One More Kiss (Snoopycake x Eornostlice)

[Guest Eornostlice]

The confirmation did not really make things appear more real. The shock felt as strong as it did the first time she heard the picece of news, shaking her to the core. That was actually happening.

 

Shakily reaching out, she took the tissue, delicately blowing her nose, taking a long deep glance at the young man. If her initial impression on him had already been favorable, now she saw him as a godsent. Even if the boy suddenly spourted majestic white wings, chances were, she wouldn't have questioned it in the least. The initial hidden reluctance concerning Levi's actual condition vanished into thin air.

 

Taking a deep breath, the crying woman managed to get a grip, sheer will preventing her from breaking into sobs.

 

Thin long arms wrapped around the small body, pulling him into her chest the same way a mother would hold her beloved child, lovingly squeezing him in place.

 

"Thank you. I am not sure if you are aware of what you have done and how much that actually means to him. But I can tell you it means the world to me... I don't have words to tell you how grateful I am to you."

[Snoopycake]

Happy that the beautiful brunette woman accepted the clean tissue, the delicate looking boy played with his fingers as the other woman cleaned herself up; his bright smile never dropping. Blushing ever so slightly as the older woman gave her a long look, the feminine looking boy tried his hardest not to fidget too much; keeping up his sweet smile that was directed towards her.

 

However, he was surprised that the head-strong woman pulled himself into her arms; immediately hugging her back. Listening to the beautiful woman as she spoke, the golden-green eyed man found himself thinking of his own mother; someone he desperately needed to call due to the fact that he had already spilled their whereabouts to the man he was excited to soon see.

 

Touched by the other woman's words, the dark-chocolate haired boy tried his hardest not to break down at her kind words; wanting to look happy for the heterochromia eyed man.

 

" ... I-It's alright. I just wanted him to be happy. I'm glad that you are happy too, that makes me feel amazing. I promise that I will do nothing but love your son."

 

Thank God it's 3:00. You can do this, it's just gonna be one sleepless night and that's it. Then you'll walk out with Eric and it will be all over.

[Guest Eornostlice]

A sweet smile stayed in place on the woman's face as she hugged the boy, all the more so at his sweet reply. In her head she already considered Levi one of her -now- children that she was willing to protect and kill for. She did not doubt Eric's feelings given how frantic he had been earlier so being reassured that it was the same for Levi made her feel completely at ease.

 

Pulling away slowly, she felt much calmer. She finally got herself back together and booped the man's nose with her finger.

 

"Ah I ended up crying too... Guess now we are even. I will leave Eric in your care alright? And for now you be a good boy and keep calm for the night."

 

***

 

2.50 and the brunette exited the car, feeling much calmer than he had been previously. Calling his parents had been the last resort but definitely a worthy dose of embarrassment. Yet it worked. That was all that mattered.

 

Makig his way up hurriedly, Eric checked his phone every second. The moment it hit 3 pm, he no longer iddled around, directly heading for the reception desk.

 

"It is 3 PM. I am here to visit Levi Arnett. Please tell me the room number." There was no uncertainity nor were there questions.

 

He had to see Levi. Now.

[Snoopycake]

Smiling brightly up at the beautiful brown haired woman as he pulled away from the strong hold, the golden-green eyed boy found himself brightening up as she booped his nose; feeling completely at ease in other woman’s presence.

 

“Don’t worry about crying. It’s good to cry sometimes, its must better the opposite. … I-I will be fine for tonight, as long as it’s only for this night.”

 

Sitting back on the edge of the hard bed, the dark-chocolate haired boy played with the end of his jumper; keeping up his bright smile.

 

***

 

Glancing up at the brown haired man as he walked over to the reception desk, the blonde haired woman finished up his phone call before nodding up at the other man; typing away at her computer screen.

 

“Levi Arnett is room 12. I’ll get one of the security guards to take you in Ward 27.”

 

Quickly catching attention of one of the guards on the visiting hour job, the blue-eyed woman immediately spoke to the guard; indicating to take the young man to the asked room.

 

“I’ll take you sir.”

 

Leading the heterochromia eyed man down through the different wards, the large security man walked him to room 12; unlocking the large door.

