Exception to the rule [Exellda & Hideki] (Private)

[-Hideki-]

Thomas is a rich, nerdy university student whose parents were never home when he was young and still aren’t present and reachable for him now that he is an adult. He lives in his family’s mansion, studies the subject his parents wanted him to study and doesn’t care to interact with anyone at university. He grew up to be a loner who usually spends his free time playing video games alone and isn’t interested in his peers. The only person who does interest him is his handsome butler whom he has a massive crush on and regularly teases and tries to seduce. His butler, X, however thinks that Thomas is just making fun of him and is rather embarrassed by his actions. Thomas on the other hand is determined to pursue his butler until he makes him his.

 

 

Thomas Wächter

Gender: male

Age: 22 years

Height: 1,86m

Hair colour: blond

Eye colour: grey

Occupation: law student

Sexual orientation: homosexual

Character traits: Logical, direct and straight forward, loner, nerdy, passionate about the things he is interested in, independent

Biography:

Thomas is the only child of a rich couple who usually are working abroad and whom he rarely saw in his whole life. He studies law because that’s what his parents had planned for him and lives in the mansion of his family where he is alone with his butler whenever his parents aren’t home, which is most of the time.

Growing up like that he is mostly focused on himself and isn’t really interested in making new friends or connecting to other people, the only exception being his butler, whom he has fallen for.

[Exellda]

Name: Michael Von Habsburg

Nickname: Mika

Gander: Male

Age: 28

Height: 5 Foot 9

Hair Color: Dark Brown

Eye Color: Heterochromia (two colored eyes) - Blue and Green

Occupation: Full Time Butler

Sexual Orientation: Homosexual

Character Traits: Independent, strong willed, curious, organized, passionate, likes to cook

Biography: Michael grew up in a small home. He had two older siblings and two younger siblings, so he was never the youngest nor oldest. He struggled financially for the longest time... Up until he was lucky enough to be hired in as a butler by the Wächter family. Mika wasn't afraid of being a butler, nor was he afraid of the supposed 'humiliation' that he'd get. No, the Wächter family treated him right, and the pay was most excellent too. How could he possibly turn this job down? He currently resides with the Wächter family, living on their property as a full time butler- tasked with looking over the Wächter family protege, Thomas. Over the years he had grown a bond with his young master.

[-Hideki-]

The windscreen wipers of Thomas’s car had to work at full blast to keep his sight free. It had rained the whole night, morning and midday and now he was on his way home from university, frustratingly drumming on the steering wheel with his fingers while waiting in traffic.

Everyday the same old game! He couldn’t remember the last time he made it home in under an hour.

Still, in his eyes he was better off than those students who had to live in a dorm rooms or rent a rundown apartment with some roommates in the city centre.

At least he had his car for himself, no one was there and he could listen to some video game soundtracks while waiting in traffic.

 

Thomas couldn’t wait to return home. He studied law because that had been the wish of his parents who currently worked abroad. His mom was in Australia, his dad in China. Law had never interested him, he actually had had his trouble accepting rules as a child but then again it was at least something. And before he had made the decision to do as his parents wanted, he had thought about something else to do but nothing realistically had come to his mind. He himself had no idea what he really wanted to do. Was there anything beside video games, movies and fantasy and science fiction novels that really interested him anyway?

So it was okay that he’d be a lawyer at least he’d depict something recognised and valued in society then and he’d be forced to leave the mansion and to interact with people what he wouldn’t do otherwise.

And even though he only did the minimum work for university he always ended up with rather good results, so everything was alright.

Just the other students bothered him. It wasn’t that they weren’t friendly with him, they just tried a little too hard to bond with him especially some of the females and Thomas wasn’t exactly good when it came to social interaction. He wasn’t shy; he was just unintentionally awkward and sometimes came across as rude, plus he didn’t care to socialise and bond with people except for one special person he pursued since years. But even though Thomas was just as blunt and unashamed towards his butler as he always was the other man just reacted embarrassed and apparently thought that Thomas just made fun of him.

 

One hour and fourteen minutes later he drove up to the mansion and parked his car in one of the garages. His parents really were filthy rich and he often forgot that fact because he didn’t really care about the wealth or any luxuries. Sure, it was convenient but he was certain that he would also be still alive had he been born into a middle class family. The only bad thing would have been that he hadn’t come to know Michael, his butler, then.

After he had closed both the car and the garage he entered the mansion and realised that the short way had been enough to become completely drenched from the rain.

Creating a trace of water over the mahogany floor he thought about whether to disappear in his room or to enter the kitchen and look what Michael was up to and maybe grab something to eat.

He decided to do the second thing and just left his bag with the stuff from university in the hall and kicked his shoes somewhere.

 

Sneaking into the kitchen quietly without making a sound he observed Michael for a while before he just walked up to him placing his head on the shorter man's shoulder while placing his arms around the butlers hips. “Good day Michael. Have you missed me?” he asked but didn’t really expect an actual answer or anything to come from this.

Every time he approached the other man the brown haired blocked his attempts in some way.

Thomas couldn’t even tell what the man was thinking about him after all those years but if he had a problem with him being gay he hid it well and in case he hated him for vigorously trying to make him his he hid it well too.

Thomas suspected that Michael was just annoyed by him but tolerated his behaviour because he worked for his parents. And as long as he wouldn’t tell him clearly that he hated him, didn’t like him or wanted him to stop approaching him he wouldn’t stop pursuing him.

[Exellda]

The long day was a rather quiet one for Michael, not that he minded all that much. He often distracted himself with cleaning. Dusting the book shelves of the family library, occasionally whenever he felt bored, Mika would read a book. Of course he made sure to sweep and mop the floors. The only laundry that he needed to do was his or the young masters, as his parents were rarely home nowadays. It was the same with with cooking or washing the dishes. He really only needed to cook for two people, and wash the dishes for only two people. This was just a small list of things that he did.

 

Mika was honestly happy with his life. He was very much satisfied with living with the Wächter's lovely home. Plus it wasn't all that bad helping out. In fact he actually enjoyed his job. He couldn't really think of a downside other than it cut into his social life... Then again, even that wasn't so bad. He had the young master to talk to. Thomas was a fine, strapping young man. Michael wouldn't deny that he was handsome and very smart. In truth Thomas was set up for life and in a prime position to start building his own fortune. Thomas could probably get anyone he wanted... It just... both surprised and unsettled Michael that the other male seemed to have a fondness for him. Mika was conflicted about the whole situation.

 

Earlier today, again- much like other days, he wondered why his young master found him... How should he put it? Desirable enough to be romantically interested in? Then again he couldn't really say that it was a romantic interest... Sexual? Perhaps not even that. The true conflict came whenever he thought about it too long. Thomas probably knew that he had an attraction to him... Mika was unsure if Thomas was advancing on him because he wanted to test him? Or perhaps he was waiting for him to give in, only to tell his parents that he was being indecent towards him? If that was the case, he really wished Thomas would just fire him, dignity in tact. There was also the fact that Michael was unsure if Thomas was just playing mind games with him. Was he teasing him just to mess with him? If so, why? To make him squirm?

 

These thoughts often made Michael sigh, once again returning to his duties or something else that would distract him. Thankfully- or unthankfully? - he knew that Thomas would return home soon. He pondered the tactics his young master would come up with now. On one hand... He... admittedly enjoyed the attention he got from Thomas... On the other hand... He didn't want to take advantage of the young male and his advances, he didn't want to be mislead by him either, nor fired... or be an incredible let down... That was another great fear, to be a let down or deemed as 'unworthy'. And rather than giving in, Michael would rather keep their relationship as is. He couldn't be a let down if he didn't give in!

 

Cooking dinner was certainly easy to do without anyone interrupting him. At the same time, the later it got, the more and more Michael felt anxious. He was so use to Thomas' companionship that he nearly felt that he had some kind of withdraw whenever the other male was not round. Of course he knew that it was all in his head... He simply missed Thomas' company as he was one of the few people he talked to on a regular basis. Michael had it nearly timed, that when he finished cooking dinner, Thomas would arrive home. However, today Thomas seemed to be taking longer than usual and so after about twenty minutes of waiting he decided to pack up the food. Cold food was not good food. He would gladly reheat the meal whenever Thomas showed up. That's why he was in the middle of packing up dinner when a head rested on his shoulders and arms suddenly wrapped around his waist.

 

To say the least Michael was caught off guard and a little startled. His hands fumbled with the container, nearly dropping it on accident. However he made no other visible sign that he had been surprised. Actually, Michael let out a sigh of relief after Thomas started talking. Thomas was right, but Michael certainly wasn't going to say that. No, he merely tried to play it cool. "You're later than usual, was traffic really that bad today?" He hummed in thought before continuing, "I was just about to pack up dinner... Unfortunately it's gotten cold, so I'll have to reheat it. I'll go ahead-" Michael's brows furrowed as he suddenly came to a realization.

 

In one movement, he placed the container down and then grabbed onto Thomas' arms. Yep. Just as he thought. He pulled away and turned around, looking Thomas up and down. "Thomas, you're soaked, and you're getting me wet, too!" He pointed out. While he was aware that it was supposed to rain, he was amazed at how wet the other male was. "Didn't you bring your umbrella?" He asked in a worried tone. "I'm not going to let you eat until you at least change your clothes... I don't want you getting sick." Thomas was old enough to change himself, which was why he wasn't going with him... Mika supposed that if Thomas asked him to, he would... but really, there was no need...

 

With that, Michael gave Thomas a light push. "Go change and I'll reheat dinner." After all, he always waited for his young master to come home before eating. It was his duty to make sure the Wächter family protege was well fed, taken care of- and definitely not sick! Personally, he felt that a hot shower or bath would be very helpful... However he wasn't sure if he wanted to give Thomas any ammo of 'temptation'. That, and he was hungry. He was sure Thomas was hungry too. "Hop to it. If you need anything, you know I'm right here, young master."

[-Hideki-]

As the blond man had thought his beloved butler ignored his question making Thomas smirk a little.

He pressed his body even closer onto the other man’s and his lips nearly touched the brunette's ear when he said:”Yes, it was incredibly annoying today. But since I’ve missed you a whole damn lot, seeing your cute face again already made me forget the traffic.”

