Love Me For Who I Am {Exellda || AlphaZero}

[AlphaZero]

Love Me For Who I Am

 

Exellda || AlphaZero

 

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AlphaZero :: Ronin Ackerman

 

 

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[td]Appearance Specifications

 

Has

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[td]Full Name

 

Ronin Ackerman :: Nicknamed Ron [/td]

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[td]Age

 

21[/td]

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[td]Gender

 

Trans Man[/td]

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[td]Sexuality & Position

 

Gay :: Uke[/td]

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[td]Height & Weight

 

5'5 :: 121 lbs[/td]

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[td]Personality

 

❀Anxious & Lonely: Loneliness is isolation. It breeds negative self-identity, increasing sadness and anxiety. When Ronin feels lonely, he feels as if nobody loves him. Having literally no friends to confide in, Ronin's only friend is the other voice in his head, the one who tries to bring him down daily and succeeds without fail. Though Ronin doesn't express it, his pain has resulted in countless breakdowns in the emptiness of his room. Along with being quite depressed about this current situation and the past, Ronin is anxious for the future due to his low self-esteem and insecurities. One of his most angry fears is always being alone; always, until he leaves this world. Ronin also has succumbed to countless panic attacks due to his anxiety. Considering the excellent state of his grades, as well as his ability to hide his emotions, people don't notice much about him. But in all actuality, he is a damaged, damaged man.

 

❀Possessive & Clingy: Because of his mental state, Ronin can sometimes act possessive and clingy once he gets attached. His attachment issues have resulted in people leaving him permanently, and thus Ronin is afraid of getting close to others. Though Ronin's actions might come off as possessive and clingy, he's actually not that type of person. He knows that nothing and no one in the world belongs to him, and he also knows that if he tried to cling onto the person or it, and own the person or it, he'd be restricting the freedom that is their right. However, because this is all extremely difficult to control, Ronin simply does not allow anyone to get close to him anymore.

 

❀Romantic & Loving & Caring & Gentle: Despite his negative outlook, Ronin is a romantic and is very loving at heart. He's sensitive and emotional, and is keen on showcasing his affection for his loved ones. Being the type to feel deeply, Ronin attaches a lot of meaning to his expressions of love. They all come from deep within, and while his heart is as fragile as it is, it's also extremely robust. He won't crack at the first sign of trouble that arises in his bond with his loved one, but will grow stronger through the trials and storms instead. Ronin can perceive even the slightest detail in his loved ones demeanor. It could be in the flick of their eyes, the curve of their lips, the hint of sadness in their movements, anything. Even if the person were to hide it, they wouldn't be able to hide it from Ronin's perception and sensitivity to others emotions, or at least, shouldn't be able to. Ronin loves to love. Although he's not very well-versed in the art of loving and being loved, he desires both. Ronin is also very caring and gentle.

 

❀Enthusiastic & Interesting: Being alone for most of his life, Ronin is known to people as being quiet, dark, lonely, unapproachable, gloomy, and even a bit scary. Though, he has a side to him that few have seen. This side is only available when he's completely comfortable with someone, someone who dared to approach him and felt the need to get to know him and befriend him. Animated, lively, and loud, this side of Ronin will surprise others as much as they'll like it. Though he doesn't admit it, Ronin realizes that during this time he's completely vulnerable to this person because of his attachment. He'll tend to grow clingy and possessive because he doesn't want to lose them, but that will not be always. Through the help of his own willpower and his loved one, Ronin will be able to get out of that rut, and he, along with their bond will grow stronger than ever before.

 

❀Flirtatious & Sarcastic: The fact that he is a flirty person surprises himself as much as it surprises others. Ronin doesn't even know that he's the flirtatious type. This is because no one was able to get close enough for him to even feel the need to flirt. Ronin does not inhibitly make a pass at anything that moves. During these times Ronin will be blushing like a tomato and even be stuttering slightly and his composed demeanor will seem like a complete ruse, but the words that come out of his mouth will leave others wondering why he was so talented at it.

 

❀Innocent & Corrupted:Aside from sexual situations, Ronin is naive and innocent when it comes to matters of the heart and life situations. Again, this is because he's never been close to anyone. He's not above suspicion however because of his dark atmosphere, and is usually made a scapegoat in most situations. Being naive and innocent while also being the scapegoat for others is certainly not a good combination. When it concerns sexual acts, however, Ronin is quite kinky, weak to pleasure, likes being controlled, yet also being controlling, likes being teased, yet also be the one teasing, and moans like a banshee in bed. He's a virgin, and doesn't know that he's most likely unable to be boring while under the sheets.

 

❀Diligent & Earnest & Honest:Ronin is upright and fair, and is truthful, frank, and sincere. He refuses to lie, steal or deceive in any way. Good and true, Ronin is man of high morals, though many others view him as otherwise because of his outer appearance. Ronin continuously shows care and conscientiousness in his work or duties. He's at the top of his class, and that only adds to people's hatred, judgement, and misunderstanding of him.