[Guest Eornostlice]

Walking had never been such an impossible task. He wanted to sprit there as soon as he heard the number yet he kept his calm, following the guard instead.

 

With the door opened, the boy strolled in with hurried steps, saying nothing at all as he grabbed the small body, pulling him up from the bed and into his lap as he sat himself down. Two strong arms wrapped around the lithe frame, pushing Levi against his chest.

 

"Knock knock." He spoke in a soft voice, letting out a sigh at the sight of the chocolate haired man being safe and sound. Fuck. It felt good.

 

It was then that he was interrupted by a soft cough, odd eyes raising up to look by the door at an all to familiar woman.

 

Ah right. She was there.

 

Unbothered he only hugged tighter, clearly not remotely interested in the woman's opinion on his lover.

 

Charlotte on thw other hand smiled. It still felt like a dream. That rebelious child that shared nothing with no one actually had such a cute behavior.

 

"I will go then and leave you two to it. I will see you in the morning honey." She was not going to intrude any further.

 

"Wait. When you go back remind dad to take care of the papers I left in there. He is forgetful." He spoke but his eyes were glued to Levi once more, proving just where his focus of attention was.

 

The middle aged woman only raised an eyebrow but did not ask anything else, slipping outside before the guard was to close the door once more.

[Snoopycake]

Perking up immediately as the large room door opened to reveal the a similar looking brown haired man that quickly walked through, the feminine looking boy felt tears well up in his eyes; letting out a inhuman squeak as he walked closer to him.

 

Clutching onto the heterochromia eyed man as he picked him up to place him on his lap, the golden-green eyed man buried his face into his neck; tears falling down his cheeks onto the other man’s shirt.

 

“E-E-Eric … “

 

Glancing over at the beautiful woman, the dark-chocolate haired man gave her a weak smile in appreciation at what she had done; wiping his eyes quickly.

 

“T-T-Thank you Ma’am.”

 

***

 

It hurt.

 

And he couldn’t move.

 

Feeling his eyes flutter open into the bleeding white room, the delicate looking boy had to wait a few moments for his eye sight to become clear; his ears ringing.

 

His lip. Fucking. Hurt.

 

Glancing down at the restraints that held him onto the hospital bed, the blue-eyed boy stared at the needles that connected him to the bleeping machine beside him.

 

Did he try to kill himself again?

[Guest Eornostlice]

Feeling the wet droplets wet him, Eric could not help an intense protective sense from whelling up inside of him, mixed in with guilt. He placed his chin on top of the chocolate-colored mop of hair, letting out a long shaky breath.

 

"My fucking gods sugar I am so sorry. I am sorry." He placed soothing kisses on top of his head as the woman walked out and the door closed, not sparing her another glance. This was his fault. It was his stupid foolish condition that brought Levi here and got him locked up.

 

"I did not know these fuckers are all psychos... I swear I did not know. I could not do shit when they took you away.."

 

***

 

The hours passed like years. Mauri kept his head propped by his arms, his elbows resting on the bed the entire time. The wait was killing him. And it was scary. The chair was uncomfortable and hard but he did not feel it. He did not feel anything at all other than the raven's soft breathing.

 

Hearing a disturbance in the way the older man breathed, Mauri instantly jumped up, only to be greeted by a pair of blue eyes. In less than one breath he already slammed the button down as to call a nurse, tearing up, his heartbeat ramming in his chest.

 

"Dmitri...? Hey... do you know who I am?" The blonde tried to remain calm and contain himself, only gently caressing his love's cheek.

 

***

 

Charlotte walked out as if she owned the place, only stopping at the front desk once more, her eyes dry and bussiness smile in place.

 

"Hello. I have finished talking to my client. Here we have his signed request of having a second opinion from another doctor. Would you like to keep a copy of it? I could bring you one in about five minutes. I understand that my client's safety is most important so a doctor will be brought here. Would that be convenient?"

 

Hah. If they said no she would just pull Levi out right now. Probably they were not stupid enough to argue but it was worth trying.

[Snoopycake]

Holding on tightly at the heterochromia eyed man as he continued to cry, the feminine looking boy couldn’t manage to look up at the other man; feeling his heart melt at his words and actions.

