Drinking goes best with a game (Sin x Fame)

[AkitoSin]

Jin watched the other walk past him to lock to the door, a slight shiver ran up his spine as the other hand brushed along his zipper. Jin shrugged neutrally trying to stay as calm as possible as he stripped away his shift, pants, and boxers in the brats room, he had already been at half mass when Scott began to strips as well various scars showing on his body. Jin thought of the pale body before him had become a canvas for his passion, the alone drove him wild, making his body fully erect. Jin crossed his arms with a soft growl as he listened to Scott's demands, and threats, but he had no plan on making it easy on him either.

 

Getting his new found bed on the floor ready he simply chose to lie down letting silence fill the room for a good 30 minutes before he decided to speak again . "Is this really what you thought out as you revenge" he snickered from the ground. "Yes you can forbid me from seeing my fiancé, you can watch me strip here ever night, hell you can even touch yourself as I lay inches away" he purred to the other "But I know this stretches both ways , You can do all these thing, but does it feel the same?" . His excitement was becoming painfully hard but he shoved the thought to the side enjoying taunting the other.

 

"Do you still remember what it feels like when you close your eyes , every moan, every cry, every hard thrust, every bite claiming you to something" Jin own voice had grown dark possessive with the lightest touch of lust. "That's all in front of .you could have all that, but no instead i'll be leaving for another bed at 4am and you'll be left with your thoughts " he shrugged "But I'm sure you thought this all out, and yeah I guess touching yourself kinda feels the same when you close your eyes more or less". Jin deepened his voice "Mmm Scott" he moaned so the other could hear "goodnight" and with that finally note of teasing he turned onto his side. It took immense restraint simply not to touch the painful hard on he grew from just being this close to the other naked body, and in a smile way Scott was winning and this pissed Jin off. But he knew he certainly wouldn't go down without a fight.

[fameandfortune212]

His breath quickens at just the thought being told to him, his eyes looked passed the other and saw into what happened that night more clearly and he himself got a tent under his blanket. For a moment, he let out a low moan under his breath before realising what he was doing and snapped back at the other "Shut up." he said "You are only taunting me because your dick is as hard as a rock. Go to sleep or I'll call my sister" finalising his order and he himself turned to the otherside of his bed and tried to shut his eyes.

 

He turned off the light and shivered under the bed feeling his body react to just Jin's voice. He cursed himself in his head but tried to grip on reality until 2 hours later he finally gave in and slept due to exhaustion. But even that he could sleep only for 2 hours before waking up with a painful hard on that leaked precum all over his thighs. He panted and looked over to the body laying on the ground naked. He gulped as the temptation grew higher and higher in him. But he bit his lip and tapped on the other shoulder and said it was already 4 am and told him to go. Once the other was gone, he immediately locked the door and closed his eyes to remember about that day and masturbated furiously, for once he was mildly satisfied with ejaculation for a long while.

 

The next day came when Scott acted everything was normal again, the three of them sat at the dinner table and all have breakfast, Scott was having coco puff when his sister turned away to get some juice, he then reached his feet to the other side of the table and ground his feet against the other crotch but gave the other a middle finger as well. The day went on very much as usual but Scott took all the chances he had to harass the other, touching him from behind while his sister wasn't looking, stole all his clothes away while he was taking a bath. Until around 8 pm when he warned the other about making sure to come to his room that night. Around 9 pm, he went and masturbated in the bathroom to relief himself and prepared for tonight in case the other would want to taunt him and made him break again. He ran the shower and underneath the stream of water he started touching himself in various spots, his hips... and his scars while jerking off.

[AkitoSin]

Jin chuckled letting the other believe he had won with his final order as he asleep on his side, waking up periodically in the night hearing the sheet above him moving, he knew full well the effect had had on the other . It filled him with a mix of pride and want neither being very productive towards his end goals. He fell in and out until the clock struck 4am as he felt the other tap his shoulder to go he smirked softly " Have fun touching yourself" he waved to the other as he made his way back to his own room carefully climbing into bed with his fiancé where he would continue to sleep until the next day.

 

Scott was rather quickly becoming a bigger pain in the ass then Jin was wanting to deal with, the touching, prodding, and poking while his sister was turned away wore thin on Jin patient. He thought he would calm himself running a hot bath he stepped inside with a sigh of relief . As he began to forget about the brat that was driving him insane today it appear he thought to soon , watching the other steal away his clothes. He cracked his knuckles slowly taking in a deep breath and letting it out slowly. The night waned on as Jin planned his revenge on the other

 

Jin set up a date for his fiancé with some old friend she had not seen a while succeeding in removing her from the house for the evening . As he heard the shower upstairs turn on he quietly stalked up the stairs walking into Scott's room he found his phone lieing on his bed, rather careless Jin thought. But after the day he was having it was a welcome change of luck and pace as he held onto the the device. He smirked as he entered the bathroom quietly watching the other touching themselves, knowing he cause this. But even a show such of this did not quell his irritation, sparked his excitement yes. But the other had been torturing him not stop so he thought why not return the favor.

 

Jin stripped away his clothing quietly stepping into the shower why the others back was turned . Jin excitement grew seeing the other naked body so close he couldn't help it as he moved closer to the other. He suddenly was on top of Scott pressing him roughly into the smooth tile of the shower was his member twitch eagerly against the boys ass. "did you miss me" he purred into the others ear biting it gently as he ground hard into the other.

[fameandfortune212]

Scott was panting while touching his own hard-on, his head threw back as he was gaining in speed. Then out of the blue, he was pushed down and pressed against the wet cold tiles. "What the fuc--" he was about to snapped on the other when he knew he could do something better. He bucked his hips and squeezed the other's length between his ass. "Yes.... I... missed you a lot, Jin" He said with the most seductive manner.

 

Scott tried to roll around and face the other. He wrapped his arms around the other's neck, his chest ground against chest, cock ground against cock. "I was beginning to worry that you don't want to have sex with me" he said with a slight pouty, blushing face. Scott planned to take evident pictures as a better blackmail tool, he tried to slip one hand to the where he thought he put his phone but it was not there.

 

It was then he snapped "Wh..where is my phone? JIN! Get off of me". He knew this was getting dangerous and out of his control. He tried to slip away from the other but he was heavy and locked him tightly between his toned body and the tiles. He screamed for help but no help came. He took measure to his own and bit the other on the shoulder the exact place where he was bitten, hoping it would distract him and loosen his grip then he could run away.

