Kohaku tsubasa Posted April 13, 2017 Share Posted April 13, 2017 "thank you by the way for saying my food was good" Banri said looking down.Banri actually still naked and smiling a bit. "because this is how my mother showed me how to love but i know you don't understand how this kind way is love. but i do love you with my whole heart and it does...hurt me when your hurt. i know know you l-like it you think they love you. i am sorry if that is mean but they don't they just wanna use you and throw you away. they don't care if you live or die but i do i do" Banri said sitting on the bed. he washed out all of your wounds also in general washed you. Banri touched your pale eye sadly then he got up drying you very gently. then making sure he wrapped all of your wounds with a deep sigh. "umm i am going to bed now" Banri said putting one of his tee shirts on you by mistake then taking your other clothes. Banri then went into his room starting to get dressed. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
WolfDog12 Posted April 13, 2017 Author Share Posted April 13, 2017 "I just don't get it...." he looked down giving that kicked puppy face as he tried to understand what love could be without pain. It was so hard for him to understand.... At least Banri was taking the time to explain it... Though... did he confess? Was that what a confession was? Did he mean it in the sense he wanted to have sex or that they were good friends... This gentle love was so hard to understand. Ryuu was cleaned and dried by his friend who then was determined to just go to bed. for some reason, Ryuu opened his mouth but no words escaped, he reached out his hand to try and grab his friend's wrist but missed. He wanted to make Banri stay with him through the night but for some reason, such a simple task seemed completely out of reach... Why was it the closest person to him was also the farthest person from him? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kohaku tsubasa Posted April 13, 2017 Share Posted April 13, 2017 Banri was trying to sleep but it start to storm really bad. he ran into your room with out thinking crawling into your bed. he was crying and shaking he looked at you with a smile. he gave you a gentle kiss on your forehead but this did not seem to be enough he then kissed you on the eye that was pale. even that did not make him feel right so he gave you a kiss on the mouth. finally he had enough he just gently kissed you every where you where hurt. he kinda hoped it would have made it feel better. "i love you so much i never ever wanted you to be with any one else i know this is silly but i love you as in i want to forever take care of you and i want you all to my self i know that will never be" Banri said now crying over you. the thundered boomed again and he jumped falling off the bed. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
WolfDog12 Posted April 13, 2017 Author Share Posted April 13, 2017 Ryuu was surprised by the kisses but wasn't too startled into immobility. He reached out and managed to grab his friend by the front of his shirt just before he fell out of the bed. Though, it did little good as his feet still hit the ground but at least he didn't hit his head. Ryuu let go of Banri's shirt slowly to let him back up onto the bed. It was kind of nice having him here in the bed with him... after all, that's what the injured male had wanted. "If I quit my job would you be happy? What about the bills?" Ryuu was more worried if quitting would make Banri happy. What if he didn't want that... But he just said he wanted Ryuu for himself... That was a sex term that came up a lot when customers wanted to buy him away from his work. Of course, he always refused which lead to rougher sex which he obviously enjoyed. "If I quit I'll become even more useless," he admitted. The injured male curled up, facing Banri. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kohaku tsubasa Posted April 13, 2017 Share Posted April 13, 2017 "you heard me i just wish you could get a better job because when your hurt my heart hurts" Banri said knowing you will not. "it actually would make me very happy" Banri said gently hugging Ryuu around the neck. hoping that did not hurt you to much but he remembered you loved it.Banri kissed you on the mouth again as a kind of thank you." thanks for listening anyways" Banri said laying his head down near Ryuu's. "i have always loved you Ryuu" Banri whispered in his ear gently. the thunder boomed but as long as he was with you he did not even care. he had fallen asleep on top of you to Banri you where so warm. this was not the first time thunder scared him and he came getting in your bed. half of the time he did not think you noticed him as a person. just something full of emotion that helped him home. he was not sure this was true but he did know Ryuu's emotions where different from his own. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
