A Forbidden Attraction (18+)(Private)

[mik3la]

"You have such a dirty mind in the morning.""You're also really bold in the morning."

 

"Hmm ... your body thinks otherwise" he said laying a kiss on the boys neck breathing deep the perfume. "I like how you try so hard to deny what your body wants" he whispered laying another kiss on the shoulder moving his hand down to the boys abdomen, slipping it under the fabric of the shirt. "Don't forget .... your body belongs to me" he added grabbing the boys waist softly than reliesing it.

 

Getting off the boy he stretched his muscles and started looking for new clean clothes. "I will take a shower first" he said while was unlocking his door and open it to head to the bathroom.

 

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On the other side, Nick was trying to ignore the alarm of his clock or at lease snooze it for the moment. He was tired. Only a few hours of sleep weren't enough and were making Nick grumpy in the morning. He threw his phone on the other side of the room annoyed of the sound and tuck himself under the blanket trying to sleep more.

[Sathenus]

Daniel didn't respond as he felt Chris' lips on his neck. What was he supposed to say? He knew his body thought otherwise, that it was reacting despite what his brain was telling it to do. There was no denying it. Those lips pressing against his shoulder in a kiss as he felt his brother's hand slip beneath his shirt only made it harder to get his body under control. He hadn't expected what Chris said next, his face blushing a dark red. Remember the first time he had ever heard such words from his brother. It was really hard to try to argue otherwise as Chris got up and moved to the door unlocking it to go shower.

 

He didn't move. Staying where he was for a little while as he tried to get ahold of his body again. Taking in a deep breath he let it out in a sigh. "Fuck..." He groaned realizing just how much his body had started to react to Chris. Running a hand through his hair he tried to relax a little. Waiting for Chris to finish with his shower so that he could take one himself.

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Louis woke to his alarm with a groan. His head pounding telling him he was hungover. It had been a while since he had so much to drink. Sitting up he realized he was once more covered in a blanket. Something he was again sure he had not done before falling asleep. That had to mean that Nick had covered him up whenever he had gotten back. 'So even when he's mad at me he can't help but be a nice guy...' Shaking his head he got up and in the shower. Letting the water help wake him up more. After his shower he had a nice cup of coffee to help with his pounding head before he realized that he still had no sign of Nick yet.

 

Despite knowing he should leave him alone he moved over to where the bedroom was and knocked on the door. "Nick?" He called pausing for a moment to wait for an answer. "Come on, you need to get up and get showered we have to pack and get ready to go. There is coffee made." He added after hearing a few soft sounds telling him that Nick had at the very least moved a bit even if he hadn't answered him the first time.

[mik3la]

Chris took his time enjoying the hot water. Surely he did had to take care of his little problem in between his legs before it was even more unbearable. He wanted his brother so much and he hated that the boy was trying to resist when his body was already giving in. Sighing he manage to relax again and changed his clothes. Once he dried his hair he moved out and head to the kitchen.

"Bathroom is empty" he shouted to Daniel as he was passing his room to let him know that he can go in.

in the mean time he settle in the kitchen to prepare some breakfast for them both.

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Nick mumbled some incorrigible words and he was turning from side to side when he heard Louis's voice behind the door. sighing he lifted himself on the edge of the bed, feeling his head exploding. He should remember not to drink again that much. Ever. Taking a towel he opened the door with a grumpy face and went straight to the shower, ignoring the other. He wasn't in the mood of having a conversation yet.

[Sathenus]

Daniel waited until he was told he could shower before gathering a change of clothes and heading into the bathroom. Taking a colder shower he allowed the cold water to calm his body. Leave it to Chris to get it aching for something he just couldn't give his brother right now. It made him wish that Nick was here, at least his body would get the relieve it wanted in a form of what it was aching for. Then again, if Nick was home would Chris have even done what he had this morning? Even though it was a bold move his brother hadn't made any super big move. Just resting his body over his, and pressing his lips against his neck and shoulder. He was a bit upset that it was all it took to turn him on. His brother's body against his and lips on his neck.