[AkitoSin]

Jin let the other bite into his shoulder as much as he'd like, the small twinges of pain he welcome but it was nothing to some of the injury's he received on the field. Now that Scott was facing him Jin smirked darkly grabbing the other wrist in one of his much larger hands pinning them painfully above his head. His free hand grasped Scotts chin gently raising his head so that they where looking directly at each other. "I'm glad your finally being honest with yourself" he said a little calm as his hand left the boys chin a single finger travelling down his chest, over his navel, and along his member. "Your body tells the truth even when you don't want it too, it knows it belongs to me, your mine, your always going to be my little bitch" he growled . "since you have been having so much fun playing your games, I thought we could have a little fun of our own. "

 

"We could do one of three thing right now" he purred as he nipped and nibbled at the other neck slowly "You can get on your knees and apologize while making sure I'm nice and ready to push inside of you" he gave the other a hard bite after listing options one as he continued on. "Option two I can lift you up right her against this wall, I could slam everything you been putting me through these past few days inside of you, with no worry if you body is ready or not because I know your cries of pain and tears would eventually turn into cries of pleasure as you squeeze around me" his free hand moved down caressing and squeezing at the other hip. "And our final option, you can still get on your knee and apologize to master and i'll let you control the entire evening, Location, speed, position, rough or light, It could all be up to you my little slut."

 

He ground into the other as he pressed closer into the other there member grinding against one another. "I can make you feel good Scott, I know every spot that make you squirm, I know how to caress every pent up urge, every moan from your lips" Jin kissed along every scar he placed on the younger man body gently, yes with Scott he could not get enough rough sex. But he knew how to be gentle he knew he could love the others body before he tried his best not to break it. "Your eyes really are gorgeous, even as you glare at me right now, I can't seem to look away." He pulled the other into a deep kiss , he didn't try to force the other, but he kissed him in the way you reserve for a love "Now what option will play tonight Scott"

[fameandfortune212]

Scott panted heavily as the longer he stayed underneath the bigger body, the more he became restless and his heart pumped his vein. The humiliation rubbed him in the face when his plan all backfired at him all at once, he blushed. "I am not your bitch". Defiantly, he looked at a side, his eyes teary out of frustration as he did not get the revenge he wanted. Not until the other named his options and touched him here and there and till he had his hands on his hips when Scott let out a gasp and his length twitched for he was stimulated on his erogenous zone. He bit his lower lip trying to think straight but by now the vapour of the hot shower didn't help.

 

He did not intend on choosing any option, he intended to defy the other but his words was getting into him. It seeped in and Scott began to gave in to his desire for the other for the past week. The other's sickly words began to played with his mind. He thought carefully before picking his option. "O..option..." he gulped " 3 " for it somewhat gave him somewhat of control and as rebellious as Scott has been, he still wanted to have some security.

 

Once he named his choice and the other would let him go. He hesitantly got on his knees, entirely naked, and bowed to the other. He apologised with a shake in his voice and his head hung low "I...I'm sorry for every wrongdoings I have committed against you..." it was the last word that clogged his throat and took quite a bit to come out audibly "...mas..master" his face was now burning with red, his breath quickened without having done anything with the other and his member was throbbing. "I...I wish... to... have sex in sister's bed." he looked up at the other, now eyes filled with submission and lust. "You... you can do anything to me..." he wrapped his arms around himself "Since that day i can... no longer be satisfied with normal sexual act... the rougher it is the more i am able to feel... please be as rough as i want to me... master".

 

Scott then left the bathroom and dried himself, he did not bother dressing and walked naked to his sister's as he wanted, right after Jin. Maybe after all he has been jealous with his sister about Jin. Maybe he wanted to feel love as he has never dated anyone. But he would never say it out loud. Never. His heart was jumping out of his chest as the thrill of having sex on the very bed that his sister had, was something he thought would only happen in fiction. When the curtains was closed he looked to the other as he has given him the power and submitted. "Wh..what do you want me to do now?" he said, shivering, his member was standing to attention.

[AkitoSin]

Jin was rather taken back as the other got on his knee apologizing feeling powerful above the other only seemed to turn him on further, but he had to admit to himself it wasn't the exact reaction he was expecting. The way the others face lit up his cheeks the color of roses made Jin's heart thunder in his chest. He didn't complain in the hot steam of the shower his hand found its way into the other hair stroking it gently "Good boy" he praised as he watched the other leave eyes glued onto his body. He followed the other into his fiancé room, a small twinge of regret seem to linger at the back of his mind. Rough sex was Jin's bread and butter but the thought that the other could not feel pleasure without out it bit at him. He shook the thought from his head as he gazed at the other asking what he would have with him.

 

The dark urges in the back his mind returned to the forefront once again , as he leaned over pulling out a small box from underneath the bed. Thing he had bought one time or another that his fiancé had no interest in. It was one thing to love someone, but sex was suppose to be about passion, the throw of power and submission, being connected to one in a way no other could. Being limited in such a way was a small wedge between the two of them. He smiled at the other lifting his chin he gave the other a soft kiss as a reward "You've been very good" he purred softly to the other "I promise I will make you feel good" He walked behind the other slowly a hand slowly glided along his hips.

 

He pulled the other arms roughly behind his back bring upon the first hint of there rough decent . Jin held his wrist tight behind his back as he secured a pair of cough around them tightening them enough to know they would dig in ever so slightly if the other struggled against them. "The bed will come later what I want now is for you on your knees" he purred as the other followed his instructions his member pulsating in anticipation "Now say ahh and try not to choke" he growled deeply grabbing Scotts hair and lifting his head painfully pressing the tip of his excitement against the boys lips . The first few tell tales signs of pleasure gather at the tip of his member spreading precum over Scotts soft lips made him shiver his body shaking with sparks of excitement. "you are to keep your eyes on me the entire time" he commanded as Scott opened his mouth and he let the other run his tongue along the shaft of his member with a groan.

