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[ydk.mi69]

And here are some pics from airport....

 

 

 

 

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I really hesitated before posting these pics because I don't want to support the fans who are taking them and behaving like that. But I thought it was still useful to post them to show how unreasonable those fans are....

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T_____T:leaf7::_red_fox 5:cuteonion46: I like the way you translated this, so thanks again. How another user have already said, I also would love to know about Gu Hai's reaction when he wakes up and know BLY is dead. It's heartbreaking but I want to know more. (When you'll have time to translate, and if you want, of course.

 

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Poor, poor Johnny. How you said, I'm also happy to see pics of them, know where they're or what they're doing, but it's not right. I can't stand when I'm surrounded by many people. :/ So I've no idea how they can stand it... I always feel claustrophobic when I see these pics.

I think, at least for some days, Johnny should really use the VIP option for airport.

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Poor, poor Johnny. How you said, I'm also happy to see pics of them, know where they're or what they're doing, but it's not right. I can't stand when I'm surrounded by many people. :/ So I've no idea how they can stand it... I always feel claustrophobic when I see these pics.

I think, at least for some days, Johnny should really use the VIP option for airport.

 

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Of course we're all happy to know where they are or what they're doing everyday and I think fancams can also be funny and cute sometimes. I'm not preaching here or something, I'm the first to admit I love looking at photos and watching videos of them at airport or anywhere. And I stalk them everyday on Weibo!

But there's also what is called "personal space" and so I find it so disrespectful when people are glued to them, touching them or putting their cameras right in their face. They're not some animals...

I'm sure those people wouldn't like it if a stranger was doing the same to them.

There are other ways to film them or to take pictures of them, they don't need to go to that extent... That's definitely not right.

 

And wasn't Johnny's hand hurt some days ago??? I'm not even sure his injury's already healed.

[ydk.mi69]

Ok, seems like Johnny actually lost his temper or something at airport because there are more and more people talking about his reaction there. I can't understand what they're saying though, so it'd be great if someone could translate or tell us more about what people are saying now.

 

I definitely CAN'T understand those so-called fans... it's like every time they're looking for any occasion to badmouth him...

 

Can't you see the guy was dead tired there and had enough with your fucking cameras?! They were treating him like some animal in a zoo!! Don't know but I'd be them I'd rather try to talk with him and cheer him on. The guy is just in front of you but all you're doing is taking photos, filming and suffocating him??? And now they're angry, vexed or whatever because he lost his temper?!

LIKE WTF??!!!!? Ok I'm feeling angry now!!!!

 

 

The guy was actually being pretty patient all this time!!!

 

Johnny, you should have taken some of those cameras and just throw them in their face!!!!! Just saying!!

[AyaH]

Ok, seems like Johnny actually lost his temper or something at airport because there are more and more people talking about his reaction there. I can't understand what they're saying though, so it'd be great if someone could translate or tell us more about what people are saying now.

 

I definitely CAN'T understand those so-called fans... it's like every time they're looking for any occasion to badmouth him...

 

Can't you see the guy was dead tired there and had enough with your fucking cameras?! They were treating him like some animal in a zoo!! Don't know but I'd be them I'd rather try to talk with him and cheer him on. The guy is just in front of you but all you're doing is taking photos, filming and suffocating him??? And now they're angry, vexed or whatever because he lost his temper?!

LIKE WTF??!!!!? Ok I'm feeling angry now!!!!

 

 

The guy was actually being pretty patient all this time!!!

 

Johnny, you should have taken some of those cameras and just throw them in their face!!!!! Just saying!!

 

I read something similar on a Chinese forum today, but they didn't put any concrete link about it (or it was quickly deleted by the admin as they don't allow too negative comments). On this forum fans rather tried to protect him: 'he said it because he was probably frustrated and tired'. (but I don't really know what he said exactly) So luckily many fans are on his side and I pity those fans who don't understand how overwhelming their behaviour can be. They must draw the line somewhere, this is totally unacceptable.

 

Where did you see the fans comments about this?

[ydk.mi69]

I read something similar on a Chinese forum today, but they didn't put any concrete link about it (or it was quickly deleted by the admin as they don't allow too negative comments). On this forum fans rather tried to protect him: 'he said it because he was probably frustrated and tired'. (but I don't really know what he said exactly) So luckily many fans are on his side and I pity those fans who doesn't understand how overwhelming their behaviour can be. They must draw the line somewhere, this is totally unacceptable.

 

Where did you see the fans comments about this?

 

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Thank you for this info!

 

Now I'm really curious about what he said...

