A Forbidden Attraction (18+)(Private)

[Sathenus]

Daniel was quiet as Chris drove his head resting in his hand as the car continued on it's path staring blankly at the scenery outside of the window that was passing in a blur, he wasn't even aware of the music that was playing in an attempt to fill the silence his mind otherwise occupied. Deep down he still wanted to be home, hiding up in his room and pretending the rest of the world didn't exist, but he also knew that wasn't the real him, the real him would never do that. The Daniel that he knew a lot of people loved would much rather be out and about than be held up inside all day, and it was knowing that which convinced him he had to leave the house with his brother and do something today.

 

He couldn't let what happened the night before get to him, he had made a mistake accepting a drink from Kyle and had paid the price for doing so. He should have been smarter and more aware, after all he had noticed the other's strange behavior but had still taken the drink and had still pretended nothing was up. All he could do was blame himself for what had happened, and he couldn't for the life of him see why Chris had thought it was his fault. He remembered his brother apologizing to him the night before and looking back on what had happened he couldn't see anything that his brother could have done to stop it from happening.

 

It was when he heard his brother speak that he was drawn from his thoughts turning to look at the older man for a moment and truly considering his question, after a second his head returned to his hand, eyes back on the scenery flying by as a soft almost defeated sigh escaped him. "I'm fine, Chris." he replied, his voice was soft but he was sure that his brother heard him even despite the music playing considering it wasn't on that loud. He wasn't sure what else to tell his brother, there wasn't anything that could be done at this point either.

[mik3la]

Chris just nodded , continuing to drive, without saying anything. Once they have arrived, he parked the car and headed with Daniel to the entrance. Paying the ticket, he took his brothers hand, not thinking that they were looking strange or anything. Today he wasn't gonna care about it. Today he wanted to be near his brother as much as possible and make him feel good.

 

"Let's go" he said pulling him to all the stuff that were opened. First he stopped at a roller coaster which was interesting. It was long ago that they had been in an amusement park and had the chance to ride. Back then they were together with their parents and it was fun. Back there they had no worries. After what happened yesterday he started to reconsider the university idea. He couldn't go away and let Daniel alone. He just couldn't.

 

"First seats or back ones?" he asked still being at the line, but were almost there and wanted to know where they would stay.

[Sathenus]

When they arrived Daniel slipped out of the car and was glancing around the parking lot before he felt Chris' hand slip into his and was lead towards the entrance, he didn't object as he was pulled along knowing that this was just his brother's way of trying to spend time with him while helping him keep his mind off of what happened. He had to admit, he really appreciated how Chris was trying, but he didn't think hanging out at an amusement park was really going to do anything for him.

 

As he was lead into the park and through the crowd he just let his mind wander, there really wasn't any need for him to focus on anything considering Chris had his hand firmly in his and was leading him along. He trusted his brother not to lose him in the crowds of people, it was when they had joined a line for the rollercoaster that he pulled himself from his thoughts. A moment later they were near the front when he heard Chris speak asking him if he wanted to sit in the front or the back, looking towards his brother he shrugged, "Front I suppose." he answered not really caring what part they sat in.

[mik3la]

Chris nodded and forwarded to the doors where they were allowed to get in the ride. He did noticed his brothers attitude but didn't want to comment on it. The ride was short as usual. 3 minutes didn't last to much and they were back on their feet wandering around, looking for the next ride.

 

He stopped to a store buying something to drink for them to cool down, and after they went to a hunted house where you had to walk around in it. Christ thought that a dark place wasn't the best thing but in there he could be even more closed to the boy. Squeezing Daniels hand he pulled him in and hold the others hand as they were walking through.

 

"I know this isn't a good idea ... but ... I didn't know what else to do" he said in a low voice looking at his brother in the dark. He could see him only when some small lights where turning up but after a few seconds they were turning down again.

[Sathenus]

"It's fine." Daniel replied as he stood beside his brother, he wasn't really interested in being in the Haunted House, especially considering the fact that it was dark in there and they couldn't see more than a few inches in front of their faces. The only time they could see more than that was when the lights flashed and even then it wasn't really long enough for him to be able to see much other than where they were going, or his brother right beside him. There was just no point in complaining, he had to get over what had happened and he knew the best way for him to do that was to get out of the house and not shut himself inside.

