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[Miss RED]

These siblings are gonna be the death of me xD *not incest*

 

[XiuLin]

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thanks very much 500 times thanks.

[batista]

THANK YOU

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i wish you a wonder full day, too cheetah4

 

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and I'm so sorry have been busy the last few days :-(

 

[fan_yaoi]

Well, i must say i learn lots of new things in this forum.

Yaoi stuff and ....... history :]

[Suida]

^ History you say... hmm...

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may interest you. It was requested today so totally coincidence.

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[Choree]

Today was a good day... I got the dates for my school experience fixed + an opportunity to change my actual job + I felt I have made a step forward to being myself.

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XD HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Maaaaan stop teasing me for that X]

 

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[Rebel Heart]

hey everyone, it's December and real bussy time of the year, I'm trying to keep in touch but sometimes I might be off for a couple of days or more, I miss you all btw when I do

 

So how is everyone?

[fan_yaoi]

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Hey maan, what up Yeah im busy too. lots of chrismas shopping im almost done but still a few more to go

[Rebel Heart]

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also shoping, but also preparing for cooking Christmas dinner

[Saga]

-sighs heavily- I feel like a corpse.

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*slides over some Tequila and a blanket*

[AmaryllisRose]

Would anyone be interested in forming a team with me to participate in the Mikazuki || Winter School 2016 event~? It seems like it'll be quite fun!!! :3

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Thank you, my dear~

 

I feel a bit too full at this moment. Buuuuuuuut...........had a good time going out with my bestie.

[XiuLin]

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i wish you a wonder full day, too cheetah4

 

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and I'm so sorry have been busy the last few days :-(

That legit is cool and got me to laugh. Spiderman is awesome~ Been having a kick ass 2 soundtrack kick for about a day.

[Miss RED]

Just woke up from a dream.

 

Had been dreaming about two infected person (turning into a vampire... i think), a woman and a man. Apparently our mother (don't ask me how I know? And she's not my real life mother) told me to lock the door but then I saw that the back door are opened. She gave me a lighter (now that I think about it, she could at least gave me a gun. Stupid dream) and told me to never go out then . Well I had my curiosity that she's already... whatever happened in the dream *eyes roll*.

And somehow I feel like something is approaching *sixth sense hell yeah!* so I gave that lighter to my supposedly brother (he's been sitting 'there'quitely reading book wth. Idk where is 'there' exactly) and he went to check. A while after he came back and gave me the lighter (well figured he got bitten(?) around that time huh).

So that...thing finally tried to attack me but I managed to defend myself with a lighter (omg that is so ridiculous). And worst part is that my supposedly brother just sit down on the floor watching me burning the vampire. Starting. With. The. Lips. And then his mouth (pls get that image out of my head) and then I just stand there and watch them burned (umm brother how are you burning too? Its not me who done it).

 

 

Quite lengthy -__- why the hell did I dream that.

[Rebel Heart]

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good morning to you to and have a wonderful day, I'm not on as much as I want to be, but for you I will make some time to welcome you back ^^

 

Now time for a good cup of coffee

 

[Panda01]

[Rebel Heart]

I'm going to set up my own Christmas tree now, whooptiedoo

[Saga]

Just woke up from a dream.

 

Had been dreaming about two infected person (turning into a vampire... i think), a woman and a man. Apparently our mother (don't ask me how I know? And she's not my real life mother) told me to lock the door but then I saw that the back door are opened. She gave me a lighter (now that I think about it, she could at least gave me a gun. Stupid dream) and told me to never go out then . Well I had my curiosity that she's already... whatever happened in the dream *eyes roll*.

And somehow I feel like something is approaching *sixth sense hell yeah!* so I gave that lighter to my supposedly brother (he's been sitting 'there'quitely reading book wth. Idk where is 'there' exactly) and he went to check. A while after he came back and gave me the lighter (well figured he got bitten(?) around that time huh).

So that...thing finally tried to attack me but I managed to defend myself with a lighter (omg that is so ridiculous). And worst part is that my supposedly brother just sit down on the floor watching me burning the vampire. Starting. With. The. Lips. And then his mouth (pls get that image out of my head) and then I just stand there and watch them burned (umm brother how are you burning too? Its not me who done it).

 

 

Quite lengthy -__- why the hell did I dream that.

 

I think I found my soulmate when it comes to weird-.ss dreams, man. I had one of these a few nights ago.

It totally f.cked me up, man. Take a seat now and "enjoy" it.

 

 

The settings are actually pretty much blurred out, even though it was a recent dream but you know - a few days passed already although the part I am to tell you about is as vivid as a minute ago. So.

 

I was back in my high-school years, it was fun when I was young

 

Anyhow. I used to hang out with many people, many groupies - whatever seemed interesting, man.