I saw it while browsing weibo but usually I don't keep track of all the pages I check (unless I'm already following them). I'm not sure whether I can find it again but I'm sure there are many people talking about it on weibo. Maybe we could find more info browsing though the comments.

 

 

Weibo's acting up again!!! DAMN!!! Really not the good time for that!!!

 

Anyway I just found this post from someone on instagram. Seems like they're talking about it.

 

一群自私鬼

把他逼到牆角妳們就高興了吧

把他擠到差點摔倒妳們就高興了吧

這sa子很暖

上次說了讓大家慢慢拍他這次就站在那裡讓大家拍

不願意讓粉絲白等堅持不走VIP

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你或者是宣傳姐姐發個微博勸導一下吧

粉絲做錯了該生氣還是要生氣

真的過分的還必須嚴肅警告一下

不然一些小朋友永遠不知道規矩是什麼

最後受傷的還是你自己

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極速的資料記得要看要看要看

重要的事情說三遍

這是好幾個人兩三個通宵趕出來的

你自己也說了講三句話就會得罪人，連別人在生氣什麼都不知道

上節目不要亂說話不要亂說話不要亂說話

很重要也要說三遍

希望能有個好搭檔跟你一起多走幾個地方

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最後的最後

沒有公司做後盾你就注定比別人承受更多的炮火

看到你不能好好處理這些紛紛擾擾真的很替你擔心

就算你不想簽公司

找個有能力的經紀人幫你吧

有些事還是找專業的處理

你自己的路才會走得沒那麼辛苦

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There, people talk about it too

 

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There, people talk about it too

 

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To be honest I don't speak an ounce of Chinese , I only use GT, but sometimes it is pretty good and I can easily understand what people are talking about.

 

It seems none of the comments are about what he exactly said. What I could gather fans are angry at 'airport' fans and the last comment is pretty straight forward. It seems this fan is lecturing JY: he is doomed, because since he doesn't want to sign to a company, there is no one backing him and he can't even handle this chaos by himself... (I probably wasn't a big help, I am sure you got these too after translating it) I will check out the other sites as well, but I think it is better if we wait until someone who actually speaks Chinese helps us out here

 

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- However, rewatching this video, isn't this the one where he says something (you can barley hear it because those fucking irritating fans are so load)

 

I also need to add this: Look at ZZ... he is signed to CJD's company and we don't even know too much about him most of the time. Like, what did he do today? It also turned out he made an interview that nobody knew about, and it will be published very soon. So, it is true that a big company behind your back would protect you or at least prevent this to happen and/or have better security. But I understand JY, that he likes freedom and this is his choice and he doesn't want the 'company' life... but I wish at least he would hire a bodyguard or something.

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To be honest I don't speak an ounce of Chinese , I only use GT, but sometimes it is pretty good and I can easily understand what people are talking about.

 

It seems none of the comments are about what he exactly said. What I could gather fans are angry at 'airport' fans and the last comment is pretty straight forward. It seems this fan is lecturing JY: he is doomed, because since he doesn't want to sign to a company, there is no one backing him and he can't even handle this chaos by himself... (I probably wasn't a big help, I am sure you got these too after translating it) I will check out the other sites as well, but I think it is better if we wait until someone who actually speaks Chinese helps us out here

 

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- However, rewatching this video, isn't this the one where he says something (you can barley can hear it because those fucking irritating fans are so load)

 

I also need to add this: Look at ZZ... he is signed to CJD's company and we don't even know too much about him most of the time. Like, what did he do today? It also turned out he made an interview that nobody knew about, and it will be published very soon. So, it is true that a big company behind your back would protect you or at least prevent this to happen and/or have better security. But I understand JY, that he likes freedom and this is his choice and he doesn't want the 'company' life... but I wish at least he would hire a bodyguard or something.

 

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I can't watch your link. Seems like it doesn't work. But I'll try browsing through miaopai too.

 

I found this video i was looking for for a while....

 

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... They just don't have any respect for him... He almost fell a few times... and look at how they kept pushing him........

 

I think he should really ponder on what he wants to do next. Because obviously this situation is getting worse... His management team doesn't seem really professional either or rather they seemed overwhelmed too. I think since they wasn't expecting to become famous they couldn't adjust well and it may be why his ex manager quit too. He probably felt he couldn't manage all that anymore.

I can totally understand why he has not yet signed to any company but not signing is not helping much either, at least for now. And even more since he's new to all that and doesn't really know how to handle it.

Seems like either way he's in a pretty difficult situation....

Don't know what he'll decide but I don't think all this could go on for long...

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I can't watch your link. Seems like it doesn't work. But I'll try browsing through miaopai too.