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Louis was neither surprised by the expression Nick had on his face, nor the way the man moved right past him and into the bathroom without so much as a word. Rolling his eyes he moved to his own bags to get packed up so they could leave with plenty of time. That and it kept him busy, so he hopefully wouldn't think about Nick and what had happened at the restaurant last night.

[mik3la]

As he finished the breakfast he looked up his phone and check some details in his schedule in order to be free today. He thought again of what happened for a few minutes in his room. Daniels body was still remembering him, longing for him but Daniel was too stubborn to admit that he was his and not Nicks. He just had to figure it out how to make those two break so that he can have Daniel all for himself again.

 

He sat at the table and started eating since the other was delaying. He was too hungry to wait in vain for the other. Who knew how long would it take for him to come downstairs.

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After showering and changing his clothes, he went and sat starting to drink from his coffee. He really needed. His head was hurting like hell. He would never drink like that again. That was too much for him to handle, even if he remembers everything.

"Sorry for yesterday...." he said taking a bite from a croissant. "I stepped the line and i pushed you too much" he added taking a sip from his coffee keeping his gaze away from Louis.

[Sathenus]

Daniel took his time and it did take him awhile before he was out and dressed. Not caring that his hair was still a little damp as he went downstairs to see what his brother was up to. He found Chris sitting at the table eating. Daniel hoped that he had spent enough time under the cold water to make it so that his body wasn't so quick to react to being near the older man. As much as he did love Chris, and as much as his body seemed to ache for him he still had to be loyal to Nick. Nick was currently his boyfriend after all, and he was very excited to see him later that day. Not to mention to tell him how much he had missed him. Still, he practically had the whole day to spend with Chris first.

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Louis didn't look up as Nick entered the room and grabbed some coffee. He just continued making sure he had all of his stuff packed. He didn't even bother to thank him again for covering him up last night despite knowing it had been Nick who had done so. Instead he just ignored the other's presence. At least until Nick spoke, finally apologizing and admitting that he had crossed the line and gone to far. Sighing he stared at his suitcase for a moment before he finally spoke himself. "I just don't understand why you can't leave it be. You're a nice guy, Nick, but you don't need to know everything about me. Just accept that I can be nice at times." He said. His voice was soft, and he hoped his tone would make it so Nick wouldn't get mad or argue with him.

[mik3la]

"I just liked more the real you and not the jerk you" he said letting the food on the table sighing and looking outside the window. "But i guess i have to accept how you are" he added turning his gaze to Louis putting up a faded smile after sighing. Looking at the time he got up from the chair and was heading to the dorm. "I'll finish packing in a few moments than we can go" he said passing the other to the room starting to pack all in his case.

 

It was like he didn't want to leave, at least not yet because he was afraid of meeting Daniel. This weekend he kind of realize that Daniel was intoxicating him. It wasn't love apparently, it was more like an obsession for him because of their past and how things ended and the fact that he couldn't get over it. But now ... he wasn't sure about his feelings anymore.

[Sathenus]

Louis sighed, rubbing his face for a moment. "Had it ever occurred to you that as long as you didn't push it that you might see more of it?" Louis did show that side to people he felt comfortable with, but it was hard for him to show it to anyone who then tried to press him about who he was lying underneath the asshole. He had gotten comfortable enough with Nick to show him a bit more of who he was hiding beneath, and by doing so he had been pushed further than he could accept. Hearing Nick say he was going to pack Louis just nodded and went back to packing his own things.

 

It didn't take him long to finish getting packed up before he decided to relax on the couch and watch some TV until Nick was ready to go. He was happy that the other had apologized for what had happened last night but he knew that it might have been a bit unwillingly. It made him wonder what was on Nick's mind though, he had noticed the look on his face as he went back to the bedroom to pack. It was like there was something weighing heavily on his mind when it came to leaving.

[mik3la]

"So ... what do you want to do today?" he asked his brother drinking from his juice glass. He wanted to spend the time with his brother as much as possible. he remembered that today Nick was coming back so that meant that Daniel was going to be a little too excited for his taste.

