A Forbidden Attraction (18+)(Private)

[mik3la]

"Honestly i don't know" he said looking down for a second than got up from the sit and let the beer down on table starting to walk around, back and forth slowly. He didn't had an answer to that. He just did. He never stopped to begin with. He sighed, passing his hands over his face and after through his hair."I don't know. I just do", he stopped for a second looking at Daniel.

 

"Dammit Daniel, i cannot stop it!" he said raising his voice but trying not to shout. "I knew i've lost you back then but i don't want to lose you now. I prefer to be your friend because that was the only way to be close to you. To know that you are doing good and that you are happy. I've always tried to make you happy, always keeping that smile on your face. Love isn't something you can explain Daniel. It just is and we have to deal with it", he said biting his lower lip on the inside and moving in the kitchen, leaning on the sink, trying to calm down. Arguing was bad.

[Sathenus]

Daniel huffed at the response turning his gaze away from Nick. He couldn't even say that he didn't understand what the man was saying, because he truly did. Still, that wasn't the type of reaction or answer he had fully expected. Instead he had just expected to be told to leave it alone, like he knew Chris would have had he asked his brother the same question. But... Nick wasn't Chris, in fact he felt more of a draw to Nick lately than his own brother. Overall, Daniel was highly confused, he didn't know who or what he wanted anymore.

 

Having let Nick leave the room, Daniel let his mind go wild before he stood up and walked to the kitchen doorway. "But I'm not happy." He said softly the frown that had crossed his face still there. This was messed up, what he was about to say, about to blurt all of his problems to Nick as if the other man would truly care considering the reaction he had just pulled from him. "Chris... isn't my brother. He was adopted, we both found out a few days ago. Chris wants to find his real parents and... that call this morning when I snapped at him... he had found his real mother's address and asked me to go with him to meet her..." Daniel trailed off turning his head to look over his shoulder.

 

"I should be more supportive but I can't. I find myself looking at him and see how determined he is to find his parents and all I can think about is how he doesn't seem to have time for me." Pausing he looked at Nick, "Then I think about you and all the times I did the same thing to you. How I was always chasing after Chris and not making time for you. Treating you like I didn't care... like I don't love you... when that's not true at all." It seemed like a weird time to confess considering Chris was in the hospital.

[mik3la]

"But I'm not happy."

 

Nick looked at Daniel as he was struggling to talk again, not knowing if it was ok to say it. I know you're not kiddo, he thought letting his gaze fall back down until he heard the other bursting all out.

 

"Chris... isn't my brother. He was adopted, we both found out a few days ago. Chris wants to find his real parents and... that call this morning when I snapped at him... he had found his real mother's address and asked me to go with him to meet her..."

 

Nick frowned at the information that Daniel gave him letting him speechless and confused. Shouldn't all this discovery lend the two more close? Knowing that they are not brothers, that now they could be together together without anyone saying a thing, they were fighting. Nick opened his mouth wanting to say something but Daniel continued letting all out.

 

"I should be more supportive but I can't. I find myself looking at him and see how determined he is to find his parents and all I can think about is how he doesn't seem to have time for me.Then I think about you and all the times I did the same thing to you. How I was always chasing after Chris and not making time for you. Treating you like I didn't care... like I don't love you... when that's not true at all."

 

Boom. Nick tilted his head looking at Daniel, thinking that he didn't understand what he just said. What?Did he just said ...

, he thought frowning in more confusion than he already was. He thought that all this flirting was just him fooling around.

 

"Daniel ... What ... did you just said?" he said getting one step closer to the other, keeping his eyes on the boy.

[Sathenus]

Daniel frowned when he was asked what he had just said, gaze moving to the floor as if he was trying to figure out which part of what he had said Nick had missed. It was then it struck him and it wasn't that Nick had missed what he said, rather the older man seemed to need to hear it again. Looking back up at him, Daniel's gentle and honestly hurt gaze meet Nick's. Never in his life had he felt like he was hurting anyone more or had been hurt himself until right now. "I love you." He said, this time coming right out and saying the words rather than trying to explain it some other way.

