Turning Tides (Zombie and Sathenus) [18+]

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Lance frowned slightly at his boyfriend's response. "But relaxing with you is so much nicer. Plus, I don't have to worry about keeping you entertained. It's a pleasure for me to make sure you're happy here. I want you to only be happy when you're with me, you know?" He sighed out, leaning into the kiss nevertheless. "But I want to spend all the time with you. It's so much nicer to wake up with you in my bed than it is to wake up alone... I'll be so lonely." He spoke quietly, gently kissing his lover's forehead.

 

Lance watched sadly as his boyfriend got out of the bed after having finished eating. He put the tray away and got out himself, pulling Nathan close by his waist to kiss him. "I'll lend you something to wear then." He muttered out, kissing down his neck softly, his touches nothing but loving and caring. He didn't want to let go of his boyfriend... At all. But duty was calling. And, well, a man in his position couldn't just skip work. Lance pulled back reluctantly to pull out a hoodie and a pair of skinny jeans. "They might be a little bit baggy, but it's only for the trip. I still think you should have some clothes here. In case you decide to stay one night without having planned ahead."

 

Lance let out a light smile, taking Nathan's chin for yet another kiss. He really couldn't get enough of him. "I'm going to be thinking of you all day." He muttered out with a soft, sad sigh. "I'll call you after work. Okay? So I can at least hear your voice at the end of the day." Lance murmured, slowly sliding his hand down his side. "I love you." He muttered out with a soft smile, finally pulling back to allow his boyfriend to get dressed. He himself put on his usual black suit, tying a dark red tie around his neck as well. He really hoped he wouldn't end up bloodying his white shirt today. So many shirts had already been ruined.

[Sathenus]

Nathan had to stop the sigh from escaping him when he heard his boyfriend speak. He didn't really understand why Lance had to make this difficult. "It's only for a few nights. Besides, we just spent the past two days together. You won't miss me that much." Nathan replied as he took the clothes offered to him. He kinda hoped that Lance wouldn't catch on to the fact that he had admitted he planned on spending more than just tonight at home. In the end he didn't feel like Lance would truly miss him that much. It was only a couple of nights, he didn't see what the big deal was. It wasn't like they wouldn't talk, he just wouldn't be spending the night with him.

 

The kisses being trailed down his neck made him sigh and lean into Lance's touch. Such touches and actions he was certainly getting used to. As he was slipping into the clothes that had been offered to him he heard his boyfriend mention once more having some of his clothes here. 'I don't think we are ever truly going to come to an agreement on this.' He thought to himself glancing back towards the other man. It didn't take him long to slip into the clothes and sure enough they were a little big. In the end he truly didn't mind, and he was still intent on holding his ground on this topic. "I'll just have to plan ahead next time." Nathan responded as he slipped on his shoes.

 

Returning the kiss his eyes drifted shut, it was easy to lose himself in such a moment. When it was broken he found himself truly pleased to know he'd be on the other man's mind all day. Even if they didn't quite see eye to eye on everything. "I'll be sure to keep my phone charged and by my side." Nathan said giving Lance a smile. He'd be sure he was there to answer the phone when Lance called, it only seemed fair. "I love you too." It was true, Nathan really did love Lance. Even if they didn't always agree, but what type of relationship would it be if they always agreed with each other? He didn't think it would be a very good or interesting one. Watching as the other man got dressed he smiled slightly looking him over.

 

Lance truly did look good in a suit, that was something that just couldn't be ignored. Not like he thought the other man ever looked bad. He couldn't remember a time that he didn't think his boyfriend looked handsome and pulled off whatever he was wearing. "You really do look amazing in that." His words were soft but he was sure that Lance had heard him. It wasn't the first nor the last time he'd compliment him on how he looked. Pushing those thoughts from his mind he started towards the bedroom door, "I guess we should get going. I don't want to make you late."

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Lance stopped immediately after hearing what his boyfriend said. "A few nights?" He asked, quietly, with a voice of betrayal. "What do you mean a few? I... I understand one night, maybe two, at most, but... Nathan, I want you to be with me. Please don't do this to me. Please. If you don't like it in my apartment, I can come over to yours, but don't shut me out..." He pleaded softly, reaching over to grip his hand lightly. He felt like his boyfriend was trying to get away from him. It really brought out all of his insecurities.