 

At the same time Daniel also didn't want to think or discuss what had happened which in the end he knew would only hurt him even more, that was just the type of person that he was though. Turning he pulled Chris further into the Haunted House a soft sigh escaping him, his mind was roaming before he finally spoke, "I do appreciate you trying to get me out of the house and everything, but I am really not feeling up to this. Let's just find somewhere here with few people and sit down for awhile."

[mik3la]

Chris fallowed his brother as he was listening to what he was saying. After they were out of the Haunted House they reach an area which wasn't that much populated because there were no rides or anything. It was like a small park in an amusement park. Strange but it was the right place for them at that moment.

 

They sat on a bench in silence. Chris just didn't know what to say. It was an awkward moment for him. He was never like this. In a way. Yes he liked it when he didn't had to speak, but now when it was needed, or at least that's what he thought, he was speachless. Turning his eyes to his brother, he just stared at him without a single word.

[Sathenus]

Daniel let out a soft sigh when they reached the bench sinking down onto it without saying anything as his eyes scanned the area in front of them, he could tell that Chris didn't know what to say and he couldn't figure out why his brother couldn't just pretend that what had happened never did happen. That was all he wanted, to pretend it had never happened and have a normal day with his brother, it just didn't seem like that was possible. Aware that his brother was watching them he sighed once more leaning forward and resting his face in his hands, elbows on his knees as his eyes drifted shut.

 

"Chris, please stop looking at me like that." he murmured trying to ignore the fact that his brother was watching him. "I'm fine, what happened, happened and there is no changing it. Just please... stop giving me that look like I'm going to break any second." Daniel already felt like he was broken, but the way his brother was watching him seemed to imply that Chris was waiting for him to just break down, he had been tempted to do so multiple times but he was only going to do so in the comfort of their own home so his brother could stop watching him so closely.

[mik3la]

"Sorry ... I didn't want to upset you" he said slowly turning his face looking forward at the people that where walking in the park. It was a beautiful sunny day but he wasn't enjoying that much. He was thinking about Monday when they would have to go to school again and see that bastard. He would have to calm himself not to beat the shit out of him again.

 

"In that case, let me rest" he said leaning to his brother, resting his head on Daniels legs, closing his eyes, crossing his arms over his chest. It was relaxing. And if his brother didn't want to talk or anything, then he would rest on him till later.

[Sathenus]

There was no objection from Daniel when Chris moved and rested his head in his lap to rest for awhile, if it meant his brother wasn't going to be watching him and waiting for his breakdown then he was happy. Resting a hand gently in his brother's hair he let his gaze go to the people walking past, all seemed to be happy and enjoying the rides but Daniel wasn't remotely interested. At this point he was up to just relaxing for a little while with his brother before he suggested that they finally go home and just spend the rest of the day in the comfort of his own home, that was what he really wanted to do at this point.

 

Letting his mind wander at this point he tried not to think about how things would be at school on Monday, he was definitely not going to be the same as he was before the party and what had happened. How could he be? Something like that was definitely going to affect him for the rest of his life, he might have accepted that it had happened and he couldn't change that, but he couldn't help but continuously blame himself for it happening to begin with. His mind constantly telling him that it was his fold, that it never would have happened if he hadn't always acted like he had, being so carefree and just running off to different guys every day with no intention of having sex with any of them.

[mik3la]

Chris opened his eyes seeing his brother concentrated in his thoughts. Breathing in deep he lift his body straight and leaned on the bench.

 

"Are you done with meditation?"

 

Chris was more like in the extremes. At one extreme he was a caring, loving and overprotective brother, and on the other one he was a total ass. It was a little difficult to keep up with his mood swings but he was changing like that for him. For Daniel. He kind of developed that side because of his brother. Since he started teasing him he started act like an ass.

 

"Do you still need time or can we go home?" he added sitting up from the bench, stretching his arms and legs which were hurting a little.

[Sathenus]

Daniel was pulled out of his thoughts when he heard Chris speak and a frown crossed his face, "Yeah, sorry." he replied feeling a slight tinge of pain in his chest at the sudden mood change in his brother. He wasn't unused to his brother's mood changes but he hadn't really seen it since they had sex for the first time so the sudden change hurt more than it probably should have. Clearing his throat he got up and tried to keep any hurt from showing, any other time he would have teased his brother and provoked the attitude he seemed to suddenly have but he didn't he just seemed to shy away from it.