 

Thomas didn’t only lack tact he also had no real sense of shame. Hence he was able to say things out loud casually that others would wish the ground would open up and swallow them for because it was so cheesy or at least blush. He didn’t know how embarrassment felt like. Well, he knew the definition of the word and he could sometimes even tell if someone was embarrassed – not always though – but he had never once felt embarrassed of something he had said or done.

 

Whether the food was warm or cold didn’t concern him, he’d rather hold Michael like that a little longer but the butler had other plans. He got out of Thomas hug and complained about the state of the younger male’s clothes and expressed to not want to suffer the same fate as him.

The law student grinned as he spoke in a playful tone:”That sounds actually rather good if you ask me. Let’s get wet and sweaty together.”

 

Michael rather scolded him for not thinking about his umbrella though, telling him to change clothes or else he wouldn’t get food. He was hungry indeed but he also didn’t really care to change his clothes. The soaked clothes and the drops of water that ran down from his hair over his face didn't bother him. The only unpleasant things were the raindrops on his glasses but he could have just cleaned them with some kitchen towel.

 

The part of the sentence that interested him more than the threat of no food was the last one. “You don’t want me to get sick? Does that mean you’re worried about me?” he wanted to know from the older man smiling flirtingly. “I personally wouldn’t mind getting sick because it would mean that I could spend the whole day at home with you and you’d have to take care of me and nurse me back to health.” He joked but was pushed into the direction of the door.

 

Thomas sighed, as he pulled his shirt over his head. “Next time you want me to change my clothes that badly you could at least lend me your hands.” He dropped the shirt onto the kitchen floor where he had stood just like he had dropped the bag with the stuff from university.

The young man’s body wasn’t exactly athletic or muscular as he just sat at home playing video games. He was a rather lean and wiry fellow. His skin was as pale as could be and he had a blond happy trail.

 

Thomas turned around ready to leave the kitchen when Michael’s voice was to hear again. “Good, because I need you.” The blond commented bluntly and then left the room. While he walked he got rid of his trousers which he threw somewhere near his university stuff and when he had walked up the stairs he had already stripped himself off of his boxers throwing them onto the handrail without noticing.

 

He changed in the room that was meant for his clothes and that was filled with items that all looked identical and that were all black. Quickly he dressed himself again, cleaned his glasses from the water with the shirt he had just dressed himself into and headed back for the kitchen again.

 

This time he didn’t pull Michael into a hug from behind but decided to behave for a change so he sat down at the kitchen table eying the butler as he brought their dinner to the table. “What have you made for us today, it smells good.” He complemented. Thomas favourite smell was the one of the other man though. He knew it probably was a little odd but he liked the others smell a lot and he normally couldn’t stand the smell of any people and didn’t like to have them near him.

 

Michael was different though, he wanted him as close as possible closer than he had ever been to him before. He openly stared into Michael's unique mismatching eyes and ignored the food for a while. Even though he was determined and optimistic to make the other come to like him in the same way as he liked him, it sometimes got frustrating that the older man wouldn’t respond to his approaches.

Caught into his thoughts he started to eat. It tasted great, as always.

[Exellda]

When Thomas commented that they should get wet and sweaty together Michael had covered his face with one hand, letting out a sigh and shaking his head in disapproval- secretly hiding the light blush that was on his cheeks. That aside, Mika quickly regained his composure. "Well... Of course I'm worried about you. Besides the fact that it's my job to worry about you, being sick isn't fun... Sure I'd be nursing you back to health but you'll probably feel miserable the whole time." Michael tried to explain.

 

And then he watched as his master took off his shirt. He tilted his head for a moment as he tried to figure out what the other male was up to. Just like that, the shirt came off... and on to the floor. "H-hey..." He was going to scold the younger male for leaving his shirt there. Thomas knew better than that! He stopped himself because there was no use... He'd clean up in a moment, after he warmed up the food. To see his master shirtless didn't shock him too much anymore. He had seen him shirtless countless amount of times by now. Funny... Because he had never recalled a singular indecent where he was shirtless in front of Thomas...

 

While the food was reheating, Michael followed the trail of water... Finding literally everything Thomas had been wearing on the floor- wait... Michael squinted his eyes as he found the boxers on the railing... Thomas was getting... How should he put this? Wild? He picked up the discarded clothes and made a light jog to the laundry room. He couldn't possibly leave Thomas' clothes laying there. And so, by the time he got back, the food was ready again. Just as he about to place the plates on the table his young master returned, in nice dry clothes. "Ah, welcome back." He hummed in acknowledgement, "Today I have prepared garlic asiago fettuccine with sauteed shrimp for you master. I hope it's to your liking."

 

After Thomas started to eat Michael decided that it was finally okay to sit himself. He too began to eat his own cooking, nodding to himself and his cooking efforts. He had waited until Thomas returned to eat, so he was fairly hungry by now. However, while he ate, he began thinking about how late his master would return home... And the fact that he got home soaking wet today... Made him worry slightly... And made him want to do something about it... "So... I was thinking, would you like me to give you a ride to and fro college? While I know you're a competent driver, I don't know... I figured that somehow I could help... So perhaps maybe you won't return home drenched?" He suggested.

 

"Hmmn... but then again, I'd have to schedule dinner accordingly- Oh and I'd have to leave early enough to be there on time." Which would cut into his cleaning and free time... Not that he did much of anything else anyway. He had a lot of time of his hands more of the time. He was begging to understand that maybe this wasn't a good idea at all. "Mmmn, the more I think about it, the more my idea sounds inefficient." He paused to take a bite of the fettuccine, swallowed and then asked, "What would you like to drink? Water? Milk? Wine? Hmmn?"

 

Michael shook his head. He was too busy talking again. "Excuse me, sorry... How was your classes? Are they going well?" This was sort of his routine to ask how Thomas was doing. Honestly, he wasn't too familiar with Thomas' college life. For all he knew the male was intensely popular- which would explain why he was home late, that, and club activities- and homework! He was sure his master had a lot of homework. Oh, maybe he shouldn't keep him distracted? "Do you have homework? If you do, I'll be sure to leave you alone so you can study in peace."

 

Oh and there was one more thing he wanted to say in regards to the other male being soaked, "One more thing, I'd recommend a nice hot shower after you're done eating. I know you just changed, but I am sure you'll feel a lot better. If you want to study for a while I will gladly start the shower for you and fetch you when it's ready? How does that sound?" He asked before continuing to eat.

[-Hideki-]

Thomas was positively surprised when Michael offered to drive him to and back from university because this would result in being able to spend more time with the other man. He didn’t bother about driving, he actually enjoyed it but he would enjoy the butlers company much more.

Also being alone in traffic with him would be a perfect opportunity to flirt with him every day without the opportunity for Michael to escape the situation that easily.

 

“No it is a splendid idea, I really like it. I suppose from now on I’ll rather enjoy traffic.” He let the other know smirking in an honest way that easily revealed about what he was thinking.

“I’ll drink some ice tea later, thanks.” He answered the following question with his mouth full of food.

 

The blond man had thought that he had been successful that day to make the butler think about something else than his work for university but apparently he hadn’t been. Every day Michael would ask the same questions and Thomas would give the same, disinterested answers. He didn’t care about law and he didn’t care about the other people in his semester. Thomas barely talked to them anyway.

“They were as always.” He answered the question about the classes and he already knew which questions would follow and he was right.

 

“Yes, I have homework, I’ll do it later. No I don’t want to study.” Thomas monotonously stated, rolling his eyes. The last thing he wanted was Michael to leave him alone. And even if the other was to leave him alone, he wouldn’t do his homework or study anyway. He would go into his room and play video games, get pissed at other players over team speak because they sucked and later watch some series or read something. And maybe in the morning he would do his homework or he wouldn’t.

It was a little short of a miracle that Thomas was one of the better students in his semester and that he didn’t completely lose track and failed. Not that he cared anyway but failing would have been quite a hassle because his parents would surely get him into something else then.

 

When the butler suggested him to take a hot shower he thought about it for a moment. “I’m not opposed to the idea but I have an even better one. Why don’t we shower together?” He smiled and looked the other in the eyes. “I’m sure you had a stressful day and a relaxing shower would be perfect for you as well. We could also take a bath together instead; I could give you a massage then.” Thomas offered and the thought about being with Michael in the shower or in the bathtub got him a little excited.

[Exellda]

It came to Michael as a surprise- was it really a surprise? - that his master liked his idea. For convenience purposes, he was sure it would help him out. Mika could always bring an umbrella just in case it rained, much like today. Then Thomas wouldn't come home so soaked... On top of that, perhaps he could provide some company for the other male. Heck, while he was out, he could do some grocery shopping. Oh, and if the young master so wished, he could shop for some clothes... For about a month- or four- Michael had been thinking about asking Thomas if he wanted to invest in some different clothes... Which usually resulted in a 'no'. However, that was Thomas' answer when he'd be driving alone... Would it change if he was with him?

 

One thing was for certain, He could easily tell what Thomas was implying when he said that he'd enjoy the car ride a lot more... And yes, he too - while he wouldn't directly admit it, enjoyed Thomas' company as well... The only thing that would have to change would be his dinner routine. He'd either have too cook sooner, make it when they got home or possibly go out to eat... Depending on the place, he was sure Thomas would definitely agree to eating out, especially with him there... Then again, if this was all a ploy, then no, Thomas would probably be very humiliated to be seen in public with him there... Still, that would contradict what he said moments ago about enjoying his ride home... Unless he intended to pester him the whole way home?

 

As per usual, Thomas gave a monotone reply when asked about anything regarding his college work... It was like he didn't care to be a lawyer... and to be honest, though he was afraid to say it, Michael didn't think Thomas should be a lawyer... Mostly, he wanted the younger male to be himself, to be happy with who he was and satisfied with the profession that he himself would pick. It made him sad to see that his parents were very... forceful when it came to their son. There was nothing he could do about it though... He was powerless. He was just a butler... And truly, even though it was his job, he really did want to see Thomas happy. It was the least he could do...

 

And yet, he was still afraid to get close to him... He didn't want to get attached and then suddenly be kicked out... Or find out that Thomas had been messing with him this whole time... He just... couldn't be sure... Thomas was very forward whenever he wanted to 'flirt' with him. Some times Michael forced himself to ignore or pretend that Thomas was just pent up and wanted a fling. Mika simply did not want to be his fling... He didn't want things to be awkward between them and most of all, he didn't want Thomas to hate him- he didn't want to give him a reason to hate him either... Plus, Michael couldn't wrap his head around the fact that he was a nobody, poor and worthless... and somehow Thomas, a rich, educated prodigy was 'interested' in him... Him of all people... Why and how was he so special?

