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I wonder that myself, lol.

Oh, 'weird' .. true. What I shared was kind of creepy/..twisted?

Though I also have 'fantasy-like' dreams. And to be honest, they are creepy..,fun..and sometimes they give me a piece of thought. I can actually think of at least 5 such dreams I can share with you and unlike the rest of my dreams...I do remember that kind of 'weird' stuff way too vividly. Hell, I can even write fictions about them! So adventurous and interesting, lol.

 

If we speak about "don't know these people", I also dream of someone who I don't know.

The creepy part is, I keep dreaming about that person now and then - and whatever I do, I can't fully see his face nor I know his name. What I know is his figure, the feeling of his presence and that whenever there is any type of Canis (a dog, puppy, wolf...you name it), he appears. Also, he rarely speaks - but he's spoken to me once or twice, there is even something more creepy about it.

 

One of the dreams I had with him, if you want I can tell you about it, ..happened in real life.

I felt like...have you even felt like you must be..dreaming? That feeling, there.

 

 

I'm getting goosebumps all over. I'm with you when you said the feeling of his presence. Its like our mind know who or what it is but the name just won't came out. And somehow I know what to do or how to act around him/her.

 

Well, I'm not sure or remember if I had the feeling as if I was dreaming. But if its about waking up from a dream which turns out to be a dream and woke up again into another dream then yes.

 

And yes, do tell. I'm really interested in this kind of thing. XD

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Final done with my Christmas tree, seriously next year I'm going to buy a fluffly small tree, I'm tired if spending hours on that thing, atleast the cupcake balls look cute.

[Saga]

I'm getting goosebumps all over. I'm with you when you said the feeling of his presence. Its like our mind know who or what it is but the name just won't came out. And somehow I know what to do or how to act around him/her.

 

Well, I'm not sure or remember if I had the feeling as if I was dreaming. But if its about waking up from a dream which turns out to be a dream and woke up again into another dream then yes.

 

And yes, do tell. I'm really interested in this kind of thing. XD

 

Oh, I have been completely aware I am in a dream and trust me - I wanted to wake up but couldn't. It sucked toes, man.

 

As for the dream I was to share, it goes like this.

 

 

That happened two years ago or so, but I do remember it as if it were just yesterday.

 

It was a foggy village, I was unaware of where or why am I there but I felt 'natural'. It was one of these feelings you have, "Oh, right. I am here because of something important."

 

I was walking side by side with that person I mentioned above. If I have to describe him..hm. It's really hard but I'll try my best. He is tall, always dressed in dark clothes but at the same time elegant. And the elegance doesn't just come from his black, long coat but the way he moves as well. No step or a beckon could be called "too much" or "unnecessary". He has slightly long hair, down to under his chin but I've never seen his face fully. It's either his jawbone or his board back. I can never step close enough to take a peek, you know. He also doesn't talk, rather quiet. But whenever he speaks, it resounds in my mind as if, "Huh...I never thought of that..." kind of sensation. And judging by, sometimes, the amount of dogs or wolves - he is found of them.

 

That's all I can tell you about that person, unfortunately. Even though I wish I could know more or if I had the chance to "rule" over my dreams - I'd at least ask for his name. Somewhat each time he appears to be there I forget "such insignificant things like a name".

 

So we were walking shoulder by shoulder before we stopped in front of a huge gate, imagine a village gate as if the folks there are rather "picky" who walks in and out there. So there we were, the gate opened and we walked in. The fog grew thicker as if the source of that "veil" was from within the village. And just as I was about to cross the border between outside and beyond the gate, I noticed a small child there.

 

The clothes were dirty, worn out - just imagine a child on streets during a cold day begging for a coin or two, you will get the feeling I had in the dream. However, that child was in front of the gate or put simply - outside the village. It tried to speak and from the lips movement I got the words "Please" but because I saw that while walking inside the village I couldn't stop else I've bumped into the..-sighs- let's call that person I always dream about, "the wolf man". So,...else I've bumped into him and the dude who opened the gate. Thus I continued walking, brushing the child off although it bugged me.

 

Then on, the dude who opened the gate led us to some sort of a house. And as I was to follow inside, the wolf man just paused and turned his head slightly to side as if telling me "Don't follow". Don't ask me how I knew, I just knew by the presence he oozes off. Thus I stopped and watched them disappear into the fog.