 

A soft sigh parted his lips as he looked down at the floor, looking a bit defeated. He completely brushed off the compliment he got, instead turning to walk towards the door - not without offering his hand out to Nathan first. "I don't think I can spend a day without you." He muttered out quietly, beginning to head to his garage. "You say you love me, but you're willing to spend so much time without me... I just... I-I don't understand, Nathan. Aren't you happy with me? I do whatever makes you happy, I can do more if you want anything. I'd sacrifice everything for you." He looked at his boyfriend before stepping in the car. "You do understand that... Right? Please. One night apart is enough. Tomorrow I can spend the night at your house... Please." He nearly begged, looking right into Nathan's eyes. He would not spend time away from his boyfriend. If he needed to fake a reason for it, he would.

 

If just begging didn't work out, Lance knew what he could do to gain Nathan's love unconditionally. He couldn't be left alone if he broke a bone, right? Hell, even twisting his foot would be enough. He'd need a lot of help around the house, and who would be better for the task than his loving boyfriend? Lance gently brought his hand to his cheek, leaning in for a quick kiss. "I don't want to let you go, kitten." He muttered out against his lips, rather sadly. He also didn't want him to be touched by other people, but... Maybe he wouldn't mention it this time.

[Sathenus]

Glancing towards Lance when he spoke a small frown crossed Nathan's face. He felt like Lance was taking this way out of proportion. "It's not that I don't like your apartment, I love spending time with you here. But... I mean we both need space Lance." Nathan replied trying to think this through. It was hard for him to keep his tone soft, especially with how his boyfriend was taking it. Suddenly he felt like even one day to himself was something he just wasn't allowed. Being mainly independent meant he didn't take this news to well. Sure he loved his boyfriend, but every couple spent days apart. They were just that after all, boyfriends.

 

Noticing the defeated look that crossed his boyfriend's face made him feel terrible. He hadn't meant to hurt Lance, he honestly didn't think much about the way his words would have affected him. Following him towards the door and then to the garage he listened as Lance spoke. "Of course I'm happy with you. It's just... I mean we are just dating we don't have to spend every day together." He tried again to convince the older man. In the end he felt like this was a loosing battle. Nothing he said would convince Lance to see things his way. The begging was breaking him down. Unable to take anymore when his boyfriend mentioned spending the night with him tomorrow. Giving a small encouraging smile he spoke, "You know what? That sounds great. I'd love to have you spend tomorrow night with me at my place."

 

Of course Nathan knew he was weak for giving it. It as always hard for him to stand his ground when it came to Lance. But, he figured at least he had tonight to himself. He'd have to prepare his apartment for Lance tomorrow but that wouldn't be to bad. Nathan appreciated the quick kiss allowing him to relax for now. "You just have to make it through tonight." He responded with a grin. Then he leaned back in his seat and buckled up. Mind racing, trying to figure out how he could possible entertain Lance at his apartment. It wasn't remotely like his boyfriend's.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Lance actually breathed out in relief when Nathan agreed to letting him spend a night at his place instead. "Thank you so much, baby." He whispered, pressing a loving kiss to his lips before getting into the car. The man let out a small smile at the comment, reaching over to lightly stroke his thigh. "I'll just fantasize about tomorrow night. I love you, kitten." He murmured, leaning in close to gently peck his cheek before leaning back against his seat, buckling in and starting the engine. Before he got to work, he dropped off his boyfriend, reminded him to wait for his phone call, and only then drove off.

 

By the time he finally got home it was well past midnight. He was exhausted... There was nothing he would have liked more than relax with his lover, but he wasn't there. The man changed into his sleeping clothes, staring at his phone for a while before picking it up and calling Nathan. He wondered if the guy would even pick up this late... Logically thinking, even if he didn't, he would probably be sleeping. Of course, when it came to his boyfriend, Lance couldn't think logically. If he didn't pick up he was either hurt or with another man. There was no other explanation, after all. The man got into his bed, propping himself against the pillow as he waited for his boyfriend to pick up. He wouldn't stop calling until he got an answer.

 

"Hi, babe... I miss you so much. I'm sorry for calling this late, but I just got back and... I really didn't want to go to sleep without hearing your voice first. Did I wake you?" He spoke tiredly into his phone, closing his eyes. He had an especially tiring day today, he was so stressed. Lance was sure that first thing tomorrow he would actually go to a spa, at least revitalize his body a bit. Maybe his boyfriend would like to join?.. "I'm thinking of hitting up a spa, maybe a sauna tomorrow morning... Do you wanna join?"