 

Even if it was wrong, and he was sure that he would be told he couldn't love two different people he did. He loved Nick and Chris both, and both for different reason. Each of them treated him well, but it wasn't even that which made him love them. It wasn't how they treated him, or the attention it gave them -even if Chris' sudden lack of did get to him it. But Daniel knew one thing was for sure, he really did love Nick, he just hoped that he would get a chance to prove it to him. Get a chance to make up for all the pain he had caused him over the years.

[mik3la]

"I love you."

 

The word got right through him making his heart beat faster and hurt at the same time. He wanted so much to hear those words coming from Daniel but he knew that he wasn't the only one that got them. "But you love him too" he said in a low voice looking at Daniel with lovely eyes and a sad smile on his face. He understood him and the struggle that was going inside him. That's why he didn't say anything and continued being his friend. It was easier that way, that's what he thought, but apparently it wasn't for both of them.

 

Nick got closer to Daniel, feeling the need to caress him. He left his hand on the others cheek, moving down to his neck and pulling him closer, pressing his lips over his and a soft kiss. "I wont put you to chose in between us Daniel" he whispered after the kiss leaning his forehead on his.

[Sathenus]

Frowning when Nick mentioned that he loved Chris too, Daniel looked away almost feeling like that was Nick's way of trying to gently refuse him. It was painful though, and he didn't want to think that it was the older man attempting to tell him it wasn't possible. Already he could feel his emotional and mental state ready to shatter, as if he was about to get some news that would break him completely. What he wasn't expecting was for Nick to raise a hand and gently caress his cheek before it moved down his neck and pulled him against the other man.

 

There wasn't any sort of complaint or hesitation when he felt Nick's lips move over his in a soft kiss. Instead he instantly returned it, not having realized he had needed it. When Nick spoke again he couldn't tell him how happy he was to hear that, but it made him feel like he was still being put in the friend zone where he didn't want to be. What was he supposed to say? He loved Nick, but he also loved Chris. But... he couldn't have both of them... could he? Daniel was almost positive the answer was no, even if he really hoped it was yes.

 

Wrapping his arms loosely around Nick he moved to rest his head on his chest, finding that he was the perfect height to be able to hear the other's heart beating. Humming softly he let his eyes drift shut, "I don't want to choose between either of you... but... I know I can't have you both, no matter how much I wish I could." It was the truth. He would eventually have to pick, and he knew in the end he was going to end up hurting someone.

[mik3la]

"I don't want to choose between either of you... but... I know I can't have you both, no matter how much I wish I could."

 

Nick wrapped his arms around the boy, holding him tight feeling that if he would let go, he would lose him forever. Passing his hand through Daniels hair, he tried to ignore the thought that someday he would be the one left behind. In the end one of them would lose and that would be him. For the second time. That would be in a very far future. For now he just wanted to live the moment.

 

"Daniel" he started pulling the boy a little so that he could see him, resting his hands on the boys cheeks. "Don't think to much about it .... Just live the moment, that's all it counts" he added looking in Daniels eyes for a few more seconds. "I'm not going anywhere" he ended pressing his lips against his, kissing him passionately this time, asking permission through it for more.

[Sathenus]

Daniel truly wanted to complain when he was pulled away only for Nick to hold his face in his hands. Nick's words eased his nerves more than he had truly expected, but he could feel his tense muscles relaxing. The kiss made his eyes drift shut before he leaned more into it wrapping his arms tightly around Nick's neck. This was even something he had wanted more than he had truly realized, just to be able to kiss Nick like this and not worry about anything.

 

Daniel seemed to melt into the kiss as he pressed his body against Nick's. His body almost seemed like it needed to be closer to Nick's, like the just had to be touching.