 

He sat there for a while without helping the other simply letting him taste his excitement. Without thinking about it his hips began to buck grabbing ruff handfuls of his hair he forced the others head down as far as his body would allow pulling out to give the other a chance to breath. Slamming back inside the other hot cavern he began to thrust hard into the back of the other throat. He stared into Scotts watering eyes as he violated the back of his throat he tugged gently on his silver locks. Jin could last a while inside of the other but blowjobs seem to be his weakness as he reached climax all too quickly. He pulled out of the other mouth until only the tip rested on Scott tongue his member twitch in pleasure the other ragged breathing around his him pushed that last inch he needed. He burst inside of the other mouth hot cum covering the other tongue and filling his cheeks. "Swallow it all" he growled removing his cock from the others mouth slowly wiping the remaining cum on the Scotts cheek. "Now show me your a good little slut" he caressed the other cheek with the back of his hand.

 

He didn't give the other much time to respond as he lifted him up securing his wrist around one of the higher built bedpost. High enough that Scott would almost have to stand on his tip toes to be comfortable facing the wall. He simply watched him struggle and writhe in his restraints without his touch, He let this go on for what seemed like forever, but in reality simply 5 minutes. He walked up behind the other his hands targeted the sensitive zones on the smaller man's hips until he thought he wouldn't be able to take it anymore. It was only when he began to beg that he brought his hand down hard on the other ass listening to him squeal he continued repeating the action over and over. When Jin had his filled he unlocked the hand cuffs freeing the others wrist He picked him up laying the panting male down on his sisters bed he straddled over top of him "I'll show you it doesn't all have to be rough to feel good" he whispered kissing the other neck "all you have to do is tell me when your ready" he said soothingly kissing his scars softly.

[fameandfortune212]

He did not say a word to the other even when he was kissed. As much as he wanted to deny it, his heart raced whenever they kiss, he tried to convince himself it was not something romantic and purely for sex. He was letting out a gasped when he was cuffed. As much as rough sex went, this was the first time he has ever experienced bondage. The thrill of having his self controlled stripped away was immense, he shivered in excitement, his cock stood up and throbbed.

 

He slowly got on his knees and saw the other positioned himself in front of him, greeted him was a whooping 9 inch monster. He gulped upon seeing it and knew what would happen. It was intimidating but there was something very pulling about it that Scott could not help himself start tasting it. He obeyed and kept his eyes on Jin while his lips and tongue worked the other's cock, it was a tint salty and musky from the other's sporty body. He could only work to half the way but then with a pulled off his hair, the giant thing invaded and stretched his throat out. His eyes rolled and watered up as he struggled and tried to get free but his hands ground against the metal cuff painfully. Once he was released he coughed violently, gasped and drooled. But it was far from over when his throat was hit again and again, wet slapping sound could be heard in the room. As painful as it was, the fact that he was throbbing and drooling downstairs meant that he enjoyed it in someway.

 

Scott felt the other's cock was pulsating more than usual, knowing what would come, he tried to open his mouth wider to avoid choking. He then felt the other's hot seed pouring into his mouth. He was ordered to swallow, but right now his position did not allow him to say no either so he swallowed. The thick liquid ran down his stretched throat difficultly and made Scott shed a few tears. He opened his mouth to show the other he had swallowed as he was told to. "I...I am the good slut" he said as his mind was bent. He panted and licked the other's cock for a couple time as the thing brushed a few extra semen on his cheek, cleaning it up for Jin as an act of submission.

 

He was then hung up by his wrist to a high bedpost, so high that he had to tiptoed. It was a long long while he was left there alone before he was teased. It felt like forever and he was stimulated but not allowed to have the full experienced of sex. "P...please Jin. I ...I can't take it anymore. Please fuck me. Fuck me like a slut I am. I want your cock inside me" he begged and was let down and uncuffed.

 

The sudden changed of attitude of Jin made hi surprised. He felt a mixed feeling of guilt, excitement and ... something strange, something he could not put his hand on it but he let it slide and went with the moment. He ran his hands, now scarred by the cuffs, against Jin's firm chest, his legs wrapped around Jin's waist loosely. His eyes... never left the other, lust now altered with desire "I...I'm ready, Jin" and even his voice altered to something much gentler. He tried to reach up to the other and landed a deep kiss on him. He suckled on the other's tongue and bit his lower lip until he made him bleed a little. When he felt the other entered him, he shyly hid his face and moaned. For he was in a straight mind this night, he was not intoxicated and felt little guilt toward his sister, it was in fact satisfying. He cried a little bit, having to handle so many emotions at once. He wrapped his arms around the other's neck tighter and just simply wanted to embrace him as he penetrated Scott. "Aaahh... mhmmm ahhh... m..more... ahh.h..." he moaned the whole time being filled with the other's 9-inch.

[AkitoSin]

Jin groaned feeling the other bite at his lips as he fought the others tongue for dominance of the kiss. The all to familiar taste of copper filled his mouth making him twitch with pleasure. Once the other told him he was ready he pushed inside of him slowly inch by he sat there fully sheathed in the other. He pulled out thrusting into the other slowly , making sure to put enough strength to rock the others body . Feelings Scotts arms wrap around his neck he gradually began increase the pace at which he pumped into the other. His hands and explored the other body from his side to his hips fondling his ass . He moaned the other names softly in pleasure feeling the other tighten around his member.

 

Jin finger tips dug into the other sides not enough to bruise , simply to let the other know he was there, to let him feel the strength in the touch alone. "Scott mmm if you keep staring at me like that you'll make me go crazy" He chuckled softly against the others neck leaving kisses, bite marks, and nips along the sensitive flesh. He picked up the speed once again thrusting against the other prostate teasingly he would hit the sensitive spot and then purposefully miss once or twice. he pulled the other hips down into each thrust with a bit more force behind it. He pulled the other into a deep kiss thrusting inside faster and faster.

 

Jin picked the other up laying down with Scott now on top straddling him "Move for me Scott" he groaned grinding into the man on his hips. "I want to feels your want , your need, I want you to feel good" he purred as his hands caressed along the other chest , hips, finally finding a resting place on the other ass squeezing gently.

[fameandfortune212]

"But you told me to keep my eyes on you" Scott said with his body out off breath. Receiving the other cock was no easy task, he gripped onto his neck almost scratched the other to the point of bleeding.