[Sathenus]

Nathan spent the rest of the day cleaning up his apartment for when Lance would be coming over the next day. Doing his laundry and making sure he had everything taken care of. Still, the day seemed to pass slowly and by the time night had fallen he truly was exhausted. Showering he changed into a pair of shorts and a tank top to sleep in. Climbing in to bed he set his charged phone on his pillow. Head having barely hit his pillow before he was out. Sleeping like a rock until his phone started ringing beside his head. Murmuring softly he rolled over not truly realizing what it was.

 

Not sure how long it had been ringing for before it finally stirred him enough to get him to reach for it. Blearily he looked at the screen as he slid it down to answer the call. "Hello?" he said to tired to have realized it was Lance's number. That familiar voice was enough as he sank back into his pillows. Eyes drifting shut again, "Kinda." Nathan murmured at the question. He had been woken up by the call but he wasn't going to make a big deal out of it. Starting to doze on the phone he had to wake himself a few times. The question of if he wanted to join his boyfriend tomorrow for a spa or sauna he remained silent for awhile.

 

His brain taking longer to truly understand what he was being asked. When he did he rubbed at his eyes. "I'm not really a spa kinda guy." he replied. Spa's had never been his type of thing. Then again he had never really had the money to enjoy it either. "Why don't you go. Relax. I'll have a nice meal prepared for you here when you are done." He said after a moment of silence. Nathan didn't want Lance to think he didn't want to spend time with him. At the same time he didn't really want to go to the spa either. So, why not fix his boyfriend a nice meal to come over to? He figured it was the least he could do since the older man had been cooking for him lately.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Lance frowned when Nathan refused to go with him. Even if he was alone, he still wanted to express his dissatisfaction in all ways possible. "Please." He whined playfully, letting out a quiet chuckle. "How about... We both go to the spa, and then we make a meal together. That could be so much fun, don't you think?" Lance spoke in a still-tired voice, letting his head rest against the pillows as he let out a wide yawn.

 

"C'mon, it'll be really relaxing... Just imagine getting a good, long massage, having your skin treated and loved, soaking in a Jacuzzi for some time... Babe, if you don't go with me, you'll seriously regret it, cause I'll be boasting about that all day long." Lance laughed, his eyes sliding closed as he brought the blanket over his body. "I'll come pick you up. Can't wait to see you already." In the end, he didn't give Nathan any choice. They were going to the spa together and that was it. He always got what he wanted, after all... Besides, he couldn't imagine anyone who really wouldn't want to have a whole day for themselves. It was such a wonderful thing. Lance himself enjoyed a good treatment at a spa at least once every two weeks or so. If his work got too stressful, he went there even more often. Sure, it cost some money, but it was worth every cent.

[Sathenus]

His tired mind tried desperately to find a way out of going to the spa with Lance. By the time he opened his mouth to speak his boyfriend had already hung up not remotely giving him a chance. Sighing he hung up on his end as well and placed his phone on the nightstand. Rolling over to go back to sleep. Of course he wasn't pleased with the outcome of the call. When he woke up in the morning he groaned as he pushed himself up to get out of bed. Showering he changed into a fresh pair of clothes. Slipping into a pair of navy skinny jeans and a plain black t-shirt. After getting dressed he just hung around his apartment, watching TV and occasionally munching on something.

 

He's noticed that's been a habit of his for awhile. When bored or just unsure of what to do he'll snack. Numerous times he caught himself doing it for those various reasons and put the snacks away. Stretching himself out on his couch he let his eyes drift shut. Mornings without Lance really was... strange. After the past two days staying with his boyfriend he had gotten to used to seeing him lying beside him when he woke up. Oddly that meant he didn't know what to do with his time making for a boring and uneventful morning.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Lance let himself sleep in late. When he finally rose from bed, it was nearing midday, but at least he got a good night's rest. Everything he had to go, he did quick - shower, eat, dress up; it didn't take him longer than an hour to finish everything and be on his way to his boyfriend's home. For the day, he opted for a more comfortable wear as opposed to his usual suit - he wore a pair of softer, rather loose pants and a grey cardigan on top of a black tee. Like that, he looked fairly different from usual.

 

The man got out of his car and walked over to his boyfriend's house, pressing the doorbell. He grinned at Nathan once the door was open, immediately leaning in for a kiss. "It's so lonely to wake up without you." He sighed out, a smile still playing on his face. "You ready? Or do you wanna do something else before the spa?" The man asked, placing a hand on the other's hip as if to keep him in place. Now that he was reunited with his lover, he wouldn't let go. It was painful enough to spend one night without him... Any more and he would have gone crazy, that was certain.