[mik3la]

Nick pushed Daniel in the kitchen wall, keeping him pinned with his body. Without breaking the kiss he lowered his arms on Daniels body reaching his waist and pushing his hands under the shirt, feeling his warmth skin. He bite the lower lip, moving with his kisses on the cheekbones and down the neck, lifting Daniels shirt over his head, doing the same after with his. Just the simple touch of skin on skin made his body vibrate. God how he missed Daniel being so close to him.

 

His hand got down on Daniels behind, grabbing him hard, lifting one of his legs up to his waist pushing himself into him, being already arouse by the situation itself. One side of him wanted to stop, saying that it wasn't alright and that he would gonna get burned but the other side of him was saying to ignore the rational part, and let it go with the flow.

[Sathenus]

Daniel moaned into the kiss as he was pushed up against the wall, his body pressed between the wall and Nick’s own body. The kiss not breaking as he felt Nick’s arms move down his body before his hands reached the hem of his shirt and slipped beneath the fabric. A shiver raked down his spine at the feeling of Nick’s warm hands running over the skin of his torso, skin that seemed to be overheating itself. Once the kiss was broke Daniel took in a sharp yet shallow breath as Nick’s lips moved along his skin right before his shirt was removed.

 

Watching as Nick removed his own he wasn’t expecting the other man to grab his ass and hard lifting one of his legs so that it was level with the older man’s waist. Groaning as their bodies were once more pressed securely to each other, he could feel Nick’s arousal which only seemed to increase his own. Arms wrapping tightly around the other’s neck as their lips met again this time initiated by him. “Nick…” He whispered as his eyes opened just enough for the hazel color to be visible, “I love you… so much.” The words slipped from his lips. His mind completely unaware that he had said so out loud, his body seeming to be burning wherever they were touching.

 

"I need you..." Daniel suddenly whispered against Nick's neck, pressing his lips against the sensitive skin. He wanted to give himself to Nick, he wanted to be with the other man. His mind was completely focused on his current partner and the desires flooding his body.

[mik3la]

That was all that Nick needed to hear for him to lose himself in the moment. He let go of the boys leg and pulled him from the wall heading in the leaving room while still kissing Daniel. His hands moved towards the others pants trying to undo them till they reach the sofa where he pushed Daniel down, just so that he can undo his pants as well. He bend over to Daniel, starting kissing him again, moving slowly on the neck, further down to his chest and downer till he got to his waist where he bite a little on the side.

 

With very skilled hands he removed Daniels pants and boxers, starting to stroke the erected manhood that he boy already had. While his hand was moving up and down he started playing with Daniels nipples that were getting harder just like in between the legs. "Already this hard from just kissing" he whispered biting the neck than licking slowly till up his lips, breathing hard. "God how I want you" he growled between the kisses, moving his lower hand aside, spreading his but-cheeks playing with the small entrance until he entered on finger, preparing the boy.

[Sathenus]

Daniel didn’t try to break the kiss as he felt Nick’s hands move to his pants attempting to remove them as he was pulled towards the living room and out of the kitchen. He hadn’t expected to be suddenly pushed down onto the sofa a soft surprised gasp escaping him as he looked up at Nick watching as the other man removed his pants. A sound of approval escaped him when he saw what Nick had been hiding beneath his clothes, it was something he felt like Nick should be happy about. Kissing Nick back once more as their lips connected in yet another kiss. It wasn’t long before he felt the other’s lips moving down his neck and chest before they reached his hip where he bit a little bit.

 

A moment later his own pants and boxers were removed just for Nick to take his already hard cock in his hand. Moaning in encouragement as his cock was stroked he struggled to keep his hips still and not buck up into the touch. As his nipples were added to the mix his moans got louder, back arching as he pressed up into the touch. He couldn’t even deny Nick’s words if he tried, he had wanted to be with him this way for so long that just kissing him really had gotten him hard and wanting. The moment he felt Nick’s hand slip lower and start playing with his entrance he gasped and squirmed slightly underneath him right before the finger pushed inside.

