Fallen Petals {Uke/Bottom needed}

[MrSadisticNight]

Flowers are the only thing that gives me joy at this point, all of the smiles you see from me are fake. I'm sick of having to act like I'm fine, having to say that I'm happy when I'm at a loss for words in the middle of a mental breakdown. People say that I'm alright or that I am faking it because I have no scars on my body. Well, some people have other ways of letting it out that is not self-harm; like gardening.

Or breaking people.

 

Warning Rp may contain blood, BDSM, slight non-con, and some more weird stuff that I can't think of right now. If you do not wish to partake in that leave now.

 

 

A smile warm as the sun and a personality as unique as a snowflake. That was how Tatsuya always described this one human that had caught his eye. He wanted that personality only to shine with him, and he wanted to be the only one to see that smile. He wants to protect that one human: that one boy from everyone that isn't him. The desire to break down that boy and build him back again was haunting him every step he took, every day, every second: He felt his own sanity slip away from him every moment he could not see that boy. He wants that boy. He needs that boy to belong to him.

 

Tatsuya attended a group for the mentally unstable. It was a safe spot for him. It made him feel like he had control over his own mind and that he wouldn't be judged for his issues. He almost felt happy when he was there. It was nice until a new person joined. He was fine when new people were added to the group but this one...This one he couldn't get out of his head. Skin as fragile a Tulip, hair as smooth as a flowers stalk, and eyes as sharp as a rose's thorn. He wanted this boy to be his; no matter the trials he must go through. Bringing a flower every day was a thought that he went through with. Unknowing what flowers the boy liked or if he liked them at all he brought a different one each meeting, all of them with the same meaning though: I love you.

 

 

After a few months of leaving a new flower each meeting, Tatsuya chose to stop leaving a flower every meeting. going off of the old saying, absence makes the heart grow fonder. Three weeks he chose to wait: three weeks he chose to wait to see that boy smile. Week four he finally chose to make a move. He chose to bring a small bouquet with Gladiolus', Delphinium's, and a singular Gardenia. After the meeting he waited until the boy started to leave, at that moment he chose to talk to the boy. With a small tap on the shoulder and a quick movement to hide the bouquet, he was looking down into the boy's eyes with his best smile on.

 

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RULES

• No one liners (You don't have to write a book but please put a little effort)
  
• No text talk unless characters are texting (Lol, k, etc)
  
• Please make a character profile (Must include age, name, a description of what your character looks like or a picture of them, and mental disorder)
  
• If you get uncomfortable just say so
  

 

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Names

 

Name

Tatsuya

Name Meaning

dragon-assertive

Nicknames

Flower Freek

Dasy Pusher

Biological

 

Age

24

Hight

180.3cm

5ft 11in

Eye Colour

Hazle with some green

Hair Colour

Black

Weight

80kg

177lb

Species

Human

 

Traits

 

Personality

He is a relatively calm person so much so that he seems cold or distant. He doesn't talk all that much because of his constant fear that he will say something rude or mean on accident. He is quite kind when he finally starts talking to you and is passioned about flowers and other hobbies.

Mental disorders

Chronic Anxiety

Aspergers

 

 

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Profile:

Name-

Sora

Meaning-

Sky

Nicknames-

Ninja

 

Biological

 

Age

23

Height

170 cm

5ft 7 in.

Eye Colour

Emerald green with hints of blue

Hair Colour

Blonde

Weight

70kg

154 lbs

Species

Human

 

Traits

 

Personality

He is a relatively happy person on the outside, putting a mask over the inner demons he knows he is facing. He knows he needs to get help and it makes him anxious, which makes his depression worse knowing he is some freak and isn't normal which causes a constant vicious cycle. He acts happy so not to worry others, scared of what other think of him. He can be really kind when you get to know him, sometimes growing shy if you try to get too close to him before he is comfortable.

 

Mental disorders

Depression

Anxiety

 

[TeaGd1]

Flowers are the only thing that gives me joy at this point, all of the smiles you see from me are fake. I'm sick of having to act like I'm fine, having to say that I'm happy when I'm at a loss for words in the middle of a mental breakdown. People say that I'm alright or that I am faking it because I have no scars on my body. Well, some people have other ways of letting it out that is not self-harm; like gardening.

Or breaking people.

 

Warning Rp may contain blood, BDSM, slight non-con, and some more weird stuff that I can't think of right now. If you do not wish to partake in that leave now.

 

 

A smile warm as the sun and a personality as unique as a snowflake. That was how Tatsuya always described this one human that had caught his eye. He wanted that personality only to shine with him, and he wanted to be the only one to see that smile. He wants to protect that one human: that one boy from everyone that isn't him. The desire to break down that boy and build him back again was haunting him every step he took, every day, every second: He felt his own sanity slip away from him every moment he could not see that boy. He wants that boy. He needs that boy to belong to him.

 

Tatsuya attended a group for the mentally unstable. It was a safe spot for him. It made him feel like he had control over his own mind and that he wouldn't be judged for his issues. He almost felt happy when he was there. It was nice until a new person joined. He was fine when new people were added to the group but this one...This one he couldn't get out of his head. Skin as fragile a Tulip, hair as smooth as a flowers stalk, and eyes as sharp as a rose's thorn. He wanted this boy to be his; no matter the trials he must go through. Bringing a flower every day was a thought that he went through with. Unknowing what flowers the boy liked or if he liked them at all he brought a different one each meeting, all of them with the same meaning though: I love you.

 

 

After a few months of leaving a new flower each meeting, Tatsuya chose to stop leaving a flower every meeting. going off of the old saying, absence makes the heart grow fonder. Three weeks he chose to wait: three weeks he chose to wait to see that boy smile. Week four he finally chose to make a move. He chose to bring a small bouquet with Gladiolus', Delphinium's, and a singular Gardenia. After the meeting he waited until the boy started to leave, at that moment he chose to talk to the boy. With a small tap on the shoulder and a quick movement to hide the bouquet, he was looking down into the boy's eyes with his best smile on.

 

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RULES

• No one liners (You don't have to write a book but please put a little effort)
  
• No text talk unless characters are texting (Lol, k, etc)
  
• Please make a character profile (Must include age, name, a description of what your character looks like or a picture of them, and mental disorder)
  
• If you get uncomfortable just say so
  

 

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Names

 

Name

Tatsuya

Name Meaning

dragon-assertive

Nicknames

Flower Freek

Dasy Pusher

Biological

 

Age

24

Hight

180.3cm

5ft 11in

Eye Colour

Hazle with some green

Hair Colour

Black

Weight

80kg

177lb

Species

Human

 

Traits

 

Personality

He is a relatively calm person so much so that he seems cold or distant. He doesn't talk all that much because of his constant fear that he will say something rude or mean on accident. He is quite kind when he finally starts talking to you and is passioned about flowers and other hobbies.

Mental disorders

Chronic Anxiety

Aspergers

 

 

Hi, I'm new to this site but I'm not new to roleplaying! Your plot sounds super intersting and dark which is something I enjoy very much. I already have a character that fits the plot very well with a long description. My kik is : TeaGd1 or you can email me at [email protected] - until I can better at this site x). I'm very good st writing deep responses so you won't half to worry about that and I'm good at carrying myself.