 

“S-Stop it … I-It’s not your fault … Y-You didn’t no please don’t blame this on yourself.”

 

Shakily glancing up at the brown haired man, the golden-green eyed man rested his chin on his chest to weakly look at him; trying his hardest to smile but continued to cry.

 

“ ………… I-I-I don’t l-like it here Eric.”

 

***

 

Glancing over at the blonde haired man to his left, the Russian beauty didn’t reply for a while; staring him down as he felt his botton lip throb in pain.

 

Flinching ever so slightly as the violet-eyed man brushed his cheek in a loving way, the blue-eyed boy kept his blank face up; boring dead-fish eyes into the other man’s own.

 

“ ….. Yeah. I know Mauri.”

 

***

 

Giving the brown haired woman a fake smile, the blonde haired woman nodded a long with her; pulling out the patients file.

 

“Yes, that seems fine. As long as you bring that document with you tomorrow with the other doctor, it should be fine. Thank you for your time.”

[Guest Eornostlice]

The boy was a crybaby. And his tears were slightly contagious but it was not time to cry over spilled milk.

 

"Hush now sugarcube. I am here. For the next two hours they won't have any right to keep me away from you. You just hold on tight." Adding a bit of distance, Eric lifted the chocolate haired man's chin to kiss away his tears.

 

What he himself felt was complex. Guilt and frustration. If he was in school would he have been just as hopeless?

 

***

 

Seeing the little raven flinch shattered his heart. He withdrew his hand, as if afraid of further breaking something that was already damage. Tears ended up pouring freely down the blonde's cheeks, his lilac eyes flooded.

 

"I am sorry... Does it hurt a lot? Someone will come with painkillers, your lip is stiched up of course it hurts..." He hated seeing him like that. He wanted him safe. He said he would keep him safe. But how could he keep him safe when the danger was himself?

 

It was a moment later that a nurse opened the room's door, causing Mauri to helplessly make way for her to see Dmitri.

 

***

 

The smile she wore only got sweeter at the blond woman's response. Of course they would not be stupid. Yet they were about to be backed into a corner either way.

 

"Thank you for understanding and I apologize for the troubles. Ah. I suppose it is not the case that I remind you Mr. Arnett might be suffering from pyschopathy which is not even accepted as a final diagnosis until tomorrow and you need to refrain from using any treatment that he refuses as he has all the mental faculties to make choices for himself as long as he hurts no one, yes? I would not want to make things complicated over such a minor issue. There were quite a few reports of that right being stolen away from patients but I will assume they were unfounded."

 

A definite threat was placed. It was the least she could do to make sure things would be fine.

[Snoopycake]

Feeling his bottom lip tremble as the brown haired man spoke up, the feminine looking boy cuddled deeper into his arms; sniffling as he continued to cry silently.

 

His heart melting at the ‘sugar cube’ nickname, the golden-green eyed man found himself laughing as he pressed kisses against his tear stained cheeks; quickly wiping away at his eyes.

 

“ … O-Okay … I-I’m sorry f-for crying like t-this.”

 

***

 

Staring at the blonde haired man as he retracted his hand from his face like it had burned him, the blue-eyed boy watched the tears pour down his face; his eyes following the drops as they rolled of his cheek.

 

“ …. I’m fine. … I don’t need any painkillers, I’m not in pain.”

 

***

 

With her left eye twitch at the brown haired woman’s words, the blonde haired woman kept up his fake smile; nodding along stiffly.

 

“ … Yes. That should be fine.”

[Guest Eornostlice]

It was after Levi finally laughed and wiped his tears away that Eric grinned properly, deciding not to make the situation into an even bigger one. With everything aside, one thing was for sure. He loved his little sugar cube. There was no more denying, no more conditions and questions- he was going mad without the little bundle of crazy.

 

Taking his plump lips for a kiss, the brunette deepend it as much as possible, not giving a fuck about the fact that they were basically making out on a hospital bed. He needed to hold and comfort him. That was it.

 

"I love you sugar. No worries, mom's amazing in her field. Dad's too. If they work together you will be fine. I will get you out alright?"