 

I found this video i was looking for for a while....

 

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... They just don't have any respect for him... He almost fell a few times... and look at how they kept pushing him........

 

I think he should really ponder on what he wants to do next. Because obviously this situation is getting worse... His management team doesn't seem really professional either or rather they seemed overwhelmed too. I think since they wasn't expecting to become famous they couldn't adjust well and it may be why his ex manager quit too. He probably felt he couldn't manage all that anymore.

I can totally understand why he has not yet signed to any company but not signing is not helping much either, at least for now. And even more since he's new to all that and doesn't really know how to handle it.

Seems like either way he's in a pretty difficult situation....

Don't know what he'll decide but I don't think all this could go on for long...

 

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I just reposted the link what you posted in comment #982. I am not sure why it's not working, I can't open it either. It is the one where he stand at the wall and people taking photos of him like, as you mentioned, he was an animal in the Zoo.

 

AND FOR FUCK SAKE! WHAT IS THAT VIDEO? WHAT ARE THOSE IDIOT FUCKING ANNOYING FANS DOING?

It makes my blood boil. It was painful watching it. He looked like a rag doll. After this any of the 'airport' fans even DARE to be angry? They are mental.

 

I agree, it has gotten way out of hands. On the weibo sites you posted few fans commented that they wouldn't be surprised if from now on JY started to use the VIP entrance/exit. And to be honest, I really hope he will if he/his management can't come up with a better solution. Also, there is a video where few guys try to protect him and basically creating a wall around him while he is walking as fast as he can between the fans. I am wondering if are those fans too? They wore casual cloths (I also read few fans comments on the weibo sites you posted that they were in that wall and will try to protect JY in the future too... but I am not sure about this one)

 

(Being selfish me here, but I would love him to sing to CJD's company )

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Ok I found these videos ........

 

GOD!!!!!!!!!! THESE FANS ARE JUST .......... well, I better not say anything.... Don't want to look as disrespectful as them.

 

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(I think you can hear him shout something in there)

 

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I'm sure I read somewhere that he was even hurt during all this shit yesterday...

 

I'm so angry now......I can't even think straight!!!!!!!! :Stomping:

 

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Ok I found these videos ........

 

GOD!!!!!!!!!! THESE FANS ARE JUST .......... well, I better not say anything.... Don't want to look as disrespectful as them.

 

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(I think you can hear him shout something in there)

 

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I'm sure I read somewhere that he was even hurt during all this shit yesterday...

 

I'm so angry now......I can't even think straight!!!!!!!! :Stomping:

 

 

I actually feel like crying... look at him, he is at the verge of exhaustion, and I am surprised he didn't collapse then and there. And whoever was making the third video, she/he basically put the phone ON his face, I nearly can see his pores, it is a very close angle. If someone did that to me I'd go mental. I kind of admire him that he was still calm and didn't hit the phone out of his fan hands.

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I actually feel like crying... look at him, he is at the verge of exhaustion, and I am surprised he didn't collapse then and there. And whoever was making the third video, she/he basically put the phone ON his face, I nearly can see his pores, it is a very close angle. If someone does that to me I'd go mental. I kind of admire him that he was still calm and didn't hit the phone out of his fan hands.

 

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If someone does that to mean I'll probably just punch him before even realizing what I'm doing... bad tempered as I am....

I admire him even more for keeping his calm in this situation... but actually I'd wish to see him express himself more and let his anger out so that people would understand how annoying they are!!!!

Yeah that wouldn't be good for his image but at this point who cares about image??!! And people would always find a way to badmouth him anyway!!!

 

 

I felt depressed at first but now all I can feel is anger!!!

 

Good for him I'm not his manager because I'd just kill everyone there!!!

[cloudy_days]

Oh man, I haven't watched any of the recent airport fancams, but just a couple of photos are enough to make me feel sick to my stomach. I really have no words to describe my feelings... All I'm hoping for is that these fans realize what they're doing and change their actions for the future. :/

 

But anyway, here's vol 2 chapter 99 to get your minds off these unfortunate events:

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Also, happy 100 pages!

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Guys, there are a new video and pics of Zhouzhou....

This guy is like a ninja, we never know what he's doing, where he is and when?! We only see the videos later!

Zhouzhou, give some tips to Johnny...He needs that now...

 

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You're soooo cute....:_red_fox 8

 

But I can't even enjoy this right now.... I'm too angry and sad for Johnny ... and I keep seeing more airports photos coming!!! :Frustrated:

 

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!

 

Hope that will help us to get our mind off all this ....