 

It wasn't like him to acknowledge Thomas' straightforward flirtation... But occasionally, he felt the need to at least dignify the other male with an answer... Rather than ignoring him like some of the other times. He truly felt guilt whenever he ignored the younger male... He just... If he responded, he feared that he might end up waking up naked next to the other male- or worse, lead on and fall for a trap... Either way seemed like a bad way to end his career. He feared that this was all in his head, Thomas was messing with him and that he was waiting for him to slip up... Thomas just... He seemed so honest and earnest when he talked like that... Michael purposely chose not to hide his blush. "That would be too kind of you to give me a massage..." He said at first.

 

Mika thought about what he wanted to say next, carefully- just to be sure. "No, no, it's fine... Plus, I usually take a shower anyway. And I wouldn't want to go before you because I don't want to accidentally take all of the hot water." They both knew that there was plenty of hot water. Honestly, he was just pitifully trying to avoid getting in the same bath... A bath sounded really nice though... Somewhere in the back of his mind he knew... He knew that it wouldn't be an ordinary bath together... Thomas would give him a massage and then one thing would lead to another... Plus, there was still the relentless fear that Thomas was just playing with him... He again, feared, if he were to undress in front of Thomas- would he suddenly get mad and claim that he was joking this whole time?

 

"I- If anything, I'm sure you work much harder than I do and I wouldn't be against giving you a massage. I mean, if that's what you want?" He knew Thomas was asking him if he wanted one, but he just couldn't accept it... It was his job to take care of his master, not the other way around... It was his duty to help him and so on... "Besides, it's my job to help you, not the other way around." With that being said, he quickly tried to finish his meal. "Should I set up your bath now, then? Or, when would you like it to be ready?"

[-Hideki-]

It was a nice surprise that Michael reacted towards his suggestion; he had thought that the butler would have just ignored him. Instead the other blushed – what Thomas deemed rather cute – and for a moment the blond even got his hopes up that the older man would actually take a bath with him. It didn’t last long though and the law student released a deep sigh as the other tried to find some ridiculous excuses. “There is more than enough hot water; there would be enough hot water for a whole football team. And even if we magically ran out of hot water and I had to take a cold shower you could just warm me up again afterwards then.” He winked and continued eating and waited what the next excuse would be or if the brunette would just go back into ignore mode again.

 

He didn’t ignore him but made a rather interesting suggestion. Thomas wouldn’t mind a massage by Michael at all, so he smiled when he said:”Don’t be ridiculous. You probably don’t know how my day looks like. I sit in a lecture hall listening to some guys talking.” Whenever Thomas talked about what he was doing as a law student it sounded like studying law was the easiest thing on earth, like even a monkey could do it. Some people didn’t react positively towards that but the young man had never noticed that it angered people. “It’s you who is exhausting himself the whole time, keeping my world running. This damn mansion would look like a junk yard in about a week if you weren’t there anymore.” He truthfully told the other and he really valued the work the butler did. “So, why don’t we just give each other massages? Doesn’t that sound fair? I think it does?” he suggested.

 

What followed next was like a punch into Thomas face that knocked him onto the cold hard ground of reality. Even though the Wächters son had developed those feelings for the butler and had grown pretty attached to him, he was his butler after all. Michael was an employee of his parents, receiving pay checks each month for doing his job. If the contract with his parents didn’t exist anymore, Michael wouldn’t spend another second with him. It was quite painful but it was the reality of things that he, who often got obsessed over ideas, had just lost sight of.

 

This wasn’t what he wanted. He didn’t want the older man to spend time with him because he was his butler and he also didn’t want to receive any form of closeness from him because of the pay check with his father’s name on it. Thomas actually wanted him to like him the same way he had come to like him. Suddenly he felt dirty about himself without knowing why.

Hadn’t the other grown even a little fond of him during the years? Didn’t he feel any bond between them?

 

The blond forced himself to smile into Michaels face, because he didn’t know which facial expression would be appropriate in that sort of situation. “No!” his voice sounded calmly through the kitchen. “I don’t want you to give me a massage because you think it is your job. It isn’t by the way. There is nothing about massages or any type of closeness written in your contract. You don’t even have to spend time with me. In case you didn’t know that you don’t even have to eat dinner with me, just to prepare it. If you want I can give you another copy of your employment contract, so that you know what your tasks are and what aren’t.” He said.

 

Then he thought it was enough with the smile, didn’t know with which expression to replace it, and so he just left his face as it normally was. “I would love to give you a massage or be massaged by you but for a completely different reason. I want you to spend time with me because you want to and not because you feel obligated to do so because you work for my parents. I want you to like me back.” After he had said that, he smiled again, this time it was a real one though.

 

Thomas took his empty plate and put it into the automatic dishwasher before he got some ice tea from the refrigerator. “You don’t have to bother setting up a bath for me. I might go later or tomorrow. I am not that fond of taking a bath alone right now.” He let the other know and drank the ice tea without getting a glass. “I’m disappointed. I have to get over it first.” The man said and it was honest and unfiltered as always. He just spoke what was on his mind.

[Exellda]

As expected Thomas pointed out that there was more than enough hot water, to share or not. Of course that was followed by one of millions of Thomas' signature one-liner. Michael was always unsure if he should encourage it or flat out deny it... Usually he went with the option that he figured wouldn't hurt him nor Thomas in the end. He ignored it- or at least didn't reply to it. On the topic of giving him a massage, Thomas made his hard work seem like it was nothing. In the end Thomas seemingly wanted to give Mika a massage and vise versa.

 

In truth, Michael really liked the idea of receiving a massage as his work was indeed tedious. Keeping the fact that they would both be naked together in mind, he felt conflicted once again. Of course there was a part of him that absolutely wanted to bathe together. The other part felt insecure about it all... His heart skipped when Thomas sounded more than happy to give him a massage. Would that really make him happy? It made Michael wonder if he was going at this the wrong way... and maybe it was wishful thinking, but he really wanted to believe that Thomas was inviting him to bathe together because he really wanted to do so... And not some horrid fantasy that Mika always thought of, such as being fired or made fun of...

 

As there conversation continued, Michael had noticed Thomas seemed to be more happy- up until the last thing he said. What did he say wrong? He was the butler of this house and like hell would he not notice the way Thomas deflated. A pang of guilt struck him... He knew he said something that upset Thomas and was thinking through what it could have been... When Thomas smiled, Michael could tell it was forced... Did he really hurt him? No... After Thomas talked, Michael immediately knew what he did wrong to upset him. Suddenly he found himself being nearly scolded and informed at the same time. This was the first time this had ever happened between them. "No, thank you, I am aware of my duties..." Michael couldn't explain it but... He felt like he got a glimpse of Thomas' heart.

 

This time when Thomas smiled, it was real... Realer than any other smile Michael could remember. It was way different than the fake smile he saw moments ago. His features were softer. He looked more relaxed. Thomas seemed more charming and handsome when he smiled like that... And Michael was disappointed in himself for not realizing it sooner... Without even really thinking about it, Michael had followed Thomas, putting his own plate into the dishwasher.

 

The last thing Thomas said really tore him up inside. An overwhelming guilt made him feel uneasy and sad. He allowed Thomas to leave, following him part way before stopping at the stairs. "I'm sorry Thomas..." He said softly, "Please get some rest, good night." He finished. And once he heard the click of Thomas' door shutting, Michael collapsed onto the bottom step while sighing heavily. He placed his head in his hands and shook his head back and forth slowly, "I can't do this... I just can't anymore..." He felt miserable right now... And he knew why he felt so miserable... Truth be told, it was his fault. He did this to himself... and he felt incredibly guilty about the whole ordeal.

 

For almost ten minutes Michael sat on the last step, mentally beating himself up over what just happened between them. Thomas' words made him realize how stupid he was. His fear was irrational, that's what he kept trying to tell himself. About four times he stood up, ready to talk to Thomas again, only to sit right back down because he doubted himself. If he tried to fix this would it be worth it? Would it make everything worse? Would Thomas hate him? Would it make everything better between them?

 

Michael just felt so conflicted... So he tried to focus... Focus on what made Thomas happy. Thinking about their recent conversation he noted that Thomas liked it whenever they discussed anything but school. Thomas liked it even more if he could flirt with him, even more so when Michael acknowledged it. He seemed hopeful and more than willing to take a bath together and to massage him... However he deflated the moment he said he was just doing his job... Perhaps that was very insensitive of him to say..? All things considered, Thomas seemingly only wanted him to do things because he wanted to do it and not because it was his job.

 

Coming to a conclusion, Michael stood up. He closed his eyes and inhaled deeply. He thought he finally figured out what he wanted to do. The butler ascended the stairs and walked down the hall, passed Thomas' room and went right into the bathroom. Turning the lights on Michael went to work. He decided to prep the bath like he had for Thomas a couple times in the past. The bath itself had ample room for two or more people. Michael turned the knob slowly, water immediately pouring out. After the water got hot he put down the plug. He poured a generous amount of soap near the faucet. A small smile formed as he watched the water suddenly foam up with bubbly suds.

 

Yep, this was how he made Thomas' bath, like a child's... Thomas never told him if he liked it this way... He had always just assumed... So Michael was hoping that this would be okay. Plus, the aroma was wonderful. The soapy scent filled the air. It was a smell that Michael found himself attracted to, along with many of the other shampoos and soaps that sat on the bath shelf as it reminded him of a certain someone. That someone was in his room right now, probably still upset because of his insensitive words... Michael was hoping his could make it up to Thomas and hopefully he'll feel better.

 

While the water filled the tub, Michael let the bathroom and stopped in front of Thomas' door. He knocked gently calling out to Thomas. Normally he would wait for the other to respond, instead he talked first, "Thomas... I've prepared a bath..." He paused, listening for a moment before continuing. "And I'm going to wait in the bathroom until you show up." He said firmly, betting that Thomas would show up now that he said that. "So please come. I'll be waiting."

 

After that he didn't wait for a reply, he merely walked right back to the bathroom. He sat down on the toilet and inhaled deeply. His heart was racing a million miles an hour. He couldn't control it. He tried to calm himself as he waited. Thankfully, Thomas didn't keep him waiting long and Michael perked up when he saw the other male. The butler leaned over and turned off the water, as the tub had just filled. Michael then stood up and looked at Thomas. He closed his eyes again, inhaled and then exhaled slowly.

