Bittersweet (Zombie and Rin) [18+]

[♠[Rin]♠]

Softness returned to Suzaku's emerald shining eyes when Elliot told him that he really 'liked' him. He watched him kissing his hand, before he exhaled. "Don't be sorry. It's not your fault. If you don't want to, I will drive home after the movie, really. Don't worry about such things. I won't force you to anything," he added as a promise.

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Elliot kept his lips pressed against Suzaku's hand for a few moments before slowly lowering it. "Okay." He muttered out softly, gently stroking his hand. Suzaku was probably getting annoyed with him by now. He was a mess and he didn't know how to fix himself anymore. He'd gotten himself glued back together thanks to the medicine and therapy, but he was still falling apart.

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"Good."

 

Suzaku leaned in and softly placed a kiss onto Elliot's nose-tip. "And don't overdo whatever you do. Also," he quickly looked over to the clock, "we should get going soon. Take some of the cat cookies with you for Lucy." He hoped that was the right name he remembered.

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Elliot looked up cautiously, his lips parted slightly. "Oh, they're done?" He asked, turning his gaze to the oven. He hadn't forgotten about taking some of the cookies to Lucy, of course. The smallest of smiles appeared on his face as he moved closer, pressing a soft, gentle kiss to Suza's lips. "Thanks." He muttered out softly, then moved to stand up.

[♠[Rin]♠]

Suzaku grinned when getting another short kiss. Then he leaned back. "Yes, they should be done by now. Just take as many as you like," he added, watching his lover. "I recommend two pieces on one day. Not that she gets addicted to the aroma and stuff and refuses to eat normal cat food. That can happen."

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Elliot nodded, letting out a light chuckle. "Okay, I'll keep that in mind." He said softly, carefully taking the cookies out of the oven with an oven mitt. "Uh... Do you have some sort of a bag I could use for them?" He asked, turning back to look at Suzaku. "Though the cookies should cool off a bit first, don't you think?.."

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"Yeah, of course. Should I help you getting them out?" Suzaku asked, already standing up from the chair. "We should just push them out of the oven onto a plate." He said, walking over and taking a fork out of one of the drawers, then a dish from the cupboard on the left side.

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"No, no, I can take care of it." Elliot smiled a bit wider, but accepted the plate nonetheless. Afterwards, he carefully slid the cookies over from the oven pan to the plate, spreading them out as evenly as possible for them to cool off quicker. "So... It'll take a bit for them to cool off..." He muttered out, then moved closer to Suza, gently taking his hand. "What should we do?"

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He squeezed the other's hand tenderly. "I don't know. What would you like to do?" He asked, tilting his head back while looking up to the blonde. Staring into those shining bright blue eyes. He was handsome, yes, gentle, kind, modest. He was probably everything a person could wish for in a partner. And he was also really fond of the other! He wanted to make him smile! Just not.. for love.

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Elliot shrugged lightly, shyly moving his other arm to wrap around Suza's waist. "I'm not really sure." He muttered out, lightly pulling him closer. He could do this. He wouldn't chicken out again. He would be happy in this damn relationship for as long as it lasted. Leaning down, the man pressed their lips into a soft, sweet kiss, gently intertwining their fingers as he deepened the kiss a little bit. Suza hadn't done anything to hurt him yet. He would be fine.

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The brunette returned the kiss with a smile, softly tightening the grip of their intertwined fingers as he leaned just a little more in. He would tiptoe, though that might just also interrupt it. He took Elliot's upper lip hostage and sucked on it in an affectionate manner. Afterwards he released it and lifted his free hand to loosely lay his arm around the taller male's neck. He was just glad Elliot didn't back away from him, whatever he was afraid of.

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Elliot was focused on keeping himself as relaxed as possible while also continuing the kiss. Shyly, his hand slid down slightly only to slip up underneath his shirt. Elliot drew small patterns over the soft flesh as he tugged on Suza's bottom lip slightly, pulling away to press soft, sweet kisses to his jawline and neck, slowly going down. "Stop me... If I do something wrong." Elliot muttered out softly, before hesitantly pressing his lips a bit harder against the base of his neck. He wanted to see how it felt to give a hickey...

