KoBu Posted August 26, 2017 Share Posted August 26, 2017 ".... I'll sleep on it... I'll see how I feel in the morning..." Myles said as he placed the child into casket Lucas had given to him. " I'm going to bed...." Myles crawled out of the tub, quickly scrubbed off his bloody crusted hands and looked down. ".... maybe after a quick shower first" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Yukonwolfspirit Posted August 26, 2017 Author Share Posted August 26, 2017 "Take your time" Lucas replied as he kissed Myles cheek and gently took the casket to the bedroom gently setting it on the dresser as he went to go talk to sana and comfort him a little. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KoBu Posted August 26, 2017 Share Posted August 26, 2017 Myles watched Lucas leave. He quickly showered, but he didn't go to sleep. He threw on some loose clothes and a hoodie. Myles took the small casket, and tiptoed own the hall to check on his other two lovers. Once he had seen they were busy with themselves, Myles headed out the back door, casket in hand. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Yukonwolfspirit Posted August 26, 2017 Author Share Posted August 26, 2017 Sana was just having a hard time dealing with what he had done as he curled up under the covers of his bed and just stared at the wall Lucas gently just staying by his side and giving him a small dose of medicine to make him sleep for the night. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KoBu Posted August 27, 2017 Share Posted August 27, 2017 Myles took a walk to the boardwalk. He walked along the dock. There was something eeriely calming about walking on the docks at night. The sounds of the ocean, no lights and just random splashes heard every now and again. Myles eventually made his way down under the dock. There he set down the little casket, and began to dig. Myles dug and dug and dug some more. Once he had a deep enough hole, Myles gently put the coffin holing his child in the hole. He didn't want some big service with a crowd gathering. Myles just wanted a special spot for him to remember his child with no one to crowd around and bother him. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Yukonwolfspirit Posted August 27, 2017 Author Share Posted August 27, 2017 Lucas centrally did come back to look for Myles a little worried he was gone and he was a little upset he had taken the baby also to who knows where. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KoBu Posted August 28, 2017 Share Posted August 28, 2017 Myles sat under the dock for an hour or two before he started back for home, hands still drity and covered in sand. Coming home was quiet and somber. He headed up stairs washed off his hands and climbed into bed. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Yukonwolfspirit Posted August 28, 2017 Author Share Posted August 28, 2017 "...you should have took Sana...it was his child also" Lucas replied gently as he stood in the doorway. "He has a smile private spot for the babies outback in a rose garden" he added as he didn't look at Myles not wanting to be the one to explain why there would be no funeral for Sana baby. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KoBu Posted August 28, 2017 Share Posted August 28, 2017 "...i know .... But he wasn't looking up to doing too much of anything..." Myles said as he snuggled down into the covers. "How is holding up?" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Yukonwolfspirit Posted August 28, 2017 Author Share Posted August 28, 2017 "He just killed his own baby I'm surprised he's not trying to hide himself in the basement" Lucas replied as he sighed a little frustrated. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KoBu Posted August 28, 2017 Share Posted August 28, 2017 " I'm sorry.... I just didn't want a whole big thing, and you both seemed really upset and needed time away...." Myles said " And we still have Sana's baby to take care of, having all the added stress of a funeral." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Yukonwolfspirit Posted August 28, 2017 Author Share Posted August 28, 2017 "You should have let him say his goodbyes you should have let me! We both loved your baby also!" Lucas replied as he left the room needing to calm down. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KoBu Posted August 28, 2017 Share Posted August 28, 2017 Myles just laid in bed, wanting to sink into the ground and never wake up. This wasn't just about the one miscarriage he held in his hands. It was also about the others he didn't even know he had and just flushed them all down. Myles was taking the time to mourn the others he had lost as well. It was all hitting him like a freight train. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Yukonwolfspirit Posted August 28, 2017 Author Share Posted August 28, 2017 "...did you put it somewhere nice?" Sana asked softly a blanket around his shoulders as he looked at Myles desperately just wanting to hold him and cry...."somewhere where it will be safe?" He added his voice cracking as he broke down crying again. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KoBu Posted August 28, 2017 Share Posted August 28, 2017 Myles looked over his shoulder, he scooted over and lifted his blanket. " Yea. I buried him on the beach somewhere away from the rest of the beach goers. I like to sit in that spot adn watch the ocean." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Yukonwolfspirit Posted August 28, 2017 Author Share Posted August 28, 2017 "...I wanted to say goodbye and help but it's okay" Sana mumbled as he crawled into bed and held onto mylesjust enjoying the small comfort he brought. "I'm sorry I killed it" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KoBu Posted August 28, 2017 Share Posted August 28, 2017 " it's alright Sana... these things happen...like everything else, it'll pass. For now lets focus on your own baby." Myles offered, trying to derail the subject. He didn't want to think about his baby right now. He'd have his break down soon enough Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Yukonwolfspirit Posted August 29, 2017 Author Share Posted August 29, 2017 "...I don't want to" Sana mumbled as he curled up under the blankets not wanting to think about his babies. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KoBu Posted August 29, 2017 Share Posted August 29, 2017 " I know but your due date is coming in the next few months..." Myles countered. " But I'm too tired to argue right now. " Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Yukonwolfspirit Posted August 29, 2017 Author Share Posted August 29, 2017 "...I'm scared to be a mum" Sana mumbled as he rolled over to sleep. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KoBu Posted August 29, 2017 Share Posted August 29, 2017 "everybody is Sana.... kids don't come with instructions remember? I told Yukie the same thing. But it'll be alright." Myles offered with a smile. " but youer gonna be ok. You've got Lucas, me, Yukie..." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Yukonwolfspirit Posted August 29, 2017 Author Share Posted August 29, 2017 "I just want you" Sana mumbled as he moved to get comfy wincing as he did so unknowing to him his water having broke. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KoBu Posted August 29, 2017 Share Posted August 29, 2017 After a moment Myles did fall asleep and stated that way for awhile.... until he felt the wetness of the sheets deep over to his side. He shot up out of bed, and shook Sana gently, turning on the light. "Sana wake up, right now!" He demanded urgently Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Yukonwolfspirit Posted August 29, 2017 Author Share Posted August 29, 2017 "...I'm awake" Sana mumbled as he stayed on his side where he was his most comfortable having those shitty painful contractions again. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KoBu Posted August 29, 2017 Share Posted August 29, 2017 " Yea well you need to get up your water broke." Myles stated calmly. He grabbed his phone tecting Lucas, having no idea where he was. Sana water broke, get car ready and overnight bags for hospital Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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