 

I didn't have what to do, I was just there all alone in an unknown village so the smart me decided to walk around. As I was taking my path down the village I noticed a certain house. The house was all old, barely standing up if you know what I mean. But in the next moment I saw myself inside the house as if being invisible to the inhabitants.

 

One single parent family with a sole child, as poor as a church rat. The weather was cold, I'd say it would be the late November or something. There was no fire in the fireplace, nor food on the old table. The child was cold and becoming sick. Then I thought, "Wait..that child." Yap, that child was the child I saw in front of the gate.

 

The parent, of course, worried after the child decided to go out and beg for food. I saw the person running out, slamming on neighbors' doors, asking for help - but not any kind of help, just a few slices of bread.

 

I was there when the child passed away, all alone in the cold, dark room. Well, if we say that I was there although invisible...the kid wasn't alone in its last hour, ..right?

 

I felt so sad, yet regretted that I ignored it in the beginning. But then...I saw another image. It was the parent all alone in the same room, mourning after the child. Yet again, the village people went ahead leaving food, drinks, blankets and clothes in front of the already alone parent's door.

 

I felt ugliness. I cannot explain to you, no matter how much I try, how disgusted I felt. Not only with them but also with myself - how was I different from them? Just because I wasn't begged in that moment didn't mean I wasn't as guilty as any other villager.

 

With such an emotion over my conscious I walked out of that room, walking ...in fact, wandering around, pointlessly. When suddenly behind one corner with a dead-end street I noticed a glow. I peeked in, and felt a great force slamming me onto the cold ground. I thought I was to be killed, really.

 

I couldn't escape that street in any 'normal' way. I noticed though that a wolf ran in, bumping straight into that invisible to my eyes 'thing' which had me tackled to the ground. Once I got the chance I noticed the wolf looking up the building, there were stairs leading to the roof - you know, these 'emergency stairs'.

 

Without a second thought I hopped and started climbing upwards, oddly enough the wolf had no problem running against the building..upwards..not on the stairs. ._. Freaked me out as heck, man.

 

But knowing what was behind us, or the feeling of such a hatred towards me, I just ignored the "magically skillful wolf".

 

So there we were on the roof - the wolf, the invisible thing and me. Obviously I couldn't fight something I couldn't see, you know. I was continuously thrown left and right - it felt really painful, not to mention I felt like my ribs were whipped.

 

The wolf tried to protect me but each time it stood between that thing and me, it ended up the same way as I did - thrown around as if hammered by something.

 

In that chaos there I saw the wolf shaking its head just to take off some kind of weapon attached around its neck like a necklace. Some lamely small knife, I could've even laughed at that if I weren't clinging for my life there, you know.

 

It pushed the knife my way and kept an eye-contact with me before running off to somewhere.

 

I was speechless, I tell you that. I was just abandoned by the wolf, left with a child toy- like knife. Are you kidding me? Not to mention I had no idea where to dart that knife to!

 

As the logic goes, I couldn't handle the situation. I was pinned down with the knife in my hands, trying to break free from something breaking through my flesh to take my heart out.

 

Just when I was about to thank all the people in my life, you know, taking THE goodbye - I felt finally free. The wolf standing next the the wolf man with a few other people from the village wearing some weird ass clothes dealt with the invisible presence but just before I was to get up I saw the 'thing'. It was the child screaming and ..hating.

 

I was stunned, there on my knees. And as I was about to avert gaze away, that wolf man who rarely spoke yelled at me,

"Don't look away! See it, see what ignorance and selfishness do! See what happens when you people ignore all that is important!"

 

If it weren't for the situation, I'd say his voice was nice - v - But no, not when I was being scolded, you know.

 

The dream started to fade away and I came to my senses. I felt..very sad on that day. I felt..despair. It was true, all he said was true - we, humans, can be just as ugly as beautiful.

 

On that day I thought, "I am glad...no, I am relieved that it was just a dream."

 

But not. Five months later, completely randomly, as I don't follow the news or anything, I saw a link posted on YaoiOtaku. I spent my days mostly here to be honest, and I noticed on the side-bar a preview of a new post, "I am disgusted with human's hypocrisy...."

 

I thought, "Wow. I must check that out." And so I clicked, I saw a link in that same post. It led me to a news site.

Guess it. Yes, you guessed it. My dream...came true. A child in a single parent family died due to poverty. Yet on the very next day the whole village made offerings like clothes, blankets, food and sweets. ...Just when it's too little too late.