[Sathenus]

Nathan got up and moved towards the door when he heard the doorbell ring. Smiling slightly at the sight of his boyfriend. Even if he wasn't looking forward to being dragged to a spa he still liked seeing Lance. The moment the spa was mentioned he sighed. Feeling the other man's hand resting on his hip. For a moment he remained still before speaking. "Yeah, just let me grab my keys real quick." Turning Nathan stepped back inside grabbing his keys and slipping his phone into his back pocket. Before long he was standing before his boyfriend once more. "Let's go." He said hoping his voice didn't let on to just how much he didn't want to go to the spa.

 

Spa's were not Nathan's thing and he knew they never would be. He just genuinely didn't like what they were. That also meant he wasn't pleased that he wasn't really being given a choice about going. There wasn't any point trying to argue though, he had learned quickly that arguing with Lance got him nowhere. He would go, be thankful that the older man wanted to spend money on him and drag him out for such things. But in the back of his mind, Nathan was going to be hoping that being dragged to the spa wouldn't become a regular occurrence.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Lance leaned against the door frame as he waited for his boyfriend to return. In the short time he had, he inspected the apartment as much as he could, hoping to familiarize himself with the room. He fully intended to fuck Nathan again tonight, after all. Who knew what would be the best place for that in his house.

 

With a smile, the man walked to his car, opening the door for his boyfriend first before getting in himself. He was so looking forward to the spa. The drive there was quick, thankfully. In no more than ten minutes they were already there. Lance led his boyfriend to the door, intertwining their fingers as he spoke with the woman behind the counter, only letting go of his lover when he pulled out his wallet to pay. Once that was taken care of, it was time to start the fun. "Okay, what do you wanna start with? I usually go with sauna first, because it help me relax, but maybe you wanna try something else first? Pick whatever you want, I paid for everything. We can spend however much time we want here." Lance smiled as they walked off to the changing rooms where they would be able to leave their stuff and get their robes. Everything about this place seemed to scream luxury - as was with everything that Lance did.

 

((I'm really sorry for taking so long to reply. School is beginning to take up more and more of my time and stress has been adding up as well. It's very likely that I won't be quite as active as I used to be until July or so, when all my exams will have finished. I hope you can be patient with me

[Sathenus]

Slipping into the car when the door was opened for him he leaned back against his seat. Buckling up a moment later eyes going to the window like they usually did. When they arrived he slipped out following Lance as the older man lead the way. He still wasn't to interested in spending the day at the spa. It just came down to the fact that he had long since learned to not argue. That and it wasn't like Lance truly gave him a choice. Standing silently beside his boyfriend as he spoke to the women. Eyes taking in the area around him and feeling even more out of place. Spa days or anything similar were not something that Nathan did.

 

Silently following Lance as he was lead into the changing rooms and listened as his boyfriend spoke. Honestly, he didn't even know what sorts of things people even did at a spa. Feeling put on the spot b being asked what he wanted to start with. To make matters worse he knew telling Lance he wanted to go home or not picking something would only upset the other man. Sighing he tried to think for a moment, "I don't know... we can start with the sauna..." he trailed off glancing towards Lance. "I truthfully don't know what sort of things people do at a spa." Hoping that admitting his complete ignorance for what sorts of things were done at a spa would make it so Lance wasn't to upset that he didn't really pick anything. Instead Nathan had just leaned towards what his boyfriend had said he would usually start with.

 

((No problem. I truthfully don't mind a wait. Sorry for the long wait for my post as well. Work has been...interesting.))

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Lance smiled fondly at his boyfriend, lovingly running a hand over his cheek. The way he said it was utterly adorable, he had to be honest. "In that case we'll just do my usual routine. I promise you'll love it." He smiled warmly, leaning in close to press a kiss to his lips. After that, the man led Nathan around the changing rooms, first getting their white, silky robes before finding lockers to leave their stuff in. He was clearly not shy whatsoever to get undressed in the open like this; it was usual for him, after all.