 

When he was put on top, it took him a while to adjust and got the strength to start moving on his own. His hole slowly swallowed the other's cock as he lowered himself. His hole hotly vibrate around Jin. Whole Scott enjoyed the other's hands that showed dominance. "Aaahhhh... Jin... You feel so good. Please make me yours. I am yours"

 

Scott was feeling the other hitting his prostate, his mouth gasped for air. "Jin Jin. .. aaahh I'm close. .. ahh". Scott never had to masturbate as he was fucking with Jin. The other's length provide enough stimulus for him to chum just from there. He exhaled and released a loss onto Jin's chest and abdomen. He took a second to rest before rocking his body to the old rhythm again. One time was not enough for him. "Please fuck me more. Fuck New till dawn." He begged.

[AkitoSin]

Jin moaned the others names bucking upwards into Scotts gyrating hips . He lifted the other and slammed him down again and again, it wasn't until he felt the other tighten and hot release hit his chest that he let go. He slammed the other down all the way to base of cock releasing hot burst after burst inside of the other his body shivering in tpleasure he threw his head back with a bestial growl. the other requested to have each other for the evening Jin obliged a smirk crossing his face " I'll give you all of me in every way I can" he whispered lustfully. He held Scotts hips tightly standing up still sheathed deeply inside the other . Jin pressed the other into the wall biting away at his neck, making small copper droplets appear lapping at the exposed wounds. His body pressed into the other his back slamming against the wall over and over he pressed all of his strength into the smaller males body. He bent him over the dressers in the room refusing to give even a moment break for breath as he continued his assault.

 

Jin smirked as he carried the other over towards the closed window he bent the other over the frame so all the outside world could see was Scotts sex crazed face. For some reason this turned him on even the thought that someone could be watching the, guessing what they were doing. The idea alone exhilarated Jin making him thrust into the other harder and faster, his nails drawing blood at the others hips. "Mmm let the world see you , see that dirty look on your face that only I can give" He purred in reality it was very late at night and doubtful anyone would actually see the two of them, but the chance , the danger is what did it for the Jin. He pulled the others hair back and slammed as he could manage into the other filling the other with another round of his hot cum. He could've don't this all evening with the other pressing him roughly into walls, staring into his eyes, feeling his body shiver as he filled him with another round of hot love.

 

As he held onto the other tightly kicking the bedroom door open he smashed his lips against the others, his tongue flicked at the others lips requesting access. As there Tongues dance amongst one another Jin didn't waste a movement bouncing the other over his cock over and over slowly but surely they where fucking there way back to Scotts room. Never wasting and opportunity for a new position a new surface to press his possession, his lover. And in that moment he felt more for Scott then just lust, he was way past exhausted and yet he wanted to continue holding the other this tightly, he wanted to drown in the looks in his eyes, drown in the pleasure they gave each other.

[fameandfortune212]

The other was getting rougher but at the same time quite careful about his body. He groaned his time he was scratched or pressed against the wall or window where the world could see him. It turned him on when the other was rough with him as he wished. The second stream of cum oozed into his body and lubed Jin up, made him easier to penetrate and even deeper than before. He straddled the other while Jin controlled his body and pounded him like a nail.

 

They returned to Scott's room but all the way, their sex did not tone down. But as soon as they reached Scott's room, they turned up their volume and kissed. The hot wet kiss allowed Scott to merged in the moment and felt something more special than just sex between them. He was completely consumed by their harmonizing moment that he has forgotten that Jin was his future brother in law. He kissed the other neck and shoulders, being marked with scars by the other right then and there did seem like a good idea though half of his brain knew that he would regret it. Their exchange of heat between their body made Scott broke a sweat and exhausted but he did not want to stop. He wanted to even fall asleep like so.

 

They moved to the door and pressed against it. They then heard a knock on the door that freaked Scott out. It was his sister that returned home while the two of them completely did not pick up. She looked for Jin but he was nowhere to be found thus she asked Scott. "Scott? Have you seen Jin?"

 

"I... mhmm... He's gone home. He said...a hhh he's quite sick" he said, trying to control his panting.

 

"Okay... are you alright? You sound a bit out of breath"

 

"I worked out a little bit... I'm taking a bath and go to sleep now"

 

"Okay... Night, baby"

 

"Night" Said Scott and ended their conversation, the shadow of his sister went away, he held one hand on his face, half covering his mouth to muffle his moaning as the other's stretched him greatly. He looked at Jin with regret that all this happen "Jin. Stop. I can't do this anymore" he whispered, trying to climb off the other.

[AkitoSin]

Jin froze at the sound of his fiancé's voice, part of him had a sinking feeling he would be caught, the other part made his heart race at the idea. Jin wasn't sure if he was completely pleased about how his body reacted to the situation but he did his best to regulate his breathing. Jin stop a majority of his movement as the other talked to his sister but couldn't completely stop the gyration of his hips. He bit his own lip hard drawing blood as his fiancé left and her shadow continued after her down the hall way. Jin heard the other panicked whispers for him to stop, he let a soft sigh holding the other squirming male tighter so he couldn't move. He walked the other over to the bed collapsing on his back so the other could rest against his chest .

 

His heart rate eased and his breathing began to match as he laid there quietly at first a small smile bit at the corners of his lips. His hand absently stroked through the others hair he hummed softly to the other . "You know..." he took a breath stroking the others cheek "Part of me want to stay like this... and the other knows I can't" the room became deafly silent as he could only think of Scott laying against his chest "your so warm" he frowned looking down at the other "We both know i'll have to stay away for a while, she already thinks im sick" he lifted the other chin gently looking down at him "I could stay here for the night, and sneak away before she wakes up in the morning... if that what you want."

 

Jin didn't know why his heart pounded the way it did, why he knew his fiancé was just down the hall and he rather stay here tonight. He didn't have any answers for the millions of question floating through his head. Well maybe he did, maybe somewhere in the back of his mind, somewhere locked away he knew why. But that part was so heavily locked away even he couldn't admit it to himself. He just knew in that moment in that place he felt at home, he knew it where he wanted to be, and this didn't feel like something that would go away easily. Would there be another time like this, would this be the last... he shook the thoughts from his head as his eyes searched the other trying to see what he felt, what was he hiding behind those lilac treasures.

[fameandfortune212]

The other did not let him go but instead went straight to his bed and laid down on his back so Scott himself was laying on top of him. Hearing what the other said was something else, he completely forgot the Jin was still inside him. He looked away before looking back at the other, contemplating whether or not he should agree. Eventually he gave in to the other and removed himself from him and said not a thing.

