Raychu Posted March 19, 2016 Share Posted March 19, 2016 Mina pouted, knowing the other was overeating. Sidney was just talking with the other, most likely clearing things up for the man. The other left, chasing her to slam her hands on the table, hating that he didn't want to listen to her anymore. "Be gentle? You don't just need to be gentle you idiot, being careless is going to make you lose him," he mumbled under her breath. It as quiet that no one else could hear. She was quite upset, making it very evident. He looked back, deciding to not go after him, he was in a mood she wasn't willing to deal with. He sighed, seeing Sidey spring from his seat to chase after him. Yeah, Sosuke was lucky. So very lucky he had that boy. She just wish he would stop taking the affection for granted, getting upset when he interacted with other's. The possessiveness might completely shatter what they have. If he holds on too tightly, resitricing Sidney, he might lose it. But Mina didn't know how to explain that without Sosuke or Sidney screaming at her. Sidney looked back at the shipwright, getting him to agree to drink with them after dinner. He only was willing to stay in the hammock if he really needed to, he had a family to return to, he navigator understood very well. He looked back to see Sosuke was gone, he instantly panicked. Where had he gone to? Mina just being there seemed to bring out this cautious, worried monster in him, not wanting his lover out of his eyes for a second. The younger boy excused himself, leaving up the stairs to the deck. Sosuke was there, causing him to sigh in relief. He hurried over, wrapping his arms around the other, hugging him from behind. "Don't leave me, don't leave," he mumbled, nuzzling his face into the back. "You can't leave unannounced, I'll be worried. Don't do that anymore." He didn't realize how possessive he was getting since Mina was allowed on the ship, not wanting his lover to leave him for a second, worried he'll be swept away by another. "Please Sosuke, please." There was a hint of panic in his voice, he was desperate for the attention of the other. It was all on Mina, now he wanted it on himself. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
YellowPerch Posted March 19, 2016 Author Share Posted March 19, 2016 Sosuke was standing on the deck, watching the sky darken as the sun set. He wasn't paying attention to much of his surroundings. So when lean arms wrapped around his waist and the voice of his navigator, he quickly calmed himself from the sudden surprise. He remained watching the sky as Sidney pleaded with him not to leave. He felt the younger pirate nuzzle into his back. Sosuke welcomed the warmth that came with the younger's hug. Sosuke rested the hand with the ring on one of Sidney's hands and rubbed his thumb across his skin. When Sidney called out his name, his body visibly relaxed. His muscles no longer tense from the previous scene. Sosuke gripped onto Sidney's hand and pulled him around his body. Sidney was now embraced by Sosuke, he wrapped his arms tight around his navigator's body. "I won't leave you. I'm sorry, I...I got upset again. I needed to get some air." He nuzzled his nose in Sidney's hair, taking in as much of his scent as he could. It was a good several minutes before Sosuke even started loosening his grip. Then he spoke again. "Sidney....I'm afraid of hurting you." He thought about Mina's words. About how easy he was to feel angry over losing his lover's attention. He needed to find a way to calm this part of him. He'd have to talk to Mina and apologize to her as well. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Raychu Posted March 19, 2016 Share Posted March 19, 2016 Sidney stumbled when he was pulled around to the man's front, leaning into his hold. "Why are you so upset lately? What's got you riled up? Am I doing something wrong?" He was worried he was doing something to make his lover this way, confused why he was acting out like this all of a sudden. He didn't want to keep scolding Sosuke to get him back in his place, he didn't want to be like that with his captain anymore. It was horrible for him to act like that with the one he was in a relationship with. Hearing that Sosuke was afraid of hurting the younger boy, shook his head, removing the head from his own, looking up at his lover, a deep frown on his face. "I never want to hear that again. Don't treat me as if I'm delicate, you would never hurt me, you hear? Never!" He latched to the other man, wrapping his arms around the other. He didn't need to be treated gently, he could handle what was thrown at him, even if it was rough. Sosuke would never hurt him, ever. He had faith in that. Whatever nonsense was thrown at him needed to be sent away. It was for him to speak with the other about if it so ever became a problem. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