 

"Alright, let's go. Sauna first, then we can go take a mud bath and get a massage... Maybe something else if it comes to mind." He smiled, taking Nathan's hand to go to the sauna. Lance left his robe outside it, motioning for his boyfriend to do the same before taking a step inside. He let out a sigh of satisfaction as the hot air hit him along with the fresh smell of minty steam. The man took a seat on one of the higher stools, leaning back against his elbows as he breathed in deeply. There were a couple of other people there already, all naked just as they were. Lance opened his eyes to look over at Nathan, giving him a light smile. "Just relax and enjoy. If it's too hot for you, go down a bit and cool off." He muttered out quietly, so he wouldn't disturb the peaceful atmosphere they had.

 

((Oh dear, I hope everything works out for you!))

[Sathenus]

Nathan returned the kiss before he followed his boyfriend around the changing rooms. When it came down to undress and change into the robe he hesitated for a moment. He wasn't used to doing so and had to glance around before he even felt comfortable enough to try. His body was a little tense throughout and he was glad to hide it under the robe. At which point he was lead to the sauna hand in hand with Lance.

 

Watching his boyfriend remove the robe without hesitation and place it on a hook outside he motioned for him to do the same. This time he blushed deeply at the aspect of once more baring himself for anyone else to see. His body was still flecked with marks that his boyfriend had left, a few bruises on his hips remained, and so did a few marks on his chest. It wasn't necessarily something he wanted to show off but he didn't seem to be given a choice. After shedding the robe he did his best to keep his lower half covered as he settled himself beside Lance.

 

Eyes averted and anywhere but on anyone else in the room. Even his boyfriend telling him to relax and enjoy it wasn't enough to help him ease up enough to fully enjoy the experience. The thought of being naked in a room with others had never crossed his mind. Nathan had always felt the only person who needed to see him naked was whoever he was dating. Even then it took him a bit to become comfortable enough to do that. The heat of where he was didn't bother him, it wasn't to hot. But he was still nervous and not comfortable being naked in front of others. It didn't seem like anyone else minded, and he probably shouldn't but he couldn't help it.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Lance took a look at his boyfriend, his lips tugging into a smile as he noticed how uncomfortable he was. It was adorable, truly a wonderful sight for him. His tongue peeked out, slowly tracing over his top lip. He didn't intend to leave, or let Nathan do that. If he even suggested that, Lance would certainly guilt him into staying - and possibly demand for something when they got home. "You're the only one who's nervous. There's no reason to be, though... You're gorgeous. I'm sure people stare at you all the time." He whispered softly into his boyfriend's ear, pressing a soft kiss to the lobe.

 

He could only imagine what Nathan would react like when he found out his pictures were posted online. Oh... Lance felt excited about it already. "You're so shy. It's adorable." He chuckled, pressing a kiss to his neck. Lance himself was sitting with his legs spread out comfortably, clearly giving no shits about showing off himself for the whole world to see. "I'll let you in on a secret." The man grinned cheekily, leaning in close to whisper in his lover's ear once again. "I once did a completely nude photoshoot. The pictures are out on the internet. You can look them up, just type in my name." He whispered, pulling away with the proudest grin yet.

 

God knows he wanted to do the same photoshoot with Nathan. He'd have plenty of his pictures alone, but them together, with professional lighting and cameras - he couldn't create that without some help. He had so many plans for their future, he really just wanted to fast-forward to there and have his ways with Nathan right then. He could pull him down and fuck him right where they were, in front of these people. He could drug him again and force him to have sex until he passed out... Then once he woke up, they'd fuck again. Finally he'd leave him in with a toy, tied up and helpless, unable to move or cum... What if he did that tonight? God, he wanted to do it so bad.

[Sathenus]

Nathan was happy his skin was already flushed a light pink from the heat. It made it easy to hide the way he blushed when Lance leaned towards him and whispered into his ear. "Not while I'm naked..." He murmured keeping his gaze averted. It was beyond him how Lance could be so comfortable being naked in front of others in a public place. There was absolutely no way this was really private considering the other people present. He figured he never really would be cut out for things like this as he shifted uncomfortably. "Can't we just... I don't know... skip this? We can have a quiet day at home..." Nathan tried to keep just how uncomfortable he felt out of his voice. Despite that his voice shook anyways making him turn away from his boyfriend slightly.

 

The kiss to his neck and the words that had accompanied it made him sigh softly. He assumed it was a good thing that Lance was irritated with his shyness. Or the fact that he would much rather keep his body to himself and the person he was dating. Despite that he could tell that he wasn't going to get his way and would have to deal with being naked before these other people. Drawn from his thought when he noticed his boyfriend lean closer to him before he whispered in his ear. For a moment Nathan was truly stunned, not sure what to think of the news of his boyfriend having done a nude photo shoot or that the pictures were on the internet.