 

He staggeringly walked to the light switch and turned on the light to get the paper towel to clean himself of every semen on his body and tossed to the trash, every wounds and scratched on his body he used a plaster to apply on his body as he hissed lowly, looking at the mirror. "Sleep here for the night and go home in the morning. Forget everything ever happened." He said before dressing up and preparing the mattress on the floor and a pillow and laid down. "You can sleep on my bed. Everything was my fault to begin with.". He then offered the other paper towel to clean himself as well.

 

He then reached to turn off the light and went to sleep. There was a sense of guilt that consumed him all night and he had only a 2 hours of sleep, the rest of the night it was just him turning and tossing. Having the presence of Jin there struck him mighty, his mind was flowing with the other's image and his words. Before he knew it, it was 4 am and he had to wake the other up to open the door for him and let him go home.

 

The next day his sister said she would come to take care of Jin for the next three days and Scott had no position to oppose and let her come and stay at Jin's place. The time being alone at home was rather torturing that almost every place is marred with the thing they did to one another but he tried to take his mind off of it by inviting his sex friends over as he tried to overwrite his memories with his sex friends at night. At day he carries on his life as normal, school, sport and games.

 

3 days later his sister returned with Jin as he got better, the worst news come when they finalised their wedding day. It somewhat immobilised him for some reason. "I'm happy for you, Scarlett" he said before embracing his sister, shedding a single tear. But it was not a tear of sadness nor joy. It was more likely to be a tear of guilt. A guilt that Scott has developed a forbidden desire for Jin that he knew well it was not right nor meant to be.

 

"Awwww... don't cry. It won't be that quickly. It'll happen after your graduation day" said Scarlett

 

"Yea... heehee... silly me" he wiped it off. "Take care of her, Jin" He turned to the other.

 

And their lives went on. Since then Scott did not speak to the other much nor picking a fight with him either, he focused on his study and seemingly to have gotten out of his rebellious state. He also often invited friends over for sex but his innocent sister was clearly unaware of it.

 

"It's only monday and you're that hungry" said Jimmy, his sex friend while Scott was giving him a blowjob. The boy was in a swim team and got quite a tan. Much taller than Scott. Their relationship was rather unlikely as Jimmy was a sort of a jokc, not quite a bully but often picked on Scott. But Scott offered him something he could not resist, sex, as Jimmy was a young man with a lot of testosterone to spend but had not a girlfriend to spend them on. It all kicked off from there.

 

"mhmm mhmm.. mhmmm" he said before pulling out of the Jimmy's cock "I didn't see you all weekend. I'm young, unlike you, grandpa. I have a lot of needs"

 

"Woa woa woa, careful, boy or I'll punish you" said Jimmy "You know... maybe I can take you out somewhere as a thank you"

 

"No need to" he stopped giving the other's blowjob and positioned himself above him and start riding him slowly, moaning lowly. "Ahhhh... I... I'm not into dating..." he said.

[AkitoSin]

Jin was hopeful at first and it was only fueled by the other as he agreed but as he left him to clean up he knew it wasn't the same. Jin took the offering with a nod cleaning himself off as he laid on the bed looking at the ceiling, he had the feeling the other wouldn't be returning to the bed. The suspicion was only confirmed as the other pulled out the floor mattress . Telling someone to forget everything was easy , actually doing so was always the hard part. How do you forget something that replayed in your head over and over .

 

Jin barley slept his eyes plastered to the ceiling trapped in his own thoughts, and thoughts of the other. His fist clenched and unclenched wishing this could have ended in any other way. But this wasn't a fairy tale something wouldn't magically change to make this better, no real life was much more calculating and logical. It felt like he had maybe an hour or half as much time to sleep before the other woke him up to leave. Many things came to mind he wished to say to the other, none of these thing actually came out. Once dressed in his clothes from the previous day he simply left.

 

Getting in his car he drove in silence making his way home rather quickly he sped down the road way faster than he should've been going in the first place. His tires came squealing as he pulled into his driveway being forced to a rapid cease of movement. On auto pilot he felt empty and he did the only thing he knew how to do when he felt empty. Walking to his fridge pulling out 2 six packs of beer he walked them up to his room, once he made it to his bed he began to drink. He drank and drank until his body tingled and he couldn't help but smile. He laid his head back on his pillows letting the liquid courage coax him to sleep.

 

When he woke next he found his fiancé sitting on the edge of his bed, the sight of her brought a small smile to his face. She spoke with him softly telling him how she was going to take care of everything, how he would be better in no time. Jin let her he didn't fight a moment of it, maybe if he could focus on the two of them and what they had... he could forget about the rest. And so the three days continued they watched movies, laughed at each others jokes, talked about her trip. She scolded him for the open beers by his bed and he laughed harder giving a what can you do kind of shrug. There talks progressed over the three days and without ever realizing it they began planning the big day.

 

Jin finally returned home with Scarlett his arms wrapped around her waist with a smile . Jin was happy at first as his fiancé told her little brother about the knews but it ended too quickly. He already had felt a small tightness in his stomach seeing the other again, but as he saw the tear fall from the other cheek it took most of his willpower not to go over and wipe it away himself.

 

"Don't worry I will Scott" he said softly taking a breath.

 

And with those last words, and that last tight feeling in his gut they parted ways . They didn't fight much or talk at that really, it was like they where two ghost passing each other in the hallway. He watched as the younger man brought what seemed like to many faces in to fuck. His fiancé may think they were just friend spending time together but Jin watched how they acted together, watched the subtle touches they would give to one another , and how they always disappeared into Scotts room. He had no right to be angry, but somewhere inside him a small fire started. Call it possessive, call it jealousy, call it what ever you like each time someone else would walk into his room another log was added to the fire.

 

He could barley stand to walk by while that door was closed, his hand clench in a fist and teeth gritted. He knew he had no right to interfere with the other. But Scott was his, the marks on his body made by him, the sound only he could coax out of the other. He closed his eyes calming himself but he was on a warpath and he already knew one wrong move, one bad interaction by the next person he saw would make him snap.

