Indecent Exposure (Private)(18+)

[-Hideki-]

A grin was to see on his face when Kario said that he doubted that after the picture had gone viral any woman would try to hit on them anyway. “Well, maybe some woman tries to convince herself that you are bisexual too like Diego’s sister does with me.” The governor joked and he couldn’t help but to find the idea of his lover with a woman completely absurd. He couldn’t imagine the man in a relationship with straight dynamics, nor could he imagine his boyfriend penetrating anything or anyone. This made him curious though as he knew that he was technically capable of it and some bottoms had done that before too. “Have you ever topped a guy before?” the blond asked out of the blue his curiosity getting a hold of him as he really couldn’t imagine it.

 

Devon was panting heavily and he yearned to cum and to get release. Their eyes were still locked and right after Ashfield had expressed that he wanted his young lover to make him cum he felt the man leaning forward his whole length disappearing in the other’s throat and mouth to the base. Kario apparently didn’t hesitate to get him to climax as he could feel the tongue sliding around the shaft, using pressure on the pulsating thick veins and combined with the tightness of the black haired male’s throat his body was electrified and he moaned in ecstasy. His boyfriend was definitely good at this. His eyes tolled when his muscles constricted and they went half shut as that devilish little tongue was stimulating his dick in a way that clouded his mind with pleasure. Ashfield’s dick was twitching and throbbing hard and his muscles got tighter while his hands clawed into the dark hair firmly. Devon bucked up his hips and his dick went deep into the other’s throat, he pulled out to thrust in again when he ejaculated into his lover’s throat his head leaned into his neck and his back arching somewhat a throaty growl escaping him.

 

When his glistering dick was pulled out of his lover’s mouth the governor was panting hard looking into the beautiful brown eyes of his cute boyfriend. The blond leaned forward and kissed the other deeply and passionately, still heated up from how the other had aroused him and made him feel but his cock was going back to flaccid again. “You definitely made up for exciting me with that talk big time.” The politician stated. “I love that sneaky tongue of yours.” He added laughing although he was still a little out of breath, kissing the other another time, letting his own tongue swirl around Kario’s, intensely playing with it.

 

A snort came from him when the black haired expressed that he found it unlikely that anyone would go to such length to outsmart his security system to invade his privacy. “I wish that was actually true.” He said. “But as you experienced firsthand already people are willing to use private detectives, spy on me, stalk me and do what not to discredit me or expose me. It is unfortunately not that unlikely in times like these that some nutcase was willing to cross that line as well and to take the means necessary.” The governor told the young man. “For some reason I am controversial although I never wanted to be controversial and there are people hating me and willing to prevent me from getting re-elected at all costs . People nowadays are insane. I also never thought I’d get quite as much death threats to my work mail account when I started four years ago.” Devon tried to explain to Kario why he did have such concerns to begin with and that they were not completely unreasonable or just random paranoia without a cause.

 

When the black haired talked about having something against someone who would invade his private property and spy on him in his own home in hand he smiled patiently. “That is correct, they would face legal consequences if identified and caught. However that would not make the damage undone and wouldn’t take back what the person would have brought to the public light. So the negative effect on my political career, my credibility and me as a public person would happen just like now.” He explained since although it was right that this person could be put to justice it wouldn’t help Devon all that much if it was already too late.

 

It calmed him a little to hear that Kario would never reveal any information about him to get back to him when Ashfield did something to piss the other off or they would fight and when his boyfriend said that it was settled then, that they would play this fantasy out in the bedroom a slight rosy tone was covering his cheeks. “Yes.” He said smiling somewhat awkward although inside he was actually extremely excited about this.

 

 

 

Even when the black haired broke the kiss Ashfield didn’t stop to toy with Kario’s sexy nipples that were so incredibly sensitive. A grin formed on his lips when the other accused him of being a tease. “I’m not a tease; I just want to press my lips against your skin and can’t resist your body when I’m around you. And you have to admit your cute nipples are incredibly tempting.” He smirked while he pulled on both of them before going back to rubbing them. “That reminds me of that I wanted to make you cum only with your nipples.” The governor whispered into Kario’s ear, licking on it. “Although I think now is not the right time nor place, I have definitely not forgotten about that.” The blond reminded his young lover.

 

The excitement his boyfriend expressed at the prospect of going to the zoo together made him incredibly happy and made him smile. “Then that’s decided and we put this on our list as well. Going to the zoo together! And since we don’t have to travel for this I am certain we can do that soon.” He let the other man know.

It made him chuckle when Kario expressed that they could go to the fair too and make a date out of it. This indeed was cliché but he didn’t have any objection. “Only if you promise me to make out with me in the Ferris wheel!” he jested smirking widely, glad to see that spark in his boyfriends eyes again.

 

The slight embarrassment on Kario’s face didn’t escape him when Ashfield said that he had never pretended to have a tail and it made Devon laugh as he found that reaction and the thought itself rather cute. “Well, it’s cute actually.” The blond said as he found that the other didn’t have to be embarrassed about it. “Although I have to say if you really had a tail I probably couldn’t resist pulling on it.” The politician smirked in a fake mischievous way.

 

His eyes shone up and he smiled widely and happily when he heard the other complement his mansion another time. That mansion was incredibly important to him, his heart was hanging on this home because there was so much of himself in it. He couldn’t keep himself from laughing when his boyfriend said that he was sure that he wasn’t that bad at drawing. “I wouldn’t bet on that if I were you.” The governor said because he knew he was definitely not an artist. He was creative, he could write, but he could not draw and was not a craftsman either. He had always envied and admired Sven for those skills.

 

 

 

It didn’t come as a surprise at all that Kario’s father was not happy with his employer what did surprise him was that the man said that it didn’t actually matter though and in this moment he was strongly reminded of his boyfriend who always tried to tell him that it didn’t really matter if he was mistreated or that his opinion didn’t matter. “I would politely disagree. It does matter and not solely for your own quality of life. If there is something that displeases you about your employer you should speak about it, negotiate and search for means to improve something about the working atmosphere. If that doesn’t help choosing to work for a better employer would be the next step I’d suggest.” The billionaire found.

 

Learning that the reason for the two of them having no car anymore was financial made him feel a little awkward considering he had more than just one car, a yacht and could use the corporations private jet. He also couldn’t say that he could really gasp this so he just said:”I see.” Because he didn’t know what to say about this! For him a car was just standard, something he wouldn’t have thought that people deemed actually too expensive to maintain.

 

By now Devon knew well enough that the ‘I don’t know’ was most certainly not an honest answer as to how the other had gotten the idea of smoking at only the age of seven. Then again he thought that if there had been a specific reason why he had tried smoking this early and had gotten inspired by something that Kario would tell him. His golden eyes were laying on his boyfriend’s blushed face examining it. “If you don’t know I am certain that you have been instigated.” The governor concluded. “Probably the bad influence of those th.... people you surrounded yourself with back then.” Devon said and bit his lip. He was really trying to not call those people this anymore but he actuallythought they were thugs and to cut a word that he had used without a second thought out of his everyday use of language wasn’t that easy, well, at least he was trying.

 

The governor raised his eyebrows when he learned that Kario’s babysitter back then had not only left cigarettes on the coffee table but had also been sleeping while she had been supposed to watch the kids. “What nanny organisation was she approved by? If any nanny my parents had hired to watch me had done something like this they would have sued the organisation they were employed at. Did you do that?” he was curious where someone got such a nanny and whether Kario’s parents had made her face consequences.

 

His initial instinct was to say ‘I hope not’ when the other asked if it was correct that there was a chance that his father ended up alone with Kario somewhere. Especially after this morning he really didn’t want that to happen and he also knew that the black haired was scared by his father what would give him an even more terrible feeling if he knew the other would be alone with his old man. He didn’t say this though. “It’s unlikely, very unlikely considering my father usually is somewhere at the head quarters or at business meetings, however I can’t guarantee that this will never happen.” He told him instead since he couldn’t especially not after the threat Andrew had made to Kario about speaking with him alone.

 

Devon laughed when the young man declared that he had not grown out of this as he still liked running around naked what Ashfield of course knew and had absolutely no objection to, quite the contrary. “And I already told you that I certainly don’t mind.” He responded with a smile on his face, that faded a little when he realised how uncomfortable the black haired male’s father was getting who had averted his eyes from them. So he did have his reservations about all of this, about the type of relationship he had with his son although he had made that comment before.

 

When Kario leaned up to him and whispered into his ear that he might not cry anymore if told he couldn’t go naked but that he might complain until he let him stay undressed Devon chuckled, his eyes blinking a little dirtily into the brown ones. “You definitely wouldn’t have to whine and complain much until I’d give in.” He whispered back into the man’s ear. Ashfield would probably mostly agree to the other being naked anyway as it wasn’t a secret that he loved to see the young man’s naked body and that he was incredibly drown to the male physique.

 

It made him smile widely when his boyfriend’s mother told them that she’d love to go to attend his birthday and election party together with her husband. And Devon was glad that he could integrate Kario’s parents into their life further even though he was certain that they had gotten better invitations than to a giant party in his father’s hotels with a lot of people whom they didn’t know before.

 

Devon had expected that unlike his father, Kario’s parents were the types to leave their children’s rooms untouched for that purpose and the immediate response of the young man’s father made it harder to understand for him why the black haired had rather sold himself than returning to them. It wasn’t like the young man had been a disgusting criminal or a junkie like his brother before, he had merely struggled to stand on his own feet so Ashfield didn’t see why he had chosen such a dangerous and extreme path instead. However it didn’t matter anymore because he had made those wrong choices and those wrong choices had been the reason the two of them had met to begin with.

 

What did surprise him was Kario’s and Edni’s reaction to what Devon told them about what had happened to the floor in his parent’s mansion that had once been his. His boyfriend expressed how mean it had been what his father had said and the man’s mother looked at him as if he was a really sad poor little fellow she wanted to hug. “It’s not that mean though.” The governor said and he found it wasn’t compared to other things his father usually said and did. “For his standards he actually chose his words rather politely to express what he had wanted to make clear by this. He usually isn’t that tactful.” The governor said trying to make it better but he realised he really wasn’t.

 

Hence he was thankful when his lover stood up and reached out his hand to him and he took it immediately letting Kario drag him along out of the living room and up the stairs nodding at the warning about said stairs walking up rather carefully. As he was led into the room the door creaked and even Devon could tell that it needed oil. When he stood in the room he was amazed by how small it was and considering the roof slope it felt a little confined even. There was not much to see in the room at all other than some furniture, that it needed some new paint and a wooden floor that was actually quite nice as it had some old charm to it. It once more showed that they were from different worlds and that their childhoods weren’t remotely comparable. Ashfield had had more space than most families apartments had and the room Kario had spend most of his young life in was way smaller than his not to mention his mothers dressing room. He still smiled though when he imagined the younger version of his boyfriend sitting in that room when returning from school if he had even went, bringing friends or playing there as a child. This room was a part of Kario’s life and that made it interesting despite how plain it was.

 

The governor turned to the black haired when he gave him the information that his room was an addition to the house, that his brother’s room was just next to this one and that the wall had had to be added to give both of the boys their own space. “That is a good possibility if one doesn’t have this much space because kids need their own room, especially when they grow older.” The blond stated finding the solution they had found quite good although the rooms were small it was better than sharing one and having no private space for oneself. “Does that mean the added wall in this room is specifically thin?” he asked with a playful grin on his face, his hands disappearing in the pockets of the suit full of diamonds.

 

Leaning into it rather greedily as if he had been starving since they had not kissed and touched for a while he returned the kiss, pressing the shorter body up against his own but the kiss didn’t last too long and Kario had turned his attention away from Devon to the window in the room letting him know that he had been unable to ever open it and that he didn’t recall it ever opened. “Maybe we can open it today for the first time. I can try it.” The blond suggested not able to keep himself from trying and figuring out if it really didn’t open. He walked up to the window and took the handle to open it and his battle with the window began making him ambitious to get it opened. He did succeed considering that the window was open but he was sure he had heard something break and he also stood there with the handle in his hand and blinked his eyes, blood starting to shoot into his face reddening his cheeks. “I opened it.” The man said presenting it to his boyfriend. “And I am going to write a check for your parents that they can buy a new window and pay someone to install it.” He added laughing awkwardly scratching the back of his head laying the handle on the windowsill.

 

He then went over to the bed and sat himself down there, this time slowly since he now feared that the thing would break under him and he would have destroyed something more. When he realised that this was not going to happen he turned his head towards Kario though, feeling a breeze coming in from the opened window and he smiled before he reached for his boyfriend’s hips and pulled him onto the bed and onto himself. “It’s also the first time that you show your room to a boyfriend isn’t it?” he breathed into his ear, then closing the distance between their faces kissing the other passionately and wildely, his tongue inviting the other’s to a fast dance.

[Sathenus]

"Hmm, I don't think so." Kario mused, an amused look crossing his face. If no women had ever hit on him before, then he doubted any would try to convince themselves he was bisexual despite such a picture being public. A curious look definitely crossed his face when Devon randomly asked him if he had ever topped a guy before. "No. I have no interest of putting my dick into anyone, or anything." He admitted with a small shrug. That wasn't something that remotely interested him, he had never considered it and honestly wouldn't. Which was one of the reasons why the question had caught him so off guard. "Why?" He asked after a moment a little curious why Devon had suddenly asked him that question.

 

Pleased with the responses he was able to draw from his boyfriend it was hard to miss the telltale signs that he was close to his climax. Especially when his brown eyes were surveying the older man and watching every tiny reaction from the very beginning. The hands that were clawing into his hair and became firmer were also another indication before he felt the man's hips move to thrust his dick deep into his throat making him groan around the older man's length, the action being repeated when Devon pulled out just to thrust into his throat again. His release followed though, and Kario was quick to make sure he accepted all of his boyfriend's seed before he pulled back and released the older man's dick his eyes remaining locked on Devon. His own breaths were escaping rather quickly after, and he didn't have much time to catch his breath before the other leaned forward and captured his lips in a deep and passionate kiss.

 

A slightly breathless laugh was his response when he was told he had made up for their talk big time, which was definitely a good thing. "You'll definitely have plenty of chances to enjoy it." He replied with a small smirk before he was kissed again. Rather eagerly he returned it, despite being left breathless once more when their lips parted. His heart was pounding in his chest and he did feel the ache in his body for sex a bit more prominently. At the same time though, he was pretty pleased himself. Making sure that Devon was taken care of sexually and happy was something he was happy to do knowing that it didn't always have to lead to more than what they had just done.

 

After getting comfortable against the politician and resting his head on his boyfriend's shoulder he listened as he was told that he had already experienced firsthand that people were willing to hire private detectives to spy on him. That was true, but this was again the man's home. He didn't think that a private detective would invade such a personal and private place but... maybe that was part of the problem? That he couldn't really see what exactly people were capable of doing even if he had already experienced it before. He was unconsciously running his hand over the other's torso when he was told that he had never thought he'd get quite so many death threats to his work mail account when he had started as governor four years ago. "I'd prefer if you didn't get any." He said softly, though he was sure that Devon himself would prefer that as well. There was no stopping it though, and as long as no one ever went so far as to try such a thing he could live with the knowledge that they were just words.

 

"That's true." He agreed when Devon told him that though the person would face charges if identified and caught it wouldn't undue the damage that was done. "But maybe them facing the consequences for what they have done would discourage anyone else from trying to uncover even more." Kario added when the older man finished speaking. It certainly wouldn't undo any of the damage, and that was something they'd have to face. But at the very least it would make it clear that such a thing would not be tolerated and discourage others from attempting to uncover even more.

 

 

 

His heart continued to race as Devon continued to pay attention to his nipples even after the kiss was broke. Once more his breath was unsteady, his eyes were a little shrouded by the pleasure he felt with Devon giving them attention. The blonde's words mixed with his hands wasn't doing anything to convince him that the older man wasn't indeed a tease. Especially not with the smirk that was on his boyfriend's face as he spoke, which only seemed to make him feel like it was yet another way to tease him. His breath seemed to hitch in his throat before a moan escaped his lips when Devon pulled on them again, just to return to rubbing them, his face flushing a light red at the pleasure that was thrumming through his veins. When the older man spoke again it didn't help him as his face flushed even more, he did remember Devon already having expressed interest in doing so. But he also knew that it'd be torturous to have only his nipples stimulated to bring him off, even if it was very possible to bring him to climax doing so.

 

There was a small sense of relief that occurred when he was told that Devon didn't think now was the right time or place to do so though he had not forgotten about his wish to make him do so. "Keep playing with them and you'll have to relieve me somehow." He breathed out, his eyes locking on Devon's. His brown gaze was filled with his need already, but it was still early enough that he'd be able to get control of his body before he was too aroused and unable to control himself.

 

"We're going to have a rather large list of things to do together at the rate things are going." Kario replied though it was clear by his tone that he didn't remotely mind. He was pleased to hear that since they did not need to leave town to go to the zoo that the should be able to do so fairly soon. "That'd be great!" He replied happily, truly excited by the prospect. Mainly because it was something they were doing together, but it was also kind of obvious that he had a more childlike tendency when the prospect of things that had been denied to him growing up were presented to him now.

 

Laughing when Devon jokingly said that they could make a date out of going to the fair only if he agreed to make out with him on the Ferris wheel. A small smile was playing across his face rather amused by the prospect, "I definitely wouldn't need any convincing to kiss you anywhere, much less make out with you while riding the Ferris wheel." Kario responded. There was really no way he'd refuse to do so, especially if it meant they had fun together at the fair as well.

 

His embarrassment only seemed to grow slightly when Devon said that he thought it was cute that he had pretended he had a tail. His face flushing a slightly darker shade of red, what didn't help was being told if he did have one that Devon probably couldn't resist pulling on it. "I'm pretty sure if I had a tail it'd just get in the way." He replied after he got control of his embarrassment. Though he couldn't help but think back on when he was a kid pretending he had a tail and even moving his hips in a manner that had made the stick wage a little. It really was an embarrassing memory, but along with a tail getting in the way he was sure there would be other things that would come with it that probably wouldn't be as good as anyone originally thought.

 

 

 

Kian was brought out of his thoughts about his job and employer when he heard the governor speak saying he would politely disagree. This made him raise an eyebrow and he listened as the other continued talking and telling him that he thought it did matter and if something displeased him about his employer he should discuss it with them. That was of course much easier said than done, and many employers probably didn't really care or wouldn't listen anyway. In many ways he felt like it was a waste of time and wouldn't get him anywhere. He knew the other man had a point though, but he truly didn't feel like speaking to his employer about any of his problems would change anything. He'd probably just be told if he didn't like it he could be replaced, and looking for a new job wasn't exactly something he wanted to do even if he was not happy at his current one.

 

Hearing what Devon thought of him not knowing and stating that it meant he was sure he had been instigated into doing so made his blush become more prominent and he gazed away from the older man not wanting to see the look that was probably on his face. It wasn't made any better when he heard him mention that it had probably been the bad influence of the people he had been hanging out with back then and he did not miss the fact that Devon had been about to say thugs at first and had to stop himself from doing so. Taking in a soft breath he let it out in a sigh, "It doesn't really matter why I did it or what convinced me to do so. At least no one was hurt." There had been that chance that things could have gone terribly wrong, but no one had been hurt and the house had not been burned down despite what had happened. Glancing back towards Devon he noticed the other had bit his lip, and he gave him a small unsure smile before leaning up to kiss him quickly hoping to ease the man a bit.

 

"She wasn't from any such thing. Just a teen in the neighborhood who had watched the kids before." Enid replied as she glanced towards the other man and gave him a small smile. "She didn't face any charges or anything, we didn't press any. Our son was safe and unhurt, he was punished for doing what he did since he knew it had been wrong and she was never allowed to watch our kid again though other parents still hired her to watch their own." She added as her gaze moved back to Kario who was staring at the floor. He still felt bad for that decision, he could have said no, could have stood up for himself and not gone along with what his friends had wanted to do. But he had, and he had been punished for doing so though he was happy that the girl had never watched him again. It wasn't like she really watched him or his siblings to begin with. They could pretty much run the streets and she wouldn't care as long as they were back by the time that their parents were expected to be home.

 

Devon assuring his dad that it was very unlikely that he'd ever be left alone with the man's father made him a little happy to hear. But he also knew that it was not guaranteed still, and the threat the man had given him earlier about speaking with him alone very soon made him a little anxious and nervous. He couldn't even begin to imagine what the other wanted from him or would say and he didn't want to find out. It wasn't like he wasn't already aware of the fact that his boyfriend's father didn't see much if anything in him and he didn't want to know what he'd say if alone with him again. What he had already said in just the short period they had been around each other previously was enough to make him feel insignificant.

 

There was of course a bright smile that spread across his face when Devon whispered back that he wouldn't have to whine or complain for very long to convince the man to allow him to run around naked. He already knew that of course, but he did like to hear it verbalized still. Especially when he knew that he probably wouldn't have to whine or complain at all, and that Devon would be just fine with him just randomly stripping and deciding he didn't want to wear clothes anymore. That was of course as long as they were the only ones in the mansion. Kario had no interest running around naked in front of other people other than his boyfriend. He wouldn't even do that to his parents anymore, and he had stopped doing so a few years later especially since he had a little sister running around and his father had started to reprimand him from just going from the bathroom to his room naked.

 

Kario tried to take in his boyfriend's expression and figure out what he was thinking when Devon saw his room for the first time. It was definitely small and bare, but he wasn't really sure what else was going through his lover's mind. It made him a little anxious and he shifted slightly beside him, though a moment later Devon had moved further into the small space allowing Kario to shut the door behind them though it ended up creaking again upon doing so. "Yeah, it was nice to have my own room to run off to despite it being small." He agreed with a nod. What he wasn't expecting was what Devon asked next with a playful grin on his face. A smirk crossed his own and he shrugged, "I never tested how thick the wall was. You know, the whole not dating and stuff." It honestly made him a little curious though as his gaze moved to the wall that seperated his bedroom from his brother's and trying to figure out how thick it really was.

 

A pleased hum escaped him when he felt his body being pressed against Devon's always enjoying such close contact. When he turned their attention to his window he was a little surprised that Devon offered to try to open it for him and see if the window could actually be opened. "Sure." He responded watching the older man make his way over to it and inspect it before taking the handle and beginning the struggle that was certainly required in order to even try to open it. Kario found he was so pleased when the window did actually budge and open that he didn't even care that the handle had been broken off of it. "It's an old window, and handle, I doubt my parents will care." He replied waving a hand dismissively when Devon said he would write a check for his parents to replace the window and pay for someone to install the new one. The cool breeze that was coming through the now open window was a relief and felt nice watching Devon move towards his bed and slowly sinking onto it.

 

He moved over to the older man standing closer to him, which only took a couple steps in the small space. Caught off guard when the politician's hands reached out and grabbed his waist before pulling him down onto the bed and on top of the other man. He smiled down at him, "It is." Since he hadn't dated he had never brought any such person home, it really was the first time he had ever had a boyfriend in his room and he had to admit he liked it. It made him forget that the space was tiny and that Devon was used to more luxury because he was focused solely on them. He eagerly returned the kiss, not caring that they were in his parents home right now or that his brother was asleep in the room next door. All he was interested in was the feeling of the other's lips on his and the closeness of their bodies.

 

After breaking the kiss he smiled down at the other man his eyes taking in his boyfriend. "I am definitely glad that you are the first, and last boyfriend I've ever brought into my room though. Makes it even more special." His words were soft but easy to hear since it was just the two of them and you couldn't hear what was going on downstairs where his parents were. Dipping his head down again he kissed him once more, unconsciously finding his hands exploring the other's torso despite the fact that now was probably not the appropriate time to do so. He couldn't help it, his mind always seemed to connect Devon and a bed with being able to explore and touch his boyfriend's body. When the kiss broke once more he took the chance to calm his breaths which were now a bit quick.

[-Hideki-]

It wasn’t much of a surprise when Kario confirmed Devon’s thought that the younger man ever penetrating anyone was indeed absurd. What amused him was how his out of the blue question had seemingly confused the other enough that he wanted to know why Ashfield had even asked that now. “Well, I was thinking that I couldn’t imagine you penetrating anyone and that the mere idea seemed like an absurdity on my mind so I got curious as to whether you have actually done what I couldn’t imagine you doing – there are some total bottoms who tried it at least once before – or if I am right and you would never top anyone ever.” The governor explained. “Turned out I was right after all.” He said with a wide grin on his face.

 

He found the other letting his hand run over his torso in such a manner rather soothing even though their conversation about how his privacy was under attack was quite the opposite. His boyfriend expressing that he’d prefer if the governor didn’t get any death threats at all made him laugh. “Oh, why, I think they are fun?” he joked and kissed the young male’s cheek. “I of course would prefer not getting any death threats either. Not only because it’s not exactly pleasant to hear that there are people who apparently hate your politics enough to wanting to kill you but also because it would mean that our society and political and social climate would be a lot better than it is nowadays.” The blond told the other.

 

Giving the young man a smile when he said that although punishing someone who’d invade his private property to expose him to the public wouldn’t make the damage undone but that it might discourage other people from doing the same the politician took his lovers hand into his own and intertwined his fingers with the other man’s. “You’re certainly an optimist it seems.” The blond said kissing the hand he was holding. “Unfortunately there are incredibly disturbed and fanatic people out there who’d most likely willingly take the risk regardless.” He let the other know. “Being a public figure isn’t always the most pleasant and certainly not the safest thing one can be. Not to say that we didn’t have to deal with enraged crowds who wanted to see our corporation fall before I became the governor but it was still much different than this is now.” Ashfield sighed.