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[td]Biography

 

Soon will his book be unlocked.[/td]

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[td]Quote

 

"I don't want you to leave..."[/td]

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[td]Theme Song

 

[video=youtube;Vz6e-24Jhk8]

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Exellda :: Quinn Anderson

 

 

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Name: Quinn Anderson

 

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Age: 23

 

Gender: Male

 

Sexuality and Position: Bisexual :: Seme

 

Height and Weight: 5'8 :: 128 lbs

 

Personality: Quinn is a laid back kind of guy who likes to have fun. He had a decent family life, his adoptive parents were always supportive of him even once he told them about the kind of job he had. Quinn had no shame in what he did. He is a confident guy and loves his job which consisted of stripping nearly naked for people and dancing upon a pole. He simply adored the attention it brought for him. He felt more anxious when he was alone, a basic attention whore at times. Relationships for Quinn are usually infrequent. He desires a partner that will cling onto him. Quinn likes to know that he had their attention, no one else. Thus, he is a possessive man. This also means, despite his profession, he doesn't cheat nor have multiple partners- unless he's single. If he is in a relationship, he dedicated himself to them and only them and he expects the same treatment, which may be asking a lot.

 

Quinn is a caring guy to an extent. While he isn't one to go the extra mile for strangers, he would for family or for his partner- whomever it is at the time. Quinn is a brave and bold guy, after all, his profession requires him to be that way. If someone catches his eyes, he will make it known. He can be very flirtatious at times, especially on the job as well as sarcastic when dealing with irritating company. Because of his profession, he has obviously been introduced to many sexual things and kinks. Over time, he learned that he liked being in the dominant roll. He had only ever bottomed, with a man, twice. He is playful and likes to explore the bedroom. Quinn is also the type of guy to be honest to those he cares for, but deceiving if he doesn't trust someone.[/td]

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[AlphaZero]

Bare Essentials [10:59 PM]

 

The anxiety sunk down to his stomach and curled into his stomach, hands clawing up his sore, dry throat, choking him, resulting in a series of stuttered words that left the scantily clad boy raising his eyebrow whilst smirking in interest and amusement. His nerves tingled with each light touch of his skin, flinching and shivering as the touches became too hot for comfort.

 

“Oh baby, are you scared?,” the man whispered against the college boy’s ear, his tongue flicking at the boy’s earlobe only to retreat back a second later, an electric shock running up and down his spine as a breathy, masculine chuckle tickled his ear.

 

The boy’s eyes could not remain still. Scurrying this way and that way, up and down, while a particularly jittery left leg bounced with every involuntary and agitated jerk of his knee. Carnation pink orbs flickered left to right, up and down and all around as his cheeks reddened, every visible, provocative part of the man leaving him a breathless mess.

 

As if unable to control his reaction, the boy whimpered meekly as he nodded in response to the question, all ten of his fingers twitching in a nervous high.

 

During his lowly fall from grace, because he was turning into clay by the second, the barely clothed man seemed to get a kick out of teasing the boy; his tongue touched and ravaged every visible smooth, porcelain skin the boy had, chuckling at every cute, inherent twitch from the boy sitting beneath him. The boy convulsed as the man savored his skin - feverishly biting and kissing every crevasse of his sensitive neck. In return, his hands grabbed at the man’s velvet skin. Fingernails scratched and grazed and tore down his flesh, leaving angry red streaks behind in the wake. The man groaned and his muscles tense under the inexperienced, sinister touch.

 

The stripper could practically sniff out the boy’s growing need. A cunning smirk graced his delicate lips as he pulled his body back, stood up, and lifted the boy’s sharp chin with a finger.

 

“What’s your name, love?,” the man purred, his chestnut colored eyes darkening in lust and excitement at the fresh meat.

 

Face red, hair and clothes disheveled, his heavy breaths coming out in heaves, the boy had to force the words, choking in the process.

 

“Ro-Ronin Ackerman,” he unintentionally purred.

 

The new experience was electrifying. Every inch of his body - from the tip of toes to the top of his head - was scalding and overly responsive. As if too aroused to be in control, the boy’s hand traveled to his burning crotch, lightly caressing it while his legs spread wide and his desire for release intensified. His eyes were half lidded, glossy and darkened with need and lust.

 

“Well, aren’t you a sexy little minx, Ronin?,” the man sinfully inquired, thoroughly impressed with how alluring this first timer was.

 

“Why don’t we…,” the man leaned in closer and snaked a hardy arm surreptitiously around the small of Ronin’s back, brutally flopping them over so that their positions were switched. The man was now seated, and the boy was on his lap with his legs divided around the robust body.

 

“...have some fun?”

 

The man didn’t feel the need to wait for a response. He had a hardened grip on the boy’s soft ass in zero seconds flat as he began to grind his erection against the tautness, his movements ferocious and swift.

 

The moans that erupted from Ronin’s delicate pink lips was indiscreet, uninhibited, and loud enough to turn very, very many heads.

 

What was happening?