 

"Let's just go home." he replied turning to lead the way out of the amusement park and back to the car not sparing his brother so much as a glance, two could play at this game and it wasn't against him to do just that. If his brother wanted to be an ass then he had no problem ignoring him or giving him very little of his time, though he wanted to say this was the worst timing his brother could possibly have for a mood swing he didn't comment on it.

 

Maybe it was exactly what he needed to snap him out of things and get him moving back into being closer to his normal self even if he would never be the same person he had been. As they reached the car he waited for Chris to unlock it before slipping into the passenger seat and buckling up, still not saying anything more than the little he already had as he leaned back against his seat.

[mik3la]

Driving home Chris tried to not think of the look that his brother was giving him back in the park for being an ass. Acting like that he was kind of giving an impulse to his brother to get back on how he used to be. Normally, he knew that that wasn't possible. Well, maybe not complete. But at least he could try.

 

"I'm really hungry, you?" he asked turning his eyes for a few seconds on Daniel, trying to make some small talk. He wanted him to act like nothing was happening, and that's what he was trying to do. "Should we get some fast-food or we make something a t home. I'm pretty sure she and dad aren't home", he added paying attention on the road.

[Sathenus]

Daniel was quiet as Chris drove eyes once more on the scenery as it passed by them though when his brother finally spoke saying he was really hungry and asking if he was as well he noticed that Chris spared him a glance. "I suppose." he answered finally turning his gaze from the window. "Let's just grab something quick on the way home." he added when he was asked if they should get fast food or make something when they get home. If he was being completely honest he didn't even know if he really wanted anything despite being a little hungry, it wasn't like he couldn't skip it in the end but he figured something in his stomach would help him out a bit.

 

For a little while he let the silence spread once more before he glanced back towards Chris, something Kyle had said while raping him was still bothering him and he needed to know what his brother thought. "Chris?" he asked his voice soft, softer than he had intended, clearing his throat he continued once he was sure his brother was listening to him, "While Kyle was... you know... he told me that a lot of the other guys at our school would enjoy having their turn with me... do you... really think they would have if you hadn't shown up?" he asked hearing the fear in his own words. He had hoped that it was just Kyle being sick, but he wasn't one hundred percent sure either.

[mik3la]

He nodded and drove to a 'take-and-go' store parking his car, going in to order their food. He ordered something to drink. He needed even if he was with the car. He didn't cared. One single beer wouldn't do any wrong.

Sitting on a table he took a deep sip from his beer, leaning his back on the bench.

 

"Would you mind if you drove? Its not far and the police isn't on the road" he said to his brother , drinking further from his beer.

[Sathenus]

Following Chris into the building and watching him as he ordered a beer he raised an eyebrow at his brother, he hoped the other man knew there was absolutely no way he was getting back in that car if he was going to drive after drinking he didn't care how little it was. A frown crossed his face when he was asked if he minded driving of course Chris knew he didn't have his license or a permit and thus should not be behind the wheel even if he knew how to drive, he felt uncomfortable doing so without the proper document or card saying he legally could.

 

Then again it was either he drive them both home, or he was walking home and leaving his brother with either the option to walk home with him and leave the car behind or drive it home after drinking. Neither option seemed truly good so after a moment he shook his head, "I suppose, though you know I hate it when you drink."

[mik3la]

"Its more for relaxing me and to change tge mood. Plus i am a little tired. I hate driving at night" he said closing his eyes for a few seconds then he open them.

 

The wasnt another option. He knew Daniel wouldnt let him drive and walking was not an option for him.

 

"It will be fine" he smiled sippinh from his glass.

[Sathenus]

Daniel sighed but otherwise didn't do anything, his arms crossing over his chest as he looked away from his brother. He didn't like the way that he was acting after what had happened the night before, there was something off about it and he couldn't for the life of him figure out why. For a moment he just sat there staring at the floor to his right before he looked back at his brother, glancing around and being sure that no one was looking -and that there wasn't anyone they knew around- he leaned forward and pressed his lips to his brother's the moment that Chris put the glass down long enough for him to do so.

 

Kissing him softly he pulled back after, able to taste the alcohol and making a face at the bitter taste of it he spoke, "I still love you... I hope you know that." his voice was soft but sincere, he loved his brother and even though he knew he was not going to be up to sex for awhile he at least wanted to make sure that Chris still knew he loved him. Eventually he would feel comfortable giving his body up again, but for now he really just needed some time.

[mik3la]

Chris was taken by surprise when Daniel kissed him. He wasn't expecting it in a public place but no one was looking so that was kind of ok.