YellowPerch Posted March 19, 2016 Author Share Posted March 19, 2016 Sosuke tensed when Sidney pulled away. He wasn't ready to let him go, to feel that he already was starting to lose him. He wasn't liking this feeling at all. Sidney's protest to Sosuke never hurting him had Sosuke pulling him closer one again. Sidney followed in an even tighter hug. "I know your not delicate Sid. I know that! But..." Sosuke fell silent once more he didn't know how to tell Sidney it was him he was afraid of. That he waas going to do something that angered Sidney, in the end hurting him. He could tell just how much the other trusted him and Sosuke trusted Sidney just the same. But he still couldn't shake that feeling. One day someone would get hurt, and unlike those small arguments they've already had. This one was going to be worse. Sosuke never finished his sentence from earlier, instead leaving it as it was. He didn't know how long they had stood together like that, but eventually men were very slowly starting to come back up on deck. Sosuke groaned from having to let Sidney go. When everyone sat down to drink, he'd try to get some advice from Mina. If anyone could help him with this, then she could. At least, he hoped she could. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Raychu Posted March 19, 2016 Share Posted March 19, 2016 Sidney ignored his protest, happy with just being able to hold the other. Where were all these insecurities coming from? Sosuke wasn't like this before... Mina. Was she the one causing the ruckus between them? Did she fill his mind with gibberish and garbage? The young navigator would t stand for that, Sosuke didn't need it. The man was easily swayed at times, hoping he wasn't that way with Mina. She was evil, the brunette could just tell. The raven haired demon needed to be vanquished, but he'd never say a word about it. Mina still was Sosuke's close friend, he couldn't interfere, and he wouldn't unless the girl did first. He looked at the men coming up, letting the other go. "I'm going to go drink with the shipwright. Don't be angry for too long okay? I don't like it when you are in a bad mood," he hummed. He leaned up, kissing the other quickly. He noticed that mark on his neck was faded and gone, he needed to fix that soon. Tonight most likely. He headed down to the other crew as they set up for drinking, hanging out with the shipwright. Mina stayed down in the eating quarters, stabbing at her food before the cook took it away. He gave her what seemed to be a sympathetic look at the frustration she was showing. Sosuke refused to listen to her, brushing her words off as they were nothing, he was cruel. She wanted his attention, she was trying to help him understand, but he didn't care. It infuriated her that she was trying with all she could and he was just taking it in one ear and out the other. It wasn't fair. Speaking on the man who irritated her, he came down, sitting next to her. She clicked her tongue, frowning deeply. "May I ask what you are bothering me for now? Are you going to even bother to listen to me when I speak? Are you listening now?" Her sour mood was obvious, not even caring about it. "I'll talk only if I know I'm not talking to a wall anymore. Do you know how rude it is to let someone talk but not even care about what they are saying? You could've stopped me from rambling off if you weren't even going to pay attention! It would've been nice of you, instead of letting me waste my breath. Again, what do you need?" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
YellowPerch Posted March 19, 2016 Author Share Posted March 19, 2016 Sosuke let a small smile form on his lips. He was still a little wary of just what he was feeling. But for now he'd have to let it go. He stayed where he was on deck, watching Sidney leave to talk with the shipwright who just came up on deck. He was glad Sidney got him to drink with them. He had no other way of thanking him otherwise. Sosuke decided he'd head back to the eating quarters after realizing Mina wasn't coming up on deck. When he went below he found her sitting there, after watching her food get taken away. Sosuke sat down quietly beside her and immediately she went off. He knew he'd done something wrong. Since he was young he'd always had a problem with listening to people. He let her ramble off and vent what she needed before he spoke. He wasn't going to butter up to her in anyway, that would only anger her more. But he needed to let her know he was sorry. "Listen, Mina....I-I was wrong. I never should have ignored you like I did. I promise, I'll listen to you from now on." He scratched at the back of his head. "IT's just, my relationship with Sidney is new....and I-m not sure how to really treat him, so...." He fell silent and looked at the floor. He had no idea what he was even saying now. Even when he was a kid, Sosuke seemed to stammer in front of Mina. He looked back at her, a small smile on his lips. "I just want to say I'm sorry, Mina. I really am." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Raychu Posted March 19, 2016 Share Posted March 19, 2016 "You're lucky it's me you're saying sorry to, you big idiot. Just promise me you'll make some time for me so we can actually chat. I haven't seen you in so many years and I haven't even gotten much of a chance to even talk with you!" Mina still was a bit sore from the apology, thinking it could change her anger in seconds, when it couldn't. Every part of the day he seemed to ignore her, that was her final straw. She'd just have to let it go for now, her friend is in dire need of help, she'd let anything go just to give him a hand. "You want to talk about that possessive thing you have going on with Sidney, right? Don't answer that," she mumbled. She sighed, thinking about how to explain it this time. She was still cautious of being ignored once more, something he was beginning to hate, a lot. "I think you two need a break. Not that I mean you need to stop seeing each other, but I think you need some time apart during the day. I've been watching closely and that attachment is going to tear you two apart. Sidney is showing the exact same possessiveness as you are, it's dangerous for a relationship. Sooner or later one of you is going to feel restricted by the other, which could go to hell if you aren't careful. You can talk to Sidney about it, but I think it's a good idea to break. Then you'll get used to having the other move around freely and be away from you, near other people. That would require so much trust Sosuke, one you seem to lack. I know this sounds horrid, but it's that attachment that's angering you so easily." Even now, she's able to read the other like an open book. No amount of years of being apart could ever change that. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
YellowPerch Posted March 19, 2016 Author Share Posted March 19, 2016 Sosuke ad hurt her, he had hurt her in so many ways. He didn't realize his ignoring her would end up the way it did. His head lowered as she yelled back at him. When she finished his his tilted so that he could see her without raising his head. "I promise, Mina. I really promise." He wanted to make her feel better. How could he make his only childhood friend, his best friend, feel so awful. When she calmed down she asked him if the reason he was down here was to talk about the possessive traits he was going through. He was going to answer her, but she quickly waved him off, not wanting him to answer. She immediately began speaking about what was happening, what she could see from the two of them. Sosuke was impressed, he didn't think she could see that much by just an hour or two with them. He leaned back against the table again, throwing his hand to his heah and holding it there. "Don't you think that will be difficult once we set sail? There's no other place to go when your stuck on the sea, you know?" He stared at the ceiling before dropping his hand and looking at his friend, still leaning back against the table. "Sidney leaves to work on his maps at times, and he rarely joins us at night when we drink. So there are times when we aren't stuck to each other." He leaned forward, resting his elbows on his legs. "I didn't think I was this possessive Mina. I didn't think I could get so jealous either. " Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Raychu Posted March 19, 2016 Share Posted March 19, 2016 Mina was glad he was willing to make time with her, just for it to be her and him, that's all she wanted. She listens so very closely, thinking about it for a couple of minutes. She didn't know how to respond, he was right. At the same time, it was just an excuse, because they could keep their interaction to a minimum. "You have a point, but you can easily avoid each other, giving yourself tasks to keep to yourselves," she mumbled. The raven haired raised an eyebrow, pursing her lips into a thin line, sighing once more. "He's alone at those times right? Then you feel as if you have nothing to worry about. I don't mean taking a break and being alone all the time, that won't change a thing for to two. You need to let each other interact with different people and such. You got pissy when he went to talk with the shipwrights, only to have it work out in your favor." Sosuke never was this possessive when he was a kid. Sure he had his moments of this was mine, but this is new even for his childhood friend. she felt bad, not knowing how to fix it easily. "I don't even know how to handle you anymore. This is something new, but I can see why. It comes with the territory of being together with someone. Maybe you should limit yourselves to just being together at night. I'm sure you two sleep together, it's obvious, but do correct me if I'm wrong. Which I'm not. But maybe that's the only time you should even interact, it'll get that jealousy on track. You've never been the type who liked to be tied down, that jealousy of Sidney's is going to restrict and withhold you if you don't fix it. Same goes for him and your jealousy." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