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Suzaku tilted his head a little to the side, enjoying the trail of kisses down to his neck. He felt the other's words brushing his skin, the hot breath sending waves of comfort through his body. A small chuckle even passed his lips. No, he doubted Elliot could do anything wrong at this point, knowing his gentleness.

The brunette closed his eyes half, looking up towards the ceiling, while he let his lover press his lips against his skin, ere he started to pull the thin layers between his lips, causing the blood to flow towards that direction. Suzaku silently exhaled, slightly gripping the fabric of the blonde's shirt.

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Elliot closed his eyes, moving a little bit closer to his boyfriend, with one hand sliding down to his hip. He pulled his head away after a little bit, his eyes focusing on the small mark he'd left on the base of his neck. A slow exhale parted his lips again as he leaned down, pressing a soft kiss to the hickey. "I've always wanted to try this." He chuckled softly, letting his breath tickle the sensitive skin in front of him.

 

"You can... Do it for me too, if you want." Elliot muttered out softly, pulling back to look at Suza. He felt like it was only fair for them to have the right to do such things to one another. They were equal, after all... At least Elliot tried to think that way. Marcus didn't see them as equal, but Marcus was... A monster. Elliot didn't want to be a monster. Ever.

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" I can't see it, but I am sure you did well, " Suzaku chuckled, smiling a little in pity. The other had never done this? It's like the one thing that one tried first in a relationship. Hickeys did not exactly mean anything if nobody interpreted things. They neither hurt nor did they feel good, it was more or less just a common thing. Maybe once it had been 'in' and 'trendy', really. Though, nowadays it was a private thing only.

 

"Of course, " the brunette grinned, moving one of his hands to Elliot's shoulder, playfully drumming his fingertips on the other's shoulder bone. " You may need to lean down a little, though. " His lover was too tall, it was a pain. Not really. But he liked to tease the blonde about it.

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Elliot blinked a few times before his cheeks colored a bright red once more. "O-Oh, of course." He muttered out in embarrassment, quickly ducking down a bit. Gods, he was still an awkward child, even if he managed to pull off a more confident persona from time to time - as he did just moments ago. Or, well, at least one that wasn't as terribly awkward. He truly didn't know how to act properly in a relationship. He wanted this really bad, but was he really ready?

 

A soft sigh parted his lips as he closed his eyes, slowly wrapping his arms around Suzaku's waist to pull him into a tight embrace. He didn't want for the seven days to end. Ever. "I really appreciate what you're doing to me... I... I just want you to know that." He muttered out softly, his voice quiet and uncertain. Suzaku managed to be a better boyfriend in these couple of days than Marcus in their whole relationship. He still had scars - even wounds from that man. He didn't think they'd ever really disappear. And that scared him. A lot.

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As soon as the blonde had bent down to him, Suzaku tiptoed a little and set one hand on Elltio's cheek, the other on his shoulder. He moved the taller one's head more to the side, then licked over the fair skin in front of him, that belonged to his lover's neck. He chose a spot on the side, easy to hide if wanted, also easy to cover up with liquid makeup.

 

Suzaku set his lips onto the spot and started sucking the foreign skin in. He forced it softly in between his teeth, without causing pain, compelling the blood to move forward to this one particular place of the neck. After counting to 20 internally, he slowly let go and licked once more over the mark, which would turn red soon, if not purple like a bruise. But hickeys did in fact just look like bruises.

 

He leaned back and stood back on his heels, grinning up to his boyfriend. " That's cute of you to say! I am glad you like it so far. I was worrying you might feel cornered or something. " And he certainly didn't want Elliot to fall for another panic attack.

