Behind the Scenes (Exellda and Zombie) [18+]

[Exellda]

Jermise found himself torn, but only slightly. Raphael had a strong power- one that made him want to change his mind. Goodness... He was so darn cute. JJ was so happy to call this man his. He hummed softly, actually considering what his new boyfriend wanted. "Boy... You sure don't know how to hide your disappointment." He let out a soft chuckle. "It's okay Raph, I know we can do this. I'll work with you." The ginger slid his hands up Raphael's chest slowly, then down. "Hey, now, all I said was that you couldn't have sex with someone else. I didn't say that you couldn't go out to clubs with your buddies. You can continue to live your life as you have been. I just get privileged rights to your sex life..."

 

After the kiss, Jerimise found himself slightly irritated and at the same time, charmed by what Raphael said about the past. How could he help Raphael? He wanted the other male to know just how much he had grown over the years... While he appreciated that Raphael still wanted preserve his 'innocence' he needed to be reminded that JJ was not as innocent that he once was. How could he remind him..? Ah... Jerimise let out a soft sigh, he shrugged. There was nothing he could do... It would be amusing to see how the other male would react. If Raphael was reluctant to listen to Jerimise, maybe VintageBoy could get through to him? Raphael could barely keep his hands off of him as it was... So it should be too hard to remind him.

 

"I've grown so much since then... You know?" So he pulled off his glasses slowly, reaching over and placed them on the nearby counter while his other hand ruffled his hair... And then he batted his eyes right up at Raphael. "About that sex drive, baby..." He spoke calmly, sounding like he would in any of his videos. He wanted to get Raphael's attention. He leaned up and wrapped his arms around Raphael's neck, he smiled casually, sweetly, as he fluttered his eyes. "Whenever you're ready, I'd love to help you out... What position would you like to see me in? Or perhaps you'd like me to wear, or not wear something in particular..? Should I make a show for you? I'd even get on my knees for you, Raphael. Are you going to make me beg? Hmmn?" He asked sweetly, pressing his body against Raphael, pulling himself closer to the taller male.

 

He leaned up and pressed his lips into Raphael's, kissing him slowly, sensually for about twenty seconds. As he broke the kiss, he nipped Raph's bottom lip. A sly smirk formed onto his face. "We can take our time, I'll be patient for you. If you ever change your mind, you know where I bake, where I live, and where I sleep... Besides, you're always welcome in my bed..." He gave Raphael a wink.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Raphael was so relieved to hear that strip clubs weren't out of the question yet. God knows he'd use this opportunity as much as he could. He absolutely adored all kinds of clubs, not even strip clubs alone. The loud music, the bass, the smell of sweat and alcohol - somehow it all felt so good for him, so familiar, like home. He truly felt at home when he was out partying, so perhaps that was his true nature.

 

He was pulled out of his thoughts entirely when Jerimise decided to get his attention... And boy, did he succeed. Raphael gulped down, hard, while shudders ran down his spine. He couldn't keep his eyes off of his boyfriend. The way he spoke, the way he looked at him, it was all driving him crazy. The man breathed in deeply when JJ's arms wrapped around his neck, the closeness of their bodies igniting a new flame in him. What Jerimise said next... Raphael was ready to throw away any promises he'd made himself to do this right. They could fuck and go on dates like normal couples. Shit, Jerimise really had changed a lot during those years.

 

As he was kissed again, Raphael responded rather eagerly, giving his ass a little squeeze before pressing his hips up against the other's, keeping the younger man close to himself. He shook his head at what he said next, suddenly picking Jerimise up by his hips, seating him down on the table. "Well... Clearly, you're not willing to let me wait." He whispered out, leaning close as he began placing slow, open-mouth kisses from the base of his neck to his jawline, lightly trailing his lips over to his earlobe. "So to answer your questions..." He murmured, his hands slipping underneath his shirt in a rather impatient way, lightly stroking over his smooth, silky skin. "I'd love to see you on all fours. Preferably with something lacy, or nothing at all." He spoke quietly, letting his hands wander up to his nipples, gently brushing his thumbs over them both while keeping his shirt ridden up.

 

"I've seen what a show you're capable of putting on. If it's only for me... God, I'd never pass an opportunity like that." He grinned, pulling back to look into his eyes, his tongue peeking out to wet his lips. "I might make you beg for me. Just to see what it's like. I'd make you feel so good if you asked me nicely..." He whispered, letting himself forget who the man in front of him used to be. Right now, he was with VintageBoy. Why would he want to stop? "You have no idea how many times I've thought about touching your body like this. I'm going to explore every inch of it." He smirked, pushing Jerimise down on the table, looking down at him. "Are you happy with what you got, love? Perhaps next time you'll think about it before you speak." He murmured, taking his hand to lead it to a bulge in his pants. He was certain that climaxing this way would be a lot more fun than doing so in Jerimise's bathroom. It clearly wasn't worth it trying to make JJ wait for sex, and he had to keep his boyfriend happy, right?

[Exellda]

My, my... That was certainly easier than Jerimise had anticipated. Raphael completely fell for it, he had complete control over him right now. Jerimise knew that he could dictate the outcome of this situation, easily! Damn, a smirk made its way onto his face as Raphael grabbed his ass, picked him up and then sat him on the table. This was everything he imagined it would be, and more. His boyfriend played right into his hands... And Jerimise wanted to enjoy it for a moment. So it would seem that Raphael didn't need any instructions. The man somehow knew exactly what to do to arouse him quickly. Then again, JJ had been dreaming of this day. The question was? How far should he let Raphael go?

 

Raphael's kisses were almost enough to make Jerimise reconsider everything. Should he really stop this man? His open mouth kisses were awfully distracting... JJ closed his eyes for a moment, just enjoying the sensation that was Raphael... Everywhere he touched him, the sounds he made, even his smell, Jerimise would make sure to remember it all. The ginger bit his bottom lip as he allowed Raphael to explore. His hands were warm against his stomach, JJ's eyes watched Raphael lift his shirt up higher... At the same time, he concentrated on what his boyfriend was saying. Such a deep voice he had... The ginger never realized how much he would appreciate it until now. While he did like his deep voice, it was only now that he realized how deep Raphael's voice was. Not only that, but it vibrated, which just made Jerimise shudder.

 

Jerimise hoped that his inexperience wasn't showing. Ironically, despite being a porn star, he had much less action than most. A light blush crept its way onto his cheeks while Raphael talked, telling him what he wanted. Combined with his warm hands travelling up to his nipples, the contact alone made him want to just let Raphael have his way with him. Though, he should have been more prepared, he started this. Jerimise opened his eyes right when Raphael pulled away to look right back at him. Raphael was more than into this by now, he seemed to be committed. Too soon Jerimise found himself being pushed down onto the table. This certainly escalated quickly. What Raphael was saying to him right now would be engraved in his memory. And- Oh god... A gasp escaped him when Raphael grabbed his hand, guiding it right to the bulge Raphael had. To think that Jerimise had that much of an effect on him!

 

"R-Raphael..." Jerimise surprised himself when he stuttered the other male's name, he inhaled and tried again. And just like that, he lost his 'VintageBoy' composure. In the moment, he seemed to be more like himself. "That was... Incredibly easy. To get you bothered like this, Raphael... I've never wanted anyone else more than I want you, Raphael. I've dreamed and fantasized you saying things like that to me... It's the same way with physical contact. I've wanted you for so long... And here you are..." Jerimise reached up with his free hand, cupping Raphael's cheek. He nearly couldn't believe that this was actually happening. He couldn't deny that he was aroused just from this small interaction. He wanted more, and yet... Jerimise wanted to make sure if this was what Raphael truly wanted. After all, in the beginning he said that he wasn't ready- Well he certainly was ready now, but that was besides the point.