YellowPerch Posted March 19, 2016 Author Share Posted March 19, 2016 Sosuke sat up again, thinking about what she just said. "I feel perfectly fine with him interacting with the rest of the crew. I mean hey, we're all family. But its when he talks to someone I don't know. He just...He left without a word and went to go tlak with a man whose here just to work on the ship." He stopped, sighing, he was getting himself worked up over something so small. He looked up at Mina again. "I don't ever remember being this bad when we were kids. Of course, the only persons attention I wanted at the time never took her eyes off me." He smiled at Mina. She was literally his only friend, the other kids were just there for him to pass his time. So when he got just the tiniest bit of jealousy bubbling up it was quickly gone because Mina stopped it in an instant. "It's going to be hard suggesting to Sidney that we shouldn't see each other so many times before we actually can. If he's as possessive as I am, so you say, then there's no way its going to go over easy." He looked away scratching at his nose, then he mumbled, making sure Mina couldn't hear him. "Besides, I like it when he clings to me." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Raychu Posted March 19, 2016 Share Posted March 19, 2016 "There you go Sosuke. Soon it's going to turn into anyone he interacts with. It'll start off with strangers then it'll grow to the people around you, threatened by them just looking at your lover. I've seen it happen multiple times with many people," she spoke softly. She'd hate to see that happen, he was already showing it was going to happen, it definitely would affect his relationship with everyone become distant, tense, or just nonexistent. "I didn't always have my eyes on you! I had them... never mind." She caught herself before she said his brother's name, knowing that might upset him once more. She had a huge attachment to Nibo when she was a kid, one of the biggest reasons she stuck around Sosuke, besides the fact she liked to annoy him. She never planned on Sosuke becoming he friend, but when he did she was estatic. The only boy in the village who was even willing to be. "It's just a suggestion Sosuke. It's my advice. You don't have to do it if you really don't want to, I'm just warning you. Fix that jealousy now or it'll be a huge problem later." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
YellowPerch Posted March 19, 2016 Author Share Posted March 19, 2016 Sosuke listened quietly to Mina. There was no way he was going to anger her again like he had moments ago. When she started to say something and then stopped herself from saying it, Sosuke raised a brow. He wanted to know what she was about to say. He was going to ask her, but when she continued talking he decided not to, leaving it for another time. When she finished with her advice he sighed placing his elbows once more on his legs. "Its not going to be easy for me, you know? But....I'll try. I will really try to stop this jealousy of mine." He looked at Mina from the corner of his eyes. He was glad she was his friend. She truly had the best advice, it was just the fact that he had to listen to it. "I don't want to lose him Mina. So, I'll listen to your advice." He leaned back again, letitng a small smile show. He wanted to be on her good side again. He hoped his smiles would help him a little more then him just apologizing and promising to listen to her from now on. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Raychu Posted March 19, 2016 Share Posted March 19, 2016 "I never said you couldn't be jealous though. But there is a point that your jealousy needs to stop or it'll take over your life," she spoke as he waved him off, smiling back. She was glad she was able to talk with him like this, no interruptions, no problems. This is what she missed from her old friend, this is what she wanted returned. "Your turn to give me advice then old pal. I miss home, but I don't want to go back. I miss my father, but not that wretched mother of mine. Should I return home, should I send letters, what do I do? I know my mother doesn't approve of my life choices, if I were to send them a letter, I don't even want to think about what she'd send back. Another problem is there is someone back home who wants my hand in marriage, I'm expected to say yes. I'm at a loss. Do give me some good advice." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