 

Just the thought of that made him nervous. Knowing that his boyfriend was much braver and more comfortable with his body than he was. That was saying a lot, considering Nathan wasn't uncomfortable with his body. He just didn't want other people seeing him with no clothes on. Especially not in a setting like this, shifting he moved a little closer to his boyfriend. "How long is this part supposed to last?" He asked softly. Giving Lance a questioning look and hoping that it was just about over.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Lance's lips pulled into a disappointed frown. "Leave if you want to so badly." He muttered out, clearly upset about his boyfriend not wanting to do this. The man looked down, pulling away from the other a bit, leaning against the wall instead. Why did Nathan have to be so difficult today? Why couldn't he just relax and have fun with this day? It wasn't that hard - all he had to do was sit and enjoy.

 

"I'm not leaving until I'm relaxed, and you being like this is making that incredibly difficult." Lance spoke quietly, turning to look at his lover with a light frown on his face. "I'm treating you out, this is pretty expensive, and you refuse to even try to enjoy this." He added, looking away in disappointment. Finally, letting a sigh part his lips, he turned to the people sitting across from them. "Leave your information at the information desk. I'll transfer you a thousand each if you leave us alone." He offered with a completely straight face.

 

"Stay here and wait... You can do that much, right?" Lance frowned, looking over at Nathan while he himself got off the bench and left. The man got back a few minutes later, shutting the door behind him. He'd apparently gotten a key as well, which he used to lock the door as well. "I don't understand why you're being so difficult... Here, now we're going to be all alone. Is this better?" He asked, his voice becoming a bit forceful, with the smallest hints of anger.

[Sathenus]

A small frown crossed Nathan's face when Lance spoke. It was quite clear he had upset his boyfriend and that had not been his intention. Still, he didn’t really like what the other man said. Feeling guilty knowing that Lance paid a lot for them to do this. It didn’t help that spa days or things like this just weren’t generally something he enjoyed.

 

Surprised when Lance then addressed the people across from them. Not really understanding why he was offering to pay them so much to leave the two of them alone. Despite that the other two did just that, getting up and leaving. Glancing towards his boyfriend as he spoke he frowned again at the wprds.. “Yes.” He responded glancing away. Nathan was more than capable of remaining where he was.

 

He wasn’t left alone for very long before his boyfriend returned watching as he seemed to produce a key and locked the door behind him. “Where did you even get access to the key?” Nathan questioned. Hearing the more forceful way Lance addressed him upon the older man's return. Thankfully his body was naturally flushed from the heat in the sauna hiding his blush of embarrassment and guilt that sprouted up.

 

“I’m not trying to be difficult…” Nathan murmured. He really wasn’t trying to make this hard for Lance or ruin it for him. Despite the others having left he was still not pleased and hoping it wouldn’t last much longer. At this point he was determined to just wait it out keeping his eyes away from Lance who obviously wasn’t pleased with him.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Lance completely ignored the question about where he got the key. It wasn't important, anyway. He scowled at his boyfriend, walking back up to him. "Well, you are being difficult." He replied, standing in front of him. The man set the key down on the bench, crossing his arms over his chest. "I'm trying so fucking hard to give you everything I can, and you're just not appreciating it... Am I still not good enough for you?"

 

Lance let out a heavy sigh, his lips pulling back into a tight frown. "There, you've ruined my mood. Happy now?" He asked with the same frown on his face, sitting down on a bench a tad farther away from Nathan. The man leaned against the wall slightly, running a hand over his hair. He wanted to see whether Nathan would actually try to fix the situation somehow... They were all alone and the door was locked - what he wanted to do was fairly obvious. This wouldn't even be entirely public. If Nathan initiated sex here, Lance would, without any doubt, be a whole lot happier. Hell, even a blowjob would do.

[Sathenus]

Nathan truly didn't understand what Lance wanted from him. It wasn't like him not enjoying a spa day would mean that Lance couldn't. It just meant it was something that his boyfriend would have to do alone. Was it really that much of a big deal? Apparently it was. The look he was getting from his boyfriend made it plain and clear that he was not happy with him. Part of Nathan didn't care. The other part knew however, that he didn't like it when Lance was in a mood like this.