 

"Please listen to what I have to say... And then you can go if you'd like..." He requested, trying to be serious. Michael was about to take a gamble that may or may not cost him his job and his relationship with Thomas... He didn't want to run away anymore... So this had to come out, sooner or later... Now was better than later and certainly better than never...

[-Hideki-]

He closed the door of the refrigerator and left the kitchen with his ice-tea. To his surprise Michael was following him for some reason. The younger man shook his head when he heard the apology and casually stated:”Don’t apologise. You said it because you meant it like that. I value honesty! I’m not mad at you, I am mostly mad at myself.”

 

Thomas told him how he saw it. Not only was he an honest person, he also liked it when people were true and honest towards him. His value of honesty, his hate for lies and his personality weren’t actually good for being a lawyer. The blond wasn’t made for that! But his parents didn’t really know their son anyway so they were unaware of what personality type they were sending to law school.

The only possible job for Thomas in that field was to become a public prosecutor since he would never be able to defend a guilty person and to lie about their guilt. He couldn’t possibly stand there and declare that they wouldn’t be guilty if they were. Being someone who was an incredibly bad liar and who didn’t see any logical reason for lying was fatal for a lawyer. If he was really supposed to work in his uncle’s law office his parents would get the shock of their lives but they had already set things up for him so he probably wouldn’t be a public prosecutor.

 

He disappeared into his room and closed the door behind him without looking back to Michael. Thomas didn’t know how to behave now as he felt hurt and he never really had felt that way before. How could he have if he hadn’t had anyone even a little close to him? He had never felt something like he felt for the butler before and now he doubted that feeling things like this was even a good idea if it resulted in the feelings he had now. The blond leaned the back of his head onto the door for a moment because he felt like he was too heavy for his own bones and someone had just trampled on his internal organs.

 

It wasn’t Michaels fault! It was his own and the fault of having focussed on the butler for so many years. Thomas didn’t want to think anymore so he went to his gaming computer and started it.

After a moment he was already deep into his game again, drinking his ice-tea while shooting the enemies. The nonsensical talk he had with one of his online friends – a gamer from Russia named Nikolai who was about ten years older than him – distracted him from his actual real life that contained law school and Michael.

 

His escape from reality didn’t last long though when he heard his butler knocking at his door. Thomas finished the sentence he had wanted to say to Nikolai when Michael told him he’d be waiting for him in the bathroom. Thomas sighed facing that much stubbornness. Apparently the older man insisted that the blond took a bath whether he wanted or not. He wouldn’t though and he would tell Michael this.

“I need to go again.” he said to the Russian who wanted to know why. “Do you need to do what Mummy tells you? Didn’t you clean your room or what?” he mocked Thomas and the blond just said:”As if my mother would care. This was my butler.”

 

He could hear the surprise in Nikolais laughing response. “A butler!? You have a fucking butler!? Damn, I was playing with a spoiled rich kid the whole time.”

Thomas ended the game and left his room for the bathroom. And he actually found Michael sitting there.

 

His grey eyes saw the bath and he smiled. Michael always prepared the bath for him like that and Thomas thought that had been rather cute. The younger man would never make such a bath for himself but he found it adorable that his butler did.

Smiling for a short moment he looked at the other man while he was leaning at the door frame.

“I said I wasn’t in the mood for a bath! You can take that bath if you want, I still don’t want to.” He declined.

 

His indifferent tone and facial expression changed when Michael wanted him to listen to his words. He was curious what the other would have to say as he thought everything had been said already.

Actually he just didn’t want to get his hopes up because he would just end up disappointed in the end anyway. So he nodded towards the other man, ready to listen, his heart beating as if it was jumping skip rope as it often did when he was accompanied by the brunette.

[Exellda]

If only Thomas had known how untruthful he was being... Ever since Michael had realized that he had feelings for his master he had been more careful. Everything from then on was slightly calculated. While he couldn't predict what Thomas would do or say, he could control the situation by simply ignoring the other male. Still, at the time Michael had thought his actions were wise even though his heart begged to differ. The thought of telling Thomas his feelings never occurred to him. Michael was worried that his world would fall apart once it all came out. It struck him earlier when Thomas had said that he valued honesty... What would he think when he finally revealed that he had been lying about his true feelings?

 

The little mental pep talk he had given himself moments ago gave him just enough confidence to go through with this. With a little effort he hoped to change the other male's mind about not wanting to take a bath. "Already saying no even though you haven't heard what I have to say yet..." Michael crossed his arms and pouted for a moment before he let out a sigh. "I suppose I deserve that... Considering what happened earlier... I..." Michael was trying to sort out everything he wanted to say. He shook his head. "Sorry... there's just... so much I want to say but I'm afraid-" He cut himself off right there and promptly shook his head again. "No... I feel like... By now at least, you deserve some kind of answer... And I would like to be honest with you, wholeheartedly."

 

As he started talking, he felt more and more nervous. Still, he wouldn't stop until he felt satisfied with himself and everything he said. He wanted to let the other male know some of the thoughts that had been wondering around his mind for so long. "I want you to take a bath with me..." He claimed boldly, letting what he said sit for a moment so Thomas could digest it. That was the first thing he wanted to say... Next, the explanation... "I'm not done..." He just needed to figure out where to start... "I... Haven't been totally honest with you Thomas... And it's been this way for some time now..."

 

Michael tried to make sure he was standing straight, looking at Thomas with as much sincerity as possible. "...and I can't lie about my feelings anymore. I feel that it's gotten a little bit out of hand and that our relationship is suffering because of it." His eyes closed as his hands curled into fists at his sides. It was hard for him to be 'risking it all' like this. "I think... No-" He shook his head and opened his eyes looking right at Thomas, his right hand smacking onto his chest, right over his heart. "I know I'm in love with you." Could he have said it any better than that? Or worse? If Thomas reacted negatively, he'd find out very soon.

 

The butler laughed sadly, his eyes fell to the floor. He was disappointed in himself. He was weak. Hopeless... "You might be asking yourself right now, 'how could that possibly be true?' knowing that I've avoided you for so long, even going as far to flat out ignore you. I promise you that I was doing it on purpose out of fear... It'll probably sound silly to you but, I feared that you'd hate me as soon as I would come out. For the longest time, I've wanted to tell you... But then I'd get this irrational fear that you'd fire me or embarrass me. I wasn't sure if the things you said were true or if you were just playing with my heart. I think I can handle it if you reject me, however I don't think I could stand to bare it if you hated me..."

 

"I didn't want to assume that it was true because I didn't want to get my hopes up." He said with a shrug, "Besides, I can barely manage to imagine how you'd find me even remotely attractive. I can't help but to feel that this is all some dream. I often think to myself that you target me with your pickup lines because you're pent up or something. But I don't want to be a fling for you... I don't want to lead you on. I don't want to have false hope. I don't want to damage our relationship... and if that meant I had to ignore every pass you made towards me, I would have done it..." His brows furrowed and a soft frown formed on his lips, "But recently I've been noticing how detached I've become. I can tell when you're upset. It greatly worries me, guilt me even. I feel like I'm only making it worse the more that I talk about it now... I know it can't be helped, I cannot change the past... I regret ignoring you, brushing past you, leaving you on your own to doubt yourself..."

 

Talking about it made Michael realize how truly horrible he had been to his young master. "I understand if you hate me or even want to fire me now. After all, I've neglected you... I'll pack up my things if you wish it so... I just want to point out what you said earlier. Before I forget, I want to apologize for being so insensitive..." He was reflecting back to the conversation they shared downstairs. "You pointed out that I do things that are not even required of me. As I mentioned earlier it is my job as your butler to do things for you- I feel ashamed to have said something so thoughtless. I could see it in your eyes. You were so deflated... I can only imagine the pain my ignorance caused you." He cleared his throat.

 

"As I was saying... You're right, I do many things that are not asked of me. I would gladly go out of my way to support you in any way. I'd gladly work myself to death if it made you happy. If it'll make you smile, then I'd be happy to do whatever it is just to see you smile." He realized what he was saying was very crazy sounding but at least he was being honest. "Surely it shows- Surely it has to mean something to you that I go out of my way every day to make you happy? I mean, I guess it might not... but I'd like to think whenever I share a meal with you, I'm doing it because it makes you happy- However, it's essential that you know I also do it because it makes me happy. If I didn't want to eat with you, I don't have to. It's not in my contract. I don't have to make a bath for you-" He said while gesturing towards the bath behind him, "but I do it anyway, especially if you look stressed. If I didn't care about you, I wouldn't have gone out of my way for you. Trust me when I say, I truly, deeply, care for you." Both his hands were placed over his heart as he looked at the younger male.

 

These were just small examples of things he did for Thomas and he hoped that the other male would appreciate it. "Even if you can't accept my feelings, that's okay. I never intended to force myself upon you in any sort of way. I just hope I haven't made you feel uncomfortable now..." He paused, thinking about what he just said before he added, "And I want you to know that my feelings are true. By no means am I saying this because your parents hired me- let alone the money they pay me. No, it's not about the money at all... If it makes you feel better, most of the money doesn't even go to me... It goes to my home. So my siblings can go to college, mom doesn't have to work two jobs, I can actually have a life savings... I'll be honest, I could totally move out if I wanted to. I could go to college... All that stuff... But I don't want to... Because I'd rather be here... with you."

 

With that being said, Michael closed his eyes again. Fear crept in his mind of how Thomas would react to this. He could only hope that the other male wouldn't fire him or worse, hate him. "All I ask is if you could ever forgive me for neglecting you..?" He inhaled and exhaled, opening his eyes once again. "And I ask once more, will you take a bath with me..?"

[-Hideki-]

The blond nerd’s eyes rested on his butler sceptically when the other started to talk. It seemed like Michael wanted to say something important but all he did was hemming and hawing and Thomas raised one eyebrow curious and a little impatiently waiting for the other to tell him what he wanted to tell. He shook his head when the older man stated that he was afraid to openly talk to him.

“You shouldn’t be. In case you haven’t murdered anyone or otherwise harmed someone you won’t have to fear any harsh judgement from me.” The younger one said hoping to encourage the brunette by doing so. “I agree. Everyone deserves to know the truth and not being lied to, so I’d appreciate you telling me what you wanted to tell me.”

