'Addicted' Anonymous 《上瘾网络剧 》 Fanclub!

[HarukoYoshi]

So, dear friends, fellow YuZhou shippers!

 

For a while, we have protected our ship from dangers, such as the Lotion Lady and the treacherous friend. But, we have put our focus too deep on ladies around JY and neglected the other possible danger! At this time, there are two fine gentlemen who followed our ZZ on weibo and ZZ has followed them back!

 

Let me introduce to you these future threats:

 

Threat #1 Gogoing

 

A famous player in League of Legend, a game that ZZ also plays. In Men's UNO interview, ZZ openly admitted that Gogoing is his favourite player. This made JY snapped his head quickly, from reading the cards to looking at ZZ with... Jealousy!

 

For the jealousy stare, look at this vid (2:16)

 

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Threat #2 Fang bo

 

No, not that FB! It is the other Fang bo, the Chinese pingpong athlete. After being mistaken as the goat and being the target of lots of fans, apparently, he was curious about ZZ. He follows ZZ on weibo and ZZ, being a kind man, follows him back! He is 24 years old, world rank 8 and quite a handsome fellow, don't you think?

 

Hmm. Athlete, handsome, that sounds familiar right? JY have to watch out closely for this one!

 

:Excited:

 

HAHAHAHHAHAAHHAH.. BEST POST, PAPER BROTHER!!! :5yoyo32::5yoyo32::5yoyo32:

 

Salute for such detail info. XD I was laughing out loud after reading your post. ZZ did have a lot of male fans. I can't stop laughing cos I think about Poor Johnny got even unfollow by Lin Dan while ZZ has more famous followers.XD

 

Anyway, ZZ already said Johnny'd be the best choice for marriage partner, so don't worry. :_red_fox 4

[HarukoYoshi]

Hi guys! I'm new here and I am obsessed about this show. Just finished watching this for the 3rd time yesterday and still suffering a serious case of withdrawal syndrome or something.

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Welcome Aboard!! Glad that you've joined here. Yessss.. I know.. we all obessed about this show!!! For me, only god knows how many time I watched all those BTSs and S1 again and again!! Even today, the whole day, I keep watching them. >.

 

I am Asian but not Chinese.

Here I am also Asian! ^___^ Nice to meet you again~

I would like to read the novel but I can't find the english translated chapters. All I found are 7 chapters. May I ask if more chapters have been translated? I desperately want to read the novel.

We still don't have the whole novel translation yet but other fellow addicts are kind enough to translate some interesting chapters for us (poor soul who cannot read chinese >.

 

This show and the actors are my life now. :'(

I know!!! I feel you!!! that's how Addicted did to us!!! This is how we are right now. Welcome fellow addict. Now you become one of us.. you'll later become overdose and might have abnormal brains like us. LOL..

:_red_fox 4

[HarukoYoshi]

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Guys.. In IG, estreline is saying both Johnny and ZZ couldn't attend tomorrow event though Johnny already arrived in Beijing. Am I the only one who is thinking something else beside their busy schedules?

 

:leaf20::leaf5:

 

 

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[toxicblackout]

 

ZZ's impending album? :Gangnam:

[GingerCake]

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Accompany Johnny shared some announment from Real Man Show. I'm using Google translation and as always it made me confused. Thanks for showing up.

 

 

 

 

 

Basically the director is saying that the candidates of this show are open for recommendation, so he can gets a clue that which artists are the preference of the youngsters nowadays. He also stated that they are very strict in screening and selection, and the military will take part in the process. The director also advising everyone not to degrades other candidates.

 

That is it. Then I have checked on the director's previous posts, one of it stating that they have met up with JY, and they are very satisfied with him in every aspects. =D

[HarukoYoshi]

Basically the director is saying that the candidates of this show are open for recommendation, so he can gets a clue that which artists are the preference of the youngsters nowadays. He also stated that they are very strict in screening and selection, and the military will take part in the process. The director also advising everyone not to degrades other candidates.

 

That is it. Then I have checked on the director's previous posts, one of it stating that they have met up with JY, and they are very satisfied with him in every aspects. =D

 

Oh.. thank you so much

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. Such a good news!!! Of course, one must satisfy with that crazy, cute, handsome, stupidly honest Johnny!!!

 

foxy3foxy3foxy3

[ydk.mi69]

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Guys.. In IG, estreline is saying both Johnny and ZZ couldn't attend tomorrow event though Johnny already arrived in Beijing. Am I the only one who is thinking something else beside their busy schedules?

 

:leaf20::leaf5:

 

 

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Maybe some parts of your fanfic are actually true!! onionn6

 

But seems like Johnny has to attend to some event in the afternoon...

 

So.... if we don't see any photos of them tomorrow I'll just assume they locked themselves up in some room and decided to adjust their "schedule"

 

cheetah8

[HarukoYoshi]

Totally looking forward to Walk Slowly MV!! :8yoyo13:

 

 

冯亮先生's weibo update.

前段时间做的一部片子，大家都很用心，希望主演们都能大红大紫#上瘾网络剧# 我能透露的就是@许魏洲ZZ 真的很帅.

quite a while ago we did a movie, everyone was really diligent. hope all the actors will hit a big time (popular) #addictedwebseries#. the only thing i can reveal is, @许魏洲ZZ is really handsome

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[ydk.mi69]

Basically the director is saying that the candidates of this show are open for recommendation, so he can gets a clue that which artists are the preference of the youngsters nowadays. He also stated that they are very strict in screening and selection, and the military will take part in the process. The director also advising everyone not to degrades other candidates.

 

That is it. Then I have checked on the director's previous posts, one of it stating that they have met up with JY, and they are very satisfied with him in every aspects. =D

 

As usual thank you for the infos

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!!! :cuteonion49:

 

I can totally picture Johnny in this show!!!

And who wouldn't be satisfied with him anyway?!

[gayyoxx]

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Maybe some parts of your fanfic are actually true!! onionn6

 

But seems like Johnny has to attend to some event in the afternoon...

 

So.... if we don't see any photos of them tomorrow I'll just assume they locked themselves up in some room and decided to adjust their "schedule"

 

cheetah8

 

I really love them doing that. That would be good for their body and soul :Excited:

 

I was thinking, if one of them could not attend, the other surely should go by himself, right? So, when both of them can not attend, that means:

 

1) both of of them have to do something separately at that time.

2) both of them have another join event/do something together.

3) one of them could not attend and the other one do not want to attend it by himself.

 

For the sake of sailing YuZhou ship, let us pretend that option #1 is not existed

[HarukoYoshi]

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Maybe some parts of your fanfic are actually true!! onionn6

 

But seems like Johnny has to attend to some event in the afternoon...

 

So.... if we don't see any photos of them tomorrow I'll just assume they locked themselves up in some room and decided to adjust their "schedule"

 

cheetah8

 

Brace yourself, boys!! We're gonna make a strong assumption if we couldn't see your activity tomorrow. Already assuming something though. :_red_fox 2

[ydk.mi69]

Totally looking forward to Walk Slowly MV!! :8yoyo13:

 

 

冯亮先生's weibo update.