 

"It's not like that." Nathan responded slightly frustrated himself. Why was it so hard for Lance to understand this? He didn't want or need expensive dinners, nights out or spa days. When it came to spending time with his boyfriend he preferred the simpler things. It didn't matter how many times he told his boyfriend that, the older man still insisted in spoiling him and spending a lot of money on him. "I never said you weren't good for me." He added.

 

Noticing that Lance had moved away from him and settled on the bench a little further away. "No." He responded eyes on his own lap. In no way was he happy that Lance's earlier good mood appeared to be ruined. That hadn't been his intention. Despite not looking at him, Nathan knew what his boyfriend wanted from him. Obviously locking the door was to ensure they had privacy.

 

For a few minutes he didn't move, eventually he pushed himself up and moved over to where Lance had settled. Since he was obviously costing his boyfriend even more money, he slowly sunk to his knees between the other's legs. Even if it wasn't entirely public thanks to the locked door and the fact that they were alone. It was more public than he truly felt comfortable with. "I really am sorry." Nathan murmured as he pressed his face into Lance's thigh for a moment. His eyes moved towards his boyfriend's cock.

 

Shifting he reached out stroking it for a moment, in the end he really hoped doing this would improve the other's mood. Nathan just hoped that he wouldn't always have to resort to sex or a blowjob in order to right things with his boyfriend. Once he was sure that Lance was hard enough he leaned forward. Taking him into his mouth and doing his best to take what he could. It still wasn't easy for him to take in his boyfriend.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Lance only bothered to look at his boyfriend when he stood up and walked towards him. Even then, he kept a slight frown on his face, watching quietly as Nathan knelt down between his legs. Finally, his lips parted with a soft sigh, slowly moving one hand to tangle into his hair as if silently accepting the apology. This was exactly what he needed Nathan to feel like. Lance was more important than him, and the sooner his lover realized that, the better.

 

His eyes closed halfway as his cock was slowly stroked, little by little coming to full hardness. The man exhaled softly, watching as Nathan took him in, his fingers tightening slightly in his hair. This would always be his favorite position. Seeing his boyfriend down on his knees, willingly sucking him off just to get back on his good side - it made him look so vulnerable and willing to please... It was perfect.

 

"I'm glad you're showing you're sorry." He muttered out finally, slowly combing through his hair. "And it wasn't that hard, was it? I just hope I don't have to get angry all the time for you to show me your good side and listen... Right? That would be a real bother for both of us." Lance sighed out, clearly still a little bit upset over how things started out that day. "You know I love you more than anything in the world, but... I need to get something back, too." He grumbled, keeping his grip on Nathan's hair rather tight, to keep him from pulling back too much.

[Sathenus]

Nathan relaxed slightly feeling the hand in his hair, a silent way of his boyfriend accepting his apology. It was also an action he was beginning to find relaxing. A sort of comfort really. Unable to show his true feelings to Lance’s words he averted his gaze instead. Not liking how his boyfriend seemed to think he had to get angry in order for him to be good and listen. It came down more to the fact that Nathan was his own person, with his own very functioning brain. Utter obedience wasn’t natural for him. In fact, he didn’t know anyone where that was the case, it wasn’t a natural part of anybody that he knew of.

 

It bothered him though, and despite the hand combing through his hair there was no easing the way he felt about it. The hand in his hair was rather tight, making it so he couldn’t pull back enough to question the older man’s choice of words. The more Lance spoke the unhappier he felt himself getting. He had only knelt between his legs to give him a blowjob because he knew it was that or sex that would be the only true ways to right the mood he had apparently caused. Something that he had known the moment the door had been locked ensuring that no one else would be getting access to the room.

 

He had not done so to be told in a sense how he should behave and be unable to talk. Reaching up one of his hands rested on Lance’s thigh. Nathan may not be able to pull off of his cock thanks to the tight grip Lance had on his hair but that didn’t mean he had to happily finish what he started. He’d still finish it, but he wasn’t pleased with boyfriend either. Huffing the best he could with the older man buried in his mouth and partially down his throat he continued working to try to please him. The sooner he had done so the sooner he could voice his own opinion.