 

"I know that .... I love you to ... It's just that I am trying to act normal but i end up acting like a jerk" he said sighing messing with his hair. He didn't want more from his brother. He didn't want to push him or anything. But he just didn't know to act after a thing like that. He didn't want to hurt the other.

 

"You will still drive the car back home" he added sipping from his glass.

[Sathenus]

"I don't want you to try to act like anything, Chris. Just be yourself, don't think about how you should behave." Daniel replied watching his brother as he sipped at a soda he had ordered in an attempt to get the taste of beer out of his mouth. It was gross and he couldn't for the life of him understand why his brother seemed to like it, shaking his head when he was told that he was still going to be driving. "That hadn't been my attempt to get out of it, since I am certainly not letting you drive after drinking." he answered as he leaned back in his chair.

 

It wasn't longer after that their food came and he was more than a little pleased that they had ordered it to go just wanting to get home, grabbing the bag he turned back to Chris only for a moment before heading to the door, "Come on big brother. If I get settled in the car before you get your butt out there I'm leaving without you."

[mik3la]

Someone has some courage in their blood" he said grabbing Daniels hand pulling him closer to his chest, wrapping an arm over the others shoulder. "I like it when you act so brave and take the lead" he whispered in his ear, kissing the back of his neck.

 

Once they got in the car he keept his eyes on his brother. He really was concentrating on driving pretty hard. He was really cute. "I like how you look so serious" he said letting his hand rest on his brothers right hand.

[Sathenus]

A small smile crossed Daniel's face when he was pulled into his brother, childishly he stuck his tongue out though he let out a soft hum to the kiss pressed to the back of his neck before they both made their way back towards the car. Taking the keys from his older brother and slid into the drivers seat glancing over to his brother as he also got into the car, "Behave yourself." he said as he met the other's gaze a smirk on his face.

 

He knew how the older man acted after drinking, and he noticed how his brother was watching him as he started to drive down the street back towards their home. Sparing a glance towards the hand that was now resting on his before his eyes flicked back up to the road he shook his head slightly, "You know I hate driving..." he replied.

[mik3la]

"At some point you will have to learn it" he said resting his hand on his shoulder now. "You're doing fine. We're almost there" he added smiling. He was really proud of Daniel. Driving was a way of destressing yourself. Thats why he wanted to let Daniel drive. He was still sober. One beer wasnt making him drunk.

 

The rest of the way he was silent whatching outside the window in silence. It was relaxing not having to drive anymore. He could get used to it.

 

Seeing their home he guides Daniel on how to park right were the car was normally standing. He was acting like Daniel was stupid, but in fact he was really proud of him.

 

"Well done" he said smiling kissing the other when he stopped the engin ans got out of the car heading in house.

[Sathenus]

Sighing Daniel just shook his head, "You know I can drive just fine, I just don't like to." he replied. That had to be the only reason he hadn't gotten his license yet, it wasn't because he couldn't pass the required tests to do so it was just because he never enjoyed driving. He didn't see what the big deal about it was, and even as Chris guided him on how to park the car -despite already knowing how- he didn't object just followed the instructions and slipped out of the car once it was parked and he had turned the engine off.

 

Smiling into the kiss he shook his head once more and followed his brother back into the house carrying their bag of food he glanced back over to Chris, "What do you want to do now that we are home?" he asked raising an eyebrow, he still wanted to spend time with his brother he just didn't want to be outside of the house anymore.

[mik3la]

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"Well .... First , lets eat whats in the bag, and after i don't know ..." he said shrugging taking the bag heading to the kitchen, letting all on the table , turning his gaze back to his brother.

 

"I could have some ideas but they are out of discussion" he said grinning perversely , paying attention to the food, sitting at the table, starting to eat.

[Sathenus]

"And why is that?" Daniel asked as he settled himself at the table, wondering why whatever his brother's ideas were they weren't up for discussion. The only thing that could come to his mind is considering what had happened to him they must have been some sort of sexual ideas, but then again they could be anything and Chris could just be using an excuse not to discuss any of them with him.

 

Relaxing back in his chair he looked at the food as it was set out his stomach growling, it all looked and smelled really good, it had definitely been a good idea to order out. Looking up at Chris he spoke figuring he should at least thank his brother for taking him out today, "Thanks for getting me out of the house, I really did appreciate it." even if he hadn't been completely for what they had done he had appreciated the effort.