WolfDog12 Posted April 13, 2017 Author Share Posted April 13, 2017 Ryuu frowned slightly. As much as he wanted to help... well he just couldn't. He wasn't very good at anything but sex so even if he were to look for another job, he'd either never get it or would be fired within a day.... Though, if he at least tried then maybe Banri would be happy enough to hit him... No... That's not how he showed he cared... He was gentle and wouldn't ever hurt his friend... not intentionally anyway... still... This was a rather difficult subject to be on for Ryuu. Ryuu moved a little closer hoping this would help Banri. He knew his friend was afraid of the thunder and gently placed his hand over the other's. Was this ok? Banri had taken the time to hold his hand hundreds of times so why not now? Or was now a bad time... Could he not do this?! Ryuu seemed almost scared of himself and rolled onto his other side unable to show the kind of affection he knew his friend wanted. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kohaku tsubasa Posted April 13, 2017 Share Posted April 13, 2017 Banri knew this was hard for you so he just held you gently all night. when the morning light came he seemed sadder then ever. "i should never said anything now i knew my poor friend is so confused. it was only a wish i would never demand. he always gets hurt so i just thought but of course he loves it" Banri said pacing the floor mumbling under his breath. as he paced he grabbed things he needed for school. Banri sighed wondering if you where going to school because if not he could leave things for you to eat. "i am going to school son if your coming please say so" Banri said into Ryuu's room. he was almost sure you did not hear his rant to him self. Banri decided to make breakfast if you where staying he could quickly feed and put you back to bed. he ended up feeding you any ways also re bandaging your wounds. "we need more bandages i will get them this afternoon" Banri said gently kissing Ryuu's forehead. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
WolfDog12 Posted April 13, 2017 Author Share Posted April 13, 2017 Ryuu continued to sleep on when he heard his friends voice from the other room. When did he even get up? The male shifted and sat up with a yawn. He was still sore and it was hard to move but he got up knowing he had to go to class. "Don't worry, I'll go." Ryuu got out of the bed and took a couple steps but wobbled on his feet and fell twisting his ankle. "Damn it..." He grumbled rolling to his side and rubbing his ankle. Could have been worse. This would heal in a couple days if he doesn't try running a marathon on it. "Could you take some extra note for me if I stay here?" They didn't have every class together but any little bit could help. Ryuu was helped to the bed again, changed and rebandaged. Banri gave a gentle kiss to his forehead and even made him breakfast but before he left, Ryuu got over to him and grabbed his arm. The younger male planted a deep kiss on his friend's lips and slid his tongue in his mouth giving a deep and sexual kiss. "Have fun at class," he whispered as their lips parted and Ryuu struggled back to bed where he wanted to rest some more. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kohaku tsubasa Posted April 13, 2017 Share Posted April 13, 2017 Banri blushed deeply and actually kissed back."i wont and i will be back at lunch time" Banri said walking toward the door. "oh yeah i have work to night i wonder are you going to work tonight" Banri said then wait for the response before walking out the door. he went out of the door just to come back in to get his keys.he ran down the stairs then saw the girl and he ran faster. his first teacher yelled at his for being late. Banri wrote all of his own notes and copied the notes for the classes he had with you.of course as promised he came back of lunch and fed you also making sure you where not bleeding through your bandages. then he ate his own sandwich sitting with you he told you about his day so far. then he pack his other pack for work because he was not coming back so he fixed you something to eat if you stay or if you don't. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