 

Even the way Lance told him he loved him, just to add that he needed to get something back frustrated Nathan. More than it probably should. Sure, he loved the older man as well, but he didn’t ask to be spoiled and treated out to such expensive dates. He could recall quite a few times he had told his boyfriend just that, only to be shushed. At this point he wouldn’t be surprised if his own frustration wasn’t showing in his eyes. Which was why he continued to keep his gaze averted and just focused on the blowjob he was giving Lance.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Lance's eyes narrowed slightly as a hand was placed on his thigh. Oh, what? Was this a way for Nathan to show he wanted to pull away? Too bad. Instead of loosening his grip on his hair at all, the man tightened it slightly, beginning to work his hips to meet with his boyfriend's sucks. He let his head rest back against the wall slightly, his lips parting slowly as pleasure took over his body. It was best if he just didn't think about how Nathan was acting... He could just enjoy.

 

Finally, he reached his climax. Lance opened his eyes, looking down at his boyfriend as a quiet moan passed his lips, his fingers digging slightly into his scalp as he forced his entire length into the other's mouth and released down his throat. The man exhaled heavily, finally allowing Nathan to pull away, licking his lips slightly. "Thank you, love." He smiled, gently taking his chin to lean down and press a quick peck to his lips. Once again, he looked as if his personality had done a complete change. No more frustration was left, his touches became soft and loving again, his voice just as calm and soothing as ever.

 

"I think we can move on now... At least I feel relaxed." He chuckled playfully, gently running his fingers over Nathan's hair. He wanted for them to go to a full-body massage now, and finish with soaking in a mud bath, then a Jacuzzi. After that, he intended to treat Nathan out again. They would certainly be a bit hungry by the time they finished, and Lance wanted to make sure he spent as much money on his boyfriend as possible. It seemed that this was an effective way of guilting him into doing what he wanted.

[Sathenus]

Nathan wasn’t unaware of the hand in his hair tightening slightly as a result of resting his hand on Lance’s thigh. Clearly he knew that was his boyfriend’s silent way of not granting him the ability to pull back. Maybe even enforcing that he was in control. It was followed by the others hips moving pushing him further into his mouth. Without the ability to pull off of Lance’s cock he had no choice but to take it. A slight sense of relief came over him when he felt Lance's orgasm. Only for it to be squashed when the others cock was pushed fully into his mouth.

 

Eyes tearing up slightly as he fought against his gag reflex. Coughing slightly when Lance did pull out of his mouth he glanced instantly away reaching up to wipe his chin off. Once more the other side of his boyfriend appeared the caring and gentle person he loved was back. It confused him as his chin was grabbed and their lips met. Even though the kiss was light Nathan felt himself once more unsure of their relationship. His biggest uncertainty was his role in it.

 

Despite wanting to tell Lance that he didn’t want to do anything else with him Nathan remained silent. Deep down he knew doing so wouldn’t be in his best interest. Nathan still didn’t want to meet his boyfriend's gaze though he did get to his feet. “Let’s just move on.” With that said he waited for Lance to join him and unlock the door. Glancing back towards him he spoke, “I’m glad you’re relaxed.” His voice was sincere. It hadn’t been a lie, though Nathan truly wished that he could make Lance happy with him without having to resort to some sort of sexual act.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Lance felt a shudder run down his body as he noticed the tears in his boyfriend's eyes. God, he still loved the sight of them. He still intended to one day fuck him hard enough to make him cry, not just get teary-eyed. The man smiled, slowly standing up as well only to snake an arm around his waist to pull him closer. "I wouldn't be this relaxed if it wasn't for you, kitten. You're so amazing..." He sighed out, unable to resist planting another kiss on his lips.

 

Afterwards, the two of them went on with the rest of the planned activities. Lance, after finishing up with the massage and mud bath, finally got into the Jacuzzi, letting out a sigh of absolute bliss. "Come here." He muttered out, lazily opening one way to motion for Nathan to get in next to him. He leaned in close, catching his lips into a slow, sensual kiss. "Wasn't this incredible?" He asked with a satisfied smile, kissing him again. "What was your favorite part of today?" He asked, gently running his fingers over Nathan's bare thigh underwater. He refused to believe anyone would dislike a day such as this. It was so relaxing, everything smelled great and the people serving them were as polite as ever. And as if that wasn't enough to satisfy them, they also got to enjoy one another's company.

 

"Where do you want to go eat tonight?" Lance asked casually, gently cupping Nathan's cheek to lightly kiss his nose, a quiet chuckle slipping past his lips. "Or, well, today still, I suppose. It shouldn't be too late yet." Lance smiled, lightly caressing his lover's skin and hair. The mud bath especially would make his skin so soft. Lance just knew he wouldn't be able to resist touching him all over.