前段时间做的一部片子，大家都很用心，希望主演们都能大红大紫#上瘾网络剧# 我能透露的就是@许魏洲ZZ 真的很帅.

quite a while ago we did a movie, everyone was really diligent. hope all the actors will hit a big time (popular) #addictedwebseries#. the only thing i can reveal is, @许魏洲ZZ is really handsome

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Just saw that too! And I was already jumping for joy!!!! :Excited:

 

Seem like we'll soon be able to watch our long awaited MV!!!

 

CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!

[HarukoYoshi]

I really love them doing that. That would be good for their body and soul :Excited:

 

I was thinking, if one of them could not attend, the other surely should go by himself, right? So, when both of them can not attend, that means:

 

1) both of of them have to do something separately at that time.

2) both of them have another join event/do something together.

3) one of them could not attend and the other one do not want to attend it by himself.

 

For the sake of sailing YuZhou ship, let us pretend that option #1 is not existed

 

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That's my paper brother. XD I knew that you'll ship harder than us. :5yoyo32:

 

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Just saw that too! And I was already jumping for joy!!!! :Excited:

 

Seem like we'll soon be able to watch our long awaited MV!!!

 

CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

Yes.. I am biting my lips and waiting for the scene where they - ahem - walk together on the beach by holding hands. :_red_fox 4

[ydk.mi69]

 

Yes.. I am biting my lips and waiting for the scene where they - ahem - walk together on the beach by holding hands. :_red_fox 4

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........ The scene where they're walking on the beach and holding hand ..... MY ASS!!!!!!!!!:cuteonion26:

 

WE'RE ALL WAITING THE SAME THING!!!!!!

 

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"let's keep our fingers crossed!!! for uncut-uncut-uncut-uncut-NC-17-R18+ RAW, RAWR tent shaking!!!!!!!"

 

HAHA!!!!!

[HarukoYoshi]

Johnny looks so slump there. He must be super tired. :leaf9:

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........ The scene where they're walking on the beach and holding hand ..... MY ASS!!!!!!!!!:cuteonion26:

 

WE'RE ALL WAITING THE SAME THING!!!!!!

 

I'll quote

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:

 

"let's keep our fingers crossed!!! for uncut-uncut-uncut-uncut-NC-17-R18+ RAW, RAWR tent shaking!!!!!!!"

 

HAHA!!!!!

 

You knew me! foxy4

 

Let me quote

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: too.. XD

 

"let's keep our fingers crossed!!! for uncut-uncut-uncut-uncut-NC-17-R18+ RAW, RAWR tent shaking!!!!!!!"

[ydk.mi69]

Johnny looks so slump there. He must be super tired. :leaf9:

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Wow, seems like he's gonna collapse... I've seen photos and videos from airport today and he looked dead tired....

Seriously, Does he even sleep at all???! With this crazy schedule I don't know when he can rest..... And flights are tiring too....

 

By the way how long is he gonna stay in Beijing this time?

 

Hope he'll be able to rest there for some time..... -_-

[amnos_xo]

omg I can't wait for Walk Slowly Music Video. These images seems promising. :leaf15:

 

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omg happy to read she replied to you. ** At least she knows there are International Fan (well, I think they already know that. XD) I hope in the future there will be a address available for us.

 

I really envy her job (not in a bad way), where I can apply to be Johnny's manager? :_red_fox 11:_red_fox 14

 

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lmao ''I notice that while the ladies are mostly charmed by JY, the gentlemen are more enchanted by ZZ. Well, maybe because JY is so alpha male.'' I agree with every words. ZhouZhou has many male fans, Johnny please be careful. :leaf5:

 

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Can I ask you from which site did you buy the novel? I also would like to buy it.

 

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for the info.

 

Johnny at Beijing Fashion? Then Johnny, next please Milan Fashion Week, so maybe I can meet you. :Red_fox:

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Can I ask you from which site did you buy the novel? I also would like to buy it.

 

 

hi there, I just went to the link that is in the main post of this thread:

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[sharmavish999]

@手机YY

剛接到最新消息！ [傷心]瑜洲cp和一倫由於檔期原因不能出席，主辦方實力溜粉，哭[淚] 但是但是#張天愛# ‪#‎林楓松‬# ‪#‎陳穩‬# ‪#‎甦醒‬# ‪#‎馬薇薇‬# 都會來喔~小y以後會帶來更多的精彩直播，不要錯過！

@手机 YY

 

What does this mean now? Can someone please translate?

[ydk.mi69]

@手机YY

剛接到最新消息！ [傷心]瑜洲cp和一倫由於檔期原因不能出席，主辦方實力溜粉，哭[淚] 但是但是#張天愛# ‪#‎林楓松‬# ‪#‎陳穩‬# ‪#‎甦醒‬# ‪#‎馬薇薇‬# 都會來喔~小y以後會帶來更多的精彩直播，不要錯過！

@手机 YY

 

What does this mean now? Can someone please translate?

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I think it's saying that Zhouzhou and Johnny won't attend the event but Fengsong and Chen Wen will.

 

Confirmation someone?

 

Too bad... I would have loved to see the four of them together tomorrow... :leaf9:

[maddeningrush]

As promised I have translated the requested part of the novel. I am not going to reveal what this is about other than this takes place after the Season 1 of Addicted. Those who want to read on must be warned of spoilers ahead.

 

Enjoy:

 

WARNING MAJOR SPOILERS AHEAD. DO NOT READ IF YOU DO NOT WANT TO BE SPOILED BEYOND SEASON 1 OF ADDICTED. WARNING MAJOR SPOILER AHEAD

 

 

After showing, BaiLuoYin and GuHai walked into the closet to change into a new set of clothes. “Why don't you go ahead. I am not rushing for time anyways,” BaiLuoYin suggested.

 

“Then let us go together.”

 

“But it will not be convenient for you.”

 

“It is okay. I will send you to school before looking for my brother.”

 

“Why waste time. It is more convenient if we drive our separate ways. I can send myself to school just fine. Besides, didn’t your brother asked for you urgently? You better just go ahead, I can drive myself.”

 

GuHai refused to relent, “But I want to drive you to school. If not, I will be worried sick about you.”

 

BaiLuoYin realised that he cannot convince GuHai otherwise and with a sigh sped up packing his things. Within minutes both are out of the house.

 

As BaiLuoYin’s car was turning into the main road, GuHai’s phone rang. It is GuYang.

 

“Where are you at now?” GuYang asked.

 

With slight irritation grazing GuHai’s voice, “I just left my house.”

 

“How long will you take?”

 

“I can say for sure,” GuHai replied as he speed up the car, “I am sending Yin-Zi to school before coming to you.”

 

“You are driving his car?”

 

Just as GuHai was about to reply, another car suddenly entered his lane. GuHai stepped on the brake but the car does not slow down. With quick thinking, GuHai swerved to his left, narrowly avoiding a collision.