 

 

And yeah I didn't even realize!

 

 

HAPPY 100 PAGES GUYS!!!!!!!!!!! (well not sure if it's happy considering the situation....)

 

:In love:

[ydk.mi69]

Zhouzhou's pics:

 

 

 

Omg.... does this guy realize HOW MUCH he's attractive?!!!!! yoyo5:Red_fox::cuteonion45:

 

 

 

And the best one for the end!!!

 

 

 

foxy4foxy4foxy4

 

Hahaha!!

 

Sorry but this one just cracked me up!!!

Some fans are just crazy (in a good way!!!) :_red_fox 4

 

Good!! I'm feeling a little better now!!!

[Aron1991]

As promised I have translated the requested part of the novel. I am not going to reveal what this is about other than this takes place after the Season 1 of Addicted. Those who want to read on must be warned of spoilers ahead.

 

Enjoy:

 

WARNING MAJOR SPOILERS AHEAD. DO NOT READ IF YOU DO NOT WANT TO BE SPOILED BEYOND SEASON 1 OF ADDICTED. WARNING MAJOR SPOILER AHEAD

 

 

After showing, BaiLuoYin and GuHai walked into the closet to change into a new set of clothes. “Why don't you go ahead. I am not rushing for time anyways,” BaiLuoYin suggested.

 

“Then let us go together.”

 

“But it will not be convenient for you.”

 

“It is okay. I will send you to school before looking for my brother.”

 

“Why waste time. It is more convenient if we drive our separate ways. I can send myself to school just fine. Besides, didn’t your brother asked for you urgently? You better just go ahead, I can drive myself.”

 

GuHai refused to relent, “But I want to drive you to school. If not, I will be worried sick about you.”

 

BaiLuoYin realised that he cannot convince GuHai otherwise and with a sigh sped up packing his things. Within minutes both are out of the house.

 

As BaiLuoYin’s car was turning into the main road, GuHai’s phone rang. It is GuYang.

 

“Where are you at now?” GuYang asked.

 

With slight irritation grazing GuHai’s voice, “I just left my house.”

 

“How long will you take?”

 

“I can say for sure,” GuHai replied as he speed up the car, “I am sending Yin-Zi to school before coming to you.”

 

“You are driving his car?”

 

Just as GuHai was about to reply, another car suddenly entered his lane. GuHai stepped on the brake but the car does not slow down. With quick thinking, GuHai swerved to his left, narrowly avoiding a collision.

 

“I can’t talk now,” his brows furrowed as he hung up. Casting a quick glance at BaiLuoYin, he noticed the fright still lingering on his face. GuHai gently reached over and gave BaiLuoYin’s hand a small squeeze, reassuring him in a soft voice, “Did I scare you just now?”

 

BaiLuoYin could only give a small sigh, “Please don't use the phone on the road.”

 

With a smile, GuHai refocused his attention on the road. He repeatedly tried to step on the brake but the car refused to respond. Without a choice, he gave another quick swerve and sped up to avoid any oncoming traffic. He tried the brake again. No response. He tried the brake again. No response. The smile GuHai had is now frozen onto his cold visage…

 

Chapter 208

 

With another sharp turn, GuHai narrowly avoided another car, sending BaiLuoYin’s heart racing. Turning his to GuHai he asked, “What is up with you today?”

 

GuHai gave a weak smile, “Nothing. I am just a little tired.”

 

Noticing the straight road ahead with clearing traffic, GuHai breathe easier. It is okay that the brake isn’t applying. As long as the road is long enough with little traffic, he can always decelerate to a stop with enough time. Casting another quick glance, he noticed BaiLuoYin is looking at him intently, worry clouding his entire handsome face.

 

“GuHai, somehow I am feeling uneasy.”

 

GuHai forces himself to relax his muscles, just as the car is slowly decelerating.

 

“It’s okay. You just had a fright just now that why. How about I tell you a joke?”

 

“Alright,” BaiLuoYin could only weakly reply.

 

GuHai gave a reassuring another smile, “Close your eyes first.”

 

“What for?”

 

“The joke only works if you close your eyes.”

 

BaiLuoYin could not put away his uneasiness swirling within him nor can he understand why is GuHai acting so weird today but curiosity got the better of him as he closes his eyes. It’s alright if he is tricking me into something, at the most it is only a laugh at my expense.

 

“There was a village where people were having too many babies…”

 

As GuHai is speaking, he swiftly changed gear and loosen the throttle, suddenly decelerating the car rapidly.

