A Forbidden Attraction (18+)(Private)

[Sathenus]

Daniel moaned loudly when he felt Chris sink deeper into him, his breaths coming out in harsh pants. A groan was quick to follow as his ear lobe was bitten, biting his lips gently as his fists tightened in the sheets. It felt great, and he was happy that he was able to please the older man with his body. When it came down to it, Chris was the only person that Daniel wanted to be able to find pleasure in his body. Groaning once more his head fell to rest on the bed beneath him, his eyes shut tightly, he could feel himself so close to the edge.

 

Moaning he pushed back against his Chris' thrusts wanting his own release while hoping he was encouraging the other's. "Chris..." he moaned out in pleasure as he pushed back to meat the thrusts feeling the other man's cock slam harder into his prostate and making his body shudder. That alone had almost been enough to make him lose it and cum, but he struggled to wait for Chris to have his climax first.

[mik3la]

Moaning along side with the other and feeling him relaxed and wanting more and more just made him happy. Hearing his named being said in such a way it only excited him more. He could feel that he was about to lose it soon so he started to move a little faster growing and finally moaning when he cum, keeping himself still for a few seconds, letting a small kiss on the boys shoulder.

 

He felt right beside the other feeling exhausted but he manage to pull the other in his embrace and kiss him softly on the lips.

[Sathenus]

Moaning as Daniel felt Chris' pace pick up speed enough to send enough pleasure through his body to push him easily over the edge. He came with a loud pleasured moan seconds before he felt Chris empty himself inside of him making him groan from how good it felt. For a moment they both remained still, him panting softly hands finally unclenching the sheets and Chris still buried inside of him. After a moment he felt Chris pull out of him and he instantly collapsed on the bed beneath him, not caring that he was pretty much laying in his own cum.

 

To tired to move he just laid there as he felt Chris collapse on the bed beside him. A moment later he was pulled into the other man. Turning enough to bury his face in his chest, otherwise Daniel didn't move. "I love you." he murmured. His voice made it clear how tired he was. Spending this time away from everyone else and just with the two of them was fantastic. To Daniel it felt like it was much needed especially after everything that had happened to them recently.

[mik3la]

Chris mumbled a 'i love you too' but it wasn't very understandable because he was half asleep. He was emotionally and physically exhausted, but having Daniel in his arms it was a relief and he manage to sleep really good. He dreamed about finding his family, asking questions about what happened but they weren't speaking to him. They were just ignoring him.

[Sathenus]

It didn't take long for Daniel to fall asleep in Chris' arms. It was one of very few places he felt completely comfortable, snuggling into the older man unconsciously as he slept. He didn't move much in his sleep, though when he woke up he had his face buried in the older man's chest. Taking in a deep breath he let it out in a soft sigh, not moving. Instead he just pressed his face back into Chris' chest.

[mik3la]

The nightmare was too intense for him. He started to sweat and to turn his head from side to side mumbling around. He suddenly open his eyes breathing hard, removing the sweat from his forehead, trying to understand what the hell just happened and where he was. Feeling something heavy on him he looked down and saw Daniel resting his head. He was home. Away from the nightmare. He was awake. But what meaning did that had?

 

Stroking the others arm up and down, he started to whisper slowly. "Rise and shine sleepy head, we need to get ready to head back home".

[Sathenus]

"Don't wanna..." Daniel whined softly half asleep still. He didn't want to get up and head back home. All he wanted to do was remain in bed with Chris and never leave the small cottage. It was the perfect place for him to just relax with his brother and not worry about whether someone would see something they shouldn't. Then again... if Chris wasn't his biological brother did it really matter anymore if someone saw them together?

 

Daniel wasn't quite sure, slowly his eyes opened and he looked up at Chris. "Do we have to?" He questioned, his voice still soft. He was sure that he already knew the answer, but he wanted to stall for as long as possible.