 

 

 

It was definitely hot to see his boyfriend’ s expression change from the pleasure, the shrouded eyes, the moans and those flushed red cheeks, he loved seeing all of this on his lover’s attractive face when he was toying with his body and it only increased the fun he had teasing the black haired man’s nipples like he did. When Kario complained that although he didn’t plan to make him cum from just his nipples now, that he had to relieve him somehow if he continued to stimulate him like that it made the dirty grin on Devon’s face only become wider.”You know that I don’t mind that at all don’t you? Especially if you give me such an erotic needy look.” he said pinching the man’s nipples another time before going over to massaging them, kissing his young lover behind his ear, his tongue licking over the wet skin before he went on to nibbling at the other’s jaw while his hands teased the small, sensitive nipples of the other man further. Until one of his hands travelled down the man’s torso sliding over the wet skin, tracing the muscles to the point his hand reached the other man’s dick. He grabbed it firmly and let his hand run down the semi-hard shaft, enjoying to feel and touch it, before shoving his thumb between the foreskin and the glans whilst twisting and pulling the left nipple.

 

Having teased and toyed with the other for some time he began stroking his boyfriend, gradually increasing speed and the pressure. His other hand finally let go of the nipple and he got two of his fingers to Kario’s mouth instead, laying them on his lips. “Can you lick and suck those for me real quick!” he said in a jolly slightly teasing tone of voice.

 

Nodding he turned to his boyfriend for a second at the red traffic light. “Yes, we certainly do have a lot on our list to do together and I hope that it’ll get much longer. As we have time to do all those things since I hope that you’re not planning on leaving me soon.” The governor said winking. “It’s also much better that we have too much ideas as to what to do together than if we had no idea to do anything together at all and we’d just get bored of each other.” The man found.

It didn’t escape him how happy it made the other that they could soon visit the zoo together maybe with some friends to accompany them and it made him smile. That smile turned into a large grin when Kario told him that he didn’t need any convincing to make out with him on the Ferris wheel when at the fair. “Then that’s settled too.” He let the young man know chuckling.

 

It only amused him more and made it seem cuter to the governor when Kario blushed and seemed to get even more embarrassed about having pretended to have a tail as a child. “Gosh you’re cute.” He couldn’t stop from commenting. “To bad I have to focus on driving though.” He added smirking. When the other finally spoke after having been too embarrassed to Devon’s smirk didn’t leave his face when the black haired said that a tail would probably get in the way anyway. “Would it?” he asked in a teasing manner.

 

 

 

 

The way the young male’s blush got more prominent and how he averted his gaze from Devon completely told him that he had nailed it and it had really been those thugs he had hung out with although Ashfield was not supposed to say this word out loud anymore, it would even be much harder to quit thinking in those terms anymore than not saying them what he only tried because he loved Kario and because he loved him he cared about his feelings. And somehow he got more sympathy for his father and great-uncle Cornelius in a sense when they said stuff that Devon’s generation would never say anymore. Maybe great uncle Cornelius struggled like that about this too and he probably too didn’t really understand why he wasn’t supposed to speak as he had always done either. The man was ancient after all. Technically his father was ancient as well although not as ancient as great-uncle Cornelius. However it was still a hassle running after Cornelius to make sure he didn’t offend important people on his party.

 

He heard his boyfriend sigh saying that the reason why he had done it didn’t matter that the only thing that did matter was that no one had gotten hurt. “While I agree that it is the most important part that no one got hurt I do also think it matters how a seven years old kid gets the idea to steel cigarettes from his babysitter and smoke and that you didn’t get the idea but your friends actually points out a larger problem that you’ve had back then in general what was bad influences and social circles.” The governor said still hoping that the black haired wouldn’t be mad or disappointed about him because he had had to stop himself in the middle of the sentence to not say the word ‘thug’ again. He wondered if Kario would mind if he continued to use it in his campaign, he probably would he then thought. Being smiled at and kissed made him relax again though and his tense face lit up again as he smiled back at the young man.

 

Raising an eyebrow rather sceptically he listened to Kario’s mother telling him that this nanny had not been a professional but just some teenaged girl from the neighbourhood they had paid to look after the kids. “That is an odd way to hire and search for a nanny.” The billionaire found. “I knew a lot of kids who have practically been raised by their nannies and I have never heard of someone hiring a nanny in such a way. Most people went with renowned organisations and others let dozens of qualified nannies apply for the job. One of my friend’s nanny actually had a doctor title but she had escaped from the Soviet Union and was not allowed to work in her actual working field here.” He told Kario’s parents what also let it show how much older than the black haired he was as the Soviet Union and the DDR had still been a thing.

 

Ashfield would still give Kario’s parents that check as he would feel awful for having destroyed something in their house and not paid for replacement afterwards but in the moment they kissed he was solely focussed on their mouths and tongues, to feel his boyfriend’s body on his own. A grin was to see on his face and his eyes flashed up and looked incredibly pleased when his lover told him that he was glad that Devon was the first and last boyfriend he’d ever show his room and that this made it all the more special. “It does make it special indeed.” He agreed and then his lips were caught in another kiss that the governor eagerly and passionately returned feeling the young man’s hand travelling his torso while his own hands were on the way from Kario’s back down to his arse. Devon’s hands slid under the man’s pants over the bare skin of his sexy arse before his hands started to knead his arse-cheek s, spreading them while he was indulging completely in the kiss, his tongue rolling around inside the black haired man’s mouth wildly and unstoppable. He was rubbing his crotch on the other without any thought, almost automatically and he hummed into the kiss as his crotch was starting to tingle and he felt small sparks shooting through him.

When his lover broke their kiss the blond was a little out of breath but he couldn’t keep his lips from the other and before he had much time to calm down he was already attacking his boyfriend’s neck, kissing and sucking on the erogenous spot, pressing his tongue onto it. The governor knew they definitely shouldn’t. They shouldn’t make out like that while Kario’s parents were downstairs and this was the man’s parent’s home but he couldn’t stop himself well knowing that this was the wrong time and the wrong place, although the place felt all too right to him.

[Sathenus]

Hearing that Devon couldn't imagine him penetrating anyone and had thought that the mere idea was absurd made a smile cross Kario's face. He wasn't surprised to hear that his boyfriend couldn't see him doing that, and he had to wholeheartedly agree when the older man indicated that he turned out to be right about it after all. "That you were. It's never been a tempting prospect, and I don't see myself every wanting to try it." He replied with a small shrug. Sure some total bottoms probably had tried it at least once, maybe that was the deciding factor for them that made them positive they didn't want to top anyone again. For Kario, there was no need to try it since he already knew it wasn't what he wanted to experience. That and he definitely enjoyed having me buried in him far to much to want to trade that even once to experience being inside someone else.

 

"It's just childish and unnecessary." That was really what Kario thought of people who made death threats to anyone, much less a public figure. It also seemed a bit cowardly to him, but he didn't mention that part. He found it ridiculous that anyone would make such threats to another person, and it was one of many things that he didn't like about the human race. More than anything, he just wished people would grow up and accept that you weren't going to like everyone or everything other people were doing but that you didn't have to make threats just because you didn't like them. He firmly believed in not saying anything at all if you didn't have anything nice to say about another person.

 

"I feel it makes life a little easier to be optimistic." He admitted, eyes on their hands. Kario didn't like to be a glass half empty kind of guy, and found that it was exhausting way to go about your life. Thinking of the more positive outcome of things and focusing on that instead made life a little easier, for him at least. He knew that wasn't always the case and that for many people such a thought process just wasn't possible. Which was okay, everyone was different and could think about things however they wanted. That didn't mean he wasn't going to at least try to bring a more positive outlook to Devon's own life. "I know. But thinking about those people bum me out. It's easier to think that if someone did such a thing to begin with that any punishment they would face would discourage others from trying to do so as well. Instead of thinking about all of the people out there who wouldn't be deterred by it and instead accept it as a challenge to not get caught."

 

 

 

A moan was his encouragement to Devon pinching his nipples again, before he was massaging them and bringing another pleasured sound from Kario. He of course knew that Devon didn't mind giving him relief, but he'd be lying to say that he hadn't hoped saying that would get the man to stop teasing him and give him said relief right now. His boyfriend's lips on his skin wasn't helping calm his racing heart any, and they felt cool against his heated skin. His breaths had certainly picked up with the way his boyfriend was teasing his body, he was so lost in the feeling of pleasure being caused by his nipples being played with that he hadn't realized on hand had even left them until it was closing around his cock. Kario groaned in response, leaning more firmly against the older man as he allowed his body to enjoy the sensations and pleasure his boyfriend was causing.

 

The pleasure he was already feeling seemed to be more intense now that Devon was teasing his cock as well which made him bite his lip gently. Kario was definitely pleased when the older man stopped toying with his body and began to stroke him, making him groan as his hips unconsciously bucked into the older man's hand. The fact that his nipples were finally given a moment of repreve allowed him a chance to catch his breath a little . Something that had been hard for him to do with Devon giving his nipples and cock attention at the same time. He was a little surprised but still very much drowning in pleasure when Devon brought to fingers up to his lips and told him to lick and suck them for him real quick. His mind was still clouded by pleasure to where he didn't even really hesitate, his lips parting to allow them to slip inside so he could do as Devon wanted.

 

He was so distracted by the pleasure Devon had been giving him and still was with the hand around his hard length that he hadn't even been aware of the teasing tone the older man had used when asking him to suck and lick his fingers. He just did so, his tongue swirling around them once they slipped into his mouth and his lips closing around them to suck on them and get them coated which was he figured Devon wanted by asking him to do this in the first place.

 

"I don't plan on leaving you ever, much less any time soon." He replied with a smile. When he was told that it was much better for them to have to many ideas to do together than none at all. Which was definitely true, their relationship probably wouldn't last very long if they had no idea what to do with each other or had nothing they wanted to do together. It was definitely nice to hear that the two of them making a date out of the fair was settled as well and that they would do that too. It definitely was a pleasing idea after all, and he liked the idea of them doing things like that together even if it was cliche.

 

Being told that he was cute again made him struggle to ensure his face didn't flush even more, but that was made almost impossible when the blonde commented after that it was to bad he had to focus on driving with a smirk. Sticking his tongue out at the older man when he was teasingly asked if a tail would get in the way he tried to ignore the fact that the man's mirk was still firmly on his face. "Wouldn't you think so?" He asked with a raised eyebrow and curiosity crossing his face. There were numerous situations that he felt would be made far to difficult if he did indeed have a tail. But he also figured that if tails were actually something common and that many people had such things probably wouldn't be difficult because they would have adapted to accommodate them.

 

 

 

Kario had kind of expected Devon to say exactly what the man had. Expressing that even though it was the most important that no one had gotten hurt that it did matter how a seven year old kid got the idea to steal cigarettes and smoke. He had also been aware that the man was going to bring attention to the role his friends had played in that decision which made him sigh softly. Especially when his father used that chance to speak himself, "You always did have a tendency to surround yourself with the wrong type of people." This made Kario blush even more but it wasn't out of embarrassment this time. A part of him was truly irritated that this was something even his father had a problem with, it wasn't like he had continued to let them convince him to get into trouble. That and it kind of bothered him that both his boyfriend and his father had a problem with the friends he had growing up.

 

"It really shouldn't matter. I haven't seen any of them in years anyway and it wasn't like they always got me to do stupid and dangerous things." He muttered irritated as he turned his gaze towards his dad before his eyes then moved to Devon. Having already promised his boyfriend that he wouldn't surround himself with those types of people again, he felt like they didn't have to continue to bring attention to what type of people they had been. Kario had been to distracted by the fact that even his father had a problem with the friends he had growing up that he had been aware that Devon had to stop himself from calling them thugs again.

 

He didn't miss the look that his boyfriend gave his mother upon hearing that his babysitter had just been a teenage girl from the neighborhood and not a professional nanny. "A lot of people use teens from their neighborhoods to watch their kids. It's a chance for the teenager to earn some money for themselves and it gives parents a more affordable childcare option." Kario told his boyfriend with a small shrug. "Most babysitters actually care about what they are doing and don't leave the kids they are being paid to watch unattended while they nap on the couch." He added with a shake of his head.

 

"We certainly never let her watch you again after that." Kian said his eyes remaining on Kario who sighed and nodded before commenting himself. "Yeah, instead you hired that old lady that lived down the street. The one whose house smells like chicken nuggets constantly and who has that one story she has to tell you every time she saw you." It was clear by his tone that he had not liked being watched by the elderly woman. "At least she actually watched you and I knew you were taken care of." His father commented after with a stern look. Kario remembered the elderly woman watching him and occasionally all three of them until he was about fifteen when his parents finally thought that he could be left alone at home for a few hours by himself and with his siblings without getting into things and causing trouble.

 

It did make him happy when he was able to pull them away from his parents and take Devon upstairs to his room. Anything to get away from talking about how his parents had after that point not trusted him for more than seven years later. For some reason Kario was overly aware of when the politician's hand had started to move down his back to his ass as they were kissing. There was a small part of him that figured it was because they were in his parents home and he was overly aware that they were just downstairs. Moaning into the kiss upon feeling his boyfriend's hand slip beneath the fabric of his pants and boxers to move along the bare skin of his ass as they started to knead it and spread them while they continued kiss. Feeling the blonde rubbing his crotch against him didn't help the fact that Kario's body was heating up once more, losing itself to the feeling of Devon's hand on his ass and body pressed so close to his.

 

Once the kiss was broken he used this as a chance to try to calm his unsteady breaths. But that small moment for him to catch his breath was cut even shorter by Devon attacking his neck, kissing and sucking on that erogenous spot, pressing his tongue into it and making Kario's body shudder and breath catch in his throat. He struggle to keep his mind even remotely in the present, but it certainly wasn't an easy thing to do when all he wanted to do was lose himself in the pleasure that his boyfriend was causing him. It didn't matter that they shouldn't be doing this in his parents home when the two were downstairs right now, or in his parents home at all probably. It was hard to convince himself this was something that had to be stopped when it felt all so right.

 

As much as he wanted to though did they even really have time for this? How long could they remain excused from his parents before the two decided to see what was taking them so long? He wasn't sure, but at the same time he also wasn't sure he cared either. With as heated as he was and how much his body was already drowning he was sure they would be able to make it quick if this was really something they were going to do. At the moment he was all for it, his hands finding their way to the hem of the blonde's shirt and slipping beneath to touch and run over the smooth skin underneath. Running over the muscles hidden beneath and making him want to undress Devon even more. There was that small voice in the back of his head that said that they really should be rejoining his parents downstairs.

 

After a moment he managed to get enough of a grip on himself that he was able to do more than just moan. "Any chance I could convince you to undress quickly so we could have some fun real quick?" It was clear by his tone that he was aroused and quite desperate. If He couldn't convince Devon to undress though then he knew he'd have to wait until they went home, which was actually the next thing leaving his mouth. "Or... we could go back downstairs... excuse ourselves and go home to have some fun instead." Which wasn't a completely unappealing idea even if he was able to convince Devon to undress now.

[-Hideki-]

A grin was to see on his face when his boyfriend told him that he indeed had been right and that it had never been a tempting prospect for him to top someone and that it had been nothing that he had wanted to try. And although it was vice versa with him he could understand it. “I get it. It’s the same way just vice versa for me. I never wanted to bottom and the mere idea always seemed incredibly unpleasant and I wouldn’t want to have something inside of me ever and the thought alone is enough for me to know that I don’t want it and would hate it.” The blond explained and then he remembered something hilarious from his time in university. “Sven however got the splendid idea that one could at least try stuff once and that one might be surprised to figure out it wasn’t as awful so he attempted to try out bottoming in a club in England back when we were in university.” The blond began to tell his boyfriend this story and his grin had gotten incredibly wide and he was already laughing just thinking about it. “He was determined to try it but he didn’t get far. He completely freaked at a finger and broke that large dude’s nose...” he had to pause because he was laughing too much to be understood. “I’ll never forget the face when he came running to the bar telling me that we had to leave or that hulk would break his neck because he had instinctively wracked his face when he had shoved his finger inside of him.” The governor said. “We left for another club but the dude would appear there later on so we ended up hiding in a non-gay bar where I just couldn’t stop suggesting that Sven might want to try sleeping with a woman also once because one never knew and I couldn’t wait seeing how that would go. He didn’t find it funny.”

 

Shrugging when Kario said that he found death threats to be childish and unnecessary he looked into the brown eyes of the other. “They might be. However the rage and the deep hatred of the people behind them are usually real, even if many wouldn’t actually kill me if they had the opportunity.” The politician told him as that was something he always realised when he got such a massage hate, rage and in some cases desperation.

 

Devon chuckled when the other said that he found that being an optimist made life easier and that he didn’t like to think about those kind of people but wanted to much rather think that the punishment the justice system had to offer would actually stop other people from doing such things. “I can see why this outlook makes things seem easier and less threatening. And sometimes I wish I could have a brighter outlook on things and the world but I never really managed to.” Ashfield let his boyfriend know and it was actually quite weird if one thought about it. Kario had had a hard life, had been caught in that brothel and he still was focusing easily on the positive things of life whereas Devon who had always had everything money could buy and who had made a picture book career tended to be so realistic that he turned out pessimistic in the end overthinking everything.

 

It was certainly arousing and hot how Kario left out pleasured noises and moans, how he seemed to be floating away with the pleasure that Devon was causing him, his back leaning more against Ashfield’s body and his hips bucking and thrusting into the hand that the blond was stroking the other with. The expression and how the dark haired acted let him know that his attractive boyfriend’s mind was clouded with the intense feeling of pleasure he was giving him and it made the blond male’s eyes flash up when his fingers were granted access into the young male’s mouth and the black haired devotedly sucked and licked on them, covering them in his saliva.

 

The governor couldn’t help himself but getting turned on by this, sure it was not the other licking cum from his hand and fingers what the blond had already revealed caused a strong reaction of excitement and arousal within him, but it was still having an effect on him how the other sucked and licked on his fingers which moved and played with the man’s tongue, how his lover looked doing so while he paid attention to his cock. He then pressed his lips against Kario’s neck while the other man was coating his fingers in saliva, leaving one love bite after the other on the wet skin.

 

When he felt it was enough he pulled his fingers out of the black haired male’s mouth and pressed kisses onto his back. “I’m gonna relieve your body now.” He whispered into his ear, giving it a lick and slight bite as he moved his arm to Kario’s back letting the fingers rub over the young man’s entrance, prodding it, spreading it open before Devon entered them, feeling the hot insides of the other clenching around his fingers. He let the man adjust to them before he moved them and then began to penetrate the rosy hole with his fingers firmly letting them press on and hitting the prostate, stimulating it while he was jerking the other off, stroking his hard, pre-cum leaking length, letting his hand run over the sensitive tip, then stroking him again, using his mouth to kiss his shoulders, neck and back and paying the erogenous spot attention as well. His fingers getting more and more merciless as he was fingering him hard determined to give him his wanted relieve and to get his boyfriend to climax.

 

He laughed when his lover was sticking his tongue out to him as it only made him want to give the tongue a lick with his own and to tease him more. Being asked if he wouldn’t think that a tail would get in the way he smirked widely. “I wouldn’t know, I wasn’t the one who pretended to have one after all. You surely are the expert on this.” He answered playfully the corners of his lips rising up even more. “I just know that I’d definitely have fun teasing that tail of yours.” He added jokingly.

 

The governor was incredibly pleased to hear that Kario’s father saw those thugs that had gotten the other into trouble the same way he did and it made him nod in agreement and encouragingly at his lover’s father’s words. His boyfriend however suddenly seemed incredibly irritated and he demonstrated this irritation when he spoke back to the both of them. It was true however that the young man had not seen them in years, he hadn’t had the opportunity after all, and Devon also knew that his lover had promised him to never see them and surround himself with such people ever again. “Yes, you haven’t and I am glad that you haven’t and even more glad that you promised me to never surround yourself with those ..... figures who disrespect the law anymore.” The blond stated looking at the other seriously. This time he at least had not started to say the word and had just needed to pause to fill in the blank the word he had wanted to say but had not had left.

 

Listening to them he learned that hiring teenagers without qualification in the field to watch children was a common thing to do and that most of them weren’t as careless. He also found out that after the reckless girl his lover had been watched by an elderly lady whose house had smelled like chicken nuggets he apparently had not liked much. Devon’s face lit up as he found the story about the old lady rather amusing. “Why did her house smell like chicken nuggets? Did she eat them every day?” he wanted to know. “I actually like chicken nuggets. Sometimes when it gets late and stressful at the office Clarence buys some fast food for us even though my parents wouldn’t be pleased that I eat stuff like chicken nuggets. But it does taste good.” The blond man said. “And what kind of story did the lady always tell you?” he was curious. “My great-uncle Cornelius, who will be at my birthday party too, also has a thing for repeating his all time favourite stories. At one point he always starts describing how his leg had gotten wounded and how he had had to hide in the forest from the enemy for two days and when he had finally reached his division he had collapsed and was lucky that they didn’t cut off his leg.” Devon said. “But his favourite one to tell during dinner is the one where he had slipped on the internal organs of one of his comrades and had fallen face down into a puddle of blood, pieces of bones and blown into pieces brain, not enough with this he describes the smell also. It’s incredibly charming and a highlight at every dinner party, the people seem to not be so hungry anymore afterwards.” The politician told them. “So you might want to sit at the other end of the table.”

 

 

 

Laying on the bed with the other like that, kissing and touching him in such a manner Devon’s body was heating up and he could feel and hear that Kario was too getting aroused. And it didn’t make him calm down to feel that the other’s heart beat was just as fast as his, how heavy he was breathing too and how his young lover’s hand had slipped beneath his shirt, caressing his skin and muscles, each touch feeling as if his skin was electrified by it in that moment and it made him grind his hardening dick against Kario’s more firmly, a heated gasp escaping him.

 

He was still feeling dizzy by how aroused he was when his boyfriend started to speak to him sounding not less aroused, desperate even. There wasn’t a need to convince Devon to undress and have fun however the other’s suggestion to just excuse themselves and leave for the mansion again didn’t sit that well with him and he raised an eyebrow in question. “I don’t think that when you visit your parents for the first time in five years that it would be polite to just leave again after only such a short amount of time. I am sure that your parents would like to have you around somewhat longer. I understand that maybe some of the topics were a little uncomfortable for you but we really shouldn’t just leave.” The blond found his golden eyes looking into the brown ones. “However I too want you! I want you pretty bad actually.” He said and his dick twitched as if it wanted to demonstrate that. “So let’s just do it here quickly and let’s try not to be too loud.” The blond said, kissing the other again while fumbling with the young man’s trousers.

 

It didn’t take him long and he had opened it and pulled trousers and boxers of his lover down enough to free his erection his eyes shining hungrily when he saw it. “The good thing is, we don’t even have to undress completely.” The blond said opening his own pants pulling out his cock taking his and Kario’s into his hand, starting to rub and stroke them together, a deep hum and gasp escaping him. “We’ll probably find out how thin that wall is now.” The blond joked, rubbing his thumb over the tips of their dicks, feeling the heat and the pulsing of the other’s cock on his own, turning him on even more.

[Sathenus]

An amused look crossed Kario's face when Devon told him that it was the same for him just vice versa. He could totally see it, since he couldn't ever see the older man bottoming for anyone, and it was a weird thought which was why he laughed a little when the other told him that the idea always seemed incredibly unpleasant and the thought of having something inside of him alone was enough for him to know he'd hate it. "I can't see you ever being a bottom anyway. The thought is kinda funny though." He admitted with a smile. When the older man began to tell him a story about Sven he could already get a small idea of how it was going to end considering their topic of conversation.

 

How much his boyfriend was laughing while telling him the story only amused Kario more, and when he was told that all it had taken was a finger to freak Sven out and have the artist break the other guys nose he couldn't help but laugh a little himself. If that was the reaction he had from just a finger he could only imagine what would have happened if he had still tried to go further. Shaking his head and laughing softly he spoke, "I mean, the first time is definitely kind of touch and go but it really isn't that bad. Though I am well aware that not everyone can bottom, like not everyone can top." Though the artist's reaction was funny when looking back on it, he was sure it didn't seem that way when it had happened.

 

"That definitely doesn't make me feel better about you getting them." Kario replied while he held the blonde's gaze. Being told that the rage and deep hatred those people behind such threats were usually real wasn't helpful. Instead it made him worry about the other more, even if Devon was probably right and that most of them wouldn't actually kill him if they had the chance. It still bothered him that anyone would hate the older man that much to stoop so low to even make such threats.

 

"You might not always be able to see the brighter side of things, but that's where I come in. I can point them out to you." Kario chimed in while flashing a smile. Their different outlooks on the world around them was one of the things that Kario truly liked about them. Sure Devon saw things more realistically even if it meant he tended to be more pessimistic about things, but that just meant he had to use his own optimistic outlook to help the politician see things from a different point of view.

 

 

His mind was so clouded by pleasure that Kario wasn't really aware of the fact that while he sucked and licked the fingers that had been offered to him, that the blonde was moving his fingers around and playing with his tongue in return. His eyes were a bit dazed and truly not really seeing what was in front of him anymore. It seemed as though the only thing that his mind was actually aware of was the hand on his cock and Devon's lips when they once more were pressed against his neck.

 

Snapped enough out of the daze he had found himself in his eyes moved towards his boyfriend when the fingers were pulled from his mouth and the older man was shifting behind him. Their eyes seemed to meet for a moment when Devon whispered into his ear before he was biting and licking it. Breath once more catching in his throat when he felt the spit slick fingers run over his hole, a deeply pleasured moan parted his lips when they pushed inside. What little sense he had managed to get back quickly vanished with the firm way his boyfriend's fingers pressed against his prostate and moved within him. His lips kissing his back and shoulder as well as teasing the erogenous spot on his neck mixed with the hand moving expertly on his hard cock and there really was very little he could do other than voice his pleasure through moans and pleasured groans. The more the fingers within him moved the closer he was pushed to his climax and the harder it was for him to grasp anything that wasn't the lips on his heated skin, fingers moving within him or hand on him.