 

A soft pleased sound escaped him as he tried to push himself further onto Nick’s finger, wanting and needing more from him. It didn’t matter that it was just one finger, having Nick touch his body like this was enough to make him feel like he was about to climax already. Reaching up he wrapped a gently arm around Nick’s neck, “Hurry…” He breathed out. His voice was needy and stating clearly that he wouldn’t be able to wait much longer.

[mik3la]

The urge in Daniels voice made him realize that he wasn't gonna hold on very much either. So he spread his legs, positioning himself at his entrance, moving slowly in, pushing all the way till it was all in, letting out a growl. Bending over, he was keeping his weight in his hands, starting to move in and out, feeling his entire body trembling, getting warmer with each move.

"Hold on to my neck" he whispered above Daniels lips, as he was leaning his forehead.

 

The rhythm was slow at the beginning, not wanting to hurt him, but after they both got used with the sensation and the pleasure was taking place, he started to move quicker, suppressing his moans by kissing the other. God it was feeling good. He only dreamed of being with Daniel like this. He never though it would be this good. One hand slipped down to grab Daniels cock, starting to rub it in the same rhythm as the pushing himself in the other.

 

"I love you" he kissed him passionate feeling his body tense little by little, feeling that he cannot hold on much longer. "I ... can't" he said breathless moving his hips even faster knowing that he will cum soon.

[Sathenus]

Groaning as he felt Nick start to push into him, Daniel arched his back at the feeling of being filled. It didn’t take long for him to feel Nick’s entire length buried inside of him, and that just pleased Daniel even more. The slow pace that they started with helped him adjust, Nick wasn’t the same size as Chris, in fact he felt like Nick was sinking deeper into him than Chris ever had which only succeeded in driving his body crazy. The whispered words to hold onto Nick’s neck made him reach up, wrapping his arms around the other man’s neck as he kept his gaze locked on Nick’s.

 

As the pace picked up even more pleasured moans escaped Daniel who couldn’t hold back his sounds of pleasure even if he tried. Even as they kissed he moaned into Nick’s lips, arms tightening around Nick’s neck as he felt his body tense up slightly. The pleasure was flooding his system, feeling the hand close around his cock and he gasped a soft whine following almost instantly. His insides started to clench around the cock buried inside of him as well, making it so he felt each thrust with a new intensity.

 

“I-I love you too.” Daniel managed to stutter out as his eyes finally drifted shut, a whine slipping out of him as he felt even Nick’s body begin to tense a little. As Nick moved faster, Daniel clung to him tighter struggling against his own pleasure before he felt himself release. A loud pleasured moan escaping him as his body shuddered and his insides seemed to clench around Nick buried inside of him as if his body was trying to make it so that Nick wouldn’t leave him. Something that Daniel wouldn’t completely argue with, even if he knew that they couldn’t stay like this forever.

 

His body felt great, eyes opening slowly as he looked up into Nick’s face. His body trembled slightly in the older man’s grip as he gave him a small smile, “I really wish we had done this sooner. You feel amazing.” He murmured softly.

[mik3la]

Feeling Daniel realize he did the same thing just seconds after because of the pressure the insides were giving him, making him lose control and climax with a growl. He left his body rest on Daniel, slipping out and bend over him, keeping his head on the others chest breathing hard. It really was intense. He looked up at the boy just when he spoke.

 

“I really wish we had done this sooner. You feel amazing.”

 

A small smile appeared on his face lifting himself a little to kiss Daniel again. "Same here babes" he grinned resting his head again on Daniel chest, trying to catch his breath. "This is just the beginning" he added shortly after he took a deep breath lifting himself, leaning on the sofa.