[mik3la]

"If we don't go we will starve ... there is nothing to eat here" he said pinching the nose of the boy, laughing at his puppy face that he was making. He didn't want to go either, but he had to talk with their parents and start to look for his real ones. Not a very good thing for a senior. He was supposed to be having trouble with school, girls, sport and study, not wondering who his real parents were.

 

"Plus ... I have to talk with mom and dad about my .... about my real parents" he sigh sitting on the edge of the bed, rubbing the back of his neck. I was torturing him inside. Knowing that he was tossed away by his parents was hurting him even more than the fact that he found out he was adopted.

[Sathenus]

Frowning at Chris' words Daniel knew there was going to be no way for him to win and get them to be able to stay. Sighing he pushed himself up allowing the blanket to pool around his waist. Of course he was still naked, after their swim and having sex he had been to tired to redress before bed. Then again, why would he want to put clothes on just to sleep? Glancing towards the older man when he spoke about wanting to speak to their mom and dad about finding his real parents made him frown again.

 

"Why do you want to find them?" He asked, not understanding why Chris would want to find out who his real parents were. After all, their mom and dad had raised him, loved him like he was their own and took care of him. Why would he want to meet the people who hadn't wanted him, who had tossed him aside for whatever reason? It didn't make sense to him, but he figured it wouldn't either. Especially considering he wasn't adopted.

 

Looking around the room he slowly got up and searched for his clothes before remembering they were in lying on the living room floor. Stretching his body and aching muscles he slowly left the room, gathering his clothes and redressing before returning and moving over to Chris. Pressing himself into the older man he kissed him, eyes drifting shut for a moment.

[mik3la]

Chris knew that the other didn't like the idea of him searching for his real parents. But he couldn't understand what he felt. There must have been a reason for that. And what was bugging him, was the fact that he wanted the background of his nature. What kind of persons were his parents. Kind, lovable, crazy, violent, stuff like that. As he could remember from Biology, the child could inheritate stuff from their parents.

 

He let Daniel get his clothes and get dressed. He was just staying there, thinking about all those stuff. He was slowly getting a head-eke. He was surprised when Daniel returned and pushed himself towards him and kissed him tenderly. It was lovely to see the other taking initiative and take the lead alone.

 

"Lovely ..." he said smiling drifting a few inches apart from the other. "But that won't change my mind to look for my parents" he added raising an eyebrow, thinking that this tender moment was just a distraction from the thoughts he had of chasing them.

[Sathenus]

"I know it won't." Daniel replied to Chris's words with a slight sigh. He honestly hadn't expected his kiss to convince the older man not to hunt for his real parents. In the end he was just hoping that while he did so he wouldn't forget about him, or their parents. Even if he was slightly sure that he was worrying about nothing it was a fear that had settled in the pit of his stomach the moment that Chris had told him he wanted to search for his real parents.

 

Leaning forward to press his lips once more to the other's he kissed him again. This time breaking the kiss on his own accord and looking down at the other man. "Promise you wont forget to make time for your favorite person while you are busy looking for your real parents?" He said. His voice made it clear that he wanted to hear Chris promise him that.

 

If nothing more Daniel wanted to be sure that he would still be at the top of the other's list. Maybe it was a bit selfish of him to think that, but he didn't care. Considering Chris was the only person who truly mattered to him now, even if he still had a rather flirtatious personality.

[mik3la]

"What's gotten in you? Why would i do that?" he asked looking with curiosity at the boy. why would Daniel ask him something like that. He wasn't gonna move away or anything. He was still going to stay at the house together with them no matter the truth he would find out or how his real parents were.

 

"Get your silly ideas out of your head. I'm not gonna leave my family nor you for someone who didn't want me in the first place" he smiled, ruffling the boy's hair. "Now let's get going. We need both to find out the whole story from mom and dad" he added getting dressed quickly and heading towards the door.

[Sathenus]

"Chris." Daniel whined as he watched the older man get up to get dressed after ruffling his hair a small frown on his face. None of what the other man said was what he had wanted to hear. Instead he had been questioned and told to get such silly ideas out of his head. That didn't give him the reassurance he was looking for, instead he felt himself pout as he stayed standing where he was for a moment knowing that Chris was getting dressed and getting ready to return home.