 

"I knew you wanted to fuck me... And now that I've gotten you to come out of your shell, and opened your eyes a little... I just..." Jerimise rubbed his hand lightly against Raphael's arousal before pulling away. His hand brushed up the sexy man's chest, then settled on his shoulder while his other hand still cupped Raphael's cheek, thumb brushing his bottom lip. He just wanted to kiss that man until his lips bruised... "I know you said you wanted to wait, you wanted to treat me right... And I want that. If you want to fuck me right now, I won't stop you- I know I'll enjoy every moment of it... However, if you want and are still willing- And are patient... If you're free tomorrow, I'll let you take me out on a date... Then you can have your way with me." He offered. "If we stop now, though, I want you to sleep at least in your boxers... Pretty please? Be naked if you want. Heck, I'll be naked if you want... I'll cuddle you and kiss you all night long, if that's what you want."

 

In retrospect, he suppose he was offering Raphael two different outcomes, one- which was if they continued, they would probably sex for fun. On the other hand, if they waited, they could start out with a more... Cute, innocent, and more passionnant relationship. It was like he was asking Raphael if he wanted to start out their relationship with sex, or wait like he wanted, and have something more sweet. If Jerimise was being honest, either sounded good to him... But... Then again, he was impatient right now... But then again... There was a part of him that wanted his first time with Raphael to be something.... Special... Jerimise released Raphael, both hands laid right above his head on the table. It was clear, the Jerimise had the control of the situation, and now he handed it over to Raphael to make the final decision. "So what will it be, Raphael?"

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Raphael was pulled out of his new goal just as quickly as he was shoved into it. Hearing Jerimise stutter his name was the first sign of something being not entirely good. Slowly lifting his gaze, Raphael met his boyfriend's eyes, his lips shut tightly. The man leaned into the touch on his cheek slightly, breathing out slowly through his nose. A soft groan left his lips as his erection was rubbed, despite the words that were being said. "You're such a fucking tease." He groaned out a complaint, sliding his hands down to the other's abdomen, lightly tracing patterns over the skin there.

 

"You can't do this crap to me..." Raphael whined softly, leaning down to press a kiss to JJ's lips. "Stupid." He murmured against his lips right before catching them into a soft kiss, his hands finally slipping out from underneath his shirt, slowly trailing over his hips. "You got me hard with your little act... Do I at least get a blowjob in return?" He asked with a light laugh, half-joking. Raphael pulled back to look at his lover, letting a sigh part his lips. He was confused about what he wanted, to be honest. He wanted to fuck VintageBoy all night long without any pauses, but he wanted to take Jerimise out on dates and movies and make love to him after the day activities. For him, VintageBoy and JJ were two different people, to whom he wanted to do different things. He wasn't sure how that would end up working out.

 

Raphael moved his hands up to grip Jerimise's, pulling him up to sit on the table again, as opposed to laying down on it. He wrapped his arms around his waist, letting his eyes roam over his body. "If you do something like this again I won't stop." Raphael murmured out, pulling the other's body closer, enough for Jerimise to be able to wrap his legs around Raphael. "...But tonight I'll wait. As soon as I really get used to the idea of you and VintageBoy being the same thing... Well, let's say I have a couple of fantasies of my own." The man let out a light chuckle, still managing to be rather lighthearted, even while talking about such things. He leaned in close, pressing a quick peck to the other's lips. "You're really precious to me, you know? Now that I've found you again I don't think I'll ever want to let go... Except to take care of this." Raphael laughed loudly as he motioned downwards, moving to pull away. He didn't actually expect for Jerimise to agree to the blowjob anyway, so he should just hurry and finish up as quickly as possible.

[Exellda]

Jerimise giggled at Raphael's reaction. "Mmmn, Raphael, you're going to learn fast that I am the definition of a tease." He smirked mischievously. "I mean, I am a porn star... Well, and a baker. So... You should probably expect more things from me." Raphael's fingers tickled his abdomen, he giggled again, "Oh baby... I'll do what I want to you." He said, winking. "Hehe, you're too cute, Raph. I can already tell, I'll have so much fun with you." He said sweetly. Raphael made some sexy sounds when he was turned on and sexually frustrated. He kissed his boyfriend back, absolutely enjoying his lips against his.

 

As Raphael pulled away, they shared another kiss. "A blow job, hmmn..?" Jerimise repeats out loud as he watches Raph look right back at him. He could shudder just from this man looking at him. He had gorgeous eyes, a handsome face... A sexy body. He couldn't wait to be ravished by him. JJ grabs onto Raphael's hands, smiling softly as he sat up. "Ooh..." Jerimise said as Raphael pulled him closer, wrapping his arms around his waist. JJ took the hint and wrapped his legs around his boyfriend. "I won't ask you to stop. I'll probably say something like 'Keep going!' or 'More!'. You know the drill." Jerimise giggled, hanging onto his boyfriend. "Awe, I'm going to be carried to the bedroom? How sweet of you. And I can't wait to know what fantasies you have in store for me. I hope I can play the part well."

 

After a quick peck to the lips, Jerimise couldn't help but to smile softly. Geez, they just started this relationship and they were already mushy together. He wouldn't have it any other way. "How about you carry me to the bedroom already so I can help you out?" Jerimise suggested with a wink, holding onto his boyfriend tighter, slipping his arms around the taller man's neck. Damn, Raphael had a beautiful laugh... "Promise I'll treat you right." He giggled again as Raphael actually picked him up. The ginger was excited because he hadn't been carried before, in a romantic way. He pulled himself up a little, just so he could kiss Raphael's cheek and then a little lower, he left a small peck on his neck.

 

In no time at all, Raphael had them in his bedroom and as soon as JJ felt the bed beneath him, he was already on the move. He let go of Raphael, immediately situating himself. "I wonder how many more tattoos you've gotten since last I saw you..." Jerimise pondered out loud as he started to unbutton Raphael's shirt. "I feel like I'll have to admire your body sometime... I haven't been able to see you fully naked yet... But I know you've seen me naked, plenty of times." He said, glancing up at Raphael, smiling as he undid the last button. Jerimise casually, pulled the shirt off of Raph, even going as far as to fold it before tossing it onto the nearby chair. "I'll try not to get distracted." The ginger teased as he then started to unbuckle Raphael's belt. "Man, if I was impatient, I would be very frustrated that you had so many layers on right now... But damn, you look good in clothes... And out of them too. Makes me feel like I'm unwrapping some kind of gift." He said with a chuckle, hand reaching down and palming Raphael's arousal through his jeans.

 

Jerimise finally pulled off the belt and tossed it to the chair also. Getting down to the last pieces of fabric... JJ unbuttoned Raph's pants, unzipped them too, before pulling them down effortlessly. That just left his boxers, a lovely bulge could already be seen. "Mmmn, thank you for being so patient." Jerimise chuckled, before pulling down his boxers without another thought, not all the way off, just around his ankles. "Oh, it looks like someone is happy to see me." Jerimise said with a light blush on his face when he came face to face with Raphael's cock. Then suddenly, Jerimise got up and off of the bed. With a sly smile on his face, he pressed his hands against Raphael's chest. "Sit, boy, and I'll make one of your fantasies come true."

 

Once Raphael was sitting, so perfectly, just like he wanted, Jerimise did the liberty of falling to his knees, right in front of him. The ginger parted the other man's legs and naturally settled between them, his hands sliding up Raphael's thighs. "I hope I live up to your expectations." He said, rather shyly. "I haven't had the real thing in forever... So I might be a little rusty." He admitted, sort of embarrassed. "But... I'll enjoy finding out what makes you weak." Jerimise pressed his lips to Raphael's left, inner thigh, he nipped at the tender flesh. "Are you ready for me, Raphael? Ask nicely..." He said, boldly, looking almost like a predator who was about to consume his meal.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Raphael couldn't believe how much JJ's words were doing to him. Gods, just hearing him say all that was making him harder and harder with each passing moment. He wasn't used to being aroused this easily, nor having to hold back from getting his release. Shit, this would be hard. "Love, if you do what you want to me, I get to do the same." He murmured out, his voice dripping with lust. Just imagining Jerimise underneath him, begging for more, was driving him absolutely crazy. Was it really worth it to wait?.. Yes, yes it was. JJ didn't seem to be too confident about having sex just yet anyway. He had to respect that, no matter how badly he wanted to just bend Jerimise over this table and fuck him senseless.