 

A groan escaped him as he had a moment where he felt like he was just teetering on the edge of climax waiting for that one right movement of the fingers inside him to give that last final push. His head fell back and landed on his boyfriend's shoulder, dark eyes darting to the other's face as he felt those devilish fingers pushing inside again. Mixed with the perfect movement of the hand around his hard length and he finally reached his climax. His eyes actually slipped shut as he let out a pleased moan, his breaths were escaping rather quickly once more and he felt his body instantly relax against the other's body for a moment the support was definitely needed. Feeling a little weak, though it was definitely a nice way to start the day and would certainly help him get through at the very least the visit with his parents. Or at least, that's what he was telling himself and he slowly managed to get a grip on himself once more.

 

 

"I think I made a cute cat as a kid." Kario commented when Devon told him that he wouldn't know since it was Kario who had pretended to have a tail after all. He had pretended to be a lot of different things as a kid, a cat was probably at the top of the list of the most common things he pretended to be though. Looking back on it, he couldn't really figure out why he even pretended to be one more than once, or what sort of situation had called for it to begin with. When Devon teasingly told him that he he just knew he'd definitely have fun teasing his tail if he had one he found himself blushing again. It made his mind start to run haywire imagining what it'd be like to have a real tail and what that could possibly mean for him. "It could be interesting..." He mumbled more to himself than Devon while his mind continued to roam over the topic though he wasn't even really sure why it focused so much on it.

 

Hearing that his boyfriend was even more pleased that he had promised to never have friends like that anymore made him sigh as he averted his gaze once more. He had made that promise for the blonde after all, because it had been important to Devon that he surround himself with better people. But Kario still felt like his boyfriend were judging the people he had been friends with without knowing anything about them. It wasn't like he was the only kid who had been friends with people who had convinced him to do stupid and sometimes dangerous stuff and he hated feeling like he was. But he also knew that despite everything Devon's opinion of the people he had been friends with weren't entirely wrong. His dark eyes moved back to his boyfriend after a moment and he just gave him a small smile hoping to move past this topic. Especially since he no longer commented on it and let it drop.

 

"Her husband used to before he passed." Kario admitted with a small shrug. That seemed to be the reason the house had smelled of chicken nuggets, or at least, it made the most sense. "Near the end he was really picky about everything he ate or did." He added after a moment of thought. He remembered the older woman watching him while the man had still been alive, he was on his death bed early on though and he often had helped her take care of her husband. But it also meant that he was even more aware of loss early on because unlike her he had grown attached to the elderly man who was bedridden. "It was always about how she had met her husband. After he passed away I think she just kind of... fell in a hole. She used every opportunity she had to talk about him and the more she talked about him the sadder you could see her become but she couldn't stop herself from telling you about him." He admitted. It was really sad when he thought about it, and he felt bad for her looking back on it. That didn't make him like her anymore though, even though she seemed to have really liked having him around. The poor woman had probably been really lonely and having a kid running around had given her a purpose again.

 

 

Kario couldn't deny he was a bit bummed out when Devon told him that he didn't think leaving so soon when visiting his parents for the first time in five years would be polite. That didn't mean he didn't want to do so, especially since he'd be able to enjoy Devon a bit more if they did so. As disappointing as hearing that was he didn't argue about it or try to complain though he did mumble something about it not being the last time they saw his parents anway. At least the governor admitted that he wanted him too and how he said so made his mind completely forget about Devon not agreeing for them to just go downstairs and excuse themselves to head back to the mansion yet. Their lips locking in another kiss had him moan softly as he felt the older man fumbling with his pants trying to get them undone. While he was doing that, Kario reached down to help by getting started on Devon's as well.

 

Once they were both free enough he felt the hand close around their lengths once more. This was a feeling he was becoming quite familiar with, especially when they seemed to be on a time crunch. Being told that they would probably find out how thin the wall was now made him bite his lip gently. Though he had already had the thought of them testing to see how thin it was, he wasn't really sure about it now. That and he wasn't sure how much sound would travel in general in his parents home and he didn't want to think about his parents hearing anything that they were doing. Knowing he would most certainly die from embarrassment if they had even the slightest idea of what they were doing right now.

 

That concern was again wiped from his mind as Devon's hand continued moving on their lengths, dipping his head down he caught his boyfriend's lips in another kiss. Deciding that this was the best way to keep their voices down, while also being able to put his love and desire into the kiss. He did have to break the kiss once in awhile for them to catch air but he didn't really let their lips stay parted for very long, at least not until he felt like he was close to his climax and he bit his lip once more, forehead resting on the other's shoulder now.

[-Hideki-]

He chuckled when his boyfriend told him that he couldn’t imagine him ever bottoming just as Ashfield himself couldn’t imagine Kario to ever penetrate someone. The man rose an eyebrow though when his lover said that he found the thought of him bottoming funny, looking into the young man’s face still grinning. “Funny? I always deemed that thought creepy and absurd, like it’s just an unnatural position for me to be in.” He said. “What about that thought do you find that funny exactly?” he was curious to know.

 

Telling the other about Sven’s will to experiment that had backfired quite hilariously the black haired joined in his laughter but then started to speak in a soft manner saying that the first time bottoming was apparently quite tough but that it definitely wasn’t that bad, continuing to add that he was aware that not everyone was able to bottom though and not everyone was able to top. Devon nodded:”And not everyone enjoys to bottom or enjoys to top. I even heard some guys don’t like either of it what seems a bit rarer though but it is a thing.” The blond said. “However if we had made a bet out of it whether Sven would be able to bottom and to enjoy it I would have definitely won as I told him it was a stupid idea and that it would end in a disaster. But he was quite experimental at that time anyway. It had been just when he had dropped out of business school to study art and was figuring himself out.” He let his boyfriend know. “Then again he as well as Jeff told me a token marriage and pretending to be straight was a stupid idea and I didn’t listen as well.” He admitted.

 

A soft smile played around his lips when his boyfriend told him that the fact that the hatred and rage behind the mails with the death threats that people were sending to his office were actually real didn’t make him feel better about him getting them. “I’m sorry sweetie! I didn’t want to worry you. I’m fine. I am not even surprised about that hate anymore as I was when I first got them. One can get used to everything it seems.” The blond said, pulled the other a little closer and pressed his lips onto his forehead.

 

“You definitely made my life brighter again, in more than one way.” The governor told the young man when he said that although Devon wasn’t always able to see the bright sides of his life he’d be there to offer him that outlook. He leaned over, his hand holding the other by the neck, kissing him deeply and yet lovingly and gently. “I don’t want to miss you in my life again.” He breathed onto the other’s lips breaking the kiss only to say this before pressing their lips together again.

 

 

 

Ashfield could feel how his boyfriend was melting from the pleasure he was causing him and it definitely pleased the blond and made him feel great himself and happy to hear and see how good the other felt. It was exciting him to feel the heated body against him that was drowning in pleasure, Kario’s sweet voice and those noises he made resonating inside of his head making him eager to make the other drown deeper in that feeling and to bring him to an intense orgasm.

 

Devon’s fingers got sucked in by the young man’s hot, clenching insides and the governor made sure to press the right buttons and to stimulate the young male’s sweet spot. It was obvious to him when he had brought his boyfriend onto the edge of climax and it seemed as if the muscle of the other’s hole wanted to break his fingers into pieces that were aiming precisely to push the man over the edge while the hand on Kario’s cock teased the tip before increasing the pressure of the grip and the strokes with which he stimulated the other. It didn’t take long at all and he felt how his lover leaned his head back onto his shoulder, their eyes meeting and he could see the man’s orgasm face developing, feeling the body tensing up against him when he heard a deep moan and saw the black haired male’s brown eyes close as he came, his seeds running down Devon’s hand, getting washed away by the water of the shower.

 

His boyfriend’s body instantly relaxed against his when Ashfield pulled his fingers out of the man’s rosy hole and wrapped his arms around his waist to hold him better as the other seemed a little weak and unsteady after having just cum. “And? Feeling relieved?” he asked the other breathing into the young man’s ear, nudging his nose against his neck.

 

 

 

Ashfield laughed when his young lover told him that he found he had made a cute cat as a kid. “I can imagine you did.” He agreed and then his lips curled up in a smirk again. “And I bet you’d make a cute kitty boy now too.” The governor couldn’t help himself but to tease his boyfriend again with this. “Like the male version of cat-woman.” He then added moving his eyebrows up and down laughing amused.

His amusement only increased when he saw how the black haired blushed again when he had let him know that he was sure he’d have some fun teasing the tail if he had one and he could see how the other was starting to think what just made the grin on the blond male’s face grow wider, smirking at him when he came to the conclusion that this could be interesting.

 

Seeing the other giving him a smile after he had said how glad he was that he had promised to not surround himself with such people again he let the topic rest since the other didn’t protest and hence everything was said. Instead he listened to what Kario told him about the elderly lady who had been his nanny and her husband. It turned out that it was a sad story and he understood that the woman had never gotten over the death of her husband and the memories of him had been all she had had left, hence she had wanted to talk about him whenever she had gotten the opportunity. “It’s pretty sad. But also rather beautiful in the sense that the story she kept telling was from the day she had met him, showing how much that day had meant to her.” The blond commented. “I think it’s always tragic when people end up all alone when they are old though. Didn’t she have kids or a family?” he asked and in his subconscious there was the fear of ending up all alone when he was old because he didn’t have kids, getting even more eccentric and maybe he’d tell one story repeatedly too and he didn’t want to end up like this. “At least uncle Cornelius is not alone. He lives with his granddaughter on his ranch. But for some reason I have never heard him speaking about his passed wife. She died rather young, I never met her. He preferable tells stories about the wars he fought in – which had been a few - and horses.”

 

It didn’t escape him how disappointed Kario was that Ashfield didn’t think that leaving his parents just now was a good idea but he was glad that the other got over it soon after hearing how much the blond wanted him as well. This was just the truth as he was pretty damn horny for his lover what was revealed even more when they were getting on to it and he was rubbing their cocks against each other, stroking them vigorously. His hips were slightly moving on their own, thrusting into his hand and against Kario’s pulsating dick and his heart rate was getting up and his breath starting to get hearable.

 

That was until his lips were caught in an intense kiss that he returned eagerly and in a claiming manner and it seemed that his boyfriend only cared little about breathing as he wasn’t given a break. Their tongues were dancing, there was exchange of saliva, strings connecting their tongues and lips and the governor was regularly moaning and groaning into the lewd kiss due to the intense sparks of pleasure that were setting each cell of his body on fire getting him closer and closer to the edge while his hand was frantically moving. It seemed that the young man got close to climax too though as he gave Ashfield’s lips free in favour of leaning his head onto his shoulder. “I actually planned that you’d ride me.” He let the other know moaning lowly. “But it seems there is no need to.” He admitted as they both seemed close already and he was using more pressure on their dicks, his hand that was soaked by their pre-cum smoothly running over their lengths.

 

Ashfield’s muscles started to constrict and he irregularly bucked his hips into his own hand and against his boyfriend’s dick. He held it off until the other was reaching his orgasm as well, then allowing himself to cum together with him with a deep pleasured growl, his hand covering their cocks so that all the cum was shot into it and none was staining the bed or their clothing. He was panting slightly when he looked at the young man, pressing a kiss to his neck, then lifting up his face to look into the brown eyes. Devon smiled at him. “And how was it to make out in your room with a boyfriend for the first time?” he asked, his voice unsteady with a wink and then showed him his hand. “I would also be rather thankful if you could clean this off for me.” He said his eyes blinking lustily at the thought alone and he still didn’t know why this turned him on this much but he knew that the young man knew because the blond had let that one show the first time they had met at the brothel already.

[Sathenus]

"Well, since it is in regards to you I don't really blame you for finding the thought to be creeping and absurd. From the perspective of someone like me though, it is quite funny. You're definitely not the type to bottom, and anyone who knows you would know that. So it's funny to think about you in that position, knowing it'd never happen." Kario replied with a small shrug. Which was true for him, it was funny to think about Devon in such a situation because he knew he would never allow it to happen. "That and at least in my own mind you'd look severly out of place bottoming for anyone." He added with a small smile.

 

He gave Devon a clearly curious look when the blonde told him that there were apparently some people who didn't enjoy being a top or bottom. "Then... do they not have sex at all?" He asked extremely curious. Kario was aware that there were people out there that didn't have a sex drive, but he hadn't taken into account that there were people who just didn't like or enjoy being the top or bottom. How did such relationships work? It was a confusing thought for him, it made him wonder if his boyfriend knew anyone like that. "Sometimes experimenting is a good thing. Though I would think someone would know whether or not being a bottom was a good move for them." He commented thoughtfully. Experimenting could be fun, especially with someone you felt comfortable with. But Kario was sure that deep down everyone knew whether or not they were capable of being a bottom or top and which position was best for them. "Some people have to figure things out for themselves."

 

"But you shouldn't have to get used to it." Kario mumbled unhappy with the knowledge that this was something that happened so often that Devon had grown used to it. The kiss that was pressed to his forehead didn't ease his feelings about it, though he did let his head fall to rest on his boyfriend's chest since he was pulled closer. He would still worry, especially because Devon meant so much to him. "What if someone gets bold though and actually tries to hurt you?" He asked his voice soft and clearly stating he was worried despite the blonde telling him that he didn't want to worry him.

 

Instantly he brightened up when he was told that he made the governor's life brighter again in more than one way. It probably meant more than it should, but he was very pleased to hear it. A large smile crossing his face, though his look turned curious when he was told that he didn't want to miss him in his life again. "You'll never miss me, ever. I'll always be here." He replied giving the other a quick kiss, wanting to make sure his boyfriend knew that he loved him and wasn't going anywhere.

 

 

The way the older man seemed to always know how to play with his body to make him drown in pleasure was definitely something new to Kario. Despite having sold himself to sex all of the other men he had ever been with had been interested only with themselves and had not cared about how he felt. Devon was the first man to actually focus on him, and it was driving his body even more crazy. The closer he was pushed towards his climax the more prominently he could feel the man's fingers inside him, which only made things feel even more intense.

 

After he had been brought off and his body had relaxed back against his boyfriend, legs feeling weak he focused solely on trying to calm his breaths. The arms wrapping around his waist definitely provided much needed support as he was trying to get the strength back in his body. His eyes had opened and had moved to the older man when he spoke, a small pleased smile crossing his face as he felt the man nudge his nose against his back. "Very much so." He murmured in response. Kario really was feeling relieved, and Devon seemed to always know how to give him his relief.

 

 

Teasingly he stuck his tongue out at his boyfriend when he was told that he'd make a cute kitty boy now too. "Probably." He commented with a large smile, Kario was pretty sure he'd still make a cute cat if he ever decided to dress up as one. Though his embarrassment at what he had done as a kid had passed and was replaced instead with a smile.

 

"That's true I suppose." Devon had a point after all, she clearly had cared very much for her husband and had continued to tell that story because that had been an important day to her. Slipping his hand into the older man's he intertwined their fingers, wanting to hold his hand since they were sitting on the couch together. It wasn't until he was asked if she had any family that he had to actually think back to it. "I... don't remember he mentioning anyone. But that doesn't necessarily mean she didn't have any family or kids." Kario admitted with a small shrug.

 

Though he was still a little disappointed that Devon didn't want to just head downstairs and excuse themselves he figured he could make this work anyway and at least get some relief with his boyfriend now while not being gone to long for his parents to get suspicious. The fact that he had to keep their lips pressed together in a heated and messy kiss through most of it to ensure that he didn't get to loud was a whole different story. It felt good though, even if it wasn't entirely what he had been hoping for. When he heard the blonde tell him that he had actually planned on having him ride his cock he groaned both in arousal and want. Kario would be happy to comply and do that, "I'll make it up to you by riding your cock later." He breathed out careful to make sure that he was actually able to speak coherently.

 

He was definitely appreciative of the fact that Devon managed to make it so that they didn't dirty their clothes, though he could personally have cared less if they ended up making a mess on the bed. When the other's hand was offered to him and he was told that the politician would be thankful if he cleaned it for him a small smile played on his lips. Leaning forward he pressed his lips to the others in a quick kiss before turning his attention to Devon's hand once more. Happy to lick it clean for his boyfriend and make sure there wasn't a single drop left to get either of them dirty and leave any trace of what had just happened. Once it was clean he kissed Devon once more before moving to get his pants and boxers back into place so they could head back downstairs. Standing beside the bed as he did so, Kario spared the older man a glance as he was finishing buttoning his pants.

 

"We could still just go downstairs and excuse ourselves from my parents. It isn't like we won't see them again." He commented though he was aware that Devon would probably still think it was rude to leave so soon and thus deny them the opportunity to do so. But he felt like his argument was a valid one, that they would see his parents again and that at least his boyfriend had met them. Once Devon too had his pants and boxers back in place and he was sure their clothes were not disheveled he took the older man's hand and started to head back downstairs to rejoin his parents.

[-Hideki-]

Ashfield laughed when Kario said that it was funny to think about him in such a position because he wasn’t the type to bottom and that it would never actually happen and that everyone who knew the governor knew this. “Well except Smith.” He commented amused and grinned when his lover told him that he’d look completely out of place if he were to bottom. “I think I would be sexy in every position.” The blond jested with a wink. “Nah, you’re right. I would not only look out of place I would feel out of place. It would feel wrong for me.!” The blond let his lover know.

 

The blond shrugged. “I don’t think so. They are still gay not asexual after all.” The governor answered. “From what I have heard they focus solely on the other sexual practises such as oral sex for instance. They just don’t like anal sex, neither as the top or the bottom. So I have understood it at least.” He told the young man what he knew. “But I am not an expert as I obviously enjoy penetrating your sexy arse way too much.” Devon said with a smirk, winking at Kario. “Nor do I personally know a guy like that; I think they are rare anyway but I have heard of them.” He informed the black haired.

 

“It certainly can be a good thing.” Devon agreed when the other said that experimenting could sometimes be a good thing but he laughed when the other said that he thought that one should know whether being a bottom was a good idea for oneself. “Ja, and Sven certainly knew he was a top. He just had gotten that idea of wanting to know how it felt to bottom, wanting to see whether it actually felt good and he was missing out on something. He had this phase where he wanted to experience as much as he could for some reason. Maybe because his upbringing by his grandparents had been old school, strict and rather authoritarian, who knows.” The blond described. “But back at that year hee also did things like wanting to get into a BDSM and fetish club only to walk in, stare in shock, find they were crazy and walk out again. He had a threesome and was disappointed in the end, just finding it exhausting. He did all kinds of stuff until he got calmed down at least somewhat by crushing on someone and entering that committed relationship with this drag queen. Then he stopped attempting to try things that weren’t for him and that he often couldn’t go through with anyway.” He described. “I have to admit that back then I teased him for being with a guy that feminine and flamboyant when his boyfriend wasn’t around. I wouldn’t do that anymore now and I am glad that he didn’t care about what I said.” The governor admitted.

 

“I know.” The governor said. “And I wish people would not be nuts and would behave civilised and normal without sending death threats to other people too.” He told Kario who looked completely unhappy with the knowledge that Devon had gotten used to those types of hateful mails.

Stroking through the black strands of his lover’s hair who had rested his head against his chest he smiled at him when the young man expressed his worries about someone hurting him in the end. “I genuinely hope this won’t ever happen and in case it would I have all the security and police at my public events.” The billionaire told the other trying to ease his worry a bit, knowing that it wouldn’t be easy because he too would worry if someone were to threaten Kario.

 

He was beaming at his boyfriend when he told him that he’d never miss him and that he’d always be there before claiming him in a kiss. Devon leaned into the kiss, indulging in it, making the quick kiss expand into something else, showing the young male how happy he was to hear this and how much he loved him.

 

 

 

 

A bright smile was to see on his face when his boyfriend smiled at him in such a pleased manner after he had made him cum letting him know that he did feel very much relieved. The blond liked it to see the other satisfied and pleased like this to be able to give the man what he needed sexually and emotionally and it generally made his heart jump to see the other smile. He pressed a kiss to Kario’s cheek, his arms still wrapped around him. “Let’s go then. We have quite some things ahead of us.” The governor reminded.

 

“Don’t you think that if she had had a family and kids of her own, that she would have mentioned them or you’d have seen them around?” he asked as he couldn’t really imagine that if she had had kids she wouldn’t have mentioned them. Even his father mentioned him to other people. “My father always told people about me. Well, when I was little he went on about my grades in school and what first places and prices I’ve won and he always informs people that I’m the governor now even if no one asks him.” Ashfield said. Although it was not that Andrew Ashfield told them about him because he loved Devon so much or because he was this important to him, but he presented the governor, whom had success in life, as his achievement, and was eager to let other parents know that his son had turned out more powerful and successful than theirs and that this meant he had beat them. Most parents didn’t care though unless they were like his own parents.

 

It was obvious that Kario would have loved to ride his dick the way he groaned in want and arousal letting him know that he’d ride him later on. For now they had both been able to climax this way and Ashfield was offering his cum stained hand to the black haired in anticipation. The young man didn’t hesitate, he never actually did, and devotedly licked their mixed up sperm from the governors hand what made a burning fire rise up in his crotch again and he definitely got turned on seeing the tongue slide over his hand and fingers, taking the seeds in and swallowing it down, his eyes clearly shining dirtily and lewdly.

 

Once his hand was perfectly clean again he stood from the bed and pulled his boxers and pants back up, closing the pants before tightening his belt. And while he was dressing himself properly again to not look messed up and give away that they had just made out and gotten off in the young male’s room, what would leave an impression he didn’t really want to leave, he turned to the black haired when he spoke.

He couldn’t help himself but to chuckle when his lover again suggested that they should leave his parents house and be on their way again. “Why are you so eager to leave?” he asked as he couldn’t understand why the other pressed to leave this persistently. “We’ve just arrived here and I planned in time just for this.” The blond told him.

 

He squeezed the young man’s hand when he was giving it to him, heading towards the door of the room. “I would understand it if it were my parents but your parents are actually nice.” The governor said. “And I am sure that they would like to spend a little more time with you today after all those years.” The blond said.

“I tell you something, we stay somewhat longer, talk to your parents more and later when we leave I have a surprise planned for you.” The blond told the young man and then leaned over to him, whispering because they had now entered the floor and were heading down the stairs. “And after that you can go wild on me.” The governor winked before they returned to the living room again.

 

“Here we are again.” Devon said with a smile to Kario’s parents. “I have to confess that I have accidentally ruined the window when I opened it. I’ll pay for replacement and for the installation.” He got that right out of the way before the two of them took a seat on the sofa again.

[Sathenus]

"Other sexual practices?" Kario repeated a little questioningly, when Devon used oral as an example it made the younger man shrug. "That sounds awfully boring." He admitted as his eyes locked back with the other's golden gaze. It was hard for him to imagine that there were gay men who didn't enjoy being a top or bottom or anal sex for that matter. It seemed like the sexual aspect of a relationship with such a person would be rather boring. But that could just be how he saw it since he didn't have a problem with anal and quite enjoyed it. Which was why when the governor expressed that he wasn't an expert as he obviously enjoyed penetrating his sexy ass way to much, this caused a smirk to cross his own face. "It's a confusing concept. I mean... unless they find a partner who doesn't like or enjoy anal and is neither a top nor bottom too then wouldn't it be kinda lonely?" He asked not really sure how something like this could work. It really did make no sense to him, and it was his first time hearing that there were gay men like that though he wasn't sure why it surprised him.

 

"Well... there are those men who can be either." Kario commented with a small smile. But if Sven had already known he was a top, then surely he had some sort of knowledge about whether or not being a bottom too was for him. Clearly it had turned out not to be, but he couldn't help but admire the fact that at least the artist had tried it. Though the way he had gone about it was probably wrong, since it would have been better had he tried such a thing with someone he was more comfortable with than hooking up with someone in a bar. "Wouldn't it have made more sense for him to experiment by being a bottom with a friend? Someone he trusted? The results could have been different if he hadn't attempted it with some guy he hooked up with at a bar." Kario said thinking about it a little. Even if the other had come to realize that being a bottom wasn't something he could do or enjoy, having tried with a friend who would have been more aware and gone slower was probably a smarter idea than to try with a stranger.

 

"I take it as you aren't into men who are that feminine and flamboyant?" He asked a little amused. Though he wouldn't condone his boyfriend ever teasing someone over being with another person no matter who the other person was. Kario was glad to hear that Devon wouldn't do that anymore and was glad that in the end Sven hadn't cared about what he said.

 

That was something he could fully agree on. Kario definitely wished that people wouldn't be crazy and behave in such a manner as well, but there was nothing that could be done about it he supposed. It seemed like in many ways it was part of their human nature, even if there were plenty of people who didn't stoop so low as to make death threats. The hand stroking through his black strands helped him relax more against Devon, but it nor his boyfriend's words did much to ease his concerns. "Something could still go wrong..." He mumbled though he didn't really want to think about it at the same time.

 

 

"No." He replied with an honest tone. There were people he knew growing up who had not mentioned family or whose grandparents had acted like they didn't have children and thus did not have grandchildren because they did not approve of their kid's choices. "It's not that uncommon. A few people I grew up with had similar takes. One's grandparents didn't acknowledge that he existed or that his parents existed on his father's side of the family just because they didn't like who their son had married." He admitted after. "So it is possible that she never mentioned them, or I never saw them around for similar reasons. Or maybe they just live so far away that they don't visit her or talk to her. That isn't so uncommon either." There were numerous reasons that Kario could come up with as to why he had never heard of her kids or family if she even had any.