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Elliot let out a soft gasp as his skin was bitten, even if it didn't hurt. It still felt weird, to say the least. His eyes closed slowly as he allowed the other to mark him. This... Didn't feel sexual, even though his body was already preparing himself for sex. After all, this was how it usually started with Marcus. A kiss that turned into a make-out, and when his boyfriend would start leaving hickeys, Elliot would be sure that he wouldn't be able to leave without being fucked.

 

His cheeks went red as his boyfriend replied to his confession. Cute... He had to admit, he actually liked being called that, even if it was embarrassing. "No, not in the slightest. You're amazing." Elliot found himself saying while a fond smile crossed his face. He wanted to kiss Suzaku... And so he did. Leaning in close, he pressed their lips together, gently pressing into the kiss as much as he could without coming off as forceful.

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Suzaku grinned in appreciation as he was called amazing and didn't lean back when Elliot moved for a kiss. Their lips met. The brunette moved the hand on his boyfriend's shoulder back to the neck and tenderly lay his other one around as well. Afterwards he leaned into the kiss, his eyes closed, his heart pounding. He let a few moments slide, before he unexpectedly licked over the other's lower lip to tease him. He thought about biting, however he didn't want to ruin this. Nor did he want it to have it happen in a sexual manner, as he hoped Elliot would understand.

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Elliot nearly jumped at the sudden lick to his bottom lip. That was certainly unexpected. His eyes opening, he tried to figure out the meaning of the action, if it meant that Suza wanted to take things further, but... It seemed like it was not sexual in any way. He was glad, to say the least. Letting his eyes close again, the man parted his lips, pulling his boyfriend's body closer to his own, shyly letting his tongue brush against Suza's lips as well, slowing down a little bit. He was uncertain, he was even a little bit scared, but fuck, he didn't want to stop now.

[♠[Rin]♠]

Suzaku couldn't help but chuckle sweetly at Elliot's insecurity. He didn't exactly laugh at him but found it adorable. As his boyfriend did comply, though, he took the chance, gave him a little moment to adjust, and then slowly took Elliot's lip between his own. He sucked on it lovingly. His fingertips reached for Elliot's hair, tenderly driving the fingers through the blonde locks in an encouraging manner.

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Elliot couldn't stop a soft moan that slipped out when his lip was taken in between Suzaku's. The realization that it was him who made that sound made his cheeks flush and he was absolutely certain they were hot enough for his boyfriend to feel as well. Suddenly pulling away, the man covered his mouth with his hand, clearly embarrassed. This... Was not supposed to happen just from a kiss. "I-I'm sorry. This- uh- I..." He fumbled over his words, only causing his blush to intensify, easily reaching the tips of his ears.

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Suzaku smiled a little as he felt the hotness of the other's face, though he was surprised when Elliot pulled back. A little confused, the brunette tilted his head. Only a moment later he saw the embarrassment on his boyfriend's face and it made him grin sweetly. "Your moan was so cute, why would you pull back? You are so sweet, Elliot," Suzaku chuckled, reaching for his lover's free hand. He took it into the both of his own and squeezed it tenderly, lovingly. "Everything about you is so adorable and lovable!"

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What Suzaku said just made the embarrassment worse. "Ohmygod, don't say that!" He nearly cried out, shuddering momentarily as his hand was taken. Oh, God, this was so awkward. He made it all so awkward. He couldn't believe he moaned at a kiss. It was so... So... Embarrassing! "God, I'm so..." Elliot let out a groan, pulling his hand away from his face, still as red as a stop sign. "Th-that's not supposed to happen. It's embarrassing." He whispered out, casting his gaze down.

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"It's not embarrassing. I am your lover, forgotten?" Suzaku answered, stroking over Elliot's hand with his thumb. "I find it cute so it's okay and you should not be embarrassed about it!" He let go of the other's hand and did a step forward, snaking his arms tenderly around the taller male's neck. "I like you, Elliot. I like everything about you, so you are more than welcome to, haha, make such noises. I will not tell anyone."