WolfDog12 Posted April 13, 2017 Author Share Posted April 13, 2017 "I'll stay home tonight. That way I'm here when you get back tonight," He admitted. The Male curled up to sleep and waited until he was woken up at noon for lunch. It was nice being on school grounds so Banri could come and eat lunch with him. These moments were so simple and yet, there was something special about them. While Ryuu didn't exactly know his own feelings, he did like the way these moments felt. Thankfully, the bleeding stopped and Ryuu was feeling a bit better. Lots of rest and some extra time to just recover was exactly what he needed. "Thank you for taking care of me," he said with a smile. He didn't smile too much... not genuinely like this. Typically it was lustful, something he showed his customers but his eyes were more gentle towards his friend. "If I were to quit my job... Would you still take care of me?" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kohaku tsubasa Posted April 14, 2017 Share Posted April 14, 2017 "of course i would i would even get another job or try to help you find a job" Banri said smiling at Ryuu. that smile would be stuck on his mind forever. "i love taking care of you Ryuu and i just love you even though sometimes i don't know why. i will be back tonight i promise" Banri said now walking out the door. "oh there is food for you okay i hope i come back to eat with you" Banri said giving you a big grin then closing the door. he ran back to school finishing his day there making sure to get the notes for Ryuu. then he went to his job the girl was following him. "hey look i was trying to be nice now you are irritating me" Banri said to her then he went inside the building. tonight was a weird night the boss let him go early because business was slow. Banri had not told you his night job was being a bartender for this bar. he did come home for diner looking defeated and tired but he got the food out warming it up. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
WolfDog12 Posted April 15, 2017 Author Share Posted April 15, 2017 Ryuu made sure to move as little as possible so as o not re-open his wounds or anything. He was quite bored for a while but didn't complain... Damn did he want to have sex right now!! Of course, he knew better and had to wait for Banri to return. when he did, Ryuu got out of bed and managed to get into the kitchen and say hello to his friend. "Welcome home," he said with a slight smile. It was a strange feeling welcoming someone home rather than welcoming them for a night of partying and sex. Still, he kind of liked it. "I don't want you to overwork yourself and someone like me with my record couldn't actually get a job around here.... I'm sorry Banri but I've been thinking about this the whole time and I just don't know what I should do." He was seeking advice from his friend. Heck, he was speaking up a lot more than he usually did. The only other exercise his voice got was when he was moaning for pleasure or talking the customers into getting more. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kohaku tsubasa Posted April 15, 2017 Share Posted April 15, 2017 "oh hey there and thanks want to sit and eat with me"Banri said setting his stuff down the putting the plates on the table."oh yeah about that i asked my boss and he said he would take you no matter what you have done before" Banri said with a smile then he thought about it Ryuu has been speaking more. he had never welcomed him home that also made him happy. Banri started to eat his food watching Ryuu. he was unsure Ryuu knew how much has changed since Banri left. "umm once we are done eating do you want to take a shower with me" Banri asked kindly with a sweet smile. he helped you eat because he knew Ryuu could barley see. he also made sure that Ryuu drank something to help with the food. Banri also wondered if when you felt better would show him how to make love but he never said. he was sure that you would either not ever want to or that Ryuu would always be hurt. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
WolfDog12 Posted April 15, 2017 Author Share Posted April 15, 2017 Ryuu nodded and sat with his friend at the table. It was nice to hear that Banri had found him another job but now it was just a matter of if he could handle it. Maybe he'd test it for a week without actually quitting his other job just to see if he could pull it off.... Ryuu really wanted to do something right for his friend but what if he messed this up? He'd never been able to hold a job before that didn't have to do with sex... And beyond that, who was going to fuck him when he needed it? "Oh? Taking a shower together? Are we actually going to get clean or are we going to make a mess in there?" He teased happily. Once again he was falling into that part of him that wanted to fuck so badly. Besides, it was Banri who was offering up the perfect moment. After, he had to focus on food to get the hang of eating and drinking without spilling but he got there with a little help from his friend and was pretty alright. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kohaku tsubasa Posted April 15, 2017 Share Posted April 15, 2017 "i also thought maybe if want you we can experiment so you can just quit the other job i know that is kinda bossy" Banri said blushing because he never had sex before. "oh if you want to mess around we can" Banri said looking really shy. after eating he helped you get undressed setting you on the closed toilet. Banri the started to strip off his clothes he may have been tired but that did not stop him from teasing you. "oh after this do you want me to sleep with you" Banri said trying out the water. he had been thinking about trying to get your attention before all of this. Banri gently touched Ryuu's face near his pale eyes. he then gave Ryuu a kiss on the mouth with a smile. the water was just right now so he gently unbandaged Ryuu's wounds. then he helped Ryuu into the shower as he started to wash him self after getting in as well. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