 

He wasn't allowed to pull back, apparently. Raphael appeared to be dumbfounded when he heard his boyfriend ask whether he would be carried to the bedroom. His next words cleared the situation up - and while Raphael was still confused, why the hell would he refuse a blowjob? That wasn't sex, after all, so it was totally fine. Raphael's lips stretched out into a wide grin as he gripped Jerimise's legs a bit tighter, picking him up comfortably to carry him off to the bedroom. The little kisses on his neck only made him more impatient... Hell, his neck was certainly one of his more sensitive body parts. He loved being kissed there, and he was no stranger to hickeys as well.

 

Raphael let out a light, breathy chuckle as he was pushed down, letting JJ unbutton his shirt. "I'm sure you'll have plenty of opportunities to see for yourself... And don't pretend you haven't seen any nudes of me. There are more than enough out there." Raphael laughed, sliding his hands over Jerimise's back, giving his ass a rather firm squeeze. He didn't mind having his nudes published freely like that. He had no complexes about his body, anyway. He liked sex, and he knew other people liked masturbation... So why not help out by posting pictures of himself? It only added to their reputation, anyway.

 

A low groan slipped past his lips as his erection was kneaded once more, his muscles tensing, now visible. He hated being made to wait for something sexual. As a matter of fact, he absolutely despised it. "Fuckin' tease..." The man whispered, watching through half-lidded eyes as he was undressed. When Jerimise got off, Raphael let out another loud groan, quickly sitting up, his lips parting slightly. "Wait." He murmured, shudders running down his spine at the soft kisses to his inner thigh. Shit, Jerimise knew where he would be sensitive, didn't he? "It's only fair if you're naked as well." He grinned lightly, suddenly pulling his boyfriend up. If this was the game they were playing, he wanted to join in as well.

 

Raphael slowly slid his hands down over JJ's shirt, slipping his fingers underneath the fabric to lift it up, pulling it off entirely. His eyes seemed hungry as he took in the sight in front of him - the perfectly smooth, soft, milky skin, adorned with two pink nubs. They were basically begging for attention. Raphael let out a satisfied hum, looking up at his face. "You're so beautiful..." He murmured, letting his hands move downwards, pulling off both his shorts and boxers in one go, refusing to wait any longer. Unconsciously, his tongue peeked out, wetting his lips in arousal. "Now it's fair..." He trailed off, slowly sliding his finger down from the other's chest to his cock, lightly brushing over the sides of it. "And now I'm ready." Raphael grinned, watching lustfully as he waited for Jerimise to get back down on his knees.

 

"So... Would you please suck me off, love? I'll be sure to give you something in return as well." Raphael offered, his lips pulled into a sly grin. It wasn't necessary for them to have full-on sex to be intimate. No... Blowjobs and rimjobs would do just fine. He fully intended to show Jerimise that not only his fingers, but his tongue could do wonders. Of course, he was confident in his ability to make people cum purely with his fingers - usually without touching their cock. He'd see what Jerimise wanted more.

[Exellda]

"I think you'll agree with me when I say that the real thing is better than a simple image..." The ginger sighed happily as his boyfriend striped him of his clothes. There was no reason to argue with Raphael, really. "I guess you're right, it's only fair." He retorted in amusement. What was nice about the situation was the fact that Jerimise could tell if he was doing something right. Raphael either made a face or made a sound... In any event, Raphael somehow made it known if he liked something and that made Jerimise feel more at ease. He wanted to learn what made his boyfriend tick? what got him to beg? What would make him want sweet revenge? JJ could tell that Raphael was an impatient man. Although, he was probably used to being in the more dominant role. So at the very least, his impatience was to be expected, not the JJ minded. Made him wonder how long it would take for that patience to run out..?

 

Jerimise couldn't help but to smile and blush lightly when Raphael said that he was beautiful. He couldn't help it. This man was his crush and it flattered him to be complemented. JJ loved to be complemented and to have cute things said to him, at the same time he was totally okay with dirty talk. Jerimise had ended up staring at Raphael the whole time as his clothing was taken from him. He noticed the way Raph looked at him, licked his lips... Overall just, looked like he wanted to have sex, here and now. And while JJ was more than happy to oblige, he really wanted to see what kind of date they would go on. He wanted to have a relationship with this man, of course sex was included. For both of their sakes, that's why they were waiting... Jerimise felt awfully content with Raphael as it was. It still hasn't fully registered in his mind that he was with the man he had a crush on for so long, an idol, was now his!

 

A blowjob was just oral sex. After so many years, who would have guessed he would be giving Raph a blowjob. They had only reunited today! But he was overjoyed that they were able to meet again. He wanted to keep Raphael around, for as long as he could. On top of that, JJ really wanted to impress his new boyfriend, yet he felt like he already passed several expectations. The ginger first leaned forward, left hand reaching out toward Raphael before cupping his cheek. Goodness, he was so darn handsome... Jerimise placed his other hand on Raph's shoulder for support as he stole a kiss from him. A playful smile formed on his face as he lowered himself, making eye contact with Raphael on his way down.

 

Once on his knees, he then could continue what he was trying to do earlier, pleasure his boyfriend. "How sweet of you, but you don't have to do anything. I thought this would be more 'my treat'." Jerimise said, looking up at Raph after he mentioned that he would give him something in return. As he said 'my treat' his right hand reached to touch Raphael's cock, the tip of his fingers brushed lightly against the skin until Jerimise wrapped his hand around the shaft. JJ started to lean forward slowly, "I haven't played with the real thing in such a long time." He said before his tongue poked out of his mouth. The ginger's tongue licked up the head, slipping into the slit for a moment before pulling away. Jerimise then placed a small kiss upon the head, "I'm glad someone's happy to see me."

 

Over the years, the ginger had practiced with various dildos and vibrators he had, not to mention his food in certain instances. However, the real thing made him a little more nervous than he liked to admit. It also made him feel more determined to impress Raphael. He could hide his nervousness fairly well, he was eager for this moment. Jerimise started to move his hand, slowly, stroking his boyfriends cock. "What was it again that you wanted me to do?" Jerimise teased, raising his other hand to Raphael's inner thigh, he teasingly rubbed his hand up the other man's leg, then moving between them heading for the sac, where JJ gave him a light but firm squeeze. A sly smile formed on his lips but other than that, the rest of his face and his posture made him seem innocent despite doing something so lewd. The ginger casually kissed the head again, slowly moving his hand while he did so.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Raphael watched as his boyfriend got down on his knees - not without stealing a kiss on his way there. Everything he did was so fucking painfully slow. It took everything he had not to jump JJ and fuck him like an animal in heat. He would not be able to wait long for sex... Tomorrow right after their date he would be sure to show Jerimise exactly what he'd gotten himself into. Raphael could be gentle when necessary, but mostly during sex he was, well, a beast. Knowing that JJ was used to fucking himself, he probably wouldn't even hold back too much. He'd make sure to please the younger man with as much power as he could.

 

Raphael let out a low groan, his eyes sliding shut halfway. The man continued to gaze upon his boyfriend, tangling a hand into his ginger hair, biting his lip slightly. Another, more irritated groan left his mouth at the teasing question. He didn't feel like answering it verbally anymore. As his fingers tightened slightly in Jerimise's hair, the musician slowly brought his head towards his cock, slowly exhaling as the tip of his cock pressed against the other's lips. "Don't make me wait any longer." He whispered, his voice dripping with arousal and lust. God knows all he wanted was to take that pretty mouth of his and fuck it himself. If JJ made him wait any longer, he probably would end up doing it.

 

Raphael leaned back on the bed, supporting his body with one elbow. "Do you think you can take it in whole?.." He asked in a low, alluring voice, purposely making it even deeper than it usually was. "I bet you can. You have so many things to practice on... I'd be surprised if you hadn't tested out your limits yet. What's the most you managed to take? Nine inches? Ten?" He questioned curiously, his cock throbbing at the idea of watching Jerimise showing him exactly how much he could take. Raphael himself was almost nine inches, hence the question being phrased this way. He wanted to see Jerimise swallow his cock whole. He'd seen that particular sight a couple of times in the past, but imagining JJ... No, imagining VintageBoy doing so just seemed greater.