 

Thomas didn’t have any clue what kind of truth would be revealed. Would Michael tell him that he had a problem with him being gay? Or with him approaching him like that and showing that kind of interest in him?

The first thing that the other said already didn’t indicate that though and it also left the law student with a surprised expression on his face. “Is that really what you want or do you want that because you feel obligated to or because I want that?” he asked but then Michael already continued talking like a waterfall. The butler talked fast and a lot and the blond had his trouble to comprehend all of that in this short amount of time.

 

Thomas heart started racing like crazy when the man he had fallen for confessed that he was feeling the same for him. That was what the young male had wanted all along; he wanted Michael to love him back. It was like small electric shocks were running through his body in a pleasant way. This feeling completely overshadowed the pain from before. It excited him and even though he was happy he also turned unexpectedly nervous in a good way.

 

Nearly everything his butler said took him by surprise. The law student had never thought that a single person could think and feel and fear so many different things at the same time going through some crazy possibilities and scenarios in his head. Thomas had a rather simple, straight and uncomplicated way to think. He was pragmatic for the most part and felt secure doing what he did. Michael however seemed to worry a lot about every single possibility in life and then get lost in his thoughts, worries and fears and won’t take a risk anymore then.

 

It baffled him that the older male couldn’t see why Thomas was that attracted to him. Never would he have thought that the butler didn’t think about himself as attractive. It was strange to hear all of this but it explained and clarified a lot between them and the blond was glad that they finally talked openly and that the brunette opened up and didn’t reject him anymore.

 

Thomas smiled and chuckled when Michael asked him whether he would bath with him or not like a marriage proposal. It wasn’t a situation to laugh, as it was a serious conversation but he just couldn’t stop himself because it was way too cute in his eyes. The blond man stepped forward to his butler and stroked his brown hair out of his handsome face when he said:”I sure will take a bath with you.”

 

The law student took the other man’s face between his hands and pulled him into a long and passionate kiss. It was the first time that Thomas had ever kissed someone, so he was a little awkward and clumsy but all in all he instinctually knew what he was supposed to do.

The kiss made his heart beat even harder and faster, while his blood rushed inside of his head. The electricity he seemed to feel was now even stronger present and he wanted to drown in the kiss, get even closer to the butler and get lost in him.

 

It was like his desires concreted themselves even more now. He let go of the shorter mans lips, forming a smile. “I am certain that you would be a much better lawyer than I will ever be. Apparently you are able to expect the worst intentions from people and to think of different intrigues and manipulations people plan. I can’t, as I don’t understand the logic behind such acts. If I wanted to fire you I would just do that without some wicked games. Why would I waste my time getting close to you just to let you down? I wouldn’t get anything from that, it wouldn’t make any sense. But I guess there are people who do that. Not me though and I thought you knew me a little better than that.” He said looking into the mismatching eyes that he liked so much.

 

“I don’t want to bore you and tell you that I have fallen for you once again, as you already know that I love you as I have confessed that to you before.” Thomas whispered in Michael’s ear. “I don’t understand why you can’t see that you are an attractive man.” The blond started to talk and to unbutton the older male’s shirt. “You are caring, kind hearted, you have adorable quirks, your smile makes my heart jump and whenever I see it I have to smile as well. I like it when your eyes shine when you’re happy, to watch your strong shoulders while you’re doing the house chores, the way you blush when I am teasing you, I only do it to see that cute reaction of yours. I even find you desirable when you’re mad at me. Plus, you also have quite a hot arse if I may say.” The law student smirked and nibbled at the others ear lobe, while his hand was stroking over Michaels blank chest.

 

The younger male pulled his own shirt over his head before his hands reached the butlers belt and his grey eyes behind the glasses followed. His right hand opened the belt and the button of his trousers while his left hand grabbed the others crotch. “You know very well that I am the happiest when I am with you and if I could I would spend even more time by your side. I like being close to you! I like touching you and I want to touch you more. And I want you to be happy being with me as well.”

[Exellda]

It was like he could breathe easy now. The air around him felt light. A huge weight was off his shoulders. Mika had been anticipating the worse, and yet, he was pleasantly surprised and relieved. In an instant all his worst fears had been destroyed. His heart fluttered like crazy. He almost couldn't believe that Thomas was reciprocating his feelings. It seemed too good to be true. There was no way... Thomas... Truly loved him? Goodness... Michael could barely stand. He felt faint and absolutely dumbfounded. He couldn't even form words when Thomas agreed to take a shower with him.

 

Michael was frozen in place when Thomas got closer. There was a brief moment when he felt the other's hand move his hair away from his face right before he found himself being pulled into a kiss. After all these years never had he yearned to kiss someone as much as he wanted to kiss Thomas. He had always believed that it would be taboo. Was the wait worth it? Most definitely. Butterflies fluttered in his stomach as he kissed back. He hadn't much experience, but from what he could tell, Thomas was more inexperienced than he was. He wasn't sure if it was unsurprising or surprising. Thomas kept to himself, so Mika had expected this... at the same time, Michael was surprised that it seemed that Thomas hadn't ever kissed anyone before. Either way, Michael could tell that he was inexperienced. It was... cute.

 

When the kiss was over and their lips separated, Michael felt elated. He was breathless. Actually, he was very lightheaded and that reminded him that he needed to breathe. So he slowly inhaled through his nose, blinking slowly as he realized that his hands had moved on their own. His right hand had slid right up Thomas' chest, while his left hand cupped around the back of the other male's neck. The impulse to pull him down for another kiss was very tempting... But he had a goal, and he wanted to go through with it.

 

He listened first to what Thomas had to say first. He found it interested that Thomas would think that he would make a good lawyer... Ha... Michael didn't think so... He just... Had experience with a situation just like this- except it turned out horribly. Thomas' breath tickled his neck, giving him goosebumps. With every word he found himself being slowly stripped of his clothes. Of course he helped, easing out of his shirt after Thomas had unbuttoned it. A blush formed on face, getting darker as he was complemented. It always made his heart flutter whenever Thomas would complement him so... wholeheartedly, so honest. "Y-you look at my ass?" He stuttered out as Thomas nibbled at his ear.

 

Michael was a mix of anxiety and excitement. The anxiety came from being nearly naked in front of his young master, while his excitement was both from bonding with the other male and from the undeniable arousal. Before he knew it, Thomas was unbuckling his pants, unbuttoning them and- Michael held his breath as Thomas' hand found its way to his crotch. Everything Thomas said was true, he had known that Thomas was happiest around him. Michael noticed how his demeanor would change immediately any time they were around each other. It was just his fears that kept him at bay, unwilling to risk losing Thomas on the account that there was a slim chance that he was wrong.

 

"Young M-Master..." Goodness, he could tell that his face was red, even his ears burned from the blush that had bloomed on his face. "You spoil me, really... I'm immensely relieved to hear that you're not mad at me..." He said, hesitantly removing Thomas' hand from his crotch. "Y-your forwardness is oddly welcoming, but I have to admit that I am very nervous. Your honesty is also very flattering. I am relieved that you don't hate me." Michael spoke softly, lightly squeezing Thomas' hand, "I want you to know that I am happy that you're happy to spend time with me."

 

Then Michael released Thomas' hand, moving his hands to Thomas' bottom and slowly working to slide them off. "Since you like touching me and would like to touch me more, how about I wash your back and you wash mine? If you're still interested, I wouldn't mind having that back massage." He said, his eyes glancing up from what his hands were doing. "The tub is going get cold at this rate." Once he said that, his hands stopped what they were doing and he pulled away. "I'll race you to the tub." He suggested playfully. This time, his hands moved to his own pants, tugging them down rather quickly. His socks quickly followed suit leaving his boxers as the only thing left. Just to make sure, he reached into the tub, testing the water. Thankfully, it was still very hot and very bubbly. He too felt just as bubbly on the inside.

[-Hideki-]

That surprised and stuttering reaction of the older man made Thomas laugh right away. Of course he had looked at the butler that way. “I sure look at your cute arse a lot Michael!” the blond confirmed:”Sue me!” he breathed into his ear with a broad grin on his face, while one of his hands grabbed the others arse with a firm grip.

 

Michael had turned into a red mess and apparently Thomas embarrassed the other without realising it. His hand got removed from the others crotch and at that moment the thought appeared in his head that he was maybe going too far too fast and that his actions could be a little intimidating for the other and that hadn’t been his intentions. It was just tough for him to stay above the waistline as he had wanted to be with the other that way for so long. He had craved touching him and getting closer to him and it hadn’t been possible and now that it was holding back was a true challenge and he had been carried away by his euphoria.

 

“I’m nervous too, in a good way, maybe it is excitement, I don’t know.” Thomas replied to the confession of being nervous and then took a deep breath. “I just know that I want to be as close and connected to you as possible. I longed for this moment for such a long time but I don’t want to overwhelm you or make things awkward.” He tried to explain himself even though he didn’t know how to properly say it.

 

Surprisingly he found the others hand on his trousers next and he let him open and pull them down. The law student stepped out of the trousers and stood in front of him in his black boxers now. He smiled when he heard Michael reminding him of the back massage. “I’ll definitely give you the massage. And what fun would bathing together be if we weren’t to wash each other anyway?” he said and looked into Michaels eyes. He didn’t only want to wash his back though but he thought that the other knew that already.

 

The butler stripped out of his trousers and socks rather quickly, as if someone was counting the time and he was trying to break a record or something and the blond covered his face with his hand while he was laughing. He really didn’t want to show him too much of his body did he?

For a moment he watched Michael reaching inside of the bathtub checking the temperature and his eyes wandered over the others body and stopped at the arse that was presented to him this way. “And you wonder that I look at your butt when you’re presenting it to me like this.” He joked, then sighed and rid himself off of his boxers which he, as always, just threw somewhere.

 

The now completely naked Thomas went up to Michael and sat down onto the edge of the bathtub and looked down to Michael who apparently had found an unexpected interest in checking the water temperature as he was still having his hand in the water.

“I’m certain the water temperature is perfect for us. You always get it right. So how about you get rid of those boxers and we’re going inside?” he suggested and then smirked playfully. “In case you feel a little nervous about undressing I’d be more than happy to assist you with this.” The younger man let the other know and cockily played with the waistband of the butler’s undergarment.

