La Petite Morte (SinxVirtualoo)

[AkitoSin]

Moku scowled at his laptop at the idea of his study being filled with stuffy file cabinets , it was to business ish for his liking, he liked the free feeling he had by not being tied to an over professional workspace. "I admit thing are a bit of a mess, I know where most thing are " he sighed knowing he was being difficult not on purpose but his personality that leaned in that direction. "I don't want to feel like im stock in an office surrounded by emotionless desk, and black filing cabinet, I'll attempt to try some idea but I would prefer the space to keep its light free nature" he rubbed the back of his getting irritated he couldn't manage to say exactly what he meant . Moku stomach growled again making him realized he forgotten about food, but sometimes he would often go day without eating. "I saw you watching the movie, are you a fan of musicals?" his stomach groaned once again in protest .

[virtualoo]

"That makes sense, maybe I am find a bookshelf on some kind or a small wooden cabinet to fit the room. I'll start looking into it later" Yousei said as he was happy the other was willing to try this. He even commented on what he didn't like to make it easier for him. "Food will be here in a few minutes" Yousei tried not to laugh at the others growling stomach. "But yes, I love musicals, it's like a story on stage with music! The costumes are wonderful too and -Sorry, getting a bit carried away there" Yousei said with a shy laugh. "But yes, I love musicals" He added.

[AkitoSin]

Moku shook his head with a soft laugh "you could've gone on I wouldn't have bothered me" . He laid back in a bed paper below him looking up at the ceiling "I grew up around musical, I could name then most people would ever truly need to know. His eyes shut slowly he had been up to long and world was turning grey once again "They remind me when things were easier, when it wasn't so complicated, people sure do search for comfort in odd way don't you think?" Moku let another laugh escape his lips this one coming out a tad bitter this time.

[virtualoo]

"It's nice to see someone who has similar interests" Yousei said with a small smile. It seemed Moku was interested in musicals too, maybe he can bring one of his DVDs from home if the other ever needed a break from work. Or to forget...everything that was going on with him.

 

"It is still comfort...Fuck people who say otherwise if it's not hurting anyone and makes you happy" Yousei said with a smile. It looked comfortable down there on the floor so he joined the other in looking up at the ceiling.

[AkitoSin]

Scott raised a brow to the other "I think thats the most emotion I've ever heard from you that didn't involve your perpetual mission of happiness and saving the world" he rolled onto his side about to say something to the other when the door rang causing him to run full sprint for the food his body kept complain about. He returned chopped stick in hand chow mein hanging from his mouth eating eagerly and sometimes forgetting to breath "Don't you judge me you little fuck" he glared at the other as he continued eating "mmm here this is your" he tossed a bag of food at the other and returned once again to his spot on the floor "you know I think your a bad influence."

[virtualoo]

Yousei laughed at the sight of the other with food dangling from his mouth. He must be really into food or just really...really hungry. It looked like the other noticed as he said to not judge him. He smiled at that and caught the bag of food tossed to him. "Me a bad influence? Look whose talking!" He teased with a stick out tongue and a laugh.

[AkitoSin]

Moku laughed "Oh really and who's the professional writer in the room who in the last 3 days has barley managed to write a chapter let alone finish my final book." It was a brief moment he wish he could erase the last 6 words that came out his mouth. He not only felt cold at the realization that this was it for him, but he never intended for anyone else to know. He kept eating dropping the subject completely in the slim chance the other hadn't caught what he said.

[virtualoo]

"It will have to be a good book if your last one is taking you so long huh?" Yousei tried not to dwell on it further than this, playfully punching him. "Shame, I loved your stories in high school. Well I'm always here if you need a spark of inspiration or some sappy happy motivation and stuff" Yousei joked as he finally dig into his food. "Always my favorite dish, love the soy sauce they got here" He said with a full mouth.

[AkitoSin]

Moku couldn't decided if the other shrugging off his comment made his felt relieved or more sucked into his own depressive world. Moku shook his head as the other ate he tried to smile, he honestly put effort into it but the smile never quite reached his eyes. "I'm fairly certain i'll have to have you tested for whatever drug in your system is making you happy 24/7". Moku grew tired of being miserable so often in a way it may have been why he took to drinking as he intended to now. He walked out of the room , returning moment later drink in hand working his way through one after the other into the evening.

[virtualoo]

"You wish I was on drugs" Moku said with a smile as he took his first look around the room for decor and clutter. He wanted to get ideas of what kind of furniture would suit the room and help the other become more organized. He stayed at the others side as he drank more and more alcohol. "It will be time to go to sleep soon, don't want your dinner coming back up" Moku said as he went to clean up the discarded bottled.

[AkitoSin]

"I don't like the *hic* idea of you enforcing a bed time on me everytime I drink" he glared at the other "we should get some sleep now, we don't want to get sick" he mimicked the other poorly making his point. As he walked away stumbling through his house he ended up in the living room attempting to light the fireplace and not himself on fire. "just get fucking hot" he mumbled under his breath failing at lighting the heat source.

[virtualoo]

"If you want to get a bad hangover, be my guest" Moku said with a smirk and a stuck up tongue. Moku wondered where he was going as he starts to follow him. It seemed he was having trouble lighting the fireplace. "Here, let me do it. I can get it hot faster" Moku said as he extended his hand so he could light the fire.