 

***

 

The nurse took Dmitri's answer as truth and she no longer questioned it. For now he seemed normal. His blood tests' results were yet to come so there was not much other than hydration and malnourishment to take care of physically. As for the mental part, it had to wait until the boy regained hiss senses properly.

 

She did turn up the IV even further, wishing for the saline solution to be emptied even faster.

 

"Press the button if it starts getting painful or when the perfusion is done and someone will be sent in."

 

Mauri watched quietly, attempting to wipe his eyes. "Yes. Thank you very much." His eyes drifted to the body on the bed once more.

 

Pulling his chair back next to the bed, the blonde sat down like a guard dog once more, resuming his initial position.

 

"Hey babe... I love you." Did it matter? Was it alright?

 

***

 

Taking note of the eye twitch, there was a certain level of satisfaction. If she had horns and a tail, Charlotte would have looked like a full fledged demon.

 

"Thank you foe your cooperation. I shall return then in the morning." With the same smile on her lips, she walked away, climbing down the stairs in order to return to her husband.

[Snoopycake]

Smiling weakly up at the blonde haired man as he continued to wipe away at the falling tears from his eyes, the feminine looking boy whimpered slightly as the other man kneaded their lips together; trying his hardest to keep up with the deep actions of the kiss.

 

Wrapping his skinny arms around the heterochromia eyed man’s neck, the golden-green eyed boy ran his long fingers through the other mans hair; locking his legs behind the handsome man’s back for an even closer hold.

 

“ … O-Okay. I trust you, don’t worry about it. It’s only one night, and you’ll come and get me in the morning right? A-After my second check up? …….. W-What will happen if there is something wrong with me?”

 

***

 

Glancing at the nurse that walked into the room due to a late reaction of her presence, the delicate looking beauty bore holes in her as she checked his supplies; slowly looking away after a while.

 

Not listening to the older female, the pretty boy stared into nothing; waiting for her to leave the room.

 

“ …….. I want to go home now.”

[Guest Eornostlice]

Choosing to somewhat mimick the other man's actions, raising an arm up to play with his hair, brushing it away completely from his face to reveal his forehead as a new place to kiss.

 

"Nothing will happen sugar. Nothing. If these morons are right, we just transfer you to another ward then I am taking you out of there alright? You will just need to go for periodical check ups and to most likely take pills. That's it." Soothingly, carefully he placed kisses along the smaller man's forehead, not knowing how else to comfort him.

 

"Don't worry about a thing. I'll make sure you won't be forced into anything... well at least mom and dad will...."

 

Because I am actually useless and need to hide behind my folks. Pathetic.

 

***

 

The nurse stopped in her tracks and looked at the boy on the bed, a sympathetic expression replacing her neutral one.

 

"Sorry honey we cannot send you home right now. You need to stay here, but your boyfriend will stay here with you so you are not lonely."

 

Mauri did not speak, his head bowed once more. Dmitri was not ok. He was still not ok. He wanted him to be alright. He needed not to cry. The doctors would take care of him right? And everything would be alright.

 

But then why was it so painful?

 

***

 

Climbing inside the car, the blue-eyed woman looked over at the man in the driver's seat, one eyebrow raised.

 

"College papers. That kid suddenly decided to do law. At the end of the year nonetheless." The man was smiling widely, his eyes teary.

 

Charlotte remained frozen, trying her hardest not to break in a second crying fit. "All done? Let's go take care of that before anything."

[Snoopycake]

Managing to keep his weak smile up as his bottom lip trembled violently, the feminine looking boy blew his nose in one of the clean tissues from the packet beside him; resting his head on his chest before returning the forehead kiss.

 

“ … I-I trust you. A-Anything is fine as long as I don’t have to be admitted again. P-Pills and check ups are fine.”

 

Feeling his heart melt with happiness and love as he kissed his forehead, the golden-green eyed boy pressed kisses at his jaw; sniffling as he calmed himself down.

 

“I love you.”

 

***

 

Flickering his eyes up to look at the female nurse as she answered him, the black-haired boy looked away after a while; glancing at something else in the room.