 

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Oh, I have been completely aware I am in a dream and trust me - I wanted to wake up but couldn't. It sucked toes, man.

 

As for the dream I was to share, it goes like this.

 

 

That happened two years ago or so, but I do remember it as if it were just yesterday.

 

It was a foggy village, I was unaware of where or why am I there but I felt 'natural'. It was one of these feelings you have, "Oh, right. I am here because of something important."

 

I was walking side by side with that person I mentioned above. If I have to describe him..hm. It's really hard but I'll try my best. He is tall, always dressed in dark clothes but at the same time elegant. And the elegance doesn't just come from his black, long coat but the way he moves as well. No step or a beckon could be called "too much" or "unnecessary". He has slightly long hair, down to under his chin but I've never seen his face fully. It's either his jawbone or his board back. I can never step close enough to take a peek, you know. He also doesn't talk, rather quiet. But whenever he speaks, it resounds in my mind as if, "Huh...I never thought of that..." kind of sensation. And judging by, sometimes, the amount of dogs or wolves - he is found of them.

 

That's all I can tell you about that person, unfortunately. Even though I wish I could know more or if I had the chance to "rule" over my dreams - I'd at least ask for his name. Somewhat each time he appears to be there I forget "such insignificant things like a name".

 

So we were walking shoulder by shoulder before we stopped in front of a huge gate, imagine a village gate as if the folks there are rather "picky" who walks in and out there. So there we were, the gate opened and we walked in. The fog grew thicker as if the source of that "veil" was from within the village. And just as I was about to cross the border between outside and beyond the gate, I noticed a small child there.

 

The clothes were dirty, worn out - just imagine a child on streets during a cold day begging for a coin or two, you will get the feeling I had in the dream. However, that child was in front of the gate or put simply - outside the village. It tried to speak and from the lips movement I got the words "Please" but because I saw that while walking inside the village I couldn't stop else I've bumped into the..-sighs- let's call that person I always dream about, "the wolf man". So,...else I've bumped into him and the dude who opened the gate. Thus I continued walking, brushing the child off although it bugged me.

 

Then on, the dude who opened the gate led us to some sort of a house. And as I was to follow inside, the wolf man just paused and turned his head slightly to side as if telling me "Don't follow". Don't ask me how I knew, I just knew by the presence he oozes off. Thus I stopped and watched them disappear into the fog.

 

I didn't have what to do, I was just there all alone in an unknown village so the smart me decided to walk around. As I was taking my path down the village I noticed a certain house. The house was all old, barely standing up if you know what I mean. But in the next moment I saw myself inside the house as if being invisible to the inhabitants.

 

One single parent family with a sole child, as poor as a church rat. The weather was cold, I'd say it would be the late November or something. There was no fire in the fireplace, nor food on the old table. The child was cold and becoming sick. Then I thought, "Wait..that child." Yap, that child was the child I saw in front of the gate.

 

The parent, of course, worried after the child decided to go out and beg for food. I saw the person running out, slamming on neighbors' doors, asking for help - but not any kind of help, just a few slices of bread.

 

I was there when the child passed away, all alone in the cold, dark room. Well, if we say that I was there although invisible...the kid wasn't alone in its last hour, ..right?

 

I felt so sad, yet regretted that I ignored it in the beginning. But then...I saw another image. It was the parent all alone in the same room, mourning after the child. Yet again, the village people went ahead leaving food, drinks, blankets and clothes in front of the already alone parent's door.

 

I felt ugliness. I cannot explain to you, no matter how much I try, how disgusted I felt. Not only with them but also with myself - how was I different from them? Just because I wasn't begged in that moment didn't mean I wasn't as guilty as any other villager.

 

With such an emotion over my conscious I walked out of that room, walking ...in fact, wandering around, pointlessly. When suddenly behind one corner with a dead-end street I noticed a glow. I peeked in, and felt a great force slamming me onto the cold ground. I thought I was to be killed, really.

 

I couldn't escape that street in any 'normal' way. I noticed though that a wolf ran in, bumping straight into that invisible to my eyes 'thing' which had me tackled to the ground. Once I got the chance I noticed the wolf looking up the building, there were stairs leading to the roof - you know, these 'emergency stairs'.

 

Without a second thought I hopped and started climbing upwards, oddly enough the wolf had no problem running against the building..upwards..not on the stairs. ._. Freaked me out as heck, man.

 

But knowing what was behind us, or the feeling of such a hatred towards me, I just ignored the "magically skillful wolf".

