KohakuShadow Posted January 24, 2017 Share Posted January 24, 2017 What a day.....I can't believe got so much done. Not as much as I was hoping, but I go a lot done. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Miss RED Posted January 24, 2017 Share Posted January 24, 2017 i had a test today. add on the fact that I'm having a fever, splitting headache and cold weather... it doesn't bode too well Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fan_yaoi Posted January 24, 2017 Share Posted January 24, 2017 O.O .... Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links. ....is that noctis..with the beard when he is king?? Are u kidding me????!!! Da-fuk ? What have they done to him??? He doesn't look like noctis anymore? *looks again at the picture* yoyo7 My eyes, my eyes where did his face go and his cool hair style. And what's that blue thing in his face! What cruel world have I woke up too...' plague on both your houses' (To those how drew him and the one o said it was ok) Â Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rebel Heart Posted January 24, 2017 Share Posted January 24, 2017 Well I'm back home, the weekend didn't go as expected. Â I wanted to tell my parents about my relationship but somehow couldn't, I froze on the spot and the words wouldn't come out. You see I got an ackward relationship with my parents, they raised me but I never saw them as people who loved me. These days I love them and I know they love me back in their way, but scars from the past still become visable now and then, there is no trust in this relationship i got with my parents and to many negative things happened in the past. Â thought it would be easy to just say it out loud, I guess I was wrong, with my sister it was easier because somehow see is easier to read for me, my parents are like a complete mystery to me, So while thinking this setback over I thought maybe it is better to just write it down and sent it over the post, which give me time to prepare for when I face them next time. Â I feel bad for not saying it out loud, maybe if I was younger I would have felt like I had failed, blaming myself hurting myself in the processes, but I'm glad I can see it in a different perspective these days, and of course i got wonderful people to rely on, so it's just a step back but not the end. Â And that is what there is to know for those who where interested in how it went. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ryuu_L Posted January 24, 2017 Share Posted January 24, 2017 To be, or not to be: that is the question  Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KohakuShadow Posted January 24, 2017 Share Posted January 24, 2017 This darkness is really something.....things are going to get a lot worse before they get better....Is there hope? Can I find hope? Even if there is.....what is the point? Will that hope really do any good in the end? Giving up is not an option.....but how does one keep hope when there doesn't seem to be any in sight...... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Choree Posted January 24, 2017 Share Posted January 24, 2017 ... Just a quick Hi lovely people \('__')/ I do miss all of you.... Im shattered.... *falls down* Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rebel Heart Posted January 24, 2017 Share Posted January 24, 2017 Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links. we miss you too Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Miss RED Posted January 24, 2017 Share Posted January 24, 2017 its been raining for two days now. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
batista Posted January 24, 2017 Share Posted January 24, 2017 I missed you too my honeybunny Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links. ! Nice too hear you are fine although shattered foxy3 Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links. i am sorry it didn't turn out as you expected. And I was so hoping for you to find the courage to tell your parents about your love. But I am proud of you and even admire you for beeing so brave to walk this path and stay true to your feelings because my parents are the reason why I don't start anything serious since they never approve of my choices and I know I wouldn't be truly happy because of that. So... you are a good example to me Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rebel Heart Posted January 24, 2017 Share Posted January 24, 2017 Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links. thanks!, It runs deep, I'm hyper sensitive for my surroundings, and my parents have this fighting relationship (vocal) where things tends to get really depressing. When I was a child I didn't had an outlet to deal with these emotions so when I was 6 I was sent away to what you can call foster care, but when you as a child get send away and then you won't see your parents for more then months (which for a child is ages). I felt abandoned and really alone, it was a really traumatizing event, because you get stuck between difficult children, no feel of safety wherever, and your parents cannot visit you. As an adult I do understand now but back then it was horrible, since then I developed a fear for being abandoned unsubstantial, so after 9 years when you get back home, you will do everything to please your parents because of the fear of not being abondend again, rational you know this isn't the case but still a little voice in the back of your had is nagging you otherwise. Â So now here I'm awfully afraid of my parents rejection, while I know it shouldn't matter. for as long as I remember I could not really understand my parents, I love them but there is a link missing, and being autistic and all, it's really hard to place myself in their footsteps. The idea of not knowing how the react frighting me to no end. Â So maybe writing a letter would be better, so they can prepare and i can prepare for when we meet after the letter. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
itsapanda16 Posted January 24, 2017 Share Posted January 24, 2017 Feeling better than yesterday, but not a whole lot. How will I ever survive this week? -__- Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fan_yaoi Posted January 24, 2017 Share Posted January 24, 2017 I shoulde be forbidden to make food -_____- almost started the fire- alarm...again. Â *makes a mark in notebook* well its not that many times than last moth at least :] .... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Suida Posted January 24, 2017 Share Posted January 24, 2017 Â Â Â Â Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Marjorie Haukea Williams Posted January 24, 2017 Share Posted January 24, 2017 Death metal set. (the bestest!) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Orient Posted January 24, 2017 Share Posted January 24, 2017 Well I'm back home, the weekend didn't go as expected. . Â Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links. , dear, whatever makes you comfortable - fine and right and good! don't push yourself :In love: Sometimes we need to listen to our intuition and wait for the right moment... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
crystald Posted January 24, 2017 Share Posted January 24, 2017 . .      Aoi, AoiKagamine, Asami801, batista, Bridget, CartoonistGirl18, Chacha, Choree, fan_yaoi, itsapanda16, JoyceJ, Katsuki, Key, Kizoku, KohakuShadow, Lethalyx, lex_, M-jow, MadameX, maroon, MikA14, Miss RED, musiz89, Nekotakun, RedNoki3, Orient, rainbowman, Rebel Heart, Saga, Sav6, Suida, Teesie, XiuLin, YaoiGirl21011, Yukuu  Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rebel Heart Posted January 24, 2017 Share Posted January 24, 2017 Thanks for the support, there many ways to Rome, so I will get there. but first it's time to sleep:Sleepy: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
crystald Posted January 24, 2017 Share Posted January 24, 2017 . . Â Â Â Â Â Wishing my lovely YOtakus a great day!!! Â Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Marjorie Haukea Williams Posted January 24, 2017 Share Posted January 24, 2017 The ending sends me the whirling willies...: o Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
crystald Posted January 25, 2017 Share Posted January 25, 2017 . Â Hi Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links. ! Â Your time is the right time! Â Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KohakuShadow Posted January 25, 2017 Share Posted January 25, 2017 Ahhhh, nothing like a glass of wine. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nao Posted January 25, 2017 Share Posted January 25, 2017 Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links. Sweet day to you too! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Miss RED Posted January 25, 2017 Share Posted January 25, 2017 Someone please get me a Han Siwoon. That killer smile tho. Damn hot Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Panda01 Posted January 25, 2017 Share Posted January 25, 2017 thank you Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links. as always Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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