[fameandfortune212]

When Jimmy and Scott finished their screwing session, they quickly cleaned up and got dressed and walked out of the room. They did not really mug about with embracing or any intimacy. The relationship between them was purely physical though Jimmy slowly became attached to him and wanted to moved furthered by Scott drew a line and they kept it at that.

 

As they exited his room, they spotted Jin, who Scott has been trying to avoid for months now. But the idiot Jimmy could not keep his mouth to himself and wrapped his arm around Scott's shoulder as he talked to Jin "Hi, brother-in-law. Congrats on your wedding day. Scott told me. Right after it would be mine and his" he joked. Annoyed, Scott elbowed him by the ribs and told him to shut up and escorted him to the living room where his sister was sitting and sipping a cup of coffee.

 

"Sister. Jimmy's going home now but I'm thinking about spending my weekend at his place. Is that okay?" he said

 

"Sure, Scott. Make sure you do your homework"

 

"Thanks, sister"

 

"Thanks, sister-in-law" joked Jimmy one more time.

 

And then Jimmy was kicked out and went home. Scott then sat down at the table with his sister and Jin was nowhere to be found or at least not around, he decided to talk about travelling abroad for studies. "Scarlett. After your wedding, I'm going to England to study"

 

"That was sudden. You didn't mention any of this to me before"

 

"I'm sorry about that. I didn't want to tell you until I got my scholarship which i now have"

 

"Well... if that is what you really wish...Mom and Dad's money is still in the bank. I haven't touched it since. I'll give it all to you to finance your studies"

 

"Thanks, sis. But I wanna work part time to finance myself so i gain some experience"

 

"Okay... But remember that I'm always here to help you, okay?"

 

"Okay" He said and embraced his dear sister.

 

The plan he carried out in secrets for months and told noone even his sister. The thought of their wedding has been haunting his mind and as hard as he tried to drown himself in study and sex, it still found its way to torture him and going abroad seemed to be the only way for him to escape.

[AkitoSin]

Jin gave a look of disgust to the boy that walked out of Scotts room, the boy tried to joke with him but he was having none of it. It took Jin clenching his fist so tightly little crescents forming in the palm of his hand. Someone please make this little piece of shit go away before I do something i'll regret he thought to himself not saying a word to the other. His nail dug deeper into his palm finally drawing droplet of blood as he thought of the idea of Scott marrying this piece of trash. He actually broke out into a laugh at the idea like Scott could ever marry someone like that, but he still wanted the other gone. He followed the two men to the living room his hands in his pockets wondering how much jail time he would get if he beat the shit out of this kid.

 

Jin was shocked to hear the news about the other going to England, there relationship between one another was stressed to say the least. But England felt so far away, even it wasn't right he didn't quite want to be that far away from the other.

 

"Are you really sure all the way in England, is that a little far away what if you need help, or something happens" Jin try to add casually careful to keep his face blank and emotions under control. "And how come we didn't hear anything about the scholarship sooner? " he said stressing the last word of the sentence . Jin felt lost in a sea of mixed emotions, loss, joy, pain, anger he was drowning man to reach out to something to hold him above water, but all he could grab onto was anger. "I mean did you tell your friends already? Did you ask what there thought might be?" he was being a little to forward his emotions starting to ebb out and take control.

 

He felt a hand on his shoulder his fiancé that made his body stiffen "What got you all twisted in a bunch babe"

 

Jin gave the best smile he could at the moment rubbing the back of his head trying to play it off "I just want to make sure he's going to be safe and has already thought this through. I've made a lot of mistake and life, some I regret and some I wouldn't change for the world. " he grabbed his fiancé hand kissing it gently. "I guess with Scott going to be going for school, and our special day coming up I'm getting to worked up maybe a little stressed out" A majority of what he told the other came out as lies, buts he could never really let her know what's going, not without destroying every person in that house, like a bomb sure you can survive the blast but the fallout would follow you for the rest of your life.

[fameandfortune212]

The other seemed to get more worked up than even his sister and Scott knew well the reason for it. He stepped back a couple of step as the other got more and more involved into the conversation and asked him more and more questions about his own decision. He could read between the lines what the other was meaning to say. He was simply finding excuse to stop Scott and noone will stop him.

 

"I've been working on this for a while without anyone knowing beside a couple of friends that saw me receiving my scholarship" he answered, trying to remain as emotionally detached as possible.

 

"And the reason I didn't tell anyone was that I want to do things on my own now. It's my life and I want to have control over it. But thanks for your concern anyway" He faked the fakest smile he has ever done and walked passed the other as if they never existed to one another and to his room. As he closed the door behind him, dropped to the floor with his back rested against door, trying to hold back from crying. Seeing the other upset about him going abroad made him known that there was something far more than just physical between them even though it happened by accident on that destined night he got drunk. But their relationship was not meant to be in the first place and his feelings were to be abandon unless he wanted to destroyed them three.

 

Their lives then went on as it used to be and Scott still looked for consolation in his friends, Jimmy. The boy somehow was more understanding than Jin and talked to him a lot and spent less time screwing and more time bonding as real friends. The wedding day was coming near, in a week, it was then when he felt himself more cooled down. He decided to settle things between him and Jin. He looked around and asked for Jin from his sister, claiming that he was taking the other out for a stag due.

 

He found the other and asked if he had time and then took him out for a walk. It was winter at the time, the road was lightly dusted with snow and the lights twinkled nicely as they made their way to a small diner for a hot milk and a drink. His feet dragged against the snow and made a trail awkwardly as he tried to talk to Jin, something he has been trying to avoid. "The weather isn't half bad, no?"

 

"Jin... what happened was an accident and we got too involved. Your wedding is coming up and we both know, nothing now can be changed. I think we should bury whatever memories of us together even though it was just twice." he said, walking slower. "But you know... It was good while it lasted" he smiled

[AkitoSin]

Jin walked off as the other left, he just walked straight out the door leaning against the house he took a deep breath trying to center himself, but the heart wants what the heart wants. But yet again time passed and the two of them walked among each other like ghost. Jin felt the progression of time the big day coming up on him faster and faster and amongst the planning, the breakdowns, the freak-out, he realized he hadn't been able to enjoy himself at all. It was out of nowhere that Scott asked to go for a walk with him. Jin agreed hesitantly at first not really wanting to have another fight at this point.

