This is so wrong but so good (with M-jow) 18+

[M-jow]

Ian's smirk grew. "If you get those feelings.. Don't you mean urges and it would be great to have someone in the same position to talk to?" He teased seeing Jules blush.

 

"Really? No I didn't" Ian said as he turned his eyes back on Jules with a wide amused grin. There was a hint of mischievous in his eyes as he thought how he maybe could use that piece of information later on.

 

Looking around Ian pointed over at one of the bigger roller coasters. It wasn't all that high compared to the other's. "What about that one?" He asked as he pointed it out from the distance. "It that too high for you?"

[Ms.Flair]

Jules was rather quiet, with his face still red even after what Ian had to say around him. They were called urges. He had some, like when he recently came upon one of those porn sites. Shaking his head, as he tried to forget about those thoughts for that moment. He was here to have fun with Ian and his young daughter.

 

Looking to the coaster, seeing where he pointed too. Shrugged his shoulders, “it looks okay to me. What about Alice? I don’t know where to leave her and stuff liked that..”

[M-jow]

Ian blinked at him before turning his eyes back on Alice.

"Say prinsess are you afraid of hights?" He asked.

After getting his answer he asked Jules. "You do know she can come along on most rids as long as we sits we her right?" Ian wasn't sure if Jules honestly didn't know or if things had changed since he had been a kid.

[Ms.Flair]

"I am not afraid of heights. I am brave, like my dad can be!" Alice had answered Ian.

Jules looked away for the moment, "I didn't know for sure if she could come along because she is so young.." Jules brought with his hands going into the pocket. Thinking about it, he had pulled out a map that he put back into his pocket. Looking it over, he thought about it.

 

"I think there is a place where we can drop her off to watched here.." he mumbled.

[M-jow]

Ian shook his head with his usual smile. "Nah forget it, I just wanted to see if you dared to if I asked. Beside all that walking around has made me kinda hungry. I could eat something if you guys are hungry."

They had been going around for hours, but Ian had barely noticed the time pass. He and Jules hadn't tried anything as of such but he had enjoyed watching Alice while talking to Jules.

 

But just because he didn't wanted to let Jules think he was completely off the hook he leaned in an whispered. "But we can still conquer your fear later on" Ian grinned. "I got all day to make that happen"

[Ms.Flair]

"Yeah I am pretty hungry too. I want something to eat and I got something for her to have. Made us lunch and even more for you, if you want some," Jules said. "We can still get some good food from here like a snack.."

 

"I want something sweet!" Alice exclaimed out.

 

"You will sweetie.."Jules said to her before he had heard that. His face went red, as he coughed nervously where he moved to where they could. He spread out the food which were sandwiches and even some veggies. "I didnt want her to eat all of that bad stuff.."

[M-jow]

Ian smiled wide as he eyed the food. "You made all of this?" He asked as he took a seat. The food wasn't something Ian had expected. He hadn't even thought about it before and now wasn't completely sure what to say. It wasn't fancy, just some reguler sandwiches and peeled veggies.

"It tast good" Ian said after he had swallowed the first bite of his sandwich. "Didn't know you could cook"

[Ms.Flair]

"Yeah I made all of this. It wasn't that hard to do, it didn't even take me that much time," Jules had answered her. Jules ate his food along side her daughter who was giving her father a questionable look at the veggies. "I can cook, it just a hobby and I have to make sure when my wife isn't there to make meals so I stepped in. People call me a mr.mom," Jules said.

 

"Just eat the veggies. You like these ones," Jules said pushing Alice to eat more of her veggies but glad she was eating her lunch. "If you eat them, maybe we can have something to share like something sweet..." Jules said to her with a smile. Alice happily ate her veggies, wanting something sweet.

[M-jow]

"Mr mom?" Ian chuckled, finding the nickname rather unique.

He let Jules to handle his dauther as he watched the two. And even drifted abit in thoughts. Ian normally didn't eat much at lunch but since Jules had taken his time to prepare this, he didn't want to seem like he didn't like the food by only eating one. But in the end he couldn't eat anyone either so he choose just to snack on a piece of veggie instead. Flavouring it slowly as he waited.

"Thank you for sharing you food with me" Ian said as he sat back, stretching his body from just abit.

 

I don't have any ideas to what they can do before nightfall. I had the idea that they would finish up in the ferriswheel or something.

 

[Ms.Flair]

"No problem, i thought it would be good to bring food since i didnt want spend too much money.." Jules said starting to pack up everything once the food was eaten up.

 

"I think we are going to some more rides," he said starting to take them out both for some more rides. Noticing Alice was getting tired, he thought about contacting his fiance to pick her up. "I think I am gonna get her picked up from here..and maybe us hang out.." He said carrying his daughter around.

 

When it was time, he was able to get someone to pick her up instead. "Thanks for doing this again..'

[M-jow]

Ian nodded in agreement. He had brought a bit of money with him just in case but it didn't have to be used. He could always use the money for more imponerende things.

 

The rest af the day seemed to have past so fast. Running around with a kid like Alice was fun and just spending time with others like this was very comfortable. Jules was a sweet though strict man, but Ian sensed that by pushing the right buttons his little daughter could soften him right up.