[Exellda]

"By no means are you making this awkward for me. I guess you could say that this is... Like a dream of mine. It's so unbelievable... So unreal... And yet. My eyes cannot deceive me again..." Michael said with the shake of his head. Clearly there was nothing to worry about. Thomas was being forward with him, as always, and he, he was being coy. He knew what he wanted and he knew what Thomas wanted. Michael just had to forget about the past and live in the here and now. This was happening now. They both confessed to each other. The feeling is mutual.

 

Michael ignored Thomas' comment about his butt without even thinking about it, his reaction was almost instinctual. After a moment he realized he did it and then let out a sigh. Old habits would die hard apparently. It didn't take long for Thomas to rid himself of his last article of clothing. Michael could only spare a glance before feeling like his heart was about to fly out of his chest. This was it. Micheal brushed Thomas' hand away, officially deciding that he could handle the task by himself. There was a moment when he held his breath before sliding his own boxers off. He reached out to the edge of the tub as if to balance himself momentarily. He spared another, shy glance towards Thomas before opening his mouth. "I must say that is also a relief to hear. I haven't taken a bath since I was a kid." He admitted. "Looking back, I feel kind of silly about it, because I just realized a bubble bath is kind of childish, isn't it?"

 

From what he could recall, Thomas had never complained about these 'childish' bubble baths and so Michael had never thought that Thomas might have wanted something different. He brushed his free hand through his hair. "Well now I feel inconsiderate. I never asked you how you like your baths... I just kind of... assumed. I'm sorry." The butler in him was automatically trained to take the blame, after all, he was the one who set it up, so it was his fault. However... "Although considering you said that I always get it right, apparently, I guess it's safe to assume that you don't mind having 'childish' bubble baths." He concluded rather thoughtfully.

 

That being said, he knew that he should stop stalling and just get in already. So that's what Michael did. Michael allowed himself to step in slowly, taking in the heat of the water one leg at a time before easing into it. This was a treat for Michael, because he normally would take showers, as that's what the 'servants' got to use. Even when he was younger he couldn't take a bath because there were simply too many people living together and with one bathroom, a shower was the quickest way to get in and out. And so, from what he could remember the last time he took a bath was in his childhood.

 

Michael sank lower into the water, until he was nearly eye level with the bubbles. He looked over at Thomas but said nothing. He was merely taking a moment to enjoy the warmth and possibly the company he now had. After a moment of silence he sat up and asked softly, "Shall I wash you first, then?" He figured it would be a courtesy that he serve Thomas first than the other way around.

[-Hideki-]

The shy glances Michael gave Thoma's naked body and his manhood amused him. They were so quick and slight that he probably didn’t really get a complete picture of him. The law student chuckled:” Am I that hideous?” he joked while he put away his glasses where they couldn’t fall down because they would only become steamy in the hot water anyway what would lead to him not being able to see a thing anymore.

 

He wasn’t blind and he could still see enough without his glasses on if he wasn’t supposed to read small print or had to see street signs that stood far away. His grey eyes watched Michael closely who was finally getting rid of his boxers too. The blond's glance was a different one than his butler had had though. It was like his eyes were super-glued onto the others body or more precisely his lower region and there was desire written into them.

 

While it was getting rather hot in Thomas mind, the older male brought him back and made him watch up into his face again when he talked about bubble baths. “Yes, bubble baths are childish but if I had minded I would have definitely told you to not make them anymore. Actually I have come to like them long ago because you went out of your way to make them for me and I always found that cute and considerate. If you had stopped making me childish baths I probably would have thought that you didn’t care anymore because you have always done that.” He answered and added:” So don’t be sorry. Nothing speaks against adults having a bubble bath. It’s good to relax, make the thoughts flow and to fantasise. I actually have often thought about you and how it would be to have you with me in the bathtub to be honest.” The blond let the other know but stopped at this point because even he knew that everything else would definitely be too much information, inappropriate and would probably disgust the other and he didn’t want him to think that he was disgusting.

Then again, he had been a teenager who had fallen for his butler who had given him the cold shoulder so what he had done had been quite normal after all.

 

When the butler finally stepped into the water Thomas smiled happily and waited until the other had completely stepped in. This was also another opportunity to see the others man’s hot body which was even much more sexy to him than in his fantasies. After the other had sat down the younger male followed. He let himself sink into the bathtub behind the butler and his muscles relaxed in the decently temperatured water.

 

Thomas arms reached out to him and he pulled him close through the water.

The wet skin of his torso touched the others back, his chin resting on the butler’s shoulders and his dick pressed against his buttocks.

He leaned back holding the other man like that and kissed the others neck, sucking on his skin, leaving slight marks behind.

 

“No!” he declined the butler's offer while his right hand was running over the butlers chest playing with his nipples that soon reacted to his touch and his left hand was stroking his thighs getting closer and closer to his dick.

“I want to wash you first.” The student said in an exited tone:”If that's alright with you that is?!”

He felt the lust rising in himself and his heart was beating like crazy making his blood running wild in his veins. Thomas wanted to make this body his, to explore it, to touch it absolutely everywhere, each centimetre and millimetre of it, with his hands, with his lips, with his tongue. He wanted to be inside of him and there was no doubt that he was heating up more and more causing his blood to run into other directions than usual.

[Exellda]

"Of course not." Michael replied when Thomas asked if he was hideous. "I... guess I'm a little shy is all." It was more than that. The shear idea of being in a bath with his young master had made him nervous. It was as if he was a child who thought he had done something wrong and was waiting to get caught. In hindsight he knew that that was not the case. It was already way past the point of no return- or in other words, too late. To be completely honest, Michael was more happier than he had been in a while. Was it the simple bath? Taking it with Thomas? Something more? Well, he couldn't say. All he knew was that he was surprisingly happy to be in a tub with Thomas right here, right now, in this moment.

 

"I'm...Glad you liked the bubbled baths I made. I didn't realize how much they would impact you." He said before his brows furrowed in surprise, "Y-You've thought about me in the tub with you?" He shook his head and let out a sigh, "I don't know why I am so surprised... Well, here we are. I bet it's like a dream come true." What he didn't see coming was the fact that Thomas had sat behind him instead of in front of him like he had anticipated. It... wasn't bad... He was just... Well- how to put it? His heart felt like it was about to leap out of his chest when Thomas pulled him close. Feeling Thomas' chest press against his back and his cock- Michael instinctively let his train of thought end right there. Despite stopping his thoughts, Thomas seemed to be continuing them.

 

The butler bit lightly at his bottom lip as his mind started to race when Thomas' hands and lips started to have free reign over his body. It would seem that his mind and his heart had two very conflicting opinions on this situation, his own cock agreeing with his heart more than his brain. Wait. Wait... Wait. "Hey- Uh, Th-Thomas..?" He paused to allowed himself to inhale deeply, then release. He really needed to calm down, much like Thomas. He couldn't allow their hormones to get the best of them, or at least not yet. Michael felt like he was getting caught up in Thomas' excitement... And he wouldn't admit it right now, but his own excitement as well. So he calmly placed his hands over Thomas', effectively stopping the other male's hands "It's okay Thomas. I can understand if you're overjoyed to finally have me accompany you, but there's no need to rush anything. Because I want- uh, I mean, I would like to be scrubbed properly." He corrected himself as he felt like 'want' was being rude or possibly too demanding.

 

He turned his head slightly so he could see Thomas, "And... Perhaps... Maybe..." A small smirk found its way onto his face, "Maybe if you do a good job, I'll let you continue what you were doing..." If he were being honest, he wouldn't dare stop Thomas right now. He was only saying this as a front, like a decoy to distract the other male. While he truly did want to be clean, that other part of him really, really wanted Thomas to continue. He supposed that he merely wanted to make sure that he was okay with this... That, and he somewhat liked the idea of making Thomas work for it. Yet, in all actually, he's been making Thomas work for it since the day they've met. He couldn't help it... By now it was like a reflex to attempt to deflect Thomas. Although, if his master really wanted to, at any point he could have taken advantage of him. Michael thought he knew better than to think this, but a couple times he pondered the idea of Thomas taking advantage of him just because he could. Because he was the master and Michael was the servant. If it made Thomas happy, then it technically didn't matter what Michael's input was.

 

However, Michael knew better than to have thoughts like that. Thomas was not that kind of man. Sure, he was excited now and seemingly in a rush to get somewhere- somewhere that Michael felt would lead to them sleeping together tonight. But he wasn't necessarily forcing him against his will. If Michael really didn't want this, he might have already pushed Thomas away. Besides, just now he had openly declared that it would be okay for Thomas to continue, so long as he got his scrubbing... And he kind of wanted to wash Thomas as well. This was his chance, his opportunity to be close and intimate with his master in a way he had never dared try before. This could go places he defiantly tried to avoid all these years. "But could you also keep in mind that I'd like to make sure you get a proper washing as well?"

[-Hideki-]

The blond man thought for a moment as to why something as simple as bubble baths had made such an impression on him but he didn’t have to reflect that for long. It was pretty obvious. Even though it had been Michael’s job the man had paid attention to Thomas and cared for him. “They probably had such an impact on me because no one ever went out of their way to do something like that for me. I was no ones priority ever. Not even as a child.” He let the other know and his voice sounded rather serious.

 

His mood lit up again when he heard the surprise in the other’s voice about him fantasising about his butler in the bathtub.

“I did this all the time! You were on my mind a lot. I really don’t know why this surprises you either. It’s not like I made a secret out of how much I fancy you.” The man commented with a smirk before he went into the bathtub behind the other. “Anyway, it’s way better to actually have you here with me.”

 

When he was letting his hands run free over the other’s body, feeling his skin, his muscles, his tendons he simply ignored the way Michael stuttered his name even though he found it somewhat adorable how shy he was acting again, he got turned on by it some more, and he wondered if that was something that would change with time. But he couldn’t really imagine the other man in an openly lusty way what made him even more curious as to how his face would look like when in pleasure.

 

Thomas was nibbling on the other’s earlobe when his hand was stopped before it could get a hold of the older man’s cock.

It wasn’t a strong grip and it wasn’t forceful but the intent was definitely clear and when the other spoke the law student couldn’t stop himself from letting out a frustrated sigh, letting his forehead sink onto the other’s shoulder. “Sure, I said I’d wash you didn’t I.” He mumbled somewhat disappointed. For him this was not rushing things. He had desired him and had wanted him for many years, if anything that was painfully slow and now he was fobbed off again.