 

“I can’t talk now,” his brows furrowed as he hung up. Casting a quick glance at BaiLuoYin, he noticed the fright still lingering on his face. GuHai gently reached over and gave BaiLuoYin’s hand a small squeeze, reassuring him in a soft voice, “Did I scare you just now?”

 

BaiLuoYin could only give a small sigh, “Please don't use the phone on the road.”

 

With a smile, GuHai refocused his attention on the road. He repeatedly tried to step on the brake but the car refused to respond. Without a choice, he gave another quick swerve and sped up to avoid any oncoming traffic. He tried the brake again. No response. He tried the brake again. No response. The smile GuHai had is now frozen onto his cold visage…

 

Chapter 208

 

With another sharp turn, GuHai narrowly avoided another car, sending BaiLuoYin’s heart racing. Turning his to GuHai he asked, “What is up with you today?”

 

GuHai gave a weak smile, “Nothing. I am just a little tired.”

 

Noticing the straight road ahead with clearing traffic, GuHai breathe easier. It is okay that the brake isn’t applying. As long as the road is long enough with little traffic, he can always decelerate to a stop with enough time. Casting another quick glance, he noticed BaiLuoYin is looking at him intently, worry clouding his entire handsome face.

 

“GuHai, somehow I am feeling uneasy.”

 

GuHai forces himself to relax his muscles, just as the car is slowly decelerating.

 

“It’s okay. You just had a fright just now that why. How about I tell you a joke?”

 

“Alright,” BaiLuoYin could only weakly reply.

 

GuHai gave a reassuring another smile, “Close your eyes first.”

 

“What for?”

 

“The joke only works if you close your eyes.”

 

BaiLuoYin could not put away his uneasiness swirling within him nor can he understand why is GuHai acting so weird today but curiosity got the better of him as he closes his eyes. It’s alright if he is tricking me into something, at the most it is only a laugh at my expense.

 

“There was a village where people were having too many babies…”

 

As GuHai is speaking, he swiftly changed gear and loosen the throttle, suddenly decelerating the car rapidly.

 

Just as BaiLuoYin is about to open his eyes, GuHai continued, “One day the regional health department decided to teach the village about contraceptives so they brought them boxes of condoms…”

 

Realising that GuHai was continuing, BaiLuoYin kept his eyes closed, inferring that the sudden deceleration was probably because GuHai was trying to avoid incoming traffic.

 

Taking the opportunity, GuHai reached for the handbrake. With all his strength, he began pulling it backward, slowly and carefully.

 

“After two years, the health department went back to the village. But they realised that they are still having too many babies.”

 

Just as the car is about to slow to a stop, a huge truck appeared on the horizon, turning and zooming towards them in a junction ahead.

 

“Did you know why?” asked GuHai broke up into cold sweat.

 

BaiLuoYin shakes his head, “Why?”

 

“Because the village head replied: we did as you were told but when we realised we couldn’t pee we poked a small hole at the tip.”

 

BaiLuoYin’s lips curved up in a small smile.

 

Just at this moment, a pedestrian happened to walk across the street. The truck gave a giant swerve towards them it tries to avoid the man. GuHai spinned the steering wheel with all his might but it was too late.

 

“What with the joke and closing my eyes?”

 

BaiLuoYin was just about to open his eyes when he sensed a deep ominous feeling charging towards them.

 

In an instant BaiLuoYin’s world is spinning. A deep boom reverberated through his entire body before a sudden flash of light blinded him. Horns blared loudly everywhere, dancing around his spinning world. A deep buzz still echoed in his ear as he felt two arms circling him before his body is crushed by a tight warmth. He could barely breathe.

 

When BaiLuoYin opened his eyes, all he could see was GuHai’s beautiful face slowly fading into view. His handsome visage was stilled in a calm sleep. Then he noticed blood. There was blood everywhere, pouring from the body in front of him.

 

A rumbling sense of dread exploded within BaiLuoYin, draining all colours from his face. Cupping GuHai’s cheek weakly, BaiLuoYin called out. There is no response.

 

BaiLuoYin slowly raised his eyes beyond GuHai’s face and what he saw chilled him to the core. His heart has stopped beating.

 

The two vehicles are mangled together, almost as if they are fused into one.

 

A giant steel board detached from the trunk, broke through the cracked window, impaling GuHai’s back to the front of BaiLuoYin. Miraculously, BaiLuoYin is almost unharmed with only a few scratches from broken glass. While the seat beside BaiLuoYin deformed slightly from the crash, it is nothing compared to the damage in the passenger seat. If GuHai did not reach over to protect BaiLuoYin, he would never have sustain such injuries. And BaiLuoYin would have…

 

As the truck belonged to the company, the driver wasn’t able to escape responsibility. He immediately jumped down and dialled for emergency.

 

Worrying that the car may explode anytime soon, the driver then quickly tried to pull BaiLuoYin out. When they both turn and try to do the same to GuHai, they realised the steel board have impaled GuHai firmly in the seat. The driver quickly turn to grab a plier from his truck. When he returned, the sight in front of him froze him on the spot.

 

Using only his bare hands, BaiLuoYin had reached forward to pry the steel board out by himself. Blood spilled and fingernails tore open as the cold steel cut deep into his hands leaving deep wounds to the bones. BaiLuoYin could feel nothing as his entire being focus on the body lying in front of him.

 

With the road sealed, BaiLuoYin tightly hugged GuHai on the pavement as they waited for the ambulance to arrive. Blood continued to pour from GuHai back as the gaping wound lay open, exposed. BaiLuoYin’s entire arms are painted crimson. Drip, drip, drip. Droplets of blood falls onto his trousers and sank his heart further in tandem with every drop.

 

“GuHai, GuHai…”

 

BaiLuoYin’s voice is hoarse but there was no response.

 

The driver careful warned, “How about you lay him onto the ground. Hugging him now may be dangerous.”

 

The words did not reach BaiLuoYin as the world fade around him. He refuses to let go of GuHai as he held him tightly in his arms. He will not allow anyone near him, not even death.

 

There was never in his life where BaiLuoYin felt as helpless, weak and horrified as he is now. Strangers and people slowly gathered them but is there anyone who can help them? Who can wake GuHai up? Who can stop the bleeding? Who can stop the flow of time…

 

“The hospital just called. It is peak hours and the ambulance will take some time to arrive.”

 

BaiLuoYin froze. He lowered his eyes onto GuHai, his heart tearing itself into a thousand pieces.

 

“Where will the ambulance arrive from?”

 

“From the… east? What are you doing?”

 

The sounds of gasps and shock faded behind BaiLuoYin as he looked ahead to the road facing east. With GuHai on his back, BaiLuoYin began heading east. With each step, droplets of blood amid swirling tears dropped onto the asphalt seemingly echoing the heavy footsteps.