 

It was freezing outside but still Jin walked around in a pair of jeans and a t-shirt hand in his pockets he didn't even seem to shiver as the cold wind cut past them . He couldn't help but laugh at the other attempt at small talk as they walked together, but just the sound felt better than the painful silence . He listened to the other that familiar tight feeling in his stomach he got more often than not talking to Scott lately returned . "yeah" he took a deep breath sighing softly "It was really fun wasn't it?". "The wedding so soon " he kicked at the snow beneath his feet "We never really had a chance to talk without fighting or well other things coming up" this pulled another laugh from his lips "I'm getting married, and your going to England, we've really fucked each other up huh , but if you could go back you think you'd change anything" he asked to the other the first real smile appearing on his face.

[fameandfortune212]

The other seemed to take on the conversation better than Scott intended it to be. He tugged on his blue scarf a bit as he tried to exhaled a wave of smoke out of his cold red lips. The other's smile eased him a bit when they did not end up in a fight. "We indeed fucked each other up. Mainly you. And it stressed/stretched me out" he joked and made a pun. "Changed? If you asked me this when sister told me about the wedding, i'd say everything. But now I'd say nothing. I focused on my study and ended up traveling abroad thanks to the push"

 

They reached the diner and sat down for a beer and food. Scott ordered a tapas platter and 2 pints of ale. And as they snacked on the food, he continued "Would you change anything?" he then tried to direct the conversation to somewhere less about themselves "So you've got a suit and a wedding cake, right? Also please don't drink too much. We both know how bad it gets."

[AkitoSin]

Jin the vapor that escaped from the other lips , he closed his eyes punching the other in the arm for his horrible joke . "You never know where a little push can take you, I was a mess before I met you sister well more of a mess than I am now" He shrugged as he continued walking towards there destination. Walking into the warm atmosphere the soft roar of friend talking amongst one another took some of the stiffness from his shoulders. As sat down and the other asked him if he would change anything he shook his head. "Honestly I don't think I would, even if it was for such a short time I felt alive, I felt... happy sadly we don't live in a fairy tale"

 

"Yes, yes I've got everything lined up nicely , I got fitted for the suit a few days ago makes me feel like a stuffy old man" Jin had to hold his hand over his mouth trying not spit out the drank he just took a swig off from laughing "You say you know how bad I get we both know how good I get as well" he teased lightly returning the other joke from earlier . "So why England what so special over there actually, what is your major even. I can't believe I've never asked."

[fameandfortune212]

"Of course we don't live in fairy tale" he smiled, looking down at the platter, somewhat ashamed. Then his tone changed "But I'm very glad that you also enjoyed it" the feeling in his heart was then slightly lifted and no longer pained him to think about.

 

"Good? Sister's into rough sex as well?" he mocked. "Well I chose England to study Shakespearean plays. I intending on becoming a movie or play producer. Or in general, entertaining industry, you can say that" his lips nipped on a roasted cherry tomato.

 

They finished their food and then desserts came when Scott ordered extra large hot coco and drank it, making a foam beard without knowing. "Ahhhh i love hot cocoa. I'm looking forward for your wedding, Jin" He smiled and they spent the night just talking before heading him, luckily were no drunk.

 

And the wedding day finally arrived.

[AkitoSin]

Jin nodded listening to the other he frowned momentarily at the comment about his fiancé and only shook his head. He didn't really need to let the other know that pretty much the only sex they had was standard missionary, full eye contact, ect ect. It was already a tension spot for him but he just let it go for the evening.

 

"Yeah.. I'm looking forward to it to" Jin smiled as they went through the rest of the night talking about general life, school, events that happened to them in the past . No they had never really got a chance to know each other, maybe if they had earlier .. he shook the thought from his head he was trying to make it easier on the other. He couldn't help looking at the other covered in the foam and start laughing. And so they smiled laughed joked and the night seem to stretch on, Jin was very careful to limit his drinking through the evening as to not cause another event. But aside from that one action it seemed to be the perfect ending to the day.

 

The wedding seem to go on like your everyday typical Ceremony, tons of people lined the pews in the church they were to be wed in. His fiancé was having a break down on whether or not she looked good, and if her makeup was perfect. Jin did his best to help but it was very little as he was not allowed to see the wedding dress she wore . Jin had his hand resting on a dresser as he looked himself over with a soft sigh. Well fit black tux covered his body, defining his figure to the point of suffocating but it complimented him swell. He ran his finger through his hair a small present sitting in front of him intended for Scott once everything was said and done.

 

He found Scott through all the chaos and managed to give over the gift "Hey been meaning to give this too you for the last few days stop stop stop" he hissed watching the other try and open it on the spot "Don't open it until your away from this place okay" He smiled softly and his hand ruffled the others mans hair.

[fameandfortune212]

The night ended on a high note as they laughed together at his foam beard and then went home, undrunk. It was better than Scott expected. That night was a night for a long while he has had a good sleep.

 

The wedding day came. Scott had to single-handedly host and prepared everything for the big day as his sister and he had not parents. They died when both of them were very young and his sister very much raised him. The big day was probably the only one time for him to help his sister out. He made sure the cake was perfect and the guests got their seat. In the midst of chaos came the groom who gave him a gift. Being busy as they were, he wanted to open the gift right then and got it finish with but he told to wait until he's gone away. "THank you then, Jin" he said and rushed away to continue his duty.

 

The noise lowed down, everyone has settled. The groom was standing by the altar waiting for his bride. The music slowly raised as Scott walked his sister to the altar. Scott wore a white suit with a black waist coat, complimented by a pocket watch, looking like an old man while his sister donned a wedding dress glimmering with silver floral. The two vowed and kissed, everyone cheered merrily and the party began. Scott was the only one to have not the mood for it. He sat alone by the buffet and nommed on a scone, musing to himself. He was the first one to enter the wedding but the last one to go home. He lingered by the altar for a bit, wishing something only he knew and left the room.

 

A week passed and then it was time for Scott to go to England. His sister refused to go on the honey moon until she has seen her little brother off. That day at the airport, his sister teared up and sobbed loudly that Scott and Jin had to console her by hugging her and gave her a kiss. The announcer was on that his flight was about to take off that Scott started leaving, he looked back at them until he faded into the sea of people.