 

"It's just really weird being around them again after so much time has passed." Kario admitted when he was asked why he was so eager to leave. The more time he spent in their presence the more uncomfortable he started feeling around them, and he didn't fully understand why. Especially since they were his parents and not one of them had made any sort of indication that either of them were not welcome in their home. Which was certainly a plus, since the last thing he wanted either of his parents to do was express that they did not want Devon in their home. Hearing his boyfriend express after that he had made sure they had time for them to spend awhile with his parents and that they had just got there.

 

It didn't make him any more enthusiastic to rejoin his parents downstairs though and he actually felt a little anxiety rise up in him at the thought of doing so. At the same time, Kario knew these were his parents and that they were the people he should feel the most comfortable around. Which made him not really understand the anxiety and the awkwardness he was feeling. Unless it really was just because of the time they had been apart with absolutely no contact.

 

His dark eyes moved back to Devon as they were making their way towards the stairs when he was told that if they stayed somewhat longer and talk to his parents more, later when they went home the older man would have a surprise planned for him. This made a curious look cross his face and he raised an eyebrow in question, "A surprise?" It was clear by his tone that he was definitely interest and was willing to do so just to figure out what sort of surprise Devon could possibly have planned. It did make him excited though, which he figured was a good thing and it was great motivation to spend more time with his parents if he had even more to look forward to for when they returned home later. When the blonde's words turned to whispers he was even more interested and a small smirk crossed his face when he was told that he could go wild on him after that. "That sounds like a great plan." He replied clearly up for that as well.

 

Kario highly doubted that there would ever be a time he wasn't up for such a thing. Especially not after spending the day out and about. But they had already accomplished quite a bit today, for one, Devon had gotten his father to agree to call Mei and take the threats he had made back. Then they had already had a pretty good start to the visit with his parents, along with Devon inviting them to his birthday/election party. Something that Kario hadn't expected, but was genuinely pleased about since it meant that his parents would be involved in the other's life as well. Though that wasn't really something he had feared to begin with, but he was sure his boyfriend's father wouldn't be so happy with the invitation to his parents. That was going mainly off what the man had said that morning, and how he clearly wasn't okay with the two of them being a couple.

 

His mind eventually moved away from those thoughts when they entered the living room and Devon spoke smiling to his parents. He laughed a little nervously when Devon was just outright honest in the fact that he had broken the window but would pay for a replacement and the installation. "I wouldn't worry about it. More surprised you actually got it open." Kian replied to the comment with a wave of his smile. There were probably a few other windows that didn't open, or could if one had enough strength to do so but clearly none of them had been able to. Especially since Kario hadn't even been aware of the fact that his bedroom window could actually open until Devon had volunteered to try to do so.

 

Once they were seated on the couch again Kario snuggled into his boyfriend's side and got comfortable. He'd do as Devon wanted and they would visit with his parents for a bit longer, if for no other reason than the fact that he was curious what kind of surprise could possibly be waiting if he did so. It seemed like the rest of their visit went well, they had talked more about him growing up and the type of person he had grown into. His mother had told him his sister Sara was pregnant with their first child which made the younger man give his boyfriend a look hoping it wouldn't bother him that yet another person was having a family. Of course this meant Kario expressed his happiness for her and the prospect of being an uncle which of course meant that Devon would in a sense be an uncle as well. Which he hoped would make the blonde happy despite the fact that he himself still didn't have any children. Being an uncle though could help Kario decide if children was something he wanted in the near future since they had promised that a year from the election day and his boyfriend's birthday they would discuss if kids would be in their future.

 

Oddly enough, despite how persistent he had been to leave they had managed to kill a few more hours with them before they parted ways. Kario was happily following Devon down the porch and back towards his boyfriend's car after they had said their goodbyes and he had promised that they'd visit them again. Hopefully this time without the need of a bodyguard, though even if it was necessary he wouldn't feel as opposed to it next time as he had at the beginning of their visit. It really had been as if Michalski hadn't been there, and thus Kario already liked the man much more than Smith and was more than happy to have him around.

 

Once they got to the car he glanced towards the governor and flashed a smile, "I think you'd make an amazing uncle, and I honestly can't wait for you to meet my sister. I'm sure you two would get along really well." He commented. It was something that excited him, even if being an uncle himself wasn't something he was so sure about. After just being reunited with his family, becoming an uncle in a few months when his sister's son was due seemed a bit soon. Especially since he still wasn't very used to being around a bunch of people again, but it was an exciting thought as well.

[-Hideki-]

Devon shrugged when Kario said that it was a confusing concept that there were gay guys who didn’t like anal sex and asked him if unless they found a partner with the same preference if it wouldn’t be lonely for them. “I honestly don’t know whether it would be lonely or not.” The governor told the other. “But I would guess that in case they didn’t find a partner who also didn’t want anal sex there would have to be a lot of compromise happening in the relationship to make it work out.” the blond man thought. He didn’t know all too much about this and he also couldn’t really imagine it because it didn’t concern him. All he had was heard of this being a thing and reading an article written by such a man what he had found as interesting as it was weird to him.

 

“Yes, I know.” Ashfield said when Kario told him that there were men who both topped and bottomed. “I have had something with a versatile dude before. He soon thought of me as boring though as he found it restricting to solely bottom.” The blond let Kario know. There were many men out there who were versatile or at least somewhat flexible who didn’t want to be with a man who was a total top and would not want to only ever bottom and Devon often got the feeling that versatile guys were the most popular actually.

 

When his boyfriend said that it might have made more sense for Sven to try out bottoming with a friend instead of hooking up with a stranger at a club the blond nodded. “Well, it wouldn’t have been quite as stupid then.” Ashfield acknowledged. “However he would have needed a good gay friend who was single and a top or versatile for this and this would have left only me. And not only did I know it wasn’t for him and found the idea idiotic, there also was never even the slightest spark between me and him. I mean I love him, and I hope he does too, but there was no romance or chemistry between us ever but more like brotherly love. And although we were really open around each other sleeping with Sven even only to experiment would have felt incredibly wrong and weird and I think he would have been crept out by the thought too.” The billionaire told the other. “Hence it was never a question that occurred to either of us.” He informed Kario.

 

“I’m definitely not.” He let the young man know when he had rightfully assumed that Devon wasn’t into feminine and flamboyant men. “However that wasn’t solely the reason why I made fun of Sven for being with this guy. Back then I had a strong, well let’s call it antipathy, for feminine, flamboyant gay guys because I felt they made a mockery out of gay men and the gay community, that they were caricatures to blame for negative stereotypes. I didn’t want to get lumped in with them and hence even talked bad about them or bashed them, maybe my dad’s upbringing inspired me in some ways as well to think like this. And when Sven was falling for one of them and he was around this often it rubbed me the wrong way and I mocked him for having such a boyfriend who dressed up like a woman working in bars and clubs in London.” He confessed. “It took me a while to get over that attitude and way of thinking. I am certainly more mature now though and as I said wouldn’t do it ever again.” The politician said. “The worst thing was that this drag queen, Benjamin, was actually incredibly nice, even to me, not bitchy or melodramatic or anything, just incredibly effeminate and flamboyant.”

 

 

There was no denying that something could go wrong and someone might harm him, he was very aware of this everytime he went on a stage but he ignored it, he shoved that away completely and pretended it wasn’t a possibility in those moments or otherwise he wouldn’t function and perform as he did. “I can’t deny this but I honestly don’t usually think about this.” He told the young man hoping that he would stop concerning himself with this matter as well as it wasn’t healthy to do so.

“I always forward those mails to the police what means everything that is relevant gets persecuted.” He let him know. “One person already got a sentence.”

 

 

“That’s not making it less sad.” The governor said. Actually it was worse to think that they did have a family but that there was so much bad blood that they pretended the family didn’t exist and rather stayed lonely. “Because they married someone he didn’t like? Well, that’s an incredibly stupid reason.” The governor found. This was something not even his father would deny his existence over. Sure he’d insult him for it but he would only deny him if he were to become unsuccessful and an embarrassment to him, like Olga who wrote for a radical feminist magazine to her father’s friend Mister Kutyenko who wouldn’t even say ‘Hello’ to her if he ever saw her anywhere.

 

He looked a little surprised upon learning that Kario found it was weird being around his parents after all those years again and that apparently the young male felt awkward in his own home and around his own parents who were nothing but nice to their son. At first it made no sense to him at all but when he started to think about it he could see why this might be the case. “Is it because it feels familiar but unfamiliar at the same time because of the distance time has created?” he asked. “Or would you say that it is more so because they don’t know where you have been those five years and that whole brothel thing?” he asked quietly as there must be a reason for this and if they figured out the reason they might be able to find a solution that would make the other man feel comfortable and at ease around his parents again.

 

 

Nodding he smiled at his young lover widely when he repeated ‘A surprise’ when told that Ashfield had something planned for him. “Yes. A surprise.” He confirmed again pressing a kiss to his boyfriend’s cheeks while they were walking. The smile turned into a somewhat dirty grin when Kario seemed extremely eager to be able to go wild on him later however he’d lie if he said that he wasn’t looking forward to the young man riding him like there was no tomorrow as well. It was definitely a pleasant prospect for the night.

 

When his boyfriend’s father said that he shouldn’t bother about the window but that he was more surprised that he had managed to open it the governor smiled, a little awkwardly maybe. “I have to admit that I’ve been a little violent with it, I really got ambitious to open it.” He confessed. “I’ll definitely pay for it though; everything else would make me feel bad and just wrong.” The blond man said and was putting a rather high check on the coffee table as he had no idea what a window costs.

 

The time seemed to pass by rather quickly while they talked more about his lover before Kario’s mother started to talk about the young man’s sister who apparently was pregnant and building a family. Ashfield congratulated Edni to being a grandmother but the slightly worried gaze the black haired was giving him didn’t escape him and it made him feel awkward. Ever since he had let it show that he had wanted to have a family and was a little depressed that he couldn’t from time to time the man seemed to worry that it would make him feel bad every time he was confronted with the subject of people getting kids and creating a family although there wasn’t really a reason to. He could handle hearing it although it might make him feel blue in a sense what also didn’t mean that he couldn’t be happy for other people.

 

After some hours they said goodbye to the other’s parents and headed back to the car. “Amazing, my car is still there and it seems to be complete as well.” He commented relieved about this because he had not felt too well to park it there. Michalski who was following them grinned at the remark before he pretended to not listen to their conversation again.

 

As they arrived at the car and the governor had opened it what made the doors swing open like wings he heard Kario say that he would make and amazing uncle and that he couldn’t wait for him to meet his sister as he thought that they’d probably get along well. This was highly likely as from what the other had told him about the young woman he liked her attitude and had a positive impression of her. The part about his lover thinking that he’d make a great uncle made his cheeks blush slightly though. “You think so? That’s sweet of you to say.” The blond said. “But I doubt that your sister would consider me an uncle to her child. She doesn’t know me after all, I’ll probably just be some guy for her you happen to be with.” He suspected as he couldn’t really imagine that Kario’s sister would see a part of her family in him. “Anyway, you can invite her to the mansion any time.” The governor told the other smiling.

 

When they had gotten into the car he was locking the doors from within right away this time, looking back to Michalski who nodded into his direction. He turned the music player on for a better atmosphere while they had to drive through those parts of the city Ashfield had never been before and that were everything but nice. It was some mix of country songs that he usually played in the car without much thought until he realised that he had never asked Kario if he even liked it or what kind of music he listened to. “Is the music alright for you? If it’s not your thing, we can listen to something else or just turn on the radio.” He asked curious to hear what the young man liked to listen to.

 

Having left behind that part of the city Ashfield drove into a different direction as he would if he were to drive back to the mansion. Instead he drove into the direction of the city centre but before they reached it he stopped at a small restaurant and shop for gourmet food. “I’ll be right back.” The blond said and left his lover in the car together with Michalski for a couple of minutes before he returned with a huge basket full of different foods. The smell was spreading in the car and Michalski who was sitting right next to it was now giving the basket the stares while his stomach was rumbling. The governor smiled at Kario when he turned on the engine again and went further into the city centre following the signs to their destination.

 

Arriving at a huge park he drove onto the parking space at the entrance where the private owner who had bought the land from the government had now placed counters where one could pay to enter. Ashfield parked his car in the shadow and turned towards the young man. “You said you wanted to make a pick-nick, so here we are. This afternoon is perfect for it and the weather seems to be on our side as well.” He told him followed by another rumble of Michalski’s stomach.

[Sathenus]

"That's a lot to compromise on though..." Kario murmured as his dark eyes remained locked on the older man. There wasn't any guy that he knew who would be okay with sacrificing so much in order to make such a relationship work, since clearly the one who did like anal sex whether as a top or bottom would be giving up the most in such a compromise. It was hard if not impossible for him to see such a thing work out in the end feeling that the other party would eventually get to frustrated to be able to keep it up. "Unless it was more like an open relationship and whenever the other needed more they could seek it from someone else. But I don't know anyone who'd be okay with that type of relationship either." He added after a moment.

 

A small understanding smile crossed his face when Devon told him at one point he had been with a guy who was versatile but it didn't work out as he had soon found the other boring. "For men like that it's understandable. But I definitely don't find you boring." Which was completely true, Devon was far from boring to him. Though he understood how a versatile man could find his boyfriend boring and not like being restricted to just one position. That did seem to be the charm of being versatile, being able to enjoy either position depending on what they were feeling at the time.

 

"Why did you feel that way?" Kario asked a little curious as to why his boyfriend had at one point felt that feminine and flamboyant gay men like the drag queen Sven had dated made a mockery of the gay community. There were tons of different types of gay men, and he had run into quite a few that enjoyed cross-dressing, whether it was only for their partner or in their everyday life. Not all of them seemed feminine or flamboyant to him. But he knew such feminine and flamboyant people as well, and that was why he had known that the politician was not into such men. It didn't however explain to him why he had felt that way about them even if he was more mature now and didn't feel the same way. "It's great that he was so nice though. Being incredibly nice to people, even people who may not like him is probably something he's used to doing and comes quite easily. Maybe even without actually realizing he's doing it."

 

A soft sigh was his response when Devon told him that he didn't usually think about it. How could he not? It was still a huge possibility and even being told that he forwarded such emails to the police and one man had already been sentenced didn't make him feel better. If anything, it just made him worry even more. If someone could be sentenced off an email alone that meant that there had been true intention behind what was said, and that made his heart ache painfully. At the same time Kario knew Devon didn't want him worrying about this, he could tell by the way the older man looked at him and spoke. Nuzzling into the other's chest he let his eyes drift shut, deciding he didn't want to discuss the topic anymore because the more they spoke about it the more he wanted to cling to his lover and never let go.

 

"You and I see it as a stupid reason, but he hadn't. According to my old friend he had warned his daughter that if she went through with the marriage she'd never hear from them again and to not contact them for anything. She didn't care and went through with it. No one will let their parents stand between them and someone who truly makes them happy." He replied with a small smile. At that point Kario noticed the smiles that had crossed his own parents faces as well, they clearly agreed and he was glad that they did. There was even a small part of him that was sure that despite Devon being with him that the man's father wouldn't do that to him either.

 

"It's very easily both." Kario admitted with a sheepish smile. The time that had passed made this feel familiar but unfamiliar at the same time, as well as the fact that they didn't know where he had been or what he had been through those five years. It all added together to make him feel awkward and uncomfortable being around his parents or in the home he had grown up in. Despite knowing that they had both welcomed him back with open arms and still very clearly loved him and wanted him to be around and a part of their lives again. That didn't change how it made him feel though, he wanted to be able to be around them and be comfortable, but it didn't really seem possible right now.

 

 

"I do believe I mentioned you had nothing to worry about and that it would still be here just as you left it when you went inside." Kario commented with an amused look on his face. He was glad that Devon was happy to see his car was just fine, but at the same time he felt his worry had been for nothing to begin with. The younger man truly didn't feel like this was a bad neighborhood, despite it's condition or the part of the city it was located in and felt that Devon's worry was for nothing.

 

Slipping into the man's car as he spoke and noticing the soft blush made his own smile grow as he beamed at the older man. "I really do. You'd be an amazing uncle, I'm positive of that." He said with a nod and reaching over to the other for a moment before he got comfortable and buckled up. When he said that he didn't think his sister would consider him an uncle to her child he gave his boyfriend a curious look. "You're my boyfriend, and the most important person in my life. I'm sure she'd see you as an uncle to her child, and if she doesn't then she just hasn't seen how much you mean to me or how much a part of our family you already are." That was how he felt about it. Kario was sure his sister would be more than open to Devon and consider him very much family to her and her child. If she didn't, he'd stop at nothing to make sure she did. "I'll have to do so sometime. It'd be good for her and for you." He really was open to inviting her to the mansion some time to hang out with her, get caught up and for the three of them to spend time together. Maybe even four if she decided to bring her fiance... or husband? Kario had to admit he forgot to ask if she was married yet as he had been to interested in the news that he'd be an uncle in a few months.

 

"The music is perfectly fine." Kario replied resting his hand over the other man's for a brief moment, not wanting to distract him to much. Music to him had always been background noise, but he certainly didn't mind what his boyfriend had playing and actually found it nice. His gaze moved to the car window and he watched the scenery go buy as Devon drove. Not being familiar with the city anymore he wasn't even aware that the man wasn't heading back towards the mansion and was heading for something else instead. Though he had not remotely forgotten about his surprise and he was suddenly very interested to find out what it was.

 

"So what's my surprise?" He asked suddenly turning to look at his boyfriend once more. It was a few minutes later they had pulled up in front of a small restaurant where Devon had spoke leaving him in the car alone with Michalski once more. When the governor returned a bit later with a large basket of food he felt his mouth water instantly as the smell filled the vehicle. "That smells amazing!" He commented excitedly as Devon turned the car back on and began to drive once more after giving him a smile.

 

Upon reaching their next stop he looked towards the counters and realized that it must be the park they had talked about the day before. This made him even more curious and he was about to turn to Devon and ask why they were here when the older man was already speaking. At the sound of a picnic he got even more excited and the spark in his eyes returned at the prospect alone. "Sounds perfect!" He said happily clearly ready to get out of the car for them to go inside and have their picnic though he was not unaware of the grumbling coming from the bodyguard's stomach.

 

Excitedly he waited slipped out of the car but not before leaning over to kiss Devon quickly. Waiting for the older man to join him and practically bouncing on his heels while he was waiting. A smile was clearly on his face as their eyes met again. "A picnic might seem cliche to most but I really do love the idea. It's simple, and romantic, something that I really do love." He commented.

[-Hideki-]

“Certainly.” Devon commented when Kario said that it would be a lot to compromise on in such a relationship. “But it might work. If the one party agreed to have anal sex once in a while for the sake of the other party and the other party kept mostly to other stuff for the other persons sake and both of them experimented to find ways around it, it might have a chance to work... somehow...maybe .... or not.” The blond thought. “It definitely would be better for both parts to be with someone sexually compatible to them though. Then again it’s not my problem.” Ashfield found but in the end he didn’t really care. This was yet one problem he didn’t have and didn’t have to bother with. At the mentioning of open relationships he screwed up his nose. “Who’d want that? It’s not a real committed relationship in my eyes anymore anyway .It’s sleeping around.” The blond found. “I know there are people who do this, for very few it might work then more power to them, but that is something completely unappealing to me. If I was asked how I felt about opening the relationship and knew my partner was thinking about this and wanting this I’d break up and go find someone who would only want to be with me and to whom I’d be enough and satisfying sexually.” The politician let his lover know.

 

The governor laughed when Kario said that for a man like this it was understandable to find him boring. “Ja, I got it too.” The blond said. “It still didn’t feel good to be told to be boring in bed.” He admitted that it had not been the greatest feeling. He grabbed the young male by his waist though when he said that he was everything but boring to him. “I hope so.” He commented pulling the man into a deep kiss. “It’s one thing to hear it from a sex friend but from a partner it would be cruel.” He said with a laugh kissing the other again. “So I hope I’ll never start to bore you.”

 

It was a good question as to why he had felt like that back then and he wasn’t sure if he understood all of it himself. “Because those were the stereotypes I as a gay guy got confronted with, those were the caricatures on TV, the laughing stocks, the way people made fun of someone who was gay and neither was I like that nor did I want other people to associate me with this.” He explained. “And then there was the feeling I got that those weren’t real men the way they behaved. What was probably my upbringing shining through! Plus, I defined my own gayness as being a masculine guy into masculinity, manliness and all that and they didn’t fit the picture. In the end it had a lot more to do with me and my own thoughts and finding my place and all that jazz than with those guys.” The governor tried to explain. “It’s definitely nothing I am proud of.” He added.

 

Nodding when the other said that being nice to people even if they didn’t like him had probably been something that Sven’s ex from their university days had been used to and he had done automatically he sighed. “He indeed had to deal with a lot of hostility and shit, mostly from straight people I suppose and it really doesn’t make it better that I showed antipathy too even if I was not openly hostile to him.” The blond admitted.

 

Seeing his boyfriend’s and the man’s parent’s smile when the young man said that no one would let their parents get in the way of being with someone who truly made them happy, felt like a slap into his face. The politician had let his father and his career getting into the way of being with someone he had truly loved and who had made him happy. He had given up what he had had with Jeff to build a token family on his father’s input. Sure he had made the decision in favour of his career himself but his old man had been the pushing force behind it. Devon had let his father come in the way of many things and he had way too often not spoken up and not followed through with his own path and own wants and needs. And the natural way in which Kario had said this and how his parents seemed to see it the same way made him feel uncomfortable in that moment because he had actually done what they thought no one would do. So he didn’t say anything, he just grinned stupidly when he tried to fling a smile.

 

When the young man said that it was actually both that made him feel tense and uncomfortable in his parent’s home he sighed and rubbed the bridge of his nose. “Well, I know you don’t want to talk to them about where you have actually been and what happened during those years and you know I absolutely understand it but if keeping this a secret actually makes you uncomfortable and makes you feel as though you can’t truly relax around them and it’s affecting the relationship negatively maybe telling them sooner or later and laying the cards onto the table would be a better solution in the long run.” He suggested. “In any case, whatever you decide I will support your decision.”

 

 

“I had to see it to believe it.” He answered when Kario remarked that he had told him that his car would be just fine. And even now that he saw it he still felt like it might just have been a lucky day and maybe next time he weren’t so lucky. The billionaire didn’t feel safe or comfortable in the area and it would probably take time if it would ever even happen.

 

The way Kario beamed at him when he told him that he really did believe that he would be an amazing uncle only made the blush on his cheeks more intense and he cursed that reaction especially since he knew Michalski was seeing it.

After he had stated why he thought that his boyfriend’s sister would not see him as an uncle to her kid his lover objected saying that he was the most important person in his life and that he was sure his sister saw him as a part of his family too and if not the other would make it clear to her how much part of the family he was. It made his heart race and butterflies flying in his stomach to hear this as a large smile appeared on his face. “I’d love to be part of your family.” The man said but he feared that it wouldn’t be that easy to be accepted as part of the family somehow, because he was who he was.

 

He chuckled when the black haired stated that he definitely had to invite his sister to mansion and that it’d be good for her and for him. “You really must know that we are on the same wavelength if you think that us meeting up would be this beneficial.” The governor commented a little curious as to why the other was so certain that him and his sister meeting up would be this great.

 

Smiling at Kario when he felt the young man’s hand on his own and heard him say that the music was perfectly fine he was glad to hear that the other liked or at least wasn’t opposed to his music. “It’s actually good to hear this because I have no idea what your generation listens to.” He confessed laughingly.

A cheeky smile was to see on his face when his boyfriend asked about what surprise he had for him now. “You’ll find out soon enough.” He just said turning his gaze back onto the streets.

 

 

Upon arriving at the park it didn’t take long for his boyfriend to recognise the park and as soon as Devon had told him why he had driven them there he could see the young male’s face light up and the excitement in his eyes. It made the governor smile to see that his surprise drew the positive reaction from his lover he had hoped for. Before they both got out of the car, followed by Michalski, Kario kissed him rather quickly and Ashfield could already feel the enthusiasm which got even clearer when they left the car and the black haired was practically bouncing up and down on his feet while Devon got the basket full of food out of the car.

 

It only made him smile more when he locked the car and walked around to the other, taking his hand to head into the direction of the counters. What the man then said about that a picnic being cliché but how he loved the idea and how romantic and simplistic it was it didn’t surprise Devon. “I know that you love this, you told me.” He said. “That’s why I decided that we’ll do this today. It’s the perfect weather after all.” The governor found, smiling back at the other, kissing his cheeks while they were walking.

 

When they reached the counter and were standing in line after three other parties who wanted to enter he heard an angry sounding female voice behind his back. “Governor!?” she exclaimed half questioning and he could see how Michalski was already preparing for the worst. Devon turned around and looked into black eyes that looked mad and a wild mane of untamed curly hair. “Yes, Ma’am how can I help you!” he said politely Michalski stepping forward to assure distance was kept. The woman had a toddler on her arm, a child in primary school age on her hand a teenage daughter next to her.