 

GuHai, you must hang on! We have been through so much. We had starved together. We had deserted our family for us. Through our trials and tribulation, those that our body could bear, those that our body couldn’t bear, we went through them, together. Please open your eyes. After so much, we are finally going to be happy together! Please!

 

Da-Hai, Da-Hai… Can you hear me? Please answer. Just answer me. We just bought our cars and we have yet so many more places to go together, so many place unexplored. We will never have to worry every step of the way and we never have to miss beautiful sceneries ever again…

 

GuHai’s remained slouched on BaiLuoYin’s back, his face resting against BaiLuoYin’s. Every step BaiLuoYin took, GuHai’s check would bump onto BaiLouYin’s ever so lightly. After every bump, GuHai temperature would drop ever slightly as tears streamed uncontrollably from BaiLuoYin's face.

 

Da-Hai, your body must remain warm. What ever should I do if you become cold?

 

It was only long after BaiLuoYin could no longer feel his legs that two paramedic rushed forward to carry GuHai into the ambulance.

 

Hearing the departing sirens, BaiLuoYin collapsed into the asphalt, his face deathly pale, his eyes puffy from the tears streaming endlessly from his eyes as his body began twitching uncontrollably.

 

He suddenly realised, up till today, GuHai was always someone who is invincible to him. Never once did GuHai back down from a fight nor did he let anyone get the better of him. When BaiLuoYin dared rebelled against GuHanTing, it wasn’t that he wasn’t afraid that GuHai might die. It’s just that to him, GuHai will never be hurt by anything.

 

To him, GuHai is someone who don’t even get sick, who is always healthy and someone who does not need anyone’s protection. It is GuHai who have always took care of BaiLuoYin: whenever BaiLuoYin is hurt he will be the one to bandage him up, when BaiLuoYin is cold he will be the one to set the fire to warm him up, when BaiLuoYin is hungry he will be the one to cook for him, to wash his clothes, to buy breakfast for him…

 

It was as if GuHai have a never ending supply of energy, that GuHai never needed to sleep in, that GuHai’s day seems to have a few more hours than anyone else…

 

Thus, when GuHai was in BaiLuoYin’s arms, when he did not respond to BaiLuoYin’s calls, that sense of trust in GuHai’s invincibility was utterly shattered as he come to a realisation.

 

That GuHai is mortal, and he can be hurt. That GuHai have his moment of weakness, and there will come a time when even GuHai will fall unconscious.

 

That I am so afraid of his death that I am willing to give all I have to exchange for his life, so as long as GuHai can live.

 

When the traffic refused to let up and the paramedic almost gave up in desperation, a helicopter appeared on the horizon, ripping GuHai from the jaws of death as the aircraft rose above the traffic towards the hospital.

 

By the time the light of the surgery room flashed ahead, BaiLuoYin’s tears are all spent. As GuYang entered the corridor, the only person in front of him is painted crimson with patches of dried blood dotting his entire body.

 

After some time a doctor exited the surgery room, “His condition is stable. We will transfer him to the intensive care unit.”

 

BaiLuoYin’s lips quivered but no sound came out.

 

Turning, he faced GuYang straight in the eyes.

 

“The person you meant to kill was me wasn’t it?”

 

GuYang calmly replied, his voice echoed through the dark, long and empty corridor, “You are too dangerous. Should GuHai continue to be around you, it is only a matter of time before you will ruin his life.”

 

“So you were nice to me because you wanted to lower my guard? Or should I say… You long had the idea to be rid of me but your conscious was gripping you such that you wanted to make amends?”

 

GuYang did not reply.

 

After a long silence, BaiLuoYin continued, “Thank you for leaving me with a nice haircut before trying to send me to my death.”

 

GuYang’s eye could barely helped itself to a small twitch.

 

As BaiLuoYin walked passed GuYang, he stopped and turned, “Should he ask about me, tell him I have died.”

 

GuYang’s heart briefly skipped a beat. Before he could turn and talk, BaiLuoYin’s shadow was already long gone from the corridor. My feelings towards you are true. But I am sorry. I only have a brother who I care deeply.

 

…

 

It was BaiLuoYin’s first trip to the market. He bought home for BaiHanQi bags upon bags full of vegetables and meat. So much so that by the time BaiLuoYin finished cooking the last dish, the fist dish was already cold.

 

He stared quietly at the dishes alone for a minute, before leaving the house forever.

 

In the deepest of night, BaiLuoYin stood alone above the city bridge. Mustering all his strength, he could only wail to the heavens above and anyone who could hear him: “顾海，我爱你！！！顾海，我爱你！！！顾海，我爱你！！！……”

 

Again and again, again and again, until he collapsed onto the cold hard stone beneath him, tears streaming down his face.

 

GuHai… Actually I am not a brave person, I am afraid of loneliness, afraid of distance, afraid of hurting the people I know… But since I met you, I have become strong.

 

Thats why you must promise me, you must be strong, you must continue to live on!

[END OF PART ONE OF NOVEL]

 

[sharmavish999]

As promised I have translated the requested part of the novel. I am not going to reveal what this is about other than this takes place after the Season 1 of Addicted. Those who want to read on must be warned of spoilers ahead.

 

Enjoy:

 

WARNING MAJOR SPOILERS AHEAD. DO NOT READ IF YOU DO NOT WANT TO BE SPOILED BEYOND SEASON 1 OF ADDICTED. WARNING MAJOR SPOILER AHEAD

 

 

After showing, BaiLuoYin and GuHai walked into the closet to change into a new set of clothes. “Why don't you go ahead. I am not rushing for time anyways,” BaiLuoYin suggested.

 

“Then let us go together.”

 

“But it will not be convenient for you.”

 

“It is okay. I will send you to school before looking for my brother.”

 

“Why waste time. It is more convenient if we drive our separate ways. I can send myself to school just fine. Besides, didn’t your brother asked for you urgently? You better just go ahead, I can drive myself.”

 

GuHai refused to relent, “But I want to drive you to school. If not, I will be worried sick about you.”

 

BaiLuoYin realised that he cannot convince GuHai otherwise and with a sigh sped up packing his things. Within minutes both are out of the house.

 

As BaiLuoYin’s car was turning into the main road, GuHai’s phone rang. It is GuYang.

 

“Where are you at now?” GuYang asked.

 

With slight irritation grazing GuHai’s voice, “I just left my house.”

 

“How long will you take?”

 

“I can say for sure,” GuHai replied as he speed up the car, “I am sending Yin-Zi to school before coming to you.”

 

“You are driving his car?”

 

Just as GuHai was about to reply, another car suddenly entered his lane. GuHai stepped on the brake but the car does not slow down. With quick thinking, GuHai swerved to his left, narrowly avoiding a collision.

 

“I can’t talk now,” his brows furrowed as he hung up. Casting a quick glance at BaiLuoYin, he noticed the fright still lingering on his face. GuHai gently reached over and gave BaiLuoYin’s hand a small squeeze, reassuring him in a soft voice, “Did I scare you just now?”