He hardly noticed how tired the small girl had become before she started dragging her feets.

Ian almost looked like a kicked puppy at that point. He expected Jules to say that he was gonna take her home and then leave.

Ian's shoulders sunk as he prepared himself to say goodbye to the two.

When jules did say something Ian blinked confused not thrusting what he heard.

"Get her picked up... You mean, you'll stay here more?" He could have covered the hope that was behind those words, even if he wanted to. He didn't quite believe him but part of him stayed hopefull like the old child in him.

When someone did come to get her, Ian was in a Ah.

"You sure?" Ian asked as they there, still kind of afraid Jules had changed his mind about staying.

[Ms.Flair]

"Yeah I am staying. The babysitter picked her up so thats fine.." Jules said with a smile on his face. Starting to lead him around, he wanted to play a few games but was stopped when he saw they were at the ferris wheel. Looling at it, he let out a sigh.

 

"I been on once but I freaked out.." Jules mumbled. "Wish i could go on there to help me face my fears.."

[M-jow]

The young man smiled wide as he followed Jules. The sun was starting to set in the horizon and sky was filled with warm colors and pink clouds.

When Jules suddenly stopped to look up at something Ian turned to followed his eyes. They landed on the big ferriswheel which stretched far above any other roller coaster a trees in the park.

 

Not really thinking too much into things like Jules clearly seemed to do. Ian grabbed tha man by his wrist and started to pull him along. "Then I'll try it" He said, wearing a mischievous smirk on his face. "You can freak out with me if you want to, heck even screame. Nothing I wouldn't have head before" Ian teased as they made their way to the bottom of the wheel.

[Ms.Flair]

When Jules was grabbed, as he went along with him as he noticed something. "You are serious? we really are going up there..." Jules said to him. "Fine whatever," Jules said next.

 

When it was there turn to go on the Ferris wheel, as they were able to get on. Sitting next to other, he put his hands on the handle bar. Though when it started to move though, Jules almost clinged to the other. "This is crazy..I can't believe you brought me on this death trap..." he muttered under his breath.

[M-jow]

Ian smirked as he looked back at him. He thought the man quite wise to just jump on along with him and even brave.

 

The wheel went at such a slow pace that the whole way around took about 20 minutes. At least that was the time that was writen on a poster above the entrance said. But Ian made sure not to let Jules look up to notice it.

When it was their turn, all they were to do was just to step inside the box and a door shoot shut behind them. It took a bit before they reached somewhere Ian thought as proper hight but the way the other was hanging on to him was fairly adorable.

"pfff!" Ian shut an hand over his mouth before he could start to laugh. "We hardly left the ground" the young man stated as he looked back at the small line of people. Their feet were properly just above their heads.

 

With his free hand he lossened Jules painfull grib on his arm. Ian didn’t distance himself though but instead used the same arm to wrap around the other's back in a firm yet gentle hold. It was meant to helping Jules to feel some how grounded and not like flying in mide air. Eventhough there were. "Don't look down, trying looking at whats is infront of you. See, you can a bit of the city just above the trees"

[Ms.Flair]

Jules still tried to stay close to him, not moving from being too far from the other guy. When they were reaching the top, he had closed his eyes not wanting to look really. He even tried to bury his whole face in there, but stopped himself. When he finally opened his eyes open, he noticed how high they really were.

 

Hearing those calming words from the man, he tried to keep his breathing calm even though he wanted to scream his whole head off from just being up high like this. "Y-Yeah easy for you to say," Jules mentioned. Letting out a sigh, he let out a nervous giggle now.

 

"Oh this isn't that bad..since I am here with someone.." he mentioned.

[M-jow]

Just then as Jules had said that. Thousand of light light up around the park below them as the darkness had fallen. Various colors shined and shaped the rids and building.

Ian gasped, amazed by the breathtaking view as they over looked the park.

"Honestly I don't have a fear of hights but you must admit this is quite the view" Ian said unconsciously leaning futher in against Jules's as his eyes gazed through the window. He slightly squeezed the other's arm before he admitted. "I'm glad we could meet up again. I've had fun running around with the two of you.."

Ian eyes lowered down to his pocket as his phone buzzed from an incoming text. "Exused me" Ian apologize as he pulled his arm back. He had to check if it was anything work related. Maybe some problem they would need his help with through he doubted it, normally they would call.

 

He had missed 3 calls an a long row of messages popped up on the screen. All from the same caller, not work related.

Ian shut his phone without reading any of the messages. His stomach turned around in knots and almost every mucle felt sore as they tensed. He felt slightly dizzy and leaned his head back till it hit the cool glass behind.

Shit Ian had happily completely forgotten about that guy.

[Ms.Flair]

Jules watched the scene unfold before him, as he looked at what was happening. It was so pretty to him, so pretty to him to see all of those lights and scenes from being up here. It was taking away his fear for heights for the time being. "It is quite a view," Jules mentioned. "I really did enjoy being your friend," Jules said after.