YellowPerch Posted March 19, 2016 Author Share Posted March 19, 2016 He smiled at Mina. Starting now he had to try and calm his jealousy. He worried that if he didn't Mina's words of him losing Sidney really would come true. They fell silent for a moment before Mina spoke up, this time asking for his advice. He didn't know she was feeling the way she was and when she finished rambling off her problems he had already returned to leaning back against the table, his elbows resting on it behind him. He looked up at the ceiling as he spoke. "Mina, did you ever think the reason why she never approved of you leaving was because her only child was leaving her protection and venturing into an unknown world." He looked down at her to see if his words reached him, then he continued. "Your out of her reach, where she can't do anything to help you. She must feel useless, sitting at home and crying because your not there." He placed his hand on her head. "I bet if you sent them a letter you would be surprised about what you get back." He smiled down at her and went on to tlk about her other issue. "You asked me about love before. Was this the reason? DO you love the man who asked for your hand?" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Raychu Posted March 19, 2016 Share Posted March 19, 2016 Mina sighed, pushing his hand away. He knew nothing about her life anymore, so much he needed to catch up on. "I'm not the only child anymore dearie. She slept with another and ended up getting pregnant. I think she truly hates me because I'm my father's daughter. Resented due to my bloodline. They refuse to separate for reputation reasons. Pitiful they are," she mumbled. "I have a little brother though, he's a sweetheart, I feel bad he'll never get to see his real father." She hated bringing this up, but she didn't want Sosuke full of old knowledge on her family. Her mother and her never were close, but at least they got along. The moment she bed with another man she lost any respect. Her father was a good man, deserving of a better wife, one that wouldn't betray him. He worked hard for her, brought food to the table, but she slept with another just to spite the poor man. She frowned, upset she had to continue talking about her problems. She should've jaunt kept quiet about it. "Of course I don't love him! But he says he loves me, and he's wealthy, good man. He says he loves me, that's he problem. I can't tell if he's lying to me, but it's good to marry right? My father said it would be nice more me to settle down, I'm aging quickly, time is not going to be kind to me forever," she mumbled. She rested the side of her face on the table, not sure what to think about sending the letter home. She truly could see them just brushing her off, not caring how she was doing. Her father might, not her mother. Her mother and her never cared about each other, never will. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
YellowPerch Posted March 19, 2016 Author Share Posted March 19, 2016 Sosuke flinched when she removed his hand instantly stating her family situation had changed. He closed his eyes and sighed. "I'm sorry. I had no idea." He scoffed at himself. "Of course I wouldn't, I ran away from home and everyone there." He groaned and pinched the bridge of his nose. He was really starting to wonder if his decision that say was the right one to do. He listened as she cried out, claiming she didn't love the man. How her father wanted her to settle down. He thought for a moment then turned to her as she now rested her face against the table. "He never told you, that you had to marry someone you didn't love. He just hopes for you to settle down. Which means you still have time to find someone you love." He looked up for a moment and then back down. "Well, i doubt you'll be settling with anyone if you continue to travel the world like this" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Raychu Posted March 19, 2016 Share Posted March 19, 2016 "Don't beat yourself up over it, no one in the village knew either. I didn't tell them. Everyone thought that the kid was theirs, not some mysterious man's. I wouldn't have told you if you were still there. Rumors spread if I say it out loud when someone can hear. I wouldn't wanted you to know, that's embarrassing for me as her daughter," he mumbled. She didn't like him saying that, he had his reasons for leaving, as did she. She didn't want to be around the liars in her family, she was disgusted to even say they were her family. She loved her father, but his kindness became too much that he would lie for her mother's reputation. "I don't want to stop traveling though. I hate the thought of being held down by marriage. I'm not that kind of girl who is willing to drop her dreams because of a thing like marriage. I've met no one who's interested me or seemed to have any interest in what I do, it's frowned upon. So how am I supposed to settle down when they don't like who I truly am? I want Nibo back, he liked me for me." She rambled, it was too late. She said it, it came out of her mouth. She shut her eyes, worried what Sosuke's face would look like hearing his brother's name he said. That wasn't supposed to happen, she was supposed to never say that name again. Being around his brother just made it come out. "Sorry, that's... I'm sorry." She never once said to Sosuke she liked his brother, never. She kept it a secret, not wanting to hear his lectures. But now the past was being brought up. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
