Paralyzing angst

[鼠ドル]

Staring into the void,

In the back parts of my mind

Is there any part left to salvage

Any whole piece of mine?

 

My fingers pacing over the scars

In an uneasy, restless way

With eyes so empty,

Depression makes me blind

 

Paralyzed by anxiety,

I even forget to breathe

But in my mind the screaming

And the images never leave

 

They say I should think of

Times when I felt good

But now I can't remember

And none of them ever understood

 

I have ghosts that haunt me

They push me towards the edge

Along the years I've learnt to cave

To bleed instead of sorely fedge

 

The world is on my shoulder

My mind is soon too shattered,

I fear it can't be saved

Thoughts saying I never mattered

No, they're never well-behaved

 

So leave me alone,

Please go away

I cannot bare this weight

Let me heal and

Let me feel

Something other than pain

[Ueda_Angel]

wow that was...once again I'm blown away perfection.

[K]

. .one-san, such a burden huh?

 

. .while i was reading this, i really felt the weight that covered this poem,

 

. .it's deep and dark, hard to breathe, less-oxygen...

 

. .i don't know, but i felt those