“This place is discriminatory!” she shouted. And internally Devon wanted to hit his head against a wall and leave her standing there to not listen to her complaints. “How so?” he asked instead. “My daughter here...” she pointed at the teenaged girl:”... and her friends have been denied access to this park several times, the lady at the counter saying she wasn’t allowed to let them in suspecting them to be involved with crimes and drugs. “Maybe it’s a misunde.....” he tried to say something but she wouldn’t let him. “A misunderstanding? A misunderstanding? This is not a misunderstanding this is discrimination. This was the reason you did this with that park anyway, that kids like my daughter will be excluded from it. It’s segregation! You probably are proud of it too. It fits you and what you inherited from your ancestors.” She screamed at him in fury and he had no idea how to get her to calm down, she even got closer and closer leading MIchalski to grab her wrist and push her away what made her scream again:”Don’t touch me ! Don’t you use violence against me! Have you all seen this!?” she turned to the other people around who looked like they would have loved a bucket full of popcorn. “Ma’am, calm down please. He is just here to assure my safety and I assure you that I don’t want anything bad to happen to your daughter and I definitely don’t want her to get excluded from anything.” The blond at least tried but it didn’t work, she accused him of the same thing over and over again.

 

This was until another mother stepped in. She shoved a buggy with a baby inside and an obese young boy was walking next to her with a dog on a leash and an ice-cream cone. She was wearing a baseball cap over her poorly bleached hair and wore a shirt with the confederate flag on it. “Come on Anna, you know as good as I that your girl is a trouble maker, leave the governor alone. I have a much better feeling now that I know there is security in the park and everything is cleaned and there are no thugs hanging around here anymore.” She barged into the dispute apparently not minding the attention this had already created and that some people were recording this with their phones. Then she turned to Devon. “I’m her neighbour Christine and let m tell you her daughter’s boyfriend is a drug dealer who got arrested lately so the lady on the counter is totally right.” She said and the other woman got incredibly angry again. “He is not her boyfriend anymore and how is she to blame for this, she didn’t even know, I didn’t know either or I wouldn’t have allowed her to meet him. She is a good child. Better than your fat son who smeared insults over the whole street. And everyone knows you’re a racist, just look at that shirt.” She shouted back at her and Devon didn’t know if he should be thankful for the fact that the both of them were now attacking each other, leaving him out of it or if this made it worse. “I’m not a racist, you know I am not, I don’t care about race, I am a patriot! And my son is just a really creative boy and likes to beautifully paint the street with sidewalk chalk. Which the rain washes away easily and is not illegal! I bought it for him at Walmart.” the plump lady said.

 

Ashfield decided to do something about it when the dyed blond lady accused the other one’s kids of having stolen their garden gnome and that it was prove that the people who owned the park were right to not let her kids in and that the governor was the best they had had since a long time and she was feeling more protected in her streets from the friends of the woman’s daughter half of whom according to her were in prison what the other woman denied claiming that the other family would steal toilet paper at public toilets because they found it too expensive and that there was always loud noises coming out of their house at night and the whole neighbourhood was fed up with them.

 

“Ladies! Ladies!” he said and had to raise his voice so that they even heard him. “I’m all for a lively debate but I am afraid I really don’t have time for this now as I am here as a private person and I would like to enjoy my free day.” The blond said and the fake blond lady nodded immediately. “Exactly! You shouldn’t bother the governor. He does great deeds for the state.” She said and the other woman wanted to protest when Devon raised his voice again. “And I am sorry Ma’am that there is a problem and I would encourage you to file your complaint to the owner of the park as this is private owned so there is nothing I can do because it doesn’t fall into the responsibility of the government. I hope this can be solved so that everyone will be happy again. I wish you a lovely day you two.” He told them and pulled Kario along quickly to the counter to pay for the entrance when he heard the angry woman shouting after him:”You are the reason it is private owned in the first place! You are at fault! It is your responsibility! “

While the other one was waving after him. “I’ll definitely vote for you again!” she said and she nudged her elbow onto her fat son’s shoulder. “Goodbye governor. We vote for you!” he said, his mother going ‘Awww’ at that but when the boy was waving his hand the ice cream landed on the ground and he was staring at an empty cone starting to cry while his dog was licking off the ice-cream from the ground. Devon waved back to a his voters and gave them a smile before they finally managed to enter the park.

 

“I’m sorry.” He apologised to Kario. “Now you know why the bodyguard is necessary and the idea of showing yourself in public with me probably isn’t that exciting anymore either I suppose.” The blond said but he couldn’t hide his face all the time. “Let’s search for the most covered and empty place in the whole park. Preferably in the shadow.” The blond suggested drawing a laugh from Michalski.

[Sathenus]

"I just can't see any guy being willing to compromise so much just to be able to have anal sex once in awhile only for their partner not to be able to enjoy it." Kario replied with a small shrug. It was hard for him to see a relationship like that working or finding anyone willing to give up so much only for them to have anal sex once in awhile. He also found it hard to believe that the other would be okay with that knowing their partner either just didn't or wasn't capable of enjoying it. When Devon said that it wasn't his problem he sighed and nodded. That was certainly true, he after all clearly enjoyed anal sex, and so did the older man so it really wasn't their problem. That didn't mean it wasn't something he was thinking about and wondering how such relationships could even remotely work. The reaction his boyfriend had at the mention of an open relationship made him give the other a small understanding smile. It was easy to understand where the governor was coming from, and he wholeheartedly agreed. But he knew not everyone felt the same way. "You certainly don't have to worry about that, handsome. I'm sure I've already made my claim on you very clear, and if I have no intention of sharing you with another then I don't have any intention to share myself with others either." He commented with a smirk.

 

"It's his loss." Kario responded with a spark in his eyes. If the other man had been bored by Devon in bed and had not been able to see what he had right in front of him, it was the other's loss. He on the other hand very much enjoyed the sex they had and didn't find him remotely boring. But Kario was aware that this could be due to the fact that he was a total bottom with no intention of or interest in topping anyone. Being pulled against the other by his hips the smirk that had formed on his face just a moment ago seemed to grow at his boyfriend's words. Happily he returned the kiss, and a bit eagerly he had deepened it wanting the kiss to last a bit before it broke and he heard Devon speaking again. "I am positive that you won't." He said in a tone that made it sound quite certain. He really didn't think Devon would ever begin to bore him.

 

It was rather intently that the younger man listened to his boyfriend explain to him why he had felt that way about Sven's at the time boyfriend. It honestly made him feel bad, both for Devon and any of the men that had been on the other end of those feelings. A large part of him hoped that the only one who was really aware of Devon's feelings towards those type of men at that time in his life was now himself and Sven. At the same time it was understandable in certain ways, even if it wasn't something he approved of at least he could begin to understand where the older man was coming from. "I don't feel like those men dressing up that way or acting they way they do makes them any less manly. If anything it takes a lot of courage to do what they do, being gay and all is hard enough. Being gay and having enough love in yourself and who you are to dress up the way drag queens do is something that's... almost admirable." Kario said though he knew that the politician may still not feel that way. But it was how he saw it, how he saw those types of men. Sure he didn't like their more feminine and flamboyant attitudes, it was hard for him to stand sometimes. But that wasn't the part he was talking about at the moment. "The fact that people see them negatively and try to make fun of the gay community by using men like that is just sad and a bit upsetting. Anyone should be able to be who they are without the fear of judgement. I know that will never be the case, and that we are lucky that being a gay man is as accepted as it is considering how things have been in the past, but it's still upsetting. To think that we still face so much judgement. It just means that as a community we all need to stand by each other even more. I am super happy that you have moved past that thought process though, and I know you aren't proud of it. But acknowledging the feelings behind why you had felt that way and being able to share them with me just proves how much you've grown as a person." That was how he saw it. Devon had been able to share another part of him that had been negative at the time, but was now behind him. Even if the older man wasn't proud of that part of his past, or even if some of those feelings remained underneath, he had been able to accept and acknowledge that at one point those feelings had been prominent. But that now he had been able to move on and come to realize that it wasn't really the case.

 

"Depending on how good of a drag queen he was I can see why he'd get hostility from straight men. Especially once they realized for sure that he wasn't a woman." He mused. It was still sad, but it was understandable as well. It didn't make him happy to know that straight men had reacted with hostility towards the the man and that Devon too had been hostile even if not to him directly. The world was already divided enough, he just couldn't understand why it was so hard to accept everyone for the way they were. At the same time, he knew there were some people who bothered him and that it was just an instant reaction that he never thought about but was just present. It was such reactions though that was stopping the world from becoming one again, and stopping people from getting along and not being divided by something as silly as sexual orientation.

 

The reaction he received from telling Devon it had been both wasn't really reassuring, if anything it made him feel like this wasn't something he'd ever be able to get over. That felt even more true when Devon told him that if keeping where he had been and what he had done for the past five years a secret actually makes him feel uncomfortable around his parents and as though he cannot relax with them that he should consider telling them at some point. A frown crossed his face and he glanced away from the older man. "I don't want them to think poorly of me... or to lecture me on how I could have come home if I had been in such a poor situation." He mumbled feeling his heart ache at the thought of telling his parents what he had done. There was a huge sense of shame that overcame him whenever he thought about how he had come to end up with the brothel. Something he felt like he would never truly be able to get over.

 

 

His smile only seemed to grow when he saw how Devon's face flushed a darker shade of red when he had expressed once more how he thought the older man would make an amazing uncle. There was no denying that he still loved the way the man looked when he was embarrassed, if for no other reason that because it proved to him that Devon was capable of being more than just a strong politician showing only certain emotions. But he also knew that Michalski seeing him blush was probably only making this whole situation worse, so he was going to do his best to not make it any worse than it already was.

 

"I'm definitely glad to hear that." Kario said his eyes showing how much it meant to him. It was probably one of the most important things he had ever heard his boyfriend say to him, expressing that he'd love to be part of his family. It made his heart skip a beat and he felt like there were butterflies in his stomach. It was a pleasing feeling though, not unpleasant. It was also something he hadn't realized he had wanted to hear, especially since he had already expressed to his boyfriend that he wanted to be part of the older man's family as well no matter how broken it was. The governor's family was broken, but it wasn't something he felt was too broken to try to become a part of. Even if the other's father didn't particularly like him, he had hope that maybe in the future he'd be able to see him as more than just a whore or someone who wanted his son's money. Since he in no way wanted Devon's money, and even if he had at one point been a whore he wasn't anymore and had no intention of repeating it.

 

"I just think the two of you would have a lot in common, and thus even a brief meeting would be quite beneficial for us." Kario replied when his lover expressed how he felt like they were on the same wavelength. It was true though, he truly felt like Devon and his sister would get along great and that it would be as if they were friends from the moment she arrived. There was of course that small chance he was wrong, if she had changed more in the last five years than he had thought. But he truly hoped not as he really wanted them to hit it off and get along. That wasn't to say it wasn't possible for them to end up getting along really well even if it didn't happen immediately, but it'd be so much easier if it did.

 

"I normally don't listen to anything." Kario admitted with a shrug upon Devon explaining he didn't really know what anyone from his generation listened too. "It's just another one of those things that always made me an outcast among a lot of people my age. I've never been big into music, though I don't mind it sometimes." He added with another shrug. This was something he didn't mind, and country music was a bit soothing sometimes. But he wasn't in general a fan of any kind, it was more of whatever someone else was listening to he wouldn't object. But it wasn't something he ever turned on himself.

 

An exasperated groan escaped him when instead of telling him what his surprise was Devon instead told him he'd find out soon enough. "But I want to know!" He whined. Being patient and waiting for surprises were not his strong points, and his excitement to figure out what it was only seemed to get more and more intense the further they went and closer they got to their destination.

 

 

There was still a clearly happy bounce in his step when Devon had taken his hand and was leading him towards the counter where they could get in line to pay for entrance to the park. The kiss on his cheek only made him beam happily up at the older man, "I'm definitely a bit over excited for something as simple as a picnic. But no one has ever actually been up for having one, they always thought it would be boring."

 

When a voice broke through what had for a little while been just small talk as the line moved and the people before them were granted entrance his dark eyes moved towards the woman who had spoke just as Devon turned towards her as well. The excitement he had been feeling instantly vanished and the bounce that Kario had still had while waiting in line vanished instantly as well. He just stood there absolutely still beside his boyfriend his hand tightening in the other's for a moment before the blonde addressed her rather politely. The accusation she had against the park and the lady working the counter made no sense to him, his eyes moving to her teenager daughter. Though he tried not to judge himself he was able to understand to an extent why the woman had been unable to offer this woman's daughter and her friend entry to the park. Especially since she was working for someone who had clearly made sure that the lady knew who she could and could not admit in order to keep the park clean and peaceful. At the same time, being someone who didn't want to pass judgement to others without knowing them felt it was wrong to deny them entry unless they had already proven that they could not be trusted to behave themselves within the park.

 

The more she spoke the more he felt his excitement for their picnic diminish until he was just ready to go, whether that was into the park or home. He had sighed and leaned against the other slightly as he waited a little impatiently for Devon to become his again and for him to have the man's attention to himself once more. When Michalski had stepped in to keep distance between her and his boyfriend he felt like this was only going to get worse, when another woman stepped forward he didn't feel himself remotely relieved that she had done so. In the back of his mind Kario felt like this could only end in disaster. He barely listened to anything the two women were saying to each other, though it was clearly drawing attention from those around him making him even less happy.

 

It was only a matter of time before the older man had seemed to decide he needed to step in again, and though Kario was still not interested and would rather have used this chance for them to get away he didn't speak or object. He was happy to hear that Devon told them both that he was here as a private person and thus didn't have time for this right now. It did reignite a small spark of excitement and he was ready to tug him towards the counter for them to continue with the picnic Devon had planned for them while acting like this interruption had not happened. Before Kario really had a chance to react though he was pulled along quickly towards the counter. This made him ignore that the woman had called after them that Devon was the reason the park was now privately owned and thus it was his fault and responsibility.

 

In the end he didn't care who the woman blamed for the fact that her daughter and the teenager's friends were not allowed into the park so long as he was able to have a peaceful picnic with his boyfriend. Once they were finally given entrance and it seemed like things were now behind them his hand gripped the other's tighter once more and he smiled up at him. "No matter what anyone says or does I will always be excited to be by your side, whether in public or in private." Kario replied offering the blonde an encouraging smile. Sure it wasn't the most pleasant experience, but it wasn't like every time they were in public together that it would be accompanied by a negative experience. The suggestion of finding the most covered and empty place in the park made him smile, especially when he heard the laugh from Michalski.

 

"Sounds great." He replied as he glanced around trying to decide what direction they should go in. It was a few moments he stood there scanning the park before them before he moved towards their left tugging the older man along as he kept holding his boyfriend's hand. It took a couple of minutes before he found a nice place where there wasn't anyone around and it was in the shade of a large oak tree that he felt would be the perfect spot especially as he lead him towards the back side of the tree away from the path. "How's this spot?" He asked the other looking up at Devon with a questioning gaze. It was definitely cooler in the shadow of the tree, but he really liked it considering it was still comfortable. The spot was grassy making it a good place for them to relax and enjoy a nice picnic while also enjoying the fresh air.

 

Leaning up he pressed their lips together for a quick moment, "Let's not focus on what happened out there. We can put it behind us, enjoy the rest of our afternoon and our picnic before we head home." I no way whatsoever did Kario want that woman and what had happened to get between them and having a good afternoon and rest of their day together.

[-Hideki-]

Shrugging he looked at his young lover when he told him that he just couldn’t see how anyone would be willing to make such compromises. “The idea doesn’t sound pleasant nor satisfying to me either but people compromise and go to enormous length if they are in love with someone and don’t want to lose the special connection they have with this person that they are willing to make sacrifices. That doesn’t mean that they will be able to follow through with it or that they actually achieve functionality and can reach happiness like this.” The blond man said. “I personally wouldn’t compromise this.” He told the young man. “It would be too much of a sacrifice to make again. I have restrained myself long enough, not for a lover but for the sake of my career and I wouldn’t want to go there again.” The governor said. He had starved himself sexually for so long that he wouldn’t be willing or able to do so again in another sense so such a partner wouldn’t be an option for him. But since he was with Kario who enjoyed having anal sex with him he didn’t have to concern himself with such matters and the black haired didn’t have to either.

 

The understanding smile Kario gave him when he had commented on open relationships made him feel better because he figured that the other shared or at least got his outlook on this. When his boyfriend spoke telling him that he didn’t need to worry and that he had already made clear that he wouldn’t want to share him and neither had the intention to give himself to another man than Ashfield either. “I hope so because I wouldn’t share you. I am possessive. I want to have all of you. It’s either all or nothing; I admit being a radical when it comes to this.” He said in a playful tone but this didn’t smaller the truth behind what he was saying in any way. The mere question for an open relationship would be a massive red flag to him, a no-go and he’d be out immediately.

 

A smirk was to see on his face and there was a spark in his golden eyes too that made them shine like coins when Kario said that he was sure that the politician would never bore him in the bedroom. “You know, I d

 

The smile he displayed was a little sheepish when he nodded after his younger lover had expressed that he didn’t find men like Benjamin to be any less of a man and said that it actually took a lot of courage for them to express themselves like that. “You’re right about that. Being ones’ authentic-self against all odds no matter if the majority of people disapproves and reacts negatively as well as some men from the own community like I did back then takes courage and a lot of strength too I suppose.” The blond man admitted. He could see that now but back then he had been blind to it and had been caught too much in that mindset he had had to see or to think about any of that.

“I generally think that as long as it doesn’t interfere with the rights of others or harms someone else who one is and what one does is not of anyone else’s business. And in the end those guys harm absolutely no one and they aren’t affecting me and my life by being who they are even if I have wrongly felt that they did in the past.” The blond agreed. A smile was to see on his face when Kario told him that he thought that considering the judgement and condemnation they still faced in society that they needed to stand together as a community. “This is true. We shouldn’t fight amongst each other within the LGBT community; no matter who we are by fighting against one another in the end we’ll hurt ourselves by doing that too.” The governor stated with a small smile on his lips. He laughed when his boyfriend talked about how much Ashfield had grown as a person since back then. “It would have been bad if I had stagnated at the mindset I had in my early twenties at almost forty.” The governor said jokingly, looking into the black haired male’s dark brown eyes. “But although I have said it before I’ll say it again: You are much more mature now than I have been at your age. I was still half a child in a sense if you will.”

 

“I won’t say I am an expert on this but I think he was a pretty decent drag-queen. Without the costume he looked like what Sven called ‘an elven prince’ and in his costume he looked more feminine and beautiful than most women do.” The blond told Kario. “But since he usually only wore it at shows or in the club I don’t think that many straight men confused him for a woman. Since he didn’t appear in his everyday life in what was his fictional character and costume. He however appeared as an incredibly effeminate man and got picked on for that.” Devon thought although he got what his lover was getting at. “However I saw Sven and him kissing while he was dressed up like this after one of his shows and it weirded me out somehow. It did because to the eye it looked like he, Sven, was just kissing a woman.” The governor remembered.

 

 

A sigh escaped him and he gave his boyfriend an understanding look. “Believe me I understand and I see why you don’t want to tell them, I wouldn’t want to either.” He told him. “But even if they lecture you or ask you why you decided to not come home, this is one moment, it’s temporary and will pass and you can sort it out. If however it bothers you to keep it secret, what it doesn’t have to of course, but if it does this feeling will stay as long as you don’t talk about it with them and it’ll not go away and influence your relationship with your parents more negatively as an uncomfortable temporary reaction or even them being disappointed for a moment ever could.” Devon thought squeezing the man’s hand to make his presence known physically as well.

 

Beaming at Kario Ashfield’s lips formed a wide smile and he looked over to him when he could spare a moment whilst driving. “I am glad that you consider me to be and want me to be a part of your family.” The blond expressed and he really was happy about this. Kario’s family was an actual family much unlike his own and he had wished for being with a partner and having such a family since a long time. His smile stayed on his lips when his lover told him that he thought that Devon and his sister just had a lot in common and hence he felt like a meeting of them would be beneficial.”If that’s so I can’t wait to get to know her.” He let the other know, getting more curious about her upon hearing they shared many similarities.

 

There was clear surprise written all over his face when his boyfriend told him he wasn’t that into music and didn’t actively listen to anything. That was unexpected and he had never heard anyone say that. “That’s certainly uncommon.” The blond said after Kario had let him know that this had been one of the things making him an outcast. “I always enjoyed music.” The governor informed the other. “Though what I listen to wasn’t that popular amongst other’s my age when I have been in school.” He told his younger lover. “I just really like country music though. I always did. And it’s nothing I’d have from my father either as he primarily listens to classical music. He also goes to the opera.... Can you imagine my father in the opera?” he asked slightly amused.

 

 

It cheered him up again somewhat and he smiled at Kario when his lover told him that no matter what he would always be excited to be together with him no in public as well as in private. “It’s incredibly sweet of you to say so.” He found and then continued to speak. “But you don’t have to pretend that this is not annoying and bothersome. People recognise me and it leads to all kinds of situations. There are some really pleasant moments as well which I wouldn’t want to miss but often it’s just annoying in that moment or it’s uncomfortable and tiring like this situation right now. But I also can’t ignore people like that or be rude or say I didn’t care or anything because that would be poison to my career.” The blond explained.

 

The governor was glad that the black haired seemed to not mind to go somewhere quiet and hide in the shadow from angry women to be able to enjoy their picnic in peace just the two of them .... well and Michalski of course. When he realised that his lover was already searching for a place he decided to leave this to him and it didn’t take long and he was pulled after the black haired until they found a huge oak tree in a quite area of the park. “Seems perfect!” Devon stated with a smile pressing a kiss onto his boyfriend’s cheek when asked how this spot was.

 

Seconds after that his lips were kissed and he returned the kiss gently behaving himself because they were in the park where everyone could see them every time and him devouring his boyfriend would probably not be seen as good manners and respectful towards the other people around. A large smile was crossing his face hearing Kario suggest to not focus on what had happened at the counter and to leave it behind them to enjoy their afternoon.”I have already forgotten about it.” The governor said, his golden eyes looking into the brown ones as he smiled happily at his boyfriend.

 

This time he dragged the black haired along under the oak tree and he placed the basket onto the ground pulling a smaller and thinner blanket out of it. “I even have a checked blanket, if that’s not cliché I don’t know what is.” The governor jested and then added with a thoughtful expression. “It could also be one of Clarence’s sweat-vets though.” He joked starting to place the food onto the blanket. Ashfield had croissants, waffles, scones, honey, marmalade, maple syrup exotic fruits, bread, cheese and caviar and champagne! “I didn’t know what you’d like so I just bought a variety of different foods.” He told the other and then looked to Michalski who silently leant on the oak tree observing the area. “Michalski!” Devon called him and the man turned his gaze towards him questioningly. “Can you catch?” he asked holding a croissant up in the air. The bodyguard nodded and Ashfield threw it over to him. The man caught it with ease, gave Devon a smile, a thumbs up before he turned his gaze to the park again starting to eat. “So, what would you like to eat first?” the governor asked his lover sitting down on the ground, feeling the grass through the blanket for the first time in over ten years. “I haven’t sat in the grass for a very long time.” The blond said and when he tried to sit down in tailor fashion his knee made a cracking noise. “You haven’t just heard this and it was not my knee.” Ashfield said right away putting on a convincing smile as if he wanted to sell something again. “It was this tree.” He added.

[Sathenus]

Listening as the older man spoke to him about the compromises someone was willing to make for someone they had a special connection with and loved made him start thinking. "Do you have to go to great lengths or compromise anything with me?" Kario asked with a raised eyebrow and curious look crossing his face. The only thing that immediately came to mind was the blonde referring to the type of people he had previously been friends with as thugs without concrete proof. Even then, the word was hurtful for him to hear, and he very much preferred to avoid it completely regardless. He did understand that it was asking a lot of the governor though, knowing that Devon had been used to using the word a lot and until now had probably not seen a problem with it. Reaching out, his fingers sought out the other's jaw to run along the stubble there once more as a more thoughtful and understanding look crossed his face. "I hope I'm not making you compromise a lot." He said softly. The comment about Devon never wanting to repress his sexual urges again made his small smile grow just a tad. "You certainly won't have to give that up again. Maybe for a day or two, but not completely. I have a very hard time resisting you for even a few minutes." He mused, his smile turning to a smirk.

 

"You don't have to worry about that at all. You have all of me, my mind, body and soul. I am also positive that you are aware you even have my heart." Kario admitted with a small smile. Devon was a really important person to him, and someone who had all of him. The man was the first one to ever truly make him feel like someone cared about him, like he was loved and was important. The politician made his heart race and breath catch in his throat, made him feel like he was one of if not the most important person to him and that was important. Something he hadn't realized he needed from another person because he had never had it before. It made him think about how you couldn't miss something you never had, which was probably why such a relationship and feelings weren't anything he had ever really been looking for or craving until they were presented to him by the older man.

 

"What if they think poorly of me after I tell them? Or if they could never look at me the same..." Kario murmured his insecurity and fears rising up at the thought of speaking to his parents about how he had lived in a brothel for the past five years and that was why he had disappeared off the face of the earth without any warning or trace. It was something he wasn't sure he could do, fearful that the people he loved and who had raised him with so much kindness and understanding couldn't accept that their youngest son had sold himself to other men for sex. The feeling of his boyfriend's hand squeezing his to let him know he was there made him let out a breath he hadn't even realized he had been holding. Worried and stressed eyes met the other's golden gaze, this was something that just made his anxiety skyrocket, and he could already feel the tightening in his chest and was positive he wouldn't be able to speak to his parents about it. Even if it caused him to feel uncomfortable and awkward around his parents because of such a secret. "I... can't." Was his response, letting the older man know that he just couldn't tell them. At least not now.