[Exellda]

A small coy smile formed on Jerimise's lips at the sight before him. Raphael could barely contain himself, barely able to hold himself back and the ginger couldn't wait to further exploit that. He was so hot, literally, and bothered. The noises of frustration were amazing and sent shivers down Jerimise's spine. Oh, he was so feisty. The ginger bit his lip when the other male sunk his hand into his hair. "Just don't pull my hair out, Raph." He teased, kissing the head while Raphael spoke of his fantasy... That would more than likely become a reality at a moment's notice. His eyes watched the other male who was know laying back, talking about his wishes to have him swallow his dick whole. "Oh baby... First I'm going to lick you like lollipop... Then I am going to take you in like my favorite ice cream treat." He said with a wink. He could tell by now that Raphael was tired of waiting.

 

The ginger was very receptive when it came to dirty talk. Although what Raphael said was merely truth, he had practiced and he was sure he could stuff ten inches easy. Somehow, when Raphael said it, just made his cock twitch from excitement. He would have his way with Raphael- and he would love every moment of it. Of course, it pleased Jerimise and made him happy to know that he could both, not only get his partner this hard, but he could also pleasure him... And sure, he was nervous that he wouldn't be that great because obviously toys were different than the real thing... But hey, he was VintageBoy, a porn star... And Raphael, he was sure would ove to be sucked on right now, regardless if he was any good or not. He looked fairly tasty right now, actually.

 

"You know what, I think I'll just give you what you want." Jerimise said with a shrug, his left hand moved to Raphael's thigh and gave it a slow rub while his other hand guides Raphael's cock right into his mouth. There is no hesitation in Jerimise's movements as he sucks in half of Raphael's length, pulling back until just the head was between his lips- then right back onto him again, deeper than before. The ginger closed his eyes, feeling Raphael's dick with his tongue, getting the shape and texture of his shaft memorized, obviously in the event that he did this again. Slowly, the ginger pulls off again, much like the first time... Except his right hand went to cup Raphael's balls, lightly giving them a squeeze. He felt that he could bring the other male's cock all the way in this time.

 

Most of Jerimise's movements were slow to begin with because he was literally getting a feel for Raphael's dick in his mouth. Finally, the moment he was sure Raphael was dying to have, Jerimise sucked in the other male's cock- Oh this man had some nice girth... Jerimise couldn't wait to test it out tomorrow... Then he suddenly felt the tip brush the back of his throat, just a little more to go. Jerimise had practiced with long dildos before, he taught himself a trick to avoid choking. And so, Jerimise was able to suck Raphael's all the way inside his mouth. As soon as he did, he made a moaning sound, knowing that it would drive the other nuts as it sent vibrations throughout his mouth, and even his throat. This time, however, Jerimise was quick to pull off, with an audible 'pop' sound.

 

The ginger, kissed the head, sucking more of Raphael in bit by bit, allowing his teeth to lightly graze the sensitive skin as he did so. He ended up sucking the black haired male in all the way again, before almost pulling off again, then repeating by sucking him again. Pulling off for a brief moment to catch his breath, Jerimise gives Raphael's thigh a loving squeeze. Then JJ opened his mouth again, practically inhaling Raphael's cock in the process. It was definitely time to pick up the pace...

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Raphael wasn't too certain if having his cock compared to food was the sexiest thing he'd heard, but considering Jerimise's occupation as a baker, such comparisons were to be expected. Either way... He didn't mind being eaten by someone like JJ. Another low groan left his mouth when his thigh was rubbed, his muscles clenching slightly. No more waiting. Just... No more. He couldn't take any more teasing, especially not when what he wanted so bad was so close to him.

 

His eyes closed in bliss when his length was slowly taken in halfway, pulling a satisfied moan out of him as well. Gods... Jerimise's mouth felt so nice on him. The warmth and wetness felt absolutely incredible around his cock. His hips trembled slightly in an attempt to keep them from moving. He didn't want to end up hurting the other... His breathing shuddered when his balls were fondled, his head tilting backwards slightly. The man bit down at his lip, his fingers tightening in his boyfriend's locks. He wasn't sure what made him so responsive - how much teasing there was or the fact that it was JJ. It was most likely the two of these things combined. Usually it wasn't this easy to get him so aroused this easily, but Jerimise definitely had some power over him. Well... It was more that VintageBoy had that power. Those two were still separate people for Raphael, he hadn't gotten used to the thought of them being one person yet. It would take some time.

 

Raphael let out a deep, longer, blissful moan as his whole length was taken in, the moan coming from Jerimise's mouth resonating throughout his whole body, sending shivers down his spine. Oh, fuck... This felt amazing. The warmth was gone soon after, leaving with an erotic sound that caused Raphael to open his eyes, looking over at his boyfriend with a dissatisfied expression. The expression soon morphed back into a pleased one as he watched the other kiss his cock, then slowly take it back in. Perhaps... A bit too slowly.

 

"Hurry up... Don't be such a mean tease." Raphael whispered out, his voice dripping with lust and arousal. "I promised you a treat, too..." He reminded the other, still fully intending to give JJ some pleasure after this as well. It was only fair. Raphael didn't even try to hold back any moans that came from the back of his throat whenever his boyfriend went down. His favorite feeling was when the tip of his cock bumped against the back of the other's throat, especially if he gagged because of it. It wasn't a good thing to like, he knew it wasn't, it was, perhaps, even a tad sadistic... But it felt so amazing. It was like the forbidden fruit. He had to have it.

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Every noise that Raphael made, any movement- Raphael... He could listen to the singers voice all night. His idol was making such lewd noises and it might have been boosting his ego a bit, although Jerimise didn't want to admit it. The noises were just... So incredibly sexy... None of his fantasies could live up to this. Hearing him in person was like a dream come true. The ginger had the dark haired male nearly, completely at his mercy. JJ wouldn't abuse the power, no, he wanted to make sure his lover was cared for. Upon hearing his request, Jerimise sucked Raphael in slowly and then almost all the way off. Such an impatient man... Although JJ wouldn't complain, he would give Raphael exactly what he wanted

 

But first, he would make sure that he could handle taking all of the other male's length in at a faster pace. Raphael wouldn't get the fast pace that he wanted right away.. Over time, Jerimise planned on working up to it all while pleasuring his handsome boyfriend. This time, after the tip brushed the back of his throat, he pulled off a little quicker, with a purpose. He didn't wait as long, no, Jerimise sucked Raphael right back into his mouth, slowing down for the last inch. Then Jerimise repeated the process once more, holding his breath during the second time. However, the third time that the ginger sucked his cock into his mouth, he might have been too caught up in the moment because he took in too much too quickly, the tip of Raphael's cock hit the back of his throat when he wasn't ready. Unfortunately this caused him to pull off quickly and instinctively he started to cough a couple times.

 

After coughing and wiping away some tears that formed in the corners of his eyes, he cleared his throat. "W-Whoops... Took in more than I could handle, apparently." The ginger felt slightly embarrassed to have messed up in front of his idol, his cheeks were even slightly red. He didn't stay away from Raph's cock for long... No, the ginger brought the erect flesh to his lips, lapping up the extra pre cum and saliva with his tongue. Finally, after licking up the shaft, Jerimise kisses the head before sucking it right into his mouth slowly... He wouldn't let his failure stop him from finishing off his boyfriend. Then he tried again, hollowing his mouth so that Raph's cock effortlessly filled it.

 

Jerimise decided that he would finally give what Raphael had been wanting... Him to go faster. Regardless if he messed up, he would do his best to make his lover release. He inhales slowly through his nose before practically inhaling his lover's cock in one movement. Then, he pulled off, followed by sucking his lover back into his mouth, and repeated the process... Until he was bobbing his head effortlessly. Being a porn star sure paid off! While he wasn't perfect and had room for improvement, JJ knew that he could at least satisfy his boyfriend. Working on toys wasn't the same as the real thing! Because he was so familiar with toys, Jerimise could easily tell the difference between the two... Take for example how Raphael's cock filled his mouth, wasn't as 'stiff' as toys were, and tasted... different. Obviously he didn't taste like plastic... But there was something about having the real thing that both tasted sweet and salty at the same time.