[Sathenus]

Groaning as he felt Nick release inside of him he felt his own body relax back against the sofa. Daniel tried to calm his quickened breathing as he felt Nick pull out of him, a soft sound escaping him as they broke apart. Reaching down he ran his hands gently through Nick’s hair, pleased to have him still so close to him. He really did wish that he had given Nick a chance like this sooner, but it also made him wonder if he had if he would have ever ended up with Chris. It was then of course that he realized how he had literally cheated on his brother, having sex with Nick like this and after Chris had gotten into an accident.

 

Before he could make himself feel guilty about his actions Nick was speaking drawing from his thoughts, a smile crossing his face as he watched Nick try to catch his breath as well. When he was told that this was just the beginning he watched Nick take a deep breath and lift himself up leaning against the sofa. “Hmm, if this is the beginning then I’m looking forward to what else we’ll do.” Daniel said with a smile truly interested in how things between him and Nick would turn out. Daniel also used this chance to look Nick over and enjoy the sight before him, the older man was highly attractive and everything about him just made Daniel want him more.

[mik3la]

“Hmm, if this is the beginning then I’m looking forward to what else we’ll do.”

 

Nick started laughing looking at the boy then bend over and kiss him again. "You're so insatiable" he said before getting up reaching out for Daniel. "Let's have a bath" he said waiting for the other to respond.

It was feeling too good to take a bath and remove the smell of Daniel from his skin. He waited so long for this to happened and now he was going to wash it away.

[Sathenus]

"You truly have no idea." Daniel replied with a small smirk. If Nick thought he was insatiable now, he knew the other man truly had no idea. His stamina when it came to sex was higher than most probably thought he was possible of. The hand being held towards him as Nick mentioned them taking a bath made him laugh softly as he reached out accepting the hand and rising to his own feet. "Lets." He agreed with a nod.

 

Daniel knew Nick's house enough to know where the bathroom was so he started off in that direction tugging on Nick's hand to make sure that he was following. "You're mine. I hope you know that." Daniel commented as they entered the bathroom. At this point he no longer cared that he also had Chris, Nick was his and he wasn't going to let him go. Even if he had to keep the details of his relationship with the older man hidden from his brother.

[mik3la]

Nick laugh seeing the other already in the front pulling him toward the bathroom. He knew the house like he was living here. That didn't mind him at all, on the contrary, it only made him love the other even more because he was leading the situations in his life and he didn't had to do all the work. The idea of him not knowing how insatiable he was, made him question how much didn't he knew about Daniel in that particular area.

"You're mine. I hope you know that."

"Already taking ownership. Now how are going to handle that because I'm not a very good listener" he said in a flirty tone as he was walking behind Daniel, amused by the possessive act of him. He never saw or hear the other ever saying to him that. Not even when they were together. Maybe this time was going to be different between them. Only time could tell.

[Sathenus]

Daniel enjoyed the privacy of being with Nick in the man's home, he knew the place like the back of his hand. It was great to not have to worry about whether or not someone was going to hear something or see something that they shouldn't. Leading the way into the bathroom Daniel glanced over his shoulder towards Nick when the man spoke. It made a smirk cross his face, "I'm sure I can think of different ways that would probably help with that." He replied in a teasing tone though he wasn't completely joking. He was sure there were different things he could do to consistently stake his claim when it came to Nick.

 

He had lost the other man once, he absolutely refused to lose him again. Whether that was to someone else, or because he stupidly gave him up. It wouldn't happen this time. Stopping once he stood before the tub he leaned up and pressed his lips back to Nick's, "I'll do whatever it takes to constantly remind you you're mine." He whispered his words sounding very much like a promise.

[mik3la]

"I'm sure I can think of different ways that would probably help with that."

 

"Oh ... so you're gonna train me to listen to you ... Hmmm ... Now that's interesting" he said being surprised again when the other took the initiative and turned kissing him, trying to make him understand the simple facts.