 

Just as BaiLuoYin is about to open his eyes, GuHai continued, “One day the regional health department decided to teach the village about contraceptives so they brought them boxes of condoms…”

 

Realising that GuHai was continuing, BaiLuoYin kept his eyes closed, inferring that the sudden deceleration was probably because GuHai was trying to avoid incoming traffic.

 

Taking the opportunity, GuHai reached for the handbrake. With all his strength, he began pulling it backward, slowly and carefully.

 

“After two years, the health department went back to the village. But they realised that they are still having too many babies.”

 

Just as the car is about to slow to a stop, a huge truck appeared on the horizon, turning and zooming towards them in a junction ahead.

 

“Did you know why?” asked GuHai broke up into cold sweat.

 

BaiLuoYin shakes his head, “Why?”

 

“Because the village head replied: we did as you were told but when we realised we couldn’t pee we poked a small hole at the tip.”

 

BaiLuoYin’s lips curved up in a small smile.

 

Just at this moment, a pedestrian happened to walk across the street. The truck gave a giant swerve towards them it tries to avoid the man. GuHai spinned the steering wheel with all his might but it was too late.

 

“What with the joke and closing my eyes?”

 

BaiLuoYin was just about to open his eyes when he sensed a deep ominous feeling charging towards them.

 

In an instant BaiLuoYin’s world is spinning. A deep boom reverberated through his entire body before a sudden flash of light blinded him. Horns blared loudly everywhere, dancing around his spinning world. A deep buzz still echoed in his ear as he felt two arms circling him before his body is crushed by a tight warmth. He could barely breathe.

 

When BaiLuoYin opened his eyes, all he could see was GuHai’s beautiful face slowly fading into view. His handsome visage was stilled in a calm sleep. Then he noticed blood. There was blood everywhere, pouring from the body in front of him.

 

A rumbling sense of dread exploded within BaiLuoYin, draining all colours from his face. Cupping GuHai’s cheek weakly, BaiLuoYin called out. There is no response.

 

BaiLuoYin slowly raised his eyes beyond GuHai’s face and what he saw chilled him to the core. His heart has stopped beating.

 

The two vehicles are mangled together, almost as if they are fused into one.

 

A giant steel board detached from the trunk, broke through the cracked window, impaling GuHai’s back to the front of BaiLuoYin. Miraculously, BaiLuoYin is almost unharmed with only a few scratches from broken glass. While the seat beside BaiLuoYin deformed slightly from the crash, it is nothing compared to the damage in the passenger seat. If GuHai did not reach over to protect BaiLuoYin, he would never have sustain such injuries. And BaiLuoYin would have…

 

As the truck belonged to the company, the driver wasn’t able to escape responsibility. He immediately jumped down and dialled for emergency.

 

Worrying that the car may explode anytime soon, the driver then quickly tried to pull BaiLuoYin out. When they both turn and try to do the same to GuHai, they realised the steel board have impaled GuHai firmly in the seat. The driver quickly turn to grab a plier from his truck. When he returned, the sight in front of him froze him on the spot.

 

Using only his bare hands, BaiLuoYin had reached forward to pry the steel board out by himself. Blood spilled and fingernails tore open as the cold steel cut deep into his hands leaving deep wounds to the bones. BaiLuoYin could feel nothing as his entire being focus on the body lying in front of him.

 

With the road sealed, BaiLuoYin tightly hugged GuHai on the pavement as they waited for the ambulance to arrive. Blood continued to pour from GuHai back as the gaping wound lay open, exposed. BaiLuoYin’s entire arms are painted crimson. Drip, drip, drip. Droplets of blood falls onto his trousers and sank his heart further in tandem with every drop.

 

“GuHai, GuHai…”

 

BaiLuoYin’s voice is hoarse but there was no response.

 

The driver careful warned, “How about you lay him onto the ground. Hugging him now may be dangerous.”

 

The words did not reach BaiLuoYin as the world fade around him. He refuses to let go of GuHai as he held him tightly in his arms. He will not allow anyone near him, not even death.

 

There was never in his life where BaiLuoYin felt as helpless, weak and horrified as he is now. Strangers and people slowly gathered them but is there anyone who can help them? Who can wake GuHai up? Who can stop the bleeding? Who can stop the flow of time…

 

“The hospital just called. It is peak hours and the ambulance will take some time to arrive.”

 

BaiLuoYin froze. He lowered his eyes onto GuHai, his heart tearing itself into a thousand pieces.

 

“Where will the ambulance arrive from?”

 

“From the… east? What are you doing?”

 

The sounds of gasps and shock faded behind BaiLuoYin as he looked ahead to the road facing east. With GuHai on his back, BaiLuoYin began heading east. With each step, droplets of blood amid swirling tears dropped onto the asphalt seemingly echoing the heavy footsteps.