 

Before Jerimise knew it, his eyes were closed. Both of his hands were on either of Raphael's thighs, lightly brushing and squeezing them as he bobbed his head. As the ginger progressed, he found himself eagerly sucking in Raphael's cock as he was pulling him nearly all the way out. He was concentrated on the task and fully expected to swallow anything Raphael had to offer.

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Raphael's eyes fluttered closed as the pace increased little by little. Shit... It was obvious that Jerimise had practice, he could feel his cock slipping down his mouth perfectly each time. Once, twice... Feeling his lover's throat constrict against his length momentarily as he gagged pulled a moan from his mouth as well, making his elbows buckle slightly. Shit, shit, that felt so good... The man's lips parted as he breathed heavily, opening his eyes just in time to see JJ wiping some of his tears away. The sight made him feel remorse, but at the same time... Somehow, it was almost satisfying. God, his tears combined with the red cheeks were flawless. Perhaps he was a bit of a sadist... Who knew, maybe in their relationship it could become their thing.

 

Raphael didn't respond to his words, however. He was too focused on watching Jerimise bring his mouth back to his cock. Then, at last, he got back to sucking - faster, faster, faster... Raphael's fingers tightened in his boyfriend's hair, his mouth parting more and more often with low, hoarse moans coming from the back of his throat. Really, this blowjob was better than so many he'd gotten before. His teeth finally came to rest on his bottom lip as a low groan slipped out, his fingers tightening further in his hair as he tugged Jerimise's head a little bit towards the base of his cock, his hips twitching as he finally came, his eyes squeezing shut in bliss. Immediately letting go of the other's hair, Raphael breathed out heavily, continuing to pant lightly. "Shit..." He cursed softly, opening his eyes to look at Jerimise, his heart skipping a beat at how his lover looked. He wanted to frame a picture of him like that.

 

"I promised you a treat..." Raphael breathed out, suddenly pulling his lover on the bed, pinning his hands above his head for the moment. Since Jerimise teased him, he wouldn't shy away from that either. "Seeing you like this is so much better than online." He whispered against his ear before slowly, teasingly planting open-mouth kisses down his neck. "There's something about you down on your knees that's so... Arousing." He breathed out, his hot breath tickling the skin of JJ's neck. Raphael moved down, dragging his tongue over his nipple through the fabric. "You seemed to enjoy having my cock in your mouth, too... Didn't you?" He asked teasingly, pulling up to look at the other with a smirk plastered onto his face. The man was certainly hoping to see more of those red cheeks. His hand tightened slightly around his boyfriend's wrists, keeping them pinned tightly above his head.

 

With his other hand, he slowly traced the outline of Jerimise's cock through the shorts, leaning down to kiss his neck again. "I'm gonna let go of your hands, but I want you to keep them right there." He uttered, making his voice deeper than usual, therefore adding to his sex appeal. Letting go of the other's wrists, he instead brought both of his hands to the waistband of his shorts and slowly pulled them down entirely, tossing them aside. Raphael leaned down, planting soft, teasing kisses on the inside of his thighs, giving a light nip here and there, nowhere near enough to leave a mark. He knew he had to be careful. Tossing one more mischievous look to his lover, Raphael trailed his tongue down from the base of his cock to his hole, slowly, teasingly circling around it. He truly did hope that Jerimise enjoyed being eaten out.

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The ginger could tell that his boyfriend would release soon just by the way he pulled his hair- that and the sexy noises that escaped Raphael clued him in. Jerimise was barely ready to receive the cum that shot right into his mouth, going down his throat with little resistance. Cum sure wasn't the sweetest thing he ever tasted, but it was worth swallowing, just to see how pleased his lover was. He wouldn't be on the ground for long because Raphael pulled him up, getting on on his back, laying on the bed. "Ooh..." He said rather excitedly, but sounding aroused at the same time. Jerimise couldn't wait to see what Raphael had in store for him. But for now... He would enjoy the lovely teasing.

 

Nothing turned him on more than Raphael right in that moment. This was better than any fantasy he had ever had! The real thing was way better than dreaming about it. His hands were pinned above his head. He was into this... Maybe if this was what Raphael liked to do, he'd give him a harder time... Raphael didn't seem to like waiting or being teased, not that he hated it, he just had a low patience for it... Which would be fun to toy around with in the future... However, when Jerimise was seemingly at Raphael's mercy, he picked his own tempo and things went his way, not that JJ minded in the least. Jerimise shuttered from Raphael talking into his ear... He could feel his cheeks getting warmer. Oh boy, that was one of his weaknesses, "Agreed, seeing you now and feeling you... is so much better than staring at your lovely nudes." He admitted to looking at Raphael's porn collection. Honestly JJ was a little too embarrassed to admit, but he had a whole folder dedicated to Raphael's porn collection... He was that much of a fanboy.

 

Goosebumps formed on his skin from his lovers warm voice tickling his skin. The kisses that Raph was giving him was making him breathless. Raphael didn't have to do much because Jerimise was already nearly half hard from giving the man a bj. "I like being filled by cock." Jerimise said, biting his bottom lip when Raphael nipped at his nipple. "...and as long as you're inside me, what's not to like?" Then he felt his wrists being squeezed and pressed together. Upon hearing Raphael's request JJ opened his mouth to reply, but a gasp escaped him instead when he received a kiss to his neck, not to mention Raphael's hand teasing him... by not even touching him! So Jerimise nodded softly, this time just staying quiet. Oh boy, Jerimise felt his heart skip with excitement and in anticipation of what his boyfriend would do to him.

 

Suddenly, JJ found himself being stripped of his shorts mere seconds after his wrists had been released. Then the teasing began... And Jerimise had to resist the urge to wrap his legs around Raphael. Damn, he was so hot. When Raph's lips touched his inner thighs, Jerimise relax onto the bed feeling and knowing that his man would take care of him. However, when Raphael nipped at his inner thigh, not only did leg twitch but Jerimise lifted up his head slightly just to watch... Anything past Raphael he couldn't see... It was the hottest thing he'd ever seen so far. It literally felt like it was just them! He rest his head back on the pillow, while closing his eyes... just feeling Raphael's movements. He was still curious as to what his lover was up to- Oh... Oh! Raphael's tongue felt nearly bizarre- After a surprised moan escaped him, JJ covered his mouth, leaning up just enough to look at his lover- who looked like a predator about to have a meal between his legs. "A-Are you going to eat me out?" JJ asked in surprise, his cheeks were rosy again, "My first partner was too vanilla to even try... So I've never had this done before..." To say the least, Jerimise was interested and looked interested in finding out how enjoyable this experience would be.

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Raphael's gaze shot up as Jerimise reacted to his tongue against his ass. "What did I say about keeping your hands above your head?" He asked in a faintly threatening voice. "God... I hoped you'd be good and obey, but I suppose I'll have to tie you up for you to behave." He whispered out, pulling away from his body. He grabbed a nearby ribbon, using that to tie JJ's hands to a bed post. While the knot was tight, he made sure that his lover would be able to move his hands just a little bit, just to make sure he wouldn't get hurt. He didn't want to cause any pain for his boyfriend, not unless they both agreed to it.

 

"And now I'm going to eat you out. Try not to squirm too much." Raphael chuckled, winking playfully at his boyfriend as his hands came down to rest on his thighs, spreading them apart slightly. He leaned in close, continuing his teasing for just a little while, dragging his tongue several times over his hole before finally plunging it inside. Thrusting, swirling it inside him, pulling away from time to time to lick around him for a while, Raphael continued these actions for a few minutes. Finally, deciding he'd done that for long enough, he replaced his tongue with his fingers, pushing two of them in deep, brushing his fingertips over his prostate. "I've been playing the bass for fifteen years. Just think about how much practice I've had with my fingers." He grinned, beginning to thrust the two digits in and out of his body, brushing up against his prostate each time. He added the third one after a short bit, the fourth following soon after as well. The tips of his fingers were rougher from playing the bass, creating friction when he slid them over Jerimise's inner walls.

