I'm trying to find a BL novel from this site, please help me >.<

[MuGungHwa]

Greetings kind souls!

 

As you can tell from the title I am trying to find a book whose name I have unfortunately forgotten. I found it from the BL Novel threads in Otaku Central over a year ago and really want to reread it. Please help me out if you can! I'll be eternally grateful!

 

DISCLAIMER: Do note that there's spoilers. I may have written a whole summary on the book itself. (ahaha but I'm desperate for help -.-) In addition, information provided may not be 100% accurate but rest assured my memory is not that bad... Prepare for strangeness muahaha

 

THE DETAILS:

Set in a college with dorms. The author describes the main character as narcissistic who is 'in love' with his own appearance, namely his physique - he has a large physique as he is a football player (if I'm correct) He is also dorm mates with a quiet, smaller boy/loner whose family is cursed but has one wish in life to redeem themselves. The boy smells like a type of flower (Hyacinth?) that everyone he meets despises and consequently avoids him for. OF COURSE except for the main character, who finds the scent rather nice. I'm not too sure about what exactly the boy wished for (to change into a person that the main character can love?)...and cast a spell on him...and sort of hypnotised him to have sexual intercourse with him...BTW main character is at the bottom. With every command the boy gives the main character is forced to obey against his will. Every time they have sex their physique will slowly change into the other person, AND their life will reset. The main character is supposed to forget his original 'life' but he does not and suffers through switching identities with the smaller boy (eg. losing his position in his team for being too small and how people treat him). In the end he accepts the situation and learns to love the boy and help him break the family curse. (I admit I did not like the ending much but meh...please ignore this short rant)

 

Okay, I hope this is not confusing but I really tried my best lol. Please tell me the name of the book if you can! Thank you very very much and have a nice day!

-MuGungHwa (pseudonym)