 

When the other turned around to him Michael saw a guy struggling to hold back his sexual urges and wants and he definitely was turned on. This half-assed prospect of being able to be with the other in a sexual way if he just did a good enough job with the scrubbing didn’t help. It just felt like the other was teasing him with his horniness and leading him on. Thomas especially didn’t like the maybe part. “I see.” He said when he put a lot of shower gel onto the others back and started scrubbing him, washing him and giving him a back massage. When he was done with the back and the arms he figured that if Michael wanted him to wash him properly he should wash him everywhere and a smirk crept back onto his face again, he would just enjoy this washing thing now.

 

Thomas kissed the other’s back he had just cleaned while he washed his torso, his butt then his thighs and finally got a hold of the older man’s dick after all, pulling back his foreskin washing it too. “You have a cute cock I must say.” He said in a teasing tone with a wide grin on his face, his eyes shining in arousal. Thomas had heated up further, he hadn’t been able to repress that and by now he had a boner that was pressed against the other’s buttocks. The blond didn’t mind Michael noticing though, quite the opposite, he wanted him to notice so that he would be able to understand what he made him feel and what he desired.

 

While he was washing or rather playing with his butler’s dick he got bummed again when the older male told him that it was important for him to wash Thomas as well. “Forget washing me for a moment.” He demanded and then took a deep breath in order to calm his excited and aroused body down. “I don’t know what you think the hard throbbing thing pressed against you is but it’s my dick. I can’t sit still the whole time while you wash me and I am not allowed to do anything. That would be torture and my friend down there would start to ache after a while.” The blond let the other know and when he realised that he had sounded to gruff he sighed again letting his head rest onto the man’s shoulder looking up into his mismatching eyes.

“Michael, I desire you! I have desired and wanted you like this for years now; this is not a rush for me at all. I want to have sex with you and I want to know whether you desire me in the same way too or if your feelings are different? Please be honest and don’t lead me on any longer.” The law student told him in his blunt and shameless way that was typical for him. He just needed to know this now since his frustration was growing the more Michael hesitated and blocked him off again.

[Exellda]

Thomas was right. Hearing him openly confess his thoughts, Michael knew it shouldn't surprise him. He just... Because he had tried so hard over the years to have pure thoughts about his master, he kind of thought that it would be impossible for Thomas to explore those thoughts. While he knew that was impossible to stop Thomas from thinking that way about him, he never imagined that the other male would actually think that way about him. He was still in the state of awe and amazement that he was worthy enough to keep Thomas interested. If he were being honest, it made him really happy how honest Thomas was being with him right now. It wasn't right that Thomas was being so open and he was being so closed off. He knew that. He knew that Thomas would call him out on his bullshit sooner or later. Maybe now was the perfect time to simply be honest with everything, including his feelings that he kept hiding from the other.

 

Michael could hear the frustration in Thomas' voice when he was told that he had to wash him. Well, he did say he would... But Michael was starting to feel bad about it. He was starting to feel guilty because he knew that this was one of his diversions. Was it because he was nervous? Yes. Uninterested? No. Did he really want this? ...yes, he really wanted this. So why was he holding back? Why was he stopping Thomas when he could be encouraging him? Was he still not over what happened in high school? Damn, that was so long ago... He really just needed to let go... Let go already... Just enjoy what he had in front of him... A really, horny master- who was scrubbing him currently, but with definite intent. Thomas sounded really unhappy with his 'maybe' suggestion.

 

This time around he didn't stop Thomas from literally grabbing a hold of him. His breathing halted for a second and he stopped himself from making any noise. Thomas wasn't the only one aroused, Michael was just more calm about it. The comment Thomas made about his cock being 'cute' was hard to respond to. Speechless, the butler's mind went blank from the comment- probably because his blood wasn't flowing to his brain as much as he would like it to. In this situation, he was lucky to have gotten this far... Then again, all he wanted to do was make Thomas happy- and here he was doing the exact opposite... It was evident in the way Thomas spoke. Demanding this time and with a hint of frustration, Thomas clearly vented what he was feeling and what he wanted.

 

Chills jolted down his spine, his heart ached and his cock twitched from the other male's words. And Michael sat there quietly for a moment, in shock because he hadn't intended to make Thomas suffer, let alone make him think that he was leading him on. This was it, huh? Two options: be honest with himself and Thomas, or... Michael didn't even want to think about the 'or' option. Hell there was no 'or' option. Honesty was the best policy. He loved Thomas' honesty... and being honest, was the least he could do for the other male. Thomas deserved his honesty by now. Because Thomas was right, years have passed and Michael would be damned if he let this opportunity slip through his hands.

 

That's when Michael looked at Thomas. Shifting, Michael turned his body, moving out of the position they were in. Now facing the other male, he could see the frustration, the lust and desire, confusion... The butler wanted to make everything right. He wanted to erase any doubt Thomas had. "Thomas..." He started to say slowly, "I'm sorry to ever let you doubt my feelings." He said as he lightly pressed Thomas' legs down and Michael moved forward, straddling the other male's lap. "I would never lead you on. Please know that." He placed his left hand on Thomas' chest, casually sliding his hand up and around his neck. His right hand went he opposite direction. "If there's one thing I've always loved about you is how honest you are. It surprises me that you think about me so much, especially over the years. Yes, you would tease me and I kept pushing you away... I just couldn't believe that you had genuine interest in me... That, and I was afraid that I would get in trouble for fooling around with my employers' son." He didn't know what he would do if he couldn't see Thomas any more...

 

While he talked, his right hand found its way to Thomas' cock, his hand wrapped around him. "I'm happy that your 'friend' is excited to see me. And I am sorry that I've kept him waiting for so long." Michael leaned in and pressed his lips against his. Pulled away for a moment and kissed him again, this time longer and slower. Once again he pulled away, "Fuck me." He requested. "I promise I won't stop you." To emphasize his point, his hand stroked Thomas' cock. "Please... I want you. I've kept you waiting for so long, too long... I think it's well past time to reward you." He said before sealing Thomas' mouth shut with another kiss.

[-Hideki-]

When Michael shifted and straddled his lap he was surprised by how much more blood could rush into his downstairs region.

Feeling his butler’s hand sliding over his chest and recognising how the man’s other hand travelled down his body he suddenly felt like breathing was unusually hard and the air hot as fire. Thomas hadn’t doubted what Michael had confessed to him when he had called him into the bathroom he had just doubted that the older man was experiencing the same kind of love and actual physical desire towards him as much as he did. The law student had started to doubt that the butler actually wanted to have sex with him ever and was just playing with him in this regard and to put him off. Maybe that had been just one time too much for him to not doubt anything.

 

Now the butler was clearer than ever though. Not by words but by his actions and it was difficult for the younger male to focus on what the man said, it was as if his mind was completely clouded and the only thing that was left clear was sex. The way the older man sat on his lap and looked at him just aroused him further and he doubted that he was able to ever think straight anymore.

 

When he felt Michael grabbing his dick sparks were running through his body and his breath stuck for a moment. It was totally new to him and the first time that anyone other than himself had touched his cock and he wanted the other to touch it more, to stroke it, to give it some affection and attention. The blond could already say that this would be better than masturbation ever could but at the same time being that forward was rather atypical for his butler and compared to before it was a 180° turn of attitudes.

 

Michael didn’t stop at that though and when the older man told him to fuck him and said that he wanted him he was just as turned on as overwhelmed. Now he felt the other’s hand stroking his member and a slight moan escaped him while his breath was becoming heavier. “Who are you and what have you done with Michael?” he asked with a smirk his voice being a husky, aroused mess.

 

Thomas really wanted to put it in, he wanted to fuck him but he couldn’t just shove his cock into the other’s hole just like that or could he? The younger man had heard that he needed to prepare his partner first to not just cause him pain and an unpleasant experience but he wasn’t so sure either. The blond had never had sex and sex education in school had just covered sex with a woman and Thomas was gay. Not only that, he hadn’t even paid attention to it because he hadn’t been remotely interested in it since people as well as human interaction usually didn’t interest him. Not on a personal level and not on a sexual level. His butler had become the only exception, an exception as well as an obsession.

 

The law student was certain that Michael knew he was a virgin. Not that he had ever brought that up but he just thought it was common sense to assume that for someone who knew him as closely as Michael did. Since he still wasn’t able to think straight he just decided to go with it and hope that it would be enough. While his left hand grabbed the brunettes cock again, rubbing the head with his thumbs and playing with the foreskin, he let his right hand run down the other’s arse, he spread it and stroked the hole with his fingers. After he had been teasing it for a while he let the fingers slip inside, feeling the tightness around them that made him impatient and wanting to put his cock in right away.

 

Thomas moved his fingers after a while how he thought it was right, fingering him. He wasn’t proficient at this and it took him a while to even hit the other’s prostate. Suddenly he thought that this would go more awkward than he had imagined and he just hoped that he wouldn’t ejaculate from just putting it in and thrusting a few times. But there was a chance that this could happen and it wasn’t a small one. The blond didn’t know how much experience the other had with other men but he was sure more than none.

 

He had no clue how long he was supposed to open him up with his fingers and he just pulled them out when he thought he had felt him relax a little. Excitement was running wild in him when he finally got to put his impatient greedy cock in that had leaked pre-cum in the butlers hand already. When he was putting his rock hard veiny cock into the tight hole a groan escaped him as he felt the incredibly tightness around it. Michael’s arse felt even better than his hand. And when he clumsily started to thrust a little, he figured that this position was probably not that bad as it would be Michael who would move the most and make it so that it felt good to him and he could direct Thomas somewhat.

[Exellda]

"I have been as I've always been... You just don't know everything about me, yet." Michael said with a wink. That was the truth, there was a part of him that he hid from the other male. It was a core reason that he didn't think he was worthy for the other male... It was why he was afraid that Thomas would hate him... In this situation though, Michael chose to withhold that information. When the time was 'right', he hoped that there would be such a time, he would tell Thomas the truth. For now, he would just enjoy the attention he was getting from his young master. The older male allowed Thomas to take control as he was well aware that the other male was a virgin. What better way to learn than to get an on hands experience. As it was, Michael was sure Thomas would have some questions after this.