 

BaiLuoYin could only give a small sigh, “Please don't use the phone on the road.”

 

With a smile, GuHai refocused his attention on the road. He repeatedly tried to step on the brake but the car refused to respond. Without a choice, he gave another quick swerve and sped up to avoid any oncoming traffic. He tried the brake again. No response. He tried the brake again. No response. The smile GuHai had is now frozen onto his cold visage…

 

Chapter 208

 

With another sharp turn, GuHai narrowly avoided another car, sending BaiLuoYin’s heart racing. Turning his to GuHai he asked, “What is up with you today?”

 

GuHai gave a weak smile, “Nothing. I am just a little tired.”

 

Noticing the straight road ahead with clearing traffic, GuHai breathe easier. It is okay that the brake isn’t applying. As long as the road is long enough with little traffic, he can always decelerate to a stop with enough time. Casting another quick glance, he noticed BaiLuoYin is looking at him intently, worry clouding his entire handsome face.

 

“GuHai, somehow I am feeling uneasy.”

 

GuHai forces himself to relax his muscles, just as the car is slowly decelerating.

 

“It’s okay. You just had a fright just now that why. How about I tell you a joke?”

 

“Alright,” BaiLuoYin could only weakly reply.

 

GuHai gave a reassuring another smile, “Close your eyes first.”

 

“What for?”

 

“The joke only works if you close your eyes.”

 

BaiLuoYin could not put away his uneasiness swirling within him nor can he understand why is GuHai acting so weird today but curiosity got the better of him as he closes his eyes. It’s alright if he is tricking me into something, at the most it is only a laugh at my expense.

 

“There was a village where people were having too many babies…”

 

As GuHai is speaking, he swiftly changed gear and loosen the throttle, suddenly decelerating the car rapidly.

 

Just as BaiLuoYin is about to open his eyes, GuHai continued, “One day the regional health department decided to teach the village about contraceptives so they brought them boxes of condoms…”

 

Realising that GuHai was continuing, BaiLuoYin kept his eyes closed, inferring that the sudden deceleration was probably because GuHai was trying to avoid incoming traffic.

 

Taking the opportunity, GuHai reached for the handbrake. With all his strength, he began pulling it backward, slowly and carefully.

 

“After two years, the health department went back to the village. But they realised that they are still having too many babies.”

 

Just as the car is about to slow to a stop, a huge truck appeared on the horizon, turning and zooming towards them in a junction ahead.

 

“Did you know why?” asked GuHai broke up into cold sweat.

 

BaiLuoYin shakes his head, “Why?”

 

“Because the village head replied: we did as you were told but when we realised we couldn’t pee we poked a small hole at the tip.”

 

BaiLuoYin’s lips curved up in a small smile.

 

Just at this moment, a pedestrian happened to walk across the street. The truck gave a giant swerve towards them it tries to avoid the man. GuHai spinned the steering wheel with all his might but it was too late.

 

“What with the joke and closing my eyes?”

 

BaiLuoYin was just about to open his eyes when he sensed a deep ominous feeling charging towards them.

 

In an instant BaiLuoYin’s world is spinning. A deep boom reverberated through his entire body before a sudden flash of light blinded him. Horns blared loudly everywhere, dancing around his spinning world. A deep buzz still echoed in his ear as he felt two arms circling him before his body is crushed by a tight warmth. He could barely breathe.

 

When BaiLuoYin opened his eyes, all he could see was GuHai’s beautiful face slowly fading into view. His handsome visage was stilled in a calm sleep. Then he noticed blood. There was blood everywhere, pouring from the body in front of him.

 

A rumbling sense of dread exploded within BaiLuoYin, draining all colours from his face. Cupping GuHai’s cheek weakly, BaiLuoYin called out. There is no response.

 

BaiLuoYin slowly raised his eyes beyond GuHai’s face and what he saw chilled him to the core. His heart has stopped beating.

 

The two vehicles are mangled together, almost as if they are fused into one.

 

A giant steel board detached from the trunk, broke through the cracked window, impaling GuHai’s back to the front of BaiLuoYin. Miraculously, BaiLuoYin is almost unharmed with only a few scratches from broken glass. While the seat beside BaiLuoYin deformed slightly from the crash, it is nothing compared to the damage in the passenger seat. If GuHai did not reach over to protect BaiLuoYin, he would never have sustain such injuries. And BaiLuoYin would have…

 

As the truck belonged to the company, the driver wasn’t able to escape responsibility. He immediately jumped down and dialled for emergency.

 

Worrying that the car may explode anytime soon, the driver then quickly tried to pull BaiLuoYin out. When they both turn and try to do the same to GuHai, they realised the steel board have impaled GuHai firmly in the seat. The driver quickly turn to grab a plier from his truck. When he returned, the sight in front of him froze him on the spot.

 

Using only his bare hands, BaiLuoYin had reached forward to pry the steel board out by himself. Blood spilled and fingernails tore open as the cold steel cut deep into his hands leaving deep wounds to the bones. BaiLuoYin could feel nothing as his entire being focus on the body lying in front of him.

 

With the road sealed, BaiLuoYin tightly hugged GuHai on the pavement as they waited for the ambulance to arrive. Blood continued to pour from GuHai back as the gaping wound lay open, exposed. BaiLuoYin’s entire arms are painted crimson. Drip, drip, drip. Droplets of blood falls onto his trousers and sank his heart further in tandem with every drop.

 

“GuHai, GuHai…”

 

BaiLuoYin’s voice is hoarse but there was no response.

 

The driver careful warned, “How about you lay him onto the ground. Hugging him now may be dangerous.”

 

The words did not reach BaiLuoYin as the world fade around him. He refuses to let go of GuHai as he held him tightly in his arms. He will not allow anyone near him, not even death.

 

There was never in his life where BaiLuoYin felt as helpless, weak and horrified as he is now. Strangers and people slowly gathered them but is there anyone who can help them? Who can wake GuHai up? Who can stop the bleeding? Who can stop the flow of time…

 

“The hospital just called. It is peak hours and the ambulance will take some time to arrive.”

 

BaiLuoYin froze. He lowered his eyes onto GuHai, his heart tearing itself into a thousand pieces.

 

“Where will the ambulance arrive from?”

 

“From the… east? What are you doing?”

 

The sounds of gasps and shock faded behind BaiLuoYin as he looked ahead to the road facing east. With GuHai on his back, BaiLuoYin began heading east. With each step, droplets of blood amid swirling tears dropped onto the asphalt seemingly echoing the heavy footsteps.

 

GuHai, you must hang on! We have been through so much. We had starved together. We had deserted our family for us. Through our trials and tribulation, those that our body could bear, those that our body couldn’t bear, we went through them, together. Please open your eyes. After so much, we are finally going to be happy together! Please!