 

So there we were on the roof - the wolf, the invisible thing and me. Obviously I couldn't fight something I couldn't see, you know. I was continuously thrown left and right - it felt really painful, not to mention I felt like my ribs were whipped.

 

The wolf tried to protect me but each time it stood between that thing and me, it ended up the same way as I did - thrown around as if hammered by something.

 

In that chaos there I saw the wolf shaking its head just to take off some kind of weapon attached around its neck like a necklace. Some lamely small knife, I could've even laughed at that if I weren't clinging for my life there, you know.

 

It pushed the knife my way and kept an eye-contact with me before running off to somewhere.

 

I was speechless, I tell you that. I was just abandoned by the wolf, left with a child toy- like knife. Are you kidding me? Not to mention I had no idea where to dart that knife to!

 

As the logic goes, I couldn't handle the situation. I was pinned down with the knife in my hands, trying to break free from something breaking through my flesh to take my heart out.

 

Just when I was about to thank all the people in my life, you know, taking THE goodbye - I felt finally free. The wolf standing next the the wolf man with a few other people from the village wearing some weird ass clothes dealt with the invisible presence but just before I was to get up I saw the 'thing'. It was the child screaming and ..hating.

 

I was stunned, there on my knees. And as I was about to avert gaze away, that wolf man who rarely spoke yelled at me,

"Don't look away! See it, see what ignorance and selfishness do! See what happens when you people ignore all that is important!"

 

If it weren't for the situation, I'd say his voice was nice - v - But no, not when I was being scolded, you know.

 

The dream started to fade away and I came to my senses. I felt..very sad on that day. I felt..despair. It was true, all he said was true - we, humans, can be just as ugly as beautiful.

 

On that day I thought, "I am glad...no, I am relieved that it was just a dream."

 

But not. Five months later, completely randomly, as I don't follow the news or anything, I saw a link posted on YaoiOtaku. I spent my days mostly here to be honest, and I noticed on the side-bar a preview of a new post, "I am disgusted with human's hypocrisy...."

 

I thought, "Wow. I must check that out." And so I clicked, I saw a link in that same post. It led me to a news site.

Guess it. Yes, you guessed it. My dream...came true. A child in a single parent family died due to poverty. Yet on the very next day the whole village made offerings like clothes, blankets, food and sweets. ...Just when it's too little too late.

 

 

that.was.intense. I was reading with bated breath yknow. Man I wish my bad dreams won't come true if its like that. You could even write a story about it! Tho I might feel weird if I had to read that dream again and again. Did u check or do some research about that dream you hv? I mean, like its some premonition or something. Well look at that, me and my mind in the gutter -_-

 

This dream of yours is very interesting. So much things that could be learn. Tho if we could actually know what's going to happen in the future, then our life might be different. Well, for better or for worse... such deep things, dreams, I mean. Hard to know is it just a state of consciousness or its a different kind of thing.. of things.

 

Anywho. From the sounds of it, this wolf guy... I'm so curious about him. Seems like he's good looking. I think. I really want to know what does he looks like.

 

P/s: know that its 1.30am here and omg ur dream gonna stuck.

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[Katsuki]

Once I had fallen asleep in the middle of my revisions for an exam that was going to happen the next day...

I didn't set an alarm clock in advance of course!

 

As I was dreaming, I was able to fully control my dream and after sometimes, I just tought to myself that I had been dreaming a long time and I wondered why I didn't woke...

So I just said to myself "wake up" and I opened my eyes and I didn't fell tired or anything : it was as if the me of my dreams just went out of the dreams and got into my body... It's really hard to explain but my thoughts process from my dreams was still the same has when I woke up.

 

Anyway, I woke up and of course I missed my exams! xD

 

I had a friend who did an essay about dreams, and reads a lot of books about it and who does hypnosis said that if you try to train yourself to remember your dreams, one day you can control it.

He said this help to bend and take a bit of control on your unconsciousness.

 

I used to try to remember as a kid by writing them, and now it works! I can even tell myself before going to sleep, I want to dream about something or someone and sometimes it works.

After you're really controlling yourself and your environnement but from an omniscient view, like in a movie because your unconsciousness only has a omniscient view of yourself.

Sometimes if I don't like something, I just go back in time and redo it again the way I like : which I usually do during a zombie apocalypse dream!

One time I dream that the weak point of the walkers was cornflakes! xDD

 

It's really interesting what you can do with the dreams when you're conscious of your unconsciousness...?