 

Hearing his boyfriend express that he was happy he wanted the man to be part of his family made his own smile grow as he beamed back at the older man. "There isn't anyone else in the world I'd want to be part of my family more than you." Kario said in a honest tone. The older man was someone that Kario could see himself being with for the rest of his life and who he wanted to be with. So it was only natural to him that he wanted the other to be part of his family, to be like another son to his parents, a brother to his sister and be an active member of the family. Even if the governor's family might not be so accepting of him, Devon had expressed that he had wanted him to be part of his family already as well. It didn't matter that the man's father wasn't fond of him or even really considered him to be anything other than a whore. At least his boyfriend's mother seemed to like him, Kario could easily accept that since one member of the man's family like him. Still, he hoped some time in the future that his boyfriend's father would accept him as well and see that he could be a good person for his son and wasn't interested in his son's or the cooperations money.

 

The reaction he got from the blonde was expected when he had expressed that he wasn't into and didn't actively listen to any kind of music. "It has always just been background noise. Nothing to be given attention." Kario admitted with a small shrug after the other had agreed that it was uncommon. Kario knew it was, and it had been something people had teased him about or thought was just weird, but it was true. He just wasn't into music, it didn't interest him and served only as background noise. A filler to the silence that would otherwise suffocate him. He never really caught onto the words being sung or what type of song it was, just that it was filling the silence. Being told the type of music his boyfriend listened too wasn't very popluar with the other people his age wasn't entirely surprising either. What surprised him the most was being told the type of music the man's father enjoyed and that the man behind the Ashfield corporation actually went to operas stunned him. "I certainly can't." He admitted not being able to visiual the man going to such things.

 

 

"It can definitely be annoying and bothersome." He agreed with a small nod. "But I was already aware that going out in public with you was bound to bring some unwanted attention and cause situations that I wouldn't entirely be happy with. It's okay though, it's part of being with the governor and I can accept that." It didn't change the fact that he would still be excited to spend time with the man, whether it was publicly or privately. No one was going to be able to ruin his time with Devon, he'd make sure of it. "It isn't like we can't make up for it later." He added teasingly, a rather suggestive smirk crossing his face after though he tried his best ot behave himself where they were in public he couldn't help the playful comment. Being in love with the governor and spending time with the man in public was bound to bring situations that Kario wouldn't entirely be happy with, but he was ready to accept that and deal with it because it was part of the older man's life. It was part of the career that his boyfriend really loved and was important to him. So, it meant that it was important to Kario as well and made it easier for him to deal with such things.

 

As their lips parted from their kiss a small amused smile was on his face, knowing that the governor had to behave himself and control himself during the kiss to keep it light and gentle. They were in a public place after all, and though it was more accepted now, two men being together was still offensive to some people. And kissing to enthusiastically in a public place no matter if the couple was straight or same sex was not something anyone would appreciate. Hearing Devon say that he had already forgotten about what had happened at the counter made a large grin cross his face, pleased that they could put the whole situation behind them and act as though it had not happened. He was also quite pleased that his boyfriend liked the spot he had picked out.

 

This time he was the one that was dragged along as Devon moved along under the oak tree and finally placed the basket down on the ground. Curiously watching as the other produced a blanket from the basket and started to spread it out on the ground for them to sit on and enjoy their picnic. The commented the man made only made him laugh softly, "Seems perfect to me." This whole thing was turning out to be quite pleasing already, and they hadn't even really started the actual picnic yet. It was the idea of it though and that Devon had gone through the trouble of putting this together for him that made it so pleasing. "That's perfectly fine." Kario said when his eyes fell on all of the food that Devon was unpacking and placing atop the blanket, telling him as he did so that he hadn't known what he would like and thus had gotten a variety of different foods instead. It was still an impressive array of food, one he wasn't sure he'd ever get entirely used to seeing.

 

Settling himself down on the blanket as Devon was speaking to Michalski and tossing the man a croissant he was still looking over the food when the blonde settled down on the blanket beside him. It wasn't until he was moving in another position that he heard a cracking sound and his eyes instantly darted to the other and gave him a slightly concerned look. Of course Devon was using this moment to tell him that he had not only not heard what he clearly had but that it had also not been the man's knee. Kario was about to ask if he was okay when the man then said that it had been the tree while putting on a face that made the younger man feel like his boyfriend was trying to sell him on this rather than admit that it really had been his knee. Giving his lover a curious glance he spoke, "Hopefully the tree will be alright then." He commented though it was clear that it meant he was hoping Devon was okay. Leaning over he kissed his cheek before flashing a large smile again and resting his hand on the other's leg gently.

 

For a little while he just enjoyed talking with Devon and munching on food, sharing it with the older man and having a few laughs with him. It was a great day, the weather was really nice perfect for a picnic, and the park was beautiful and peaceful. It was after they had shared a good amoount of food that Kario leaned back on his hand and watched his boyfriend with a pleased look on his face. "You know, you're always doing such nice and sweet things for me. I feel like I do almost nothing for you in return." He admitted as he watched the other man. Devon really did to a lot for him, and had even made this whole picnic happen, he had reuinited him with his parents and brought them back into his life, and had even -despite technically being bought by the man's father- been saved from the brothel because of Devon. Had the governor never gone to the brothel he would probably still be there with no chance of ever getting out of it for quite some time still. Yet here he sat, feeling like he had done absolutely nothing for the older man in return.

 

Kario wanted to be able to repay the blonde for everything he had done for him and probably would do for him in the future. He didn't want to be a burden to anyone, or feel like he wasn't providing just as much in the relationship was he was getting from it. "You mean a lot to me, and yet here are all of these things you have done for me. But... what have I done for you in return?" He asked giving his lover a look that stated he truly felt like he wasn't able to repay him for everything he's done for him. It made Kario wonder if this was a normal feeling to have in relationships, or if it was just because someone caring for him like this and doing these things for him was so new to him that he didn't know how to handle it.

[-Hideki-]

Golden eyes widened when his lover suddenly asked him if he had to go to great length and compromise something to be with him. Devon had not seen that coming and he asked himself what had gotten the other to think and worry that he might have to compromise anything to be with him? He felt how his lover’s fingers ran along his jaw and over the stubble on his chin as he looked at him in a thoughtful way softly telling him that he hoped that he didn’t have to compromise much. Ashfield really couldn’t tell where that was coming from as he didn’t feel that he was compromising anything at all or that he had to go through any length to be with the other. It was the opposite that he sometimes felt that the young man was compromising his youth when he was with him although Kario had reassured him that this was not the case several times. That he had to change some things he did in order to not hurt his boyfriend he didn’t think of as compromising something. He didn’t lose anything if he didn’t say words like ‘thug’ anymore; it wasn’t like saying this word held any importance or meaning to him or that he’d miss something if he stopped using that word. It was just that he was used to using it and that it was an everyday thing for him to say and he had never given it any thought before and now it was hard to just stop using it all of a sudden, he had to work on that for the other because he didn’t want to hurt the man he loved nor did he want him to feel uncomfortable around him. The young man’s feelings actually mattered to him. But he didn’t see that as a compromise but as general consideration in a relationship and without consideration for the other party a relationship couldn’t even work. Devon placed his hand on the black haired male’s knee and let it run up his thigh. “There is nothing I have to compromise. You just make me happy that’s all.” The blond smiled at his attractive lover before he leaned over and kissed him.

 

A smirk played around his lips when Kario let him know that he certainly wouldn’t have to suppress his sexuality and needs anymore, the smirk got a tad dirtier when his boyfriend said that he even had a hard time resisting him even for a few minutes. “It’s good that I am not expecting you to resist me in the first place then.” Ashfield winked.

 

“Yes, and I won’t ever give it back again.” He whispered into the younger male’s ear, his heart pounding with joy, butterflies dancing in his stomach, when his lover assured him that he had all of him and that he was positive that Devon knew that he also had his heart. He slightly bit into his ear and let his tongue play with the earlobe afterwards. There was a fire raging in his crotch and he’d have liked to make the other demonstrate how he had all of him by fully giving himself to him way too badly. But he wouldn’t just tempt the young man again when he was on a mission to make it without sex through the night. It had been bad enough that he had actually gotten hard due to his uniform fetish and that little fantasy and the other had had to take care of him. “I’d really like to take you now.” the blond breathed into his ear. “But I’ll behave.” He added.

 

 

There was understanding but also sadness in his eyes when Kario told him what he feared could happen if he told his parents that he had sold himself. The worse thing about it was that no one could give the young man a guarantee that this would not happen, that his parents wouldn’t start to look at him differently or down on him or couldn’t accept him anymore. It was unlikely the way the man’s parents were as they seemed to love their kids unconditionally but no one could know. “Sweetie, I really don’t think that this would happen. I can’t guarantee it to you but your parents don’t seem to be the type of people who would disown you or think of you poorly, they love you unconditionally. I think they’d much rather try to understand what had led to this and why you have done so, maybe they’d be angry at first. Whom they’d look down on and think poorly of would be me but if it means that you can feel more comfortable and at ease around your parents if they know it wouldn’t matter if they thought I was some gross rich, horny old scumbag who has paid money to sleep with you.” He said what he believed. “Also, they have accepted your criminal junkie brother regardless of having been to jail and not having learned anything. So why wouldn’t they accept you then? You have not broken a law, you aren’t taking drugs, you have just made a really wrong choice in …. careers…” he found.

 

Looking into his lover’s eyes they were full of anxiety and stress even more so than Clarence’s when he saw journalists somewhere. Devon gave him an encouraging, gentle smile in the hopes of maybe calming him a little. And then the other said something again letting him know that he couldn’t that he just couldn’t tell his parents about this. Ashfield nodded. “You don’t have to.” He assured him. “If one day you’ll decide to, you will, if not, you won’t.” the blond said pressing his lips towards the young male’s forehead.

 

A grin was to see on his face at the stunned expression of the other when his boyfriend said that he indeed couldn’t imagine his old man sitting in the opera. “It kinda seems much too sophisticated for him doesn’t it?” he remarked. “But he loves that. He threatens everyone who only dares to say a word during the show.” He told his boyfriend. “Thing is, my father often sounds like an idiot and his opinions are well …. I don’t know how to say it but he is actually pretty intelligent and calculates what he does. Even the stupid things he says.” Devon informed the black haired.

 

 

 

It made him glad to hear that the other had been fully aware of what it would mean to go out with him in public and that the situations they’d run into were just the consequences of Ashfield being the governor and that the young male accepted that. At the suggestive comment of his lover that they could always make up for it later his eyes flashed up and his lips curled into a dirty smirk. “We sure can and we will.” He clearly stated and he felt the urge to grab the other, touch him inappropriately while kissing him but he couldn’t because someone could see it and he didn’t want the headlines to title ‘Governor gropes his twenty years younger male partner publically in the most obscene ways and thinks that is totally okay for him to do and he’d just get away with it because he has a god complex’ or something along those lines. So he let both of his hands disappear in the pocket of his pants clawing them into the fabric so that he wouldn’t touch the other’s arse, not even accidentally.

 

That his knee had made such a loud and obvious cracking noise when he had sat down onto the blanket after arranging the food was a tad embarrassing and it really had not sounded too healthy. As he blamed it on the old oak wind was blowing through the branches and a leave fell on his head. His boyfriend didn’t buy the thing with the tree and he looked at him concerned when he said he hoped that the tree will be alright then. “No worries it will. It happens to it sometimes, especially when its branches move. It’s not the freshest tree.” The blond told the other, this time a leave was blown right in his face but it was safe to say that this tree was definitely at least twice the age of Ashfield. Probably older than Ashfield’s father too! Maybe great-uncle Cornelius came close to its age. Thing was Devon’s knee was doing that more often recently especially when he was doing his training with his personal fitness coach. She had given him some weird thing to put around his knee to ease it and take pressure from it but that alone had hurt his pride and he had been feeling old and that it would have looked stupid and he had not wanted to put it on, so he hadn’t and now his knee was worse than before. The blond didn’t want to think about his knee ever doing that cracking noise while they had sex, well, he could blame the bed then and Kario also wouldn’t believe that either.

 

The weather was warm and the sun was shining but there was still a nice cool breeze that made it perfectly bearable even in his suit. It was absolutely perfect for the picnic and they seemed to have had a lot of luck in that regard and Ashfield had a lot of appetite since he ate from basically all of the different foods he had bought. Even when his lover who didn’t eat that much had finished eating and was looking at him the governor was eating some fruits. His eyes widened in surprise when he looked at the other, hearing him say that he did all those nice things for him and that he felt like he was not giving enough in return. The blond was chewing the massive piece of that fruit he had in his mouth, what wasn’t that easy because it had been way too much and had his mom seen that she would have scolded him for eating like a pig when Kario said that he meant a lot to him and he did all that for him, asking him what he had ever done in return, in such an earnest way that it was almost heartbreaking that he thought about himself in their relationship in this way.

 

Swallowing the still too huge piece of fruit down he laid his head to the side, looking at the other concerned, a mild smile on his lips. “Don’t be silly!” he said and he leaned forward, grabbed his young boyfriend, one arm around his back one around his waist, pulling him over to himself over the food that was separating them as he leaned back with the other against the giant, ancient tree, pressing his lips onto the black haired male’s lips completely forgetting that they were in public and someone might take a photo of him when his tongue slid into the other’s mouth and he passionately kissed him, his tongue heatedly dancing with Kario’s, putting his burning desire and love for the man into the kiss that tasted like exotic fruits. His arms pressing the other close onto his body, his hand squeezing the young man’s arse cheeks.

 

When their lips parted he looked into the brown eyes. “I hope you don’t really see it like that!” he commented. “You are giving me a lot. I wasn’t a happy man before; everything seemed to be just routine and strategy. You kind of awakened me again if you will. You make me happy with your presence alone, you gave my life a new spark and some colour back, when I see your eyes shine or you smile at me. Do you know how long no one has looked at me like that anymore? Has been excited to have me around or touched me?”he asked, putting the hand from his back and stroking a black strand of hair out of his face, beaming at him.

 

Michalski’s pale face was pink now and he embarrassedly looked away. He couldn’t help but to find that cute. Although it were two men! Well, it certainly was weird that Devon was holding this man in a way he would hold a woman he had deep feelings for. He couldn’t imagine ever having such feelings for a man or holding another male like that but Ashfield seemed to be in love with this man even though he was a man. The bodyguard had always thought that men like Devon Ashfield’s attraction to other man was purely sexual because he had not been able to see how a man could feel romantic love for another man. It had been much easier to understand that some men like to bang other men than that. And Pavel Michalski was surprised that seeing how they touched and kissed in such a way wasn’t grossing him out. However it was intimate what they did and what they said and hence it left him uncomfortable because he was seeing that and standing next to them while they shared a moment that was to be shared between two people alone. But that was his job as a bodyguard so he just tried hard to not look there again but his ears he couldn’t shut or hear into another direction.

 

The man was generally extremely aware of all his surroundings and he was an intent listener. When one didn’t speak oneself, one heard a lot more than the average person. Oddly enough people seemed to think the opposite, that if one didn’t say much or anything at all, one didn’t get anything that was going on or one was unaware. Michalski had not spoken for the first five years of his life at all. And while his father had always said to his mother she should let him be because he obviously was retarded somehow and was a hopeless case, his mother had dragged him to all kinds of doctors who had suggested that he wasn’t mentally disabled but either deaf or hard of hearing. But Michalski had heard perfectly well and he had been a smart boy too, really aware of what people meant when they said stuff like ‘retarded’ to him or him being a hopeless case and what was going on around him, he had just not seen a purpose in speaking, the people spoke enough without him speaking too and most of what they spoke was unimportant. Just when a specialist in Kiev had suggested performing a surgery on his ears he had spoken for the first time and in perfect fluency, telling them that he heard everything and that there was nothing wrong with his ears. His mother had started to cry and instead of answering she had slapped his face so hard that he had had the trace of her hand on his cheek for two whole weeks.

[Sathenus]

Kario had a bit of a hard time believing that there wasn't anything the governor was compromising to be with him, but before he could even speak his lips were caught in a kiss. Rather happily Kario returned the kiss, leaning a little into it himself and enjoying their closeness. When it did break though he gave his boyfriend a curious look. "You really aren't compromising anything to be with me?" He finally asked, wanting to make sure that what he had been told was true. Though there was a very faint pink color to his face when he remembered that Devon had also said that he just made him happy. Knowing that he made his lover happy definitely made Kario happy as well. "Really? There isn't anything you are compromising for me?" He asked wanting to be absolutely sure that Devon really wasn't lying to him and that he didn't have to compromise something. Though he was still insecure enough about it to ask and confirm, there was also a small part of him that knew or at least hoped this wasn't something that Devon would lie to him about either. There wasn't any reason to after all, the older man either was or was not compromising anything to be with him.

 

"You definitely don't encourage me to resist you." He replied with a dirty smirk crossing his own face. Devon certainly didn't encourage or expect him to resist the older man for a moment. Which was probably one of the many reasons why he had such a hard time doing so. There would of course be time when it would be completely inappropriate and thus he'd have to resist and restrain himself from giving in until they were in a better position or place for him to do so. "I think you enjoy how hard you are for me to resist in the first place." He added.

 

A shiver ran down his spine when the politician whispered into his ear, it always sent a pleasant feeling through him but it was even more prominent this time. "I want you to keep it. Forever." He murmured back as he felt Devon's teeth on his earlobe the man gently biting it before his tongue playing with it after. A pleasant sound escaped Kario who tilted his head towards the other a little so he could see him better as his boyfriend indicated that he would like to take him now which was breathed into his ear. This caused a much sharper and more prominent spark to shoot through him and his body that was already aching and wanting seemed to be ignited instead. A slight flush appeared on his face to indicate as much when he finally managed to control himself enough to get a coherent sentence out. "You might be able too, but you're making it very hard for me to continue to behave." He replied his voice was clearly needy, wanting and lust filled. It hadn't occurred to him that telling his boyfriend how he had all of him including his heart would have sparked such a desire in Devon, not to mention the spark that it ignited in him as a result. Taking in a slightly shaky breath he shifted to rest his face against the other's neck, managing to press his lips against the soft skin so lightly it almost didn't happen. He was ready to give in to his desires, especially since he had his body pressed against the other's his left hand had come to rest just above the waist of the other's pant's on the older man's bare skin. His torso was still very much exposed to Kario who had unbuttoned the other's shirt a while ago to run his fingers along the bare skin and enjoy the other's body without tempting himself too much. It seemed like it was all for nothing though with how much his need was growing, it didn't even matter to him that it meant he wouldn't make it through the night or anywhere near it at this point.

 

 

"But I don't want them to do that either." Kario mumbled hearing Devon say that who he thought they would look poorly on upon learning what he had done for the past five years was Devon. That wasn't what he wanted, he wanted his parents to like the older man and to think of him as family not to think poorly of him because he had been their son's client in a brothel. The blonde becoming his client in the brothel was what had saved him from that life, if it hadn't been for Devon becoming his client and going to see him that picture never would have been taken and he would still be there. That didn't mean that he was happy that someone had invaded the governor's privacy, but it meant that he would not have been reunited with his parents so soon if things had not unfolded in such a manner. There was a small glimmer of amusement in his eyes when Devon commented saying that had accepted his brother and that he had just made a wrong choice in careers. "At least I was good at it..." He said softly a tiny hint at a smile appearing on his face. It certainly was a bad path for him to have taken and the wrong one, but he had been good at it at least. Which allowed him to find at least a little amusement in the whole thing.

 

"I don't think I'll ever have the courage to tell them." Kario admitted with a sigh, eyes falling to his feet. It was in the corner of his eyes that he caught Devon leaning towards him obviously to kiss his forehead again, accept that the younger man tilted his head up to catch the man's lips with his own instead. This was the kiss he needed to calm his frazzled nerves right now. Reaching up he wrapped his arms around his boyfriend's neck as he deepened the kiss, using the kiss as a way to clear and ease his mind while enjoying their closeness as well.

 

 

His smile definitely grew when Devon told him that they could and would make up for it later, not like he really doubted it. There were very few things that he felt would ever make it so Devon would deny him or not be up for them to have some fun together later. He had yet to really figure out what that was, other than stamina but even when it came to that the older man kept up with him quite well. Much better than he had truly expected from just one man. Noticing how his lover's hands disappeared into his pockets made him give the other an amused smile. Leaning over he gave him a quick and light kiss, knowing the blonde probably wanted more but that was as good as he could give him right now.

 

"Maybe not the freshest, but definitely the best tree." Kario mused with a smile. Even if Devon had tried to pass it off as the old oak they were sitting under he knew better and he knew that the other man had caught onto the fact that he did not believe it had actually been the tree. It was funny to see the leaf that had fallen on his boyfriend's head when he had claimed it was the tree, or the one that had gone into the man's face at the comment of it not being the freshest. So much so that he couldn't help but laugh about it, as it seemed the tree itself wasn't going to let the governor get away with blaming it for the cracking noise. Concern did appear on his face again after a moment though, he really wanted Devon to take care of himself, and though it could be nothing right now he knew that the man's knee cracking like that might actually lead to an injury at some point. Something that Kario wanted to avoid at all costs, the last thing he wanted was for the other to get hurt. "You really should be careful though, I don't want you getting hurt."

 

It was with a genuine feeling that he wasn't contributing enough in their relationship that he watched his boyfriend and the way he finished chewing the large bite of fruit he had before cocking his head to the side and watching him. Being told not to be silly wasn't entirely surprising, there had been a part of him that expected Devon to argue and say he was contributing a lot, even if he didn't feel like it. A surprised squeak left him when the governor reached across the food separating them and rather easily pulled him over it and into his boyfriend's lap. Shocked brown eyes met the other's golden gaze as he was pressed rather firmly against the older man their lips suddenly connecting in a more passionate kiss than Kario would have expected for being in public. Still he found himself returning it without any hesitation, his body so easily relaxing within his lover's grip and finding comfort in the politician's closeness. A soft moan escaped him when he felt the blonde's hand squeezing his ass, a soft red color sprouting across his face as they kissed.

 

When their lips parted he was breathing a bit breathlessly, his eyes half lidded as he looked up at Devon listening as the man spoke. Everything Devon said only made Kario's face blush more, not out of embarrassment, but just happy to hear that he had seemed to make such an impact in the life of the person he truly loved. It meant more to him than he ever felt he could begin to explain, so instead he leaned up to press their lips together again. "I do feel that way... honestly." He admitted not wanting to lie to his boyfriend at all and make it seem like this was something that he wasn't actually concerned with after all. "But I am extremely happy to know I've been able to brighten up your life again. Even if I feel like I'm not giving you enough in return. Knowing that I've added a new spark to your life is enough to make me feel important." He was completely unaware of the fact that Michalski was very aware of how close they were, and how loving they were acting towards each other or what was being said between them. In all honesty, in this moment, held in the arms of the man he loved, Kario could truly forget that there was anyone else around.

 

"At least now, you'll never have to worry about anyone being excited to see you or have you around. You won't have to go without anyone wanting to touch you and show you affection. I'll be there, arms open wide ready to shower you in more than enough affection and I will never stop being excited to see you or have you around." Kario promised, his eyes filled with the love he felt for the politician. Absolutely no one had ever meant as much to him as the blonde man did. The man whose arms he was in, whose body he leaned against craving for their closeness. Devon really was special, always on his mind and the true owner of his heart. It seemed like no matter what the other man did Kario would love and admire him, even on things that he may not entirely agree on. But that was part of being human, they wouldn't agree on everything. If they did, their lives and their relationship would be incredibly boring, their relationship would probably be nonexistent if they had everything in common. Reaching out he ran his fingers through the other's soft blonde strands, enjoying the feeling while at the same time letting his mind focus more on them and this relationship.

 

In the back of his mind he knew that they were still in the honeymoon phase as Sven had liked to refer to it. Their relationship was still relatively new, at least new outside the brothel and thus they were acting much like a newly wed couple would. But there was another part of him, and his heart especially that felt like this feeling would never end. Like he'd always feel this burning desire for the man in front of him, that he'd always want to show his affection and be excited and happy to have him around. After living five years shut away from the world this was all relatively new and exciting to him. Even things he had done before the brothel seemed exciting to him now, even if they weren't exactly new. But with that came great anxiety, the more people that were around the more anxious he got, the more uncomfortable. It would take him awhile to get used to that and knowing that just about anywhere he went there would be more people, and chances were it'd be more than one or two. It concerned him again, but knowing that he had Devon's full support made him feel better about facing the world that he had once failed to support himself in and thus had been hidden away from in a room.

 

Slowly he let the hand that was buried in his lover's blonde strands return to his side, leaning more fully into the other and resting his head on his shoulder. "I love you." He murmured as he felt himself relax more fully into him. It really was a nice day, and it was even nicer that they were able to enjoy some time together in public out of the mansion or any other building they may find themselves stuck in most of the time. Kario wasn't sure how often they'd get chances like this, and for that reason alone he wanted to take advantage of this chance. His hand slipped into the governor's fingers twining with the older man's. "I could really get used to cuddling with you under a tree." He mused with a small smile.

[-Hideki-]

It appeared that even after Ashfield had answered his boyfriend’s question and had kissed him that Kario still couldn’t really believe that he was not compromising anything or going to any length in order to be with him. Devon didn’t understand where he even got the idea from that the blond man had to compromise in order to be with him and that the other struggled to believe that this was not the case. He chuckled and let his hand run through the younger male’s hair seeing the faint pink blush on the other’s cheeks as he repeated the same question again. “Really! There is nothing I compromise. I don’t understand why this seems to be this hard to believe for you.” The governor confirmed. “Think about it, what could I have possibly compromised or lost? My life just gained a lot because of you.” He assured him giving him a smile.

 

There was a cocky, dirty smirk to see on his face when he heard the black haired man telling him that he thought that Ashfield enjoyed how hard he was for Kario to resist. “That’s undeniably true.” The blond answered the smirk growing wider. “I like it when you get all hot and hard for me and are just crazy over me.” Devon let the other know, getting comfortable, laying his head onto his lover’s lap, snuggling up to him.