 

This random change of events was actually something Michael had wanted to do for a while now. Whether being pent up from denial or from seeing Thomas disheartened for the last time, Michael had enough, he was done playing this 'avoiding' game. And so, here he was, moaning softly Thomas fingered him and touched him. He let the other male know when his prostate was hit by letting out a moan, "Right there." Michael was patient enough to let Thomas go at his own pace. The other male's innocence was adorable in a way, yet oddly arousing. So by the time Thomas pulled his fingers out and Michael felt his hard cock pressed against him, he was more than ready to have Thomas inside of him. It had been a long time since the last time he had cock inside of him.

 

Seemingly in unison Michael let out a groan in pleasure as the other male pushed inside of him. For a moment or two, he let Thomas have control and when it was evident that the other male was struggling slightly, Michael decided now was an appropriate time to take over. Leaning forward slightly, he placed on hand on Thomas' chest and the other behind the other male, supported against the wall of the tub. He would support himself, as Thomas was learning, therefore Michael wanted the other male to relax and enjoy himself. Just in case, "Fill free to touch me wherever you'd like. There are no boundaries here. Okay?" He just wanted to make sure Thomas understood that he was okay with whatever the younger male wanted to do. In this moment, he was giving himself to his young master, all of him.

 

With that said, Michael started moving on his own accord, first lifting himself slowly then down, having fun teasing the other male for a couple moments before actually picking up the pace. Knowing the Thomas was a virgin told Michael that his young master probably wouldn't last very long before he came, so he didn't tease him for long. No, Michael knew exactly how to position himself so that Thomas would slam right into his prostate with every thrust. His pace was slow at first, he was hoping that he wasn't being too overwhelming for his young master.

 

Michael picked up the pace, watching his young master closely, listening for what made his master moan. He didn't add anything more than what he was doing, simply because he wanted to enjoy corrupting Thomas with his perverseness, if his master would allow him to do so. "C-come inside me, Thomas." With every thrust Michael got more and more into it and before he knew it, he was practically bouncing on Thomas, moaning and clinging onto his master, nearing his climax. "Fill me. Please." Just the thought of being filled actually sent Michael over the edge, quicker than he had anticipated. This is what he got for staying abstinent for so many years. "F-Fuuuck..." Moaned out Michael when he came. His heart was racing fast.

[-Hideki-]

“We have to change this!” Thomas said with a smirk towards the other and let his hands run over the other’s back down to his arse where he stopped and let his hands squeeze it. “I want to know everything side and little detail about you.” He let him know before he locked lips with Michael and passionately kissed him shoving his tongue inside the other’s mouth rolling it around like crazy while his grip onto the butler’s arse got firmer.

 

The blond male was eager to learn how to please the man he loved and desired in the right way and he had always been quick to learn new things so he was positive that he would be able to become a decent lover in a reasonable amount of time and his ambition was showing clearly when he moved his fingers faster and with more strength against the prostate when Michael had let him know that he had found his sweet spot.

It was somehow like in his video games where he wanted to be able to reach the highest score and to get ranked up in level soon. If there had actually been a video game about having sex with another guy the Wächter’s son would definitely know more about how to please Michael by that time than he knew now.

 

His thrusts weren’t aimed well at the beginning even though the tightness of his beloved butler’s hole and how it was clenching around his throbbing manhood was making him feel good anyway and his breath was getting heavier with each helpless thrust he made. When the brunette leaned forward and started to move his hips and his arse the blond moaned and he felt as if his cock was swallowed by the other’s hole that was grabbing it even tighter. He felt those nice hands of the man with the mismatched eyes on his chest and by then he was automatically supporting the other by thrusting into him as well according to the rhythm set by him and he realised when his dick hit against the other’s sweet spot this time as the other’s arse choked his cock in return what made pleasure run through him and made him want more of this.

 

Since Michael had told him before that he was free to touch the other’s body everywhere what was incredibly tempting, he let his wet hands run over the other’s torso and played with the older male’s rosy nipples before he let them wander downstairs tracing the muscles before resting on the other’s waist while his eyes were hooked on his butler’s dick and how the hard member wiggled and twitched with Michaels movements. The law student found that sight incredibly erotic and it only aroused him more. This position granted him an extremely hot view in general and his eyes shone while he was taking in how the brunette was riding his cock and bending his body in pleasure. It was like one of his sex dreams that he had never thought would be reality one day but this was clearly real.

 

The faster the other was moving and the tighter the grip of Michaels arse around his hot pulsating thing got the closer he got to orgasm and it made moans escape his mouth more regularly. The blond law student leaned his head back and his moans got overshadowed by how loud his butler was getting and seeing him bounce and nearly dance on him set his body on fire more. This was so incredibly hot. Hearing him say those words, combined with this sight and the tightness and stimulation around his cock Thomas was bathing in pleasure and he felt that he was close to climax. “I can’t hold it back much longer.” He exclaimed “This tightness feels amazing!” He said with a husky breathless voice followed by a moan. And when Michael’s arsehole strangled his dick in a way Thomas had not deemed possible while he came the blond felt his own muscles tense and he bucked up into the other before he filled him up with a huge load of his cum.

 

He had a heated expression on his face and was trying to catch his breathe again and calm his heartbeat down when he looked at his butler. “Fuck you’re good at this!”The blond said and looked at the other glad that he had ejaculated nearly at the same time as Michael and had not exploded right into him when he had put it in. The blond got his torso up and wrapped his arms around the older male kissing him in a heated, wild and passionate way. “I want to touch and feel and explore your body more. I want to do it with you the whole night.” He breathed into Michael’s ear. “I want to see this side of you more, I want to hear you scream in pleasure like this for me another time.” he told him kissing and licking down his neck before he pulled out his cock that was still hard even though he had cum a lot inside of the other, enough for some of it to leak out into the water.

[Exellda]

Now that he was calming down from his recent orgasm, Michael tried to clear his head and actually listen to what Thomas was saying. There was a part of him that wanted to egg the other male on. He wanted this to continue... And yet, he still felt a little guilty for what he just did. Gave into temptation... Although... This was probably the happiest he had ever seen Thomas in a long time... It was becoming clear to him that Thomas wanted to fuck him for a while now. Apparently Thomas truly did want to invest time into him... Which both shocked Michael and flattered him and scared him at the same time... He wasn't sure if he really wanted Thomas to get involved with him... The other male had so much good going for him... And Michael did not want to be the reason Thomas wouldn't succeed in life.

 

It wasn't that Michael had done anything illegal, per se, when he was younger... It was... Just... Very complicated. And if Thomas really wanted to know such things about him, then he would have to be very accepting. Michael just went with everything Thomas was doing, his touches and kisses. Michael did appreciate the sensation Thomas' hands provided him, he was the type who liked being touched and caressed... Even when he pushed the other away dozens and dozens of times before, the butler actually was quite fond of Thomas holding him... He wouldn't tell Thomas, at least not right away, as he was afraid that would give the other a cocky ego boost that he didn't need right now. Plus he probably wouldn't be able to get any of his work done if Thomas clung onto him every second.

 

Michael tried to ignore the lust that shot through him when Thomas licked and kissed down his neck, then kissed him wildly. Michael let out a half sigh, half moan when Thomas suddenly pulled out. Thomas would surely be the death of him. His mind latched onto the idea of doing 'it' all night long... That was a hot idea... However, Michael needed to clarify a couple things. "I know you're usually very diligent, but need I remind you about your classes and homework and studying. Those come first. I, too, have work that I need to be doing, so I cannot afford to have you clinging onto me all the time... That being said..." Michael sighed, giving in slightly, "I wouldn't be against the idea... of doing something like this, again, with you..." As he said it, he got more and more embarrassed, so his cheeks flushed and his eyes glanced away.

 

However, when he glanced away, he noticed how the floor was wet. The butler cursed under his breath. "Seems I have made a mess... One that I will have to clean up." He said while bringing a hand to the bridge of his nose and pinched it. "I am getting pruny anyway... When the bath is over, that is the first thing I will do." He said, thinking out loud. Now that he thought about it, they never actually finished cleaning each other... Mostly thanks to his young master who got horny, and thanks to himself... for encouraging his master's behavior.

[-Hideki-]

A deep frustrated sigh escaped Thomas when the older one spoke about homework and studying and even went out of the way to say that he was diligent what he absolutely wasn’t. His homework he either did in the morning before university or smeared it onto paper right before the lecture and he also never studied. This whole thing just felt like an excuse, like being pushed away and having the other male distancing himself from him once more. “As if I would go and do my homework now. I would be fapping with this hot new image of you that you have shown me of yourself today on mind and then I would continue my game where I have stopped.” He answered honestly. “But I don’t want to do that, I want you. And I don’t want you in another five or six years when I am able to break through that damn wall you always built around yourself another time in ages like a miracle but tonight and every night really.” Thomas made his wishes and intentions clear. “I want to be with you, like lovers, like a couple, call it whatever you like.” Other than Michael he wasn’t ashamed or embarrassed about anything he had said and wanted or the sex they had had together even though he found the blush on the older man’s cheeks rather cute. Then again it was the complete opposite of how the other had been when he had straddled him, had said those things and had ridden him that widely.

 

The blond rolled his eyes when the cute brunette man he was in love with and who turned him on that much and made his mind go crazy from lust didn’t have eyes for him anymore but went back into butler mode talking about cleaning the wet floor. “No, that is what you will do not.” He corrected and stood up stepping out of the bathtub. He casually threw a towel onto the wet floor and stepped onto it. “Problem solved!” the blond said with a cocky smile into Michael’s direction.

“And now I show you what we’re actually going to do!” the younger male told the other with a grin when he grabbed him and heaved him out of the bathtub to carry him out of the bathroom into his room like a bride. The law student had not carried the other far and he felt how his knees were getting week, how his arms hurt and he thought his back would crack. Thomas Wächter wasn’t exactly the strongest man out there, he didn’t have much muscle mass and had always been a complete zero when it came to sports. He was a geeky guy whose face looked strained now and for the first time he wished to be one of those sporty blokes and muscle heads but he was determined to make it to the bed. “No worries I won’t let you fall!” he gasped.

 

When he had finally made it to the bed he threw the still completely drenched Michael onto it and then just fell onto it as if he had run a marathon right now next to him getting the bed sheets all wet from the water.

After he had caught his breathe – wasn’t bad enough for him to need his asthma inhaler yet – he turned around to the other, pulled him over and kissed him deeply again. “I won’t let you focus on the stupid bathroom floor now; I want you to focus on me!”