WolfDog12 Posted April 15, 2017 Author Share Posted April 15, 2017 Ryuu was able to get his own clothes off and he waited watching, staring at Banri. He watched as every piece of clothing came off his body, slowly stripping naked. The two got in the water when it warmed up and Banri went straight to washing himself. "You have no sex appeal..." he stated flatly before pouring some liquid soap in his hand wanting to help. He grabbed Banri's cock and began to completely cover it in the soap, rubbing his balls and moving up and down the shaft trying to get it harder. "See? you get in the shower when you're hard and then you grab my ass when I turn my back to you and your suppose to just fuck me raw. Let the bathroom get extra steamy!!!" This was something Ryuu was use to. Banri had no experience with sex but Ryuu had plenty. Once his friend was hard he let go and turned around. "See? You have to grab my hips and shove it right in, then you can grab my nipples and hold me down as you fuck me up the ass whispering about how much of a slut I am or how you're going to pound into me so hard my hips will split. You have to call me a good for nothing slut!!" He was starting to turn himself on. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kohaku tsubasa Posted April 16, 2017 Share Posted April 16, 2017 "no sex appeal? Banri asked confused. when Ryuu grabbed his balls he moaned. "umm i cant do that i don't know how to but i wont thump or made you raw" Banri said covering his face wishing Ryuu had never said that. "i will not call you a slut and i just thought we could touch i did not know you are always horny" Banri said raising his voice a bit. he then clinched his fist he almost had enough. Banri just washed up getting out of the shower. "i wont" Banri said crying because he just could not even listen to that he knew men had said that to Ryuu. "i just wanted to touch you" Banri said sitting on the floor naked. he was dripping and wet also getting cold but he would not move. "i love you more then they did they did not actually care for you i clean up there mess when they brake you how could i ever treat you like they do" Banri said getting up. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
WolfDog12 Posted April 16, 2017 Author Share Posted April 16, 2017 "Then Why don't you show me how you want to touch me? How am I suppose to know how you want to do it if you never show me? I only know the way that I know," he admitted. His voice was getting tired from all these extra words. The brunette couldn't understand why his friend would rather run away and complain about a different way to touch him when Ryuu was offering to let Banri touch him. "Come on..." Ryuu washed himself and turned off the water getting out and throwing a towel over his friend for him to dry off. "Why not dry off and before we get dressed we can go to the bed and you can show me exactly what you want to do to me," he stated. "I'm never going to know differently if you keep running away. Please... Ban... I need you," he said looking really hurt now. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kohaku tsubasa Posted April 16, 2017 Share Posted April 16, 2017 "i am sorry i will show you i just hate those words" Banri replied feeling bad for making Ryuu sad. he grabbed Ryuu gently drying him off with himself. "i need you too Ryuu" Banri admitted hugging his friend. "that was a jerk move but i just..." Banri tried to say he then took Ryuu gently by the chin kissing him on the mouth. "like this" he said gently taking your cock in his hand. he stroked it up and down gently Banri still had his other on Ryuu's chin. Banri the whispered softly sweet things into Ryuu's ear. "i love you. the beauty i see when you speak your voice is so lovely. i just want to kiss you every where and hold you" Banri said in Ryuu's ear. then he turned Ryuu so that both of you where eye to eye. he took one hand putting his hand on your head stroking it gently pulling all the hair on Ryuu's head back. you two where still in the towel he then just looked into your eyes. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