 

“I will!” he breathed determinedly when his young boyfriend told him that he wanted him to keep his heart forever. The response to telling him that he’d like to take him, to make him show him how he was all his giving himself to him, was a little amusing though he had not wanted to tempt him like that. The black haired male’s body was basically screaming for him in need and lust and Kario’s face flushed red. When his cute lover spoke, telling him that he was making it difficult for him to keep behaving, his voice was overflowing with want and desire, it sounded so heated and yearning and that sparked a flame in Ashfield’s crotch and made the urge to take the other man more prominent. How could it not when he saw his lover so needy and horny for him? Laying his lips onto the skin of his neck that faintly was a teasing move and it made the small hairs on his neck stand and made him want to be kissed and touched properly, leaving the skin where the other had almost kissed him ticklish and awaiting. Feeling the younger male’s hand above his waist, touching his bared skin coquetting with the hem of his pants didn’t make it better. “Little tease.” He whispered with a grin on his face, the golden eyes staring into the brown one’s waiting for what the other would do. Devon would not instigate sex now and be the end of the young man’s ambitions; if Kario wanted it he had to initiate this time although the blond really desired him and wanted the other.

 

 

Sighing he looked at the young man when he told him that he didn’t want his parents to think poorly of Devon either. He could understand it and he definitely didn’t want this to happen too but if they would there wouldn’t be much he could do about it and he’d also be able to understand his boyfriend’s parents in that case. If he was a father and his young adult kid would have ended up in a brothel he certainly wouldn’t think well of the men who’d paid to use their body and if they’d showed their faces, well he had that nice shotgun in his cupboard. “Believe me I wouldn’t be happy about that either but what use is it if you don’t feel comfortable in your old home and around your parents if you have this secret? None! And even if they came to hate me then if you told them I could understand it, they’d have every right to be mad at me or disgusted by me, I wouldn’t blame them for it. It’s more important that you feel at ease and comfortable around your family.” He found.

 

There was a smile playing around his lips when the mood got a little lighter and he could see amusement in Kario’s eyes in response to what he had said in regards to them accepting the man’s brother and that he had merely made a wrong choice in careers. It even made him chuckle to hear the other say that at least he had been good at it. “There is no denying that. You definitely were good at it.” Ashfield stated blushing slightly as he thought about the black haired man serving him in the brothel. He had even been able to deal with Devon’s nervousness and paranoia when he had first been there and he had never made him feel like he was just gross to him or just a bag of money.

 

After Kario told him that he didn’t think he’d ever have the courage to tell his parents that he had been a prostitute and the blond had wanted to kiss his lover’s forehead the black haired shifted slightly and caught his lips with his own instead. Devon’s eyes went shut and his arms wrapped around his boyfriend’s waist. He leaned his body against the wall in the younger man’s parent’s house, pressed the shorter body against his own and indulged in the kiss, returned it and engaged eagerly but didn’t take it over, he let the other man control the kiss. When it broke he opened his eyes and smiled at him, taking the man’s face between his hands. “I think that you do have the courage in you to tell them if you want to. You have gone through more difficult and much more dangerous situations than that.” the blond encouraged him.

 

 

Not having been able to keep his hands from the other in that situation and having pulled his lover towards himself over the food to kiss him this intensely his golden gaze met Kario’s warm brown eyes after he had told him how much he contributed in their relationship holding his young boyfriend pressed onto his body. The man didn’t say anything for a moment and Ashfield wasn’t so sure what he was thinking now but then he felt the man’s lips against his again and he smiled into the kiss slightly biting Kario’s button lip, his hand rubbing over and kneading his arse. He didn’t care anymore at this point, it wasn’t like they had placed themselves in the middle of crowded arcades under the eyes of other people but they were alone in the shadows under an oak tree and if someone saw them they were just a couple like any other and if someone recognised him and took a photo it wouldn’t be the first one would it? And at least now both of them wore clothes, he just wanted to be close to his lover right now, show him how much he meant to him and how much he loved him.

 

He sighed, took one of his hands from the young man’s butt and let it run over his cheek, looking a little sad when he heard that the other was indeed feeling like he didn’t contribute enough in their relationship even after what he had said. There wasn’t much else he could say though as he had made his perspective quite clear. A smile played around his lips again though when Kario told him that it made him happy to hear that he had lightened up his life and brought a spark back into it again, stating that this made him feel important. “You are important! Extremely important!” Devon let him know, pressing his lips against his boyfriend’s again, this time lifting up his head by having his hand placed on his jaw, his thumb stroking over the skin. Somehow he got aware of how smooth it was. He had felt it before but he had never thought about it much. Ashfield could shave and some hours after it would not be smooth anymore, needless to say it wasn’t now where he had a three-days beard again like back in the days when he had done with his facial hair what he had wanted and not what his PR management had told him. “Does your facial hair grow in slowly?” he asked seemingly randomly looking into the man’s eyes after the kiss had been broken. “Do you actually get a full beard?” the man asked further, knowing that this was not the case for every young man. “I can’t really imagine you with one.”

 

His heart was starting to race and flutter and he beamed at Kario when he told him that he would never have to worry about not having someone who was excited to see him and spend time with him and not having someone who was eager to touch him and show him affection again but he also chuckled at that. “I take your word for it and remind you about it when you want me to drown in the pool the first time because I have annoyed you or something!” the politician stated. There would be moments for certain where they’d fight or Kario would be fed up with him but he really hoped that their general feelings for each other, the flaming desire, the love and affection would never die off. That the other would keep on looking at him like that with his gorgeous dark eyes.

 

Ashfield leaned his head towards the hand of the young male that was brushing through his blond strands of hair and he smiled brightly at him, his arms wrapped around the man’s torso, holding him close, feeling his heart beat and his chest sink and rise, cuddling his lover in the cool shadow of the old tree. A few days earlier he would have flipped the bird towards everyone who’d have suggested that he’d have a boyfriend again, much less holding him and kissing him outside of the walls of his home. And yet here he was doing exactly that. It was out! What he had hid in favour of his career now everyone knew. He had confirmed it live on television twice and the matter of polls and the election aside he felt more at peace with himself and more content than he had for so many years now. He should have never trusted his father on this. Yes, maybe he wouldn’t have come this far at all and maybe it would have taken him longer and he would have had to work to achieve the same a lot harder what was utterly unfair and horrible and shouldn’t be in the first place but he should have never made a secret out of who he really was. He had never been ashamed of being gay, he had not made a secret out of it when he had worked in business at all, and he had been rather openly homosexual although he had never bothered to come out officially to his parents, what had not been necessary after all, and he should have stayed like this. That way he could have addressed some issues without fearing that one would think it might have been personal for him too.

 

Hearing Kario express that he loved him Devon smiled looking into his eyes.”I love you too. A lot.” He let the young man know letting his hand roam over the man’s back. A chuckle followed when the other man took his other hand and told him that he could get used to cuddling under trees with him like that. “I could cuddle with you everywhere.” He told him with a wink. “But if you are specifically fond of trees, I have a lot of trees in the yard of the mansion. Not as old but still trees.” Ashfield informed him. “Although it’s Sunday tomorrow I have an appointment at a breeders contest for farm animals in the rural areas. It’s a huge feast and I will hold a speech about pigs and cows and a lot of stuff I have no actual clue about. And I wanted to ask you to come with me. I’d be official and you’d be seen in the local news but I’d like to show up with my partner. The last four years I have always gone alone.” He asked him. “And regardless of if you accompany me there or not, we have time afterwards. I was thinking maybe we could spend that in the bathhouse, getting our naked bodies steamy and wet but if you’d prefer cuddling and making-out under a tree that’s fine with me as well.” the governor spoke and laughed.

 

Michalski’s face was reddish at this point and he had made a weird snorting noise when the other had said the steamy and wet part and had mentioned the bathhouse and now Devon remembered the bodyguard for the first time again. “Michalski?” he laughed. “Sorry I have kinda forgotten you were there.” The blond apologised. The man didn’t look at him but just held his hand into his direction giving a thumbs up to say that it was no problem and Ashfield chuckled, looking to Kario with a shrug:”Upps!” he made, grinning. Pavel Michalski actually would have liked to have someone to share such moments with again as well, he’d like to be in love once more but it had been a long time. Most women seemed to want a man who talked a lot, as they talked a lot, talked so much as if they just couldn’t bear the silence. And Michalksi wasn’t a talker … at all. He was a physical type of person and a man of action but that seemed to not be enough. Well, and the last woman he had brought home had gotten scared away by an apartment that definitely looked as if he had been single way too long. There wasn’t much in it. There were posters of naked chicks and cars on his walls, he had action and porn DVDs flying around under the sofa and on the coffee table in the living room and he dropped his clothing onto the ground at the entrance, onto some chair or the floor in the bathroom and only cared to wash something when his wardrobe was empty and he absolutely had to.

[Sathenus]

The reassurance that the governor gave him about not making any compromises to be with him made him smile. When he was told to think about it and asked what the man could have possibly compromised or lost he felt his face flush slightly again. There was still that chance that the blonde would lose the election, and thus his position as governor. But that wasn't really something he wanted to say since there was still that possibility that he'd win the election anyway. It was the part where he said that his life had just gained a lot because of him that he blushed again. "I guess... you haven't." He finally said resigning himself to the fact that his boyfriend really wasn't compromising anything, at least not yet. Which was something he could live with for now, or at the very least accept. Even if there was still a part of him that felt like he was.

 

Kario made himself comfortable as Devon shifted to get comfortable himself, his hand running through his boyfriend's blonde strands as the man rested his head in his lap snuggling up to him. An amused smile was on his face, "Then I guess it's a good thing that you will get to see me hot and hard for you quite a lot." There was no point denying it, especially with how crazy he was for the older man. Though he knew that governor was aware of just how crazy for him he was. It was at that point he let silence fall between them, just letting his fingers run through his lover's soft hair and enjoying their closeness and the fact that he had someone who meant a lot to him to be close to.

 

A small smirk played across his lips as their eyes met and he heard Devon whisper that he was a little tease with a grin on his face as well. "You know it." He murmured letting his fingers gently caress the spot while a playful look crossed his face. As much as he was aching for it, as much as he wanted to give in and tell his boyfriend to take him, he couldn't allow that to happen. Kario was determined to hold onto his goal and at least make it through the night, or most of it. If he gave in now, he would feel like he had lost. It was important to him to make it that far, even if he would have rather given in. That didn't mean he couldn't tease the other a little himself though, especially since Devon seemed to be able to get him hot and aching without really even trying. It seemed as though it was only fair to Kario.

 

 

It was with a soft sigh that Kario realized Devon had a point, it was important that he felt at ease and comfortable around his parents and in the house he grew up in. But it was more important to him that his parents loved the man he was with and accepted the governor as part of their family. Though he didn't think telling them about how he had spent the past five years working and living in a brothel would make them hate Devon, he knew that it would make it harder for them to fully accept him. That wasn't something he was going to be okay with, especially since they both seemed to like him right now. The last thing he wanted to do was for them to take a step back in that regard and have to start all over again. "Over time... I'll gain comfort being around my parents and in this house again. But it will be without telling them I worked and lived in a brothel." Reaching up he rested his hand on the older man's shoulder and gave him a small smile, "Sometimes having secrets isn't a bad thing. I do truly feel like this is something that my parents can live without knowing."

 

Hearing his boyfriend admit that he had been good at being a prostitute made his smirk grow. It was pleasing to have that sort of validation, even if it was in regards to a position he would never want to be in again. Noticing the fact that the blonde was blushing made his smirk grow even more. "Just think, you get to enjoy how good I was at my job for the rest of our lives." Kario mused with a light sparkle appearing in his eyes. He really was happy to be able to offer that to the man that he loved, and he knew that Devon wouldn't complain in that regard.

 

Arms wrapping around his waist made it so Kario leaned more heavily into the politician, even as he felt the man lean back himself. Kario didn't even care that he was pressed firmly against the older man's body in the hallway of his parent's home where either one could walk in on them at any moment. It wasn't like they were doing anything more than kissing anyway. When it broke his eyes locked with the older man's golden gaze once more as his face was taken between the other's hands. "I'd face all of them again before I'd be able to bring myself to tell my parents I was a prostitute. Even if I was an upper class prostitute." Kario admitted as his face flushed slightly. Everything he had faced up to this point seemed like nothing in comparison to telling his parents that. Some people may think that it would be easy to tell them, or that it was no big deal. To him, that just wasn't the case at all, even if his parents could accept it like they had accepted his brother he knew they'd never be able to look at him the same again. That wasn't something that he wanted to experience if it could be helped and he did truly feel like he'd eventually feel comfortable with them and in this house again in time without telling them he had been a prostitute.

 

 

Kario quite happily returned the kiss he was given even as his face was lifted up and he felt the older man's hand placed on his jaw, thumb stroking along the smooth skin. When it broke their eyes met once more and a slightly amused with the somewhat random question hsi lover had decided to ask him. Before he could even respond the other asked him if he even got a full beard before saying that he couldn't really imagine him with one. "I guess it's a good thing you can't imagine me with one." He said softly before he continued and answered his other questions, "I honestly haven't been able to grow any facial hair. Not like I really mind." He admitted. Kario had always figured that eventually he'd end up having to shave, but it seemed like as the years passed that wasn't going to happen after all. It wasn't a big deal to him because everyone seemed to like the way he looked now quite well.

 

There was no stopping him from laughing when Devon told him he'd remind him of that the first time he wanted the man to drown in the pool for annoying or upsetting him. "I'll be expecting you to do that whenever I get annoyed or upset with you." He mused happily leaning up to give him a quick kiss. He was sure in the moments that Devon did manage to upset him, make him angry or have annoyed him that he could use the reminder that he had told the man he would always be excited to see him and always be eager to touch him. It was nice and soothing to be able to be with his boyfriend like this even in public, despite him being the governor. They were still capable of having a nice moment together alone and undisturbed. It was easy for Kario to forget that Michalski was even present where he was quiet and wasn't moving around making noise.

 

Kario beamed at his boyfriend happily when Devon said he loved him too, adding a lot and making the younger man even happier. "Cuddling everyone is definitely a pleasing thought." Kario admitted with a smile. How could he not be happy with the prospect of cuddling with Devon wherever and whenever he wanted? It sounded perfect really, though he did have a fondness for them relaxing and cuddling under a tree together. "But I will of course still have to get you to cuddle with me under a tree here and there." He mused with a smirk. Kario could definitely see himself dragging Devon outside to cuddle and kiss under one of the many trees that were on the governor's property. It also made him realize that as much as he wanted to explore the man's mansion to get to know the blonde better, he also wanted to explore the mansion grounds and see how it was maintained. It was an exciting thought, to realize just how much he had to explore and discover all within the safety of the older man's property. It'd also give him a chance to get used to being able to go outside whenever he felt like it again. It was a very odd concept to him, one that would definitely take him awhile to fully get used to.

 

Listening as he was reminded that the following day was Sunday he was curious as to why that was relevant until Devon explained to him that he had an event he was supposed to go to and give a speech at. It was disappointing to hear, as he would have truly loved to keep Devon all to himself and not have to go anywhere. But that wasn't going to be possible, he could only hope that maybe he'd have that chance next weekend. Being told his boyfriend wanted him to go along and how he had not had anyone to go with him to this event for the past four years he immediately decided he couldn't possibly tell the man no. "I'd love to go with you." He replied giving the other a small smile. Being told that after the event they would have time to spend together in the bathrouse and the picture that was painted for him made his small smile be replaced by a smirk instead. "I do love any idea that ends in me being naked. Though I'm sure you were already aware of that." Kario teased his boyfriend. Which was true, it was something they had already discussed, and even something his mother had shared with the politician about when he was little. So how could Kario deny them spending time in the bathhouse and getting their naked bodies wet and steamy? He couldn't, and that was quite obvious to him and something he was sure even Devon had been aware of before suggesting it. "As much as I do love cuddling and making out with you under a tree, I can't pass up the opportunity for us to spend even more time naked together and having fun. Especially if it means I finally get to see the bathhouse."

 

Gaze turning towards Michalski when he heard Devon speak to him made a small flush sprout up on his own face. The younger man had completely forgotten that the bodyguard was here, but it seemed he wasn't the only one to have forgotten about him as his boyfriend was apologizing and stating just that. With the thumbs up they received he turned his gaze back to his lover and gave a small sheepish smile in response. Leaning up he gave the older man a gentle kiss before he relaxed back against his chest again. "Today has been a really great day." He said softly. It really had been, he had enjoyed seeing his parents and getting caught up with them as well as being able to spend time with them and Devon together. But this picnic was also nice, and the weather was great as well. All in all it was turning out to be a really amazing day together, one that he was sure to remember. He had forgotten about their interaction with his boyfriend's father, which was probably for the best anyway.

 

Kario enjoyed the rest of the time they spent under that old oak tree and their picnic. At some point he had even decided the had wanted to feed his boyfriend a few things since he was still settled in the man's lap with absolutely no interest in moving. It wasn't until he knew that their picnic was coming to an end that he finally slipped out of Devon's lap to help pack things up so they could leave. Turning to the older man he spoke happily, "This really was a great picnic, not to mention a great way to spend our afternoon. We'll definitely have to come back and enjoy the park again though." There was a lot he wanted to be able to do with Devon, but even small things like this meant a lot to him even if they probably weren't anything special to someone else. He was still in a phase that made him greatly appreciate anything Devon was willing to do with him. Though the older man had expressed that he was offering a lot in their relationship as well he still felt like he could be offering more. But he reminded himself that there were other things he could do to make things easier for the politician. Even simple things he could do for the man at home after a long day of work. Instantly his mind started to go over such things and making small plans to make the next week easier for Devon and to figure out what sort of little things he could do for the man he loved that the other probably wasn't used to anyone doing for him.

[-Hideki-]

The golden eyes lay on Kario as he informed him that he would be able to feel comfortable around his parents and in the house he had grown up in again without telling them where he had gone to for five years. Feeling the man’s arm around his shoulder and seeing him smile made him smile back at the other. “Even better.” He nodded his head as he’d definitely prefer it that way as well, to him it was just important that the other man could feel at home when he was around his family, that what the other man had wouldn’t get ruined due to this as he had never had this and he knew very well how it was to miss the closeness of a family even though he had parents. Being told that the other found that sometimes having secretes was a good thing and that he thought his parents could live without knowing this Ashfield raised an eyebrow and grinned at the other. “I’m sure they can.” He agreed but his voice got more sceptical. “But I don’t want you to have any secrets from me! Is there something I should know?” he asked half jokingly half curiously.

 

A laugh came from him when his boyfriend pointed out that he’d get to enjoy how good Kario had been at his job for the rest of his life and it indeed was an enticing thought and his golden eyes flashed up due to it. “I rather shall not think about it too much or detailed though as I might get a problem inside of my pants then.” The governor answered his cute lover with a wink before they shared their heated kiss in the stairway. When he got the answer to telling the black haired that he thought that if he wanted to he’d have the courage to tell his parents the truth about his whereabouts the last five years because he had been through a lot worse and dangerous stuff the young man immediately stated that he’d face all of that again rather than to tell his parents that he had been a prostitute Ashfield had to try hard not to burst out into laughter completely but he even had to press a hand over his mouth so that his laughter wouldn’t be heard by the other male’s parents. “Sorry…” he said and started to laugh all over again before he could get a grip on himself. “I apologise, it actually isn’t funny but you know, you sounded exactly like Clarence now. He had been through a lot, had been a soldier once but whenever I tell him to keep calm, that he can deal with the journalists because he had been through worse he always says then that he’d much rather go through all of that again than having to face one of those journalists.” Devon told him still chuckling amused.

 

 

 

 

Upon asking the random facial hair questions that had just popped up on his mind when he had let his fingers run over the extraordinarily smooth skin in the younger male’s face he was told that it was good that he couldn’t imagine the other with a full beard and Devon already could imagine what the answer to his other questions would be then as he smiled at the other slightly amused.

However the answer managed to surprised him after all and his golden eyes widened staring into the dark brown ones as he learned that his boyfriend couldn’t grow any facial hair at all. “That’s actually a little odd though.” He said light-heartedly and let his fingers run over the soft skin again as if to check another time to make sure. “So you’ve never shaved your face in your life?” Ashfield was curious because he couldn’t really imagine how it would be to not grow any facial hair since he had last had such smooth skin as a kid. Then he realised that he was staring at the younger male’s face rather oddly – and so did Michalski who had again heard everything and found that as weird as fascinating - and he shook his head a little. “Not that I’d care or it’d bother me or anything.” He assured the other. “I find you incredibly handsome and hot just as you are.” Ashfield made that clear to Kario nibbling on his jaw.

 

“Oh I will!” Devon whispered leaning close to the other so that his breath brushed over the younger male’s lips when his boyfriend told him he expected him to remind him of that whenever he got upset or angry with him and felt like drowning the politician in the pool and he definitely would. He just doubted that in such a situation it would change anything other than maybe making the man throw a pillow into his face to shut him up or something.

 

There was a pleased smile on his lips when his younger lover expressed how good cuddling everywhere sounded to him and Ashfield smirked and chuckled when the black haired told him that they still had to make sure to cuddle under a tree here and there as well. “It won’t be difficult to get me to cuddle with you under a tree or elsewhere.” Devon assured his boyfriend playing with a strand of his hair. “We could even plant a new tree together in the yard of my mansion, we could watch it grow and when it got large enough we could cuddle and make out under our very personal tree.” The blond man suggested and it wasn’t a joke. He’d buy a tree and he’d plant it too … or rather hire someone to plant it while watching together with Kario because the billionaire had no idea how to plant a damn tree.

 

The governor beamed at Kario and took both of the male’s hands into his own as he pressed his lips against his lovers when the man told him he’d love to accompany him to this event he had to go to tomorrow. He was aware that it wasn’t the most exciting or thrilling event if one wasn’t a farmer oneself and it meant a lot that the other had told him yes without any hesitation. It was a feast where the governors normally brought their wives and kids along and he had always had to go alone – maybe that was not completely true his father had invited himself once it had been awful - and since the people knew about him and the other man now he could bring his boyfriend too and that alone would make it so much more fun to go there and present the medal for the best pig, making a photo with the farmer and the pig and this year Kario would be on that pig photo too. Maybe it was crazy but that really made him happy.

It got even better though when his young lover expressed that he would love the idea to be naked, wet and steamy in the bathhouse together with him and to learn that he was apparently excited to see the bathhouse in the mansion. “Then that’s settled for tomorrow night.” The blond winked and he already looked forward to it a lot.

 

After they had gotten aware of Michalski’s presence again the black haired returned his attention to him with a sheepish smile, kissing him gently and Devon enjoyed the feeling of each other’s lips being pressed together again and he smiled widely when Kario told him that it had been a great day. Ashfield was laying his hand on the younger man’s cheek and stroked it with his thumb. “It was indeed. Good that I’ve insisted that we’d go out today and not let my father ruin things for us.” He found and kissed the other man again, many quick and soft kisses after the other. The rest of their picnic was fun too. The young male even got the urge to feed him some more fruit and he took them from him and shared them with the other the same way they had shared that piece of tiramisu even though the blond was actually completely full because he had stuffed quite a lot of the food into himself already. Kario also seemed to find it the most comfortable on his lap because he stayed there until they packed up and walked back to the entrance of the park to get to the parking space where he had parked his car. And the governor smiled wholeheartedly at the younger man when he expressed what a great way to spend the afternoon it had been and that they should definitely repeat that another time. “We will. And I’m glad that you had a good time.” He let him know and leaned over to him, laying his head onto the other’s shoulder. “We’re also going to have a really nice evening now too.” He promised his lover opening the doors to the Lamborghini which went open like spreading wings.

 

 

On their way back home he made a detour to the corporation’s headquarters where he let out Michalski who waved them goodbye and then disappeared inside of the building. “I hope the idea of me naked in the bathhouse drooling over sexy you doesn’t give him nightmares.” Ashfield joked. “But he seemed fine didn’t he?” The politician commented jestingly starting the engine again driving back to the mansion.

 

Once home again he locked the door behind them and walked into the kitchen with the basket that contained the remaining food which he wanted to put into the refrigerator. “Make yourself comfortable on the sofa. You can turn the laptop on already, I’m gonna make us a hot chocolate and then we can order you practical clothing and then shop for those sex toys for you.” The governor told Kario and disappeared in the kitchen where he placed the stuff into the refrigerator and then attempted to make hot chocolate in his diamond suit. Well, he made something that contained chocolate and milk and that was hot…. boiling hot…. He looked at his masterpiece rather disappointed and let his head sink noting that he should buy a machine for this too so that he’d not have to embarrass himself in front of Kario again but with a sigh he walked into the living room and placed what he had made onto the large coffee table. “You don’t have to drink this….” He said scratching the back of his head before he placed the luxurious suit jacket that was worth more money than other people’s houses onto an armchair and went over to Kario on the sofa, getting comfortable next to the younger man, snuggling up against him, peeking over his shoulder to see what he was looking at on the laptop.

[Sathenus]

The questioning look that he was given after saying that sometimes he thought having secrets was a good thing made him give his lover a small smile. Because of the look he had received he wasn't surprised to hear Devon ask him if there was something that he should know after telling him he didn't want him to have any secrets from the other. "Nothing at all. I find myself completely incapable of keeping anything from you." Kario admitted with an honest smile. There wasn't anything he could think of that he was keeping a secret from his boyfriend, maybe things they had yet to discuss about each other but not anything he was deliberately not sharing. "I would hope you wouldn't keep any secrets from me either." He added after a moment. Since he was so open with his boyfriend, he wanted that to be returned and for them both to feel comfortable enough with the other to be honest and share everything.