So basically write me in as a person who was anywhere and everywhere, getting along with whoever and whatever seemed fun/interesting. I think I couldn't stand what we call boredom. ._. Anywho.

 

Logically in my dream I was hanging out with some peeps. Fun times and all, we even partied and all. And then came the moment when I was alone with two people. I know them, and especially one of them I never could stand. I mean, the hypocrisy, man. The hypocrisy.

 

We weren't arguing or anything, in fact...we were laughing. But then that person I dislike (oddly I laughed to their jokes as if I am enjoying it or something, which never happened in real life) took out a blade. Scissors, to be exact.

 

It happened too fast, dude. I saw the blade darting for my chest and no idea how but I managed to raise my arm enough to have the blade stabbed into my forearm's muscles.

 

I literally felt what was to be stabbed in the dream, man.

 

Not to mention the shock of the ...whole thing. I felt pressure, really unnatural pressure which is like "scratching" your brain to EFFING REMOVE THAT OBJECT OFF YOUR BODY. I took out the blade myself, of course blood flowed as Niagara, man. ._.

 

And that same person, on top of all, went on me - "Let me help you".

 

The hypocrisy, man. The hypocrisy.

 

Later on, once I woke up I quickly went to see what being stabbed feels like. Guess what, it was exactly as I felt it. There is no pain, really. But a pressure which you cannot explain very well but it's closer to being described as 'pressure'. The pain comes a lot later on. Which made me wonder...how on earth my brain knew the feeling?

 

For these few past days I've been thinking a lot on that topic,

that we know things which we don't know that we know.

 

 

[Miss RED]

 

I think I found my soulmate when it comes to weird-.ss dreams, man. I had one of these a few nights ago.

It totally f.cked me up, man. Take a seat now and "enjoy" it.

 

 

The settings are actually pretty much blurred out, even though it was a recent dream but you know - a few days passed already although the part I am to tell you about is as vivid as a minute ago. So.

 

I was back in my high-school years, it was fun when I was young

 

Anyhow. I used to hang out with many people, many groupies - whatever seemed interesting, man.

So basically write me in as a person who was anywhere and everywhere, getting along with whoever and whatever seemed fun/interesting. I think I couldn't stand what we call boredom. ._. Anywho.

 

Logically in my dream I was hanging out with some peeps. Fun times and all, we even partied and all. And then came the moment when I was alone with two people. I know them, and especially one of them I never could stand. I mean, the hypocrisy, man. The hypocrisy.

 

We weren't arguing or anything, in fact...we were laughing. But then that person I dislike (oddly I laughed to their jokes as if I am enjoying it or something, which never happened in real life) took out a blade. Scissors, to be exact.

 

It happened too fast, dude. I saw the blade darting for my chest and no idea how but I managed to raise my arm enough to have the blade stabbed into my forearm's muscles.

 

I literally felt what was to be stabbed in the dream, man.

 

Not to mention the shock of the ...whole thing. I felt pressure, really unnatural pressure which is like "scratching" your brain to EFFING REMOVE THAT OBJECT OFF YOUR BODY. I took out the blade myself, of course blood flowed as Niagara, man. ._.

 

And that same person, on top of all, went on me - "Let me help you".

 

The hypocrisy, man. The hypocrisy.

 

Later on, once I woke up I quickly went to see what being stabbed feels like. Guess what, it was exactly as I felt it. There is no pain, really. But a pressure which you cannot explain very well but it's closer to being described as 'pressure'. The pain comes a lot later on. Which made me wonder...how on earth my brain knew the feeling?

 

For these few past days I've been thinking a lot on that topic,

that we know things which we don't know that we know.

 

 

 

I understand exactly how the 'pressure' feel, man! My fingertips also somehow 'felt' hot when, well u know that one where we keep pressing the lighter to light the fire (not the one with the lid, the other one). It doesn't hurt but it feels weird like something is 'there' but u can't describe it. when I woke up my hand was positioned in exactly the way how I handled the lighter.

I took out the blade myself, of course blood flowed as Niagara, man. ._. haven't had my blood shed... yet in a dream. Though I got choked once, in a dream but I can't see who or what is it that attacked me. Man how does this dream planned anyway -_-

[Rebel Heart]

I like dreams like that, I dream all the time, sometimes I write them down, but in dutch and to lazy and no time to really translate them, people who tend to be creative and mostly use the right part of the brain instead of left tend to dream allot more then people who arn't.

[Saga]

I understand exactly how the 'pressure' feel, man! My fingertips also somehow 'felt' hot when, well u know that one where we keep pressing the lighter to light the fire (not the one with the lid, the other one). It doesn't hurt but it feels weird like something is 'there' but u can't describe it. when I woke up my hand was positioned in exactly the way how I handled the lighter.

I took out the blade myself, of course blood flowed as Niagara, man. ._. haven't had my blood shed... yet in a dream. Though I got choked once, in a dream but I can't see who or what is it that attacked me.