 

I also believe in premonitory dreams because sometimes, I don't if that already happened to you, you see a scene in your life and it just feels familliar. Sometimes you can remember it's from a dream but other times no and you just don't know where you saw that scene already : welp you have a lot of chances it comes from a dream!

It's really fascinating!!

[Rhye_Meow]

Omg, Yuri!!! On Ice.... i cannot. /dieshappy

[Panda01]

going to start Dragon Ball Super marathon :Excited:

[Rebel Heart]

going to relax now and maybe write abit tonight

[Katsuki]

Omg, Yuri!!! On Ice.... i cannot. /dieshappy

 

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I understand your feelings man!

I can't wait for tonight!! *prepare the cottons*

[Rhye_Meow]

I watched it as it aired on TV Asahi and my soul leaped out of my body. Gdi, this show made history.

 

 

end of sports anime queerbaiting. It's canon. i cant handle the feels

 

[Katsuki]

God I don't want to open the spoiler windows but my fujoshi soul wants to xD

Is it good?

[Rebel Heart]

Do we need a pacemaker after tonight's show?

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that.was.intense. I was reading with bated breath yknow. Man I wish my bad dreams won't come true if its like that. You could even write a story about it! Tho I might feel weird if I had to read that dream again and again. Did u check or do some research about that dream you hv? I mean, like its some premonition or something. Well look at that, me and my mind in the gutter -_-

 

This dream of yours is very interesting. So much things that could be learn. Tho if we could actually know what's going to happen in the future, then our life might be different. Well, for better or for worse... such deep things, dreams, I mean. Hard to know is it just a state of consciousness or its a different kind of thing.. of things.

 

Anywho. From the sounds of it, this wolf guy... I'm so curious about him. Seems like he's good looking. I think. I really want to know what does he looks like.

 

P/s: know that its 1.30am here and omg ur dream gonna stuck.

I've tried to research about some of my dreams...but you can't imagine how hard is to come across something 'logical'. ...Or something you might approve as 'It's that!'

 

Well, trust me - every dream he takes part in is intense and nothing in between the lines.

As for premonition, I suppose? I've had quite some such and it's a bit frustrating, sometimes devastating -

because you just see. No, you just 'watch it' and you can't really do anything to change it or warn someone.

Most of the time, rather, never have I seen someone I know in such dreams.

 

Like you know, you see your friend tripping down the stairs and you tell him/her - "watch out today around noon, man."

Nothing such. You see faces and situations unfamiliar to you. In fact, I had a dream when the massacre in Tunisia happened.

 

Rather, I dreamed the massacre hours before it happened. It was..horrifying. So..yeah.

When I woke up that day I felt..crappy. I think I know how to tell dreams from premonitions - the feeling after the dream is just as crappy as after having your worst nightmare played before you.

 

When it comes to 'blood' and 'death' in dreams.. - v - .. I am somewhat still sane..or probably already beyond sane since I somewhat live my life inspite of that.

 

As for what Katsuki said,

I've heard that before. It's said that if you control your dreams, you can actually do out-of-body, er-.. forgot what was it called. In brief, you can go to places with your mind and that's not about some "made up" world of yours but literally visiting places while your body is 'still'/'sleeping'. I call that 'being on stand-by' for a bit. XD!

 

But yeah, not sure how true that is nor am I sure I'd like to wander around without my body. o_O

Can you imagine if that's possible and you get stuck somewhere...the fuck happens to your body, man?! D';

Or if something happens and you just 'vanish'. Like, your conscious..mind..soul..whatever that thing is.

Might be all three together, who knows.

 

 

 

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you know what is even more strange, and I have that allot, that I dream about something, very realistic and then in the future, can be near or can be far, sometimes years, I actually experience the same thing I dreamt off. Sometimes it is just a flash, like a second. Like walking into a area and thinking WOW this is something I dreamt before or experienced before, sometimes it's about a conversation sometimes it's something totally irrelevant.

 

It is really weird because I normally forget these things until you actually experience them, it's really spooky

[KohakuShadow]

Ugh....nothing like almost coughing up a lung to make you go from feeling better, to feeling fatigued again.... -__-

[XiuLin]

Was simply desiring to post a signature line with someone's own signature as inspiration for a poem~

[Saga]

Hm. I like it.

 

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christmas , christmas , christmas

[Saga]

I've got a headache. -sighs- Probably need more sleep.