Yukonwolfspirit Posted August 24, 2017 Author Share Posted August 24, 2017 "It hurts..." he snapped kicking Myles away as he cringed and cried out in pain tears falling down his fac he really was in a shit ton of pain. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KoBu Posted August 24, 2017 Share Posted August 24, 2017 Myles screamed in pain of his own. He fell to the floor holding his stomach. Oh god! Oh god please no! He panted a moment to breath. It was coming out in pants and heaves. "F-fuck" He whimpered. Myles pulled himself up and staggered to the bathroom. He felt something running down his thigh. He swallowed before looking down to the floor. There... there was blood on the floor.... Myles quickly slammed and shut the door, locking it and shoving a bar against it. He took off his pants and underwear only to find a small ball of blood. Upon closer inspection, it was a small barely formed baby. Myles picked it up with shaking hands and just held it. Tears fell down his blank face Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Yukonwolfspirit Posted August 24, 2017 Author Share Posted August 24, 2017 (Noooooo!) Â "Fuck! I'm sorry I'm sorry" Sana replied as he staggered and got up trying to make sure Myles was okay as he knocked on the door. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KoBu Posted August 24, 2017 Share Posted August 24, 2017 (MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!) Â Myles didn't answer. He crawled into the tub holding the little bubble of blood in his palms, crying. "....guess this makes seven....Seven kids...Seven of my kids are dead...." He hiccuped , then whimpered, before finally a loud sob ripped through his throat, the noise seeping through from the other side of the bathroom door. Myles began to heave. He didn't have anything in his stomach to puke up so it was a mix of coughing, hacking and sobs. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Yukonwolfspirit Posted August 24, 2017 Author Share Posted August 24, 2017 Lucas had eventually broken the lock on the door and forced it open as he noticed the blood and told sana to leave and go to the guest room as he looked at Myles. "Come here" he whispered as he crawled in beside him and just held his mate gently looking at the tiny baby in his hands. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KoBu Posted August 24, 2017 Share Posted August 24, 2017 Myles just cried and stared at the little blob. He did calm enough to speak. "It's ...it's so small... This wasn't meant for me... I wasn't meant to have kids.... this is ok..." He mumbled sadly. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Yukonwolfspirit Posted August 24, 2017 Author Share Posted August 24, 2017 "If you want it I can try to make it live in a human incubator" Lucas whispered as he just held Myles gently supporting his choice and givinhim the option if he wanted. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KoBu Posted August 24, 2017 Share Posted August 24, 2017 " no... when their like this... It's already died." Myles mumbled numbly. "And it's so small...it'd be so under developed, that it'd grow with so many health problems that they'd be miserable..." Myles was pulling and curling into his logical mind to deal with this situation. He stroked it carefully, staring at it blankly Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Yukonwolfspirit Posted August 24, 2017 Author Share Posted August 24, 2017 "...lets gently put it away in a casket for now I'll have a funeral arranged" Lucas replied as he kissed Myles cheek and went to the bedroom digging in the closet as he came out with a small beautifully made box and a beautiful burial gown having keep some on hand so he could properly bury all of sanas babies as he set it down gently by Myles and climbed back in showing him the beautiful items. "I made the box and added soft satin on the inside for them" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KoBu Posted August 24, 2017 Share Posted August 24, 2017 Myles looked over at the box. He stared for a moment before he broke down crying again. He whispered a shakey thank you. But he didn't have the hurt to let it go just yet. " Just ... leave me alone for a little bit ...please.." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Yukonwolfspirit Posted August 24, 2017 Author Share Posted August 24, 2017 "....can I stay with you or do you want to fully be alone?" Lucas asked hesitantly. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KoBu Posted August 24, 2017 Share Posted August 24, 2017 "I just want to be alone... please." Myles begged, his lips quivering. It took everything he had to force out that answer. He wanted just to sit and look at what could've been. His and Sana's child...."just send Sana in for a moment...please." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Yukonwolfspirit Posted August 24, 2017 Author Share Posted August 24, 2017 "Okay" Lucas replied as he left talking to sana who came in his face pale as fuck. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KoBu Posted August 25, 2017 Share Posted August 25, 2017 Myles swallowed and offered a sad smile. "Hey... I'm sorry I scared you..." He whispered. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Yukonwolfspirit Posted August 25, 2017 Author Share Posted August 25, 2017 "I killed it didn't I?" Sana whispered his voice full of dread and fear at the cold hard evidence at what he had done. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KoBu Posted August 25, 2017 Share Posted August 25, 2017 " I just... wasn't meant to carry kids Sana...it's gonna be alright. But just look at them...." Myles held up the little fetus, he had cleaned it off a little. It was more recognizible now. It was a child.... so very tiny. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Yukonwolfspirit Posted August 25, 2017 Author Share Posted August 25, 2017 "I'm sorry" sana whispered before breaking down crying at the horrible thing he had done not wanting to touch or look at it since...he had killed many of his own. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KoBu Posted August 25, 2017 Share Posted August 25, 2017 " It'll be ok Sana..." Myles said. "It just wasn't meant to be ok? A-and we're still gonna have your baby. " He countered carefully. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Yukonwolfspirit Posted August 25, 2017 Author Share Posted August 25, 2017 "....but...it's not yours it's Lucas's" he replied compleatly heartbroken as he moved away getting up and leaving and going back to his own room Lucas gently knocking with some tea for Myles. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KoBu Posted August 25, 2017 Share Posted August 25, 2017 Myles sighed and cried some more. He supposed that reaction was normal. Most would be parents who went through a miscarriage typically have opposite reactions. Seeing Lucas coming back, Myles lai the fragile little fetus down into the box an took the cup, his hands crusted with it's blood. " he... he doesn't like to look at it..." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Yukonwolfspirit Posted August 25, 2017 Author Share Posted August 25, 2017 "...he's never looked at them before. I've always taken care of it" Lucas replied softly as he kissed Myles head. "He probably realized what he truely did to the other three" Lucas added as he sat behind Myles. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KoBu Posted August 25, 2017 Share Posted August 25, 2017 " .... I think I should get my tubes cut, singed, and tied...." Myles stated bluntly. He didn't want to get his hopes up again...." Maybe look in hormone treatment and go back to being a Beta... like I thought I was..." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Yukonwolfspirit Posted August 25, 2017 Author Share Posted August 25, 2017 "Are you sure that's what you want?" Lucas asked supportive of Myles decisions as he frowned a little. "I mean I can get you an appointment for tomorrow if you want, and we still need to decide if you want to put it in the family plot and a name" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KoBu Posted August 26, 2017 Share Posted August 26, 2017 " I honestly am uner the influence of shock and depression, but they most likely won't let me get my tubes tied until I've had two children and they make you wait a year while taking hormone medications to be sure your committed to yourself.." Myles explained. He'd been through this process before with others and he had to take a course for the procedure when he and Tama were in school. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Yukonwolfspirit Posted August 26, 2017 Author Share Posted August 26, 2017 "I can pay to get around that stuff" Lucas admitted as he kissed Myles cheek and just held him lovingly. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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