 

I perfectly understand what you mean! Once I woke up I still had that weird sensation around my forearm, I even touched my muscles like some idiot - you know, checking if everything is in order XD!

 

Oh, blood shed in a dream is not something for a first for me.

 

I remember a dream where I was locked in a room. Like these of that movie series SAW, where people are locked to be tortured until death. And whoever makes it out - makes it out.

 

In that dream though there were all people I've met all throughout my whole life up until that point. And one by one, they all were brutally killed before me, man. The room became the infamous 'red room' as is known in the dark/deep web. Everything was red and wet, let's not mention the smell of death/blood. Each time I tried to save someone I failed, by the end of the dream there were only two persons left - me and my brother. And since I lost the rest of my family and all friends or people I liked, I was in that state of - "Just kill me already".

 

Then the door opened and some...freak walked in. I don't remember the face, nor if he wore a mask or something. But I remember that he reached to drag my brother outside to kill him.

 

Must I tell you that, that was the first dream ever I killed a living being in? I just felt like ..a monster? I don't know how to explain it but I really felt no sanity, nor 'human understanding' or 'human values'. It was just, "Kill or let the killer kill".

 

By the end of the dream, a bit before I opened my eyes, I was all alone in the room - with corpses, blood and ...blood all over me. It felt devastating. When I woke up I felt so f.cked up, so moody..my whole day was trashy, man.

 

 

[Miss RED]

I perfectly understand what you mean! Once I woke up I still had that weird sensation around my forearm, I even touched my muscles like some idiot - you know, checking if everything is in order XD!Oh, blood shed in a dream is not something for a first for me. I remember a dream where I was locked in a room. Like these of that movie series SAW, where people are locked to be tortured until death. And whoever makes it out - makes it out. In that dream though there were all people I've met all throughout my whole life up until that point. And one by one, they all were brutally killed before me, man. The room became the infamous 'red room' as is known in the dark/deep web. Everything was red and wet, let's not mention the smell of death/blood. Each time I tried to save someone I failed, by the end of the dream there were only two persons left - me and my brother. And since I lost the rest of my family and all friends or people I liked, I was in that state of - "Just kill me already". Then the door opened and some...freak walked in. I don't remember the face, nor if he wore a mask or something. But I remember that he reached to drag my brother outside to kill him. Must I tell you that, that was the first dream ever I killed a living being in? I just felt like ..a monster? I don't know how to explain it but I really felt no sanity, nor 'human understanding' or 'human values'. It was just, "Kill or let the killer kill".By the end of the dream, a bit before I opened my eyes, I was all alone in the room - with corpses, blood and ...blood all over me. It felt devastating. When I woke up I felt so f.cked up, so moody..my whole day was trashy, man.

Hell how do u even stay sane in reality man. I would woke up either screaming (did once) or crying (once too many, I'm afraid) if those kind of dreams visit. Tho so far I still haven't had those dreams where I had to kill or saw myself being killed. Got killed yeah, been there done that. Weird thing is it took me like - if I remember correctly - around three or four days later when I was staring into spaces - to remember what exactly happened. It just 'somehow' flash into my mind. It was like its on the edge of my mind and its only a matter I wan know or not. Seriously why does this kind of dreams happen. I didn't even know those person in my dream.

[Saga]

Hell how do u even stay sane in reality man. I would woke up either screaming (did once) or crying (once too many, I'm afraid) if those kind of dreams visit. Tho so far I still haven't had those dreams where I had to kill or saw myself being killed. Got killed yeah, been there done that. Weird thing is it took me like - if I remember correctly - around three or four days later when I was staring into spaces - to remember what exactly happened. It just 'somehow' flash into my mind. It was like its on the edge of my mind and its only a matter I wan know or not. Seriously why does this kind of dreams happen. I didn't even know those person in my dream.

 

I wonder that myself, lol.

Oh, 'weird' .. true. What I shared was kind of creepy/..twisted?

Though I also have 'fantasy-like' dreams. And to be honest, they are creepy..,fun..and sometimes they give me a piece of thought. I can actually think of at least 5 such dreams I can share with you and unlike the rest of my dreams...I do remember that kind of 'weird' stuff way too vividly. Hell, I can even write fictions about them! So adventurous and interesting, lol.

 

If we speak about "don't know these people", I also dream of someone who I don't know.

The creepy part is, I keep dreaming about that person now and then - and whatever I do, I can't fully see his face nor I know his name. What I know is his figure, the feeling of his presence and that whenever there is any type of Canis (a dog, puppy, wolf...you name it), he appears. Also, he rarely speaks - but he's spoken to me once or twice, there is even something more creepy about it.

 

One of the dreams I had with him, if you want I can tell you about it, ..happened in real life.

I felt like...have you even felt like you must be..dreaming? That feeling, there.