 

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As soon as he finished he took his case along with his jacket and returned in the living room. "I'm ready" he said waiting for Louis to take his bag and head downstairs. "Can we grab something to eat first?" he said looking at Louis , pleading him for something urgently to eat. His stomach was hurting like hell.

[Sathenus]

"I don't know... maybe watch a movie or something." Daniel was so excited for Nick to come back that he really wasn't up to doing too much today. Wanting to either be home or close enough to home that he could quickly get home if needed. He of course didn't know when exactly Nick was coming back and that only seemed to add to his anticipation. Looking towards Chris as he got some food for himself he spoke. "Was there something you wanted to do today?" He asked wondering if Chris had something in mind before even asking him what he wanted to do.

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"Hmm? Yeah I suppose we can stop somewhere on the way and get something to eat. We do have some time to kill before we need to get to the airport." Louis replied as he grabbed his things and moved towards the door so they could check out and head out. "Let's get going then. Anything in particular you are in the mood for?" He asked as he stepped out of the room and waited for Nick to join him.

[mik3la]

"Don't have something in particular in mind ... a movie sounds good" he added smiling finishing his food and gathering all setting the in the sink. He wasn't in the mood of washing them so he left them there. "I will check to see what we still haven't seen" he added heading in the living room, looking through the DVD's.

 

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"Just food" he added carrying his bag down in the lobby and waiting outside for a taxi. Today was the day he will have to talk with Daniel about their relationship. It could get ugly, but he had to have the talk with the boy. All this running around was too much for him, and after all that happened, it seems that he just couldn't get in between the two of them. They had something special, something that was strong. What they had was beautiful but not strong enough to overcome obstacles.

 

Thinking about Chris and how the other got his memory back, and the fact that even with memory lost he still had feelings for his brother that had to mean something. His head hurt and the fact that he was hungry wasn't helping him much. He sat silent, lost in his thoughts.

[Sathenus]

“Sounds good.” Daniel replied with a small smile watching Chris go off into the living room. Finishing eating he took his time, but it still wasn’t long before he joined his brother in the living room and settled on the couch pulling a blanket over his lap to get comfortable. Pulling his legs up underneath him and getting ready to settle down for them to watch a movie. “If you can’t find one that we haven’t seen yet we can watch one of your favorites.” Daniel said as he leaned back against the couch waiting for Chris to put in a movie and join him. He was in an oddly cuddly mood despite how excited he was for Nick to come home. There was part of him that hoped his brother wouldn’t mind.

 

Once his brother had chosen a movie and had put it into the DVD player he waited for Chris to join him on the couch. Shifting closer to his brother when he had. Daniel knew he had to keep this brotherly, so he was careful with how he placed himself against his brother.

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“That’s a rather vague response.” Louis replied as he followed Nick to the lobby and outside to get into their taxi. Once they loaded their bags and got into it he relaxed back against the seat. “There are a couple of nice places we can grab something to eat at the airport.” He said glancing towards the other man. It was clear to him that there was something on the other man’s mind and there were numerous reasons for that. So after a moment he glanced back towards his traveling companion. Even after last night he felt like he should say something.

 

“Mind sharing what’s on your mind?” He was careful with his tone. Making it clear Nick did not have to tell him anything. The last thing Louis wanted to do was somehow upset the other again. They had argued enough and said enough harsh things to each other for this trip. He wanted a peaceful end, but he knew something was weighing heavily on Nick’s mind.

[mik3la]

"Let's watch 'The Mummy" he said setting the DVD in the device and sitting next to Daniel. Taking the remote he pushed play and waited for the movie to begin. "Its been a while since i saw this. It will be funny" he added smiling like a kind.

As the boy was trying to keep his actions and be just a brother.

 

Sighing he just sat there and looked at the movie. He decided to do no action towards his brother unless the other will ask him to. Till then, he will try his best to contain himself.

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Nick was drawn back to reality from his mind by the question the other asked him. He didn't want to talk about because he didn't want to argue with Louis. Although the other would tell him that he was doing the right thing finally or making fun of him. "Nothing in particular. Just spacing out" he added shortly turning his gaze back outside the window. "Just anxious of getting home" he sigh.