 

“ … “

 

Not answering the other woman, the delicate looking boy waited for her to leave until he looked over at the pitiful blonde haired man to his left; staring at him for a few moments until he spoke up.

 

“ … You … Seem upset … Did I try to kill myself?”

[Guest Eornostlice]

The brunette rubbed at his back, massaging it gently, a smile crawling back onto his lips.

 

"You won't get admitted sugarcube. I promise. I did not want you admitted in the first place. These morons has no legal right to lock you up. And they will pay for it."

 

Oh and they will. If the ward was not gettig at least shut down, he was not going to rest easy.

 

"I love you too Levi. You do not worry about a thing either. I will take care of Koji for the night and tomorrow the two of us will come pick you up."

 

***

 

Mauri remained there motionless, shutting his eyes in order to feel his own heartbeat. He heard the nurse walk away but did not say anything. It was a gloomy state that would not go away easily.

 

“ … You … Seem upset … Did I try to kill myself?”

 

The blonde suddenly snapped his eyes open, raising his head like a dog that had just been called by its master but there was no sign of happiness on his face.

 

"Did drugs and split your lip in front of me as I was holding you down because you wanted to leave. I ruined your phone the moment you called your drugs provider. Threw it over the balcony because I panicked. I am sorry."

[Snoopycake]

Purring like a cat as the brown haired man rubbed his back, the feminine looking boy felt his smile brighten whilst be watched the heterochromia eyed man smile himself; pressing a long kiss against his lips.

 

“Alright.”

 

Perking up at the mention of this puppy, the golden-green eyed boy cuddled him tighter; peppering his face with kisses.

 

“Really? Thank you, don’t forget to feed him! He might want a walk? Maybe let him out side? He needs water too and he likes to play.”

 

***

 

Staring down at the blonde haired man as he answered his question, the delicate looking boy glanced over at the window to his right; processing the words.

 

“ … Ah … Okay … I remember now …. ”

 

Glancing back at the violet-eyed man that sat beside him, the black-haired boy stared at him for a little longer before opening his mouth again.

 

“ …… I don’t like …. These restraints …. “

[Guest Eornostlice]

"I will buy him some meat like you promised on the way home and I will play with him. We will snuggle at night thinking of you alright? Don't worry about a thing." Eric flashed a grin as he spoke about the puppy, liking the way his sugarcube brightened up, only to freeze midway.

 

"Shoot. I forgot to tell my parents about having Koji over... Well, I think that won't mind."

 

He was so in for a long talk he wouldn't be able to escape when he got home, wasn't he? Ah but it was fine already if that was the price to have Levi be safe.

 

These were his actions and for the first time in his spoiled rotten life he took responsibility for them huh? Weird shit.

 

Not bothering himself with more of those thoughts, he resumed kissing the boy just about everywhere on his face.

 

***

 

The lack of reaction was painful. It felt as if his broken heart was being literally squeezed powefully, causing the blonde to bow his head once more. It was a strong feeling that he had never experienced before.

 

"They are for your own safety so they can't be taken off. If you need something, I will do it for you. If you want to go to the toilet I will call a nurse." The words were quiet and hurt despite Mauri doing his best to sound lively. He simply could not get a grip. Now that the adrenaline rush finally vanished and everything began to sink in, things just became heavier.

 

Would Dmitri be alright again...? His hurt lip? What about the drugs?

 

And the most selfish question of all... what about 'them'? Was there really a 'them' to begin with? Or was it all some kind of mistake that Dmitri made while not being himself? Which was the 'real' Dmitri to begin with and why did he have the drugs?

 

He was breaking.

[Snoopycake]

Cuddling his handsome lover as he sat on his lap, the feminine looking boy leaned up to kiss every part of his face; playing with the brown haired man’s hair whilst he listened to him speak.

 

Feeling comfort as the heterochromnia eyed man spoke fondly of his puppy, the golden-green eyed boy nipped against his jaw due to being happy that the other man remembered the promise he made to Koji.

 

“I trust your parents. Your mother is wonderful, we should definitely invite them over for Dinner. I really want to cook for them.”