YellowPerch Posted March 19, 2016 Author Share Posted March 19, 2016 He was surprised when she mentioned that even if he hadn't run away and he stayed, she wouldn't have even told him what was happening. He didn't like hearing that, but he knew if he had stayed, then eventually he would have found out. "Then don't settle down Mina. Continue to travel. Do what you want. How the hell are you to know that you won't actually meet someone." He tried to help her out like she did him. But he wasn't as good at giving advice like she was. However when she suddenly rambled off something from her mind Sosuke stopped any attempts at giving her advice. He fell silent and looked down at the floor, leaning forward and clasping his hands together. Nibo, if Sosuke was the energetic protective older brother, then he was the calm and caring younger brother. If Sosuke picked on someone, Nibo was there to tell them to cheer up. He started to recall all the adventures the three of them went on. Though there was only so much they could do on one island. Then he lifted his head. "That explains a lot now." Sosuke turned to Mina who was frantically trying to apologize. "Mina...Listen....Nibo liked you. He liked you a lot." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Raychu Posted March 19, 2016 Share Posted March 19, 2016 She opened her eyes, feeling the tears begin to form. "I knew that. Stupid kid told me right before... I hate I our village. I hate home. We were quick to throw you the blame, he wouldn't have, I hate them so much. I hate myself for not being able to do anything. He... If I only I had the chance to say how I felt the same. He never knew, he never will," she spoke through shaky breaths. She stood up, the chair falling over. "I-I have something I need to do." He years began to fall, she ran up the stairs, getting off the ship as fast as she could. She's shouldn't have brought him up, she was revisiting painful memories. Seeing Sosuke brought them back. It kept reminding her how lonely she was when they both left her. If Nibo hadn't been killed, they might have actually been together by now. She tried to imagine it, but she couldn't. Nibo was gone now. All that lingered was the memories she held, the smile on his face faded. Sidney was confused, he saw Mina running off the ship in tears. He didn't like the girl much, but he didn't want to see her cry either. Sosuke was dragging his way from the stairs, the look not pleasant, he frowned. What had happened? Did his lover say something? Did she say something? He excused himself walking over to Sosuke. "Hey, what's the matter? You look sickly, do you need some medicine?" His voice full of worry. He didn't want his lover hurting, that's what he was doing though. The navigator was worried, almost panicked, never seeing this kind of look from the other. What the hell had they spoke about? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
YellowPerch Posted March 19, 2016 Author Share Posted March 19, 2016 Sosuke noticed how wet her eyes got. His eyes widened at the realization. He had no idea that his brother had told her his feelings just before the day he died. He tried to move towards her, to hug her. But Mina shot up, knocking her seat back behind her. He watched as she booked it out of the room. He stood instantly and took a step to chase after her, but his feet wouldn't move. What the hell was he supposed to say to her now? All he could do was leave her alone for now. Sosuke dragged himself out of the room, slowly. He instantly met with Sidney, who looked up in worry. Sosuke was pale, how could he had brought up something like that. He was such an idiot! Before he could even say anything, a single tear dropped from his eye. He stood in shock, it hadn't been since he was kid that he cried. Sosuke brought up a shaky hand to his eye and wiped at the tears starting to form. All the memories of the past coming all at once. He stored them away for good reason. He looked down at his lover, the most pathetic smile on his face. "Sidney...help me stop them." He begged Sidney, hoping the other could stop his tears. Sosuke was supposed to be a pirate captain. A cruel and famous bounty. But at the moment he felt like he reverting back to a child. The tears threatened to come faster then he could wipe them away. He couldn't let his men see him crying. They would lose any respect they had for him. His other hand came to grip at his chest, suddenly starting to feel a slight pain. The memories he had locked away for so many years were coming back to fast. And he was unable to control any of it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Raychu Posted March 19, 2016 Share Posted March 19, 2016 Sidney's eyes widened when his lover began to cry. "S-Sosuke?" He grabbed his hand pulling him into the cabin, pushing to sit on the bed. "What happened?" He started to kiss the man's face, desperately trying to calm him down. He kissed his nose, his cheeks, his lips, his head, nothing was working. "Talk to me, come on!" He didn't know what to do, he never dealt with Sosuk crying. He cried many times I can front of the other, but now the roles were reversed. He kissed him on the lips again, trying to calm him. He pulled back, hugging the other. "Please stop crying, talk to me." He could start crying with the other, but he needed to hold himself together. He didn't know what was wrong but he felt horrible for the other, scared that he was actually crying. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
YellowPerch Posted March 19, 2016 Author Share Posted March 19, 2016 Sosuke was pulled into the cabin by Sidney. He was pulled to the bed, and gently pushed back. As he sat on the bed he tired and forced the tears back, he hated feeling so weak. He started to calm down, just a little bit when Sidney began kissing his face. Every part of his face. However, when Sidney asked what had happened, he was unable to answer him. He knew he had too, he was freaking the poor pirate out. He was kissed on the lips and Sosuke reached up to grab Sidney's hand as he pulled away. But Sidney hugged him again instead. And Sosuke wrapped his own arms around the other. He held Sidney tightly, burying his face in his neck. The scent of his lover calming him down. "I started to remember them again. My family." He gripped Sidney's shirt as he continued. "I locked them away for so many years. I knew this would happen if I started to remember." He kissed Sidney's neck, trying to feel closer. "That's why I never told anyone about them on this ship. But Mina....she brought them back. She told me what I didn't know. It hurts. It hurts to remember them." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Raychu Posted March 19, 2016 Share Posted March 19, 2016 Sidney didn't know what to say to his lover, he just held him close. "Sh, it's okay. I'm sorry I don't know what you're going through, but I'm here for you. I promise. Just talk to me whenever, I can't stand seeing you like this," he spoke so quietly, unsure how to comfort the other. He pulled back so slowly, to look at the other, relieved to see the tears had stopped. He kissed him again, running his fingers through the other's hair. He pulled back after awhile, resting his forehead against Sosuke's. He cared so much for the man in front of him. He kissed his nose, smiling widely, easing the tension. "You have no idea how much seeing you cry scared me." He kissed the other again, wanting to close this gap between them. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
YellowPerch Posted March 19, 2016 Author Share Posted March 19, 2016 Sosuke's body shook as it calmed down. It had been at least ten years since he had last cried. The two years he ran from the government, from his home, he cried every night. It was the only thing that got him to sleep at night. Sosuke sighed when Sidney pulled away slowly, as if letting Sosuke go would cause another eruption of tears. Luckily they didn't come. And the two shared a kiss. It wasn't deep, it wasn't passionate, but it was perfect, it was a kiss that told Sosuke he was still accepted by the other, that no matter what he went through, he would be there for him. He enjoyed the feel of Sidney's hands through his hair and relaxed into the touch. Sidney pulled away and Sosuke smiled up at him like a child would after crying. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to scare you. I just...couldn't stop it at all." Sosuke grasped Sidney's hands in his as the other leaned down for another kiss. Just like before, this one was caring, it didn't need to be deepened to get erotic. They just needed to feel it. He released Sidney's hands and cupped his face. What would have happened if Sidney wasn't there to help him? What would Sosuke had done if he lost his men from his pathetic crying. He would never be able to know. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Raychu Posted March 20, 2016 Share Posted March 20, 2016 Sidney pulled back, kissing his cheek. "Better now?" He didn't need to ask, the color had returned to Sosuke's face. He kissed him once more, hugging him tightly. He just needed to make sure he was completely okay. He pulled back once more, sighing in relief. He looked at the neck, deciding now was best time to remark him for his possession. He leaned back, lightly sucking which quickly turned into rough. He needed to mark his lover again, his jealousy was overtaking him. He pulled back, staring at the red spot, smiling widely. "Perfect," he mumbled so softly. Now he was okay, his jealousy was washed away when he saw his mark on his lover. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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