 

GuHai, you must hang on! We have been through so much. We had starved together. We had deserted our family for us. Through our trials and tribulation, those that our body could bear, those that our body couldn’t bear, we went through them, together. Please open your eyes. After so much, we are finally going to be happy together! Please!

 

Da-Hai, Da-Hai… Can you hear me? Please answer. Just answer me. We just bought our cars and we have yet so many more places to go together, so many place unexplored. We will never have to worry every step of the way and we never have to miss beautiful sceneries ever again…

 

GuHai’s remained slouched on BaiLuoYin’s back, his face resting against BaiLuoYin’s. Every step BaiLuoYin took, GuHai’s check would bump onto BaiLouYin’s ever so lightly. After every bump, GuHai temperature would drop ever slightly as tears streamed uncontrollably from BaiLuoYin's face.

 

Da-Hai, your body must remain warm. What ever should I do if you become cold?

 

It was only long after BaiLuoYin could no longer feel his legs that two paramedic rushed forward to carry GuHai into the ambulance.

 

Hearing the departing sirens, BaiLuoYin collapsed into the asphalt, his face deathly pale, his eyes puffy from the tears streaming endlessly from his eyes as his body began twitching uncontrollably.

 

He suddenly realised, up till today, GuHai was always someone who is invincible to him. Never once did GuHai back down from a fight nor did he let anyone get the better of him. When BaiLuoYin dared rebelled against GuHanTing, it wasn’t that he wasn’t afraid that GuHai might die. It’s just that to him, GuHai will never be hurt by anything.

 

To him, GuHai is someone who don’t even get sick, who is always healthy and someone who does not need anyone’s protection. It is GuHai who have always took care of BaiLuoYin: whenever BaiLuoYin is hurt he will be the one to bandage him up, when BaiLuoYin is cold he will be the one to set the fire to warm him up, when BaiLuoYin is hungry he will be the one to cook for him, to wash his clothes, to buy breakfast for him…

 

It was as if GuHai have a never ending supply of energy, that GuHai never needed to sleep in, that GuHai’s day seems to have a few more hours than anyone else…

 

Thus, when GuHai was in BaiLuoYin’s arms, when he did not respond to BaiLuoYin’s calls, that sense of trust in GuHai’s invincibility was utterly shattered as he come to a realisation.

 

That GuHai is mortal, and he can be hurt. That GuHai have his moment of weakness, and there will come a time when even GuHai will fall unconscious.

 

That I am so afraid of his death that I am willing to give all I have to exchange for his life, so as long as GuHai can live.

 

When the traffic refused to let up and the paramedic almost gave up in desperation, a helicopter appeared on the horizon, ripping GuHai from the jaws of death as the aircraft rose above the traffic towards the hospital.

 

By the time the light of the surgery room flashed ahead, BaiLuoYin’s tears are all spent. As GuYang entered the corridor, the only person in front of him is painted crimson with patches of dried blood dotting his entire body.

 

After some time a doctor exited the surgery room, “His condition is stable. We will transfer him to the intensive care unit.”

 

BaiLuoYin’s lips quivered but no sound came out.

 

Turning, he faced GuYang straight in the eyes.

 

“The person you meant to kill was me wasn’t it?”

 

GuYang calmly replied, his voice echoed through the dark, long and empty corridor, “You are too dangerous. Should GuHai continue to be around you, it is only a matter of time before you will ruin his life.”

 

“So you were nice to me because you wanted to lower my guard? Or should I say… You long had the idea to be rid of me but your conscious was gripping you such that you wanted to make amends?”

 

GuYang did not reply.

 

After a long silence, BaiLuoYin continued, “Thank you for leaving me with a nice haircut before trying to send me to my death.”

 

GuYang’s eye could barely helped itself to a small twitch.

 

As BaiLuoYin walked passed GuYang, he stopped and turned, “Should he ask about me, tell him I have died.”

 

GuYang’s heart briefly skipped a beat. Before he could turn and talk, BaiLuoYin’s shadow was already long gone from the corridor. My feelings towards you are true. But I am sorry. I only have a brother who I care deeply.

 

…

 

It was BaiLuoYin’s first trip to the market. He bought home for BaiHanQi bags upon bags full of vegetables and meat. So much so that by the time BaiLuoYin finished cooking the last dish, the fist dish was already cold.

 

He stared quietly at the dishes alone for a minute, before leaving the house forever.