 

"Oh... And let me just say - you taste delicious, lovely." He grinned teasingly, planting a kiss on his inner thigh as if to prove his point. "Just say the word and I'll go back to eating you out until you cum." Raphael promised with a wink, his lips parting as he smiled to reveal a set of pearly white teeth. God only knew how many people would have died to be in Jerimise's place. He'd gone on several dates with some of his fans, and most were ecstatic just to be so close to him. The few lucky ones who ended up in his bed later described it as Heaven. While Raphael was sure that was overreacting, he hoped he could bring the same pleasure to JJ as well... With, perhaps, a little more spice. Having him tied up was hot. Honestly... There were many things he wanted to try out with his new lover. New boyfriend, new life... Well, at least a new sex life. Especially since he was forbidden to fuck anyone else, which was a true shame.

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Fuck. Raphael was literally the best thing that could happen to Jerimise right now. He's literally everything a dream come true. Jerimise was weak for Raphael. It was like he knew what his weaknesses were. The ginger didn't resist his lover at all when he went to tie him up, no, rather he was more than willing and super excited. He wanted this so much. Yes. Yes, please! "Oh damn, I guess I should have listened." He said, but clearly wasn't bothered by the fact that his boyfriend tied him up. And he would try not to squirm both for his lover, and for the simple fact that he wanted to enjoy everything his boyfriend had to offer.

 

Allowing Raphael to part his thighs, Jerimise lifted his head slightly, trying to see his boyfriend and what he was about to do. JJ only laid his head back down when Raphael started to tease him again. It was such an exotic arousing feeling. A soft gasp escaped him when he felt his boyfriend's tongue enter him. Holding still was going to be an interesting task. Jerimise allowed himself to relax, close his eyes and just feel everything his boyfriend did. It was quite enjoyable and oddly arousing... A part of the gingers mind wondered if this was kind of like a tentacle would feel like- the thought made him shiver. Usually he wasn't the type to let his mind wonder that far...

 

Soon, Raphael's fingers were inside of him, drawing out several long moans. Goosebumps formed on his skin from what Raphael said, and JJ immediately thought about his boyfriend playing base... His fingers felt fucking fantastic. Jerimise was absolutely turned on by the thought. "You can play me like a base any day..." Jerimise said in a soft voice. His hips were shifting ever so slightly against Raphael's fingers. He could just release from Raphael fingering him like this. There was no need for the other male to touch and tease his cock. As time went on, Raphael added more fingers- until JJ was sure the other male would start fisting him... Which was both a scary and somewhat hot idea. The ginger was at least okay with trying anything once.

 

The gingers face just lit up red from Raph's last two comments. Being a baker, well, to say the least it was incredibly flattering. The compliment both flattered him and flustered him. He was already nearly at his breaking point- with Raphael's calloused fingers, his sexy voice... Damn this man for being his weakness. Jerimise was already panting heavily, shifting with the other male's fingers, moans slipping out here and there... He was totally erect, nearly ready to cum. To be honest, by now Jerimise was struggling against the ribbon that bound his hands together. At first it was cute and fun, but now, with a lustful mind, all JJ wanted to do was have his hands running all over Raphael...

 

To think that he had this man all to himself. Jerimise would be spoiled rotten that's for sure! "Nnngh- Raphael..." Jerimise cried out in a lustful whine, "Fuck- I'm so close already. Eat me- Finish me off and eat me please." With that, both of his thighs squeezed around him. As much as he loved the friction Raph's hands provided, he wanted his hot tongue to finish him off. The very thought had JJ biting his bottom lip in anticipation.

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Raphael already knew he would never have enough of Jerimise's sounds. Such perfection. His moans were as sweet as pie, with incredible hints of desperation laced inside. He bit down on the tip of his tongue slightly in arousal as his lover began moaning more with his fingers inside his willing body. Lord, this was a dream come true. The longer he went on, the more he loved the sight in front of him. The way JJ writhed underneath him, how he tugged at the bindings so desperately, how his skin began glistening from his sweat - it was all absolutely perfect.

 

A shudder ran down Raphael's spine at the plea. "God... What an adorable little slut you are." He grinned, suddenly pulling out his fingers only to replace them with his tongue, working it as aggressively as he did with his fingers, aiming to stimulate Jerimise the best he could. He kept his thighs spread apart widely, his fingers digging slightly into the soft flesh. He didn't slow down, not until Jerimise finally came. With a teasing smirk on his face, Raphael pulled back, only to begin planting soft kisses starting from his groin to his neck, finally catching those soft, plump lips into a long and gentle kiss. "So... How long do you plan on making me wait until I actually get to fuck you?" He chuckled playfully, gently nipping at his earlobe. "Because I'm thinking a date tomorrow evening, and then a night in bed... Definitely not sleeping. Does that sound like a good idea? I would love to check out your toy collection some more." Raphael murmured, pressing a kiss to his throat before finally reaching up to untie the ribbon.

 

Raphael pulled back slightly, looking down at his boyfriend with a pleased gaze in his eyes. "Oh... I'll have to be careful about hickeys, won't I? Where do you think I can leave some so people don't see?.." He mused to himself, leaning back down to slowly trail his lips over JJ's body. "If you wore collars, I could leave some right here..." Raphael whispered as he brushed his teeth over the other's neck, letting his breath ghost over his skin. "Mm... You know what I would absolutely adore to see on you?" He grinned, moving his head down to lightly tug on his nipple with his teeth. "Nipple rings. Just imagine how much fun they could bring..." Just imagining the sweet, sultry moans that would come out of Jerimise's mouth when he pulled on them drove Raphael mad.

 

"You are too sexy for your own good, lovely." He muttered out, pulling back to sit back slightly on his ass, a grin stretched out across his face. "D'you mind if I smoke here? I feel like this should be celebrated." He chuckled, lightly running his hand over Jerimise's thigh, his gaze briefly going over the faint fingermarks left on his skin. He really liked leaving his mark on people he fucked. He wouldn't be able to hold back, that was certain.

 

((I'm really sorry for taking so long to reply. School is beginning to take up more and more of my time and stress has been adding up as well. It's very likely that I won't be quite as active as I used to be until July or so, when all my exams will have finished. I hope you can be patient with me

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((ahhhh no worries. I am busy with school too! As long as you get a reply in before it locks, I'm good to go. Heh. I'm sorry for taking forever too. x'D))

 

It wasn't long before Jerimise reached his release. The moment of bliss made his tilt back in pleasure, cum spurting onto his lower stomach while his hands gripped his bindings. Shit. Was this how it would be like every time? The fact that he did porn aided him with his energy. The ginger felt like he could go another round. However he felt that maybe it would be good to stop here... Otherwise they would definitely have sex tonight. Not that he wasn't exactly against it. More like he was trying to make this relationship work and a healthy relationship, while sex is involved, didn't mean that sex was a central point.

 

A part of him felt that it was necessary to prove that they could hold off on sex. If anything this showed that they could still stick together even without sex. Yes, they did have a little fun tonight, but they didn't go all the way. If anything it was a teaser, a taste of what was to come. Jerimise was more than eager to see what the future brought and he couldn't wait to spend his future with Raphael- all the sex included. On top of that, it was a side hobby for him to do sexual acts. Porn allowed him to open this bakery. His background in porn would certainly aid him in fucking around with Raphael. Heck, the other male was already having a 'hard' time trying to keep his hands off of him. This knowledge alone both amused JJ and made him happy that he was attractive enough that Raphael wanted him.

 

"I plan on waiting until after our cute little date, that's planned for tomorrow, is over." He said sweetly before winking and saying, "Then you can have me all night if you wish. And fill free to look through my toys, clothes- well, anything in my collection. We can play with whatever you like, hun." He found himself panting softly, catching his breath and trying to focus on what Raphael was saying. It had been a while since he last had someone to talk to after committing a sexual act- which he usually did alone up until now. Raphael was just as much of a tease as he was... And he had to admit that he looked forward to the fun times ahead. He couldn't wait to play with Raphael, to have the other male at his mercy... Oh it would be so fun... "Tell you what, if you'd like, I can give you the spare key to my house..? Then you can access anything whenever you'd like."