 

Da-Hai, Da-Hai… Can you hear me? Please answer. Just answer me. We just bought our cars and we have yet so many more places to go together, so many place unexplored. We will never have to worry every step of the way and we never have to miss beautiful sceneries ever again…

 

GuHai’s remained slouched on BaiLuoYin’s back, his face resting against BaiLuoYin’s. Every step BaiLuoYin took, GuHai’s check would bump onto BaiLouYin’s ever so lightly. After every bump, GuHai temperature would drop ever slightly as tears streamed uncontrollably from BaiLuoYin's face.

 

Da-Hai, your body must remain warm. What ever should I do if you become cold?

 

It was only long after BaiLuoYin could no longer feel his legs that two paramedic rushed forward to carry GuHai into the ambulance.

 

Hearing the departing sirens, BaiLuoYin collapsed into the asphalt, his face deathly pale, his eyes puffy from the tears streaming endlessly from his eyes as his body began twitching uncontrollably.

 

He suddenly realised, up till today, GuHai was always someone who is invincible to him. Never once did GuHai back down from a fight nor did he let anyone get the better of him. When BaiLuoYin dared rebelled against GuHanTing, it wasn’t that he wasn’t afraid that GuHai might die. It’s just that to him, GuHai will never be hurt by anything.

 

To him, GuHai is someone who don’t even get sick, who is always healthy and someone who does not need anyone’s protection. It is GuHai who have always took care of BaiLuoYin: whenever BaiLuoYin is hurt he will be the one to bandage him up, when BaiLuoYin is cold he will be the one to set the fire to warm him up, when BaiLuoYin is hungry he will be the one to cook for him, to wash his clothes, to buy breakfast for him…

 

It was as if GuHai have a never ending supply of energy, that GuHai never needed to sleep in, that GuHai’s day seems to have a few more hours than anyone else…

 

Thus, when GuHai was in BaiLuoYin’s arms, when he did not respond to BaiLuoYin’s calls, that sense of trust in GuHai’s invincibility was utterly shattered as he come to a realisation.

 

That GuHai is mortal, and he can be hurt. That GuHai have his moment of weakness, and there will come a time when even GuHai will fall unconscious.

 

That I am so afraid of his death that I am willing to give all I have to exchange for his life, so as long as GuHai can live.

 

When the traffic refused to let up and the paramedic almost gave up in desperation, a helicopter appeared on the horizon, ripping GuHai from the jaws of death as the aircraft rose above the traffic towards the hospital.

 

By the time the light of the surgery room flashed ahead, BaiLuoYin’s tears are all spent. As GuYang entered the corridor, the only person in front of him is painted crimson with patches of dried blood dotting his entire body.

 

After some time a doctor exited the surgery room, “His condition is stable. We will transfer him to the intensive care unit.”

 

BaiLuoYin’s lips quivered but no sound came out.

 

Turning, he faced GuYang straight in the eyes.

 

“The person you meant to kill was me wasn’t it?”

 

GuYang calmly replied, his voice echoed through the dark, long and empty corridor, “You are too dangerous. Should GuHai continue to be around you, it is only a matter of time before you will ruin his life.”

 

“So you were nice to me because you wanted to lower my guard? Or should I say… You long had the idea to be rid of me but your conscious was gripping you such that you wanted to make amends?”

 

GuYang did not reply.

 

After a long silence, BaiLuoYin continued, “Thank you for leaving me with a nice haircut before trying to send me to my death.”

 

GuYang’s eye could barely helped itself to a small twitch.

 

As BaiLuoYin walked passed GuYang, he stopped and turned, “Should he ask about me, tell him I have died.”

 

GuYang’s heart briefly skipped a beat. Before he could turn and talk, BaiLuoYin’s shadow was already long gone from the corridor. My feelings towards you are true. But I am sorry. I only have a brother who I care deeply.

 

…

 

It was BaiLuoYin’s first trip to the market. He bought home for BaiHanQi bags upon bags full of vegetables and meat. So much so that by the time BaiLuoYin finished cooking the last dish, the fist dish was already cold.

 

He stared quietly at the dishes alone for a minute, before leaving the house forever.

 

In the deepest of night, BaiLuoYin stood alone above the city bridge. Mustering all his strength, he could only wail to the heavens above and anyone who could hear him: “顾海，我爱你！！！顾海，我爱你！！！顾海，我爱你！！！……”

 

Again and again, again and again, until he collapsed onto the cold hard stone beneath him, tears streaming down his face.

 

GuHai… Actually I am not a brave person, I am afraid of loneliness, afraid of distance, afraid of hurting the people I know… But since I met you, I have become strong.

 

Thats why you must promise me, you must be strong, you must continue to live on!

[END OF PART ONE OF NOVEL]

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.... thank you very much indeed !! really appreciate all the effort you took to translate it ! What a roller coaster their life is ! I read your translations without blinking my eyes. This story casts such a spell on me.

Anyhow, i feeel bit embarassed to ask more favours from you but have to do so for my peace of mind. Could you also translate what happens after this, hows Gu Hai's reaction when he comes to know BLY is dead, and his life in absence of BLY. Also, how does he figure out that BLY is alive and what effors he puts in to find him out.

While u already posted how BLY and GH meet again,can u also post the very end of the novel Please ??

Its too much to ask for but this story has made me shameless !!

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Oh dear, I can not stop my eyes from teary reading the chapters. I don't know how I could watch the series if the last episode was this. I must be very devastated, picturing GH and BLY in this kind of situation. It's just too painful...

 

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As promised I have translated the requested part of the novel. I am not going to reveal what this is about other than this takes place after the Season 1 of Addicted. Those who want to read on must be warned of spoilers ahead.

 

Enjoy:

 

WARNING MAJOR SPOILERS AHEAD. DO NOT READ IF YOU DO NOT WANT TO BE SPOILED BEYOND SEASON 1 OF ADDICTED. WARNING MAJOR SPOILER AHEAD

 

 

After showing, BaiLuoYin and GuHai walked into the closet to change into a new set of clothes. “Why don't you go ahead. I am not rushing for time anyways,” BaiLuoYin suggested.

 

“Then let us go together.”

 

“But it will not be convenient for you.”

 

“It is okay. I will send you to school before looking for my brother.”

 

“Why waste time. It is more convenient if we drive our separate ways. I can send myself to school just fine. Besides, didn’t your brother asked for you urgently? You better just go ahead, I can drive myself.”

 

GuHai refused to relent, “But I want to drive you to school. If not, I will be worried sick about you.”

 

BaiLuoYin realised that he cannot convince GuHai otherwise and with a sigh sped up packing his things. Within minutes both are out of the house.

 

As BaiLuoYin’s car was turning into the main road, GuHai’s phone rang. It is GuYang.

 

“Where are you at now?” GuYang asked.

 

With slight irritation grazing GuHai’s voice, “I just left my house.”

 

“How long will you take?”

 

“I can say for sure,” GuHai replied as he speed up the car, “I am sending Yin-Zi to school before coming to you.”

 

“You are driving his car?”

 

Just as GuHai was about to reply, another car suddenly entered his lane. GuHai stepped on the brake but the car does not slow down. With quick thinking, GuHai swerved to his left, narrowly avoiding a collision.