[Sathenus]

Since Chris seemed to be behaving himself, Daniel felt like he no longer had to worry about his brother trying something with him if he relaxed and cuddled with the older man like he wanted. Shifting he leaned into his brother's side, pulling the blanket in a way that made it so it covered his brother's lap as well. Snuggling into the other's side a little he let out a happy sound. It didn't even matter to him that they were watching 'The Mummy'. It just seemed nice to be able to spend time with his brother like this and not really have to feel like something had to happen between them. He truly felt relaxed and at peace, his mind even able to get away from the fact that Nick was coming home.

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Nodding Louis didn't speak anymore just letting it go. He knew Nick wasn't being completely honest with him, but there was no point trying to get more information out of him right now. Instead he turned his own gaze to his window and before long they made it to the airport. After they got their bags checked and he checked to see how much time they still had -well over an hour before the plane even arrived- he turned his gaze back to Nick. "Let's go get some food while we wait." With that he lead the way through the airport until he found a nice little restaurant that smelled really great. Already having passed others that he didn't deem good enough.

[mik3la]

Nick fallowed the other in silence. He was trying to be more enthusiastic but it was hard. He was about to break up with the one that he loved for so much but he just couldn't handle everything anymore. He sat at the table and started looking through the menu, reading the lines of food, feeling his stomach growl again.

 

"I'll take the vienez steak with pommes and a glass of wine" he said looking at Louis smiling than checking his phone biting his lip. Sighing he put it back in his backpack and started looking around.

[Sathenus]

Louis noticed that Nick was being rather quiet again but he didn’t press it this time. After last night, and despite the apology he was going to give the other more space. At least for a little while. Looking over the menu he glanced up when he heard Nick tell him what he wanted a small smile crossing his own face at the smile on Nick’s. “Alright, but only one glass of wine, we have a flight we have to sit through after all.” He replied as he leaned back against his seat.

 

When the waitress came by he let Nick order first before deciding that he was just going to go with a light chicken gnocchi soup and some bread sticks and a glass of wine himself. Once the waitress left to place their order and had taken the menu’s he turned back to Nick. “Alright. Spit it out, what’s wrong? You keep staring at your phone and you have barely spoken all morning.”

[mik3la]

“Alright. Spit it out, what’s wrong? You keep staring at your phone and you have barely spoken all morning.”

 

Nick sighed when Louis talked. He didn't want to say anything that was on his mind but apparently he had to say something otherwise Louis wouldn't let the subject drop. "I thought about all that happened ...." he started playing with the tissue on the table. "About what happened between me and Daniel .... him and Chris ... and ... this weekend" he continued closing his eyes for a brief second than open them and looked at Louis. "And I've come to the conclusion of breaking up with Daniel after we arrive home" he finished moving his gaze back to the tissue. "That's what was bothering me all this time" he added sighing again.

 

It was exhausted trying to keep Daniel on his side when obviously he loved Chris more even though he said he loved him too. But he wasn't the kind of person to share what was his. Yes, he was selfish. And what he had in mind was cruel, but otherwise Daniel wouldn't think he is serious. He would have to take Louis with him when he will do that.

 

"And ... in this case I would have a request for you. That you come with me when I do so" he added looking at him.

[Sathenus]

Louis listened as Nick spoke, explaining to him what was on his mind, about Daniel the boy's brother and this weekend. It made him raise an eyebrow that apparently it had taken Nick a weekend away to figure all of this out and decide that upon returning he wanted to break up with the younger boy. Though Louis couldn't say he was completely surprised, especially considering he had been pushing for that very outcome since he had met Nick last weekend when they went camping. But... what did surprise him was how quickly the other man came around to the idea. That and hearing that Nick apparently wanted him to be present when he did so.