 

Raphael's kisses were very welcomed, the stubble from the reminiscence of his beard tickled Jerimise whenever his lips pressed gently against him. "Hmmn, I don't see why you'd have to be too careful." Jerimise said with a small whine. He didn't mind having hickeys. "You're not going to take that privilege away from me. I'll either cover up with clothes or makeup. I'll be damned if you don't mark me because of that, unless you don't want to of course." He could feel a shiver go down his spine from Raphael's lips touching his throat. At the thought of nipple rings, Jerimise raises an eyebrow. He never thought about getting piercings before... But if Raph was interested... Maybe he'd invest. "Hmmn, well... maybe if you persuade me, I might get them."

 

At the compliment Jerimise actually giggles, and with a playful smile he says, "Oh, stroke my ego why don't you." Jerimise finally decides to sit up, thinking of what to say about Raphael's smoking. "I'm going to be honest with you and say that I don't really like smoking. At all, actually. Gives me headaches- which then means I'm grumpy and that also means no sexy times for you... And kissing someone who's recently smoked is also something I haven't tried, but I have to admit, sounds unappealing." Jerimise leans towards his lover and cups his cheek. "Don't get me wrong, I like you a lot, but smoking is an ugly habit, sugar, and I'd wish you'd stop." With that being said, JJ leans forward and presses a kiss to Raphael's cheek. "I have a cute balcony that we can stand on. It's an alleyway view, nothing too pretty but at least if you're naked no one will really notice. I got some spare robes if you'd like to barrow one." He said, sounding apologetic.

 

Jerimise hated that he basically had to kick his boyfriend out of bed if he was going to smoke... but it needed it be done. He hated the smell. Cigarettes made a toxic scent that would eventually start to stick to his home, his clothes, and eventually, even JJ himself would start to have that smell. Even worse, he absolutely couldn't allow Raphael to smoke inside his bakery. Jerimise sighed softly, hummed and then had an ah-ha moment. "Tell you what though... You could get one of those vape cigs... and then you can smoke all you want. Sorry Raphael. I hope you can understand." Smoking, for Jerimise, he found to be unattractive... as hot as Raphael was, that would probably be the only thing that he couldn't like about him. At least if it was vape cigs, it would be vapor and not... cigarette smoke. There were even many different varieties of scents.

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Raphael grinned cheekily at the suggestion to go through JJ's collection. He would certainly do just that, perhaps even tonight so he could plan ahead a little bit. He rose an eyebrow, looking at his lover with a slightly tilted head once he'd offered giving him a spare key as well. "Err... I'm not entirely sure about that yet. I'm sure you'd want nothing more than to find me standing by your bed in the middle of the night, but perhaps wait a little more." Raphael laughed, giving a light kiss to his plump lips.

 

Raphael laughed warmly as Jerimise began speaking about hickeys. "I just thought they may prove to be a hindrance for your work... But if you allow me, don't complain afterwards." He winked, lightly flicking his thumb over his nipple. "I'll bring out my best persuasion skills." He promised in a low whisper, leaning down to kiss his throat again. Really, any kind of body piercings were a huge turn on for Raphael. Especially if he got to pull on them in some way - then again, maybe he was just a sadist. He did find himself wanting to fuck Raphael so good it would make him cry - which was why he was waiting for tomorrow so much.

 

Raphael rolled his eyes slightly, pulling a disappointed face even as his cheek was kissed. "I'm not quitting smoking. You already took away casual sex from me, I'm not willing to change so much so fast. Besides... If I suddenly stopped, I wouldn't be so fun to be around." He scoffed slightly, grabbing JJ's chin to press a slightly rougher kiss to his lips. "And vape cigs don't work for me. You'll just have to accept this." He smiled lightly, rolling out of bed. The man leaned down, pulling out a pack of cigarettes and a lighter before stepping outside, completely naked. With a quiet sigh, Raphael lit one cigarette and placed it between his lips, closing his eyes as the smoke filled his lungs. Jerimise wanted him to change quite a lot... He didn't want to change at all. If he was willing to give up casual sex, wasn't it enough? What would Jerimise give up for him?

 

Raphael looked down to the street, slowly blowing out the smoke. The more he thought about it, the less happy he became. The last thing he wanted was to get bored of Jerimise, but... He was so used to having several sex partners. One just became, well, boring to him. He wanted to be able to switch around. He wasn't sure how well he would be able to cope with the change. Maybe Jerimise wouldn't be against threesomes? The idea seemed like a good compromise in his head. Raphael turned around, instead having his back face the street. "Hey, JJ? What do you think about threesomes?" He asked casually, with a light smile playing on his face.

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Jerimise could tell that Raphael was unhappy being told that he should quit smoking, just as he was when he was told to have only one sex partner. The more JJ thought about it, the more he was beginning to realize that Raphael was too use to his careless carefree lifestyle. It would seem that if Jerimise had any hope of taming him, they'd have to compromise. Despite being older than JJ, Raphael still wanted to live the 'young' lifestyle, parties, sex, alcohol, drugs and whatever else that might include- However, JJ on the other hand, despite having a porn hobby was willing to set all of that foolish stuff aside if that meant that he had someone to be with... perchance the rest of his life.

 

Maybe... he should take a step back, or at least let Raphael have his breathing room. Jerimise just... had a hard time understanding how Raphael wasn't satisfied with only him. Was he not good enough? Jerimise thought he asked for a relationship, not friends with benefits. Jerimise wanted a relationship with the man that he was head-over-heals for... Which meant that he didn't want to share unless otherwise agreed upon. However, it seemed that Raphael very much enjoyed his current 'free' lifestyle, JJ could tell the other male loved to have his freedom. It made JJ feel a little guilty, and it made it feel like he was holding the other male back. Was it really to much to ask to have a damn faithful boyfriend?

 

Jerimise just kept thinking these thoughts are he watching the other from his bed, smoke a cigarette. With how things were going, JJ was already under the assumption that he would have to compensate. Seeing as that he was apparently trying to change Raphael too fast, maybe it would be a good thing if he backed off... And hope that Raphael would finally catch on. He could tell, from the moment he was asked about a threesome, Raphael was still trying to incorporate his 'free' lifestyle into this. "I've never had a threesome before... However... " He said thoughtfully. "As a porn star, whom you've watched, you should know that I'll try anything once- except anything that might kill me, like asphyxiation."

 

The ginger let out a little sigh before sliding out of bed. The ginger made his way over to his new lover and wrapped his arms around his waist, his nose crinkled up a bit from the smoke as he pressed his ear to the other male's chest. "Alright, alright... I think I've got it. How about this: you can have all your sex partners but, if you have sex with someone else, you have to be able to tell me and get yourself checked. I cannot get STD's or herpes from your other 'partners', you hear? It's not good for my porn business or my health. I'll have sex with you as long as you're clean and I won't have sex with you if any kind of STD or herpes or what have you. So if you insist on having other sexual partners besides me, then I'm offering that middle ground. I won't give in anymore to this. If you're going to have sex, at least practice safe sex. If you don't want the hassle, then only sleep with me, if you still want your 'partners' then you have to deal with those terms. That's final."

 

There, hopefully Raphael could at least deal with that. After all, getting checked was the least and most respectful thing he could do. While JJ disapproved of Raphael sleeping around with someone else, he knew he couldn't change the other male so 'fast'. "However, I still will not allow you to smoke inside my home or the bakery- Although, quitting is relatively up to you. If you want help, I'll gladly help, otherwise don't expect me to smoke with you, 'kay?" Jerimise felt like he had to be a little firm with Raphael because if he didn't he felt that the other would just continue on with his bad habits. If he wanted Raph to change for the better, albeit eventually, then he would have to take this at the other male's pace.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Raphael's lips curled into a smile when the threesome was agreed upon. Thank God, at least he could have this much. Then, however, after coming closer, Jerimise began talking about possible sex partners. He probably meant well, but one fact did hurt Raphael. "Do you seriously think I go around having sex with everyone without condoms?" He asked quietly, shifting a little bit to get out of the other's hug. "Hassle. Who do you even think I am? Do you seriously think I don't know about the dangers? I like living." He muttered out, truly sounding hurt. He wasn't... A slut. He just liked change. He liked kinky sex, sure, but condoms were always a must for him. If someone didn't want condoms - someone from out the street, it was an instant red flag that something was wrong.