[AkitoSin]

Moku crossed his arms plopping himself onto the couch as he watched the other, he watched the other lean over and couldn't help staring briefly at the younger mans ass. He shook the thought out of his head as he ruffled his own hair putting his feet up on the fish tank. "this place need a new look, have you thought about any of those organizational thing you spoke of earlier? " he smiled from the couch swaying slightly in his seat

[virtualoo]

Yousei bent over the fire and went to light it. It did take a few tries but after a moment it finally was roaring with bright orange and red flames. "I have some basic ideas, you said you didn't like an office look so I am thinking a bookshelf of some kind with folders that look like books organized alphabetically or in some kind of system you like. Keep a not office look and it looks classy" Yousei spoke as he adjusted his t shirt.

[AkitoSin]

Moku could imagined his office filled with sudo book organizer filled with the various paper work he dealt with everyday in fact he quite liked the idea. Thing could always be where he needed and wouldn't constantly be threatening his life by posing a threat of him tripping and busting his head over something. "I need you to look into how much it is going to cost, and get me the figures back as soon as possible" He couldn't help it as the other adjusted his shirt he playfully tugged at it. Due to the alcohol in his system he pulled a littler harder than he intended jerking the other towards the couch accidently.

[virtualoo]

"Understood, I will start looking into various options tonight or tomorrow morning" Yousei said with a nod as he already had a wide variety of ideas. In his own thoughts while fixing his t shirt he didn't notice the other start tugging..a bt harder than expected. The grip yanked him toward the couch, pretty much right on the others lap in an awkward position. "Little rough aren't we?" He joked as he tried to get off to sit next to him.

 

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[AkitoSin]

Moku was shocked when the other fell on top of him feeling the other seated in his lap his gut tightened slightly his arm sliding around him out of reaction. "Well you know what they say if you can't stand the heat get out of the kitchen" he chuckled softly letting the other escape his grasp. Moku leaned his head back looking up at the ceiling watching the shadows dance and flicker from the flames "Do you have someone special to you Yousei?"

[virtualoo]

"But we're not in the kitchen, I can handle the heat just fine" Yousei joked with a small laugh as he got comfortable on the sofa. Well that wasn't terribly awkward..He thought to himself in embarrassment. He heard Moku speak up after a moment, asking if he had anyone special. "No, just me" Yousei said with a small nod as he figured he meant special as in like a significant other.

[AkitoSin]

"why not" he chuckled smiling "you seem to have your head on straight, your always happy like your on cocaine , your always willing to help another person" . Moku readjusted sitting cross legged looking at the other "So if my math is still correct A+B+C should equal a girlfriend" he shook his head not understanding the other.

[virtualoo]

"I would hope I had my head on straight" Moku said with a small laugh. It was nice to hear that he was happy..even if being compared to being on drugs. "And girls are great and all, but I don't lean as much on that end of the spectrum if you get what I'm saying.." He said as he looked up at the ceiling. "Even still, no I am not seeing anyone right now despite my cocaine happiness" He smiled as he looked toward him from his gaze still fixed on the ceiling.

 

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[AkitoSin]

"you really do piss me off" he noticed the other was still staring at the ceiling " I mean really piss me off" . He let out a light frustrated sigh he climbed over the smaller man pinning him to the couch . "Life is always sunshine and rainbows, why are you so damn happy" He grabbed the other shirt collar tightly in his hands shaking him "You have to feel something else occasionally it like your on auto pilot, Sadness, pain, anger, loss, helplessness there all human emotions. " . "Do you honestly feel this happy always because I don't believe it" He glared at the other "show me something real some emotion other than happiness" . The bout of shouting wasn't exactly Yousei fault it was a combination of Moku's already pent up emotions and the alcohol mixing, but he pulled from it used to get his point across. He pressed his forehead against the other glaring at him there lip only inches apart.

[virtualoo]

Yousei was surprised at the sudden change as the other came down on him for his happiness. "You don't think I am always happy? I choose this.." He said quietly as he found himself trapped between the other and the couch. Just to prove a point that he wasn't always his giddy happy self, in the moment he pulled the other down for a deep kiss. "'Bout time you showed me something other than sad...or can you not handle the heat in the kitchen?" He said with a small teasing smirk. Yousei now attempted to get out of this position after a very awkward moment of straight up kissing him.

 

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[AkitoSin]

Moku eyes widen as he felt the other kiss him as he sank into it for a moment before the other pulled away with a snide comment. "Mmm oh I can handle the heat" he whispered kissing the other again taking control this time pushing him back down onto the couch taking small breath in-between moments of there lips crashing together "I have a right to be sad" He kissed the other again "But that something for another day mmm, right now I'd rather focus on this" he whispered flicking, perhaps getting a bit to carried away.

[virtualoo]

Yousei thought it would be the end of this, pass it off as a joke and it would end on that. But he was surprised when he was pushed back into the eyes, eyes widening as he was kissed back like this. He had to remember to breathe as Moku and him stopped between kisses. He had no where to go..It made his heart pound and feel all the more embarrassed. He didn't want to give in so easily, kissing the other back with just as much force despite how it all made his heart race.

 

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[AkitoSin]

Moku felt the other battle him for dominance of the kiss but he pulled the others hair back angling his head to give better access and his tongue flicked the others bottom lips before he dragged himself away panting . "You know I really hate sweet things, and your little happy go lucky ass counts as one" he smirked softly resting his forehead against the others "But I think i'll let this slide this one time" he whispered softly as he nipped at the other lips "Because I can't seem to get enough of this" he let off a soft laugh "Can you stand the heat, or are you going to run away?"