 

"You want me... to be there when you break up with Daniel?" He repeated hoping Nick would hear where that sounded completely wrong. As much as Louis was not going to complain, and would be there if Nick wanted he wanted the other man to realize what he was doing. Not just in the way he said it but in how it would appear for him to be there. There was no doubt that Daniel would take it serious that Nick was breaking up with him, but Louis felt like his presence would make the young teen see it more as if he was the reason that Nick was doing so. Granted that probably wasn't completely wrong, but they had only been going out for about two weeks.

 

After a moment he shrugged, "I'll be there if you really want me to be. But don't be surprised if he thinks that I'm the reason you're breaking up with him."

[mik3la]

Nick started laughing hearing the other surprised at his words. Damn, he was surprised of himself which was worst. After so little time away he decided to end everything he fight for the past years. Was he in his real minds? No he thinks not, but he needed a break. He needed to be detached from the other to figure things out. For this 2 days he figure it out that maybe he doesn't love him that much, and vice versa.

 

"I'll be there if you really want me to be. But don't be surprised if he thinks that I'm the reason you're breaking up with him."

 

"I really hope so" he said sighing. "Otherwise he wouldn't believe me" he added smiling in the corner of his mouth trying to act cool.

[Sathenus]

Louis was stunned again, hearing Nick say that he hoped Daniel did think he was the reason they were breaking up. To think that Nick thought the younger male wouldn't believe him if he did it without him there. He tried to think that over for a moment, Nick wanted him there, to drive home the fact that he really was breaking up with him. Louis could only imagine how much that would end up hurting the boy. Having never been broken up with, he had never grown so attached to one person. He could only begin to imagine what the other was going to think when they both showed up just for Nick to break up with him. Part of him honestly felt a little bad for the kid, especially after the past two weeks and how hard Nick had fought with him about their relationship.

 

He didn't say any of this though as their food arrived and was placed on the table before them. He didn't understand why Nick wanted to suddenly break of something he had been fighting so hard for. But, he also knew that pressing for more information may only end up in him getting yelled at again and them fighting again. "Well... like I said. I'll be there if you really want me to be." He said taking a bit of his soup and humming his approval. It really was great, and it was nice to have a good hot meal before they got on their plane. The rest of their meal seemed to pass relatively silently. Lous was glad he had gotten what was bothering Nick out of him. A few hours passed before they made their way to their terminal to board their plane and head home.

[mik3la]

Nick smiled at Louis for his understanding and also the fact that he didn't continued asking him other questions. He would sound crazy after all that happened between him and Louis and the fact that they were that much of friends, and also the fact that he wanted to let go of the guy who he loved and tried so hard to keep by his side and had argued and fight with Louis about. It was all strange, but after this weekend he kind of figured out that maybe it was the best way. He kind of figure it out that for him it started to be like an obsession and he didn't want to end in that situation. He was a grown up and had to understand when he had to stop fooling himself. The love chapter between him and Daniel ended long ago, what happened for the past weeks it was just an attempt to retrieve old memories and emotions that didn't pass right in the present.

 

When the food came, the meal was silently and he really enjoyed it. His stomach was grateful for the feast and was ready to calm down in order for him to have a nice flight back. After they were finished the moved to the boarding gate and got in the plane. In 1 hour they were back home and back to reality. The flight was light, with small turbulence but Nick started to be alright and not panic any more. Once they landed they got their bags and went outside to get a cab.

 

"Thanks again for the hard work on this project" said Nick smiling looking for a cab to get home.

[Sathenus]

The flight home wasn't bad and he could see how Nick wasn't panicking on the flight like he had on their way to london for their meeting. It was nice to see how much calmer the man was at this point. Relaxing back against his seat he read a book the whole trip back. When they got back home he followed Nick to get their luggage and back outside for a taxi. Glancing towards him as he was thanked for the hard work he had put into the project. "You don't have to thank me for that, Nick. It was my job after all, and no matter how I act outside of work I always will take my work seriously." Sure he had liked to tease Nick and make things a bit more difficult for him, but Louis truly did take his work very seriously. It was after all what paid his bills.

 

Glancing towards Nick he spoke, "So... when did you want to break the news to your boyfriend?" There was still a part of louis that felt really bad about what was going to happen. But Nick was doing what was best for him, and that was really what mattered here.