 

“I can’t talk now,” his brows furrowed as he hung up. Casting a quick glance at BaiLuoYin, he noticed the fright still lingering on his face. GuHai gently reached over and gave BaiLuoYin’s hand a small squeeze, reassuring him in a soft voice, “Did I scare you just now?”

 

BaiLuoYin could only give a small sigh, “Please don't use the phone on the road.”

 

With a smile, GuHai refocused his attention on the road. He repeatedly tried to step on the brake but the car refused to respond. Without a choice, he gave another quick swerve and sped up to avoid any oncoming traffic. He tried the brake again. No response. He tried the brake again. No response. The smile GuHai had is now frozen onto his cold visage…

 

Chapter 208

 

With another sharp turn, GuHai narrowly avoided another car, sending BaiLuoYin’s heart racing. Turning his to GuHai he asked, “What is up with you today?”

 

GuHai gave a weak smile, “Nothing. I am just a little tired.”

 

Noticing the straight road ahead with clearing traffic, GuHai breathe easier. It is okay that the brake isn’t applying. As long as the road is long enough with little traffic, he can always decelerate to a stop with enough time. Casting another quick glance, he noticed BaiLuoYin is looking at him intently, worry clouding his entire handsome face.

 

“GuHai, somehow I am feeling uneasy.”

 

GuHai forces himself to relax his muscles, just as the car is slowly decelerating.

 

“It’s okay. You just had a fright just now that why. How about I tell you a joke?”

 

“Alright,” BaiLuoYin could only weakly reply.

 

GuHai gave a reassuring another smile, “Close your eyes first.”

 

“What for?”

 

“The joke only works if you close your eyes.”

 

BaiLuoYin could not put away his uneasiness swirling within him nor can he understand why is GuHai acting so weird today but curiosity got the better of him as he closes his eyes. It’s alright if he is tricking me into something, at the most it is only a laugh at my expense.

 

“There was a village where people were having too many babies…”

 

As GuHai is speaking, he swiftly changed gear and loosen the throttle, suddenly decelerating the car rapidly.

 

Just as BaiLuoYin is about to open his eyes, GuHai continued, “One day the regional health department decided to teach the village about contraceptives so they brought them boxes of condoms…”

 

Realising that GuHai was continuing, BaiLuoYin kept his eyes closed, inferring that the sudden deceleration was probably because GuHai was trying to avoid incoming traffic.

 

Taking the opportunity, GuHai reached for the handbrake. With all his strength, he began pulling it backward, slowly and carefully.

 

“After two years, the health department went back to the village. But they realised that they are still having too many babies.”

 

Just as the car is about to slow to a stop, a huge truck appeared on the horizon, turning and zooming towards them in a junction ahead.

 

“Did you know why?” asked GuHai broke up into cold sweat.

 

BaiLuoYin shakes his head, “Why?”

 

“Because the village head replied: we did as you were told but when we realised we couldn’t pee we poked a small hole at the tip.”

 

BaiLuoYin’s lips curved up in a small smile.

 

Just at this moment, a pedestrian happened to walk across the street. The truck gave a giant swerve towards them it tries to avoid the man. GuHai spinned the steering wheel with all his might but it was too late.

 

“What with the joke and closing my eyes?”

 

BaiLuoYin was just about to open his eyes when he sensed a deep ominous feeling charging towards them.

 

In an instant BaiLuoYin’s world is spinning. A deep boom reverberated through his entire body before a sudden flash of light blinded him. Horns blared loudly everywhere, dancing around his spinning world. A deep buzz still echoed in his ear as he felt two arms circling him before his body is crushed by a tight warmth. He could barely breathe.

 

When BaiLuoYin opened his eyes, all he could see was GuHai’s beautiful face slowly fading into view. His handsome visage was stilled in a calm sleep. Then he noticed blood. There was blood everywhere, pouring from the body in front of him.

 

A rumbling sense of dread exploded within BaiLuoYin, draining all colours from his face. Cupping GuHai’s cheek weakly, BaiLuoYin called out. There is no response.

 

BaiLuoYin slowly raised his eyes beyond GuHai’s face and what he saw chilled him to the core. His heart has stopped beating.

 

The two vehicles are mangled together, almost as if they are fused into one.

 

A giant steel board detached from the trunk, broke through the cracked window, impaling GuHai’s back to the front of BaiLuoYin. Miraculously, BaiLuoYin is almost unharmed with only a few scratches from broken glass. While the seat beside BaiLuoYin deformed slightly from the crash, it is nothing compared to the damage in the passenger seat. If GuHai did not reach over to protect BaiLuoYin, he would never have sustain such injuries. And BaiLuoYin would have…

 

As the truck belonged to the company, the driver wasn’t able to escape responsibility. He immediately jumped down and dialled for emergency.

 

Worrying that the car may explode anytime soon, the driver then quickly tried to pull BaiLuoYin out. When they both turn and try to do the same to GuHai, they realised the steel board have impaled GuHai firmly in the seat. The driver quickly turn to grab a plier from his truck. When he returned, the sight in front of him froze him on the spot.

 

Using only his bare hands, BaiLuoYin had reached forward to pry the steel board out by himself. Blood spilled and fingernails tore open as the cold steel cut deep into his hands leaving deep wounds to the bones. BaiLuoYin could feel nothing as his entire being focus on the body lying in front of him.

 

With the road sealed, BaiLuoYin tightly hugged GuHai on the pavement as they waited for the ambulance to arrive. Blood continued to pour from GuHai back as the gaping wound lay open, exposed. BaiLuoYin’s entire arms are painted crimson. Drip, drip, drip. Droplets of blood falls onto his trousers and sank his heart further in tandem with every drop.

 

“GuHai, GuHai…”

 

BaiLuoYin’s voice is hoarse but there was no response.

 

The driver careful warned, “How about you lay him onto the ground. Hugging him now may be dangerous.”

 

The words did not reach BaiLuoYin as the world fade around him. He refuses to let go of GuHai as he held him tightly in his arms. He will not allow anyone near him, not even death.

 

There was never in his life where BaiLuoYin felt as helpless, weak and horrified as he is now. Strangers and people slowly gathered them but is there anyone who can help them? Who can wake GuHai up? Who can stop the bleeding? Who can stop the flow of time…

 

“The hospital just called. It is peak hours and the ambulance will take some time to arrive.”

 

BaiLuoYin froze. He lowered his eyes onto GuHai, his heart tearing itself into a thousand pieces.

 

“Where will the ambulance arrive from?”

 

“From the… east? What are you doing?”

 

The sounds of gasps and shock faded behind BaiLuoYin as he looked ahead to the road facing east. With GuHai on his back, BaiLuoYin began heading east. With each step, droplets of blood amid swirling tears dropped onto the asphalt seemingly echoing the heavy footsteps.