 

"I'll do whatever it takes to constantly remind you you're mine."

 

"whatever it takes?" he grinned devilish, wrapping his arms around the others waist keeping close. "Not that sounds tempting but I still wont be trained" he said winking at him, placing a kiss on Daniels lips, biting the lower lip sensually. "I think you will have to show me something to see if you have potential" he added letting him got checking the water as an excuse to ignore him, but just playing with him.

[Sathenus]

"Come now, don't count me out just yet." Daniel replied with a small smirk, he highly doubted Nick truly needed any training. Still, it was a very tempting offer to do so, and "train" the older man into knowing and accepting that he in a sense belonged to him. Daniel could certainly be possessive when it came to his partners, and there was absolutely no exception when it came to Nick. There was no way he was going to let anyone else come into the picture, even if it was the last thing he ever did.

 

"I think you like that idea to much." He commented noticing the way that Nick reacted to him saying he would do anything. "Show you something hmm?" Daniel repeated as she checked the water making sure it was the right temperature. Once he was satisfied he turned back to Nick and flashed a smile. "How about I just do something instead?" As he spoke he moved so he was positioned before Nick, and instead of leaning up to kiss him like he originally made it look he sank to his knees instead. Turning his attention to Nick's cock, reaching out he stroke it until the other's member was hard enough then leaned forward taking the whole thing into his mouth.

 

Humming softly around Nick's cock he started sucking and bobbing his head, this might not have been what Nick had expected but Daniel truly didn't care. He had kind of always wanted to do this for the other man, and he felt like Nick had set himself up for this. Their bath could wait, he was going to get what he wanted first.

[mik3la]

"How about I just do something instead?"

 

Before he could say anything when he turned he looked at Daniel at he was kneeling before him, making him gaze in surprise. no he isn't, but before his thought even ended Daniel already took him in his mouth making Nick lean heavily on the shower door. "D--Daniel ... wh-what ...ngh" he wanted to speak but the boy was way to good at what he was doing, so word weren't coming out anymore. He manage to shut him up. "Jesus .... fucking ... God!" he was growling in pleasure, letting his head lean on the door closing his eyes.

 

"Oh God!" he was moaning feeling like he was on going to explode. He place his hands on Daniel had trying to push him. "N-No .. Daniel .. I'm gonna cum" he said closing his eyes trying to hold himself back from it, not wanting to cum inside his mouth. Or Daniel wanted that? What was he up to? "Damn it!"

[Sathenus]

Pleased with the reactions he was pulling from Nick, Daniel continued working on him wanting to make him cum again. It didn't even matter that this was more than likely not what Nick had thought, when he was challenged Daniel would always step up to the plate. This might not "train" Nick into listening to him, but it would at least prove a point. Feeling the hands on his head he wasn't surprised that Nick tried to push him off of his cock, but it was with no success. Finally he released him having sensed he was close to his release, running his tongue over the whole length of Nick's cock as he smirked up at the older man.

 

"Come on now, Nick. Don't refuse to give me my reward for making you feel good." Daniel replied as he leaned forward to take him back into his mouth. Why else would he give the other man a blowjob? Obviously he wanted to taste him and bring him off. It seemed so obvious to him as he reached up, running his hand gently over Nick's inner thigh trying to coax him to his release.

[mik3la]

"Come on now, Nick. Don't refuse to give me my reward for making you feel good."

 

Nick leaned back on the shower door, keeping his eyes closed breathing harder and harder feeling his entire body hot and trembling. Who was this person in front of him? He never expected that Daniel would do this to him. Well, maybe the old Daniel. He just loved the new Daniel better.

 

"Jesus Daniel" he moaned almost getting there step by step. The way he was taking it was amazing. It didn't last long and he climax, growling in pleasure opening his eyes afterwards looking at Daniel, seeing him a little blurry. "Fuck it ... You'r amazing" he said in a breath, trying to calm his breathing rhythm.