 

Looking to him, noticing how he acted when he was checking the phone. He noticed a shift in the mood, before he moved to nudge the other and started to rub his arm. "H-Hey Ian are you alright? You don't look good..." Jules asked him. "Was that work? You can share anything, I was gonna share you that I..had found myself thinking about that night again."

[M-jow]

Noticing the small nudge Ian turned his eyes back on Jules. He smiled was weak but still kind. He didn't answered on the first part though.

"..hopefully I let you have quite the impression of me." Ian joked. "or could it be.. you weren't satisfied with just one night?"

[Ms.Flair]

Jules just sat there on the ride chair, looking over at the other who was beside him. Shaking his head, as he noticed that he hadn’t answered him about the phone. “We gonna talk about it..or not?” Jules asked. Letting out a sigh, with a shake of his head.

 

“You did. It’s good to have companionship or friendship,” Jules said. Hearing that, he just laughed a little. “I was satisfied. You know, I am only looking for a friend. I don’t want to use you..or make you feel like it..”

[M-jow]

Ian felt a huge relief when Jules said that he didn't wanted to use him. He thought for a moment, before he decided to share his private life.

"The phone.. just now, it was from an ex. We didn't part in a friendly way back then and we didn't keep in contact. Last night.. we were tougether. Or rather he called me telling me If I didn't show he would come talk to me at the café" Ian's eyes avoided looking Jules right in the eyes. Feeling kind of shamefull admitting this to the other.

He breathed in between dry lips before his tongue dared out to moisten them.

"I haven't had much lucky with boyfriends. When we broke it off he was the one who got angry and I was hospitalized for three days after.... Now that he is back I'm mostly just waiting for him to grow borred"

[Ms.Flair]

Jules just listening, keeping his opinions to his self. He didnt anything yet but finally spoke up though. "That completely terrible. You should never been treated like that and i would try to file a report or atleast restraining order. Thats me though.." jules said.

 

"People are stupid. If i were your boyfriend, i would make.sure you get pampered after work and..even in the bedroom.." Jules said coughijg mervousily before he felt the ride move again. He was moving about and it threw him off balance, there bodies close as their lips were gonna touch. His own face red but moved away from him away.

 

"Lost my balance..'" He muttered. "Ride is almost over.."

[M-jow]

Ian nodded. "Yeah I tried to report it back then, but the police didn't do much about it. His dad is a cop so..." He crooked a half smile. "I didn't think about the restraining order, but I'll keep that in mind from now on." He said

 

Ian could feel his face hot with embarrassment. He couldn't imagine any of his ex lovers ever treading him in that manner but now... just hearing it made Ian realize how different would have been.

Just then The box moved and Jules lost his balance, falling in over him. Ian reacted by lifting his hands to brace for impact and shut his eyes.

His hands landed against Jules chest and as the clash was prevented, the young man peeked his eyes open. They quickly turned bigger as he looked into the other's eyes just in front of him.

Jules was close enough to his face that he could feel the man's hot breath on his lips. It tickled but wasn't entirely uncomfortable.

 

"Lost my balance..'" He muttered. "Ride is almost over.."

 

"Huh..oh yeah..." Ian eyelashes blinked a few times as he found strength in is voice. "You okay? you didn't hit anything or?" He asked as he tried to push the feeling of jules breath from his mind.

As the ride ended and as the exit came in to view. Ian got up from his seat. "We are off here, unless you wanna go for another round?" Ian asked playfully. He carefully held a hand around Jules arm to prevent the other from falling again.

[Ms.Flair]

Jules was there, watching how they were now back on the floor. Nodding his head before, "Yeah I am okay. I am not hurt," Jules answered him before hearing the next question. "Oh no, we are leaving now," Jules said dragging them off now and out of that ride area.

 

Once away, he checked his phone to see what time it was. Nodding his head, "What do you want to do now? Anything in particular? It is nice that we can move around now, and not be held down by my daughter. I love her a lot, but still, it can be hard to do somethings.."

[M-jow]

Ian chuckled as Jules dragged him out. "Just checking" He said still having his arm wrapped around the other's as Ian followed him off the area.

As Jules took out his phone Ian peeked at the time. 19 pm, it was getting late though the park was open for a few hours more. Ian shrugged his shoulder as Jules asked him. They had pretty much tried all the rides, looking through all the small shops windows. There as the game centre, but then again... Ian still felt hung up about using money for unnecessary things.

"How about just a walk, and maybe something hot to drink to keep us warm?" He asked looking at Jules before eyeing a small wagon that solg steaming warm liquid in a cup. The scent coming off was spicy and sweet.

"I could drink some coco, and you need somthing too to get the whole fear thing out of your system. Come on my treat" Ian said as he lead them over to the wagon.

 

There stood a couple before them, ordering a coffe and a chai tea. The girl took the tea and turned around as he boyfriend got his cup. Both Their eyes couldn't avoid seeing the two linked arm in arm and though they looked to take it chill as passed by. Ian still saw the glance the guy was giving them, as his eyes caught on to Ian and Jules. It was disgust.

Ian straightened back and looked right back at the guy, ignoring the guy's opinion with an cool smile. Ian was taller than that fellow and what others thought about his sexuality weretheir problem.

"What you want?" Ian asked cheerfully went it became their turn.