 

GuHai, you must hang on! We have been through so much. We had starved together. We had deserted our family for us. Through our trials and tribulation, those that our body could bear, those that our body couldn’t bear, we went through them, together. Please open your eyes. After so much, we are finally going to be happy together! Please!

 

Da-Hai, Da-Hai… Can you hear me? Please answer. Just answer me. We just bought our cars and we have yet so many more places to go together, so many place unexplored. We will never have to worry every step of the way and we never have to miss beautiful sceneries ever again…

 

GuHai’s remained slouched on BaiLuoYin’s back, his face resting against BaiLuoYin’s. Every step BaiLuoYin took, GuHai’s check would bump onto BaiLouYin’s ever so lightly. After every bump, GuHai temperature would drop ever slightly as tears streamed uncontrollably from BaiLuoYin's face.

 

Da-Hai, your body must remain warm. What ever should I do if you become cold?

 

It was only long after BaiLuoYin could no longer feel his legs that two paramedic rushed forward to carry GuHai into the ambulance.

 

Hearing the departing sirens, BaiLuoYin collapsed into the asphalt, his face deathly pale, his eyes puffy from the tears streaming endlessly from his eyes as his body began twitching uncontrollably.

 

He suddenly realised, up till today, GuHai was always someone who is invincible to him. Never once did GuHai back down from a fight nor did he let anyone get the better of him. When BaiLuoYin dared rebelled against GuHanTing, it wasn’t that he wasn’t afraid that GuHai might die. It’s just that to him, GuHai will never be hurt by anything.

 

To him, GuHai is someone who don’t even get sick, who is always healthy and someone who does not need anyone’s protection. It is GuHai who have always took care of BaiLuoYin: whenever BaiLuoYin is hurt he will be the one to bandage him up, when BaiLuoYin is cold he will be the one to set the fire to warm him up, when BaiLuoYin is hungry he will be the one to cook for him, to wash his clothes, to buy breakfast for him…

 

It was as if GuHai have a never ending supply of energy, that GuHai never needed to sleep in, that GuHai’s day seems to have a few more hours than anyone else…

 

Thus, when GuHai was in BaiLuoYin’s arms, when he did not respond to BaiLuoYin’s calls, that sense of trust in GuHai’s invincibility was utterly shattered as he come to a realisation.

 

That GuHai is mortal, and he can be hurt. That GuHai have his moment of weakness, and there will come a time when even GuHai will fall unconscious.

 

That I am so afraid of his death that I am willing to give all I have to exchange for his life, so as long as GuHai can live.

 

When the traffic refused to let up and the paramedic almost gave up in desperation, a helicopter appeared on the horizon, ripping GuHai from the jaws of death as the aircraft rose above the traffic towards the hospital.

 

By the time the light of the surgery room flashed ahead, BaiLuoYin’s tears are all spent. As GuYang entered the corridor, the only person in front of him is painted crimson with patches of dried blood dotting his entire body.

 

After some time a doctor exited the surgery room, “His condition is stable. We will transfer him to the intensive care unit.”

 

BaiLuoYin’s lips quivered but no sound came out.

 

Turning, he faced GuYang straight in the eyes.

 

“The person you meant to kill was me wasn’t it?”

 

GuYang calmly replied, his voice echoed through the dark, long and empty corridor, “You are too dangerous. Should GuHai continue to be around you, it is only a matter of time before you will ruin his life.”

 

“So you were nice to me because you wanted to lower my guard? Or should I say… You long had the idea to be rid of me but your conscious was gripping you such that you wanted to make amends?”

 

GuYang did not reply.

 

After a long silence, BaiLuoYin continued, “Thank you for leaving me with a nice haircut before trying to send me to my death.”

 

GuYang’s eye could barely helped itself to a small twitch.

 

As BaiLuoYin walked passed GuYang, he stopped and turned, “Should he ask about me, tell him I have died.”

 

GuYang’s heart briefly skipped a beat. Before he could turn and talk, BaiLuoYin’s shadow was already long gone from the corridor. My feelings towards you are true. But I am sorry. I only have a brother who I care deeply.

 

…

 

It was BaiLuoYin’s first trip to the market. He bought home for BaiHanQi bags upon bags full of vegetables and meat. So much so that by the time BaiLuoYin finished cooking the last dish, the fist dish was already cold.

 

He stared quietly at the dishes alone for a minute, before leaving the house forever.

 

In the deepest of night, BaiLuoYin stood alone above the city bridge. Mustering all his strength, he could only wail to the heavens above and anyone who could hear him: “顾海，我爱你！！！顾海，我爱你！！！顾海，我爱你！！！……”

 

Again and again, again and again, until he collapsed onto the cold hard stone beneath him, tears streaming down his face.

 

GuHai… Actually I am not a brave person, I am afraid of loneliness, afraid of distance, afraid of hurting the people I know… But since I met you, I have become strong.

 

Thats why you must promise me, you must be strong, you must continue to live on!

[END OF PART ONE OF NOVEL]

 

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THANK YOU!!! foxy1 foxy3

 

Won't you please put your translation on Wattpad? It would make it easier to be saved then.

 

 

 

Goodness.... The part leading to the car accident.... yoyo1yoyo1

:leaf9: Oh these poor two boys. This is the darkest moment in their relationship.

There's so much that makes me teared up. GH protecting BLY not only physically but also mentally. BLY carried GH on his back to his limit. BLY left GH and confessed his love to him.

They really love each other so much. :Sleepy:

 

 

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I was browsing through Weibo and came accross this pic from today at airport

 

 

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Just earlier I was telling

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that these days I felt like fans were seriously misbehaving and that fancams were getting worser everyday.... Actually I was feeling this since a while and I was thinking since Johnny and Zhouzhou are getting more and more attention lately more people are going to stalk them and so that will surely lead fans to be more aggressive in the future. I saw fancams of Johnny in a parking lot from the day of Metersbonwe live stream and I got surprised at how violent the security had to be to make his way through the fans. Also, lately Johnny often mentions that fans should be more composed when they're at airport and such because often he sees people falling or getting hurt.

 

And now, this pic...

 

I'm not sure whether this pic is actually showing his frustration/anger because people were trying to touch him too much or something else but I watched some videos of airport today and I really think fans were really extreme at times... so that wouldn't surprise me much if he almost lost it today.

Actually I've been wondering how he could have not showed any obvious signs of anger so far because I'd be in his place I'd already have gone berserk by now... And seeing how he looked totally drained today (honestly, I've never seen him look so washed until now) I'm wondering how far fans will go?

 

Anyway, seeing Johnny like that also reminded me that, once again, we didn't hear anything about Zhouzhou today. And it's not the first time. So either this guy just locks himself up when we don't hear about him (maybe for his album recording?) or his management team is more efficient than Johnny's.

In any case, I'm sure if they wanted to they could hide much better Johnny's arrivals and departures times... (marketing strategy?)

 

He mentionned before that if fans keep being so reckless, security would have to make him go through the VIP door. I think it'd be the best option for now. The poor guy seriously needs some space and rest...