 

***

 

Studying the blonde haired mans face as he watched flickers of negative emotions flood over his face, the dark-haired boy paused for a few minutes after he spoke; taking too long to process the words.

 

“ ……… Okay ……. I would like some water …… Please ….. “

 

Blinking slowly after his own words as he unconciously tried to move his body only to be stopped, his eyes not leaving the violet-eyed man; breathing slowly.

 

“ ….. Can …….. I hold your … Hand?”

[Guest Eornostlice]

The odd eyed man grin's widened noticeably at Levi's words, holding back his chuckle.

 

"We should invite them over? Oho? So you let me live with you?" Not missing the opportunity to tease as always. But even so, he too was already considering himself as living with the chocolate-haired beauty. All the more so now.

 

"I had dad sign me up for college. While mom was here I completed everything with dad. He said he will take care of the rest. I am taking care of my side of the deal too..."

 

***

 

Th last question shook him, causing him to clench his teeth together.

 

Like a loyal puppy, despite feeling miserable, the blonde stood up, walking to the hospital nightstand they had provided for the bed. Given how he could not move his hands freely, he had been provided with a cute blue sippy cup along with other necesitties. It was obvious that the doctors wanted him to move as little as possible. And it was understandable.

 

He filled it with water and brought it back, raising the bed's upper part a little just so Dmitri would be able to drink without choking. As if helping a child, he held the sippy cup to his lips for him to drink with one hand, while taking the raven's tied hand to hold with the other.

 

"I am sorry Dimochka... this will have to do... I am sorry."

 

He was going to cry again.

[Snoopycake]

Enjoying the way that the brown haired man’s smile widened, the golden-green eyed boy reached up to nip at his nose; trailing down to nip at his lips whilst he ran his skinny fingers through his hair.

 

Pouting up at the heterochromnia eyed man as his cheeks burned red, the dark-chocolate haired boy buried his face in his neck; placing marks against his open skin.

 

“S-Shut up. I-It’s not like you will go home at all anyway s-so.”

 

Locking his hands behind his neck, the olive-skinned boy was pleased to head him speak positiviely about is future studies; pressing a reward against his lips.

 

“That sounds good. When do you start?”

 

***

 

With his eyes following the blonde haired man’s movements, the delicate looking boy remained motionless as he lied down; blinking slowly ever so often. Staring too long at the childish sippy cup, the feminine looking boy watched him fill it up with water before he walked back to him; drinking down the water as he held his hand.

 

Glancing over at the other man as he spoke up, the blue-eyed boy turned his head as much as he could to look at him; pausing for a few moments to rethink his words.

 

“ ……. It’s … Fine …. I’m fine ….. Thank you … For holding me.”

[Guest Eornostlice]

Eric could only laugh. Yeah. No way in hell was he going to stay home once Levi was discarded from the ward. He knew him well enough apparently. But still holy shit he was a cute tsundere.

 

The little 'reward' however was questionable.

 

Not giving a shit about the place they were in, Eric attacked the shortie's lips in a much more needy type of kiss despite being still gentle, slowly kneading their lips together, licking and nibbling to his heart's content before stopping.

 

"Not sure sugar. I'm bribing them so it will appear as if I was a student that could not attend until now due to health issues. The moment the papers are in, I will be a student one step away from my exams."

 

***

 

Putting the cup away, he did not let go of Dmitri's hand. Was he scared too...?

 

Lowering himself down to his knees, Mauri pressed his lips against the older man's frail hand, not knowing wether or not it was alright for him to do it. Even so, he kissed every knuckle lovingly before pulling his chair closer to sit back down, holding his hand once more.

 

He could not ask.

[Snoopycake]

Listening to the slightly younger man laugh in his arms, the golden-green eyed boy tucked his head under his chin; innocently slipping his hand up his top. Gasping as the brown haired man pulled him into a long kiss, the dark-chocolate haired man moaned into his mouth; pulling him down onto the bed they were sitting on.

 

Straddling his lap whilst still connecting their lips, the olive-skinned boy nibbled against his lips; whining as he let the other man explore his mouth.

 

“E-Eric … I-Isn’t this slightly inappropriate?”