 

On the plan he opened the gift he was given and the music half killed him inside. But it somewhat made him smile of the little memories they had even though rather fucked up. When he arrived in England, everything was not as he expected, there was struggles but he soon overcame them and got used to it. His only mean of communication with his sister was through letters, as he has always been unconventional. And as any human, he has been through heartbreaks, failures and recoveries during his time abroad but it only made him stronger.

 

It was five years later that he returned to his country while waiting for his permanent residency approval from the English Embassy. His sister greeted him at the airport, they united but Jin was nowhere to be found. He asked only to receive an answer that they split up after two years. He asked why but she just said that he should rest first then ask later.

 

That night he came to a bar for a drink alone.

 

[AkitoSin]

The wedding held some of the best memories and worst at the same time, he couldn't help but smile as the other accepted his gift but still something felt missing. The ceremony seemed to go without a problem as they both stood at the alter together, it was too late for fairy tales. Jin loved his fiancé there wasn't a doubt in his mind about that , and here the two of them were getting ready to begin an amazing journey together. Why was it a day that was suppose to be the happiest day of his life held a bitter edge to it still. As the pastor in front of them said those all so predictable word that they all say Jin smiled softly and said "I do". and in that moment they kissed, he held onto his now wife, not knowing he had locked a part of himself away in that moment, but time doesn't stop just because you wished it too.

 

And once again it seemed that time would pass, Jin didn't get to go immediately on his honey moon, as they were waiting to see Scott off. It was blissful but the moment where it was quiet, the moment he was alone all he had was his thoughts . They say true torture is being locked in a room with yourself and some days it was okay and other it simply wasn't . When the day arrived and they all gathered around the airport Jin gave a sad smile as the other was being sent off, it taking both of them to console his wife. They watched as the plane began to gain speed fading off into the clouds and distance and the two of them made there way back to there home.

 

Jin's marriage was doing well they would often go out during the day on dates, movies, meals, and your typical married couple behaviors. They spent nights in bed together embracing one another , finding comfort in the fact they had each other for the rest of there lives. It seemed nothing is perfect however and they began fighting towards the beginning of year one, Problems with not seeing each other enough, Jin withdrawing into himself, Jin's drinking. All the problems they had always seemed to be blamed on him, his wife walked around like she was perfect. And night after night went on with her blaming Jin for this and that ate away at him.

 

It took one last argument things being said that could never be taken back again broke them, if not for a multitude reasons. Jin was kicked out of the house his things being thrown outside , he gathered what he could moving back to his own place. Once again he was alone he was empty, so he did what he did best and for majority of 3 years he spent going back to school during the day and drinking himself to death in the evening. He always managed to function well during the day when he was surrounded by other, there presence alone seemed to infect him. The problems only came back in the evening when the doubt, the loneliness came crawling back to him. In a house much to large for just one he sat drinking, with night only ending with him heaving over a trash can or passing out cold until the day light greeted him once again.

 

He spent his remaining years in school , not only acquiring his bartending certifications but the certifications to become a personal trainer. He was currently still attending school in the little free time he allotted himself attempting to get a masters in business management. He would take on new clients during the day, arranging meal plans, routines, and goals to reach to help them improve themselves and during the evening he would manage and bartend at a local karaoke bar. Filling his schedule to the point where he had as little free time as possible made a positive impact in his life. When not working to make a paycheck he worked on his own body, learning more and more to help other achieve their goals physically and health wise made him push his own body past where it had been before. His physique from playing college football defined even further as the years of hard work went by ,gaining definition and further muscle mass.

 

It was another Friday night like any other Jin has just stepped out of the shower running his finger through the lengths of dark red hair that had grown out slightly in the last five years. Water droplets rolled down his chest as he dried off and began getting dressed for work. Pure black slacks combined with a light purple button up and hat that hid his red locks carefully for when he would have to do food preparation was the outfit for the evening, making the red of his hair and blue of his eyes stick out even further. He was cheered for when he stepped into the door for work relieving the previous bartender . He had grown a reputation for not only one of hardest drinker to beat in the bar but as one of the most kind and understanding bartender the establishment had known. But he owed it to them to be truthful he owed his life to this bar he thought with a smile as he begun cleaning glasses behind the counter.

 

His first customer of the evening was young man probably the type he would go for.

short silver white locks partly covered his eyes hiding there color, leaving the rest to flow a little past his shoulder blades. Jin founding something oddly provocative of the man in front of him. He closed his eyes shaking away the thought putting on his normally everyday working smile, that seem to land somewhere between happy to see you, and I'd be happier to see you in my bed without him ever trying. "What can I get you to drink this evening?" he looked down at the man at the counter from under his hat. But before he could finish the thought the chants began

 

Idle chatting and serving drink here and there, it was karaoke night and it wasn't long before the bar grew louder with chants of "sing sing sing sing" followed by the pounding of fist on table tops. Jin laughed rubbing the back of his head asking for a co-worker to take over for him . "Come on guys, you do this every Friday, can't I get a break tonight" the chants only grew louder and he laughed obliging the crowd. He found he had a small talent for singing that he choose to dabble in every once in a while more often with liquor in his system or not. But whether it was so they could tease him later about his singing or they actually enjoyed it every Friday he would be forced to sing one song or another usually multiple throughout the night. He sighed softly as he chose his music selection waiting for the bars to pass by as he sang with a smile.

 

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go

Whoa

Today in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something and I do not know why

I tried

 

I tried to read between the lines

I tried to look in your eyes

I want a simple explanation

For what I'm feeling inside

I gotta find a way out

Maybe there's a way out

 

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

Do you know you're unlike any other?

You'll always be my thunder, and I said

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors

I don't wanna ever love another

You'll always be my thunder

So bring on the rain

And bring on the thunder

 

Mid song he removed his hat letting his messy fire red hair be free and continued singing. As the song ended he returned to his position behind the counter back to the silver haired man apologizing "I'm so sorry about that, I'll tell you what your first three drinks on the house okay, This house gets so rowdy if they don't get what they want" he laughed softly

 

.The bar was a place of friends chatting with older friends, being hit on by a random stranger occasionally at which point Jin politely turning them down. He didn't date anymore, he slept around admittedly usually late at night after his shift had ended and his blood had turned to alcohol did he bring home other, always men, always younger then himself and usually once and only once, well usually a few had become repeat on particularly bad night but he tried to stay away from personal connections as best as he could. The bar was a family a safe place to get away from the world.