 

In the deepest of night, BaiLuoYin stood alone above the city bridge. Mustering all his strength, he could only wail to the heavens above and anyone who could hear him: “顾海，我爱你！！！顾海，我爱你！！！顾海，我爱你！！！……”

 

Again and again, again and again, until he collapsed onto the cold hard stone beneath him, tears streaming down his face.

 

GuHai… Actually I am not a brave person, I am afraid of loneliness, afraid of distance, afraid of hurting the people I know… But since I met you, I have become strong.

 

Thats why you must promise me, you must be strong, you must continue to live on!

[END OF PART ONE OF NOVEL]

 

Thank you so much. I got so teary eyed. I felt so much emotion from just reading this. What more if its actually shown in the series.

[sarangeyobl]

I have been waiting patiently for translations of the novel and reading everything I can find to get a full picture but I can't stand the not knowing. I'm one of those people who needs to finish what they've started no matter what. I feel so inomplete not having read the rest of the novel. I have tried finding the original novel in Chinese but because I don't speak the language it is difficult figuring out how to purchase or download it. So I'm making my plea to anyone on this fan page who has a copy of the original version to please share it with me. I want to attempt translating it on my own. I know that it will be difficult ,since I've never done this before, but I am willing to try. If there is anyone who can help me out, I would really appreciate it. Even if you could point me to a source where I can purchase it myself...:Frustrated:

[HarukoYoshi]

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I felt already so sad yesterday when I saw those airport videos and pictures. Now after reading your posts (just draftly since I'm at work and couldn't go through all those videso and pictures), I feel really sad for Johnny. It's more like a humiliating. How dare they talk bad of Johnny when they treated him so badly in advance. We talked a lot about those almost face-touching fan-cams before. That's so stupid. I'm no wonder even Johnny shouting or throwing those phones away. He's just a normal guy who loves freedom so much. (yes.. that f**king freedom you all are chanting all the freaking time) WTH!!!

 

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! Thanks for the translation. Hope you drop by too often. We need you.

[sarangeyobl]

Oh man, I haven't watched any of the recent airport fancams, but just a couple of photos are enough to make me feel sick to my stomach. I really have no words to describe my feelings... All I'm hoping for is that these fans realize what they're doing and change their actions for the future. :/

 

But anyway, here's vol 2 chapter 99 to get your minds off these unfortunate events:

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Also, happy 100 pages!

 

Thank you so much for posting this. I've now read the beginning of the novel, a little of the middle and now this. It's still killing not reading it in its entirety but I will take what I can get and be very grateful. ..thank you ...thank you:In love:

[maddeningrush]

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.... thank you very much indeed !! really appreciate all the effort you took to translate it ! What a roller coaster their life is ! I read your translations without blinking my eyes. This story casts such a spell on me.

Anyhow, i feeel bit embarassed to ask more favours from you but have to do so for my peace of mind. Could you also translate what happens after this, hows Gu Hai's reaction when he comes to know BLY is dead, and his life in absence of BLY. Also, how does he figure out that BLY is alive and what effors he puts in to find him out.

While u already posted how BLY and GH meet again,can u also post the very end of the novel Please ??

Its too much to ask for but this story has made me shameless !!

 

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Thank you! I am just so happy that you guys are able to enjoy the deep relationship between BLY and GH as I did. When I read this part the first time round, it was about 2 past midnight(I couldn't put the book down because it was so addicting page after page) and I was bawling my eyes out by the end of it. I was so affected that I couldn't sleep at all while imagining the hurt and pain both of them must have felt!

 

 

That part was the first time BLY confessed that he loves GH. But GH wasn't around to hear it. The entire time GH was unsure if BLY loved him as much as he loved BLY. I loved how much GH pampers BLY that he doesn't even want BLY to worry about a single thing! Not even when the brakes are broken. He would rather solve the problem without BLY knowing anything.

 

And imagine the shock for GH to have risked his life but upon waking up realised that BLY is gone from his life forever(he thought BLY died.

 

These thoughts just swirled in my head the entire night and I just couldn't stop sobbing. I just wished I could translate the entire book so that you could enjoy all the trials and tribulation they went through before this(BLY almost died finding the truth about GH's mom, they were separated by GWT in bunkers, GH almost starved to death to be with BLY, they left their families and ran away together...)

 

 

I wish I could translate all that but the parts you mentioned are broken into multiple chapters. I am someone who when I start something I get very irritated if I don't finish it. So I am unsure if I can commit to you on this. How about I translate the relevant parts slowly? I intend to do a smut next to lighten the mood abit =P

 

About the Gh's reaction to BLY. The novel actually skips the entire part without mentioning it at all. I guess CJD wants us to imagine that instead of telling us explicitly. Maybe its time for another

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fanfiction? XD

 

:Excited:

[Sloan]

100 OME!!!!!!!!

 

:Red_fox12:

 

These crazy airport fans!!!