 

***

 

Continuing to watch the violet-eyed boy cater to his needs, the delicate looking boy paused for a few moments; staring at him as he lowered himself down on his knees.

 

Not protesting at the romantic actions that decorated his knuckles, the feminine looking boy blinked slowly as he watched; studying his facial expressions.

 

“ ……. You … Seem as if you … Have something on your mind? …… You can talk … To me about it, unless … you don’t want to.”

[Guest Eornostlice]

With the petite beauty on top, Eric did not hold back, pushing his tongue in to taste him, deepening the kiss as much as possible while finally giving in to temptation and slipping his hands down Levi's pants to pinch him by his ass from on top of his underwear with a smirk.

 

"Do I look like I care? Come on sugarcube. It's just kissing. Kiss me more."

 

Alright fine. He was sexually frustrated so at least a bit of playing wouldn't kill them.

 

***

 

The blonde's eyes widened as he seemed to be read like a book. He looked at the floor, unsure of what to say, squeezing his love's hand just a bit tighter.

 

He could lie, say everything was fine. Bit he did not wish to. He did not want to lie to Dmitri. But did he want to talk about it? Well... yes he wanted to. But did he have the courage to?

 

Closing and opening his mouth several times, he was not sure what to do.

 

"I..." he started, not looking up. "Earlier you did not even recognize me... Now you... are still not as you were yesterday. It makes me scared as to which is the real you and... what I mean to you... Am I a mistake of one of your switches? Or something... Who is the real one? What can I even do.... There are a lot of questions..."

[Snoopycake]

Whimpering at the brown haired man’s actions, the golden-green eyed boy clutched onto the heterochromnia eyed man as they made out; unconciously grinding his hips down on a instinctual reflex.

 

Whining like an animal in heat whilst feeling his body be ‘attacked’ by the slightly younger man, the dark-chocolate haired man found himself tear up in sexual frustration due to being overly sensitive.

 

Squealing as the brown haired man slipped his hand down his jeans, the olive-skinned boy bite against his neck to hid the long moan that almost escaped his lips; flushing bright red.

 

“E-E-Eric … A-Ah! P-Please!”

 

***

 

Studying the blonde haired man’s scatter of emotions that displayed his face, the feminine looking boy glanced down at his hand slightly at was squeezed out of reflex; looking back up into his eyes straight after.

 

Listening to the violet-eyed man speak about his mental condition, the delicate looking boy looked away for a little bit; contemplating what he had said.

 

“ …… I am not sure … What that memory loss incident was about … It must have been an side affect from the pills I was taken …… I … There isn’t a … ‘real’ me … All of this is me … To me it is just different … Emotions … I can’t help it and I … Can change at any different time …… I …. You are my … Boyfriend but … I can act differently at time … I don’t love you any less ………….. Questions are fine … They are important.”

[Guest Eornostlice]

Fuck.

 

He was hard and the moaning and grinding was not helping at all- he did not even have the time to regret the decision of touching Levi's ass. He was fuckin sexy and he wanted more.

 

Not the time, not the place but he wanted more. Plus the setting was a tiny little bit of a turn on but that was an entirely different thing.

 

"Now sugar if you beg like that, I won't feel like resisting... " The odd eyed man whispered, his gaze fixated on the smaller body on top.

 

"Actually fuck that..."

 

Rolling over to his side and pulling Levi with him, he wasted no time pulling the very thin blanket over them, with their bodies as close as possible.

 

"Remember that you asked for this."

 

Under the covers, he proceeded to unzip Levi's pants, pulling them down only a bit along with his underwear before doing the same for himself, their arousals free and pressing against each other.

 

"If you can't keep quiet just kiss me."

 

***

 

Drugs.... Of course it was the drugs.

 

The blonde's shoulder's slumped yet it felt like a great weight had been taken off his shoulders. He chose to trust Dmitri's words. Maybe because it was the only option he had.

 

Still the information as a whole was not easy to digest.

 

"I cannot take it when I see you trying to hurt yourself... it hurts. It's scary... I do not know what to do. Hey, if there is no 'real' one and you at the time do not wish to see my face ... am I entitled to do anything? Am I even entitled to protect you...? From yourself? What part of you belongs to me..."