 

Noticing that he was heading towards the door Daniel sighed, slowly moving to follow after him. He wasn't really sure he wanted to hear the story, as far as he was concerned Chris was still his brother, biological or otherwise. Sure it at least made their sexual relationship less of a problem, there was no reason they couldn't be together if they weren't biological brothers. Not like it would have stopped them even if they were considering it had started before they had even found out such a thing.

 

It took him a little longer to reach the van and his brother, but he eventually did and slipped in the moment the vehicle was unlocked. Glancing towards Chris as he slipped into the driver's seat, just silently watching him for a moment. Wondering what could possibly be going through the other man's head, he wondered if this time away had even helped him figure things out. Then he assumed they must have considering Chris had decided to seek out his birth parents.

[mik3la]

"Stop making those faces. Is not like you will never see me again" he said laughing, looking with the corner of his eyes to the boy. He wasn't gonna let anybody behind, but that was a task for him that he needed to finish. And as always, he would never let unfinished business unfinished. It was gonna be hard to track down his real parents since so many years had passed but he was still hopping.

 

"When we get home, if you don't want to stay while i'm speaking with mom and dad is fine by me. I understand you. I know that you don't like this situation. I mean, at one point we both like the situation because that makes us not brothers. But there is also a fear in your heart that you might lose me or something like that. No one is going to lose me. That I promise" he said.

[Sathenus]

Daniel huffed, unpleased with Chris’ response. Even if he knew that it wasn’t like he would never see him again he still didn’t like the idea of him looking for his real parents. Leaning back against his seat Daniel kept his gaze on the scenery outside as Chris drove them back home. Hearing him start to speak again he looked over to the other man, “You say that now.” Daniel murmured glaring at his lap. No matter what he said he knew he wouldn’t be able to change the older man’s mind, he would have to get over it.

 

That didn’t mean he had to like it though, “I’ll just go to my room. Leave you three to discuss things.” In the end he didn’t want to hear it, and maybe his brother was right and that there was a slight fear of losing him that had settled inside his heart. It was a fear that kept growing with every minute that he realized Chris would continue said search. When they did arrive he slipped out of the van and went straight for his room.

[mik3la]

Seeing his brother so affected by this whole story was making him feel sad. What could he do? Yes, he could just leave it and move one, but a stupid part of his head was asking to many questions about the truth. Like it could end something. What, he had no clue. Getting their parents in the kitchen, they started to tell him how he got in their lives and how they end up adopting him, before they had Daniel. But even after that, nothing had changed.

 

"I love you guys and I will always do. You are my real family no matter what" he said hugging them, kissing them and going upstairs to Daniels room. Once in the room, he locked the door with the key, turning to look at his brother. "I really don't know how to make you understand that nothing will change after I find what i need" he sight, getting closer to the other. "But i know how to show you how much you mean to me, idiot" he added smiling, leaning towards the other, lifting his face and kissing him on the soft lips.

[Sathenus]

Daniel spent the whole time that Chris was talking to their parents up in his room. Lying in bed, eyes closed and trying not to think about just what they were discussing downstairs. It still bothered him that Chris wanted to do this, he didn't understand why he wanted to find people who didn't want him until now. In the end he figured he never would. Drawn from his thoughts when he heard his door opened he rolled over slightly seeing that Chris had entered his room. He noticed his brother lock the door before moving towards him and speaking as he did so. "What does that mean?" Daniel practically demanded as his chin was grabbed and their lips met.

[mik3la]

"What does that mean?"

 

"I'll let you put your mind at work" he said sitting his head on the others chest, just laying there still and silent. Only his heavy breathing could be heard in the room. "I love it when you are my pillow" he added keeping his eyes closed, breathing in Daniel perfume and after breathing out in a sigh. "Just let me sleep like this for a while, please" he mumbled.