 

"And I'm not quitting smoking. And yes, I do also know the dangers of that." He added quietly, looking down at the street. Sex wasn't the most important thing in a relationship. Sex was casual. A relationship for Raphael was more... Spiritual than physical. It was about feelings, emotions, not sex. If he only had sex with people he connected emotionally with, that could be a problem - but it wasn't the case. Sex was just another way for him to let out some energy, it was almost like a hobby. He basically had sex with JJ right after meeting him, too... It had to show something.

 

Taking in one last deep breath of the cigarette smoke, Raphael put it out against the metal railing of the balcony and flicked it outside. "I just want you to tell me something. What do you think my life is like? That I shoot up drugs with used needles? That I have sex freely without condoms?" He asked quietly, bitterness obvious in his voice. "I like freedom, not killing myself." He muttered out, walking past Jerimise, running a hand over his hair. He hoped his lover would understand that. It didn't even seem unreasonable for him to get upset over this - who wouldn't be? To assume such things about anyone was just... Uncalled for.

[Exellda]

Jerimise was a little taken aback by Raphael's reaction and he let the other male say his piece before deciding what to do. It felt like they were on completely different wave lengths- like they were not connecting at all... and that worried JJ a lot. When Raph headed back inside, Jerimise trailed behind him in slight disbelief. So he had been right... This was all about Raphael's freedom and seemingly nothing else. He closed the side door behind him because it was still very cold outside. A part of Jerimise had no idea what Raphael was going on about, the other part felt that he could relate to his struggles.

 

The ginger tilted his head down. He was... upset, confused, hurt, sad and angry all at the same time. "...why would I think such negative things about you..? I've had a crush on you for... what feels like forever. You obviously were not listening to what I said... Never did I mention anything about a condom. All I asked was that you got checked and practiced safe sex. Whether or not you're using a condom is your business, although I would certainly hope you were using them... Never did I accuse you of otherwise. You make it sound like I'm calling you a whore or druggie or something, a thought that had never once crossed my mind." A slight frown settled on his lips.

 

"I acknowledge that you're an adult and know how to take care of yourself. I acknowledge that you want and love your freedom. I acknowledge that I... don't know much about you other than what resources are provided and through what little interactions we've had together... I mean... After all, we just got together, what am I thinking, huh? Obviously I'm a fool for wanting to jump right into a relationship with you." Jerimise could feel himself tearing up. "I don't know how many relationships you've been in but... For me... When you say that you want to continue having sex with other people..." Maybe he was just being too selfish... He was trying to vent his feelings to Raphael but nothing seemed to be working. "I... I just can't help but to think that means I'm not enough for you..."

 

There. He said it. Even a famous porn star can have insecurities. JJ felt like he was frozen in place. He wanted to believe that it wasn't true.. but with how Raphael reacted... How he pulled away from him... How Raph valued his freedom and sex life over him... In Jerimise's mind that all seemed to point to one thing. That he wasn't good enough for Raphael. That... maybe it wasn't meant to be. The thought alone internally broke Jerimise and he couldn't stop the tears from falling. And while JJ didn't want to give up because he was still head over heals for Raphael... He couldn't bare the thought of the other hating him.

 

"I...- I understand you like your freedom..." Jerimise sniffled, "So if I really am holding you back then maybe..." He wiped his tears. "Maybe it would be better if we were not actually together... I'd rather be apart than have you hate me..." Jerimise just felt so crushed having to say that to Raphael, the one man that he actually wanted to be with... and yet... Just as they got together... here he was calling it off. Obviously this conversation was going nowhere... So he might as well end it. Honestly, he was leaving it to Raphael, more or less seeing if the other male wanted to continue this or not. "I'll let you decide if you want to stay or not..."

 

Jerimise was a porn star after all... He didn't know anything about love. How could he? JJ was truly foolish to think that he might have a chance when he blindly dived into a relationship... What... was he thinking?

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

"Safe sex is wearing a condom." Raphael snapped, a shudder running through him. This wasn't like him. He didn't like acting like this - but here he was. And... Oh, God. Raphael's rage and any possible anger was sizzling out incredibly fast when he noticed Jerimise beginning to tear up. Oh, no. Oh no no no. He felt frozen. He stood completely still, eyes wide as he watched the boy in front of him cry over him. God... This wasn't what he wanted at all.

 

"N-No. No... JJ, I'm sorry I made you feel this way." He stammered out, his voice shaking. "Th-This isn't what I wanted, this isn't what I meant at all!" He spoke, carefully stepping closer to put his arms around Jerimise, pulling him against his chest. "It's not that you're not good enough... It's just... Even when I'm in a relationship with someone, sex stays a casual thing. Sex, for me... However weird this is going to sound, isn't tied with a relationship. Or love. I-If you don't want me to have sex with other people, fine, but... Please, understand me. Relationships for me are about feelings, and emotions... Sex is the same as drinking. It's something I enjoy in different forms, with different people in different places."

 

Raphael sighed softly, gently running his hand over the other's hair. "However." He muttered out, cupping Jerimise's face in both hands. "If you really do want me not to have sex with anyone else, you can't refuse me. Not even tonight. What we did wasn't enough to satisfy me, you know..." He groaned softly, biting down on his lip slightly. "I'm pretty sure I warned you already that I have an incredibly high libido. Are you sure you can handle that?" He teased softly, trying to change the mood. Besides... Thinking about this was nearly enough to put him into the right mood for one more round. This time - properly.

[Exellda]

This was it... Jerimise could feel his heart already starting to break. The distance between then was enough that he couldn't fully see Raphael- let alone his face. He didn't know if it was a blessing or not. He wasn't sure if he wanted to see how angry the other male was at him... The sound of Raphael's voice made him tense up... Yep, he was angry at him. He had pushed his luck... He deserved this. Jerimise kept mentally telling himself that it was his fault for making his crush angry at him. He deserved to be yelled at...

 

The ginger wiped at his face, trying to get rid of his tears. He sniffled when he heard Raphael apologizing. He too sounded just as frustrated with this whole ordeal... Should he have not said anything? No, something like this would be bound to happen... It was better sooner than later, or so JJ thought. He didn't pull away from Raphael when he wrapped his arms around him. No, JJ really wanted to be comforted, and being held absolutely made him feel better. As Raphael explained himself, Jerimise felt... that maybe his ideals were a little outdated. Still, it was what made him comfortable... And at the very least, he would be open to the idea... Or at least he would try to be if it ever came up again.

 

And then Raphael cupped his cheeks with both hands, leading this all up to the climax of the night, and his goal- to fuck. By now JJ had manage to collect himself enough to stop crying. He paused for a moment, thinking about what he wanted to say before pulling away so he could speak properly. He grabbed onto Raphael's hands, sending one to his hip and the other into his hair. He sighed and then inhaled deeply before looking up at Raphael. "If sex is the same as drinking to you... Then I want to get drunk with you any and every time you're in the mood to have me. In any and every position. And definitely in any and every location."

 

He huffed and continued, "To think that earlier you said you wanted to wait because I was different than everyone else... and now you've finally giving in to temptation. Given the situation I feel like I shouldn't say this but-" Jerimise placed one hand on Raphael's chest, while the other cupped his face, thumb brushing against his bottom lip. He too could 'turn on' in an instant. "Nobody can deny VintageBoy for long, baby..." He said with a wink, "I've been longing to have that girthy cock of yours inside of me for the longest time now..." He casually leaned up to kiss Raphael, then continued, "And I've been wondering what kind of lover are you..? Knowing that I was VintagBoy, would you treat me roughly, unable to hold back after seeing my own shameful, pitiful form before you? Or would you lose your nerve by thinking of the innocent boy you saved all those years ago and do it gently?" His voice was like honey, easily slipping passed his lips, "Would you... use your fingers to make sure I was ready and prep me correctly? Or force yourself inside and fuck me hard? How much of your length do you think I could handle at once? Tell Raphael... No wait... don't tell me... Show me..."