Gaaa!! I totally feel you

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!!! I just wanna punch their cameras into their faces!!! Lose a fan or two! I wouldn't care! It's just not normal to be admired by thousands, if not, million of others. It's healthy to have enemies!

About the security agents, I don't think he can afford hiring one.... maybe I'm wrong... But seriously, I agree with coming up with a strategy but it cannot be that easy... He should just take the 'backdoor' somehow...

 

This picture... I find myself really moved.... It's so... humanitarian. Almost political. Because these hands up speak 'I SURRENDER'. And that's so damn depressing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

Exactly like I envisioned earlier before all this crazy stuff, right after Addicted finished airing, that Johnny would be like an animal at a zoo for everyone to gawk, to take pictures, and comment on every move he makes. Please, Johnny. You're human. It's perfectly alright if you throw your arms up and say I've had ENOUGH! Everyone has her own limits. This is an excess! Beyond human tolerance!! I have so little that I'd probably hurt someone even though I don't believe any act of violence is okay or deserving. But I AM human. I have my limits.

 

Sorry for my absence!!! Been so busy.

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Thanks so much for the translations. As well as pictures but indeed, they're depressing lately.

 

I am amazed by so many interviews, so many new photoshooting pictures coming out. So many sugars....

But I think it's enough for Johnny. I don't know if Johnny really NEEDED to do these to make earnings or whatnot but it jsut seemed too excess for me. How is that for a living? It's just dreadful! Maybe Johnny should just say 'no' more often. And allow himself to breathe! Maybe all that sugar isn't that good for us, anyway... no matter how much we need the dose everyday of these hotties. We should just appreciate even if there's a little.

 

"let's keep our fingers crossed!!! for uncut-uncut-uncut-uncut-NC-17-R18+ RAW, RAWR tent shaking!!!!!!!"

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I CANNOT WAIT FOR THAT MV!!!!! Now THAT's something we really want to know/see. Also more official goodies.

It's not the wind! It's two hotties rocking in that tent, right! Hahaha brokeback addicted anyone?? RRR, Ravish him, Johnny boy! You deserve it after all that being a prince. kekeke.

 

 

foxy4 That face!

 

 

Ahahahahaha, look at that grin! But fortunately, when he is around Johnny, he looks terribly tamed. No way that he could pull that off when he is around Johnny. I am not saying YUZHOU moment, but I'm saying that Johnny is such a gentle soul and my Zhouzhou knows it and he has certain looks (and stares) for Johnny, only FOR JOHNNY.

 

Oh my.. he looks do dashingly handsome! He's a time bomb for my ovaries, ahhh!! puckering his lips like that!? Staaaahhhhp it!!!!!!!!

 

 

 

BWAHAHAHAHA This made me laugh!

 

That's so BLY right there!!! Like U SRs Bro???

foxy4 foxy4 foxy4

 

Ah, still I pray that Johnny will have more room to breathe. And know the difference between these crazed MFrs and us! I pray that Johnny will reconsider his future as superstar. Because he needs to focus on his self-interests now, not others. Maybe learn how to say no and stay true! Because in the end, it's where home is...

 

:In love:

[cloudy_days]

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! Thanks for the translation. Hope you drop by too often. We need you.

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Ahaha I'll try! Translating for two novels/fandoms is more time consuming than I expected ^^;

(Also, while I'm not against it, the Yuzhou ship seems to be sailing a bit too strong for me to handle at times... Haha)

[gayyoxx]

Woot! 100 pages! I missed the 100 page celebration, but oh well, let us celebrate 101th page instead!

 

The Colours of Life is updated with a new chapter!

 

Moonlight

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"So, anything special today?" I asked.

 

"Nothing. Same old, same old." He grumbled. "I want to see you so bad."

 

"I see. I thought you are being happy there, considering the circumstances?"

 

"What circumstances?" His voice sounded intrigued.

 

"Well, one, you looked so happy with Weilong..." I left my sentence hanged in the air.

 

"Oh, please!" He snorted another laugh.

 

"Two, you have someone calls you "Baby" now. Lots of someone." I dropped my tone to freezing cold, the kind of tone Bai Luoyin used when scolding Gu Hai.

 

Enjoy!

[AyaH]

Fans apologized for yesterdays' airport incident (from 00:45). Also JY seems to be in good spirits today, his smile is honest. It's good to see him like that.

 

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