[Sathenus]

Daniel remained still when Chris rested his head on his chest. Not speaking as his mind started racing. Glancing down at the older man when he commented on loving using him as a pillow. Daniel couldn't help the small smile that crossed his face as he slowly wrapped his arms around his brother. Blood or not, Chris was still his brother. "Okay." He replied softly. There was no reason not to let his brother have this. Running one hand through the older man's hair as Daniel's eyes moved to the ceiling of his room. He knew things between them would never be the same. Not with Chris looking for his birth parents, not with them not being brother's by blood like they had grown up thinking.

 

Eyes drifting shut he spoke, his voice a mere whisper. "I love you, Chris. Always." Even though he was sure his brother knew that Daniel felt the need to tell him so. Especially as he tilted his head down to kiss the top of the other's head. Taking in a deep breath he let it out in a soft sigh, keeping his eyes shut. He didn't want to disturb Chris as the older man slept, and he was enjoying their closeness.

[mik3la]

It was such a relaxing sleeping moment that he didn't want to wake up but the light in the room was annoing him so he had to open his eyes. He saw on what he was sleeping and when he looked up he saw Daniel. With sleepy eyes he smiled bright and kissed the other on the lips.

 

"Morning kitten" he mumbled while stretching his arms. "Did I sleep long?" he asked lifting his body up on the bed so that he can be the one now that was holding Daniel in the arms.

[Sathenus]

"Morning." Daniel murmured looking at Chris with slightly glazed eyes. He had fallen asleep a few hours after the older man. But he still felt tired, granted he was never easy to rouse. "A few hours." He murmured.

 

For a moment he remained silent eyes slipping shut again. Then he nuzzled in Chris a soft hum escaping him. "Love you."

[mik3la]

Chris laughed when he saw his brother avoiding the waking up process. It really was funny. Getting out of bed, he went and took a shower than after in his room to change clothes and get ready for school. He started to think that being in the last year of highschool he should enjoy it more and stop worrying for stupid things.

 

"Morning" he said to his parents when he got in the kitchen sitting at the table and eating. He had a small smile on his face looking at his two parents. They were a little confused themselves but they smiled back. He really was lucky to have them as parents and wouldn't want to change that for anything in the world.

[Sathenus]

Daniel took forever to get himself up and out of bed. By the time he had showered and made his way downstairs there was only a few minutes before they were supposed to leave for school. Glancing towards his brother he grabbed something quick to take with him, backpack already slung over his shoulder. “I’m going to head out.” He commented towards their parents as he moved towards the door.

 

Truthfully, he had no intention of going to school that day, he had texted a friend and they had decided to skip and hang out at said friend’s house instead. His parents were away on business meaning Daniel didn’t have to worry about anyone turning him in to their parents. It just came down to the fact that Chris wasn’t enough to make him go today.

[mik3la]

He looked at Daniel with narrowed eyes not understanding what was going on but he leave it aside. His father gave him some money to have for that day as they were leaving on a business trip and warned him not to have parties in his house. Chris laughed at his fathers words. His father heard that when teenagers are home alone the whole place falls down because of parties, drunk people and other mistakes. He assured his dad that everything's gonna be alright and head towards the school a few minutes later than his brother.

 

He had practice first in the morning so he could be late a few minutes or he could jogging till school. That way he was already warmth up for the work out on the field.

[Sathenus]

Not missing the look that he received from his brother he just left the house making sure he had his keys and his phone just encase he arrived back home late. He started down the street like he was going to school before turning down a side street to head to his friend’s house instead. Spending the day with a friend and not stuck inside the stuffy school building without being able to avoid Kyle was much more appealing.

 

Though another reason for him skipping was Chris and finding his birth parents. Daniel was still having a hard time understanding why his brother wanted to try to find the two people who had not wanted him. In the end he figured he never really would understand it. Still, spending a day away with a close friend should be good for him and help him keep his mind off of things. It was only a fifteen minute walk, before to long he was walking up the front steps and knocking on the door. Greeting him was Nick, an old friend that he hadn’t really hung out with one on one for quite some time.