closed. He grabbed a bunch of the shirt in his hands, raising his neck more to meet the kiss. He was much shorter than the other, his neck strained just keeping himself in place of the kiss. This feeling inside him was overwhelming, he wasn't feeling like he was being used like before, he felt some sort of passion coming from the demon. It brought butterflies in his stomach, making his hands shake with anticipation. This was making his heart pound, this was making his body feel overheated once more. He felt the air being ripped away from him, the contact of the other just killing any train of though.

 

After the other finally pulled away, he shoved his head into the demon's chest. He was about to cry, but not because he was sad, because he was so happy. "How is it you that makes me feel this way?" He mumbled the words under his breath, not meaning it in an insulting way. He truly couldn't figure out why he liked the demon so much. They didn't even see eachother that much, though every moment they spent together seemed so special. A memory that wouldn't dare be forgotten. He pulled his head up, letting go of the other's shirt, looking at Yasuo straight in the eye. Something he didn't do for the entire time he was there, he finally worked up the courage to do so. "Sorry I'm so dense," he laughed. "I don't get why it's me though, I'm nothing special."

[Nyuchanxx]

As the other pulled away Yasuo smiled at him the first soft endearing smile he had given Jasper and the first he had given anyone in a very long time. He stroked the other hair as the male buried his face into his chest and hushed him gently. "It's okay, it doesn't matter now. You can be as dense as you want, I certainly am." He chuckled amused by how rubbish the two of them were. He still had his doubts and couldn't help the nagging at the back of his mind that maybe the other wouldn't enjoy the way Yasuo did things. But he pushed all that aside for the moment and focused upon the now.

 

He listened to the other quiet, gentle breathing. Felt his silky soft hair beneath his fingers and breathed in the delicious scent of the human as they stood there in silence. Content to just be. After a while Yasuo kissed the top of Jaspers head before he pulled away slightly and said "so, did you miss me last week? Did your life feel incomplete without me?" He was teasing obviously and there was a light playfulness in his voice that was unmistakable.

[Raychu]

Jasper gave a small him when the other spoke. He was just happy with how things were going. It amazed him how they went from fighting with each other to this. It was definitely odd, but he enjoyed it. He enjoyed every moment with the demon, but this one was one of the best. He usually hates his hair being touched, but the fingers felt nice. It was something he didn't want to stop. He would stay in this moment forever if given the option. Though it scared him, one day he'd die, but the demon wouldn't. He had plenty of time left in the world, he was still young, and the question was, would they even last that long? Would Yasuo get bored of him and decide to leave? Would he feel that dreadful feeling once more, the one they weighed down his already heavy heart. No, that wouldn't happen. He wouldn't focus on the future for once, he'd just live in the moment. He wouldn't focus on the bad, only the positive. He had Yasuo, he'd keep him in his grasp for as long as he could.

 

"Of course I missed you, it was driving me crazy you took so long to come back. Don't do it again, or at least warn me first," he pouted. He laughed, looking at up Yasuo. His neck felt strained from having to look up at the other so long, though he didn't mind. It would go away sooner or later, right now he just wanted to focus on the demon. The one thing he worried about the most is if Yasuo could even handle him. He was a demanding person, he wanted everything his way. He'd be fussy, still have his emotions flying off the wall, could the other handle that much? He beckoned the demon down with a finger, wanting the other to come down to his level. It bothered him with how much their height was different. He wanted to kiss Yasuo too, but he couldn't exactly reach the other well, even if he was on his tiptoes.

[Nyuchanxx]

Yasuo grinned feeling his ego being boosted about ten fold by the others declaration. He hadn't actually been expecting the male to fully admit that he had missed him but he enjoyed it none the less and couldn't keep the satisfied smile from his lips. As the other leaned up and beckoned to the demon Yasuo leaned down and gently kissed Jasper. At first he was gentle and slow but then he decided he had had enough of that and wanted to taste the other some more. Jasper's lips tasted so fresh and sweet, completely different from the usual smoky taste of demons. It was intoxicating and he wanted more of it. He encouraged the others lips open trying to take complete control as he pushed his hips up against the human trapping him between the wall and himself.

[Raychu]

Jasper expected the kiss to be a gentle one, but the other seemed to get a bit more forceful, causing his head to go fuzzy at the feeling. He gasped a bit when the other completely trapped him against the wall, parting his lips slightly. He didn't know what to do, not having done something like this before. He just knew he wanted it this time, fully. He wouldn't be saying stop this time around. His hands grasped the shirt once more, unsure of what else to do besides that. His breaths quickened as he felt his heart pounding against his chest hard. This didn't feel like it was enough, he felt so unsatisfied by just this. He wanted a lot more, he wanted to feel what eh had felt the first time Yasuo touched him. But he would let this go slow, he didn't want to rush it. He was enjoying just this alone.

[Nyuchanxx]

Yasuo shifted and drew away from the kiss before as he drew away he swept the smaller male into his arms and moved the both of them onto the bed. As he lay the other down he was again surprised by how comfortable the males bed was but that didn't matter at the moment. Taking Jasper wrists in his hand he pushed them above the males head and kissed him deeply again, resting his weight upon his elbow as his free hand reached down to gently rubbish the other through his clothes.

[Raychu]

Jasper gasped when the other picked him up, putting him down on his bed. He was about to fuss how he could move on his own without the other doing such a thing when his wrists were being pinned above his head. He tried to pull them back down, only to find the sky demon wasn't going to be so nice about it. He kissed back eagerly, a whine escaped his throat when the other touched him gently. He needed Yasuo to be rougher, he wanted the older man to be. His breaths quickened, trying to pull his hands down once more. He wanted to be able to touch the other, finding it impossible to try and remove his hands from the hold of the other man.