WolfDog12 Posted April 19, 2017 Author Share Posted April 19, 2017 Ryuu tried to close his eyes and focus on what was going on. Though, it proved rather difficult to get turned on. He felt something hearing Banri's voice and knowing that it was his hand that touched the male but he still wasn't use to being turned on without a pain stimulation. "Could you at least be a tiny bit rough with me? It doesn't have to hurt that much but I just don't understand how this is love..." He felt so bad asking this of Banri but it was true... he couldn't seem to feel much and going from 100 to zero was just too big of a drop for him to get use to right away. "I'm sorry Banri, I don't want to make you upset but I can't go from injuries that make me unable to walk to nothing at all... Please? Just a little?" He bit his lip hoping Banri wouldn't just run away upset. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kohaku tsubasa Posted April 20, 2017 Share Posted April 20, 2017 Banri stopped with a sigh. "i cant" Banri said softly. "i know you don't can't understand how this is love but this is the love i know i can't hurt anyone" Banri said just laying his head on your shoulder. then he thought about it a moment. "does biting gently on your neck count" Banri asked looking at you. he was blushing really hard. this was the first time Banri even thought about hurting anyone. "but you understand i could never hurt you that much like they do" Banri said a little sad. he was a little hurt because he wanted to make you feel good. Banri knew though it might not work and you might leave him going back to the place. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
WolfDog12 Posted July 14, 2017 Author Share Posted July 14, 2017 "I think it would work... Think you can leave a mark? I want to be marked by you so everyone knows that I really belong to you." If it was the neck, Banri shouldn't be too worried because only a slight bite would leave a mark. It probably wouldn't hurt too much the way Ryuu wanted but it wouldn't be too bad if Banri was alright with it. "Come on, Don't be embarrassed," He said nuzzling the other a little. "You don't need to be embarrassed, let's just do it. You can be gentle if you really want to," He admitted. Ryuu got up and took off his clothes before taking Banri's hand and forcing him to come into the bedroom. "I'm sorry, I just can't wait any longer. Please, let me have sex with you," Ryuu was a bit pushy but he couldn't help it. He was just so pent up right now!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kohaku tsubasa Posted July 14, 2017 Share Posted July 14, 2017 "alright then"Banri said with a smile laying his lips on the side of Ryuu's neck leaving a mark but he continued not so much biting but kissing and sucking on his neck. "i am so glad you say that Ryuu but you may do want with me" Banri said blushing slightly this made him so happy. this way better then he expected. "i will try not to be embarrassed" Banri said looking up at him. Banri started taking off his clothes. "i know you feel you need this so i will let you and in return i will also get involved because i care for you" Banri said now laying down on the bed. "do you want to go first?" Banri asked shyly opening his legs showing off everything. he waited for Ryuu to be ready. "i am sorta glad i said what i felt" Banri said with a big smile and a giggle. Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
WolfDog12 Posted July 15, 2017 Author Share Posted July 15, 2017 "Relax Banri, this won't hurt at all. I mean, you know I wouldn't ever put it in you... or anyone for that matter. My skills lie a little farther back," He admitted with a smirk. As the other laid on the bed, Ryuu mounted himself on top of the other and began to stroke Banri's member with his hand trying to get him hard until he was ready to enter Ryuu. The half blind male didn't even bother opening himself up as he raised his hips but realized that this would go against Banri's wish not to hurt him. " Hang on, this will only take a minute more. I know you don't want to hurt me." With that the other began to finger himself and open himself up for Banri's member to go in a lot smoother. After a minute, he was ready and began to lower his hips on the other letting Banri's thick cock enter Ryuu slowly at first but he began to speed up a little more until it was all the way in. "That's it!!!" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kohaku tsubasa Posted July 16, 2017 Share Posted July 16, 2017 all the while Banri bite his own lip. his face was red and he was so nervous. "thank you" Banri said with slight smile. he was happy that Ryuu respected his wishes. he gasped when his cock went inside. "do i have to do anything will if you ask me?" Banri said moving a bit with Ryuu's hips. he gently strokes the side of his face. Banri then left a gentle kiss on Ryuu's mouth. he had hoped that all his love would help his lover see that this the way. Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Recommended Posts