[mik3la]

"Not sure yet" he sighed and look back at him. "I didn't thought about that yet" he laughed nervously scratching the back of his head."I think the best it would be after we see each other at least one more time. I'm also not sure if having you along with me is a good idea" he added looking at the ground. "I don't know anything right now" he added feeling his heart hurt and in the grave with this situation. "I will figure it these days" he put up a small smile holding his back pack better.

 

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Chris enjoyed the movie and of course the company. Even though he didn't do anything it was a relaxing moment. "Now this i enjoyed" he said lifting himself from the sofa stretching his muscle. The door opened and let in their parents. "Hei mom, dad" he said joyful.

"Hello darling" said his mother.

"How are you feeling son?" asked his father as he was leaving his jacket.

"I'm back" he grinned at them lifting his hands inviting them to a hug.

"Are you serious?" said their mother running to her son and hugging him real tight."I'm so happy ... Oh my God! Thank you!!" started the lady crying.

"Come on mom. Stop crying now" said Chris laughing.

"His right women. We schould celebrate, not crying" said his father hugging his son once his wife let go of him. "I say we make a barbeque in the backyard"

"That's a great idea dad" said Chris smiling. He really missed the old guys.

[Sathenus]

Louis watched Nick as he spoke telling him he wasn't sure when he was going to do it. "Well... don't hold off for to long or it's just going to hurt even more." He wasn't just talking about it hurting Nick more, he also meant it was going to hurt Daniel more the longer the other man waited. "Well, if you do decide you still want me to be there when you do it then give me a call. It's not like you don't have my number." Louis commented, "I'll see you later." Giving Nick a smile he moved off to one of the taxis that had shown up and slipped into giving the man his address.

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Daniel smiled at Chris as his brother slipped off of the couch and stretched. He stretched himself a little before relaxing back on the couch. When the door open he shifted on the couch to watch the greeting between his parents and Chris a small smile crossing his face. It was pleasant to see them all together again like that, even if it also meant that his brother remembered being adopted. That was something he'd just have to come to terms with.

 

Hearing his father suggest they have a BBQ in the backyard he rested himself back against the couch once more and pressed the button to eject the movie they had been watching. Getting up he took the DVD and put it back in the case before putting it away waiting for their parents to head into the kitchen he moved over to Chris. "I'm really glad that you're back to yourself." He said softly setting a gentle hand on Chris' arm.

[mik3la]

Chris looked at Daniel smiling happy. He really missed this family gatherings, and it was quite some time since they made a BBQ in the back yard. "I'm glad too" he said wrapping his arm around Daniels waist, getting him closer and kissing him on the cheek, than he went to help his father preparing the grill.

"Daniel would you help me dear preparing the meat?" said his mother heading to kitchen , looking in the fridge and handing him the meat for the grill.

 

It was like a normal day for their family. An afternoon that they could spend together like a normal family. Chris was outside preparing the grill with his father laughing on internal jokes. They were bonding, a thing that they didn't do it in a long time. A family time.

 

Nick on the other side, had to report his father and give him the documents that they closed back in London with the company. Sitting in the office for a few hours and presenting all the information's about the job they did and the fact that they closed the deal, his father pat him on the should giving him a formal smile and left him alone. Sighing as the door closed, Nick was feeling more alone than ever. A nostalgic feeling caught him as he was looking outside the window.

 

There was still 2 weeks till Christmas, the season of family bonding and festive days celebrating them together. But as the period was getting closed the more alone Nick was feeling. He thought that maybe this year was going to be different, but apparently not. He laughed at his thought. "Alone again for Christmas" he said thinking about the movie 'Home alone for Christmas' which made him always relate with the actor. He was crazy when he was a child and did some of the stuff like the actor, but as time went by and he grew up, he stopped doing anything and just watching the movies all by himself. It became so a tradition for him to watch those movies.

 

As he finished his job at the office he went home. On his way he message Daniel. 'just got back. I went to the office to let some papers for dad and now i'm heading home. Wanna hang out latter at my place?' he asked driving his way home, wishing for things to sort out.