 

There was a small sense of amusement he felt with how much Devon was trying not to laugh after he had told him that he would rather face all of the bad things he had been through again before he would tell his parents he had been a prostitute. When Devon apologized and then started to explain it a little telling him he had sounded like Clarence, if gave Kario a chance to learn more about the elderly man. "I can't blame him, I think I'd rather face all of that stuff then journalists too. They can be scary." He replied with a large grin on his face. But he wasn't entirely joking either, he wasn't up to facing such people himself, granted most social situations now actually gave him quite a bit of anxiety. This was something he was aware he'd have to work on, but it like most things he was facing would have to be handled one step at a time.

 

 

"Never." Kario confirmed for his boyfriend. He understood why Devon had reasked it of course, but he wasn't lying. He had never had to shave his face in his life because no facial hair had ever grown. By how much Devon kept running his fingers over the smooth skin of his jaw he was fascinated by the idea that he really didn't grow any facial hair and hadn't shaved at all. It was understandable of course, and Kario himself had always asked why he wasn't capable of having a beard, not that he actually intended to have one. He just thought that the option would have been nice, but it just wasn't it seemed. At this point he noticed the odd way his boyfriend had been staring at his face and he felt himself get a little uncomfortable, which only seemed to grow when he realized he had gained Michalski's attention as well. Kario understood this was odd, but he didn't really think it meant that he needed so much attention. A second later Devon must have realized the odd way he was staring at him because the man shook his head before assuring him that he didn't care and it wouldn't bother him. That made a soft sigh of relief escape Kario who was happy to hear this wouldn't become a problem between them. "That's definitely something I like to hear." Kario murmured as he felt the blonde nibble on his jaw. He'd never get tired of Devon telling him that he found him incredibly handsome and hot.

 

"Would it be hard for me to get you to do anything?" Kario asked with an amused smile on his face. It was an honest question, but it was clear that he was teasing the other as well. Being told that they could plant a new tree in the yard of the governor's mansion where they could watch it grow and once it was big enough they could cuddle and make out underneath it. He was excited by the thought of it, and he honestly really wanted to do that. In a sense it would make that tree even more special just because it was theirs and it was one they would decide on together and decide where it should be planted together. "That sounds really sweet. We should definitely plant a tree together." Kario honestly replied with a thoughtful look on his face. He really did find the whole idea rather sweet, even a bit romantic since it was a tree for the two of them something special. Even if most people would just see it for what it was, a tree. Having a love for the environment and nature he felt like this was a beneficial thing for them to do in more than one way, and he could already find himself getting excited at the prospect of sitting under it cuddling with Devon and kissing. "I'll rather impatiently be waiting for it to get big enough for us to cuddle and kiss under." He admitted with a large smile.

 

 

"He actually really didn't." Kario agreed with a small nod as Devon started the car again before starting the drive back to the blonde's mansion. It really hadn't seemed like the bodyguard was bothered by them and their affectionate display towards each other. At least not as much as he would have expected from a bodyguard of his boyfriend's father. He would have thought that Michalski would have been more openly against their affectionate display with each other, so he had actually been pleasantly surprised to see that wasn't actually the case.

 

When they got home he followed Devon inside turning to face him as the older man locked the door and told him to make himself comfortable on the sofa while he made hot chocolate and that he could turn on the laptop already while he was doing so. Giving the blonde a quick kiss he nodded and moved into the living room and settled himself down on the sofa getting comfortable. Reaching out he grabbed the laptop and settled it on his lap, folding his legs underneath him as he turned the device on. For a moment he just sat there blankly staring at the screen before he finally opened the web browser so that he could start shopping for some more practical clothing. He was looking over different clothes when Devon finally joined him, glancing up from the screen as the older man set the mugs of hot chocolate down on the coffee table telling him that he may not want to drink it. Giving his boyfriend a small encouraging smile he spoke, "I'm sure it's not that bad." As the older man slipped out of his suit jacket and settled beside him he happily cuddled into the older man as Devon snuggled up against him. Kario shifted slightly to make it easier for Devon to see what he had been looking at as he glanced up to meet his boyfriend's golden gaze.

 

"Now that you've joined me again you can help me pick out some clothes too." Kario said with a smile. He really would like his boyfriend's opinion. There would probably be a lot of things that he'd like to have the governor's opinion on. While Devon had been in the kitchen making their hot chocolate he had already decided on a few things anyway, it all seemed kind of odd in the end. It was unusual for him to so easily be able to buy clothes for himself or anything for that matter. Things like this had always been handled so differently growing up, but he knew things were different now than how they had once been. Shopping for clothes with Devon even if it was just online was better than doing it by himself, and he found himself more interested in the different choices than he had been a few moments earlier. It didn't take the two of them long before they both decided he had enough to make a decent sized wardrobe with practical clothes that he could wear every day. At that point of course he pushed the laptop towards Devon for him to do the check out and everything while he comfortable watched the man while leaning into the other's side.

 

It was at this point that he decided he was going to try the hot chocolate that Devon had made for them, taking a small sip he realized it wasn't really that bad. Though it wasn't the best either he could at least appreciate the attempt. Turning back to Devon he leaned up to press a quick kiss to his boyfriend's cheek, "I really do appreciate everything you do for me." For some reason he felt like he needed to express that to Devon once again. It seemed like his boyfriend was constantly doing things to help him out and he still felt like he wasn't offering enough in return even if the governor himself didn't feel that way. Over time he was sure that he'd feel differently and come to realize what he brought to the relationship as well. Right now Kario felt like he'd just continue to make sure his boyfriend knew how much he appreciated everything he did for him, even the little things that the older man may not really think about.

[-Hideki-]

Devon found himself relaxing when Kario genuinely told him that there wasn’t anything that he kept a secret from him and that he found himself unable to. It was a relive as he didn’t like his partner hiding something from him and he generally wanted to know everything about the man he was in love with. When the black haired man then stated that he’d hope that Ashfield wouldn’t keep any secrets from him either the politician felt a spark of guilt rising in him. It wasn’t like he kept secrets from him that concerned the blond as a person but he had other secrets from him that had to do with the corporation and the work for the government and his, well, corruption because he didn’t want his boyfriend to know that he was …. corrupt. “I’m not holding back anything that is about me, you can be aware that you are extensively informed about me.” He answered confidentially although he wasn’t confident as he was trying to weasel around it as a politician would. “Of course there are things I am not allowed to share as the governor with anyone who doesn’t have a high enough security approval.” He factually stated as this was totally understandable and reasonable and just how it was. It didn’t include his machinations with the corporation nor his corruption though.

 

When his boyfriend said that he too would face all of this rather than journalists he laughed even harder and grinned at the other when he said that journalists could be scary. “Damn right they can.” Ashfield agreed. He had had too many unpleasant encounters with journalists throughout his life, and that not only as a governor, so he didn’t like them and his brain connected them with danger too. The blond was just talking to them because he had to be a professional and he often struggled to keep his cool around them and to not show them that he despised them and he was only trying to do so because otherwise he’d look like the idiot and not them.

 

It would have been a lie if he said that it didn’t still baffle him that his boyfriend had never shaved in his life and didn’t grow any facial hair at all but he also hadn’t missed out on the relieved sigh the other had let out when Ashfield had told him that this didn’t bother him and it wasn’t a problem so he had probably been a little too baffled and the staring had actually made the other man uncomfortable. He grinned kissing the other man’s cheek when he was told that he liked to hear that Devon found him incredibly hot the way he was. “I’m sorry if I made you uncomfortable. It’s just, well, it’s rare you see.” He explained letting his thumb slightly run over Kario’s bottom lip. “I love you.” He breathed into the young man’s ear.

 

Chuckling at the question the black haired asked him Devon’s golden eyes peered into dark brown and his lips curled up in a grin. “Probably not.” He answered truthfully. It would certainly not be hard for Kario to get Ashfield to do anything as long as it was within reason. The governor had fallen way too deeply for him and he was merely wax in his hands it seemed. It had something scary about it too he supposed.

 

He had suspected that his cute lover would be into the idea of planting a tree and it appeared that this had been correct because the man was all for it and wanted to do it. “Then that’s settled. When there’s time we’ll drive to …. Where can one buy trees?” he asked. “The home improvement centre? I have never been to one of those.” he suspected. “Or we’ll just call my gardener and he’ll show us different trees in a catalogue. That’s what we should do I suppose.” The billionaire decided and then turned to his boyfriend again. “Any specific tree in mind already maybe?” he asked.

 

Ashfield laughed when Kario told him that he’d be impatiently waiting for the tree to grow big enough so that they could actually cuddle and kiss under it. “I just hope that I’ll be young enough to get down on the ground and up from it again then.” He joked and then sighed, laying his chin onto the young man’s shoulder. “What does a cute, handsome young man find in an old guy like me?” he asked. “There must be something about me or you’re just incredibly weird to fall in love with some middle aged man out of all the men there are.” The governor jested but there was some seriousness in it. Sure the other had said plenty of times that age didn’t matter to him but still, he had fallen in love for the first time with a man who could be his father.

 

Once he had settled down on the sofa Kario told him to help him pick out clothing and although he hated to shop clothing he found that he liked it more to buy stuff for his boyfriend and to imagine how he’d look in it than when it was about himself. He was also glad that the other man was just as uncomplicated as he himself was and not like his mother who had made fashion her life and philosophy and who sometimes took hours to decide on one designer item she would want to buy. So it didn’t take them all too long and Kario handed Ashfield the laptop and the governor leaned forward and took his glasses from the coffee table to be able to read the tiny writing and ordered the clothing, paid for them so that they would arrive on Monday when he saw out of the corner of his eyes that his boyfriend was actually drinking whatever he had made for them there.

 

For a moment he was worried that the other would spit it out in a fountain or he’d immediately turn green from it or something but it didn’t seem to be that bad because Kario leaned up to him and pressed a kiss onto his cheek looking perfectly healthy. The blond couldn’t keep himself from laughing when his lovely boyfriend told him that he did appreciate everything he made for him and it made Devon blush slightly. “You’re so cute.” He told him. “It means a lot that you can even appreciate something that’s this awful because I made it but you really don’t have to force yourself to drink this I won’t be mad. I have never made this myself before.” He let the young man know and kissed his lips that tasted like chocolate.

 

Since Kario’s lips didn’t taste bad at all he tried what he had made himself and it was drinkable at least. “Well, it doesn’t taste like poison. And there is a giant, melted together chocolate ball swimming in it too.” He said laughing about the own stuff he had made there before he turned back to the laptop trying to remember that website where Jeff had always bought all those sex toys from. After he had found that site he moved the laptop so that both of them could see the screen. He was clicking around a little and the blond man was smirking widely having to bite his bottom lip to not start giggle immaturely like a pubescent teenager faced with all the weird stuff this store offered only able to vaguely imagine what some of them were actually good for. “I suppose we’re looking for more normal stuff aren’t we?” he asked Kario fighting hard not to laugh. “Should the thing vibrate or should it not?” he wanted to know his eyes wandering over some descriptions.

[Sathenus]

As Devon was speaking Kario immediately caught on to the fact that Devon had said he wasn't holding back anything that is about him, that meant that Devon was holding back things that weren't about the man specifically. The younger man was about to inquire about that though when his boyfriend continued and explained that there were things he wasn't allowed to share with him as the governor since he didn't have high enough security approval. "Fair enough." He replied with a small smile. That made sense, and he couldn't expect Devon to tell him about things that were clearly only meant for certain high officials. It helped that he felt like those things didn't really concern him anyway, and thus wouldn't be tempted to ask the man about it. The most he would probably ever ask his boyfriend about his job as governor was how his day had gone, leaving it to the blonde to tell him as much as he saw fit. Depending on what the older man said he might inquire more, but he'd always leave it be if he was told that the other couldn't say any more about it. As long as Kario knew that Devon wouldn't keep secrets from him pertaining to just him and not his job he would be completely happy.

 

"I'm just not used to people looking at me that intensely... or for that long." Kario admitted with a sheepish smile. Though he was glad that Devon had caught onto the fact that he had been slightly uncomfortable due to just how intensely he had been staring at him. He could also understand that this wasn't something someone encountered every day, and it was as Devon had already said, rare. But it was who he was, and though there was that chance that maybe in the years to come that would change, it didn't really appear as if it was ever going to. Which was perfectly fine with Kario as it meant he wouldn't have to spend any money on razors or anything, it was a nice plus in his opinion. "I love you too." Kario replied. It still made his heart flutter whenever Devon told him that he loved him, and he really would never get tired of hearing the older man tell him that. Just like he would never get tired of telling the governor that he loved him.

 

It was hard for Kario to hide the pleased look that crossed his face when Devon truthfully answered him, telling him that it probably wouldn't be hard for him to get the man to do anything. Kario had already had a feeling that he'd get an answer like that, having it confirmed only made him more pleased with that knowledge. It probably wasn't something he should be so happy about, but there really was no denying that he was. Leaning up he gave the older man a quick kiss, "That's sweet. I'll try not to ask much of you."

 

A small shrug was his response to the question of where they could buy trees, he honestly had absolutely no idea. But was sure that the older man would think of something, and sure enough he did. Mentioning that they could just call his gardener who would show them different trees in a catalogue. When he was asked if there was any specific tree in mind already he gave the other a small nod, "Kind of, but it's not really the best for cuddling under." Kario had always had a soft spot for Pine trees, they were gorgeous and green year round, he also loved the smell of their pine needles. But he could admit that their trunks tended to be a bit to sappy to lean against and cuddle under. For that reason he shrugged and tried to think of a different tree. "A white birch would be pretty." He finally commented. "No matter what type of tree we plant though I'll like it, because it's ours." Kario stated in the end.

 

There was amusement clear on his face again when Devon spoke jokingly, "We could always have a bench placed under the tree so you won't have to get up and off the ground." Which was something he wasn't completely against even now. It would still allow them to cuddle and kiss beneath the tree, while not making it so his boyfriend had to get up and off the ground. Having been asked about it before he had somewhat expected Devon to again bring attention to the blonde's age and ask him what he found in a man like him again. When his boyfriend once more mentioned his his age and how he was a middle aged man he felt himself inwardly sigh. "You really do think to much about this." He mused with a soft smile, reaching out to run his fingers through the other's soft hair again. "I know you are aware that to me, age isn't a factor. It doesn't remotely matter." Pausing for a moment he just sat there, hand still stroking through the other's hair gently. "You're also the only person in a long time who has treated me with kindness or like I'm an actual person. I also find you really sweat and loving, not to mention you're incredibly sexy to me." At his last comment his smile had turned to a smirk, and it was clear that he really did find the governor attractive.

 

 

 

Kario always enjoyed doing things with Devon, so he was glad when the blonde didn't argue or decline in helping him pick some clothes. That and it was also a way for him to get an idea for what his boyfriend would think he'd look good in, which he had to admit made a small smirk appear on his face. It was nice and easy to shop with the older man, and he found it was much less stressful than it had been with the man's mother. Once he had handed the laptop over the the blonde and turned his gaze to the mug of hot chocolate to take a sip he noticed that the politician had slipped some glasses on to fill out what he needed to order the clothes. There was a small smile that crossed his face after he had taken a sip of his hot chocolate to look at the older man. "You look really cute with glasses on." He commented honestly finding that he liked the look. Kario of course wasn't trying to make Devon blush or anything, he just couldn't stop himself from commenting.

 

"It definitely isn't awful, besides, practice makes perfect. I also don't mind drinking it." He said, wanting to set any of Devon's concerns to rest. It really wasn't bad, it wasn't the best he had ever had, but it wasn't best either. Happily Kario returned the kiss, his mind going over how the blonde had made the hot chocolate. He remembered making it with his mother around Christmas, as the weather started getting colder and it was a nice treat, "I can help you make it next time. I used to make it all the time with my mother when I was little." It would be a way for them to spend more time together as well, and that was a plus in itself. Helping Devon learn to make hot chocolate and master doing so would just be a little bonus, that was if the blonde was even up to trying to to make it again.

 

When his boyfriend moved the laptop back into a position so they could both look at the screen it drew Kario's eyes. Looking at everything that was on the screen made a small blush sprout up on his face, hearing the questions that Devon asked about whether or not it should vibrate made his blush darken to a more prominent red. This was still a really strange topic to him, and though he had somehow managed to come to terms with the thought of them doing this the fact that they actually were looking at and going to buy any of these things made it all worse. "Definitely more normal." He commented when he finally found his voice and managed to get his face at least somewhat close to it's normal color again. This was all still a very new concept to him, one that would take him awhile to really get used to, probably even after they had made the order. Now came time for him to answer the other question, but he wasn't really sure about it either since he definitely didn't have any experience with these items. "I... don't know. I wouldn't think it matters." Kario finally said with a small shrug noticing that Devon paying close attention to the screen he assumed he was reading some of the descriptions of the items currently displayed to them.

 

There... was a lot more than he had though there would be, both in the type of categories and then the items in them. Kario suddenly has the feeling that this wasn't going to be as quick and easy as shopping for clothes had been. They couldn't make a decision solely based on what the toy looked like after all, it had to be something that would actually help him out in the long run. After a few minutes of them looking at things together he looked up at the older man with a curious look on his face, "There really are a lot of different sex toys aren't there?" He had never really thought that there would be so many, which was probably a fault on his. Clearly this sort of thing wasn't anything he was remotely used to or aware of for that matter. Kario knew that for many people and even many couples these types of things were normal. That the only reason why he felt as shy and embarrassed about it was because they were things that no one he knew ever talked about, or for that matter even really thought about.

 

"This whole thing is a really odd concept." Kario finally admitted as he relaxed against Devon. They had been looking at the items for a few minutes now, going through one page after another. Nothing had really caught his attention yet, though he did take the time to read the descriptions of certain ones, rest his hand lightly over the blonde's if he became curious and wanted to read something. At some point he had just decided to keep his hand rested on Devon's arm, and head resting against his shoulder. They had gone through a couple more pages of items before he turned his attention to Devon again, so far not much had really interested him or made him think like it was a good idea. But he knew a lot of that was still in part to the fact that he felt embarrassed that they were even necessary. They were though, and he'd have to accept that and get over it.

 

"You know... we could make this whole thing a lot easier if we just search for something that resembles you." There was a dirty smirk that crossed his face when he was speaking. It was so obvious really, so much so that he honestly wasn't sure why that thought hadn't come to him sooner. If it had, they probably would have saved themselves the trouble of looking through so many products already. "That way we know it'll help me out. Since you seem to be so good at it yourself." It really did seem like a good idea, one he wished he had come to earlier. Though some of the items they had passed were interesting in a way, none of them really made it past his embarrassment.

[-Hideki-]

At the younger male admitting to him that he was not used to people looking at him that intensely Devon smiled. “I love looking at you intensely though.” He confessed, nudging his nose against the man’s neck. “Because you look like a great artwork to me.” The other said and chuckled slightly but he still thought a statue of the other man would make the greatest in the mansion. “The way I stared now was not really appropriate though.” He acknowledged because it had not been. It’d probably make him uncomfortable too if there was something out of the ordinary about him and people, much less his boyfriend would stare at him like this due to it.

 

The all too pleased way in which his boyfriend looked at him after Ashfield had confirmed that it wouldn’t take Kario much to get him to do about everything if it was within reason made his cheeks turn slightly rosy while at the same time he felt a little ‘scared’ now thinking about whether the other had something in mind there already but his thoughts were cut off when his lover leaned up and kissed him shortly before he told him how sweet he found it and that he’d try not to ask too much of him. “I’d appreciate that.” the governor laughed pressing their lips back together.

 

Raising an eyebrow he looked at Kario when the man suggested that a ‘white birch’ would be pretty. “Really?” he asked and imagined a foggy forest full of white birches and a small shudder ran down his spine. “I find them creepy.” He confessed. “They look so, dead, no kinda undead, like zombie-trees. Their trunks are incredibly white and the periderm cracks and the spots revealed look so pitch black against the white.” The governor described how he saw that tree. “I have lemon and orange trees in my garden and trees you find in Southern regions of Europe. I also have figures and neatly trimmed hatches… Do you really want a white birch? Don’t you like something …. Warmer maybe? Those white birches always seemed to me like they could have been my father’s spirit trees, cold paleness on the outside and rotten darkness on the inside. If my father’s skin would crack his dark soul would probably shine through the cracks like black holes too.” The man commented.

 

Kario seemed already a bit annoyed by his question and that he was mentioning his age again and being told that he was thinking about it too much made him frown. He was the significantly older one after all so of course he was thinking about it as there was no way that the blond would leave his boyfriend someday because the other was too old and unattractive to him. And Devon Ashfield’s fear of aging didn’t remotely help him to get over that insecurity and fear for the future he had when it came to their relationship. “How could I not though. In twenty years I’ll be almost sixty and you’ll be around the age I am now. You will be in the middle of your life and I’ll be almost dead and grey and look like my father and god knows what cracking noises my body will make and maybe I’ll get a belly and ….” He stopped himself because he was doing it again. “I’m afraid of getting old, I admit it. Maybe I’ll get as crazy about stopping myself from aging like my mum in a few years because I fear that no man would find me attractive anymore and then my whole face won’t move anymore when I talk and my smiles will look unnatural. I’d like to be more like my father in that regards.” the blond confessed.

 

It helped him to hear what his young lover did like about him, even more so to hear that he was really sexy to him and a smirk was coming back onto his face as he looked into Kario’s brown eyes. “What do you find the most sexy about me?” he wanted to know not noticing that Michalski was listening and staring again, now at Ashfield to figure out how the heir to the Ashfield corporation was remotely sexy as he apparently had overlooked it all the time he had seen the man and Devon was really not what came onto his mind when he was thinking about sexy.

 

 

 

 

Ashfield was a little surprised when the young male remarked that he looked really good with his glasses on. A faint smile was appearing on his face as he looked into the dark eyes of his lover. “Thanks.” He said realising that this was the first time the other man saw him with his glasses on. “It’s good that you like how I look with them because I need them to read so you’re gonna see them quite a lot from now on I suppose.” The blond told the other with a laugh. When Kario told him that his drink wasn’t awful and that he just needed some practice he was not convinced though and thought the other wanted to just be nice before they had kissed. However when the black haired then suggested to show him how it was done properly and that they could do it together the smile crossed Devon’s face again as he really liked the idea of preparing something with the other although he had no idea how to actually feed himself if it wasn’t for hiring people or ordering food. “I had been thinking about buying a machine to make this but having you teaching me sounds a lot better.” He let the younger male know with a coquettish smile, imagining the two of them in the kitchen and mostly himself behind the other kissing and touching and disturbing him while he made the drink.

 

Though he had really tried not to laugh especially since he had seen how embarrassed his lover was with his flushed bright red face which was so cute he really couldn’t hold back his laughter when Kario so definitely stated that it indeed should be something more normal. The answer to his question whether the thing should vibrate or not was not so helpful either actually it wasn’t at all and it felt like they were aimlessly clicking themselves through a bunch of sex toys while his boyfriend for whom it was supposed to be didn’t say a tone and just clung to him before expressing that there really were a lot of sex toys. “Apparently.” The governor nodded. “Jeff had a whole box under his bed and back then I thought ‘Holy shit my boyfriend is a masturbation addict who probably has all sex toys there even are on this planet’…. I was wrong! When I look at this he had almost nothing after all. Just a bunch of plastic cocks and anal plugs.” The blond told the black haired before returning to the search again.

 

At one point, Kario had still been too silent and not shown any interest in anything, he was about to just buy several stuff for the other that he should try then because that led to nothing when his lover spoke and he saw a dirty smirk on his face. For a moment Ashfield thought he was made fun off when his young boyfriend expressed that they should look for a toy that resembled him. His eyes went down onto his own crotch and he just wanted to look up at the dark haired again and say ‘Haha, really funny’ when the other seriously expressed that this way they’d know that it’d help him out because Devon was good a pleasing him and it made pride and self-satisfaction take over and boosted his ego and the blond was raising his head. “That is true!” he said with a nod that exuded confidence and importance.

 

“Well, then, let’s see…” he clicked on the filter that every online store no matter what it sold always had and he clicked onto the dildos and vibrators and specified the colour as white, that the plastic cock shall have a foreskin, the veins, just as much as it let him specify the search and then he clicked onto the button to get to the products and it indeed showed him artificial dicks with the attributes he had specified but the eyes behind his glasses widened anyway as he saw the first thing. “No, totally not!” he exclaimed looking at the number that stated that the thing was 25cm long. “Forget it you’re not getting something that’s bigger than me!” the almost forty years old man said sounding like a stubborn teenager and he hectically searched if he could state the size too. “It’s not gonna be bigger than 14cm!” the man said before he blushed red now when the site let him specify the size of the toy. “Yes, I measured my erect dick alright….” The politician said and found a few items that qualified and the heat on his cheeks didn’t want to calm down again. “Just pick one…or two, one that vibrates and one that doesn’t if you can’t decide.” The man said feeling ridiculous about himself because it would make him feel bad if the other would have a toy that was larger than him and enjoy it but he really wouldn’t like it, he’d start to hate the toy. How fucked up would it be if he got jealous of a sex toy his lover used?

 

He waited for Kario’s decision before he clicked away and then found something that actually interested him. It were creams and lotions and lube with different smells and tastes so not kinky at all and he really liked that. “Let’s order this vanilla lube!” he said his cheeks calming down and a happy smile replacing it as he threw a bunch of stuff into the shopping basket. Jeff would have called Ashfield vanilla and a hopeless idiot for buying that stuff now for sure.